#i'm still baffled honestly
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you start playing a visual novel focused free gacha game that plays on browser and you take the habit to watch the celebration streams every year for news update and seiyuu tomfoolery and some neat cosplays, all of that for free on youtube, and then one day you get hit with a full 1 hour and 30 minutes theater production with high budget SFX and intense plot that calls back to all the previous events, with cosplayer actors having detailed fighting choreography with fantasy sfx, all while doing playback on their seiyuu's voicelines and even their songs, on a plot that equals some of the most epic moments of the event stories, all of that FOR FREE ON YOUTUBE
#ichablogging gbf#ichablogging gbffest#this is still fucking insane i#i tuned in for the news and seiyuu stuff#and honestly i thought the cosplay show will just be a bit background noise until the anni trailer#and in the end i'm just so baffled by the last 1hour30 of my life#the anni trailer didn't look nearly as interesting as the incredible stuff i just witnessed#like damn
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If you were to put countries on a sliding scale of 'most closely connected and tied to their people living amongst them having friends amongst them and actively seeking ways of engaging with them' versus 'existing purely in the work for government/military as required and the only meaningful relationships they have is with other countries'... where would you put certain nations?
Say France with his casual moving and advise giving ways (radio show or simply having conversations with people on the street), America and Canada with the semi-close but still distant YouTube channels and living in suburban areas or England and Japan with their minders/secretaries that they are close with but otherwise don't venture outside of a small circle and live in the countryside versus Spain who didn't even notice his people were having one of the worst internal conflicts in modern history during his civil war.
#this isn't a dig at toni mind you i'm still baffled by Hima's choice there#oh! or turkey protecting tourists by body slamming pick pockets... honestly there are golden interactions here and there#you can't say it's a democracy vs autocracy thing either I think#lithuania does not have a life outside of work versus poland who's a twitch streamer...#this sliding scale of i am of my people with my people to i am myself and just myself to i am just another civil servant don't talk to me#hetalia#op
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I'll admit that the reason why I have been doodling so much super silly things these last two days it's because i saw the most ungodly takes ever that made my eye twitch and it wasn't like just your classic ship war, it was just-
"did we watch the same thing? if so I volunterr for a comparative study between the both of us, I think researchers would find this fascinating"
Is not even a moral thing or anything, is just that I feel gasligthed because I can't see how you ended with that Conclusion(tm) and you keep explaining and I still can't see.
Is like looking at a solved math problem, and you can't just conprehend the steps, that's how it feels. And also I get a bit petty because-...idk, is a children show, is not that complex
Tbh, what makes me eye twitch is actually the,,,hmm,,,the way some people seem to be so unaware of how trauma works, I think. Because I'm quite invested in analizing trauma in fictional characters and Anakin's is like served on a silver tray, so it's baffling when I come across with people that have such a deep misunderstanding of how trauma can affect a brain cuz yeah, is fictional but you're meant to write the characters with logic.
But I'm derailing i don't even know what i'm writting anymore, but no worries, i'm mostly just baffled and confused sdfnkljgnkdjfg
#how is padmé too boring for anakin and 'he was more into the zigerrian queen' and 'he acts too much of#'a brat to deserve anything better' and also is something you say so confidently#i'm baffled absolutely baffled i still think about it becuase nlkjffdfjdfnkfjnkdlfjgnkjdgnkjdgdg#the zigerian arc lives rent free on my mind but because it's an awesome source of tasty awful angst but- lol#and that was just only one thing because the others were honestly less baffling but equally 'do you engage with the character or just-#reminder not interacting with fandom outside your lane is the key of happiness#maybe he seemed at ease with the queen bc he was idk undercover and then maybe he seemed conflicted bc slavery is a hard topic for him#and maybe a part of him wanted to rescue her bc he used to be a good person just guessing here#rambling#rhea's notebook#ranting
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the more i think about it the more it bothers me that the fandom is taking for granted that since the south ends up the way it ends up each one of our choices in previous games is wiped out. but like, i don't get that??
