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wait not only is it state songs birthday today it's 25 years! That's a big one!!!!!
#i'm spinning it as we speak#also in the spirit of using my blog as a diary and just rambling i think my top 5 state songs are in order idaho west virginia arkansas#maine and iowa#NO HATE to south carolina or montana i like them theyd probably be the next two on the list but idk id have to do a full ranking#i love louisiana SO MUCH but its not on the album Technically sigh#the fact that hes written songs for the rest of the states Confirmed but probably wont ever put any of them out is so. i get it but#i want to hear minnesota!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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my computer is busted again, so i guess i'll be posting traditional art now and then until it gets fixed. oh wells!
#just me hi#coming to you from mobile !#'how's it broken' complicated but also might have been my fault lol So#also lost all my art files . hm#am i devastated? nah ! is this Super inconvenient? Yes hfsvajd#aaaauuuhhfhfhhfhffghvhghhhhhhhh#whatever. the world is spinning As. we. speak.#//okey now i'm off ! toodles n poodles :3
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i think the formation of myself (and my subsystem) is in some way a manifestation of the fact that we may have snapped under the pressure of the stress we've been under for more than a year now (+ persistent exposure to the same triggering experiences and subjects over and over ever since a certain event?)
which probably isn't a good sign but hey. i'm having a good time. and i'm going to make things better
- valtteri
#parable speaks#valtteri speaks#i know typically we wouldn't post things like this#but i need to spin my wheels a little bit. get it. because i'm a f.ormula 1 factive
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I need to play soul void again
#I'm so so normal about soul void i promise#need to get to the secret location so i can update the tvtropes page#and also I need to refresh my memory for fanfic reasons#and also to enjoy the absolute blorboness of The Seeker#he's my special little guy yknow#oooooo maybe I should make a custom doll of him that would be sick#spinning that in my brain now#I'm not maintagging this bc i don't want the creator to see my crazy lmao#idea speaks#idea original post#look i don't really do attraction but the seeker is soooooooo. yeah <3#love him love him love him#can we kiss if he doesn't have a mouth#okay I'm going to censor myself now before I get worse lmao
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oh no
#in protest of this i'll only speak english today#no portuguese no italian#seriously the concept of this day is just stupid#you can speak your language EVERYDAY#why do you feel like you need to speak english all the time? Fuck if your followers won't get you#google translator exists for a reason#if they want to understand they can go there for free#no but i simply hate how americanized this website and the whole world is#everything spins around americans i'm tired#americans and english speakers in general the world does not spin around you#and i hate how everyone just agrees with this as if you needed “permission” to be yourself one day per year#sorry but by not speaking your language whenever you want to is literally denying a part of yourself#that's a part of you#denying it just to follow the protocol of only being able to do it once per year is just stupidity#why would you deny a part of your identity just to fit in? idc no one gets me i'm expressing myself in my native langs whenever i want to#well anyway today i'm only speaking my NOT native langs :D#can you tell why i used to be compared to my favorite character when i was younger? Lol#he'd do the same thing if he had a tumblr#anything that's an attack to what is important to us and our personal identity we WILL be against#well aNYWAY#uncle Bat is going nuts#yeah i translated that tag#good morning for DC all the rest can go fuck themselves#i translated that too it sounds so weird it not being portuguese#it just feels right in portuguese in english it sounds awkward#you see that's the importance of speaking you language at any day you want#you won't feel pressured to fit in and therefore ruin a joke that only is funny in a non-english lang#like i just did above#be against guys it's the best thing we can do to free ourselves from this americanization of everything#express your identity every single day of the year not only one day
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juuust realized that actually wx would probably also be a little bit jealous of walenty because as a werething she has connections to the moon
#walenty's werething situation is kind of similar to woodie's but also not really. it's not bound to anything meaning she can't turn into#werething as she pleases/using some sort of statue like woodie does#kit will turn into werething a) during the full moon (duh) b) when kits life is at risk but kit also can't be weak (hungry#i forgot you can't do commas. tired. already very wounded etc etc)#now that i think about it. in game lore-wise i made it kind of a special little birthday boy because it's kiiiind of bound to shadow magic#but also the moon and from my understanding these two forces do not get along#that also manifests in her i guess? both shadow creatures and the little guys from the lunar island will be hostile towards her#but a cool thing is that every shadow swords she holds will transform into a flaming rapier instead :] like the one i draw triumphant wal#with. if kit drops it or hands it to someone else it will turn back into a regular sword though#yayy i love walenty so so much i'm picking her up and spinning her around as we speak#listen to me talk about my characters boy
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People sure do be testing my patience today.
