#i'm someone who can get obsessive over colors in my own art

[bixels]

I think 90% of my gripes with how modern anime looks comes down to flat color design/palettes.

Non-cohesive, washed-out color palettes can destroy lineart quality. I see this all the time when comparing an anime's lineart/layout to its colored/post-processed final product and it's heartbreaking. Compare this pre-color vs. final frame from Dungeon Meshi's OP.

So much sharpness and detail and weight gets washed out and flattened by 'meh' color design. I LOVE the flow and thickness and shadows in the fabrics on the left. The white against pastel really brings it out. Check out all the detail in their hair, the highlights in Rin's, the different hues to denote hair color, the blue tint in the clothes' shadows, and how all of that just gets... lost. It works, but it's not particularly good and does a disservice to the line-artist.

I'm using Dungeon Meshi as an example not because it's bad, I'm just especially disappointed because this is Studio Trigger we're talking about. The character animation is fantastic, but the color design is usually much more exciting. We're not seeing Trigger at their full potential, so I'm focusing on them.

Here's a very quick and messy color correct. Not meant to be taken seriously, just to provide comparison to see why colors can feel "washed out." Top is edit, bottom is original.

You can really see how desaturated and "white fluorescent lighting" the original color palettes are.

[Remember: the easiest way to make your colors more lively is to choose a warm or cool tint. From there, you can play around with bringing out complementary colors for a cohesive palette (I warmed Marcille's skintone and hair but made sure to bring out her deep blue clothes). Avoid using too many blend mode layers; hand-picking colors will really help you build your innate color sense and find a color style. Try using saturated colors in unexpected places! If you're coloring a night scene, try using deep blues or greens or magentas. You see these deep colors used all the time in older anime because they couldn't rely on a lightness scale to make colors darker, they had to use darker paints with specific hues. Don't overthink it, simpler is better!]

[sumju]

Hello,

First of all happy new year:) I wish you all the best for 2025.

So I... I got obsessed over the comic coming home.... (just found it less than an hour ago lol) Like ? Can you blame me but holy cow that's so beautiful. I mean it's sad and complicated but, it looks so genuine and adorable.

To be honest I only got into this ship less then a week ago, I was absolutely blown away by how much I enjoyed it since I grew up with sonamy (been watching them since 4 or 5 years old so more then a decade for sure) but I guess the 3rd movie just opened up the window. I love rivals or enemies to lovers, or just the two sides of the same coin ship dynamic... It's so dear to me and Sonic is extremely dear to me.

Besides your art style is absolutely beautiful! So so well done I love the colors, the lights, and the overall composition is absolutely amazing. Imma probably scroll through your content for a bit so don't mind me lol.

I'm addicted... Therefore I gotta ask .. will you do more? Please?! I'm begging you!!! I haven't felt like this for a while about a comic... So this is something special ... Idk how to explain it lol.

Anyways thank you for your time, your beautiful art and everything to be honest! Sorry if I annoyed you btw...

Take care 🫂🫶

Hello 🫶🏻

Thank you 💖 and Happy new year 💖

I Want to start with that you’re not annoying me at all and this just made me feel warm and happy! that you enjoyed the comic so much, thank you 🫶🏻

Once you get into this ship it’s very addicting. Their interactions and personalities work so well together. They’re so alike in a lot of ways, and I feel that Sonic and Shadow are the only ones who can really understand what’s is like to have the world on your shoulders. At the same time they are very different and that way the other completes what the other is lacking.

I was also a sonamy fan as a kid, and later I got into shadamy(I’m a sucker for opposite attract pairings). That’s probably why I fell in love with Sonadow, it’s just more complex and fun.

Thank you 🥺 when someone tells me they like my art it means a lot to me. I can be a bit too strict with myself sometimes when it comes to my art, so thank you for saying that.

If I was gonna make a comic of the whole fanfic of Coming Home, I should have started on chapter 1 🙈 I kind of did it randomly, and I kept on drawing more and more pages. I chose chapter 10 because it’s my fav from that fanfic, and I ended up doing the whole chapter. I had no idea people would like it so much. It surprised me a lot, and I tried to at least make it so it would still feel like it had a beginning and an end. So sadly no, I won’t do anymore of coming home most likely. That doesn’t mean I won’t do something similar in the future and maybe work with a fanfic writer tho ✨

It’s also because I want to focus on «second chance» and make my own stories. Working on two big comics at once just won’t go well 😵‍💫 I would feel very overwhelmed.

