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some doodles while i fix my laptop
#AT LEAST I HAVE SOME DOODLES. AND I LIKE THE FIRST TWO SO MUCH#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jolyne kujo#hermes costello#foo fighters#foolyne#jolymes#yasuho hirose#i'm weeping. my girls#chr-art
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Of course post-canon odysseus and penelope love each other (they are a little bit insane about the other. Neither is allowed to leave the others side for months after odysseus gets back. They cycle between sobbing on one and another and aggressively making out. ) but it's true that they have both changed. It's been twenty hard years after all. So
Odypen courting each other again just for the fun of it. Odypen deciding to act like teenagers again and make elaborate plans pretending to sneak into the others room.
Odysseus sending penelopes 90 year old dad a letter challenging him to a race for penelopes hand in marriage. (This does not go over well but penelope though it was hilarious)
Odysseus begging Athena to help him win penelopes heart/hand again. (Athena: What no why you're already married I don't understand you ) (she helps anyways)
Penelope weaving all of odysseus's clothes. Penelope hauling out every tapestry she made of telemachus's childhood (she made one for every year. To gift odysseus on his birthday when he returned.)
Odypen leaving telemachus incharge while they go off on dates (to harssass, cause problems, and badger other people into giving them things). It should be fine Athena has been sticking close to the house lately. And it's only for an afternoon anyways (at first. Headcanon that penelope came with odysseus when he had to go plant the oar and call it a windmill quest.)
#The odyssey#Post-canon my beloved#An important part of the heros journey is that even though you've changed irrevocably the home still loves you#Odysseus#Penelope#Telemachus#Athena#Odypen#Odysseus and penelope being 🥰🤝 rat bastards in love#Odypen mutually obsessed and possessive and insane about the other#Odypen age 50 deciding to act like teenagers for fun#Yes penelopes father did show up to the challenge odysseus set and then promptly beat his ass in a foot race#Yes this did cause a major diplomatic incident when he demanded penelope come back with him#(Hes never ever warmed up to odysseus and every day he mutters about his sweet penelope could have been athenas priestess instead)#(It took telemachus weeping at his grandpa about how he just got both parents for him to change his mind)#Odysseus: athenaaaa I've met the girl of my dreams and I need her to be mineeee#Athena: having flashbacks to odysseus at 17 and the complete distracted mess he was: what the fuck is happening#Athena: like obviously I'm going to help but I am also going to lay on telemachus's floor#And mutter about how this is just like last time? How could it be just like last time when they're already married#Not quite falling back in love but something close to it#Relearning perhaps#As always I'm having post odypen reunion thoughts#Odypen showing of diomedes doorstep in Italy and he just closes the door immediately he's not dealing with two odysseus not today
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i know "julie kapulsky" as a name is a play on juliet capulet bc mike is supposed to be her romeo but wouldn't it be wild if her name was also lowkey inspired by janus, the greek god of bridges, duality, passageways and transitions
#clown horn#motorcity#julie kapulsky#julie kane#does this make any sense. i'm kinda fried sorry#maybe this is a hell of a reach considering this show WAS mostly written by a guy who likes cars#but goddamnit i will cook even if the end result is barely edible >:(#but i'm just thinking abt julie A Lot lately like... i'm having some thoughts abt my girl#the dual nature of her life and how she's the sole living bridge between two completely different worlds...#it really makes me wanna weep#no one is doing it like my babygirl julie!#her character is SO unbelievably deep and the writing is so good for only being 1 season long#and a kids show on disney xd no less#like omfg titmouse did not have to go that fuckin hard in the paint for this kids show man!#it's so insane the more you Think Abt It
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i JUST saw ur ask prompt so i hopee this ask is still okay butttt 📺 - tbh im getting a little weepy thinking about delilah and iris in the dark on the couch with their blankies :') who would be the scaredy cat and who would be the one thats too cool to be scared (but maybe not too cool to comfort her scared friend 🥺) ???
