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yore-donatsu · 2 years

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Training sketches to know to draw the Omnic “Moses” and... I had fun giving it more human expressions (the ironyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !🤣)

#Overwatch #Overwatch 2 #OW2 #Fanart #Sketch #Ramattra #Their curiosity is so fascinating !#Let them have interactions that enrich their thirst for knowledge and understanding of the world !#I'm sure he would get along with Sigma !!!#Why don't they interact ? Blizzzzzzzzzzzard TT #I can imagine them being so focused on ants for hours #They looks like a lion from the way I drew them X''D #However the third sketch's so OCC but funny #This is just my reaction when:#One: The game servers crash in the middle of a (competitive) game - someone or me is kicked out #Two: When I play badly as a Tank (bc I'm not the best and I know it --'')#- I get insulted (in voice or in the chat) by my teammates and they suck more than me #Three: When I'm on a map I hate A LOT #To lighten the mood a bit I'll give you one of the nicknames I give to Ramattra #The Husbanbot #I want this tag to become official ! X''D

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guinevereslancelot · 14 days

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decided to leave my job and i'm gonna fr gonna cryyyyy

#literally can't work with my new boss bc i can't trust her #she went to the head of the department with complaints abt me without ever speaking to me or giving me any indication she was unhappy #and various other reasons im not happy w management and the school in general #HOWEVER #i love the kids sm and im gonna miss them and worry abt them 😭😭😭😭#im literally scared for some of them bc it feels like the other teachers have no empathy for some of my favorite kids #one of them who is so so sweet and when he cries i'm the girst to comfort him bc everyone else thinks he needs to toughen up 😭#also my new boss sucks so so bad and is gonna be such a bad influence on him and all the other kids #and my main co teacher said she's gonna quit if i do so i cant even beg her to look out for my babies and take care of them 😭💔#and it would be unprofessional to mention any concerns to the parents but genuinely some of the kids would be better off elsewhere #like im actually worried about it #i dont want some of the really sweet sensitive kids to lose their sweetness bc they're being treated unkindly #and the worst bullies and spoiled kids are the ones the teachers dote on #so it encourages some of the sweet ones to act out for attention #anyway 💔#i really do need to go tho #and i'm sure i'll love the kids at my new job #but im so sadddd #also its unlikely i can find a well paying job w this age group even tho i love this age group #its basically impossible not to get attached to them at this age and i get to pick them up and hold and cuddle them and stuff #and you cant really do that with the older kids sadly #literally on the verge of tears even seriously thinking abt leaving #things have been p bad for a while due to management but i never seriously considered leaving bc i love the kids so much #but i literally can't see a future here #and my new boss clearly hates me and im worried she's going to try to get me fired #she already made up a bunch of lies about me and its only been three weeks #anyway i only make 15 an hour so hopefully i'll at least get more somewhere else and i know i'll still love the kids #its just really hard #which is why i've stayed this long #i was p unhappy before my new boss even started bc of the way they treated my old boss

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call-me-copycat · 20 days

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Second week of this math class, exam is coming up.

Lessons 2-4 it said, doesn't sound too bad?

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Each has 20 slides worth of notes I'll need to remember for the exam. That's 400 slides worth.

Each lesson ends with a 16-20 question quiz. That's 320 questions minimum that I also need to remember for this exam.

I take this exam in 2 days and know I'm not going to catch up (;´∀`)･･ｧﾊﾊﾊ･･ﾊﾊ･･ﾊ･･

I need the luck ┗(；´Д｀)┛分解!

#vent #I suppose?#I was typically considered an honors student in highschool #Placed in the highest classes #This math class is really something else #I've heard of many people dropping from it #Or even dropping out from the college itself #I hope i don't get burnt out soon #i feel fine for now but i know it'll pop up soon if i keep at it this way #Ahh I'm not sure #I'll try to stick it out #Currently counting the days until winter break #3 months (´；ω；｀)#If this is 2 weeks i can't fathom a year #Sorry i don't like venting on this blog #I like to keep it lighthearted #But as much as i yearn to write #There's literally #physically #no time left in the day #Get up and go to work #Close at my job #Get home at night and then spend all night grinding on assignments for this math class #I've been getting around 2-3 hours of sleep ┐( ^_^;)┌#i would hate to drop it #But i don't know if i can keep up (⁠；⁠^⁠ω⁠^⁠）#💬#🩹#tw vent

