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literally wtf am i doing
#i'm sooooo tired and unable to sleep#and its so bad here why are me and my cousins in charge of my grandparents health wtf#txt#and my meds are all fucked up#and i need to get another job but also i need to be more present with my grandparents#because my grandma wont ask for help she'll just keep doing everything herself and she literally doesnt have the strength#and their kids are all over the country and most of them fucking crazy#but at least we did a shotski of pinot noir for my grandma's 80th woo! when the fuck did shotskis become a family tradition#actually i know when it was my uncles funeral#at least my primary vice is a cigarette every week or so#might kill me eventually but at least it doesnt make me a nightmare to be around
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I am sooooo busy at work
And so run down
I got sick and spent the weekend sleeping and unable to focus on anything
I am so tired
I hope I didn't miss anything important here
Cause I'm too tired to go through my dash
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Doki Doki Relxation Club!
Summary:
In the stressful year of 2013—and in your years of being a late adult overworking themselves to the bone on a boring job at the local donut shop, you find yourself wishing you had some form of relief from all of this. But when your childhood friend Jaune ends up sort of making you join a group dedicated to getting away from all of that—you meet four beautiful women in the process. Jaune, your goofy and mischievous childhood friend! Carmen, the mysterious but arrogant elite! Patty, the sarcastic but calm mortician! And Lila, the head brains of the operation. Will this group truly be your escape?
PROLOGUE: A Boring Day Like Any Other.
TWS: DEPRESSION (IMPLIED)
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"Heyyyyy, hottie!"
A high-pitched, but soft voice teasingly called out to me from the view of the vehicles window. The voice itself caused my face to flush up with a slight warmth, and let a long sigh escape my mouth. I slightly adjusted the long strap of the bag that was thrown over my shoulders, my legs marching along the grey sheet of sidewalk beneath my feet.
In the warm air, I felt beads of sweat clinging to my skin. I made my way swiftly around the dark vehicle that still rumbled on the road, and once I heard the door let out a click, I slowly pulled the latch open. The door swung open, and with a grunt, I forced myself onto the large passengers seat.
In return, a round, dumb-looking face met mine.
"What's the hurry for?"
"..mmmh.. nothing. What's you calling me a hottie for?"
"Heh—'cuz you are one. Duh. I'm just calling it how I see it." The darkish blonde-haired woman from beside me grinned as if it were obvious, her eyes slightly wrinkling as she did so.
"Mh."
I simply rolled my eyes at her, looking down at my lap. The goofy but short looking woman from beside me was Jaune—my good friend since we were both kids back in the old days. She had always been pretty goofy and cheerful ever since I met her, even if we barely got to see eachother due to me attending a different school and all, and having to get a degree for college, and.. well.. adult stuff.
Then, something came, and—well, all I can really say is we're able to talk a little more now. Apparently she had a kid of her own named Ross right now, who I very rarely saw, but.. who was a good kid in general. He was very soft spoken and quiet.
Slipping the strap of the bag off of my slender shoulder, I let my sweaty face stare out at the narrow road ahead of us—barely lit up by the sunlight from behind.
I still felt Jaune's gaze on me though, and as my tired gaze shifted in her direction, I mumbled softly.
"..what?"
"Nothing. You just look like you've seen better days. You sure you're holding up with that new job just fine?"
"..yeah. Ye—Yeah. Yeah. I'm sure." I stammered, wiping a palm over my face. Still, my lips curled up weakly. "..thanks, though. For worrying about me, I mean."
In the corner of my eye, I saw her slightly hesitate, and then smile as she glanced away. "Oh, don't worry. It's fine. Let's just get you to your work, okay?"
"..heh. Yeah. Sure." I grunted. "Okay."
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..on the usual drive to my work, it was oddly quiet except for the faint ambience of the car clicking, and the oddly intense sound of the radio Jaune had set on. Most likely to make the atmosphere feel a little less tense.
I let my eyes drift outside, catching glimpses of friends hanging out with one another, little children playing, and.. couples.
The longer I stared out—I found myself unable to think. At least until I heard Jaunes soft, but high pitched voice speak from beside me.
"Sooooo—did you look at any of those little group things I sent you?"
"Group things?"
I blinked. And then realized. "..oh. Uh.. yeah. Kinda. I couldn't really decide on which one though and just ended up sorta laying there for a long time. I ended up falling asleep at three in the morning before I could think about it anymore.."
"Three? Geez, I didn't say to lose your sleep over it. You really gotta stop staying up so late, you know."
"..I know." I sighed. "It's just hard."
There was an odd silence shared between us then. Sitting in the car. I saw her swallow in the corner of my eye, and then look in my direction with a tilt of her head.
"Hey.. I know things have been hard, but.. it's okay! Things are just kinda slow sometimes. I'm sure you'll find something that'll work out."
"..you think so?"
"Yeah—just find yourself something to enjoy! It's better to find something you like doing than always being miserable just because of your job."
"..mmh."
"..hey." Her voice softened, "Don't be stubborn with me, okay? I only want the best for you. It doesn't have to be a group or anything, but I want you to find some way to escape from everything that's been.. going on with you lately. Or at least try. Can you do that?"
I thought for a moment.
"I'll.."
...
And then I just nodded, sighing as I let my gaze meet my lap.
"I'll try."
I wasn't looking at her, but I could tell she was smiling.
"..there we go. See? It'll take some time, but you've got this! Just keep pushing, alright?"
"..sure. Whatever you say."
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The usual hour of Go-Nuts passed by like the same repetitive record it always was. Boring, plain white walls with pastel pink coatings—and bright displays of crisp donuts at the counter which I stood behind. The only other employees her beside myself were about two. After all, it.. was a very under staffed place due to how little customers it usually had.
Faint, sweet scents from the donuts hung in the air, and the apron I wore around myself made me begin to feel as if I were practically drenched with sweat despite me not even moving around that much. I adjusted my legs as I leaned against the counter, groaning.
It was night by now.. and even though normally I was what the average person would consider a night owl, still, I felt this.. numbing tiredness.
And the more I stood, letting my gaze meet the counter—the more Jaunes words came back to me.
She wanted to me to check out groups around town. Or just to do activities in general. I.. didn't want to dissapoint her, but there really wasn't anything around here that caught my interest. Barely anything seemed to catch my interest lately.
...
I really wasn't that good of a friend, was I? Not even being able to do something so basic for my own friend.
..I sighed again.
The sound of a voice though quickly cut me off.
"..uh.. heyyyyyyy—how you doin'?"
The stretched out, feminine tone made me look up—and in the center of the door that was now held open was none other than—
"..oh. Jaune."
