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some doodles while i fix my laptop
#AT LEAST I HAVE SOME DOODLES. AND I LIKE THE FIRST TWO SO MUCH#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jolyne kujo#hermes costello#foo fighters#foolyne#jolymes#yasuho hirose#i'm weeping. my girls#chr-art
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Of course post-canon odysseus and penelope love each other (they are a little bit insane about the other. Neither is allowed to leave the others side for months after odysseus gets back. They cycle between sobbing on one and another and aggressively making out. ) but it's true that they have both changed. It's been twenty hard years after all. So
Odypen courting each other again just for the fun of it. Odypen deciding to act like teenagers again and make elaborate plans pretending to sneak into the others room.
Odysseus sending penelopes 90 year old dad a letter challenging him to a race for penelopes hand in marriage. (This does not go over well but penelope though it was hilarious)
Odysseus begging Athena to help him win penelopes heart/hand again. (Athena: What no why you're already married I don't understand you ) (she helps anyways)
Penelope weaving all of odysseus's clothes. Penelope hauling out every tapestry she made of telemachus's childhood (she made one for every year. To gift odysseus on his birthday when he returned.)
Odypen leaving telemachus incharge while they go off on dates (to harssass, cause problems, and badger other people into giving them things). It should be fine Athena has been sticking close to the house lately. And it's only for an afternoon anyways (at first. Headcanon that penelope came with odysseus when he had to go plant the oar and call it a windmill quest.)
#The odyssey#Post-canon my beloved#An important part of the heros journey is that even though you've changed irrevocably the home still loves you#Odysseus#Penelope#Telemachus#Athena#Odypen#Odysseus and penelope being 🥰🤝 rat bastards in love#Odypen mutually obsessed and possessive and insane about the other#Odypen age 50 deciding to act like teenagers for fun#Yes penelopes father did show up to the challenge odysseus set and then promptly beat his ass in a foot race#Yes this did cause a major diplomatic incident when he demanded penelope come back with him#(Hes never ever warmed up to odysseus and every day he mutters about his sweet penelope could have been athenas priestess instead)#(It took telemachus weeping at his grandpa about how he just got both parents for him to change his mind)#Odysseus: athenaaaa I've met the girl of my dreams and I need her to be mineeee#Athena: having flashbacks to odysseus at 17 and the complete distracted mess he was: what the fuck is happening#Athena: like obviously I'm going to help but I am also going to lay on telemachus's floor#And mutter about how this is just like last time? How could it be just like last time when they're already married#Not quite falling back in love but something close to it#Relearning perhaps#As always I'm having post odypen reunion thoughts#Odypen showing of diomedes doorstep in Italy and he just closes the door immediately he's not dealing with two odysseus not today
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i JUST saw ur ask prompt so i hopee this ask is still okay butttt 📺 - tbh im getting a little weepy thinking about delilah and iris in the dark on the couch with their blankies :') who would be the scaredy cat and who would be the one thats too cool to be scared (but maybe not too cool to comfort her scared friend 🥺) ???
@oldworldwidgets — [ autumnal prompts ]
I have been nonstop thinking about my favoritest ladies in the commonwealth being besties all snuggly on the couch!! I love them sm!! Thank u for this banger prompt ily 💖💕
#hello I am going to need this painted on the insides of my eyelids so I can look at them forever#I am weeping I am on the floor I am holding the girls so gently in my hands#they deserve good things they deserve cozy time together on the couch they deserve to hug and know everything is going to be okay#I know I was all sappy last night but!! I love delilah sm!! I love her!! our girls have stolen my whole ass heart and soul#I'm always delighted to see her and hear abt her and read abt her and eeeee I'm so excited to have drawn her now!!#ily friend ur always so wonderful#also I've said it once but I'll say it again 😤#sorry deacon but that's her girl now ✌😔#my art#friend oc#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4
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The way Steve was wearing the uniform that Bucky saw him in last time he knew who he was when they fought in Winter Solider I CAN'T
#I didn't register until I watched that movie again tonight that hey. girl. he's literally wearing his uniform from the war.#he's wearing the uniform Bucky knew him in#like...I'm weeping#crying screaming throwing up about this#what the heck#stucky#Steve rogers#captain america#Bucky barnes#the winter soldier#captain america the winter soldier#(my beloved)#mcu#(my beloathed)#marvel cinematic universe#marvel#martianbugsbunny ships
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happy to report the agony is starting to fade a little !!