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e-louise-bates · 4 months

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I am getting to take an unexpected trip in just under two weeks which involves flying (husband was asked last minute if he could go to this work conference, and I asked if I could come along and take it as a writing retreat), and instead of panicking over what I can take for clothes, I am panicking over oh no, the story that I am planning on writing while there involves my fountain pen with bottled ink, I am going to have to get ink cartridges for it instead because I am NOT taking bottled ink on the plane, and uh-oh, I need some new yarn because my current knitting project is too bulky for the plane but the project I'd like to start I don't have yarn for yet.

Clothes will be fine, but making sure I can get ink cartridges for my fountain pen in the right color, that's top priority, folks.

#yes it has to be the right color #because I started this story in a particular color #and now any other color ink is going to throw off the entire feel of it #kind of like switching to a different font mid-story when writing on the computer #except in a bad way not in a getting the story unstuck way #also I might be using this as an excuse to get fancy yarn I'm not entirely sure yet #we'll see if I can restrain myself #but even though it's only a two hour flight I'll go crazy if I don't have something to do with my hands #I HATE flying #trains are so much more civilized but alas #society has moved in a different direction #but knitting helps me stay calm and keeps the migraines at bay when flying

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regenderate · 8 months

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sorry was anyone going to tell me geoguessr was behind a paywall now. what is this

#and it's got 'levels' and stuff.#it's like. you can play for five minutes every fifteen minutes! and i'm like. ?#i hate when games try to do that kind of thing. it's so manipulative #lifeblogs #i started clicking links on that one post like 'this is how i learned geography' and i know the un member states way better than i did #four hours ago but then i was like 'okay sure i'll try geoguessr'#i never did a lot of it because it was hard but somehow making it easier is way worse

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asinglesock · 1 month

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just realized my fatal flaw and the great struggle of possibly the rest of my life. while watching a cdrama.

#a sock speaks #local construction #fundamentally I lack the confidence needed to be a writer or a teacher #on the one hand I can't brazen my way out of this by pretending to be confident. I need to actually have the knowledge and skills I claim.#on the other hand I can't just say I'll be confident once I have more knowledge and experience. I have a master's degree!#I want to get more school but more school on its own will not fix this #I've let opportunities pass by because I was depressed. I didn't see how I could be enough for them.#or I was too tired (because I was depressed)#but sometimes it's bc I'm not sure if trying would make things better or worse (that one's on the OCD more than depression)#it makes sense that I lack confidence because of inexperience. but I can only gain experience by going for it. doing things badly is good.#it makes sense that I'm scared to face criticism. I've faced my whole community against me.#I've been stuck at someone's house debating scripture for hours with a migraine and no food. I think that was mildly traumatic for me.#but in most cases I am physically safe and the physical fear is irrational. I can work on this with some gentle exposure therapy.#but I need to bring together the effort to organize my thoughts and the bravado to hold my ground in an argument #and I can only build up this confidence with practice. I need to write. I need to do public speaking.#I'd need a platform for speaking (I'd hate to do a podcast or vlog but it'd be good for me)#but I should write! why am I not writing more? I need to write. writing is the way forward #several years ago I was in such deep despair with life that in order to survive I told myself #that I just had to survive. I didn't have to achieve anything or prove myself in any way as long as I stayed alive #and I went to grad school in Georgia not because I saw a path to a career in biblical studies but because school made me want to be alive #(extremely bizarre case of grad school not being the problem. I know.)#I know I missed a lot of benefits I could've had if I'd been mentally healthy when I went. but it's okay because it kept me going #I can go back to school or not go back. do biblical studies or do something else. I don't have big expectations for myself #but as my mental health improves it occurs to me that I COULD do more if only I believed it was worth the effort #I don't need to fear failure when the alternative was not even attempting it #I need to write. I need to write. I need to write.#I'm thinking I might start a newsletter or blog or something. some Bible stuff and some church/social commentary. just kind of open ended.

