#i'm.. sorry i don't have energy to talk w ppl i hate it

[swallowed-by-the-moon]

so here I am as always. sad, tired and pathetic. last couple of days I just fucking pray to be saved by somebody. fucking "they can fix me". no bitch you know they will leave

I kinda befriened a guitarist from one local band and we talked about music and that was amazing but then he just stopped writing and I can't write him because I don't know what to think. because we had one chat and I don't think I can consider us friends. esp me who considers only the closest ppl my friends, others are just acquaintances. and idk if I have a right to write him because of it. because we are not even a bit close. also writing first is a devil's trap. I decided to rather wait when they text me instead of just doing it on my own because if they do they are really interested in me and if they don't, well they don't they aren't. but the problem is he might be struggling the same way as I do. that's a dilemma but I won't texf him first

I also kinda befriended a goth girl and she was super vibey when we got to know each other but chatting w ger is just different. knowing she has many friends is depressing. I hate extraverts. several days ago she was texting me a lot and I just didn't want to get attached the way I did w previous friends so I just disappeared until I had energy to respond to her. I don't want to become close w nobody but shit I so fucking want to be loved

loved like I'm fucking special, not loved among others. like "I love you both simultaneously". no bitch you love one of us more. and I was never the one who was loved more. someone will always prefer someone else over me. that's how it is

do I at least have a chance to be special in someone's eyes?

this fucking new girl in our class. yesterday she started telling why she was transferred to our class from another class and her story was full of betrayal and bullying. so tragic. everyone listened to her. everyone became so empathetic towards her. everyone now fucking loves her so much because they all pity her. she also trauma dumped a bit 😊😊✨✨ and I. honestly I'm sorry she's been through this BUT I FUCKING HATE PPL LIKE THIS. like yeah bitch you got the attention you got the fucking attention. I've been through similar thing. I was paranoid all the time in my old school, when my classmates were talking I was convinced they are blackmouthing me, talking behind my back, calling me my deadname and using "she/her" to me. I was fucking broken when I just wanted to be creative and came to school w black shadows around my eyes but got summoned to a principal's office and got told that "halloween is over". and my mother. my fucking mother blamed me. BLAMED HER FUCKING CHILD WHO JUST DID THEIR MAKEUP TO SCHOOL. she wanted me to become a basic gIrL. and of course I tried sewer slide. because I couldn't live I couldn't fucking live pretending to be someone I'm not. then many many cuts everywhere. then "omg are you okay?". then "stop cutting yourself, no one's giving you the attention". and they thought my attempt was a way to get attention. FROM WHOM????? bloody hell I DIDN'T NEED YOUR ATTENTION I WAS SICK OF THIS WORLD. but somehow I'm not telling this to everyone irl just to make them sympathise me. I don't because I know they will see me less of a human then. treat me like I'm fragile like ppl did after my attempt. and I just fucking want to be understood and loved and appreciated. I want to come first but no one can give me what I want desperately

[citrus-feline]

Vent

I feel like I knew this would happen. It's part of why I was so nervous about this trip. I dunno. I'm not really angry at anyone. I'm just. Sad. I feel betrayed. I don't have the energy to he angry. I just want to be alone. I'm not sure how long I'm gonna distance myself from that group of friends. Maybe forever. Maybe only a day or two. I'm not sure. But my trust was betrayed and I just need to find my own circle of friends that don't associate at all w the rest of my life. Gonna get drunk and talk to other drunk ppl on vr tonight in an attempt to find something like that.

It stings to know that half of that trip, everyone was keeping a secret from me. They knew it was wrong but they did it anyway. There was at least attempts to stop things from going further but. It still hurts. Am I too forgiving? I don't know. I hate this. I hate how earlier in my life I would so clearly say "yes you have a right to be mad, you were technically cheated on, even if only for a night" but now I don't know anymore. Open sexuality is so fucking scary to me. I thought I would be respected as the monogamous person of the group but I guess not. I'm sorry I don't see sex as a casual thing. I sincerely mean that. I wish I did. I feel like a horrible person for getting upset about this.

