#i'm too autistic to hold a conversation no matter how badly i want to

[immortalsins]

the end of exams has been the biggest goal for me to get to for a couple of months but now it's here i'm realising everything is still awful even if i don't have to study for hours on end

[mathom-box]

Hello sweetheart! Could I please get an Lotr and The Hobbit matchup if possible?

I'm Autistic and Genderfluid, and I'm fine with any gender. That being said, I am Asexual too. I'm very short, around 4' 10" tall with long brown hair and glasses. I've got a LOT of chronic illnesses ranging from asthma to scoliosis. I'm in pain often and need to take naps at least once a day. I'm really excitable and open and I love to have meaningful conversations with people. Little interactions always stick out the most to me. However, I'm also pretty shy and nervous and tend to think a little poorly of myself because I need help with my chronic illnesses. I love baking, cheese making, writing, drawing and pretty aesthetically pleasing things

Thanks so much hun, I hope you're doing well! I'm so happy to see you taking requests 😊 Stay safe and happy

For the Lord of the Rings, I match you with... Aragorn!

- You and Aragorn would go perfectly together. Whether it’s relaxing by the fire, wrapped up cozy in a blanket, just talking, or the two of you working together in the kitchen, he always loves spending time with you.

- Aragorn isn’t much of an artist himself, at least not when it comes to drawing (though he does like to write poetry, so expect to find little poems in unexpected places 💙), but he loves when you draw or write, and anything you give him will be treasured, no matter how small.

- Growing up with one of the best healers in Middle Earth, Aragorn knows almost everything there is to know about your illnesses, and he always makes sure you are as comfortable as can be.

- He never lets you get too worn out. If you want, he’ll give you a massage, or whatever you may need.

- If you’re awake at night, you can be certain he’ll be up with you, getting you a glass of water, or more blankets, and stroking your hand ever so softly.

- If you’re feeling down, he’ll always know how to make you feel better. He’ll put his strong arms around you, holding you safe, with your head tucked into his chest, while he murmurs words of reassurance.

- Or he’ll bring a warm mug of tea, and sit beside you in bed with a book, his gentle voice lulling you to sleep.

- Sometimes he’ll bring you home a little gift - a potted plant, a charm necklace, candles, anything he sees that he knows you’ll like.

- He just loves you, and wants you to be happy.

I match you with Bofur from the Hobbit!

- When he first saw you, Bofur was so excited to meet a human who was about the same height as him. He found you terribly intriguing.

- At first you were shy, which he thought was charming, but as he got to know you more, he found that you were very open and kind, and he wanted to be around you so badly.

- Bofur is a very passionate dwarf. You two would have the most meaningful conversations.

- Dwarves in general love food almost as much as Hobbits. Bofur loves anything that you make, but he thinks cheesemaking is especially interesting, and would love for you to teach him how to do it.

- He’s the best at making you laugh.

- Music is very important to this dwarf, and he’ll often make up songs just to cheer you up.

- He’ll carve little figurines as gifts for you. On your birthday, he’ll give you a tiny wooden necklace of a heart, because he wants to know that you’ll always have part of him with you.

- Bofur really loves taking care of you. He thinks you’re the most adorable thing in the world, and you are very special to him.

Thank you so much for sending me my first request, sweetheart! This was so fun to do. 💜