Thank you again and take care 💖

[pingnova]

I think one of the key things to learning to appreciate art and media is recognizing intention. it's very easy to dismiss things in a day and age of just constant blasts of media to your face, and now even with machine learning ("ai") companies trying to position themselves as replacements for artists. when you learn about art it isn't done from 10 feet away, looking at the whole of the image, and asking whether it's to your tastes. it's looking at things under a microscope, each brush stroke and word, all of the little things intentionally done to create the larger piece. additionally being in a capitalist society, art is frequently impressive for its rejection of that, sometimes even to the point of the artist sacrificing their own livelihood for it. you have to go out of your way in this kind of society to make stuff that isn't economically assured, that you may have no return from. one of the most helpful things I learned re: the intentional detail was from a wacky conservative cinema professor who was also obsessed with gay subtext (like, I'm gay and he saw gay in places I absolutely did not) (never sure if this was a good or bad obsession). he told us to watch each frame of the film as if it was a written page, where every element of the frame had meaning and was intentionally placed - like a word might be in a book. the color, angle, theme, dialogue, etc. when you look at all art like that, like it's trying to talk to you in another language, intentionally created to convey meaning to people who don't even speak that language, you get a lot more out of it. and while I didn't have that framework before the cinema course, that idea was already where a lot of my appreciation for fanfic and fanart came from. someone sat down, rejected doing something else they needed to survive, wrote and agonized over every word or brush stroke in this, and then on top of that, shared it with the world. there's both the textual story and the subtextual story underneath that make it so awesome. not to say that authors or writers feel this as they do it, but from an outside perspective regardless of their own thoughts, that's certainly one way it can be analyzed. and for me personally this makes enthusing at length about a fic very easy. I have similar reactions to Van Gogh and Monet. It's just one inanimate thing, it seems maybe small and limited in its interpretation, but if you have the passion and the willingness to lean wayyyyy in, it's absolutely bigger than anything. I can easily write whole papers for my legal class or in fic comments. really understanding this way of perceiving helped me a lot with random life stuff and made it a lot fuller, I wish we could somehow do better teaching people to open up this way. art deserves that kind of understanding, fanart especially.

[crescentfool]

5, 9 and 16 for that artist ask meme!

5. favorite little detail in a drawing you did

this one was kind of hard to answer because i lean so much more to simplification over 1:1 detail... that said, i really loved these ones!

the bag from the top photo is from here, minato nui on left is from some con-related draws, the ballpoint splatling on right is from a vintage draws compilation!

i just really enjoy drawing little objects and props, and as much as i'm allergic to backgrounds, i hope to overcome that next year because my friends know i love getting obsessed over random objects for a few days...

9. any new art mediums youve tried (or overall styles if you havent tried new mediums)

i haven't gotten to do much mediums outside of digital art unfortunately.... but i would say this year was the year of chibification! i turned so many characters into little guys this year (shoutout to the nui tree!). which is really ironic because i also realized this year i find full illustrations more satisfying to work on throughout the process, despite the "simplicity" of chibis.

i did some limited color styles too! (blue, purple, and red + b/w). hopefully i can do more deliberate color palette stuffs though. i think it'd be a great exercise.

stylistically wise i think i could've tried more, but. its ok! thats what 2024 is for. yipee!

16. favorite piece of art from someone else (if you have one)

it feels like a cop out answer to say this but any gift art i got of my splatoon character... LOL... i didn't expect to get so attached to him (i changed my name in game to minatoast a JOKE!!!!). um. drops this gallery link here and scuttles away. im so very grateful. you're telling me people actually took time out of their day to draw my little guy? incredible!

ocs aside, i'd like to take the time to highlight some art from people on twitter (kitaro havers rise up!), since i do consider the things i reblog to be art i'm very fond of...

this art from tin of ryomina with flowers is so. oh my god. i was SO BEWILDERED AND HAPPY!!! i was minding my own business and then saw this rt'd on one of my friend's pages... i forget who lol but i was like "WAIT TIN Kick_TheeCan DREW RYOMINA??? I LOVE THEIR ART OF THE P3 PROTAG WHAT." i feel like i got pushed down a staircase in tartarus (positive)

and this art from chris (str3wberryy), my god, the composition fucks severely. i want to eat it. he also has an alt account on twitter (@/makotoyukilover) if you want to see more of their p3 protag arts :D

i also enjoyed seeing p3 arts from yamad_125, BSZZOWL, and elulit2. im so serious if you like ryominaigis you'll probably like taking a gander at these artist's media tabs! i find my way to see the twitter arts one way or another, nothing can stop me 👁👄👁

[im-no-jedi]

Let’s get some fun recommendations goin around here! What’s a piece of clone content (art, fic, etc) that has stuck with you as being notably excellent? Tag it in your answer so we can all find some new fun to read! If you want, of course; feel free to ignore! 💕

🤩 oh what a fun idea!! I would LOVE to gush about some really cool artists, thank you 😁

I'll start with @shyranno, whose art I absolutely adore. her style is so clean and expressive and colorful, and she makes amazing comics. the TBB Downtime series is exactly my kinda Clone content, filled with lots of fluff and feels. the "baby" batch ones are my favorite, but I'm also fond of this one where Tech gets teased from not being able to grow a beard 😜

another artist I really love is @zaana! she also draws a lot of really sweet and funny moments with TBB, and I'm super fond of her more sketchy style of drawing. she's got a "Crosshair defects the Empire" AU about Cross rejoining TBB sometime during season 2 that I love soooooo much. honestly, all her stuff with Crosshair (especially the ones with Omega) is top tier. although I think my top favorite is this one with Hunter and Crosshair (which @questforgalas also wrote an amazing oneshot about!); it's so simple but so sweet, and I automatically love any wholesome content between these two 🥰