I'm just sad and alone and want to get drunk and forget this all happened. I want to talk to people I will never speak with again about nothing. I want to just exist somewhere else for a little bit.

I know I'm not perfect. I'm a deeply flawed person. Maybe that's why this happened. I can't help but wonder how my life with be if this keeps happening. I almost deserve it though, don't I? I'm a really awful person. I can't blame someoje for wanting to fulfill desires that I apparently am incapable of doing.

I regret this trip. I wish it never happened. I'm overreacting and it hurts so bad and I want to scream and cry and complain but I'm all fucking Alone. I'm always fucking alone. It's my own fault. I hate having friends. I never fucking trust them. Even if I try I can never trust people fully. Even the people most important to me. And yet I still feel like my trust was betrayed. It hurts. It hurts really badly. And I feel like shit for hurting. I'm sorry to anyone reading this garbage still. I just don't have anywhere to talk about this except here.

[baekhvuns]

Omg i completely forgot to talk abt the most imp things 😭😭

YES THE CHALEYA DANCE IVE BEEN DOING THT EVERY DAY AND MY FAMILY IS TIRED OF ME 😭 but I still do it tho omg saammme i haven't watched jawan too.

I completely agree considering Asia is a little sophisticated but come on people don't hv to cross their limits and calling them strippers and stuff, PPL hv no chill. Ofc bcz it bp, bcz now jennie's getting hate bcz she did pigtails in her new performance ver of the song you and me 😭😭 WTF IS WRONG WITH YALL?!?!?! I did not like the idol or whtv it was BUT COME ON SHE GETS HATE FOR EVEN BREATHING 😭 wait- THEY HV WHAT AT CRAZY HORSE?!? 😭 NAHHHH THTS SO SAD

IDK ABT THE REEL VER OF THT SONG BUT EVERYONE IS GOING CRAZY ABT THE CHAMPAGNE CONFETTI PART 😭😭

OMG OMG OMGGGGGG IM- SEONGHWA IN TFMA 😭😭😭😭 LAWRD I CANT FIND HE PICS ON PINTEREST BUT I JUST SAW THEM ON TV AND AHHHH WHY IS HE SO VINTAGE VAMPIRE CODED AND THOSE LONG HAIR 😮‍💨😮‍💨😮‍💨

Nd honestly me embracing my feminine energy more is much shocking to my brother thn me 😭 idkw but he's like "omg you're turning like them" BRUH-

Y'all are getting your hands read?!?! Thts dope, A RICH HUSBAND DAMN YALL WINNING IN THE FUTURE 😭😭

I'm literally on old kpop gg fever, snsd, wonder girls, t-ara, apink, and it was so much better, so much better. I'm not complaining abt the music kpop is making but the old music was like a slap of fresh air.

Dude were literally the same person BCZ I ALSO DONT HV MUCH FUNCTIONS OR WEDDINGS IN MY HOUSEHOLD but considering now all my cousins are growing up we bout to hv a blast 😭

Your bias in riize is wonbin NOW TELL ME OF HE REMINDS YOU OF SEONGHWA BCZ HE DOES TO ME, i heard someone say tht they look familiar and I was like nahhh but now tht hwa grew out his hair i cn def see where they were coming frm

LMFAOOOO AND THEY SHOULD HE CAME BACK AFTER YEARS WE HAVE TO CELEBRATE

nO LITERALLY i cannot go one post without seeing a hate comment abt them like???? just leave them be??? what’s it to you 😭😭 like aren’t u tired?? SORRY OVER PIGTAILS??? yeah they have that at the crazy horse bathrooms 😭😭😭 absolutely disgusting

i lOOOVE the part where he goes “u know how i like it girl” I DO BRO I DO FHWJDHWKHDKA

HE REALLY IS ISNT HE BFWJDHSK no omg i literally thought that photo was wonbin, ever since hwa grew his hair out they both look similar to me 😭😭😭

tell ur brother it’s high time yOU DO TOO

NO SERIOUSLY A RICH HUSBAND ME WHEN !!!!!