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famewolf · 10 months

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my brain has been really out of whack recently (I think it's the time change among other things) so I'm going to try out some things to see if they help

I might not be on social media a whole lot in the next week or two, but if you're mutuals and want my discord, send me a message

#[static]#I cleared out my queue so I don't feel like I need to keep it going #I'm trying to limit my time on my phone since I've noticed that I've been getting sucked back into it for Hours every day which I *hate*#it's this weird paradox of wanting to keep up with my friends but also knowing that I get sucked into checking the rest of the app -#- that I need to figure out #tumblr is one of the few social medias that I don't get that sucked into but i do like to keep up to date with #for news and friends reasons #but im gonna basically not be using my phone at all except for music for the next while until my brain feels better #it's also the busiest week of the year in my line of work so i want to be sure im taking care of myself #my brain fog has been suuuper bad and being on my phone makes it worse #i wish we all lived closer so that i could just go hang out with ppl instead of being attached to my dumb phone #using phone = less time to do things i like too which also makes me mad when I do it #i dont even like my phone bro ... but tiktok gets me tbh i'll sit on my phone for like 2 hours straight just watching funny little videos

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kumakuma-circus · 2 months

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just randomly remembered that during my like 10+ attempts at the shadow yukiko fight i more or less consistently ran out of revival beads so yosuke was just dead (well unconscious but whatever) on the ground for like half the fight gfhfjvhfhfhd-

#puppy rambles #persona 4 #p4 #as much as i love him he's not always the most useful. that fight is one of those times-#still always keep him in the party though. perfect p4 team to me is yosuke teddie and naoto #i haven't gotten to naoto joining the party yet but i love her. trans icon. vibing naoto is the best thing to happen to the persona 4 fandom #and yosuke and teddie are my favorites of the investigation team thus far. the others are all very close but they're above the others #dunno why i like yosuke so much. souyo is def part of it #and teddie is very very silly. idk why people hate him so much like yea he can be kinda annoying but he's only existed for a few months #he doesn't understand social cues yet. he's just autistic leave him alone vhgbhmfhdf- /hj #i feel like a lot of persona characters have autism vibes but that's probably at least partially just me projecting #at the very least i'm sure we can all agree that aigis and marie do. autism arcana #that's. probably why they're my favorite girls ggyfubhngd-#aigis is easily my favorite persona character. she's cute and also silly :3 and bisexual i love the bisexual toaster and her doors <3 #(aikoto + hamugis polycule for the win. makoto and kotone aren't dating obv. ryoji's also dating both of them separately #)#and marie is cute and also silly i'm totally dating her. love how persona technically lets you polyamory so long as you don't date everyone #i have to max her social link for the golden-exclusive content anyway so might as well #‚‚‚ this post got derailed. i like the part where i talked about my beloved persona 3 bisexual polycule #p4's def the best persona game i think but i love p3 very much too. makoto kotone aigis and ryoji are unsurprisingly my faves #really love yukari too. i spent several hours trying to figure out how to add mods to p3p so i could date her as kotone #it was not successful. i'll probably get it on steam when i inevitably play it gghdhchvhv-#and i'll get reload at somepoint too. probably on steam at least first so i can use the kotone mod i need my girlie #makoto is also great i love him. emo non-binary icon. but also silly girlboss. they're both so mentally unwell #that reminds me of a drawing i have in my drafts i should post that #oh also it's aikoto week apparently??? which is very poggers. idk the prompts but i need to draw my sillies regardless #i do slightly prefer hamugis but they're both very very cute to me. the toaster has two hands she can kiss both the doors-#idk why that joke's so funny to me. i should stop now-

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aberooski · 6 months

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If I take a second to breathe and think and 3 seconds into it someone calls me over the radio to come clean something they could do themselves again I'm going to actually scream

#like god I knkw I'm the only usher here rn cuz im the opening usher on saturdays but FUCK #give me a second tk fucking BREATHE #I HATE when I'm doing something and one of the managers calls and is like actually can you stop what you're doing even though what you're-#-doing is more important and come sweep up this like 3 cernal popcorn spill literally right next to us that we could get ourselves but won'#I hate this job so much I want to quit so bad #somebody else hire me right now so I can leave this shithole #and also have a real job that pays mlre than 10 bucks and hour so I can actually pretend to be a semi functional adult #I can't even pretend right now #I've been stuck in limbo for the last 2 years at least and I really don't know how I'll ever get out #I probably won't let's be honest because I wasn’t born into a world where that's possible anymore #and my mental health has only been slowly but surely deteriorating for even longer than that but it's really crashed and burned lately #but i'm trying #and I honestly don't want to try anymore #I'm so tired