I shook my head, adjusting myself and standing straight up. "Sorry, my dear. I didn't see you."
"It's okay! I space out all the time."
"...yeah. That you do."
"..."
"..so.. uh.. did you need something?"
"Actually—there was this.. one thing." Huffed Jaune. "My sons out with his friends for tonight, so.. I.. thought maybe you could come check it out!"
"..okay. What is it?"
"Uh—you know that one group I keep telling you about? Where you can go to relax and drink if you want."
"Oh. Yeah. You've.. told me about that a lot. Are—"
I paused. "Are you saying you want me to go check it out?"
"Yeah! After your work anyway. Just to see if you might like it there or anything."
"..I see."
"..what is it?"
I blinked, letting my gaze trail down to my palms. "I dunno. I just—the idea of joining something like that seems kind of draining."
"It's a group where you can relax, though.."
"..yeah, I know. Just.. the thought of doing anything is.. draining."
I let my hand slowly slip to the top if my head, and I tugged at my hair. "I don't.. know if I can do it."
"..."
I felt a gentle touch against my head, and I looked up—no—felt my face being tilted up as Jaunes hand had slipped onto my cheek.
"..look, I know it's been hard for you." She gently spoke, "But.. you really do need to go start doing stuff more. If you don't, you won't really find a way to get rid of.. any of what you're feeling. Believe me. I know that. I won't make you if you really don't want to, but living like this isn't healthy. You've gotta at least have a hobby or something you're into or.. something that makes you happy."
"..."
"..I'll help you with how you feel in an way I can, but it's not gonna go away on its own if you keep living like this and do nothing about it."
"So.." She sighed, "...do you know if you want to come check it out?"
"..."
I let my mind linger over it for a final time. The bags under my eyes felt a bit heavier now, and I frowned slightly deeper. A slight bit of irritation crept into my mind.
I didn't want to do anything. I really didn't want to. It all felt so draining and.. pointless.
But she was right. I couldn't ignore that.
I gently sighed.
"..y'know what.. maybe I will."
"..really?"
"Yeah. When.. when you put it like that, I guess you're sort of—right in a way. Maybe. I don't want you to feel like I'm a bum or something."
"Heh—hey, you're not anything like that, okay? You're just going through a lot. That's all." She softly smiled.
"..I'm really proud of you."
At those words, something threatened to tremble out of my eyes, and I looked away.
Flatly, but with a smile—I said in return: "..thanks, Jaune."
"..how about I drive you down to where the group is after your work?"
"..alright. I—suppose I don't mind that. Don't feel like you have to do all this just because of how things are right now, okay?"
"That's not how I feel. I just wanna help you out. That's all."
She smiled again, finally releasing her hand. "I'll see you in a bit."
..softly, I mumbled. "..yeah. See you."
#spooky month#ddlc#ddlc x spooky month#spooky month x ddlc#doki doki relaxation club#jaune spooky month#ross spooky month
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Thank you for letting me be your favorite person and send this request in that you're gonna love writing for me with your amazing wonderful talent 🙄🙄😘😘
Sooooo...
Stray Kids reaction to spending time with their s/o after a concert ??
i repeat, do not let it get into your head 🙄
but anyways, let's see how it goes.
Stray Kids reaction to spending time with their s/o after a concert
ʙᴀɴɢ ᴄʜᴀɴ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
Okay so this man would be so happy to see you backstage, his expression would change immediately; a big grin and open arms that won't take long to wrap you in. He'd bury his face in the crook of your neck and place soft kisses along your shoulder and cheeks before pulling back and peck your lips and forehead.
He's exhausted but wouldn't talk about that. Instead, and being the selfless man that he is, I can easily picture him wanting to hear everything about your day with the best disposition. He would look at you adoringly while doing so the whole ride home, brushing strands of your hair behind your ear. Once home, he'd take a quick shower and join you in bed, finally telling you about how amazing everything went for them and how happy he is to do what he loves.
"I just feel really complete when I'm on stage, everything seems like a dream babe, you know?"
He'd look so precious you won't be able to resist the urge to kiss him, and he will kiss you back until your lips are red and swollen.
"But I definitely like kissing you more."
ʟᴇᴇ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
He'd be exhausted, hungry and maybe even a bit grumpy. He wouldn't talk as much after greeting you with a kiss on the lips and a hug, but once you're both back home and he's fed and showered, he'd have you resting your head on his chest as he plays with your hair, telling you about funny stuff that happened during the show.
He'd probably start getting handsy in a playful way at some point, placing kisses here and there and moving his hand down your stomach. Once you swat his hand and look up at him to say you thought he was too tired, he'd just shrug, proceeding to kiss you hard enough to stop yourself from getting any coherent thoughts.
"I still have some energy to burn, and you look so pretty underneath me, are you okay if we skip sleeping for a little while?"
ᴄʜᴀɴɢʙɪɴ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
He'd be all sweaty and tired, but once he sees you backstage, like Chan, his face would light up. He'd cup your face and kiss your lips a couple of times before pulling you against his chest, rubbing your back gently.
He'd look hot, and buff, and tempting enough for you to start getting touchy. He'd look at you with a raised brow but wouldn't think much of it.
Now, when you two arrive home and you start kissing his neck and trying to slide your hands under his shirt, he would let a lazy laugh and say how tired he is.
But when he sees you pout because you're so needy, he'd quickly give in, hissing and grabbing you by the hips, pressing you against him. He'd cup your chin and say.
"You're so needy and pretty. I can not resist you, now can I?" Before kissing you hard.
Will end up in sex.
ʜʏᴜɴᴊɪɴ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
My man right here would get so clingy from the get-go, showering your face in kisses and hugging you, hands rubbing your back gently.
He'd get shy and chuckle once you tell him how hot he looked, taking the praise happily. On the ride home, he'd keep his arms around you and put his head on your shoulder as he plays with your fingers.
Once home, he'd love it if you showered with him, cause he really enjoys being pampered and how you'd wash his hair for him. When in bed, he'd be too tired to do anything fun, resting his head on your chest, arm draped over you, and tangled legs. He likes to have his hair played with until he falls asleep.
Will wake up with full energy and a morning wood ready for you the next morning.
"Baby, please wake up, I miss you."
ʜᴀɴ ᴊɪsᴜɴɢ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
So relieved to see you, still buzzing after the adrenaline of the concert. He would wrap you in a hug and kiss your head, unable to erase the grin on his face.
He would talk nonstop all the way home about how fun the concert was and how tired he is, just to proceed with saying how much he missed seeing your face, kissing your lips softly, and hugging you against him until you arrived home.