then there's @lightspringrain, who makes beautiful portraits of TBB. I've been wanting to buy some of her prints (and will absolutely do so once I have the money!!) because they are seriously gorgeous. her "Crown" series is the best, it's so lovely! and she does an amazing job capturing the style of the show! to no one's surprise, my favorites are the Hunter and Omega moon crowns. the Hunter one is legit one of my favorite art piece ever; it's been my lockscreen on my phone ever since I saw it 💙

someone I recently started following is @thattoothpick! after seeing her "TBB Happy on Pabu" comics, I had to see more. the best way I can describe her style is "soft". everything is just so soft; the lines, the colors, all of it. it just makes me happy 😊 I have two favorite pieces; the first is this one about Hunter and Crosshair from the Pabu series. literally made me cry. I need this to happen SO badly 🥺 and then this one that I refer to as "the Sad Batch"... oh man. also had me crying (but also simping for obvious reasons LOL) 😭

now for a big one. I can easily say my favorite SW related artist of all time is @lornaka. her art... holy crap y'all. it's so freaking good. she makes everything from simple portraits to stunning dynamic pieces, and I'm obsessed with all of it. she even was featured during SW Celebration last year!! she's that good!! \o/ I have a few favorites of hers. which obviously includes the TBB poster she made for Celebration. still sad I couldn't get my own copy of it 💔 then there's this... lovely portrait of Hunter from behind. oh Lordy 🥵 and finally, my top favorite is actually this simple portrait of Hunter. I had it as my lockscreen for a LONG time. it's just... so good. the colors, the stars, his expression... I'm still obsessed 😍

finally, I can't talk about amazing artists without mentioning my sister @jam-n-ham. her art account is @joyjababanoid. y'all. please just scroll through her TBB art, you will not regret it. I've always adored her cartoony and expressive style, and it makes for hilarious Clone content LOL. she did a bunch of drawings for Inktober last year, solely focused around TBB. she's also done some comics that I've had a part in helping her develop (specifically the Padme pin-up art and the AZI going on a mission). but my absolute favorite is by far the Valentines collection. y'aaaaaaaall. I had the Hunter one as my phone background for over a year haha. she knows how to personally get to me, let's just say that 🥵

oh, and one last thing I wanna mention is that the one thing these folks all have in common, aside from being fantastic artists, is that I love how each of them draw my bae. seriously, y'all draw Hunter so good, and I'm smooching each of your different versions of him 🥰😘

thanks for letting me gush about some cool people!! everyone show them some much deserved love please!! 💙💙💙

[strongsam]

sam x mika playlist

first tumblr post hehe. i’ve been a huge fan of seduce me for years, i remember being in high school obsessed with the game. erik was my fav at first actually but then sam became my husband for all these years after playing his route.

i have a very diverse music taste so the songs may seem a little all over the place, but i hope you all enjoy nonetheless! i’m sure with the variety there will be something for everyone

(this originally was supposed to be a playlist for just sam but somehow became one for sam x mika bc i love them sm)

1. Therapy - Khalid

Mika is Sam's therapy, period. Although he initially tried to hide his feelings for her, he later recognizes his deep emotional dependence on her and how much he actually needs their relationship.

2. Hatefuck - Cruel Youth

"Will you love me tomorrow?" - Sam rhetorically asks Mika if he is worthy of her love, questioning whether he can live up to her expectations and fears that he may not be good enough for her.

3. Demons - Imagine Dragons

A more obvious choice, but like...c'mon. Sam is reluctant to tell Mika the truth about him and his past, however, it is impossible to do this because his past is who he is. Sam was scared to show his flaws and insecurities to Mika. Sam has a dark side to him but Mika does not get the full truth of this until Sam reveals everything about his past to her

4. Irresistible - Fall Out Boy

Sam initially had no intention of falling for Mika, seeing her as merely a source of energy. However, as they spend more time together, they develop a strong connection and unexpectedly fall in love with each other.

5. Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhood

In Sam's route, he falls deeply in love with Mika, finding comfort and solace in their intimate moments. Sam needs that feeling of warmth from the intimacy he shares with Mika.

6. Do I Wanna Know? - Arctic Monkeys

Sam trying to figure out how Mika feels about him by attempting to determine if she's showing him overt behaviour that would suggest that she has feelings for him (blushing, etc). I believe Sam would do this because of his anxiety about Mika's interest in him, specifically when she can be with a "real man" like James instead of him (Sam was seriously gonna ask James for lessons on how to be a real man and I will never, ever forget this)

7. Fell for You - Green Day

Ugh, this one. This song is actually how I picture Sam falling in love with someone, the vibe of this song just suits him perfectly. Sam fell for Mika and ever since then, his thoughts have been surrounded by her. Of course, our baby tsun tsun is gonna deny that he's fallen for her and has insecurities about their relationship because he believes Mika is too good for him ("I'm a mess and you're a work of art) and that he doesn't deserve a "perfect" girl like Mika.