#praise God............hopefully it continues in this pattern#i havent lived very many years on this earth but ive wasted enough time weeping and agonizing over certain young men#if you dont want me then you're not the one etc etc. also good golly they DO make it clear when they don't want you#also i CAN do it with a broken heart until my heart isn't broken anymore! i know i can!#i DO know i'm strong enough to withstand the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune#and i'm determined to for the sake of my own sanity and dignity and also the fact#that God created us to do more than writhe in anguish over clueless young men lol. so there. i think.#will it be a cruel summer? a sad girl summer? maybe. but dangit i fought hard to find joy in living#im not about to give all that up over one (1) tall curly haired boy with a smile like the sun and a heart the size of australia
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what is it about lesbian media that fills me with the heaviest & most profound sadness in the pit of my stomach, in my throat, under my heart.
#keeping it fun and funky fresh#personal#matty watches#i am not even talking about things like carol (which absolutely did leave me with an indescribable aching sensation for days)#or bloom into you which i am watching now (i can't get the opening song out of my head and it feels like it's stealing my breath)#i'm talking about fucking Enchanting Grom Fright from the owl house! which made me so so so sad when i watched it back in aug 2020#and WHY. and for WHAT.#god.#it's like. it's some Gender Feelings for sure. plus ya know. my overall shall we say delicate mental state (:#but for god's sake i can't even watch some yuri without wanting to curl up and weep and subsume into the mossy forest floor#gender blogging#matty's mental health#i watched carol when it came out in 2015 while having the worst time of my life working on ssv oliver hazard perry#and like i said. already was having a horrible horrible time. and left the theatre absolutely emotionally devastated#feeling like i'd been shattered & the pieces just leaned back against each other#and not... really knowing why it was hitting me so hard or why i was feeling so fucking fragile about it#and that. was definitely an Egg Moment. i'd started id'ing as nonbinary like 6 months earlier.#idk. this got away from me#what i'm trying to say is. i'm watching bloom into you and i'm feeling incredibly fragile about it.#but also Why do i feel so incredibly fragile about every single fucking piece of lesbian media i've ever seen#ALSO INB4: I AM ALREADY A GIRL BY NOW AND AM A LESBIAN SO IF ANYONE IS GONNA MAKE AN ~I SUGGEST FORCEFEM~ JOKE PLS DON'T
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give it up. i can't wait no more
i am stuck on your bedroom floor
with the thought that i may not be
as great as those who came before
#there's a man assigned to me#and he checks on my stability#we discuss you every week#then i rinse and rinse repeat#and he charges by the tear#till i weep no more strictly out of fear#that i cant afford your love#and the moon just burns above#i feel yucky today#i have a migraine#and a belly ache#me#my face#girls with piercings#girls with purple hair#sad girl#sleepy girl#needy girl#maybe i'm ready to come back to tumblr but idk.
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okay okay the promised lark post now that s3 ep4 is out now. Under the read more because spoilers GO LISTEN TO MIDST look at me look at me ~~listen to midst podcast~~ ~~maybe look up a list of possible triggers and ask if you want to know if it's right for you~~ ~~but then if everything is gucci go listen to midst podcast~~ I am beaming directly into your brain. ok? ALSO SHOUT-OUT TO @ionomycin for the art this episode it FUCKS verily!!!! You do SUCH a fantastic job of creating atmosphere in your works I'm losing my mind in the faded tones and neon hues. Phineas' apartment is much more garbage in my head so thank you for upgrading his living space for him. The color blue.... is good.
