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mctwinkdom · 6 months ago

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Oscar looking smaller than Lando doesn't happen a lot, but look how cute and tiny he is in his little hood :((

#big brother lil brother vibes are strong with this one #i'm still in my feels about yesterday #landoscar man... people will talk about them in the future #lando norris #oscar piastri #landoscar #mclaren f1 #tiny oscar #my babies

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crossbackpoke-check · 3 months ago

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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)

"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie

#liv in the replies #if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect #THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i #went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO #regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me #as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's #james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he #will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who #love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs #hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic #next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the #elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost #tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on #tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for #the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc #so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many #photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate #and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets #okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o #i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul #u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh #start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last #blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee #& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost #joel farabee #philadelphia flyers #calgary flames

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lunarharp · 2 months ago

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love's shadow will surround - 6k T orufrey fic about a witch and a silverleaf

He's left the lights of his small house on, his tiny atelier, waiting - he likes to see the glint of it on the leaves, his light reach the tree here. Give him what he can. It's always a comfort.

But when his physical senses are dulled, it brings it all back like fog, the flashes of memory. Of that day, all of them around the twisted body. He cups a few straggling branches, letting the hurt filter through him, almost as if keen to. They called him the Witch of Light in those days, eulogise his work still - but that was his masterpiece.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #witch hat atelier spoilers #wha spoilers #placeholder illustration until i draw something good..proper..i can never draw something adequate right after writing #i suddenly wrote a fic? HUH?? i had the idea yesterday and just. wrote it. yesterday and today. Ok. it's REALLY sad. to me.#i saw an image of a blackboard with a message written by a japanese teacher that made me feel highly emotional thinking of qifrey #and it just tied together my silverleaf feelings in a way that i guess it just felt would be best actually written. Suddenly.#i cried a LOT while doing it bc it's SO heavy. Sigh. it's set in the future - oru is in his 40s. tired now...it's there to read #i don't know if even in this version of the future of wha it would even possibly work out like it does in this fic..i mean..i don't.#i don't normally like to write about things that are still up in the air =.= but shirahama just..she keeps it all too close to her chest #so i just kept things vague because who bloody knows. i just know that oru will be the one to save him. i just know this. and coco.#i want to know what will really happen. shirahama kamome... please tell me. i love qifrey so much. i love oru so much #i'm actually in the slow midst of writing a modern au orufrey tying so much together that might end up being VERY long. lol #wait why didn't i draw him with haggard long hair. *edits the image to make him more haggard* Hmmm..yes.

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bookishjules · 2 months ago

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there's something about kit acknowledging that of course he knows latin, he's a shadowhunter, as if it's just a given. you'd never know from this chapter that he spent his first fifteen years being trained to distrust and dislike that which is so inherent to who he is.

#it makes you wonder what would have happened if he'd been taken in by faeries. which like.. wouldn't have happened bc he'd be dead #but yk.. just regarding the comfortability he feels in one role or the other #but ofc among the shadowhunters even with a name like herondale he can still be /just/ a shadowhunter. he'd never be that with the faeries #so it's a moot point really #but anywayyyy idk what it is about this aspect of being a shadowhunter. the learning latin etc. that just sticks out to me.#like we know he's been training. but there's a difference between learning to fight as a shadowhunter and learning to live as one yk?#and to see him so comfortable in this role just makes my heart.. idk it makes me want to hung him. my boy growing up #kit herondale #i'm still processing that chapter from yesterday clearly #even though i really should be working T-T #tsc #the shadowhunter chronicles #twp #the wicked powers #twp spoilers #tlkof #the last king of faerie #tlkof spoilers

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kyouka-supremacy · 16 days ago