Now, this tired baby would love it when you helped1 him take his makeup off, sitting on top of the toilet as you clean his face, big doe eyes staring up at you, hands on your hips, he'd repeatedly pout asking for kisses, making something so simple take longer than it should, but you'd be happy to obligue.
He'd also want you to play with his hair, head on your lap as he continues talking. He'd look so cute you'd take him by surprise by leaning down and pressing a kiss on his lips. He'd smile and ask you to do it again, and you would, over and over, until he sits up and places his hand on the back of your head to deepen the kiss and it develops into a makeout session.
"God, I love kissing you."
ғᴇʟɪx ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
Another clingy, smiley shy boy who's super happy to see his love.
Rosy cheeks when you praise him, he loves it when you tell him how cool and sexy you think he is while performing.
Will try to turn it on you, saying you're even cuter and wanting to hear how much you enjoyed the show, or whatever else you did during the day.
From the moment you leave the place where the concert was held, to the one you arrive home, everything resumes with him interrupting you every two sentences with a kiss because he says he's really happy to see you.
He, like Hyunjin, will probably be too tired to have sex that night, but he will need you to cuddle him so he can bury his face between your neck and shoulder and fall asleep to your scent.
"As much as I love my job, nothing compares to coming back home to you."
sᴇᴜɴɢᴍɪɴ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
My puppy! He loves seeing you, so he would quickly hug you and rock you side to side, placing kisses on your cheek. Once pulling back, he'd keep his hands on yours, thumb caressing your knuckles as you tell him how great he was.
His eyes would be so sparkly and he wouldn't be able to stop smiling and thanking you, eventually getting shy and pulling you in another hug to stop you from seeing his flushed cheeks.
He'd keep his composure on the ride home, only holding your hand and smiling at you whenever your eyes meet.
Now, once at home and in bed, he'd lay on his side to face you, talking about anything and everything, a subtle smile permanently placed on his lips, fingers brushing your hair away from your face as he listens to you intently. Then, he'd start puckering his lips asking for kisses, and you'd give them to him, and he'd pucker his lips again for you to repeat the process, eventually placing his hand behind your head and keeping your lips against his to kiss you for a while, which will lead the two of you to start chuckling and hugging each other.
"Don't tell my members how cringey I become whenever you're around. I really love it when you baby me."
ᴊᴇᴏɴɢɪɴ ꒰⑅ᵕ༚ᵕ꒱˖♡
Our beloved and young maknae, although tired, would still have so much energy after the concert. He will shyly run to you and hug you tightly, cupping your face between his large hands and kissing you right then and there.
He loves to be praised, especially when you say he was sexy. He already thinks he is, but when you say it to him, it's even better.
He will get handsy even before leaving, kissing you nonstop at one of the corners. He'd be horny and you'd know it right away.
He'd be forced to stop so you can leave, but as soon as you two are home, you better be prepared to have your clothes ripped from you and getting fucked over the first flat surface he finds.
Oh, but afterward, he'd become a clingy baby who just wants to hug you close to him and have his hair played with (guys love this.)
"Ahhh, Why are you so pretty? I like you so much!"
#stray kids#skz#stray kids reactions#stray kids imagines#stray kids smut#skz imagines#skz reactions#skz smut#kpop#kpop reactions#kpop smut#kpop imagines#kpop idol#kpop band#kpop boys#bang chan#lee felix#hwang hyunjin#kim seungmin#seo changbin#yang jeongin#lee minho#han jisung#kpop scenarios#skz scenarios#stray kids scenarios
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% when you don't say "i love you" back
.! sero, mina (sep) x f!r / todoroki, denki (sep) x gn!r
.! fluff/ not proofread (angst in mina's if u squint)
.! i saw a tiktok of this last night n thought it was cute, also been seeing this trend goin around tumblr hehe
sero
- is offended
- how dare you not say it back?
- will keep saying it until you say it back
"m'kay i'm goin' over to denki's." sero sits up with a groan while you whine over the loss of his body on yours "oh, okay." he chuckles at the sad look on your face, "don't worry princess, i won't be gone long." he grins before placing a kiss to your cheek. "love you." he hums turning the door knob to your dorm, he's halfway out the door when he realizes you still haven't said it back. "i said, i love you." he says, freezing in the doorway. "babe, i said i love you." he mumbles, turning around only to see you scrolling through your phone.
"y/n.... earth to y/n?" "what sero, i thought you were going to denki's dorm?" he huffs and leans down so he's eye level with you, "i said i love you." you try your best to stifle your laugh, "i love you." "--" "i love you, y/n" "--" "y/n, i love you. please say it back, you're breaking my fragile heart." he whines, placing a hand over his heart, causing you to giggle. "okay okay, i love you too." you wrap your arms around his waist, "nuh uh say it like you mean it." "baby, i love you so so so so much." he grins, leaning down to give you a kiss, "that's much better."
mina
- poor baby is devastated :(
- pls just tell her you love her
- she loves you so much
your eyes meet mina's tired ones as she looks up at you, arms around your waist tightening as she blinks away the nap she was waking up from . "hey, princess." she mumbles, a chaste kiss pressed against your neck, "hi baby, you sleep well?" "mhm, you're so warm." she nuzzles impossibility closer into you, "i love you y/n, so much." she beams, though her smile is short lived when you only respond with an 'mhm' "don't you love me back?" she sits up to look at you properly. the guilt builds in your tummy as you see her glossy eyes.
"oh baby, of course i do." you cup her cheeks in your hands, "i love you more than you could ever know." "promise?" "mhm, i promise." she lets out a shakey breath and nods, "alright." you grin and press a kiss to her lips, "i love you so much."
todoroki
- genuinely confused
- "they've never done this before"
- thinks you're mad at him
shoto yawns as he tightens his arms around your waist, "sleepy?" you ask reaching to run a hand through his damp hair he hums an 'mhm' leaning into your touch "you wanna take a nap? you worked so hard at training today" "mhm" you giggle an "alright" before pulling a blanket onto the both of you. a sigh escapes his lips at the new warmth, unable to keep his eyes open he finally lets them close. "love you, y/n." his voice is muffled under the blanket, theres a solid few minutes before he realizes you still hadn't said it back, thinks on it for even longer.
finally he comes to the conclusion that maybe you're mad at him. "hey y/n?" he angles his head to look up at you, finding you scrolling on your phone. "sho? i thought you were sleeping?" "no, i have a question." ".... go on." "are you made at me?" "what are you talking about?" "when i said i loved you earlier, you didn't say it back." you think for a moment, "did you really? i guess i didn't hear you." you frown, "well i'm not mad at you shoto, and i love you very very much. now get some rest."
denki
- is sad
- don't you love him too?