oh u kinda slapped w that list, was crying over mr taxi today 😭😭😭

stOP it bc that’s what’s happening w me!!! everyone’s off age and now it’s just straight up wedding season, it begins next year and it won’t end until 17 others get married fhskdhdk the get togethers are about to be a blast but so is the drama 😭

HE DOES REMIND ME OF HIM 😭😭😭 I CANT ESCAPE THEM BRWKHDWK

[noxtivagus]

i love. fiction. it distracts me so much 🥹

[rovermcfly]

I love this account and I love everyone making additions but I really need people to understand the point of this post.

NO book is free of problematic themes. Not the ones I listed and not the ones anyone else adds to the list. If you take apart Narnia, feel free to take apart all of them, because not one of them is perfect and if you think it's important to point out the flaws they may have so future readers are aware, absolutely do. But the point I was making is that people trying to use the "separate the art from the artist" argument to justify buying and sharing HP also always completely ignore or defend the many harmful themes that the books themselves do have and act like they're these perfect, beautiful tales that teach children only good things and could save the world or whatever. This post is specifically about counter-arguments to butthurt HP fans that insist on keeping HP relevant and I wish ppl didn't use it to "gotcha!" me bc they know about problematic things in one of the series bc it was written by a guy who died 60 years ago. I am aware. Y'all don't need to treat me like an idiot for not bringing that up. It's obviously not the point. This post isn't a problematic themes olympics, it's about killing harry potter.

Here's some popular fantasy book series that you can give your child/nibling/small human that you know to read that aren't Harry Potter, have film/TV adaptations and are popular enough that they wouldn't struggle finding others to bond with over them

1) Percy Jackson & the Olympians

2) The Chronicles of Narnia

3) His Dark Materials

4) Inkheart Series

5) The Worst Witch

They have better writing, stories and themes than HP, aren't full of problematic shit a child maybe shouldn't internalise and most importantly don't give a horrible person power and influence.

And there's always a ton of single books or more obscure books and series that kids are going to love. You have so many options, you don't have to keep HP relevant if you want a child to enjoy reading.

Feel free to reblog and add more!

[kouhaiofcolor]

Advise plzzz: I just quit my retail job. The management is trash and talked to their employees any kind of way. They were also extremely racist bc any minority of color was apparently “stealing” from the store. They even accused me (a black women) of stealing $ from the register and the head manager said I was being “too vague” & “defensive” about the situation. One of my former coworkers said that the “employee who was being vague & defensive is the main suspect” from the managers.” They took me off the registers & claimed they never did to make me seem “crazy.” I got feed up and just left. Once they called they asked why, & as I was explaining myself, they hung up on me bc they claimed that I was talking to them “any kind of way.” They were try to fast talk me in the conversation & tried to make me seem like I was crazy, so my (black) mother took the phone & started talking to them. The claimed that she was yelling & started attacking them on phone. The gaslighted my mother & I to make it seem like “I was crazy.”

Did I do the right thing?

First off, i'm sorry you had to endure any of this while working period. How shitty this country is set up to where workers' mental health be so compromised having to work for greedy ass corporations & dangerously biased ass employers is the #1 reason i dont believe in just staying at a job if the environment is toxic; esp around racial issues or being underpaid for the work demand. these companies do not deserve loyal workers. least of all black ones. i'll leave a job in a heartbeat as soon as ive got something else for sure set & waiting for me. no two week's notice either cus i also condone making it just as hard for companies to replace workers as they do for ppl to get employed w/o kissing a ton of ass & sacrificing so much to do so.