8. pink bubblegum - lavi kou

First off, Sam's fav body part is the neck sooo...and Mika loves purple and kinda resembles that colour. and hickeys are usually purple so..ya i'm dumb ik. Sam may pretend not to like Mika openly, but he secretly fantasizes about being with her. Mika's love for the color purple resonates with Sam, and the idea of leaving hickeys symbolizes his hidden desire and the passion between them.

9. A Little Death - The Neighbourhood

This song makes me feel a certain type of way. I feel like Sam would want Mika to give herself to him fully at her own expense, knowing that she is participating in a relationship with a brute whose looks are "deadly" and who has an abundance of power and lethal allure, which creates that complex dynamic between them.

10. Animals - Maroon 5

This song reveals the intense passion and desire between Sam and Mika. The song depicts a raw, animalistic attraction, reflecting Sam's initial purely physical interest in Mika. It portrays his longing for her and the powerful magnetism that draws them together. As their relationship progresses, this intense attraction transforms into a deeper emotional connection.

11. Prisoner - Miley Cyrus, Dua Lipa

This song reminds me of "Chained the Monster". Sam's love may make Mika feel like a "prisoner" and the other way around with Sam feeling like a "prisoner" to Mika, but neither of them can forget each other because they have a passion that is so strong. Essentially, both feel like prisoners in their intense relationship, unable to forget each other due to the overwhelming passion they share.

12. Training Wheels - Melanie Martinez

Sam is not the easiest man to love or hell, even communicate with, yet Mika still has an immense amount of patience with him and stays with him throughout the whole thing in his route. Sam does not have a lot of experience with loving and trusting another person, and Mika is able to ease him through the process of forming a true connection with another person. Mika is probably the person who understands Sam the most in his route and Mika displays immense patience and understanding towards Sam. Through their journey, Mika helps Sam learn to love and trust, taking baby steps to form a deep connection with him.

13. New Perspective - Panic! At The Disco

Sam is a strong boi, and part of the reason for this is that no matter what happens to him, he never lets it defeat him. Sam is a resilient character who refuses to let his past define him. However, as his relationship with Mika grows, he fears that his less desirable traits will affect her. Sam hopes to become a better man for Mika while staying true to his strength and identity. The song also alludes to Sam's initial awkwardness and difficulty in opening up emotionally.

14. Religion - Lana Del Rey

Sam and Mika's relationship began kind of..rough, you know, with the whole kissing without consent (Sam obviously had his reasons) and Sam's attitude. Despite this, Mika chooses to stay with him, emphasizing her dedication to him and their love.

15. Mr. Brightside - The Killers

"It was only a kiss" (literally Sam and Mika's first interaction together, I couldn't resist) it was simply just a way for Sam to get energy when he desperately needed it at the time (Although he did feel at least a bit of remorse when he found out that the kiss meant more to Mika, as it was her first kiss) This emphasis of "it was only a kiss" reveals how to Sam, this should have only been a kiss for him to acquire energy, and nothing more, but it becomes so much more in Sam's route. Sam may also experience moments of jealousy when Mika receives attention from other boys.

16. Take My Name - Parmalee

This song is just adorable, I know it's about proposing to someone you love and wanting to spend the rest of your life with them, but besides that and it reminded me of when Sam shares his demon name with Mika, "Aomaris", which then helps her in an upcoming dangerous situation with Malix. It represents the depth of their connection and how Sam is willing to reveal a vulnerable part of himself to protect her.

17. Guns and Roses - Lana Del Rey

I chose this song because it reminds me of how Sam is quite a destructive man, a "brute" who loves destructive actions and objects, he also manages to fall in love with someone like Mika. The title's oxymoron reflects the contradiction between Sam's rough exterior and his capacity for deep affection.

18. Monster - Adventure Time

Sam's tough exterior and emotional guardedness stem from his difficult upbringing, where he had to learn to fend for himself. This song also speaks to how Sam is seen as a brute by pretty much everyone around him, so he is used to feeling like the "bad guy". While he fears being seen as weak, Mika helps him embrace vulnerability and understand that she loves him despite his flaws.

19. Broken - DNMO & Sub Urban

Ending with some angst apparently lmfao. This song represents the initial phase of Sam and Mika's relationship, where Sam primarily uses her for sexual gratification and fails to appreciate her as a person. It highlights his self-destructive tendencies and their journey towards a healthier connection.

20. Love is a Battlefield - Pat Benatar

I think this reflects the tumultuous nature of Sam and Mika's relationship. The song speaks to the challenges they face, the conflicts they navigate, and the intense emotions they experience while being in love. It captures the idea that love can sometimes feel like a war zone, where they must fight for their connection and overcome obstacles together.

There you guys go. This surely isn't perfect and there's a lot of my own self-indulgence in there bc I love them but this is honestly just supposed to be for fun and honestly a good distraction from a pretty hard time in my life.