- pls just tell him it's a prank n give him kisses
"hey babe." "hi kami." "i need to tell you something." "what do you need to tell me?" he grins before squishing your cheeks, "i love you, sooooo much." you hum, smiling as best you can with your cheeks so squished. he waits patiently, pouting when he's met with nothing. "i said i love you." "i heard you." "well? i love you." "baby, i heard you." he furrows his eyebrows, letting release his hold on your face. "y/n i. love. you." "mhm" he huffs, "babyyy why aren't you saying it back?"
the pout on his face breaks your heart, "i love you too, kami-" you place a kiss on his chin, "-so so so much." you pepper little kisses all over his face with a smile, "how come it took so long for you to say it back?" "it was a prank i saw on tiktok." "my heart still hurts, i think i need more kisses to make it better"
< reblogs appreciated >
#works.!#hanta sero#mina ashido#shoto todoroki#denki kaminari#sero x y/n#sero x reader#sero hcs#sero headcanons#mina x y/n#mina x reader#mina hcs#mina headcanons#todoroki x y/n#todoroki x reader#todoroki hcs#todoroki headcanons#denki x y/n#denki x reader#denki hcs#denki headcanons#bnha fluff#bnha x reader#bnha headcanons#bnha hcs
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Helloo! I love reading your work, especially your comfort posts. I just wanted to make a request if you could do iwaizumi, tsukishima, ushijima, and akaashi giving comfort to the reader after they’ve had a heartbreak and have been breaking down (maybe when the character and reader are not in the same place). Thank you so much and keep up your work!
hello sweet anon!!
ty for the kind words, I’m glad to hear you enjoy my work (⌒ ‿ ⌒)
I know heartbreak comes in all shapes and sizes but I decided to do these based on a breakup heartbreak sooooo yeah
alsoooo I only made the second portion of characters to be in a different place as the reader bc I found it quite difficult to do them all like that so I hope that’s alright
I apologize in advance if any of this wasn't what you had in mind
I hope you enjoy regardless <3
(after finishing this I'm low-key disappointed in how it came out buuut this is the outcome of my writers block sooo hehe) (/^-^(^ ^*)/
•Iwaizumi, Tsukishima, Ushijima, and Akaashi Comforting a Brokenhearted Friend•
warnings: platonic relationship (best friends), mentions of cheating, heartbreak, breakups and a few curse words
genre: comfort
characters: iwaizumi, tsukishima, ushijima, + akaashi
•Iwaizumi•
groggily opening his door at two in the morning to you sobbing was not exactly the way iwaizumi would have imagined starting his day
you and iwaizumi had been best friends since your first year of highschool, so it wasn't abnormal for you to pop up at his home unannounced from time to time
but this was a whole different story
the sleep had immediately been stripped from his mind as he pulled you inside and into a tight embrace
“Woah, woah, woah Y/N. What’s wrong?”
you wanted to answer him right there and then but you choked on your words, cries forming instead of any explanation
he was patient though, allowing you to cry until you ran out of tears to shed as he rubbed soft circles into your back
he had a feeling your trashy s/o was behind your breakdown
they had always left you falling apart in his arms at one point or another
he never minded comforting you but anger bubbled up inside him everytime he heard of another incident
he had always told you how you deserved to be treated better but everytime something like this occurred, your s/o had always sucked you back in with some half hearted apology
iwaizumi waited until your sobs had died down into whimpers before he slowly brought you to take a seat on his couch
he handed you a box of tissues that were sitting in the middle of the coffee table and waited until you were able to form a coherent sentence,
“T-they che-heated on m-me”
although it was flooded with hiccups and sharp inhales, iwaizumi understood exactly what you had said
he got the sudden urge to go beat the shit out of that prick but he knew his negative emotions weren’t what you needed in that moment
he pulled you into another hug, whispering apologizes and words of comfort into your ear as you cried into his chest once more
hearing the way your voice strained broke his heart and all he wanted to do was bring back that beautiful smile of yours
as your sobs died back down, he continued to sooth you until the room grew silent
iwaizumi didn’t want to make you relive what had happened that night anymore then you already had so he opted to do something to get your mind off of everything,
“Do you want to watch a movie?”
you looked up at him through puffy eyelids and nodded, appreciating just being in his company a while longer
iwa leaned forward, grabbed the remote from the table, and immediately leaned right back next to you, being too nervous to leave your side for even a second
you subconsciously snuggled into his side as he scrolled through the different titles, looking for one you both usually enjoyed watching
however, it wasn’t long until you began to drift off to sleep, the world around you fading in and out of view as your eyes opened and closed
iwaizumi noticed your tired state and smiled to himself, brushing the stray hairs that framed your face behind your ears,
“You can go to sleep Y/N, i don’t mind.”
you let out a soft yawn as you looked up at him,
“But this is your favorite godzilla movie, i can’t let you finish it on your own.”
“You watch it with me every time, i think i’ll be fine watching it by myself tonight,”
he smiled at you as he pushed your head down into his lap,
“Now go to sleep.”
you smiled to yourself as you curled up and closed your eyes, feeling iwaizumi lazily run his fingers through your hair
as he watched your drift of to sleep, he promised himself he’d never let you get hurt like that again
•Tsukishima•
you, tsukki, and yamaguchi had gone to the cafe down the street every saturday for as long as you could remember
tsukki adored their strawberry shortcake and yams loved the milkshakes they served
you on the other hand were mainly there for the company, and they may or may not have sold your favorite sweet
spending time there was apart of your weekly routine
even when you got into a relationship, that pattern didn’t change
so when a certain saturday rolled around you happily strolled down to the cafe
this saturday however, yamaguchi had extra practice for his float serve and was unable to attend
you were about to cancel but yamaguchi insisted that you two carried on the tradition by yourselves for the day, so you two agreed on meeting up and spending some time with yams later in the day
once you arrived at the cafe, you felt the immediate comfort of being in the presence of your friend
tsukishima had always brought you a sense of security and peace
as you both were enjoying your sweet treats, you heard the buzz of your phone as it viberated on the table
you look from your dessert, to your phone, to the blonde head of hair in front of you
tsukki quirked an eyebrow at you as you shurugged your shoulders, picking up your phone and watching as it illuminated in your hand
the first notification that met your eyes was a message from your s/o,
“hey, we need to talk..”