@oldworldwidgets — [ autumnal prompts ]
I have been nonstop thinking about my favoritest ladies in the commonwealth being besties all snuggly on the couch!! I love them sm!! Thank u for this banger prompt ily 💖💕
#hello I am going to need this painted on the insides of my eyelids so I can look at them forever#I am weeping I am on the floor I am holding the girls so gently in my hands#they deserve good things they deserve cozy time together on the couch they deserve to hug and know everything is going to be okay#I know I was all sappy last night but!! I love delilah sm!! I love her!! our girls have stolen my whole ass heart and soul#I'm always delighted to see her and hear abt her and read abt her and eeeee I'm so excited to have drawn her now!!#ily friend ur always so wonderful#also I've said it once but I'll say it again 😤#sorry deacon but that's her girl now ✌😔#my art#friend oc#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4
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The way Steve was wearing the uniform that Bucky saw him in last time he knew who he was when they fought in Winter Solider I CAN'T
#I didn't register until I watched that movie again tonight that hey. girl. he's literally wearing his uniform from the war.#he's wearing the uniform Bucky knew him in#like...I'm weeping#crying screaming throwing up about this#what the heck#stucky#Steve rogers#captain america#Bucky barnes#the winter soldier#captain america the winter soldier#(my beloved)#mcu#(my beloathed)#marvel cinematic universe#marvel#martianbugsbunny ships
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okay okay the promised lark post now that s3 ep4 is out now. Under the read more because spoilers GO LISTEN TO MIDST look at me look at me ~~listen to midst podcast~~ ~~maybe look up a list of possible triggers and ask if you want to know if it's right for you~~ ~~but then if everything is gucci go listen to midst podcast~~ I am beaming directly into your brain. ok? ALSO SHOUT-OUT TO @ionomycin for the art this episode it FUCKS verily!!!! You do SUCH a fantastic job of creating atmosphere in your works I'm losing my mind in the faded tones and neon hues. Phineas' apartment is much more garbage in my head so thank you for upgrading his living space for him. The color blue.... is good.
Lark is iirc in her 60s or 70s? And she said that 12-year old Tzila is right around the age she was when she went on the run. That's like... 50-60 years always watching her back always running never being able to put down roots never letting herself make connections. When we get that look into her head at the end of season 2 and we're told how afraid she is?? Hello??????????? We're told right off the bat, right from the jump, how Lark is gruff and that "any given Clint Eastwood western film character but a wrinkly old sun-darkened woman with dreadlocks" vibe but it's not just because "that's how she is" there's a girl in there who wants to have friends - she finally admits it to herself that she was willing to kill Fuze* just to be able to have her life on Midst for just a little bit longer - she just hasn't let herself. And now that she does know she wants it, she doesn't know how to behave about it! The scene where she is lashing out at Tzila slapping on that sandpaper mask and pretending she doesn't care when she cares so so so bad she cares so much. *FUZE. FUZE!! Who was maybe one of the ONLY people left ALIVE who KNEW Lark who KNEW Clara Mire who not only knew what she did but maybe WHY she did it. There's no way the other workers at the factory didn't know something of what was going on with Max Lox and Lark's mom. Lark SAYS that she liked Fuze, that he was nice, she remembered that. But she still killed him. Just to avoid having to flee Midst like she's had to flee so many lives before. GOD she's SO heartbreaking.
#vae do NOT look at this post GO listen to midst podcast RIGHT now VAE....!#I'm chewing my entire arm off and carving things about these characters onto my weeping bones#I could make a different post about Phineas' backstory but like we all know he's a ragged kitten that the trust found stuck in a storm drai#This one's for Lark my most unsocialized girl#midst podcast
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wip wednesday 💕
Another week, another snippet. What's this from, you ask? that's for me to know and you to find out at some unspecified point in the near(ish) future 😘
She’d crawled into their bed just a little while later, silently laying down and facing away from him. He’d pulled her into his chest after a few minutes, one hand slipping up the front of her t-shirt to cup her breast.
"Elain," he started, voice scratchy with sleep. “You can’t blame me for being jealous when someone else looks at you like that.” His teeth scraped over the sliver of skin that the stretched out neckline of her shirt left exposed.
“There’s nothing to be jealous of,” Elain whispered, biting down on her bottom lip as his hands moved to grip her hips and pull her on top of him.
He ground his hips up, letting her feel him against her. “Prove it to me.”
She wasn’t particularly in the mood for this but she couldn't help but give in, her body responding to his touch despite her better judgement. She allowed him to slip her shirt over her head before she bent forward and pressed kisses all the way down the center of his chest.
