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does the frequency with which obi-wan and anakin think about each other when they're apart in revenge of the sith do psychic damage to you, or are you normal
#obi-wan cannot go three pages without thinking abt anakin#i'm unwell about it lol#even mid battle w grievous#we're on page 300 of the page a day reread#events are spiraling fast now#obikin#the team#revenge of the sith novelization my beloved#sw#obi-wan kenobi
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From The Book of Ruth: “Do not urge me to leave you, to turn back and not follow you. For wherever you go, I will go; wherever you lodge, I will lodge; your people shall be my people, and your God my God.”
#icemav#top gun maverick#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#top gun#top gun 1986#I am unwell about these idiots#I'm feeling the Jewish vibes this morning when I should be at shul#jewish iceman kazansky#I'm not an editor and these are garbage quality lol
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AsaKiku bonus to this post... their fight together is one of my fav scenes in HetaOni
#hetalia#hetaoni#asakiku#hws england#hws japan#personal#making a separate post for this one bc i wanted to keep the other one gen/ship free but also i had to. it's too fitting lol#they straight up talk about their powers being twice as strong with the link... they even get an 'island country' combo move 🥺#the music in this part goes so hard also. far too many favorite moments in hetaoni but gameplay wise especially this one is soo much fun#while i'm talking about hetaoni and asakiku in the same post shout out to the fic 'don't forget to breathe' by apple_fairy#hurts so bad but it's soo good 😭😭😭 tense and painful throughout but the horrors make the sweet moments shine brighter#ooughhh ive been thinking about hetaoni all day bc of my hetaoniversary and i'm feeling unwell about it again. fangame of all time
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APOLLO!!!!!! DROP AN INFODUMP ABOUT YOUR NIGHTMARE....AND MY LIFE,,.,,IS YOURS...,..
OKAY ummm um um fucking um!!!
nightmare's one and only dream was to become an actor!
or at least, become whatever that mettaton guy is, cuz that guy always seems on top!!
he wants to be someone famous on tv!! someone everyone knows and watches (and that gets a lot of money)!!
he really wants to be on tv. in fact, 'tv' consumes almost his every thought, sometimes he acts like he genuinely believes he's being broadcasted when there's no cameras around.
and also, he actually did achieve his dream! ...sorta. it was such an awful experience that he doesn't want to be part of a set ever again........
he was treated so badly on set that in a sort of 'payback' response, he started seeing everything as a giant set and him as it's star.
(his castle having a giant star at it's top wasn't just for show.. hihi..)
being 'on the top' is all that matters to him, more than money, more than people. and he's willing to destroy life long friendships, a whole ass marriage, but also himself to get there.
fun factoid for u : nightmare has three exes that hate him ₍₍ ◝( ゚∀ ゚ )◟ ⁾⁾
#making sure that people know that this guy's insane. like actually unwell.#was this good enough lol its super late at night rn i have no idea what i'm writing#infodumping is soooo hard i forget everything about my characters the second someone asks me to elaborate#btw if that wasn't clear. he talks a lot about tv is his way of making forth wall breaks#he doesn't actually *know* there's an actual audience watching him#in the story. he's just delusional. and it's a great way to make reference to the fourth wall without actually breaking it#another fun factoid bcause i luv u : nightmare has a massive sweet tooth :}#nightmare sans#HOME#🖍️#💌
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fuck it sk8 sketches from da sketchbook. get sk8ed idiot
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#sure whatever. tagging ship is probably easier than explaining what the fucks up with these two in my head#hi. I watched sk8 with my friend cosme a while ago. I actually dont care about the allegations that much I just got#blasted with teenage years flashback. and now I need reki to have everything on earth and be well#these have been around for like a week lol Ive just been debating posting them to tumblr. bc like. Im not finishing these lol#hesitant to call sk8 ''therapeutic'' but boy oh boy. does it make me confront some stuff. yes a sport anime leave me alone!!!#its just. I think I was this way about raz too actually. listen I have History with Stuff. I'm allowed ok? I'm totally allowed#u can See it in some of these doodles actually. this fuckign anime got me so unwell#hey. if ur a fellow adhd potentials-havers out there. ur a real one. thanks for still hangin out doin what u love/ur best#if u were an 'if u wanna do art u have to be excellent and high-art at it otherwise it means nothing' kid. I am holding ur hand#I'll be normal now I prommy (lying)#well. what I'll be doing now is taking a nap. maybe. gods my schedule backslid like four hours again#eh whatever. I go to bed anyway. got my portion of the day done and tomorrow I go buy new knife#hope someone come give me a new table top and lower the whole thing a bit soon. so I can stop sitting like Im in a shopping cart#have a good night lads. have fun. its imperative
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there's something so nice about being excited about new content with your f/os being the focal point. it just gets me going
#thinking about that one Tumblr post like “it's okay to be a little mentally unwell to be mentally well. brush your teeth dattebayo” LOL#i say this because i realize i'm really giddy and excited knowing that idv stageplay ep 5 is gonna have norton as MC#as well as ashes of memory where norton is going to properly meet the other guests. he was the last to join the manor and everyone had their#- share of talking with each other#so im excited to see what he really acts like. and oughugu im so excited to hear him talk aghhh#~ rambling#i haven't had this in awhile since steven and red are kinda like. stuck in a time where they're not that relevant anymore#and even if they were (i.e arceus steven costume) its quite minimal at best#i still haven't had the gratification of winning him in the gacha so ;;;
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vader's favourite attack dog
#i'm so unwell about her rn i can't stop thinking about her#this was a very real possibility for her too tbh#ahsoka tano#sw tcw#star wars: the clone wars#abbey does art stuff#anyway this is rough but what else can i expect using my old drawing tablet while in a hostel lol#actually not upset with how it turned out
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Thanks for indulging the brain rot, folks
#bro wtf I'm so sorry for being chronically unwell about Star Trek#lol how many of these are just about kj#I've only had this blog since last summer lol#melts into oblivion