you felt your heart drop into the pit of your stomach
although you told yourself you shouldn’t jump to conclusions, that message didn’t settle right with you at all
you felt a lump grow in your throat as your shaky hands typed a reply,
“oh okay, let me call you then”
you looked up from your phone and made eye contact with tsukishima as he gave you a look of question mixed with concern
you shot him a half hearted smile as you excused yourself from the table and walked into the alley next to the cafe to make your call
although he wouldn’t admit it if asked, tsukishima was really worried about whatever was going on right now
the way your facial expressions had changed and your demeanor had shifted cause his chest to tighten
he knew something was wrong but he just didn’t know what
he didn’t want to pry or make it seem like he was too eager to comfort you but he couldn’t ignore what was going on
especially when you rounded the corner with tears running down your face, holding in sobs that threatened to escape your lips
he shot up out of his seat and walked over to you, throwing the amount of cash needed to pay for the food on the table as he did
“What the hell happened Y/N?”
averting your gaze away from tsukki, you began to whimper
noticing people beginning to grow nosey tsukishima wrapped his arm around your shoulder and began to walk back towards the alleyway
as you two came to a stop you wrapped your arms around tsukki, causing him to stiffen from the sudden contact, and cried into his shirt
he relaxed a bit as his arms found their way to your back, rubbing up and down in a soothing manner
once you calmed down you had explained that your s/o had broken up with you
they hadn’t given you a reason, only stating that they could no longer find it in themself to continue with your relationship
you couldn’t even wrap your head around the words that had met your ears from the other side of that line
you felt the tightness in your throat return as more tears dampened tsukishima’s shirt,
“Y/N it’s stupid to cry over this. They didn’t even have the decency to break up with you in person so why should you waste tears on them?”
“I know i’m sorry, i just can’t help it,”
you let out a shaky breath as you looked up at him,
“I really liked them Kei, i don’t know what i did wrong.”
he swiped away at the hair that clung to your face and he sighed,
“Idiot, you didn’t do anything wrong. I can’t tell you why they broke up with you but i know it had nothing to do with anything you did.”
he flicked your forehead before pulling you into a hug
hugs from tsukki were rare, so you didn’t let the feeling of his arms wrapped around your figure slip from your mind
although you were still in pain, you knew you wouldn’t have to go through this alone, and that was more then enough to bring a smile back to your face
•Ushijima•
for as long as you and ushijima had been friends, he had never been the best at comforting others
so you had no idea why your first instinct was to call him the second you got your heartbroken
as the phone rang you contemplated hanging up and letting him know that it was just an accident but honestly, you needed to hear his voice right now,
“Hello Y/N.”
you stayed silent for a minute, attempting to calm your voice before you spoke
“Y/N, are you there?”
you took a deep breath before smiling, in hopes it would make you sound more cheerful than you were feeling in that moment
“Yeah sorry, h-hey toshi.”
“Y/N are you alright? It sounds like there’s something wrong.”
you sighed, with how observant he was it honestly wasn't a surprise that he had noticed your distress from the other side of the line
it was at this moment that you had begun to regret calling at all,
“Oh um, I guess today just hasn't been the best.”
“Would you like to talk about it?”
you smiled through the tears streaming down your face
although ushijima wasn’t exactly familiar with other people’s emotions and how to deal with them, he always tried his best to be there for you and comfort you when you were feeling down,
“T-That person I was dating b-broke up with me and I'm just sad about it. I r-really liked them and it makes me upset that things ended like this.”
ushijima went quiet hearing those words
he had heard you talk about your s/o quite a few times before and they seemed to make you very happy
it honestly hurt him that you had lost that source of happiness so suddenly and although he did not know exactly how to return the smile to your face, he knew he had to try
the radio silence on the other side of the phone gave you anxiety and you began to wonder if you had made your friend uncomfortable in any way
but before you could apologize for venting about your issues, you had been cut off,
“I apologize Y/N. I don’t really know what to say but you are a very lovely person and they are surely missing out. If you’d like, you can come over to tendou’s house and read this week’s jump with us.”
you let out a small laugh at his attempts to comfort you,
“That sounds great toshi, you sure I won't be bothering you two though?”
you heard tendou yell through the phone, letting you know not to be silly and that you’re always invited as ushijima agreed with his statement
you swiped at the tears that had stained your cheek and clutched the phone closer to your ear,
“Awesome, I’ll be there soon then.”
“Okay Y/N, we will be waiting for you.”
before your friend could end the call, you quickly spoke up,
“Toshi?”
“Yes Y/N?”
“Thank you, I feel better already.”
“You’re welcome Y/N, I care about you very much so I’m glad I can make this easier for you.”
you felt your heart swell at his words as you bid him a goodbye
although you had lost someone important to you, it wasn't the end of the world and you knew ushijima would help you understand that
•Akaashi•
akaashi was always someone you knew you could come to when the world was against you
however, once you and your s/o made things official, you promised yourself that you wouldn’t bother him with any issues involving your relationship
he always assured you that you could go to him for anything but you knew that you had to deal with certain problems on your own
besides, he had his dilemmas to worry about and you most certainly didn't need to add to the pile
but you didn’t know who else to turn to when the same person you had spent months with, broke your heart
so you ended up dialing up akaashi’s number and waiting anxiously as the line connected
knowing him it wasn't a huge surprise that he had answered right away, the sound of yelling and volleyball’s slamming against the floor had met your ears,
“Hey Y/N, did you need something?”
you automatically felt guilty for forgetting he had practice at this hour, interrupting him was not what you’d intended to do,
“Ah, sorry I forgot you were still at p-practice. It’s no big deal, I can call you later about it.”
akaashi noticed the distressed tone of your voice as it shook and immediately excused himself from the gym, letting his coach know that he had a personal issue to deal with,
“No, it’s okay. We were just about to finish up anyways, Bokuto just wanted to practice his spike a bit before we left. Is something the matter?”
akaashi had been bluffing about practice almost being over but he knew you called him for a reason and he didn’t mind skipping practice for a bit to help you out
“Oh, um yeah actually, I got broken up with a little while ago. I know it’s a stupid thing to call about but it just really hurts and I didn’t know what else to do other then talk to you.”
akaashi frowned as he heard you begin to softly weep on the other side of the line
he knew how much you cared about your former s/o so he couldn’t imagine how much pain you were experiencing
he wish he was there to be with you but he knew he was stuck in practice for at least another hour,
“I’m so sorry Y/N. I can’t exactly say anything to take the pain away but just know that you’ll always have me. Things may be hard right now and I'll be here to comfort you as long as you need but don’t forget I'll also be here to help you pick yourself up when you’re ready.”
you felt some of the pain lift from his words as you attempted to stop your tears,
“T-Thank you Keiji, thank you.”
“No need to thank me Y/N. If you’re okay with it, me and bokuto can stop by after practice and we can go to the park down the street that you like. I’m sure you both would have fun.”
you laughed at his comment and smiled to yourself,
“I’d like that.”