#I've got an ongoing power struggle happening with an outside company we work with#and we recently had a meeting (with a mediator) because another rep realized that I was being spoken to very poorly and not listened to#so they took it upon themselves to schedule basically a supervised call#and it went exactly as I expected it to#at one point I had to step away to assist a patient and when I came back#the other party didn't realize I had returned and I just listened to them basically badmouth me and call me stupid for several minutes#while they listed out everything 'I'm doing wrong'#(even though we'd already confirmed I hadn't done anything wrong)#the mediator got in touch with me today and was basically like 'I really didn't like the way she was speaking to you are you ok?'#and like 'she was just trying to railroad everything you said and I did not care for it'#so now I get to draft up some emails and cc some folks and try to explain that the exact same issues are still happening#the issues that I supposedly made up#but I'm forwarding on emails as proof that yes this is happening and no it is not my fault#and I'm already frustrated and dreading the inevitable spin that it's somehow something I'm doing wrong#meanwhile the phone will not stop ringing#and it's the same 4 people over and over again
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#tag talk#storytime sexcapades#sadness is canceled. met a really cute cool dude visiting town for work and stayed up all night talking and uhhh. other things.#I really am so ready to move. I wanna be in a college town with community music groups and a larger visible queer population ugh.#anyway. the more I experiment the more I realize I'm actually definitely trans and I would like certain bits lopped off 😕#I will literally never shut up about the connection between sex and gender. I'm sure there's some shortsightedness to it#because I'm speaking largely from my own experience with it. so obviously there's an implicit perspective bias there#but like. turns out when you're dissociated from your body it can be hard to enjoy certain body activities.#I'm mostly over showers now. it's way easier to see myself the way I want to be. still things I want fixed. but things are livable.#but yeh. sex is difficult when you're at war with your skin.#also. why do people do poppers. your head spin for a minute and you smell organic solvent for a while. my head spins all the time#like. “it's just like sniffing glue” bro why do people sniff glue I don't get that either“.#“it's like being drunk for a short time” I don't get why people do that either.#throwback to that time someone said I needed to not become an alcoholic and I just pointed to my four month old vodka bottle in the fridge.#idk. there's a use for it. alcohol is a CNS depressant and I love it for that. but only sometimes is that necessary.#anyway. I'm curious to try other substances but I fully expect to walk away going “eh. I don't get what the deal is with that”.#but we keep doing new things. for science. to learn about the world. and to become a more understanding person. understanding is everything#anyway. cool people do exist. I literally said that thing about not meeting people I like and the universe decided to be a joker about it#did I already say that we stayed up all night? sitting on the trunk of you car watching the stars on a warm desert night is a good vibe.#I like getting out of the city and finding a patch of desert to park in and just bathe in the night air. and it's better with company#the end. bye. I have an age of empires game to finish cause I paused it to go meet up with him. and now I have to finish it#ALSO. yeah I know.. vodka in the fridge. I've started putting it in the freezer just cause there's not as much room in the fridge
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I would love a source on this, so I can read it myself. Like what kind of methods were they using to convince these people? Was there a trend in who was more easily manipulated over others? What demographics were the researchers who were manipulating? What was the fake crimes they had set up? Was it multiple crime scenarios or only one? What kind of details were the participants giving? Is there a pattern to what was more likely to convince the participants that they'd done it?
