#i'm sorry for all the pain
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On a very stupid note, can you imagine how embarrassing it is for Bruce Wayne, the most paranoid and secretive man on earth, that whenever there's drama in his family it inevitably reaches a significant portion of the superhero community?
And he can't even go after any one person, because Alfred would tell Dick (who tells Wally and Donna, especially if it was really stupid), Steph would tell Kara (who would tell Clark, who would tell Diana, who already knew via Donna), and Tim would tell Kon, Damian would tell Jon and Connor, Duke tells Jason about it, and because Wally told Barry Hal now knows (and other Lanterns), J'onn knew because Bruce was fuming and Clark was trying to figure out how to bring it up, Cass told Dinah and Barbara so now the entirety of the Arrowfam and Birds of Prey know too and so on.
#I just think that superheroes all know the unique pain of being in a team/family/partnership and are notorious gossips about their issues#So like everyone's gossip circulates but it's funniest when it happens to Bruce because he hates it and people find it funny to dissect the#blackbox that is his family#sorry this got away from me#i'm incapable of even figuring out how this roll call should happen#batfam#jla#batman#dc comics#bruce wayne#batfamily#dick grayson#jason todd#duke thomas#cassandra cain#barbara gordon#tim drake#damian wayne
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what do you mean youre technically a detransitioner cause of terf bullshit?
it's a v long story but i detransitioned for a couple of years when i was 16/17, for multiple reasons but mostly because i fell into the blaire white/kalvin garrah chamber of "you have to be This way to be trans otherwise you're not real".
i was already Deeply insecure about myself and my 'passing' and i was led to believe that i couldn't want to wear makeup or skirts, and i couldn't choose not to have bottom surgery, and i couldn't do anything but bind for 12+ hours a day to the point that my ribcage is still misshapen. basically i thought that if i wasn't suffering enough doing 'feminine' things, i couldn't really be trans, so i should just go back to being a girl and suck it up.
the terf bullshit is because i'd seen a lot of terfs/detransitioners talking about the 'dangers' of testosterone and how it would turn me into a horrible ugly evil monster and how there was nothing worse than wanting to be a man. which combined with 'you need to fully medically transition to be valid at all' creates some very dangerous and upsetting feelings to cope with.
it also came from trying really hard to put myself in a little box before i realised that my sexuality/gender are very fluid and it's FINE for me not to have a label and just do whatever i want. when i was 19 or so i went back to using they/them (and eventually he/him) and changed my name again because even though i like doing 'feminine' things, i don't want to be seen as a woman.
tldr: i was conditioned by transphobic/terf rhetorics to think that i was being trans the 'wrong' way so i couldn't be trans at all, so i believed i must actually be a girl if i still wanted to do 'feminine' things. nowadays i am a transmasc who does feminine things because i don't give two shits about what any transmed prick thinks of me anymore.
#ramble#ok to reblog btw i'm fine with this being shared#this was meant to be a short version but this is just the whole story whoops#sorry i realised the way i phrased it sounded like i'm the detrans you see in the news#i'm Technically a detransitioner because a lot of detrans stats are people who go on to RETRANSITION#because detransition is often because of social stigma and not because you realised you weren't trans#so anyway. terfs are cancer and if you don't think their bs is harming children you're wrong#i know it's easy to say 'you should've used your brain and realised those people were wrong'#but like. when you're 16 you're SO impressionable. even if you think you aren't#especially when you're watching people who have been transitioning longer than you and you assume they know everything#i was in my mid-late teens when 'transtrender' videos were MASSIVE and i believed it!!! and i was Not nice about those people#all they made me believe was that being trans couldn't be colourful and comfy and fun. it just had to be Pain#i hope everyone who contributed to the 'you need to be this way to be trans' mindset knows how much hurt they've caused#nowadays i don't care. go and be stargender. we have actual problems to deal with not debates about neopronouns#anyway this was long. that's the story
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So i remember an ask mentioning your mortal enemy, Felis Atra and their cats, and i thought it'd be fun to draw what Felis Atra's version of your italian dogs would be.
I think they would be called Butter Knife and Flamengo! Butter Knife is not his real name, it's an nickname given by his peers because of how harmless he is. I choose Flamengo because that's the name of Vasco's rival football team here in Brazil, so i thought that was the perfect name :)
Cat Machete was slightly inspired by the Oriental Shorthair cat because of their long noses and thin head shape.
Cat Vasco was inspired by the Scottish Fold cat, because FLOPPY EARS. I gave Flamengo longer ears and orange fur to make him more like his look-alike.