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#Yesterday I bough my first b/sd volumes ever ajhvsdkajhsvdkajhdsv it's such a small thing but it's been making me all giddy #It's (predictably) volumes 9 and 20. That is to say the ss/kk covers volumes ajhsyzbadkjhbsad #I never thought it would have made much a difference to own them but now that I see them on my nightstand I'm so 🥰🥰🥰#I had to go to two different comic shops to find volume 20. B/sd is comparatively really that unpopular here pfftttt.#The print is a little on the dark end and the pages are very yellow in my opinion. But the image quality is so good and I'm 🥰🥰🥰#Volume 20 also has a slight blemish on it but eh. That was the only copy they had since I'm on time limit I couldn't risk it.#After all I only bought them so that I could have something to get signed!!! Man I hope everything goes well at the con 🥺🥺#I'm so nervous and it's not the good kind of nervous lol. I haven't even bought the tickets yet...#I swore to myself I would only buy them after I was done with this assignment and I'm still not done ಥ_ಥ #Ouhg I'll keep working on it today wish me luck...#The Dead Apple screening has been announced just now to take place on Thursday. “For the first time in the country”.#Who's gonna tell them that's a movie that came out seven years ago ajdhvcaskdjv.#I was hoping they'd finally dub it (we still never had a b/sd dub here. Talk about it being upopular) but since the authors will be there–#during the screening now I doubt it will ever be at all 💔💔 Deep sigh #Idk. Let's hope the panels are interesting. Let's hope they will make interesting announcements. Let's hope there's no awkward moment.#Let's hope my people are as kind and welcoming as possible.#God everyone who knows me knows how much I care about the value of hospitality. It's the first commandment for me!#And especially since it's. my hometown I'm nervous and I really care we make things good!! And leave the best impression #I don't know what was the point of this. Anxiety has been building up for a month ajsvdhvfjsdfjjhdsb #I'm grateful b/sd isn't popular here to the extent that I hope there won't be too many people lol.#I hope there's just enough people to make the authors satisfied and just not enough people to make me feel unsafe pfftttt.#Aaaahh whatever.#random rambles

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starlingfawn · 3 months ago

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throws more squid art at you

listen to this,,!!!!!

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#oc // finch #squid #squid band #terrestrial changeover blues (2007 - 2012)#artists on tumblr #art #furry #sfw furry #my ocs #music #music art #starlingfawn's art #2025 #doodled this yesterday while struggling with a big headache and finished today with an even worse one. might have been the worst headache #i've experienced in my whole life i'm not kidding but i am ok now #feeling a bit silly still but ehh..#anyways this kind of....vent art i guess??????it sure was made with emotions in mind.. mostly dizzyness tho..#anyways squid talk i love squid i don't think i'm getting out of this squid phase anytime soon.....#you should listen to squid!!! i am always free to discuss this band and have hours upon hours of material to talk about in my head #forcing every user on this site to listen to squid they're so cool. they clicked very slowly for me but it was so worth it #british people yelling in my ears with funky instrumentals sure is my favorite music genre #i think it's kind of funny how squid are considered part of the big three windmill acts alongside bcnr and black midi yet for some reason #they aren't as popular among music nerds?? i guess bcnr hd their afut and bm had their hellfire but still i feel like not enough people #talk about them. don't get me wrong!! they're very much popular.. they're signed to warp! but i just don't see people going feral #about squid the same way i see people go feral about bm or bcnr #there's ofc many many windmill bands that aren't nearly talked about as squid are on the internet!! i just think it's silly #how squid are in a weird spot within internet music nerd discussion

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iwakuraz · 1 month ago

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comic I made last night :O

#my doodles #i think this counts as a #diary entry #because this is just what happened yesterday. like i even forgot to wear my tie that day #and nobody noticed all day B) because people in my school treat me like i don't exist and i try to avoid everyone #the only thing inaccurate about this is that i exclusively wear the type of headphones that go over the ear #i'm just having trouble figuring out how to draw cats wearing that type of headphones #i never wear ear buds i find them extremely uncomfortable #but for now i guess i'll just have to represent listening to music like that :[#also notice how in this i'm still not in my pyjamas at 1am?? thats so sad thats the worst feeling ever #its currently 1am again as i'm typing this and i'm not in my pyjamas!!! why does this keep happening to me i want to be sleeping right now #sorry i'm posting this then probably going straight to sleep i do not want to be awake #take my poorly drawn gay cat comic and wish my good night on the way out :[#I MISSED MAKING THESE COMICS SO MUCH!!! okay thats all goodbye night night #my comic attempts

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supersnaill · 7 months ago

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I've gotten so burnt out with miphlink lately, it feels like everything I draw is for other people (only for it to get mostly ignored anyway) :/ I have so many miphlink aus that I love so much but I just feels like there's no audience and it's getting harder and harder to share my stuff and enjoy it o(︶︿︶)o

(I did recently think about a lifeguard x swim teacher au which I really like the idea of tho. But there's still a worry that I'll make link in a way people don't like and will get criticised which happens a lot in the main part of the miphlink fandom when someone disagrees with a big person in fandom.....)