yes, denerim is destroyed, but why should that imply that whoever i put on the throne is dead and the choice i made three games ago is null and void?? denerim has been destroyed before in the fifth blight, this didn't mean that everyone in the city was killed.
sure, kirkwall is destroyed too, but why that should mean that merrill fixing the eluvian doesn't matter?? maybe that's how they took people to safety??
the hero of ferelden not being mentioned doesn't sure as hell mean that they don't exist anymore or that they are not fighting. actually, considering they are not in weisshaupt, this gives us even more reason to believe that they are in the south doing what they always did (which is: whatever the fuck they want).
i've seen some people say that since the inquisitor's love interest doesn't mention the other da:i companions in the letter, then they are obviously all dead. i'm sorry, but what the actual fuck???
i feel like if something is not explicitly said in the game people are just assuming the worst and i don't understand why. to me this should also be seen as a way to keep our headcanons intact, expecially where the warden and hawke are concerned, and a way from bioware to not force a hard canon on us. sure, it would have been AWESOME to have our previous choices influence somewhat the way things were going, but this doesn't mean they can't get brought up in future games. most da:o choices didn't matter in da2, aside from the useless 5 minutes cameos, but lots of them came back during da:i. why with veilguard it cannot be the same??
the vagueness to me feels like a way to allow that, in the face of a lack of time and resources for veilguard. maybe in future games, if we get to revisit southern thedas, they will actually pull some of those storylines back and go more in depth on what happened there.
i just don't get why in the meanwhile we all have to absolutely assume death and destruction for everything and everyone. you are just painting the picture way worse than it actually is. all because you're disappointed in your own expectations. but those were your own.
#sorry i went off#but i'm just so baffled by this#maybe going into the game with 0 spoilers and expectation has helped me not to take all this so hard but honestly#the letters are actually a good way - given the production circumstances - to let us know that things are bad#but not going into detail actually allows for future games to explore how exactly bad/not that bad#to me veilguard is a lot like da2 in the sense that the problems are worldwide but the scope of the game is local and personal#yes we aren't stuck in a single city; but we still see very very little of the places we are in. of the whole northern thedas.#and the way rook and the others approach solving problems is very local. very personal#so it really makes sense to me to not have a clear idea and a much larger focus that#let's say: a war table for the south#would allow us to have#idk idk i just feel like everything about veilguard is depicted as 10 times worse than it actually is#i'll shut up now bye#random text post#fandom critical ///#da:tv spoilers ///#veilguard related
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Just had a very "KIDS THESE DAYS!!" moments, when an YouTuber said, "The average kid isn't going to take the time to watch a movie ten years older than they are", and I'm like, "Why does the average kid care? Wouldn't they just be watching what's available at h... oooooohhhhhhhhhh."
#Kids these days CHOOSE what they watch. Incredible.#'I bet your favorite movies as a child were the ones you watched on the movie theater'#wrong. my favorite movies were the VHSs we happened to have at home.#as a child I OFTEN rewatched the extremely basic anime adaptation of Oz no one's ever heard about..................#....and my big sister's graduation ceremony.#the classes above her did little dance recitals.#and I loved them. I watched them for pleasure.#kids these days can just OPEN A STREAMING THINGIE#and BROWSE#and DECIDE what they wanna watch??#whaaaaaaaat?!#Honestly still find it a bit baffling. if I had kids...#...which I'm never gonna have...#...but if I DID. I would be PSYCHED to show them my childhood faves.#the ones that stood the test of time anyway.#why do you need live action remakes SHOW THEM THE OLD STUFF.#THEY ARE SIX. THEY DON'T KNOW IT'S OLD.
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This might be a controversial opinion, but I just don't think that goodreads should allow readers to leave reviews and ratings on a book that has not been published yet
#noticed this the other day and honestly i'm still baffled#like#how does this make sense#and how does it make for accurate ratings#when a big chunk of those were left by rabid fans BEFORE the book was out#no wonder some shitty sequels are rated so highly 😬#jo rambles
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Okay so Twinkle Kuuchuusen is AMAZING (as expected and I will try to gather my thoughts about it later), but THE SOLOS OH MY GOD THE SOLOS AND THE LYRICS I'M!!!