The last doodle is a reference to this ask (https://canisalbus.tumblr.com/post/728923918314946560/me-i-am-machete-ear-fan-number-1-those-ears) and contains the tumblr ask stand-in dog, whose cat version was inspired by the American Curl cat! They have round ears that are slightly floppy outwards.
Final notes: I know cardinal clothes don't come in vibrant blue, but i was ADAMANT on switching Machete's and Vasco's clothing color patterns. I would draw the rest of Butter Knife's and Flamengo's clothes, but i suck at designing cool outfits.
Speaking of outfits, for Machete's iconic void outfit, i figured it would be fun to make it more baggy for Butter Knife, in contrast to Machete's, that looks very tight-fitted. I think it's cute, it kinda looks like a sweater. Also i can't imagine a Machete doppelganger without high heels boots, so those HAD to stay.
Oh, and just to be clear, i'm not like, claiming ownership of these guys or anything. I just thought it would be a fun exercise. Hope you like them!! I love your art and your characters.
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#imagine if Vaschete but CATS and REVERSED -> Butter knife ;_; and Flamengo <3#this ask is from last year and I'm sorry I've allowed it sit in my inbox for so long ´m`#but I've been thinking about it intermittedly#the context was that someone said that somewhere out there existed my mortal enemy (felis atra = black/dark cat)#and they had frenzied cat ocs instead of melancholic dogs#first of all they both look so darling I'm getting radiation poisoning just from looking at them aaaaaa#and the fact you put so much thought and effort into this concept is making me go absolutely rabid#extremely strange seeing Machete with big pupils and Vasco with tiny pinpoints#Butter knife purring like a fluffy jackhammer is instant serotonin I love him#and yes if you turned Machete to a cat he'd probably be something resembling an oriental shorthair#especially one of those really exaggerated ones with giant bat ears and roman nose#and I keep visualizing Vasco as a scottish fold as well but it's kind of giving me sad bad feels personally#I can't look past their painful and debilitating health issues#the same mutation that causes the floppy ears also destroys the cartilage in their joints#it's such a shame because they're a terribly cute and charming breed#and in this case they really do have those similar rounded friendly shapes that Vasco does#if I ever draw them as cats myself I'll probably have to think of some other breed for him even though it would be such a perfect fit#also I think it's funny how you can swap everything else but Machete's heels have to stay :'> don't separate the crinkle and his boots#thank you so much! this was such a cool ask to receive I love how you designed their cat forms#gift art#dingergum#Machete#Vasco#own characters#Vaschete scenarios
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Edwin rarely initiates touch. He touches people when that are in danger or in response to the other person touching him first, but barely never does he initiate touch out of care for someone. That's what makes this scenes so important to me:
(First and only time he is touching them)
And then there's Charles, who always initiates that constant casual and cozy contact they have. So the few times Edwin is the one starting it seem so much more powerful to me now...
And for those of you wondering about Crystal, he does touch her a few times (he touches her the most out of the others, apart from Charles), but just mainly because they are on a case and she has a life to lose or she is the one touching him, so... I didn't add her... I'm sorry Crystal, Edwin just needs a bit more time to show he cares about you in that way.
#i'm sorry crystal#i love you#yes. i did rewatch all dbda just for this post#yes. it was only an excuse.#touch#edwin paine#edwin payne#tck#the cat king#niko sasaki#simon dbda#crystal palace#charles rowland#dead boy detectives#dbda#save dead boy detectives#dbda meta#dbda analysis
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Bradley "Boyfriend" Bradshaw
Messy hair, hickies and soft clothes <3
#sam draws#fanart#digital art#art#top gun#top gun maverick#rooster#bradley rooster bradshaw#bradley bradshaw#top gun art#top gun fanart#tgm#miles teller#I'm kind of in the middle of a whole medical issue so art might be a lil slow#sorry about that everyone#i had to go to the ER and everything lmao#im okay for the most part but its a thing thats been going on all year and im#1. really fucking tired of this and being in pain#and 2. really want to know what the fuck is going on with me that this keeps happening#hopefully ill get referred to a specialist now that its happened again#since that was kind of our plan#but we'll see!#but yes#between me being in pain and trying to work enough hours to keep my apartment art may be touch and go#i just wanna sleep all the time it really sucks
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it really feels like there's this culture right now on Tumblr like
"be okay with friends and loved ones not talking to you! be okay with friends and loved ones leaving you for months on end! don't ever expect anyone to text you back! omg you want friends to actually CONTACT you? you feel hurt when you're always the one reaching out? wow just say you hate mentally ill people and go!"