“Alright, we’ll see you later then.”
akaashi was glad to hear the newfound smile in your voice as the call came to a close
your smile was his favorite sight after all, and he’d do his best to keep it plastered on your face as long as he was around
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1900 words today!
Somehow got writing in despite the fact I haven't gotten over 6 hours sleep in almost a week. So who knows the quality
The schedule here is weird. I have a lot less time to work here than I thought. I'm happy to help w gramma and help my aunt by being here but. Idk who I am, not able to do what I normally do and can't do my normal schedule. I don't even have control over what I do when most of the time! They eat really early like 11 and 4 which messes up my schedule. I have to cook some od the time . If I were even able to do much bc I'm sooooo tired. I could NOT do this long term. I do not like having so little control over what I do, 24/7. Gramma gets worried if I dont go to bed when she does so I have to go up by 9. I don't have any mind or will of my own anymore and I don't like it. And it's not easy... gramma forgets a lot. And I have to repeat myself over and over. I'm happy to help out but... idk how I'm holding myself together. Waking up hours early. Lying in bed unable to falk back to sleep. For hours. I can't do this for long. I need to get all my things done. So I can actually get somewhere this year! Not have huge spaces of MORE setbacks when it's hard for me even without, as myself and 12 y post college!!! ;(. To do that I have to have control over my time and move forward w main focus. I could get more done if I got enough sleep but my mind isn't working well. I could get up at 7 but that time I'm still trying to get another hour of sleep. In vain:( nervous or too hot or what.
Idk even.
#writing#venting#its good but#my life is not my own#i cant keep this up#i WILL#fall apart#without my own space
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Hi, can you write something where Chase is in a stable and healthy relationship with a girl/guy from outside of work and one day they make him lunch with cute notes inside and house finds it and then mocks him before the team ( original or the rest) and Chase goes I'm happy and that's what matters and then he goes home and proposes because he knows his partner is all he wants in life. Pls pls pls i just want him to be happy.
This prompt really spoke to me, so I’m sooooo sorry to everyone else’s I haven’t written yet, but when inspiration strikes, it just does!
Title: Little notes For Chase
Words: 3031
Tags: Marriage Proposal ×Weddings ×Fluff ×House Being House ×Secret Relationship ×Love Letters ×(or notes really) ×love notes ×thats not a tag ×Love Confessions ×Cross-Posted on Tumblr ×Tumblr Prompt ×Teasing ×Happy Ending ×Everything is Beautiful and Nothing Hurts ×Author Is Sleep Deprived ×I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping ×POV Robert Chase ×
Pairings: Robert Chase/OMC
https://archiveofourown.org/works/29378082
Chase smiled again at the little note that his partner had slipped inside his lunch bag. They never failed to make him smile from the ones that had long extravagant messages to the small ‘I love u!’s that often made an appearance on a busy morning. He can’t really remember how it started, he thinks it must have been a late night where Chase was a bit too tired to pack his own bag (and that made him sound like a school kid). So, Felix had packed food for him, sending him off to work with a kiss and a ‘I love you’.
He had seen the yellow postie flutter to the ground, catching in his grip recognising it as one of his partner’s lucky posties with ducks in the corners. The little message had caught him off guard, he’d expected his boyfriend’s weird rambles that he left around the house accidentally packed in his bag, but instead it was a little smiley face and a love heart. The note read, ‘don’t forget that you are loved (especially by me)’ with little hat drawn onto the printed cartoon duck.
He clutched the note to his chest, pinning it up in his locker once his lunch break was over. They didn’t speak of it, but at night, after Chase had thought Felix was asleep he pressed a soft kiss to his nape, and squeezed him a little tighter.
The notes had become a constant in his life, he was used to finding one sitting one behind the toothpaste holder, one in the cabinet next to a new box of his favourite cereal and occasionally in his textbooks when he was studying for requalifications. He still found notes in his lunchbox, his favourite sitting next to a picture of him and his beloved. This one in particular read ‘I know I don’t have to woo you my love, you’d never leave me. But if you did, let’s just say I know an abandoned warehouse, you’re with me for the long haul.’
Chase had almost cried at that one and had wanted to pull out the wedding ring he’d put in the back of his cupboard a few months prior, that very night. Felix’s warped, wacky and weird sense of humour was the reason Chase loved him so much. He nevertheless stopped himself, unable to forgive himself if Felix didn’t get the proposal he deserved, goddamnit.
They’d talked about marriage a lot, but neither had popped the question and Chase wanted to make the day that he did perfect (if Felix didn’t beat him to it at this rate). He was falling more in love with the man and his endearing notes, not that he’d thought it was possible and most days he thought his heart might burst with love. He’d be concerned if he wasn’t a doctor and working at a hospital.
Felix always seemed to know what to say. Reminders of love and worth came on days where he couldn’t his dad’s words out of his head, notes of memories and date nights came when Chase was feeling nostalgic, and his favourite every day the assurance of love. He never knew how to repay Felix, what to do for him, so he settled on small things, things that often would come up in the notes.
He’d notice that Felix was running out of clean socks and the next day all of Felix’s socks would be lined up, folded and washed (even if he’d had a night shift), prompting the drawing of tiny socks on his next note. Or Chase unloading the dishwasher, or putting Felix’s books away when he fell asleep with them on his chest.
Both of them savoured these small things, tokens of their love, their bliss and domesticity. It all seemed to be going well, until one day Chase was careless. His boss House had all but ordered a team lunch, so there was no way out with his dignity (or secrets as it may be).
Lunch started out normal, or normal as it could be with House and his nosey (pining in one case) colleagues, Cameron and Foreman, so he should have expected this. Chase pulled out his lunch bag, ignoring the snickering from House about how gay it looked and set to work digging through to see what food Felix had packed today. Inside it held a vegemite sandwich, a few pieces of chopped up fruit, juice box and a small lamington they’d purchased earlier in the week.
It honestly looked like a school lunch, House teasing him as such as he ignored his definitely flaming cheeks and certainly beet red ears. He was almost (not really) pleased to see the lack of a note perching in his bag, until something yellow fluttered past his eye, reminding him of the first day. Before he could smile goofily at the memory and snatch up his note, a loud sound rang out in the cafeteria.
The yellow disappeared under a familiar stump of wood, that Chase was used to hearing click down the halls of PPTH. The man had surprisingly quick reflexes (only when it embarrassed Chase of course) and the paper made a loud sound as it slid along the floor to House’s foot. The thrum of his heart beat and the scraping of the paper was all he could hear as the cafeteria noise was muffled around him.
The older man picked up the note, capturing the attention of a few tables around them and the new people sitting at their table. House scrunched his eyes at the note, crinkling his nose in distaste at contents and reading it disdainfully.