#snail speaks #meanwhile zelpha is really fun but i cant share it without this intense feeling of guilttttt #i'm.strugglign to enjoy miphlink as a whole #and zelpha fandom feels like its jist 99% wrong dynamic for me to enjoy #so i'm really not sure what to do #i still love my model au #and my ponyo au #but god. i want to do something different with a different dynamic #^ thats it! thats my problem #i need to do something new #(the thing with miphlink is that the fandom can be kind of mean to me.#and i'm scared to do anything that is slightly darker or less cute)#it feels like i'm constantly competing with my fellow creators :/#also i sketched some zelpha yesterday and it was SO EASY #i didnt have yo think about what was ok or how their dynamic is meant to be #i need to treat miphlink like a sandbox again #anyway thats a lot of tags haha #i just want a space where i can enjoy MIPHA

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pardonmydelays · 8 hours ago

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life update nobody asked for: my new job is really fun so far

#we still have so much to do cause the opening is on may 22 and i know these weeks will be super intense #yesterday i fell asleep at 10pm like a literal baby lmao #this is what my life is gonna look like for a while i guess #work eat scream about tyler joseph on tumblr dot com sleep #so i might not be very active only in the evenings and probably only for a very short time before i drift off #but anyway #i feel exhausted but in a good way #just wanted to let you all know #in case you are wondering why i'm not really here all day #but i'm doing fine i promise #[i say whatever and whatever that i want]

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cierv-o-robot-o · 8 months ago

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this 'I'm probably nonbinary but I have a job so I can't worry about that right now' mentally I've adopted is quickly falling apart

I am worrying about it

#every day I come to a new soulcrushing realization #about me wanting to be a man #yesterday I was thinking about how I don't want to have kids ever #but then I imagined myself as a man and being a father #and it didn't sound so bad #I'm going insane #I'm more or less ok being a girl right now i think #but the idea of growing old and still being a girl is making me want to rip my skin off #I feel like I'm running against time #but there's no fucking way I can transition it's just not possible

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lambilegs · 7 days ago

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GUYSSSSS LOOK AT THE CUP MY FRIEND BOUGHT ME WHEN WE WENT OUT THIS SHIT BELONGS IN A MUSEUM LIKEEEEEE

#like I am currently miserable as FUCK over my breakup and a failed talking stage where someone I thought cared for me ended #+ up being super dismissive and invalidating and sort of springing back all these old feelings of my emotions not mattering haha...#BUT #yesterday I was like “you know what fuck it I don't even need a gf or partner like my friends pretty much ARE my lovers atp” LMAO #like in all seriousness I am so insanely grateful for my three close friends they truly dote on and spoil me like I'm their little princess #like yesterday I was with my friend (I've spoken about her before with the name A) because I was buying crafts for my birthday party #and whenever I saw something and was like “ah :( I don't wanna spend more money on that”#she'd be like “do you like it?? let me buy it for you OH MY GOD LET ME BUY IT FOR YOU”#I literally chased her down and ran from her in a craft store because she was trying to buy me these pricey 3D rosebud stickers #and she did! she so casually bought it then she saw this cup and said how she had been trying to hunt down the flower person for my bday #and when I told her I loved her the watermelon one she BEGGED for me to let her buy it for me as the last part of her gift #and she was so casual about both things and just kept telling me she loves me and I always do sm for her and 😭😭#then I got a text from my other friend asking if I'm buying a cake for myself for my birthday party of if she and my other friend should #+ buy it for me #AND BRO I JUST FELT SO GRATEFUL AND TOUCHED LIKE MY FRIENDS DOTE ON ME SM AND MAKE ME FEEL SO CARED FOR #AND THEY SHOW UP FOR ME IN ALL THESE WAYS WITHOUT EVEN REGISTERING IT AS A BIG DEAL AND THEY'RE ALWAYS TRYING #+ TO HELP OUT AND UGH #they've even been so emotionally supportive and comforting w all the shit I've been through lately and yeah I'm so grateful for them #and while I'm still in sm pain it helps to have them here and it reminds me that I don't NEED a romantic connection anytime soon #like friendship itself holds so much weight. not just because they do so much stuff for me ofc but just because it has the same level #+ of love connectivity shared interest and endless support we associate with romance #yeah I just love my friends and I just felt so taken care of #(also I'm dying bc I spent sm more money than I expected bc I spent $30 on crafts materials which ig I can still justify since #+ I'll use it all with future projects and my dyke march poster. but then I also bought medication for my brother and food so I spent SO MU #just ack :((((#anyways #🧿#s.text