I'm currently working on a mika playlist, which i'm actually having a lot of fun with i'm ngl. I find making a playlist so much easier with Mika than Sam (maybe bc she's a more simple character than Sam) but idk, part of me thinks I just understand females more than males lol. I found myself being very picky with this one, which is what took me so long making this

I'd love to hear what you guys think! And what songs you'd choose for these two :)

[makangerous]

Visual Novel Gush #1: Gnosia

I downloaded Gnosia on a whim mostly based on that cover art, because some part of me loves well-drawn psychos trying to ruin my day. What I found was a hidden gem that, while a bit rough around the edges, finally scratched an itch I've had since finishing the Zero Escape series. Time loops, a host of colorful characters who wouldn't be out of place in one of those games, a story evolving from deceptively simple gameplay, Gnosia has it all.

The premise of the game is that you, along with your crewmate Setsu, are onboard a starship that faces an imminent threat: several crew members have been infected and had their minds taken over by Gnosia, insane aliens that will kill everyone on board until they are the only ones left. There is no quick way to tell if someone has been infected, and anyone with the means to identify them is targeted quickly. Therefore, your crew is basically playing Werewolf (or as it was called in my area, Mafia) to try to determine who the Gnosia are and put them in cold sleep. No one is safe, not even Setsu or you.

However, this is more than just a Werewolf simulator (though you can play it as such, and it's pretty fun). You can take on a variety of roles besides just a crew member: cause chaos by being Gnosia yourself, take on roles traditional to Werewolf such as Guardian Angel, or try out some interesting new roles that seem specific to this game. One role in particular competes against both the crew and the Gnosia, though will likely ally with one of those sides to achieve their goal. Gnosia calls itself a "social deduction game", and this is because unlike Werewolf game generators you may find online, your crewmates have consistent personalities and their own sets of tactics, and learning these is just as critical to winning as logical reasoning is. For instance, one character is obsessed with rationality and is very strong there, but they have a tendency to be so rude and abrasive, the crew is quick to vote them off. Another loves to use devastating emotional pleas to deflect suspicion back onto you.

Your crew starts small, but grows to a total of 15 including you. The first handful of people you meet seem relatively normal, but as more crew members are added in new loops, they become increasingly bizarre. I won't spoil it for you, but some of them really push the definition of "human" (a recurring theme in this game). They are intriguing people, though, and even after beating the game, I found myself wanting to know more about them. You can choose to collaborate with one of your choosing, as long as you gain their trust. Some of them will be your favorite allies, and you'll be mentally shouting "noooo" when they get killed or put in cold sleep. Others seem custom built to annoy you, and you'll cheer when they go away for the round.

As for the player character, you can select your name and gender: male, female, or nonbinary. (A quick aside on this game's handling of NB: your main ally and implied love interest, Setsu, is NB, and at least one other crew member also is. I'm not NB myself so I can't speak to how good the representation is, but besides one instance of misgendering and one instance of body type phobia that are both shut down quickly, the crew widely accepts the NB members' identities. However, there are a couple romantic events (for two female crew if playing as male, two male crew if playing as female) that are pretty small, but I've read you won't get at all if you're NB. They should've added an option for choosing which gender(s) you are romantically interested in.) You also choose a star sign which is mostly aesthetic, but behind the scenes slightly affects characters' affinities for you. Most important are your stats: Charisma, Intuition, Logic, Charm, Performance, and Stealth. For instance, Intuition and Logic are great for being a detective: sussing out lies and proving your point with evidence. Meanwhile, high Charm can help keep you out of cold sleep. You do have to build yourself a certain way to gain access to all debate skills, but you can reallocate stats, and in the early and mid game it is fun to play around with your build.

The story manifests itself in the repeated gameplay loops, which you and Setsu are aware of and trying to escape. Once you play through the tutorial loops, your mission becomes gathering information about each crew member, both to get to know them better and to find a way out. These tidbits are called Notes, and they are obtained during Events, which are cutscenes that play out if certain conditions are met. Some of these notes are fun, while some are dark and disturbing. By collecting these, you get a sense of the world that exists outside your spaceship, who the Gnosia are, and the motivations driving your crew. Some of these notes require protecting certain characters, or even acting against your own interests, but getting them is usually worth it.

This gets to the game's biggest flaw: finding Events, especially during endgame. I would highly suggest using a spoiler-free walkthrough once you get stuck on finding the last few notes. There is an Event Finder in the game that will tweak your settings to make it more likely for Events to occur, but there are issues with it. 1) It does not tell you which Event it thinks it found for you or the initial pre-requisites, even if it's one you've started before. 2) It does not guarantee the involved characters will have the roles you need, or take the action you need them to do to trigger the event. 3) It does not guarantee that you or the involved characters will last long enough to complete the event, so you may fail them due to the RNG being out of your control. I think this is the main reason this game isn't more popular, especially since you will likely need 100+ loops to complete the game. My suggestion is to not restart the loop, even if you fail it, because I've noticed the game starts putting some guardrails in place if you trigger then fail the event multiple times, like having the Guardian Angel always choose to protect you or outright removing the requirement to view an initial scene you've already gotten.

Overall, I'd recommend giving this a try if you like mystery, sci-fi, logic puzzles, or even just playing Werewolf.

[anotherghoul666]

✨️Get to know me!✨️

Tagged by @devoured-by-shadows thanks buddy!! 🤘🤘

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It's Gaerea's singer creature on his knees because why not ❤️

Last song you listened to: Drag me Under - Sleep Token

Currently reading: Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo

Last movie: I legit don't remember, I'm not a movie person at all.