They both reference 2x2 a lot, and you can see their development so much from their previous solos! There's a big theme of acceptance and both and they're driving me crazy with it!
Hinata's '"street" being bathed in blue and how he accepts it as a part of himself before declaring he's going to light it up with colors because he'll love himself even more!!! The way he doesn't try to gloss over the negative but decides he'll stick to his positive worldview while taking everything in stride! How he knows now that no matter how far they drift their hearts will always reconnect!
And Yuta walking the line between two worlds confidently, not looking back into the shadow of days past and pushing ahead into the unknown! Going all out and no longer suppressing his feelings, engraving them into his heart and making bold decisions as himself! The way he connects their worldviews with their differing light, knowing someone will always be at his back no matter what!
If there was ever any doubt within me about the future of 2wink, I feel like these solos resolved it. They really have come to a temporary truce and peace with each other, they'll stay together while continuing to push and compete in their separate ways. These songs feel like letters to each other almost, about how they're able to move forward with their own worldviews without shame, but will always hold the other close. And even if they do come to that breaking point in the future, after the dust has settled, they'll still be there watching the night sky - in a much better place than where they started.
#i have so much i could say here on god#my breath literally caught when hinata sang “I'll love myself even more” like PLEASE DO YOU DESERVE SO MUCH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU#i am so pleased with the direction they took yutas in it captures his new personality and motivation with the way he still cares so well#2wink climax was amazing but it also scared and emotionally broke me so i am so happy that the solos are what i hoped#people debate !! era writing which is reasonable but god. !! era 2wink has NEVER missed honestly they did them so well#hinata and yuta being so underrated always baffles me bc my valkaloidp ass is always so ready to dissect and appreciate them#2-3rd fav unit they are so good i need the fandom to appreciate them more please#my ohshc manga hitachiin roots may be showing here but damn it a well-done codependency-breaking sibling arc will always get me#enstars#ensemble stars#ensemble stars music#enstars solos#2wink#hinata aoi#yuta aoi#yuuta aoi#raelyn rambles
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IDW1 must take place on an alternate Earth where no one has ever heard of ACAB and everyone wears "thin blue line" merchandise because there's literally no other way that a single Autobot killing a USAmerican cop in self defense would be such worldwide news that even Mexican journalists would go "OMG???? You like, killed a cop?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?" and it wasn't even framed as like, "you killed a human," the phrasing every time any character talked about it was very specifically "he killed a cop".
The cop was also threatening to shoot a group of surrendering/not-attacking/injured Autobots btw which is just the icing on the cake honestly lmao
#yeah i still think about how that plot point's handling in phase 2 was fucking dumb#you can't convince me that if a usamerican cop got shot by an alien people wouldn't be making memes about it#ppl would be making memes like 'you know a pig is a pig because he'll even shoot alien robots when they're surrendering'#i'm also mad bc the gun that that cop had was a replica of cybertronian guns that meg spread among earth's populace#and what's worse is spike and this other guy literally HEARD M EXPLAIN HIS EVIL PLAN ABOUT THIS#but somehow in phase 2 literally no one ever brings it up ever again#like not even spike brings up the whole 'yeah M had mind controlling guns that he did specifically to destabilize the population'#he was just like 'nah that autobot shot a cop the autobots are evil now'#but like. i wanna make the earth ac/ab memes so badly lmao#you know that ppl would be making 'officer down' jokes about some cop getting killed by an alien robot#don't try to tell me that it's bc they're alien robots people would suddenly support the US#ppl literally make 9/11 jokes bc they hate the US that much don't even try to tell me earth would suddenly unite over a usamerican cop#getting shot on the job no less#and this is also a story written by barber who's literally the ac/ab writer that gave OP shit for being a cop so like#it's honestly so baffling. like was he trying to make a point about police brutality#bc jazz is black coded and he killed a cop so that's why barber wrote everyone hating jazz for it?#idek it's just another one of those stupid plot contrivances i hate and make me unable to take the rest of the story seriously
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[Bloodborne playthrough #5]
Things are going well, I think. My beloved Threaded Cane is now +9 and the only thing separating me from Micolash is arachnophobia (ugh).