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tumblezwei · 5 months ago

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believe it or not, writing down your feelings on something you're conflicted on can actually make you feel better about it

#genuinely spent a lot of yesterday with arcane swirling around in my head #and I just kept feeling worse and worse about it #but I'm legit feeling better now #turns out that yeah I still love this show a whole lot #rambling

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steelthroat · 3 months ago

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I stood in the same spot, coughing in the background from time to time, I met eyes with that professor at least 10 times but at the 11th time she seemed to notice me for the first time and asked "oh why are you wearing a mask?"

So you didn't hear me rejecting my own lungs waiting for my turn for the last few hours? You didn't notice my lack of face until now? In the afternoon?????

Situational awareness is very weak, won't survive the winter.

#steel rambles #was thinking about this funny moment #yesterday was a day #a day that could have been the thesis of an anthropology student #such a day #btw the cold is almost over #yiiiiippi #exam week while feeling sick is terrible #a cold almost fainting while getting home and almost falling asleep while on the bus and in the bathroom were not in my exam bingo #but I'm still standing #ye ye yeee #2 gone 2 more to go and maybe #maaaaaybe #I'll come back with something to show y'all too

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riricitaa · 7 days ago

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Soooo

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essektheylyss · 12 days ago

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Current struggle is that I've realized I'm genuinely, actively juggling at least seven complex projects/topics rn but there is media to watch and think about. Do you see my fucking dilemma.

#also for the record that figure is legit I counted them #and then outlined them for my spouse who was like oh. damn.#and that's to say NOTHING of the uhhhh. five other ongoing projects I have thought about just in the past week #and the project i finished yesterday that I'm still thinking about whether it needs any additional help #WAIT NO SIX I FORGOT THE FUCKING BLANKET #me: wow why does it feel like my brain can't actually focus on anything that requires thought for longer periods #and also that I'm in the 'making coffee is twenty steps' adhd trench #my current responsibility list: Like That #me: [surprised pikachu]#anyway this is just to say. god I'm so fucking tired.#it doesn't help that I'm incapable of watching things passively so i can't even like. chill and zone out to media instead #I'm gonna go try to use a new markup schema today which will surely go super well #(learning markup languages is one of the seven and it's annoying cuz i KNOW a lot of markup but i gotta keep track of TEI specifically)#anyway. i should get up and get on that #but yanno what? my fucking cape is gone.

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parfaitmew · 20 days ago

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Thank you♡

To all the new followers and everyone who's down with me drawing their MCs and OCs♡ (๑>◡<๑)

Everyone has been soo sweet♡ and i'm just really happy to finally find my fire to draw again☆!

I dunno what else to say i'm just happy and i wanted to say thank you♡(>ᴗ•)

#mewsmuse #mewsyaps #obey me mc #i dunno just feeling happy and giddy over doing art #☆♡☆#also work on the wedding pics is coming along good #i have several sketches rn and should probably decide which ones to fully render rn or i'll be busy for the next month lol #asdfghjkl wedding dresses are soo pretty♡#still going bahooties over the thought of marrying mamms♡♡♡♡#also def gonna make an angel oc at some point #eeee im just so giddy about so many fun things too draw☆♡☆!#OMG I FORGOT TO GET BACK TO ACTUALLY PLAYING OBEY ME FUCK GOTTA CATCH UP WHOOPS #welp i'll get to that tonight before bed♡#also i forgot to mention i just finished painting my nails again☆ this time i'm matching with asmo♡#eeeee his colorway always makes me feel so cute♡!#everytime i got with his nail colors i keep hoping someone will recognize the colors while im out #dunno if that's me being to extra but it'd make me happy♡#someday!#okay im gonna stop yapping now i'm just really cozy and happy rn♡#which is nice cuz yesterday i went through a L O T of big emotions so having a cozy day is really nice♡♡#okay fr gonna stop yapping now #thank you if anyone read all this i hope you have a lovely weekend♡♡♡! take care xoxo

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