#you know that picture of the little girl standing in front of the burning house looking smug? that's how I feel posting this#anyway you didn't head it from me but ch 4 everywhere everything will be out this week if the stars align#I'm Sooooo nervous for the next like three chapters pls trust the process#anyway!#weeping willow follow up has been titled and is half written and maybe will go up next week depending on how much writing time I have#WIP Wednesday#more like user tells her whole life story in the tags Wednesday#elriel fic#my writing
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charity shop find that i very nearly took home. it reads as follows
"Horse Prayer:
Dear owner, give me food and drink and take care of me.
When the day's work is done, give me shelter, clean hay and a big stable.
Spare my sensitive mouth, do not use a whip when I am trying my best; don't be harsh with me when I don't understand you right away, but give me time to learn.
Carefully check my mouth if I don't eat; I may have a sick tooth.
Don't put me on too short a line and don't dock my tail; it's my only weapon against flies.
When I'm of no more use to you, don't let me starve or freeze.
Finally, be good-hearted and don't pass me on to a new owner when I grow old.
Forgive me my irreverence when I ask these things in the name of Him, who after all was born in a manger, too."
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god idk how this never crossed my mind because i always just sort of assumed that lathorien's parents were both dead (which was the reason for his passion to help other drow).
but like.. what if he had cousins? aunts? uncles? just one of those? like.. what if mal has living kin just at least one!! somewhere!!
what if when astarion finally finds the little drow community for mal, they're also there? still alive? what if they remember her???
#the bg3 adventures#oc: maleane#like idk i feel like lathorien wouldn't be able to stay away from them for so long if any of his parents lived#like.. he brought mal there when she was super little until a'sherra found out and shut that shit down really fast#i'm not thinking of mal's grandparents i'm not thinking of mal's grandparents i'm-#but yeah nah just thinking of someone remembering “lathorien's little girl” makes me want to weep#mal knows that her father was known to some people in certain circles#but to that community and a bunch of other drow he's kind of a hero?? so like.. him people definitely remember#my mind's honestly buzzing with so many thoughts#i need to be put down
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THE ANIMATION KEEPING THE SAME LINES AS HER TRAILER AUUUUGH AGH AUGH
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#BABY......#she deserves the bestest birthday ever oh my god. crying over her forever#THE TRAVELER'S KNIGHT OF FLOWERS OUTFIT WAS SO PRETTY. man i wish we got outfits for them waugh#there is something so special abt lumine being the knight of flowers. something something inteyvat. idk#the dream having the twins be reunited and celebrating together what if i cryyyyy what if i weep and sob and cryy#candace :] i'm so glad she got screentime this event#the return of nilou's outfit was really nice!!#the aranara were so cute :] did not expect to see the pari though that was a pleasant surprise#and the girl from yoimiya's second story quest! i think!#and ough i love the animation they use for nahida's powers. the way the rukkhadevata lore cutscene was animated sticks with me
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guys i want a boyfie so bad but hinge is so scary 😭😭😭😭 i cant go back on there everyone is insane like why can't u people be NORMAL RAAAAAA
#i want someone to hold my hand :(#also i'm just jelly cuz both my besties are in long term relationships rn#sigh#sol.txt#i'm so tired of one of them always being like:#sol. ur bi but u still don't have a gf/bf? bitch u not bisexual u bi urself#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPP#WHERE is my cute golden retriever boyfriend 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#why do i fulfill every bi girl stereotype except that#weeping
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yeah 42 is a top tier doctor who episode and is like the ten and martha foundational text to me yeah i can't actually watch it because i start feeling ill around the 35 minute mark and i have to look away from the screen and turn the sound alllllll the way down. i exist and i'm so brave about it
#dr who#baby girl your tortured screams are haunting my nightmares bc they actually sound like your vocal cords are being blown out#i'm the funniest man alive. the weeping angels scare and distress me far less than the doctor getting microwaved#10 era
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we are all trying to reach home and belonging because we were made for something beyond this earth but why does it feel like some people have more access to that feeling right now
#in other words: i am once again asking why i am standing on the other side of the glass#the dorm people have been visiting each other?? people have been inviting each other over to their houses over the summer????#people are extending invitations to their friends freely too????? i did not know this#i mean. why am i surprised WHY am i surprised#i HATE to be like. okay well why haven't you invited me. why have i never been invited by anyone before. it sounds like whining to my ears#i mean. i AM whining. i have been sitting in this space for the past 2 hours in the same room with these people#and i am STILL on the outside. there's only FOUR OF US IN THE ROOM#praying for strength bc i have no energy to cry again. like yes i know the lonely little girl is still alive and weeping in my heart#but i am too tired to beg for love i am too tired to perform for it i am too tired to hold my hands out and say:#may i please receive this too. I AM TOO TIRED.#tired of feeling like i'm injecting myself into conversations! of being HERE but not totally belonging! of being the odd one out!#i know they like me but do they love me! why does it always have to feel like i'm CONSTANTLY ASKING for love!#the waiting room chapter
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knew this was going to happen, wasn't ready all the same! spoilers from ofmd new episodes-
the sixth episode was perfect, but the final scene was sad as fuck. Stede kills the crazy guy, and we know that he's still dealing with his childhood trauma and all the toxic masculinity with it- he did what he did because he was angry, and because he felt that it was the right thing to do as a pirate, and Ed tries to stop him because he knows what's like to kill someone, he's killed enough people for more than one lifetime. Stede ignores him, and feels shitty about it- but when Ed wants to comfort him the first thing he does is kissing him and they end up having sex. the wrongest thing in the world! they're both emotionally unstable, they're not gonna fix anything by having sex and not talking about their feelings.