Still don't understand how I'm doing this but I got The One Reborn on first try. Killed Patches in the Lecture Building for no reason except him being a spider. Oddly enough he was still there in the Nightmare Frontier: I had fun throwing pebbles at him to make him fall (yeah I'm that petty).
I don't know if I should tackle the DLC just yet. I still have the Nightmare Frontier, Cainhurst and the Upper Cathedral Ward (I hate brainsuckers so much) to finish too.
As far as bosses go: tried Logarius once, almost won but ran short of blood vials; also tried the Celestial Emissary once and got obliterated by lasers somehow. I suppose I got careless but my Hunter shall have his revenge.
Good thing is: I have a ton of rather pretty screenshots because I can't help being a tourist in plague-ridden cities. There will absolutely be posts once I sort these out!
#bloodborne#gaming#playthrough#virtual photography#ps4#i'm still baffled by how well this is going honestly#i suck so much more at sekiro#my hardest boss was rom and she only took me three attempts wtf?#man i love this game
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anime resale stores here always have absolute mountains of love live figures from every iteration of the franchise with every character and costume you could imagine...except i've never been a figure girlie so i always just look over the shelf in awe because i can't really see myself buying anything. except, that is, for the early love live sunshine aqours figures with no legs. that, i would buy
#were these the first aqours figures ever?? they can't be right?#either way i remember just how early into lls this was#it's really burned into my memory i have no idea what they were made for though#i just always remember them. and their lack of legs#those shops always have the nice boxed up figures and then the ones that were brought to them without a box#left to sit forever in plastic bags on hooks on the store walls (until someone buys them)#some of those come in multiple pieces? like maybe stands or removable parts...?#but i always think it's gonna be one of these and i'm always so disappointed#cmon rashinban sell me one of the ugliest and most baffling love live figures of all time#personal#honestly it's not just figures i'm just really not much of a merch girlie#living in japan is slowly curing me of that though just because of how normalized it is for everyone to have character merch#i bought a really cute kanan keychain a while ago but then it fell off of my bag when i was out :( i still have no idea where i lost it#the normalization of it really helps though honestly#if you'd told me 2 years ago that i'd be buying little nitotan plushes of my fav characters to hold up to scenery while traveling and#take pictures of i definitely wouldn't have believed it#but that's just like a thing that anime girlies do here. i think it's really cute actually#i still haven't gotten around to actually bringing any of those plushes on trips because i forgot 3 times in a row#and then the next trip i took after that was with my family#nooooot a chance. oh my god there's no way i could've explained that and had them been like oh okay
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need to keep watching the anime at somepoint. idr what episode i was on anymore tho tbh. and also idk if there's any ✨totally legal websites✨ that have the rest of dub season 3 i wanna be able to watch more than three episodes of season 3 in the dub-
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#i'm pretty sure most of the episodes with hailey were dubbed honestly. they must just be hard to find or something??? idk#though i've seen a good amount of clips of the komasan taxi segments in the dub and i'm like 90% sure that's dub season 3-#don't quote me on that though i'm. somewhere in the middle of dub season 2. episode 39 i think???#yea episode 39. wait why does the dub of ep040 not have don-don-dooby-zoo-ba as the ending theme#i thought it permanently switched away from yo-kai exercise no. 1-#the wiki might just be lying idk#and then there's space dance in season 3 and then the dub fucking died. rip anime you will be missed#‚‚‚ wait. michelle creber sings space dance??????? that's apple bloom my little pony. how did they manage that#yo-kai watch baffles me so fucking much sometimes what the fuck man#gera gera po is still the best anime opening by the way. it deserved to last for longer
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An acquaintance I haven't seen or talked to in years randomly called me out of the blue earlier. We were on the phone for two and a half hours and I just... ??????