“3 years i’ve put up with your ugly mug and you still haven’t learnt to fold shirts properly. Date night doesn’t sound so fun now.” The note had a crudely, pencil drawn shirt on the duck, making Chase smile as he looked over House’s shoulder.
Ho honestly didn’t know whether to sob or laugh, settling for a strange mixture of both, smile wide and tears running down his face, so that the rest of the cafeteria was staring at him, if they hadn’t been before.
It was their 3 year anniversary, Felix had remembered the conversation they’d had on their first date, he had never been more in love with the man. He must have zoned back, because when he finally snapped back to snatch the note from a gaping House’s hand, he was being barraged with questions.
“3 years?”
“Why didn’t we know?”
“Who is she?”
“What’s the crying for?”
“How could you have kept this a secret?”
“Is she hot?”
“I thought you slept with everyone?”
“What about the nurses?”
Chase was already getting a headache, not in the mood for this and wanting to sneak off and call Felix, just to rant about his day or blubber about his love, whatever came out first. He put a hand out, effectively silencing everyone. He sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “What do you want to know?”
Before they could all start shouting again he sighed. “One at a time.”
“Who is she? Why didn’t we know? How long Chase?” Chase had to coach his face into a neutral expression not to blow up at Cameron, the woman had made it no secret of her crush on him.
He simply raised an eyebrow, on an otherwise poker face. “His name is Felix. 3 years and I am under no obligation to share my personal life. There is a reason it’s my private life.” He glared.
Cameron looked shocked, before apologising for being rude and Chase felt a little guilty, but not enough to apologise in front of hundreds of prying eyes. He turned to Foreman who looked like he was bursting for a question.
“He?” Was all Foreman could get out, voice squeaky.
“He is the love of my life. Any more questions?”
“Knew you were too pretty to be straight.” House smirked, taking a bite into the younger man’s sandwich before spitting it out.
“Did you try to poison me?” He shrieked.
It was Chase’s turn to smirk, picking up the offending sandwich and taking a large bite out of the other side. “I hope my boyfriend wasn’t trying to do so, it would have been me.” He exclaimed with mock horror.
He munched on the sandwich ignoring the taunts coming his way from House and walked back to his locker to put away his lunch bag and postie. Unfortunately House, Foreman and Cameron had deigned it necessary to walk him to his locker. After failed attempts to get them to walk away he opened his locker, smiling at the bright yellow notes and pictures of the two of them.
The photos detailed their story, their first date and Chase could almost feel it, smell it, taste it. Their hands damp with nervous sweat, uncomfortable suits and awkward conversation at a fancy Italian restaurant that had ended with them shucking off their ties, undoing their top buttons, kicking off their shoes and running in the rain. There was a cute, but blurry before and after photo of their date that Chase had insisted on printing for their anniversary.
The rest of the images showed dates at DisneyLand, kisses under the mistletoe, birthdays and anniversaries spent together, hell there was even a picture of a half asleep Felix, shirtless and covered by a white sheet, Chase had taken one morning when the sun was just right and he looked like an angel in disguise.
The post it notes took up all his locker door, some half hanging off, some stuck with blue tac, others with sticky tape and the special ones hung on a piece of string with some old pegs. It was truly an altar for his love, his life and he couldn’t be happier. Tucked behind it was an old picture of a shirtless blonde, teen, smiling widely on the beach, arm around a similar looking but younger girl, also grinning. They were holding matching surfboards and both were dripping wet from the surf, clutching ice blocks.
Chase treasured the photo of him and his sister, but Felix took up the most space, like he did in Chase’s life. He’d bounded in and never left, from the day he’d run into him on a train and spilt coffee on him (what a cliche), while running late for one of House’s crazy ideas. Felix had filled the hole in his life that Chase hadn’t realised he’d had, life always filled with colour and joy and weirdness, with love and a warmth he’d never felt before. For once he was content, no matter what he could hear the others muttering behind him.
Foreman didn’t leave him alone the rest of the day, every time they went to do lab samples, nudging him and asking about his sex life. Cameron was more discreet but she too wanted to know everything, it wasn’t unusual behaviour for either, but it had never really been directed at him, making it disconcerting.
House however, was acting much the same, always having teased him about the nurses, only changing the pronouns he used and adding more gay jabs than usual. It didn’t bother Chase for some reason today, maybe it was because he was too excited to see Felix, see what they were for their 3rd year anniversary, Felix had said he’d wanted to plan it this year.
As he was leaving the hospital, he was met with wolf whistles and an eyebrow raise from Cuddy (of course House had gone to her). Wilson also gave him a soft smile as he left, wishing him the next of luck Chase supposed, while House had pelted him with comments about his sex life and ‘taking it up the arse’ as he left. He didn’t care, he was floating on a cloud.
He had to stop himself from speeding home, knowing it was dangerous and Felix would definitely scold him for it, besides he didn’t want to go back to PPTH tonight. After what felt like forever he pulled up outside his house and didn’t bother waiting before he grabbed his bag, rushing up the stairs. What he saw when he entered was not what he expected, but endeared him regardless.
Felix seemed to be juggling six pots, pans and bowls, food spilled on the counter and the faint smell of burning was what greeted him at the door. “Felix, my love?”
He called as he walked in, hanging up his coat and shucking off his shoes, going up behind his boyfriend and wrapping his hands around the smaller man’s waist. “What is this?”
Felix set everything down on the counter, turning around to give Chase a kiss and looking severely put out.
“Robbie,” he whined. “It was supposed to be a surprise, and good, and be fantastic and awesome and it didn’t happen.”
He was pouting and giving Robbie puppy dog eyes and it felt so good to come home and be Robbie, himself, not Chase, like his father. He hummed at his partner, swaying with him and ignoring the half-hearted flails and whines to go back to the cooking.
“How about we get some take out and we’ll clean this up in the morning?” He asked, distracting the man with kisses along his freckles and pulling him impossibly closer, flushed to his hips.
Felix looked like he wanted to argue before moaning into the kiss and pulling Robbie closer. “Okay.”
They made their way over to the couch, Felix lying in Robbie’s arms while they argued over what to watch and whether Hannibal or Will was cuter. All in all it felt domestic, it felt like home. He was warm and comfortable, his brain to mouth filter had gone by now. A few too many drinks and shared thoughts about getting railed by Hannibal ensured it, but even he didn’t think he’d be this stupid.
He opened his mouth and without thinking too much about it he asked, “Will you marry me Felix?”
Felix bolted upright, jostling a sleepy Robbie who had Felix lying on top of him and was running his fingers through the smaller man’s hair, the key word being was.
“Are you serious?” Felix asked, wide eyed. He looked on the verge of tears, but the smile on his face betrayed his emotions in a second.