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secondhandlovers · 6 months

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Going to work today

#I can barely walk it hurts so bad #and I already messaged my boss and coworker that I'll work from home bc well. what am I supposed to do when I literally can't WALK to work..#my father said it's too “risky” to stay at home bc I've only been working there for half a year and that they won't believe me (??)#so NOW his plan is that I basically crawl to work so that everyone can see I'm “actually” sick and go home #like sure. and my coworker definitely won't think there's something wrong with me showing up after saying I'm staying home #they're all gonna think I'm fucking weird 😭#the way you can also see that I've been crying the entire night and got like 3 hours of sleep #I hate this household I'd say I wanna run into incoming traffic but I can't even so that LOL #also also #if you're asking why I - as a 20 yo - can't decide what to do on my own.. good luck trying to argue with immigrant parents abt literally #anything #someone just take me out thank you

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angeltism · 10 months

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out of the shower , feeling slightly less shit about myself (and way less like saying uncalled for immature mean things) however still dealing with the realization that I am possibly the most replaceable person in the world

#➳ valentin vents #oh hey and look I'm gonna give some examples that aren't people who can actually read this . nice #but anyways ! nobody i have ever left has given a shit about when i did #to both of my only ever romantic partners i was never important enough to treat well . yippee ! (okay maybe some saying mean things but #neither of them should see this if the universe doesn't hate my ass with a passion ok)#and in all my friendships if i was replaced with any other generic person with social anxiety it'd be like nothing fucking changed !#in short i am incredibly replaceable and uu should maybe all consider replacing me asap because I'm p sure it'd be very easy to find somebun #with all my positives/neutrals and wayyy less of my negatives . idk . just a suggestion .#can uu tell i hate myself very very much even though i desperately try to hide it ! all my confidence no matter how much it's gen in the #moment is still soaked in my self loathing from years of being depressed replaceable always 2nd priority (or less) to those around me etc #but hey it's fine I am sure that tomorrow I'll think I'm the hottest person alive just as I did a few hours ago and life will be okay . haha

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witchwhaat · 8 months

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#maybe i'm dramatic but i'll literally never forgive my uni for making me stay with that thesis supervisor :)))))#the whole process of choosing a supervisor was a circus and then when i tried to change it i wasn't aprobed for some stupid petty reasons #that don't even concern me #and now i'm stuck with a supervisor who i don't like can't communicate with and i'm 100x times more stressed bc of that #and i have to work in a way that's uncomfortable to me and which does NOT work for me i hate it here #like normally i would have already stopped wiriting hours ago but i can't :'))) bc i need to write more :')))#which surely is such a good idea to write some bullshit just so i hit a words count he wants :')))))#*it wasn't approved #arghhhhh #it would've been so much better for me if i just ended up with the supervisior i wanted!#my supervisor is not even interested in the topic i chose and he doesn't know anything about it! the supervisor i wanted to choose does!#sorry i'm just very frustrated with how it all turned out and i just want to go to sleep but i still have like at least 2 oages to write #agnes talking

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cherrygarden · 11 months

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#really fucking pissed off right now 😭#two weeks ago I had a one night stand with a girl and it was my first time having sex and it was the biggest confidence booster #but I wasn't sure I was into her and she was doing an eurotrip so she left where I am a couple days later #I was so sure we were gonna drift away bc even though it was fine i don't do long distance and I wasn't attracted to her #but she kept texting me literally talking about how hot I was and how we should make romantic plans #and how she was planning on coming back here multiple times just to see me #she's coming this week and we had plans today to go to go on a cinema date and get high and probably fuck and it was great #but her flight kept getting delayed and alright I get it. not her fault #it's still an hour long flight we could've done something else or just walked around #but she just didn't text back until 8 pm #and only said ''sorry!!! I'm such a twat''#no explanation no nothing #I had triple texted before that offering things to do bc I was getting excited to see her #and she replied that and nothing else #i HATE getting bailed on and I hate feeling like I'm more earnest in a relationship than the other person #I feel so naive and stupid and I hate it 😭 literally two days ago I was telling my friends I hope the date isn't awkward #bc I don't know if I like her. and now I'm feeling sad over her not wanting to spend time with me #gaaaah hate being insecure about this #I left her on seen because I'm too pissed off and I know it's disproportionate and mostly my issue so I don't trust myself to text anything #but I'll see what she says tomorrow