I've seen a lot of folks saying that it's your responsibility to work on abandonment issues if you have them, and that's true. but nobody ever says "maybe work on not abandoning people, too"
#interpersonal relationships#everything has to be casual and you have to be fine with people leaving you and never feel any sort of pain or frustration with that#or you're a Bad Person#is the vibe#you don't have to give your all to stay in my life but you have to give SOMETHING#in terms of showing you even want me around#I'm sorry you had a depressive episode and that's why you stopped talking to me. we can discuss this and maybe work it out#but it can't be all me giving and all you taking in terms of effort to get back into the swing of things
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Evgeni Malkin scores in the Russia vs. Kazakhstan game at the 2006 IIHF World Championship
+Bonus
#nhledit#hockeyedit#sportsedit#penguins.gif#evgeni malkin#*all#*gif#*geno#i remember watching you play in latvia thinking how lucky i was that i was going to be your teammate#anyway...got a couple teeth pulled and i'm bleeding and in pain but i found this vid on youtube and i haaaad to gif it#said video is...a decade old so excuse the gif quality LMAO#also shit caption. sorry idk what else to put there!
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I’m sorry 🥺
#oscar isaac#moon knight#marc spector#steven grant#moonknightedit#may calamawy#layla el faouly#chrissie gifs#The way he just wants to protect them both .🥺#The way he gets shoved and slapped across the face and he doesn't even flinch 🥺#The way he tries so hard to keep all those emotions down but they just are just too powerful 🥺#The way he is in so much pain 🥺#And his soft little I'm sorry 🥺
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i do believe that the queer community overlooks the incredible pain/hurt that comes with being aromantic
#i see so many things about how awful and painful it is to be lesbian or smth like that#and no doubt i believe you and i'm so sorry to all the queers out there who had to hide who they love or are attracted to#i sympathise with you i promise#but i really don't think people understand how hurtful being aromantic or asexual is#we dont really talk about it#but it is. so. painful.#and i want other queer people to know and understand this#aromatic#asexual#lgbt#aroace#aromantic asexual#asexuality#aspec
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why do blorbos always look so good when they're beaten up. whump whump.
chris evans in captain america: civil war (2016)
#i could make a very long compilation of scenes showing a bloody steve looking all—in my opinion—debauched#it's all the sub!steve with a pain kink fics i've been reading i'm sorry#clock the choking 🤭#steve rogers#steve rogers gif#chris evans#captain america#captain america gif#cacw#mcu gif#steve my darling#gifs by soliloquent#mcu
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midori with period cramps
#ensemble stars#enstars#enstars fanart#takamine midori#someone please take all of my pain and give it to takamine midori#I'm sorry midori
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I REALLY LOVE YOUR AU!!! THANK YOU! Anyway, I wanted to ask about Researcher!Sif
Do they use a flashlight as a weapon? For example, to blind an enemy
Maybe this would force the enemy to miss their turn or increase the chance of missing I'm just wondering what it would look like!!!
TA MATE I'M SO GLAD YOUR LIKING THE SHOW SO FAR!! :D PFFT ngl I've only thought of domestic shenanigans with the fake eye, but the idea of Researcher!Sif using their flashlight eye as a weapon is hilarious. You could make a fun joke out of Siffrin either flashing the enemies like a camera to lower their defenses or speed, but increasing the chances for the enemy to miss a turn would be SUPER fun and I love that idea an unreasonable amount!
#“BLIND IT ALL!!!” would have a whole new meaning in this AU#maybe it'd be a double-edge sword and there's a higher chance for your teammates to miss their attacks too?#I'm so sorry gang- your pain would be hilarious and Bonnie would feel better about not being the only one who misses sometimes#ISAT Role!Swap AU
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a little AM Sand/PM Sand compliation
#only friends the series#ofts#oftsedit#asianlgbtqdramas#userjamiec#tuserrowan#tusersilence#tuserhidden#useralias#userdorksinlove#mushiemaradame#tostrangers#esmetracks#ofs sand#my gifs#my edits#mine: only friends#mine: sand#mine: first kanaphan#to apologise for all of the pain i've apparently caused lmaaaaaaaao#(<3 <3 <3)#i'm sorry i know we have a mostly naked first here but#it's the tie dye shirt shot that gets me#stupid tiny waist what the fuck
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ava & beatrice | hands
#warriornunedit#warrior nun#ava x beatrice#avatrice#*#OKAY i saw all your tags#have these in gifs#you're welcome#/i'm sorry#bc this is painful af#katbarrell#korralone#simplykorra#I'm fucking mesmerized by the 3rd gif
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Of course Ezio is going to have wrist and hand and arm pains. He wasn't trained in the art of the assassins -- he isn't used to their weapons. He's brawled with his fists and wielded a rapier (as was common for nobles at the time) but the robes are heavy on shoulders used to thin cottons and the bracers awkward and clumsy on his wrists. The flick of the hidden blade is foreign, and he has no-one to teach him the proper use until he is taken in by Mario. The heavy swords and maces and spears require so much force, and Ezio has always been a quick, lithe sort of fighter, filled with trickery and mischief instead of bludgeoning trauma
He does not know the right exercises to soothe strained muscles. Does not know what cramping to expect, and he is not used to running and leaping and diving in cumbersome robes and a hood that obscures his vision
Of course he is in pain. Of course he aches and cramps and curls up in a ball where nobody can see him as he tries to will away the persistent hurt. His body wasn't trained for this. Wasn't made for this. But he is forced to adapt anyway, and change everything about himself from the inside out. Would you not suffer from that too
#assassins creed#ezio auditore#my creed posts are just all angst tonight sorry I'm simply getting them off my chest#chronic pain ezio real bc my own Everything has been ~ acting up ~ in our cold weather lately
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Sometimes, I forget that there are people who find protagonists like Izuku, Tanjiro and Yuji "boring" because "they exhibit typical shonen protagonist traits" and one of them woukd be "They're nice, they're kind, they're all sunshine".
