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Well, that's interesting! I didn't know that.

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*flips table* [x]

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Alpha is fucking dead

She's a dead woman

She wants to go on about being an animal, I'll put her down like one.

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* deleted art by Robin Hess

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there was a test of the emergency alert system and I dead ass thought for a sec that an apocalypse was starting 😭

you know you've been watching/reading/generally consuming WAY too much TWD when your eyes skip over everything, jump to "threat to your health", and assume there's been a zombie virus outbreak

I'm a little disappointed now though

Which is honestly kinda sad bc how bad does shit have to be that a zombie apocalypse is a preferable situation to be in?

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Slowly but surely I'm getting a twd discord server put together

Sorry to like so many of my moots but it WILL be strictly 18+

y'all will be free to join when you're of age <3

you won't have to have finished the show to join though! Whether you've watched one episode, or all 11 seasons could not matter less to me. Same goes for the comics. All will be welcome. just be aware there will be spoilers.

but we specifically cater to the freaks, of course

so antis keep moving cause this is not the place for you

a proper post advertising the server will be made when the server is finished, but just know I have one in the works

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YOU CAN MANIFEST THE IMPOSSIBLE

YOU ARE THE CREATOR

EVERYTHING IS JUST A REFLECTION OF YOU

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the sheer amount of blogs who say they got into spn expecting to become destiel shippers, and then getting hella into samdean is never gonna be not funny to me

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every time I try to bury the fandom stuff on my wishlist to save myself a little embarrassment (even though it will be seen regardless) I end up burying the normal things with more fandom stuff 😭😭😭

My wishlist is actually so embarrassing guys

45% spn

45% twd

8% coloring books

2% other things entirely (mostly cosplay things)

I'm so cooked if ANY questions get asked 😭😭😭😭

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I can't tell if this is the best or worst shirt I've seen yet but I need it 😂

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I had a really random but fun dream last night

Either it followed up on a previous dream I had, or it was REALLY long. I forget which, but I'm pretty sure it's the former.

But in this one, I just casually ran into Lauren Cohan while out and about

And

Then I ran into her again

After the second time (and foemfjdidndjf she REMEMBERED me) she just decided to like... hang out with me. Cause I seemed cool or something. Idk.

And guys you should be SO proud of me, I didn't bring up Negan or even Jeff ONCE. I wanted to. Dear god I wanted to so bad. But I didn't. Hell we barely talked about The Walking Dead at all. I was being sooooo normal /gen for once

But yeah so I just kinda casually got to hang out with Lauren for a day

And at one point my brain was just like "y'all are wearing the same shirt btw"

I swear, it was in the middle of a conversation. We were just all of a sudden wearing the same shirt. And I think I've seen it before lemme see if I have a picture of the shirt

I was wrong

But I have a similar one in my Amazon wishlist. It was kinda like this but it said "Here's Negan" instead of "eeny meeny miny moe" and also the text was red and there was more blood spatter. It was actually a really cool shirt and I want it fr.

But yeah, so then we tried to get a picture together because ✨what are the odds✨ but it just wasn't working out and my mother was too busy with something else

And eventually she had to go

But like. We became friends.

The dream that this may or may not have followed up on was a similar idea (running into an actor I really like while just out and about) but it was someone from the spn cast.

Pretttty sure it was Felicia. Maybe Samantha. I know it was one of the women.

I think my brain needs to give me that chance to sit down with Jeff and just talk about all his characters that I SO desperately need.

I also think it was a waste that I didn't ask Lauren any of the questions I have written down for her. Hopefully if I get to see Jeff in another dream I can ask a few questions instead of/before it gets spicy lol

Not that I'm complaining my last dream with him had a happy ending 😏

But I have questions and I would almost rather have answers than sex

Im willing to bet it was only Lauren because she was back on Whose Line, and I watched that episode last night. Then I went and hunted down the first episode she was in.

Cause that's the only explanation I have when right before bed I was outlining 10 assorted fics, most of which were twd, but there were some spn ones, all involved either John or Negan

I guess some of said fics were Neggie. So I was thinking abt Lauren as well

But my main focus like 90% of yesterday was Jeff. So why not himmm

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7 floors in 34 days

The cells are done, minus beds, and the factory floor is almost finished, I just need to put in the work stations

Then I'll do the library, classroom, meeting room, and infirmary on the second floor

The third floor is all apartments, rooms for more privileged soldiers and the outpost heads

Fourth floor is all apartments for the lieutenants

Fifth floor is extra storage and the lieutenants' rec room

Sixth and seventh floors, again, are extra storage, but the seventh floor is also where Negan and his wives' rooms are.

Both the indoor staircase and the fire escape all have iron doors for security reasons, but all of the other rooms just have birch doors.

Lights are scarce, as the generators' power needs to be conserved. Most areas are lit with candles or lanterns instead of the building's "florescent lights" (sea lanterns lol)

Once I finish up in here I'll get fences up around the perimeter, put some planters out in the yard, convert the factory's old docking area into a parking lot

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In just 21 (in game) days

I have completed the first three floors* of my Sanctuary-inspired build, and have the remaining floors outlined

The progress from day 100 (this is a world I've had for a while, that I just fill with random builds) to day 121 has been crazy.

when it's done I'll 100% be recording a tour for my YouTube channel

The build is not canon compliant like... at all

But but it's my own little spin on the sanctuary. I was never trying to build a canon compliant version so y'all can't complain

*They are completed as in all the rooms have been built, but I haven't done any sort of decoration/put anything inside the rooms, including doors lol. Structurally speaking the first three floors are all there. But it's all just empty.

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im using ai the way god intended

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i’m not an “apologist” he did nothing wrong ever. free him.

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My body wants sleep

I was to stay up and try to sketch the twd oc that I kin, and/or start brainstorming for my NeganxReader Christmas oneshot that I guess I'm doing

But I also kinda want to sleep because I've been super shifty all evening and I just have this feeling that I'm going to shift in my dream tonight. The longer we have at home the better

but the on thing I can agree with my body on is that I'm hungry so we go get snack and then probably sleep

if we do shift I'll make a post rambling about anything I rememeber/find out

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it took a little editing to get this but....

There wasn't really a beard option that worked, so I made my own

And I added the grey to his hair

Filled in his eyebrows

Altered the shirt he was wearing to make it the jacket and scarf

And btw. Editing this picrew sucks bc it's textured

Screen, overlay, and low opacity layers do get the job done well enough though

Original is here under the cut

the difference is craaaaazyyyyyy