It took a moment for Chase to realise what he’d said, jerking himself awake. “Yeah.” He finally breathed out, suddenly breaking into a grin.
“Yeah.” Before either of them can stop it, they’re breaking out into hysterical laughter, is this what being in love is like? Chase has never felt anything as close, he wants to feel it for the rest of his life.
“Yeah?” Chase smiles, jumping up and running to their room. He runs back out in record time, narrowly missing the coffee table and getting down on one knee just in time to see Felix sprint out of the kitchen. He opens the box up, showing the reasonable sized rock he’d gotten Felix, hoping to god that he’d like it. Felix took one look at the ring before bursting out into tears.
“Will you be my husband?” Chase asked, smiling sheepishly. “I know it’s not a grand proposal and we just had take out and it’s on our-”
Felix shut him up with a kiss which definitely distracted Chase, then opened his own box. “As long as you’ll be mine.”
The ring Felix has chosen is beautiful, there’s no other way to describe it. It is so perfectly them. On the inside the engraving reads ‘for my silly duck’, the outside a rose gold and encrusted with tiny diamonds. Chase let out a wet sob, sliding Felix’s ring onto his hand. The inscription on his reads ‘for my post-it note hero’ and he cannot wait to spend the rest of his life with this man.
They don’t do much for the rest of the night, as the excitement and nervous energy runs down they sit examining their rings, half watching the tv and both fall asleep on the couch. They both wake up a little too late, but Felix doesn’t have to go into work until midday so he packs Chase’s lunch and sends him off to work with a kiss and a goodbye to his fiance.
God it still made them both giddy. The team noticed as Chase walked in, earlier than usual with a spring in his step, Foreman making a crude comment about getting laid and Cameron just smiling awkwardly, obviously agreeing with Foreman’s assessment but unable to say it.
“So who asked?” House asked, walking in the room and glancing at Chase's inconspicuously hidden hand, that neither fellow had noticed.
“It was a joint effort.” He smiled giddily just thinking of the night before as House made gagging sounds and the other two congratulated him. He got a thump on the back from Foreman, an awkward hug from Cameron, an even more awkward bout of advice from Wilson and a happy congratulations from Cuddy. Word spread around the hospital like wildfire, but he didn’t care.
He was getting married. He had a fiance.
He pulled out his lunch, sitting alone at a table, wanting to see what Felix had packed him. As expected a little note flew out of the bag and landed on the table in front of him, it all seemed to be going his way.
‘To my duckling, my darling fiance’, it read, Chase’s heart skipped a beat at the word, ‘I love you with all my butt. I would say my heart, but it is just not as big.’
He laughed at his boyfriend’s crude sense of humor and big gluteus maximus Felix had given the duck in pencil, placing the note in his locker right next to the photo of their first date. The next photo to go up would be a photo of them at town hall, too excited to wait, along with a photo from their first dance and the traditional cake fight.
He couldn’t be happier, with what Felix called them his ‘Little Notes For Robbie’.
#robert chase x omc#robert chase#house md#proposals#marriage#fluff#everything is beautiful#fanfic#house fanfic#love letters#dumb sense of humour#wrote this instead of sleeping#lexi's fanfic#lexi's writing#greg house
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You mentioned you were tired before and it still is pretty late at ur place. I just want you to be doing well. And I'm a mixture of having played Sims and forgetting the time until I checked my phone and being unable to sleep, haha
Sorry for the late response, Tumblr was a meanie it didn't show me your ask :(
Playing sims is sooooo much fun!!! (I'd die to play sims) Hope you got some rest and sone sweet dreams after your long night! 😸✨💞
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my body keeps doing this thing where i go to bed, fall asleep pretty quickly, sleep real hard for 2 hours, wake and am wide awake, unable to fall back asleep for hours, then just an hour or two before my alarm is set i can finally sleep again 😭 pls this happens almost every night and i'm sooooo tired i just want to be able to sleep for a solid 6-8 hours again why is it so hard??!!!
#it's so annoying 😭#i woke up a few hours ago and i'm still not sleepy again#and no i usually don't let myself look at my phone for the first hour#mars.txt
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Okay. I did the dumb thing. This morning, while trying to get to sleep, in a tired daze, I ordered both Iconic and Masters 25... Felt a lot of stress over it while working. Was able to cancel Iconic (I want a box, but it generally hovers around 130-150, so not too much a rush)... But I'm unable to cancel A25 for some reason. So that should be here sometime next week... Might do a pack cracking stream depending on when it arrives.
Sooooo, yeah. The plan above is defiantly how the next 4-5 days is going down.
Starting with me forcing myself in bed as soon as I get home. That will be around 10pm pst... So if you see me on any time 6 hours from now, poke me and tell me to go to bed. ^_^;
Pepper Update!
Okay, so I’m about to do something stupid. After waffling hard back and forth on some magic stuff, I’m likely to pull the trigger. Now, the good news is I got my taxes and future commissions ahead of me… BUT I need to get some things done first. So here is how the rest of the week is going to work:
Thursday Night 6pm pst (1am GMT/12pm AEDT) or close to that, I’ll be running a 3-4 hour stream. This stream may not be a solid time, but I gotta switch around how I’m doing friday’s things this week.
Friday morning 10am (5pm GMT/4am AEDT) I will be running another stream. This one should be about 4-6 hrs. The usual 6pm stream may or may not be happening as I have some errands to run in the after noon first.
There will be a Saturday night stream at the same 6-ish pm time and followed by a similar 10am stream for Sunday morning.
Between now and Sunday morning, I’m aiming to be completely finished with my back log of commissions. Between Friday Night and Sunday morning, I will be posting my new rates and info (will likely be working on most of that either Friday or Saturday night), and reopening for commissions.
Why running so hard core on streams this week? 2 reasons: 1) I am only working 4 days this week and the scheduling allows me to have some dece time to do things 2) I really want to push my twitch over into ‘Affiliate’ and start growing the channel. I do plan on a patreon in the future, but until I figure out rewards and what not, Twitch and commissions are my best bet for scaring up some extra case.
Where is this extra cash going? Primarily paying of my debts first, though helping me to afford Magic second as well. I found a new game shop. They are only starting up, but hopefully they will get going well enough to be a solid home for my foreseeable gaming fun times. I also want to start working toward more direct magic content as well on all my things. I feel like this is another ‘Iron is Hot’ moments, and I’m hitting the ground running.
Sunday evening will be used to finish up and organize anything I wasn’t able to the rest of the week, and as soon as I know what next week’s schedule is, I will get those streams figured out as well.
More info to come as I get more things locked in. X3
*the minis will B busy* X3
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