#this is why our brain is our best tool and worst enemy#our brains are made to adapt quickly in stressful situations#I'm not surprised that this is the outcome#but! for a positive spin#this is why all those motivational “just think positive thoughts” DO hold credence#as patronising as it sounds#half the battle of living is convincing our brains that we aren't and shouldn't be in crisis mode#the hippo speaks
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I want to burn Rick Grimes alive
#Pretty sure that already kinda happened. But I want to make sure he dies this time#Idk I skipped s9 and 10#Watching TWD Origins made me want to go back and watch them though#So after I finish S11 I'll go back#Cause I do not have enough TWD content (that I actually want to watch) to tie me over until spring#I don't have interest in Daryl or Rick and Michonne's spin off#Or Fear the Walking Dead#I just want more Negan lol#Speaking of#TWD DELUXE EDITION 100 COMES OUT IN NOVEMBER!!!!#screaming crying throwing up#I need it. So bad#i need to inject it into my veins#6x16 7x01 7x07 and 7x08 with their corresponding comic issues (100 and 103-106) need to be injected into my veins#Dammit now I'm craving spaghetti again.#We literally had pasta last night I'm not making spaghetti for a tv show/comic book reference#ANYWAY I'm rambling lol#Point is I hate Rick but him just being gone isn't enough for me. I want him dead.#idle speaks#queenie rambles
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outside once again for designated outside time
#just me hi#the sun. ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh#it's nice rn :3👍#//thinking of writing/drawing !! ?#i am PUMPED but it's the kind where it has no rhyme or reason so i just sit here vibrating hfbhs#i have GOT to finish a thang by today or i won't have it ready for tomorrow#so i SHOULD do that..#gotta redo the sketch tho. cuz the initial idea is Way too much for the time i've got fbhs#not something i usually say but i am Always getting blindsided by the complications that come with animation lolll#i think 'oh i like drawing characters over and over again! this should be fun' but it is NOT the same#//WHERE YA THINK YA GOIN BABY HEEEYY I JUST MET YOU-#//cough anyway yea lol :3#was also thinking i was gonna come out of my pi.e brain but i really heard One good song and oh there i go again hfbvshvf :D#it's just [strangling gesture (positive)] you know ?#Oh i made a thing for that too but i'll post it in a minute lol :)#//anyway speaking of designated outside time can SOMEBODY take me to a riverfront Please#i miss skating at the riverfront hbsh#cuz it was Always empty (except for the people fishing n they never moved from the railing) and i could go So Fast#i get kinda wobbly now though i gotta work on that lol :>#+ i wanna learn how to do jumps again. those were fun :D#my brother reed could JUMP though dude#the one time we went to open street they had ramps out and he was FLYING hfbsh#/though also speaking of that i think i'm getting better at turns again :D#it's taking a minute to remember how to use my feet but i'm getting there >:3#//okey i'm gonna go spin now though :>>>#ooo toodles ooooo [ghosts away] !
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Something that pops up in my notes from time to time is folks thinking I'm being excessively kind in my criticisms of Dungeons & Dragons, and I'm going to spin this off into a separate thread to address that without putting anyone on the spot.
First, if your own critique of Dungeons & Dragons is rooted in the idea that it's the Worst Game Ever, that speaks more to the limits of your experience than it does to anything else. Dungeons & Dragons in any of its iterations is far from the worst the tabletop roleplaying hobby has to offer �� like, you have no fucking idea!
Second, I tend to be even-handed in my discussion of D&D's rules because, fundamentally, the rules are not the problem – or, at least, not the principal cause of the problem.
In many ways, the indie RPG sphere has never escaped the spectre of Ron Edwards, sternly pronouncing that the mechanical process of playing traditional RPGs causes actual, physical brain damage, and that this brain damage is responsible for the bad behaviour we often observe at the table. We don't say it that way anymore, but on some level a lot of us indie RPG designers still kind of believe it.
This is understandable. As game designers, we're naturally inclined to think of problems at the table as game design problems. When we see a problematic culture of play, our impulse is to frame it as something which emerges from the text of the game, and which can therefore be mitigated by repairing the text of the game.
Confronted with the obvious toxicity of certain facets of D&D's culture of play, we go combing through its text, looking for something – some formalism, some structure, some piece of rules technology – which we can point to and say: "this is it; this is where the brain-worms live."