Which, okay, have your tastes, that's fine.
But when it comes to characters who are kind and/or nice, there's layers to them.
Just because a character is nice, doesn't mean they're kind and vice versa.
A character can be the most evil one in that story and still show kindness to some people somehow. A nice character may be the one to do immoral things, Yuji being an example.
The reasons for why a character is nice and/or kind varies, too.
Some are just genuinely born that one. Some may be selective as to who they show those sides, too, because of their own morality. Maybe, a character is being kind or nice to also manipulate others. Some characters may choose to be kind because who will, despite the cruelty of the world?
Also, I feel like, even with people outside of a fandom, they hear or seen a character being nice and kind, they just stop at that and don't think they're capable of being ruthless.
Like, Tanjiro canonically has a pure soul, but multiple times he has shown he is not only a menace in a fight, but he has shown to be one in casual situations. Sometimes, he's not even aware he is because he is so nice.
Izuku, he's a sweetheart, too. But even he will just shut off that "sunshine" to literally tear into you. He has been told in canon to hold back his emotions, the most prominent one being his anger. When he's angry, go apologize!
Yuji, look, let's be real... he is sunshine and rainbows, but that boy is probably the least sweetest one out of these three examples. Hold back? Yuji don't know what that is. No, no, he really don't. I kid you not, this kid doesn't. You can't even use the fight against Junpei as one because he punched Junpei UP into a window. Had Junpei not have that shikigami, he would have gotten major injuries.
My point is!
Just because a character is kind or nice or both, it doesn't mean...
A) it's the only trait they have.
B) they're not capable of not being kind or nice.
I think some see nice and kind and associate it with being "soft" in a derogatory manner.
Which, first off, there's nothing wrong with being soft.
I'll be honest, it will sound silly (go ahead and laugh actually, I encourage it), but if you asked put a character like one of the mentioned protagonists in front of me along with their villain and asked me "who I'm more scared of" I'm pointing at the protagonist.
Listen to me. Don't let that cuteness fool you.
With a villain, I am well aware of that villain being evil and will hurt me no matter what I do.
With someone like Yuji or Tanjiro or Izuku, they look nice, they look kind but it's like you have to be careful to not to trigger them in a way to set them off. You're caught off guard but those sweet faces and then next thing you know, BOOM! You got knocked out.
If anything, as much as people like to clown on these characters, they're only just following the footsteps of the ones before them.
Just like those legends, they started from the bottom and grew stronger over time and even with being a chill person or don't want to do evil, that doesn't exempt them from being not "a sweetheart".
I said it before, but a sunshine character to me is a character who is warm but lethal, like sunlight.
#shoot if anything i say some of these protags are a little crazier than the last ones...#like I'm sorry but they do things that I'm like 'OKAY WHAT THE FUCK?'#tanjiro out here headbutting the shit of people and taking sickles through.#THAT WAS PAINFUL TO LOOK AT#izuku could have killed katsuki in that first fight or just injured him badly#his fights... he knows to hold back because of his body AND honestly because of others#like when you think about izuku did have the capability to off someone#murder just don't be on his mind#yuji... listen he can throw cars and will do it enough said#he knocked out bullies like they were curses at like 13-14 years old and looked at the last guy with a glare so chilling...#it's like watching season 0 yugi all over#cute but then boom oh i could gravely injure you ha ha#just kiya's thoughts#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#demon slayer#midoriya izuku#izuku midoriya#deku#itadori yuji#yuji itadori#tanjiro kamado#kamado tanjiro
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