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well time for my bankie nap...

ID: Orange and white tabby curled up laying on a blanket closing his eyes

JUST KIDDING ITS MY DACULA GOT YOU SCARED YOU

ID: Same cat yawning and scrunching up his face, you can see his scary fangs

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right when i started to feel better, another guilt trip hit the niko. i almost wanna just be alone at this point.

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not that scary

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“i must be faking this for attention” thinks the girl who isn’t even telling anyone about it

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DEVASTATING! one half of the themes in a song you like fits a character perfectly however the rest of it does not at all

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I'm a piece of shit. I wanted to keep this to myself but started crying in the call. Fuck. I hate myself so much man. I don't deserve the nice life I have. I obviously can't appreciate it. I've known for a very long time that there's something wrong with me but this is a harsh reminder. I can't fucking be normal. I try so hard. I try so hard to be a good person who trusts other people. But it never fucking works. I legitimately am considering killing myself in moments like this. I know I won't because I can't even do that right but still. I'm worthless.

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My head hurts man. Lately it feels like I haven't had any breathing room and it will just get worse. But what option do I have? Be the asshole who turns away someone in need because I might spiral into a depression? She is dealing with feeling this way constantly. I know the right thing to do is suck it up and lend a hand. But God. I'm so tired. My space is going to be invaded and moved somewhere that's worse for me (no privacy, no nature lighting). I feel ill just dwelling on it. But what the fuck do I do? She needs help, man. I'm scared. I don't want another person here. I'm so scared. I want to say that I trust her but the truth is that I don't trust anyone. My singular space just for me is going to be gone. I don't know if I can do this when I think about it that way. But fuck. The alternative is horseshit. I want to rip my throat out. I hate myself. It would be better if I didn't exist.

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My head hurts man. Lately it feels like I haven't had any breathing room and it will just get worse. But what option do I have? Be the asshole who turns away someone in need because I might spiral into a depression? She is dealing with feeling this way constantly. I know the right thing to do is suck it up and lend a hand. But God. I'm so tired. My space is going to be invaded and moved somewhere that's worse for me (no privacy, no nature lighting). I feel ill just dwelling on it. But what the fuck do I do? She needs help, man. I'm scared. I don't want another person here. I'm so scared. I want to say that I trust her but the truth is that I don't trust anyone. My singular space just for me is going to be gone. I don't know if I can do this when I think about it that way. But fuck. The alternative is horseshit. I want to rip my throat out. I hate myself. It would be better if I didn't exist.

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🎵Song for Nosferatu🧛 🙏Heal the World🙏

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Kabru kills three of the Corpse Retrievers quickly and easily. He doesn’t even break a sweat and he poses with his hand on his hip afterwards

3 November 2024. 3/11/24 or 11/3/24.

Source: Anime

Episode: 14

Section: Kill corpse retrievers and watch as they fall down

Short: A-14-KillCorpseRetrievers

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posting abt how i accidentally made mpreg canon in one of my original worlds on bsky actually might be a bad idea. i will surely scare people away. but i dont care enough to delete it. still i am tempted to go into more detail here, where my ideas can flow free... make that old wizened wizard pregnant with one weird trick: lots and lots of sex :)

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