The trouble is, this is not in fact where the brain-worms live. Certainly, the text of a game, particularly a very popular one, can have some influence on the game's surrounding culture of play, but that text is in turn a reflection of the culture of play in which it was written. The Player's Handbook isn't an SCP object, spewing infectious infohazards everywhere when you crack open the cover – hell, I'd go so far as to say that many of the problems of D&D's culture of play operate in spite of the game's text, not because of it!
Basically, what I'm saying is that I don't see any contradiction between being the sort of pretentious knob who writes one-page indie RPGs about gay catgirls talking about their feelings (which I am), and speaking favourably about this or that piece of rules tech from whatever flavour of Dungeons & Dragons is in favour this week (which I do), because I recognise that you can't game-design your way out of a problem you didn't game-design your way into.
The fact that one of the biggest problems facing the tabletop roleplaying hobby is something that can't be repaired by fucking around with dice-rolling procedures is a bitter pill to swallow for a lot of indie game designers, and I won't say I wasn't resistant to it myself, but it's something that's both useful and necessary to accept.
(None of this means that the text of Dungeons & Dragons in any of its incarnations is beyond criticism on other grounds, of course, and I've never been shy about highlighting those criticisms where they're warranted. The only way you're gonna arrive at the conclusion that I'm some sort of D&D apologist is if you're starting from the presumption that The Real Problem Is The Rules.)
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I MADE A WHUMP EVENT: get ready for July folks
welcome to the Whumperless Whump Event of July! for your sickfic, situational, and completely apersonal whump needs--comfort included, of course. follow @whumperless-whump-event for more information and details!
Image transcripts, tagging rules, and guidelines under the cut!
RULES
Any and all art types allowed (GIFs, drawings, music, writing, etc.)
No AI generated content allowed
OCs and Fandom works alike are welcome :)
Trigger and content tags required, even if the prompt explicitly requires the content (eg. Vomiting still needs the emetophobia tag)
NSFT and NSFW are allowed, if tagged appropriately. This blog will not reblog them, as minors do follow it. However, you're still free to write as you please :)
If enough interest is shown, I will make an Ao3 collection (edit: ao3 collection is made and can be found here)
Side note: please let me know if there's anything I can do to make this post or event more accessible. Should I put the image transcripts on the ID too? Is the formatting causing issues? What can I do?
This is not a contest, just an event. The only awards will be announcements for people who completed the whole darn thing. My entries will not receive any announcements or awards, because I'm hosting
TAGGING
Tag with, per example: #whumperless whump event day 1; #whumperless whump event; and (optional) #whumperless whump event day 1: alcohol as a sanitizer
Tag @whumperless-whump-event please! If not, I may not see it or be able to reblog it!
If desired, tag the medium you used
Trigger tag and content warn (including nsfw/nsft)
If posting early, tag with #wwe early entry. If posting late, tag with #wwe late entry. If posting just for fun, no need to tag these!
IMPORTANT:
There are NO OTHER RULES. Do one prompt! Do seven! Do 'em all! Repeat the same prompt six days in a row! Switch them around and do them all out of order! Post them eight months after the event is over! Finish the prompt list early! Write one long-ass story that deals with every prompt or do a one-sentence drabble for each one! Recommend your favorite scenes regarding the prompt! Write, draw, sing, play music, make playlists, do fic recs or show recs or episode recs or book recs, fucking crochet or something! FOLLOW THE VIBE. DO WHAT'S FUN.
Prompts (text):
Emergency First Aid: Self-done stitches / Alcohol as sanitizer / “It's just a scratch, I've had worse.”
Does your insurance cover this?: Car accident / Bystander caretaker / “Eyes open, ambulance is almost here.”
Like a record, baby: Vertigo / Struggling to stand / “Is the room spinning, or is it just me?”
It's every day bro: Chronic pain / Massage / “I'm used to it.”
Stealing my breath (give it back): Wheezing / Light-headed / “I'll count, you just breathe.”
Summer is a curse: Heat Stroke / Panting / “Why don't we… find some shade, quick?”
Accidental Cryotherapy: Falling through a frozen lake / Hypothermia / “Hey, c'mon, you gotta stay awake.”