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arr-jim-lad · 2 years

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at this point im so mentally worn out that it genuinely feels like im about to have a minor breakdown in face of the smallest possible inconvenience

i've been so consistently feeling so miserable that i feel like my hair being pink is the only thing keeping me within any semblance of sanity

#2 days ago i almost cried bc i really wanted to make a paperdoll for my DIO zine but i hated everything i drew #i spent 3 hours almost finishing one just to realize i fucking hated it #so i decided to drop the entire thing because i physically and mentally just Couldn't Do It Anymore #i'm so exhausted at this point. this project has completely drained me. im so tired im so tired im so tired #i thought to myself like ok so the special edition zine won't have a paperdoll i still have other stuff #i thought the paperdoll was a really fun idea and i felt so fucking upsetting to let it go but y'know there's the other things #....... so today i got the prototype keychains.#which i needed to make promotional photos on monday #so that people who want to order the special edition zine would know exactly what they're buying #and of course: Vograce Printed The Keychains Wrong #the design was supposed to have some see-through layers which were even clearly included on the design proof THEY sent me #but the keychains just... don't have it. there are no see-through layers. they are just normal coloured layers.#so now i have keychain prototypes that don't look as they should and ok sure i CAN technically still do the photos with these #but the keychain won't look as it should and that bothers me #and i dont want to wait anymore bc i really want to open preorders next week #but i'll have to order prototypes AGAIN bc i still really need to see how the actual keychain would look when it's done right #i'm so tired i am so fucking tired i am so exhausted #i am just. fully expecting to see my printer on monday just to be told he hasn't even opened my email and hasn't printed anything #i was waiting all day for a guy to install better internet for me #i was told he will come today at 11:30 #at 1PM i call my internet provider to ask them where the fuck he is #they tell me. 'oh did you not get a message that his visit was rescheduled to 21st?'#i did not. i received no such message. i've already been waiting A MONTH for this faster internet. and now i'll be waiting another 10 day #btw these keychains? i was also waiting all day for the postman to call me and let me know he's at my building #so that i could go get the package #bc our postmen decided that actually they don't want to deliver packages anymore YOU have to go out and get them #he did not call me. he had my number btw. he just didn't call me. he just left a note in my mailbox #meaning that i had to go to the post myself like 5 hours later because that's when packages return to the post office #there were like two more vents in the tags but tumblr nerfed me #bitching about all this in the tags made me feel a little better tbh

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cetoddle-archive · 1 year

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godddd i cannot wait until i'm out of here and on my own fuck this house forever

#(is mad because it's fucking hot)#why the FUCK is it 80 degrees inside #what if i killed myself huh then what fucking HUH.!!!!!#i asked my f*ther if we could turn the ac on HOURS ago when it was 77 inside #he said no. cause it'll get cooler when the sun is down #sure but..... it's 8 and fucking 80 degrees INSIDE !!!#but my p*rents dont see the problem cause they're in the living room.....under a fucking ceiling fan #meanwhile in my room with one whole window with NO breeze #it ! is! miserable !!!#god !!!!!!!#i fucking hate summer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm seriously trying not to cry cause then i'll just be even warmer but i'm just so frustrated #maybe i'm being dramatic idk #but i just can't handle warm weather well #i'm not built for heat i'm just not and no one really seems to give a shit #i hate summer i hate warm weather i hate everything about being alive GODDDDDD #snow.txt

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binch-i-might-be · 1 year

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ah yes nothing better than sitting at the train station for an hour without anything to do but worrying about missing your train because of Deutsche Bahn Shenanigans (my absolute beloathed)

#i hate deutsche bahn all my homies hate deutsche bahn #for ONCE. DO NOT CAUSE PROBLEMS FOR ME!!#i just want to catch my ICE :( girl help #no because this is so annoying. i was thinking about reserving a seat because it's supposed to be pretty full today and it's #a five hour train ride. but i cannot do that obviously if i'm not sure i'll be able to catch the train #because you do not get that money back #rayrambles

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