Lark is iirc in her 60s or 70s? And she said that 12-year old Tzila is right around the age she was when she went on the run. That's like... 50-60 years always watching her back always running never being able to put down roots never letting herself make connections. When we get that look into her head at the end of season 2 and we're told how afraid she is?? Hello??????????? We're told right off the bat, right from the jump, how Lark is gruff and that "any given Clint Eastwood western film character but a wrinkly old sun-darkened woman with dreadlocks" vibe but it's not just because "that's how she is" there's a girl in there who wants to have friends - she finally admits it to herself that she was willing to kill Fuze* just to be able to have her life on Midst for just a little bit longer - she just hasn't let herself. And now that she does know she wants it, she doesn't know how to behave about it! The scene where she is lashing out at Tzila slapping on that sandpaper mask and pretending she doesn't care when she cares so so so bad she cares so much. *FUZE. FUZE!! Who was maybe one of the ONLY people left ALIVE who KNEW Lark who KNEW Clara Mire who not only knew what she did but maybe WHY she did it. There's no way the other workers at the factory didn't know something of what was going on with Max Lox and Lark's mom. Lark SAYS that she liked Fuze, that he was nice, she remembered that. But she still killed him. Just to avoid having to flee Midst like she's had to flee so many lives before. GOD she's SO heartbreaking.
#vae do NOT look at this post GO listen to midst podcast RIGHT now VAE....!#I'm chewing my entire arm off and carving things about these characters onto my weeping bones#I could make a different post about Phineas' backstory but like we all know he's a ragged kitten that the trust found stuck in a storm drai#This one's for Lark my most unsocialized girl#midst podcast
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wip wednesday 💕
Another week, another snippet. What's this from, you ask? that's for me to know and you to find out at some unspecified point in the near(ish) future 😘
She’d crawled into their bed just a little while later, silently laying down and facing away from him. He’d pulled her into his chest after a few minutes, one hand slipping up the front of her t-shirt to cup her breast.
"Elain," he started, voice scratchy with sleep. “You can’t blame me for being jealous when someone else looks at you like that.” His teeth scraped over the sliver of skin that the stretched out neckline of her shirt left exposed.
“There’s nothing to be jealous of,” Elain whispered, biting down on her bottom lip as his hands moved to grip her hips and pull her on top of him.
He ground his hips up, letting her feel him against her. “Prove it to me.”
She wasn’t particularly in the mood for this but she couldn't help but give in, her body responding to his touch despite her better judgement. She allowed him to slip her shirt over her head before she bent forward and pressed kisses all the way down the center of his chest.
#you know that picture of the little girl standing in front of the burning house looking smug? that's how I feel posting this#anyway you didn't head it from me but ch 4 everywhere everything will be out this week if the stars align#I'm Sooooo nervous for the next like three chapters pls trust the process#anyway!#weeping willow follow up has been titled and is half written and maybe will go up next week depending on how much writing time I have#WIP Wednesday#more like user tells her whole life story in the tags Wednesday#elriel fic#my writing
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charity shop find that i very nearly took home. it reads as follows
"Horse Prayer:
Dear owner, give me food and drink and take care of me.
When the day's work is done, give me shelter, clean hay and a big stable.
Spare my sensitive mouth, do not use a whip when I am trying my best; don't be harsh with me when I don't understand you right away, but give me time to learn.
Carefully check my mouth if I don't eat; I may have a sick tooth.
Don't put me on too short a line and don't dock my tail; it's my only weapon against flies.
When I'm of no more use to you, don't let me starve or freeze.
Finally, be good-hearted and don't pass me on to a new owner when I grow old.
Forgive me my irreverence when I ask these things in the name of Him, who after all was born in a manger, too."
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god idk how this never crossed my mind because i always just sort of assumed that lathorien's parents were both dead (which was the reason for his passion to help other drow).
but like.. what if he had cousins? aunts? uncles? just one of those? like.. what if mal has living kin just at least one!! somewhere!!
what if when astarion finally finds the little drow community for mal, they're also there? still alive? what if they remember her???