The gaslighting you definitely experienced I apologize for as well. I see no valid reason for them to have been so short w you on the phone, either. For sure sounds like whoever called you, esp if it was a manager, was a bitch on average too to hang up on you like that. Unprofessional af lol. I don't wanna assume they were white but i wouldn't be surprised if they were. I hate giving advice that's ultimately unyielding (since i can't really tell you to like, not go back to work given that survival depends on that & all). All i can advise is that you look for another job as soon as possible -- but also take care of your mental health following this clear misogynoir both you & your mom were subjected to. I know black women never really get opportunities to recover from antiblack experiences like this in environments where professionalism calls for our silence & tolerance of misogynoir in our faces as well as behind our backs, & i'm sorry for the pressure that imposes on us too to just.... wordlessly absorb being dehumanized & move on like it doesn't even matter.

Maybe if you can tho, try & document this issue w the company's HR department. Give names specifically as to who handled you this way, even if it may feel redundant given that you've quit. Ppl ought to be held accountable for handling workers nasty period -- but i genuinely believe that applies tenfold for being racially discriminated against where you work. It takes time & energy & commitment to start over & find another job -- which employers don't give a fuck ab at all. they don't care if it interferes w how you're able to keep a roof over your head or pay bills on time; they don't give a shit if you're already socioeconomically disadvantaged & it's easily made that much harder for you to survive following circumstances like this.

You did nothing wrong. Fuck them ppl. Sincerely hope you find something better & they get the karma they deserve for treating you & your mother like that.

[fairycosmos]

THE TAGS ON UR POST ABT HAVING TO TALK TO UR SEXIST DAD OMG SAME. idk how serious you were about having to drink to tolerate interactions with him but it's 100% like that for me. these days whenever i call my dad i feel like i can't talk to him unless i'm at least buzzed. he always talks over me & tries to explain me things that are literally my job/are excruciatingly simple concepts & i know way more abt than he does. when i tell him i'm very familiar with the topic he still continues explaining & talks over me/belittles me as if i were a child? he's sexist & willfully ignorant abt social issues. extremely privileged & emotionally abusive. anyway felt good to see i'm not the only one struggling with this lmao. i'm wishing you all the best bc it's so painful to talk to someone (esp. your parent!!) who claims they care abt you but also don't treat you like you're a full person with your own thoughts and aspirations :/ feels more like they care abt they're daughters as if they were a possession/extension of themselves than anything else.

omg you really hit the nail on the head. i just wanna read this exact message out to my therapist next time she asks about family. i was very serious and it fkn sux!! so sorry to hear you know what it’s like, it’s so fucked. i saw him twice over the weekend and had to drink w him both times to cope lmfao. i can’t imagine hanging out with him for an extended period of time while we’re both sober, honestly. it’s too much, there’s too much distance and sadness between us. it’s annoying too because my dad, in some ways, is almost there - he says he’s willing to learn and grow and he’s all about hating the government and shit. and he’s not stupid, he’s pretty smart actually. so i think my situation might be a little more bearable than yours. but he still brought up not all men when the topic came up, still treats women like shit and always has, doesn’t do the critical and uncomfortable and nuanced thinking that’s needed to really see things for what they are :/ it’s all kinda surface level. he definitely doesn’t recognize his own privilege either, and if you were to tell him he had it on the basis of his race gender etc he’d just start going on about how he’s a poor working class man whose never had anything handed to him. but yeah i can totally relate to just being talked AT rather than being talked TO. sometimes i say things and he just ignores it all together and starts going on about something else and it’s like Hello i’m in the room making conversation with you i’m a person hi i’m a person. i definitely agree and think it’s an ego thing, they don’t see us as whole and separate beings, just props in their lives. anyway it’s really fkn awful that you’re in a similar situation, it’s so unfair that you have to deal w it to such a high extent too. the mansplaining sounds actually unbearable omfg why do they think they’re an authority on EVERYTHING why do they think the world has to cater to them specifically......really hope you can find a way to protect your own peace of mind even if you have to keep him at arms length in order to do that <3 ofc it’s shit that it has to come to that in the first place, but honestly some ppl especially men like that are beyond communicating productively with and it’s not our job to waste energy on it yk :/ though ik that’s far easier said than done. abolish fathers 2k21

[aresrl]