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just remembered that good omens exists i'm gonna get sick
#this is about the book specifically#(i am looking away from the show it doesn't exist for me. sorry)#i first got into it#uh. 16 years ago 😬#and i'm still so unwell about it#hell. i got better at english just bc i wanted to re-read the book in original language lol#........and it all went downhill from there
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letting todd howard win today. have a timelapse 👍
#i'm sooo close to finishing lineart on another thing but... the call of building is too strong and i wanna enjoy the Drawing Process#without being distracted lol#it's about the journey not the destination etc.#anyway don't think i've posted a pastel brushie piece timelapse before. but really i chose this because they make me Unwell#timelapse tag#i draw sometimes
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hnnnfhgdggdgdvdgdh jon and martin talk in the archives in the infestation ep
#yes I am listening to that one again#ebb rambles#the magnus archives#tma#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#gah I'm unwell it's so good#I don't even have words just aaaaaaaaa#“because I'm scared martin!” how am I supposed to be normal about this#how am I supposed to be normal about THEM#outburst admittance of fear my love#then 5 minutes later Jon checking martin isn't a ghost lol#tma spoilers#figured I'd add that at this point lol#it's season 1 but still
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CHANGING STATES
Lately, something has taken hold / of me—not hunger, not shame. It is like a flower / blooming in the injury. —Richie Hofmann
On the evening Jeremiah decides he’ll drive thirty hours to Maryland, the other half of his mattress is cold and Madonna’s on the radio. In his bedroom, he taps his cigarette on the windowsill, the ash scattering into rainy blue hour, and listens. Time goes by so slowly, she goes, her voice singed through his boombox’s broken speakers. He’s meant to replace it, though he’s meant to do a lot of things: check the mail, make a quiche, buy lightbulbs, call his sister, take up cross-stitch, recycle an olive jar, move his bed to the opposite side of his room. But time goes by so slowly, and Jeremiah would know—he’s twenty-one, yet feels he’s been alive for much, much longer.
#i already shared this BUT I WAS TINKERING WITH THIS PROJECT TONIGHT#(this morning I had revelations to make this autofiction-y about going to a place and before getting there someone dies)#which is loosely based off 2022 me in maryland and this is 2005 jeremiah in maryland!!!!#ANYWAY TONIGHT I WROTE A PARAGRAPH ABOUT JEREMIAH IN LOVE WITH THE WEATHERMAN#but i was sick of not having a title (the document is legit 'jeremiah book' lol)#SO I THINK THIS IS FINE????#also it's not going to be a book it's probably going to be a short story!!! and it's like my apology to this poor man for inflicting#harrison upon him#my bad babe#i still need to fix this paragraph the phrasing is a little off!!! BUT he talked about madonna's new album in BB#AND HE'S LISTENING TO IT NOW!!!!#I'M A LIL UNWELL OVER THE CONTINUITY#also pls read that hofmann poem (linked!!!!!) I LOVE THAT COLLECTION SM I CAN'T BELIEVE I GOT IT FOR FREEEEE#changingstates
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new to one piece, here to admire Jinbe and doodle sometimes 🐋🦈 I really like collecting figures and other merch ✌
other favs: Ace 🔥, Chopper 🦌, Law 🩺, Corazon 💘 Bartolomeo 🤞 Rayleigh ⚔️ Katakuri 🍩
|| 30 | any pronouns | call me Brahk || Twitter
#something about him makes me deeply unwell#idk how the fandom is here but I'm a well adjusted person more or less I promise lol#if you know me from somewhere else no you don't 😳
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#this is so incredibly stupid#but i've just spent such a long time worrying about my physical health and everything going on with that#(and there's still so much weirdness and uncertainty and scariness going on with my physical health)#but it just somehow never occured to me that i'm also depressed.#like. i had BAD depression as a teenager but i've been mostly mentally okay in the last 5 years. my issues have mostly been physical.#and then these last few months since all this scary health stuff started happening i've been so lethergic and unmotivated#and have been isolating myself from my friends#and struggling to find fun in any of the things that i love#i've been sad and stressed and empty but somehow. SOMEHOW. i did not consider that i was suffering from some Mental Unwellness dfkjfdjkdjkf#i just thought i was being pathetic#🫠🫠🫠#it sounds so stupid but now i realise i actually feel a bit better?#like oh. OH! depression! i hate you but i know what you are!#i'm not just a bad friend and an embarrassingly pathetic creature. there's a reason!!!!!#and there are ways to deal with it!!!#cool!!!#but also like it makes sense?! i'm incredibly sick and in a lot of pain and spending so much time getting tests and worrying#of course that's going to affect my mental health lol.#okay. anyway. yeah#tbd
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i read the will of the many but the only thing it's made me feel is to miss caeden | tal'kamar even more
#it's such an islington book lol I'm laughing but there's one reason i am so Unwell about licanius and it's caeden and the venerate#two reasons i guess but they're intrinsically connected#and twotm just. doesn't have it.#but it has a char falling off a cliff in the prologue and a Reveal in the epilogue and what is very probably time travel#and then all the same blind spots about women and queer chars#sighs#anyway i know I'm never getting it but i still want a prequel book about all the venerate
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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people
#slash extremely negative#it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long#with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less#'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that#and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess#(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends#flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway#but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke#and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone#but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive#(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour#and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll#and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while#how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least#it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway#what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least#because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad#so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever#goosepost
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