Craving: sushi, specifically salmon sashimi. And a good submission play session / pain play / kneeling. As one does xD

Currently wearing: Cellar Darling black band t-shirt, black jeans, my work shoes because I'm at work.

How tall are you: a friend said to me a couple of days back I was "of the smol variety" which I thought was cheeky and fun XD I'm 5'3 3/4

Piercings: only the right ear. I had tons of piercings plans and I learned over that year of working on that year that my body does not like to heal piercings at all. It was enough of a disaster I never wanted to risk it again after three.

Tattoos: that my body heals beautifully, fortunately cause I'm addicted XD Right leg, calf and thigh, and a side of my back is done. I want to be covered.

Glasses/contact lenses: hell yeah to glasses, since I was a kid. I can't see past an arm's length without them. Contacts only for metal shows where I go in the pit cause I got glasses broken before. But I hate wearing them, I'm too oversensitive to tolerate them long.

Last drink: water. Besides that, a papaya-banana-chocolate smoothie.

Last show: currently showing Criminal Minds to my life partner, we're at the end of season 2.

Last thing you ate: mushroom and spinach pasta with lots of parmesan cheese.

Favorite color: black. For those that say it's not a color, then blood red / oxblood and purple as a whole.

Current obsession: Gaerea, Sleep Token, Ghost, aka the masked metal band of hotties trifecta.

Unrelated obsession: well everything's related but BDSM as a community and a lifestyle.

Pets: two cats! A 13 years old grumpy dictator of a fat brown tabby who I exist to serve XD And a 10 years old smol orange, which should tell you all you need to know about her crackhead personality XD

Do you have a crush on someone? Listen, I'm poly, I'm non-mono, my love freeflows out of me and into the world, I'm a flirty fuck who tries shit, and I have no intention to turn that affection faucet off. I have a ton of crushes active at all times and I'm open for those who vibe with my energy and meet me up to where I set my own bar. It's fun! ❤️

Favorite fictional character: impossible to choose one, there are so many! I guess my immediate thought was Hannibal from the tv series?

Last place I travelled to: I travel locally whenever I can, me and my life partner fancy ourselves a good road trip, so many small cities around the province and stuff like that. Internationally my last trip was the US in 2017 for a metal festival 🤘

Tagging yeah I'm tagging all of yall again XD @joeynihil @idkhowbut-art @mibo-nin @miasmaghoul @traayaa @belle--ofthebrawl @nocturnalghoul @askingforthesun no pressure and only if you haven't done it before and it sounds fun!

[lady-ofmidnight]

So I got bored and decided to go through my blog to edit my tags.

Then I found this.

It's been over a month and no one else will ask anything from here (I think) so I decided to fill out the rest.

📷 a quote by Jane Austin. "I declare after all there is no enjoyment like reading!" I set it to a flower background and it is so true

🍫 chocolate. Dark chocolate definitely. White chocolate to bite on, but no milk chocolate. Ever.

✨️ for privacy reasons I won't share

🎵 A thousand years by Christina Perri. My friend made me watch the twilight movies with her. Suffice to say, there is a reason as to why I never read past the first book.

✏️ Yes! It's on Ao3. Well, the ones that I edited anyway.

😏 no.

💛 yep! One in each ear. I got them when I was six and I've been gathering earrings ever since. Currently I'm on a butterfly phase!

🐰 why they do what they do. What's the reason.

🍪 white chocolate macadamia nut. The white chocolate is tasty and so good, but then sometimes you find the nuts, which is usually annoying, but tasy in its own way. It just takes time to get used to the quirks.

🐶 cat. 1000000%

🎧 depends, computer=headphones. IPad=earbuds. Phone=wait until at home to blast at moderate volume.

🌼 짜장면 은 다머것어. Translation, "however I ate all of my black bean noodles".

🙃 if you mix citric acid, baking soda and just enough water to mix it all together without it going all volcano at you, then putting it into an airtight container, said container will blow up in 5 minutes.

🦉 night owl. I detest the evil day star.

🧸 like I said before, I don't usually take naps, but when I do, I do it at the foot of my bed. Just the foot. I don't know why.

🏳️‍🌈 i'm biromamtic

🦋 as I said before, but edited; DO NOT TOUCH. I hate when people touch me without permission. I'm not a spider but I get this uncomfortable back tingle if I feel something that could be a threat near the back of my neck.

👖 sweatpants. Not the most dignified, but they sure are comfortable. Plus, they have ✨️pockets✨️.

🥤 as someone somewhere once said, "starbucks is dessert in a cup". However, I do like their fruit tea's. I can make my own coffee if I do so desire it.

🧡 neon yellow. IT'S TOO BRIGHT!!! Plus, it looks like the evil day star.

💎 my fancy tea kettle. It was a splurge and I don't regret it. I love my tea.

☕️ the last question clearly specifies that I can not live without good tea. No I am not British. I'm Korean American.

🦖 Sabre tooth cat. It's a cat. Need I say more?