the problem is- unlike the Stede from the first episodes, here Stede's trying so hard to fit into the piracy standard that he's starting to forget what he wanted to do- be the gentleman pirate, the first pirate ever to pay his crew and be just kind and noble despite his crimes. he kills a guy mercilessly, he set alight a random guy, he gets drunk and pierce his ear (cunty of him) and I'm not saying he isn't the person Ed fell in love with- but well, he isn't. Ed said it so many times: he found Stede interesting because he was different, but stede has the deep urge to just belong to somewhere, to fit in some kind of label, and now he's trying to be what everyone wanted him to be. being an aristocrat didn't work, let's see if i can get the pirate, right? which is just... sad.
ed did the right thing- he chose what made him happy, and piracy wasn't going to make him happy, and he's definitely not a coward. Stede calls him a coward for giving up piracy, but Ed's doing the brave thing- giving up everything he knows in order to find happiness. (Ed gave up everything for Stede, thinking he could find happiness, and he didn't because Stede wasn't ready, still isn't. Ed knows he can't be a pirate anymore, and he can't wait no more. I'm so happy that he's gonna be a fisherman) (something tells me he won't really be one, at least not for long, but hope is a cheap thing guys) not like stede, who's again burying himself under a pile of shit he hates just to be appreciated. (again, the dream scene- he still think that he has to be more for the people he loves, and he doesn't fucking realize that Ed loves him so much!)
I just hope that, before the end of this season, Stede realizes that, like he already said, what makes Stede happy is Ed, that what makes Ed happy is Stede. that just by being themselves, they can be happy.
but until then, until he doesn't realize that he should just be himself, they're not going to be happy together.
#ofmd season 2#ofmd spoilers#ofmd 2#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd season 2 spoilers#ofmd s2#edward teach#stede bonnet#gentlebeard#stede bonnet ofmd#i need to hug stede and let him weep on my shoulder#and like hit his head and with every hit scream “you dumb idiot!” and kiss him on the forehead#ed is my girl#like#yes guys#there's no one like him#just like izzy he won't stop screaming “character growth” at me with all the air in his lungs#sorry for any typos i'm going mad
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I am so emotionally unstable rn. in a good sense
#GIRL I'M WEEPING#getting tipped for my writing. or as i like to say. my literal childhood dream realised#rayrambles
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I HAAAAAAAAAAATE when people tell me something and Expect me to react a certain way to it (mad, sad, happy, excited, etc.) and then get openly mad at me when I just respond with "Ok" instead of however they wanted me to react. Girl how are YOUR expectations MY fault
#txt#I'm autistic and you have known this for 26 years!#You have known! For my whole life! That I do not express things like normal people do!#I don't even think I'm capable of it most of the time!#Where's that post that's like I'll never be your anime girl I'll never homph when I eat bread etc etc. because that's me#Context is Mother told me something and expected me to like dramatically fall down on the ground weeping or whatever#But it was just a basic fact that I was already aware of and have had like 20 years to get over so I just responded with “ok”#and she got SOOOOOOOO offended by it#and I'm like ?????? what did you want me to say...
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