#the bg3 adventures#oc: maleane#like idk i feel like lathorien wouldn't be able to stay away from them for so long if any of his parents lived#like.. he brought mal there when she was super little until a'sherra found out and shut that shit down really fast#i'm not thinking of mal's grandparents i'm not thinking of mal's grandparents i'm-#but yeah nah just thinking of someone remembering “lathorien's little girl” makes me want to weep#mal knows that her father was known to some people in certain circles#but to that community and a bunch of other drow he's kind of a hero?? so like.. him people definitely remember#my mind's honestly buzzing with so many thoughts#i need to be put down
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THE ANIMATION KEEPING THE SAME LINES AS HER TRAILER AUUUUGH AGH AUGH
#personal stuff#thorn plays genshin#BABY......#she deserves the bestest birthday ever oh my god. crying over her forever#THE TRAVELER'S KNIGHT OF FLOWERS OUTFIT WAS SO PRETTY. man i wish we got outfits for them waugh#there is something so special abt lumine being the knight of flowers. something something inteyvat. idk#the dream having the twins be reunited and celebrating together what if i cryyyyy what if i weep and sob and cryy#candace :] i'm so glad she got screentime this event#the return of nilou's outfit was really nice!!#the aranara were so cute :] did not expect to see the pari though that was a pleasant surprise#and the girl from yoimiya's second story quest! i think!#and ough i love the animation they use for nahida's powers. the way the rukkhadevata lore cutscene was animated sticks with me
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okay I'm normal now [on my knees face in my hands crying about playlist songs for the character I actually am playing tonight]
#carry on by memphis may fire actually was only a Pretty Good fit when I added it#but the more she feels her morals and convictions are at odds with THE PARTY the more I'm [SCREAMING TEARING MY HAIR] about it#DON'T BE TOO PREACHY IF YOU WANNA BE LOOOOVED#GOD FORBIIIID!! I STAND FOR SOMETHING!!!! GOD FORBIIIIID I STAND ALONE!!!!!!!!#and fighting on by I fight dragons gets me so 😭 every time aaaahhhh aaaaaaaahhhh#I'm slowly turning into someone else as I get older... it's someone who I'd rather be#me-- just multiclassed her to paladin along the path of the oath of redemption: [openly fucking weeping]#I LOVE MY GIRL I LOVE MY GIRL I LOVE MY GIIIIIRL#about me#aubree#my OCs
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guys i want a boyfie so bad but hinge is so scary 😭😭😭😭 i cant go back on there everyone is insane like why can't u people be NORMAL RAAAAAA
#i want someone to hold my hand :(#also i'm just jelly cuz both my besties are in long term relationships rn#sigh#sol.txt#i'm so tired of one of them always being like:#sol. ur bi but u still don't have a gf/bf? bitch u not bisexual u bi urself#SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPP#WHERE is my cute golden retriever boyfriend 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#why do i fulfill every bi girl stereotype except that#weeping
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yeah 42 is a top tier doctor who episode and is like the ten and martha foundational text to me yeah i can't actually watch it because i start feeling ill around the 35 minute mark and i have to look away from the screen and turn the sound alllllll the way down. i exist and i'm so brave about it
#dr who#baby girl your tortured screams are haunting my nightmares bc they actually sound like your vocal cords are being blown out#i'm the funniest man alive. the weeping angels scare and distress me far less than the doctor getting microwaved#10 era
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we are all trying to reach home and belonging because we were made for something beyond this earth but why does it feel like some people have more access to that feeling right now
#in other words: i am once again asking why i am standing on the other side of the glass#the dorm people have been visiting each other?? people have been inviting each other over to their houses over the summer????#people are extending invitations to their friends freely too????? i did not know this#i mean. why am i surprised WHY am i surprised#i HATE to be like. okay well why haven't you invited me. why have i never been invited by anyone before. it sounds like whining to my ears#i mean. i AM whining. i have been sitting in this space for the past 2 hours in the same room with these people#and i am STILL on the outside. there's only FOUR OF US IN THE ROOM#praying for strength bc i have no energy to cry again. like yes i know the lonely little girl is still alive and weeping in my heart#but i am too tired to beg for love i am too tired to perform for it i am too tired to hold my hands out and say:#may i please receive this too. I AM TOO TIRED.#tired of feeling like i'm injecting myself into conversations! of being HERE but not totally belonging! of being the odd one out!#i know they like me but do they love me! why does it always have to feel like i'm CONSTANTLY ASKING for love!#the waiting room chapter
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