#I honestly thought he had forgotten about me so i'm still kinda baffled that he wanted to talk to me again#it was nice to catch up don't get me wrong#I'm just confused
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i'm gonna hang out w the person i went on the bar collage date w next week so that's something
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The fact that for whatever reason BoJack Horseman is a generally polpular show with fandom culture, but not in terms of actually "being in love with BoJack as a character" despite the fact that the majority of characters that are loved and fandom culture tend to be problematic "unlovable characters" is part of the reason why I've only loved him more and even more deeply over the years
#bojack#it's honestly still bewildering to me to this day that BoJack didn't have more of a x reader neurodivergent fandom#He's incredibly endearing and lovable and there's plenty of far worse characters in fandom culture that are plenty adored#still baffles me to this day that I'm one of the only people that actually ever genuinely significantly loved him in terms of internet#consumer culture.....#there's a couple of popular small drabbles on here but nothing compared to what is usually existing with the main character of a fairly#successful TV show#oh wel#I got my world's best fantasy novel out of it
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#Honestly don't get people who follow me here and even less so that interact semi steadily with my posts#I literally don't follow myself on this sideblog lol#Thanks though. It feels a bit validating haha#I feel my overall opinions are so unpopular in the general fandom that I never end up writing them down for safekeeping#because I would want to find them in my own blog but with tumblr's tagging system that would mean them potentially reaching other people#and thus potentially getting blocked by blogs‚ and as a consequence not getting to see many posts I would love#So yeah it feels like a cordial *pat pat* at times#I am never really insecure at all about my reading capabilities because that's my whole thing but it does feel lonely somewhat#and makes one wonder about some things like whether something is escaping me or if really that's the state of things out there#And lonely even in the mere appreciation of dynamics‚concepts‚ characters‚ motifs‚...that are often dismissed almost entirely by the fandom#This post and this rambling has no telos really#Just how baffling I find to have people follow this blog and even like my posts#And how baffling too the realisation that it can be kind of sweet#Like that line of Benedick '(...) is not that strange?' and Beatrice's reply 'As strange as'#I reread that play yesterday night and truly that line is amazing. One of the love confessions of all time. I love their dynamic#And still is the active/passive roles linked to gender‚ bastardy and the assertion of one's existence and life#in the characters of Hero and don John which always obsess me the most about it#Ahfksjkd but I'm rambling again. If anywhere at all I should write those thoughts on my main blog. Definitely not here#I talk too much#As usual#I should probably delete this later#How do I always end up rambling and about things barely or straight up absolutely unrelated to the initial topic? Ugh#I can't even begin to tell how annoying I am in my first language
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Thinking about that boy I knew from university who started flirting with me at some point. He kept telling me my hair looked great. (I had rather shortish hair at that point, about chin-lenght.)
After a few weeks he asked me out and I declined. It wasn't that awkward and we stayed casual friends (he was part of my friend group as well). But some time later he started to tell me that I should let my hair grow because it would look better.
I honestly can't remember my reaction (I don't think it was very quick-witted). But every once in a while I think of him and honestly don't know whether I want to laugh or shout because The Audacity.
I cut my hair even shorter two weeks ago and ever since then I notice men who really aren't entitled to any opinion (like my boss or a friend's father) comment on my hair style in "neutral" ways like "Oh, your hair is short" or "it certainly looks practical" or "now that's a change" and it just baffles me because ... its ... MY????? hair. And it isn't that much of a change, it was rather short before (and it's not that short now!). I'm just a person who fills in Excel sheets for you or goes for a walk with your daughter, why do you think you need to "politely" express your discontent with my looks??
#it's just hair for god's sake#and my hair style could still be considered traditionally 'female' it's not like I decided to shave my head or anything#(maybe I should do that)#(but my ears are cold as it is XD)#I'm honestly baffled about some men in my life having opinions TM#why??#maybe I should start wearing ties or something just to piss them off#funnily/sadly it's a similar thing with my brother#he wants to get his ears pierced but my father is losing his mind over it#and my brother is an adult#maybe I've been on tumblr for too long so I forgot that average people in the German countryside are biased about everything#sigh sigh sigh#chin-lenght doesn't look like it is an english word#it probably isn't#feminism#gender expectations
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