I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

[diffuserlover]

hii!! thank u so much for all ur hard work running this blog love <3 i was wondering if i could get a ship for txt, skz and enha?

i'm an '01 liner, leo is my sign and i'm an enfp. i don't really feel comfortable being shipped w anyone more than 2 yrs younger than me so pls none of that ! but otherwise age doesn't rlly matter to me! my hobbies include music (actually this is more than a hobby, i actually major in music in college! i'm a piano performance major hehe), writing stories, and also just going on spontaneous adventures w my friends. all of my favorite pre-pandemic memories all involve me and my friends just deciding last minute to go somewhere after school or on the weekends. i especially liked going bowling at this one local place, we'd do that a lot and then go get ice cream afterwards at our favorite place! i also love going out to eat w ppl, especially checking out new places!! ig u could say i'm a foodie? personality wise, i am pretty extroverted and hate being alone, i definitely get my energy from being around ppl. ppl tell me that i am very approachable, and i'm pretty comfortable talking to new ppl too. i'm often the one in my friend group who asks the questions for my introverted friends if u know what i mean lol also i make a lot of random noises all the time, esp when i get excited abt things! and i tend to have poor volume control, ppl have told me its annoying sometimes lol so i'm working on it! i'm a pretty "go with the flow" type of guy too, i'm pretty adaptable to any situation/circumstance. as for love language, overly-clingy ppl tend to drive me away bc i'm not a touchy type person. i also don't rlly like the idea of "traditional" dates, rather i just look for someone who would share my love for spontaneous adventure and want to go do stupid things w me hehe. also i would rlly like someone who would share my passion of music w me, since it's a pretty big part of my life (tho i bet it is for all these boys bc they are idols after all lol). like my dream date would be either going to a pop concert and the both of us screaming our voices out or going to an orchestra concert and the both of us secretly nerding out in our seats whenever smth cool happens in the piece hehehe (and then of course going to get food afterwards!!)

that's it, i hope it's not too much! thank u for running this blog love i hope u are happy amd healthy <3

Hii! Thank you so much for requesting!! Thank you so much for your nice word omggg😭 I hope your happy and healthy as well!! So sorry for the late reply:)

Txt:

I ship you with…

Heuningkai

You and Heuningkai are the introvert and extrovert couple😄

I feel like he’s incredibly proud of you for majoring in music and going to school for music🥰

Heuningkai likes to surprise you with little dates and gifts☺️

The surprise dates are 9 times out of 10 just him at your door with two tubs of ice cream for you both😆

You guys go out for a lot of your dates because of all of the things you can do together🤗

You and Heuningkai are loud, you guys are always laughing and yelling(the guys have told you guys to be quiet on multiple occasions)🤣

Heuningkai respects that you aren’t a overly touchy person so he doesn’t do much skin ship with you😊

Overall you and Heuningkai are very cute together😇

Stray kids:

I ship you with….

Chan

I feel like you and Chan is that couple that everyone likes and everyone wants to hang out with🤗

Double dates are a common thing with the other guys and their s/o’s☺️

Chan is overly proud of you for majoring in music and going to school for something you lov🥺

He always asks to help you and asks you to help him with songs😊

Your opinion means a lot to him especially when it comes to his music🙂

You guys go out to eat a lot to try new things and to just get out of the house😚

He finds you so adorable when you get excited over things🥰

Chan loves your smile😁

Overall you and Chan are literal couple goals🥺

Enhypen:

I ship you with….

Heeseung

You and Heeseung are a lazy yet not lazy couple😁

You guys will walk to get food but then bring it home to eat it☺️

Your dates are often random, one morning you will wake up to a text from him asking if you want to go somewhere 😇

Music is a big part of both of your lives and is probably how you guys initially connected🥰

Heeseung loves to “surprise” you with tickets to their concerts, though you always find out before hand🤣

For dates you mainly eat, you both are low key foodies😆

Extroverts and introverts go best together🙂

I feel like Heeseung matches your ideal type very well😊

Overall, You guys have a very comfortable and chill relationship🤗

[noxtivagus]

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