🌙 long enough to realize that I am crazy (in a good way)

🌴 I got a tiny conch shell from a tourist shop. Pretty sure it's fake but it looks pretty on my shelf.

🐸 a mix of goth and dark academia. Not sure how it works but I know I look good so *shrug*

🔮 freelance writer. I'd love to be allowed to write at my own pace for a living.

💙 single and proud

🌿 comfy shirt, comfy sweatpants, comfy slippers, comfy robe, low ponytail bun. It means that I don't have anything to do. Who wouldn't love that?

🎤 all of the songs from frozen. I was obsessed with it when it first came out.

🤎 ash brown with natural highlights that are only visible under the light of the evil day star.

💌 when I need to rant, sometimes it's to myself, sometimes it's to one of my glass animals. The rubber duck method works. I can't code but it helps with plot-holes.

💄 for fancy occasions I go mostly all out. Hair, makeup, the whole shebang. Usually, however, I can't bother for more than a little lip color and eybag covering.

🌸 can't think of the best one but ironically the worst one was "잘했다" from my mom. It stands for "great job" but the tone she said it in was really sarcastic. I had just broken one of her fancy plates. Again.

💞 @moringmark great art. I understand a good deal about the owl house even though I've never watched an actual episode.

~ 💖 ASK GAME 💖 ~

📷 What’s set as your phone’s lockscreen?

🍫 Cheese or chocolate?

✨ Do you have any nicknames?

🎵 Last song you listened to?

✏️ Have you ever written fanfiction?

😏 Are you on discord?

 💛 Do you have any piercings?

🐰 What do you think says the most about a person?

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

🐶 Are you more of a dog person or a cat person?

🎧 Headphones or earbuds?

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

🙃 What’s a weird fact that you know?

🦉 Are you a morning person or a night owl?

🧸 Favorite place to nap?

🏳️‍🌈 Are you a member of the LGBTQIA+ community?

🦋 Describe yourself in three words.

👖 Jeans or sweatpants?

🥤 What’s your go-to Starbucks order?

🧡 A color you can’t stand?

💎 What’s your most prized possession?

☕ Coffee or tea?

🦖 Favorite extinct animal?

🌙 How long have you been on tumblr?

🌴 Desert island item?

🐸 Describe your aesthetic.

🔮 What’s your dream job?

💙 Relationship status?

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

🎤 Is there a song you know all the lyrics to?

🤎 What color is your hair?

💌 Do you talk to yourself?

💄 Do you wear makeup?

🌸 Best compliment you ever received?

💞 @ your favorite blog.

Reblogs are appreciated!

[misssakuramochi]

Hi! If it's okay could I possibly request a matchup for Baldur's Gate 3, pretty please?

I'm demisexual & bi so anyone will be fine.

MBTI: INTP

Enneagram: 5w6 (tritype 529)

Alignment: True Neutral

Leo Sun, Cancer Moon, Capricorn Rising, Cancer Venus

I'm autistic and ADHD

I'm the friend who remembers everything. Like every detail of the night of Friend A's 21st birthday despite us all being very drunk.

I want loyalty, respect, and someone who makes me feel cherished in a relationship

I like to read, bake, and learn about all kinds of things. I like all types of music but my current music obsession is Lauren Paley.

I collect rocks, crystals, gems, and minerals.

I like to paint but because I'm not good at actually making my art look like real things I just do abstract.

I can be kind very socially awkward and oblivious to people flirting with me unless they're being very obvious.

I need to be comfortable with people before I let them touch me. Ironically I'm very touch starved.

But once I get comfortable around you I can be a hyper gremlin who dotes on the people I care about and will not shut up about my hyper fixations and random factoids.

I put a lot of thought and work into gifts for the people I care about.

I can be pretty reserved as a defense mechanism due to a lot of family trauma but once you get past my walls you will see how I love deeply and passionately. And that I'm secretly a hopeless romantic

I love to explore but I'm fairly introverted so I don't like being around large crowds.

I'm creative and love working with my hands.

I'm imaginative and can get lost in my own thoughts and daydreams

I'm introspective and avoidant but can be insightful.

I'm fantastical (which is my nice way of calling myself a weirdo)

I am intensely loyal and protective of the people I care about.

I do have a playful and sarcastic side that is reserved for the people I truly trust.

I walk the line between idealistic and realistic. sometimes it seems like I have a foot planted firmly on either side.

My fashion aesthetic is a cross between Dark Naturalism and Romantic Academia

My preferred interior design style is Hygge.

I don't know if I'd call myself frugal because sometimes I'll spend my money on stuff I don't need or have any use for but I got it because it looked cool. Other times I will actively talk myself out of buying things I do need to save money. (ex: "Yes this migraine's got me ready to puke and cry but I won't die if I don't buy more ibuprofen")

I don't necessarily have a favorite color but I do prefer either deeper shades of colors or pastels. I'm not a fan of bright shades.

I love working with animals and I especially adore cats. I will either give them over-the-top names every time.

I have 2 currently; Duchess Anne Marie Clawdia Meowington and her brother older brother Grand Duke James Whiskers Goofball Meowington the Third.

I love the smell, sound, and feel of leather. Bags, books, jackets, anything.