Put your head on my shoulder: Migraine / Light & Sound Sensitivity / “I can close the curtains…”
White and red handkerchief: Coughing up blood / Can't speak / “You just can't shake that cough, can you?”
Your work is never finished: Forced to work while ill / Workplace emergency / “...sit down, I'm calling HR.”
A minor annoyance: Stuffy nose / Hate to be sick / “I'm fine, I can work.”
It's going down (I'm yelling timber): Building collapse / Trapped under rubble / “I can't move my legs.”
It's just a pebble: Avalanche / Stuck in the mountains / “Well, this wasn't how I thought the hiking trip would go.”
Lay down your sword: Fighting back a cold / Cuddling / “Just let yourself be sick so you can get better.”
I'm going down (you're yelling timber): Passing out / Exhaustion / “I've got you, let's sit down, I've got you.”
Say goodbye to filters: Half-conscious / Delirious / “You would never say that in your right mind…”
In hot water: Dangerously high fever / Cool baths / “We have to get that number down somehow.”
I don't see it: Hallucinations / Fever dreams / “It's just a nightmare. You're safe.”
The whump morning after: Tending to injuries / Domestic hurt comfort / “Let's check the bandages, okay?”
It's not fun if you're panicking: Stuck in an elevator / Claustrophobia / “Get me out.”
Where's the exit: Lost / Stuck in the wilderness / “Surely someone will notice we're gone.”
Better out than in: Nervous Stomach / Vomiting / “I got your hair, it's fine.”
Well, that doesn't taste right: Accidentally poisoned / Allergic reaction / “My tongue feels like bees, is that normal?”
Be one with the fish: Drowning / Rescue Breaths / “Why did you think that was a good idea?!”
We didn't start the fire: Severe burns / Running into flames / “I know it hurts. Breathe.”
That's no barn spider: Venomous bite / Arachnophobia / “You'll be okay, we can help.”
What's your name again?: Concussion / Temporary Amnesia / “I don't remember what happened to me.”
Nothing behind the eyes: Fully unconscious / Force feeding / “It's just me, go back to sleep.”
Wrong place, wrong time: Robbery / One of many hostages / “Stay behind me, I can take a hit.”
I don't mean to get emotional: Fear / Breaking point / “I can't stop crying, I'm sorry--”
Only way out is through: Tunnel collapse / Accidental Journey / “We can't just sit here and wait.”
ALTERNATES:
Seizure
Choking
Withdrawal
Mugged
Wild animal attack
Hangover
Strain/sprain
Broken bone
Bloody nose
Panic attack
#whump#whumpblr#whump community#whump prompt#whump event#whumperless whump event#whumperless whump#situational whump#sickfic
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Tumblr friends hiiiiiiiiiiii :3 🩷 I love you guys, anyone wanna send me any silly asks ^^ 💖
#dru speaks#it's not because i want to be cheered up or anything i just like you guys a lot :3 🩷#i'm working on homework rn but anything you send me i'll get to during a break :D 💖#i love you guyyyyyyyys ^^ 💖 hugging you#holding your hands as we spin in circles together
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just yells in unfriendly reminder if you don't like what someone wrote, don't fuckin read it
#micky speaks#and I'm not talking about bigoted content#I'm talking about fiction books that people publish that well maybe you just don't like the story#and there's nothing actually wrong with the book you just don't like it#and you decide you want to be a dick about it because it's not to your preferences#so obviously the author should suffer#how about you just Fuck Off#NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO READ BOOKS BY AUTHORS YOU DON'T LIKE#NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO LISTEN TO AUDIOBOOKS WITH NARRATORS YOU DON'T LIKE TO LISTEN TO#one of my favorite series and the spin off series that literally just started just got put on probable permanent hiatus because of this#people just fucked around and welp! this is why we can't have nice things#because the sense of entitlement in the fiction and romance reader community is at an all time high#just fuck off already
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da:o brainrot so strong lately than i've been expanding my wardens section on pinterest like my life depends on it and i still have ideas, the grip the lore of this game has on me. insane.
#ari.txt#text#i've replayed one of my couslands + my brosca and aeducan but i'm itching to replay my m!mahariel too#i'm spinning them in my head as we speak
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