If you hurt someone that I care about I will avenge them. usually by scheming and destroying your whole life.

I have a quirky, dark, and self-deprecating sense of humor.

How I process things is in three steps; detach from everyone, repress/numb myself, and then move back toward everyone while wanting to be as helpful as possible.

I pick up on things other people might miss and make connections that aren't generally obvious.

Social cues are definitely my weak spot along with passive aggression. if you're upset with me about something you'll have to just outright address the issue because otherwise, I'll never get it. I may eventually realize that you're upset with me, but then I'll get stressed because I genuinely won't know why. and if you don't fill me in on what I did wrong, I'll spiral and eventually just assume that whatever our relationship is now over.

My stims include - tongue clicking, knocking on random surfaces, and rubbing my arms when I get excited.

I adore animals, especially the kinds that are less liked by society. possums, snakes, etc. though I also love cats and currently have a cat. I would have more if I could. I handraised him, and bottle-fed him after rescuing him. he's 10, spoiled rotten and I defy anyone to tell me he isn't my child. his name is Grand Duke James Clawdius Meowington the Third.

On bad days I can be a bit misanthropic.

I hope this isn't too much information and is formatted okay!

I match you with...

SHADOWHEART

○ it's the deep rooted understanding of the way one another think that finalizes this match for me. Both of you need to to process things solo, are deep thinkers, and just... get the way the other person processes and thinks. You can almost just tell when the other is daydreaming vs spiraling, and neither ever hesitates to help the other

○ The other thing was the deep passion you both carry. It takes time for both of you to open up and feel safe, to love someone, but once you do you give everything youve got. No matter how much you put in, Shadowheart will always match.

○ You help each other grow and learn to communicate. While you're definitely observant enough to know when Shadowheart wants something or is upset, anxiety clouds your judgement into skewing her emotions against you. As you grow comfortable with each other, you begin to learn that you're safe enough with her not to be so scared. She, in turn, learns to be more direct.

○ Both hopeless romantics, there are no shortage of kind gestures in your relationship. From rose petals and candles with a hit bath, to whispering the sweetest of nothings to one another as you fall asleep, romantic moments are commonplace. That keeps you both happy, satisfied, and feeling loved.

HEADCANONS

○ Shadowheart takes the I love you more competition surprisingly seriously. You get into the silliest of play arguments, bickering playfully about who loves who most. (I love you to the moon and back -- well I love you across the universe and back -- ect.) It goes as far as the two of you making grand gestures and waxing poetic at each other until the whole camp is groaning - reminding the two of you that they're still actually there

○ One of these little moments actually sparks your proposal. Shadowheart is the one to say the words, but only after goading you into saying you want to stay with her forever. She challenges you on it, asking you to marry her. The rest is history really

○ Almost all of your dates take place in the comfort of the dark, somewhere secluded. Both of you are more comfortable with no one else around, letting you really be yourselves and relax together. Night walks in the woods are commonplace.

○ You info dumping may be Shadowhearts favourite thing about you. She adores learning about you and what you love - she genuinely wants to know every detail.

[soverywitty]

I was tagged in 15 questions for 15 mutuals by @tadpal

I'm tagging @no-lava @salamancialilypad @justslowdown @colossalcryptid @aggressivebutterflies @thatsthenorthstar, sorry I know that's only 6 people, I just don't have a lot of mutuals on my main.

1. Are you named after anyone?

Yeah. I was named after Katharine Hepburn. My middle name comes from my great grandma Gertrude's maiden name, and I'm planning to legally change my first name to my great grandfather's once I get the money and paperwork together.

2. When was the last time you cried?

Ooooh fuck, I cry a lot tbh. Last seriously bad cry was probably 3 weeks ago? It was around the time I left my job, it was super stressful. Since then, I think I cried most recently a little over a week ago. April 29th marked one year since we had to put our older dog down.

3. Do you have kids?

No! Thank god. I love kids, but only in small doses. I have a little sister who's 7 who I love to absolute death, but after a week visiting her, I feel like I need to just lay in a quiet dark room for a week straight.

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

I exaggerate and use hyperbole more than I use sarcasm. Like I use it occasionally, but when I'm going for comedic effect I tend to use the other tools in my arsenal.

5. What sports have you played?

I'm gonna be real, I have never been a sports girlie. If ballet counts, I did ballet when I was little.

6. What’s the first thing you notice about someone?

Hair and clothes. I guess, style in general. I'm decently faceblind, so faces don't tend to register much unless they're pretty distinctive. I'm very much a person that'll notice what you're wearing and stop to give you a compliment if I like it.

7. Eye Color?

Blue, but specifically, blue enough that I made having blue eyes part of my personality when I was younger

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

I like scary movies, but only as long as they have a happy ending. I don't like any movies that end where everyone's miserable and everything's shitty and sad.

9. Any special talents?

Uhmmmm, not really? Like, there's not really anything I can think of off the top of my head.

10. Where were you born?

I was born in a decent sized city in the Southeast US. I still live there, and it's not too bad a place to live, but as soon as you leave the city and surrounding suburbs shit gets real rural and real conservative, real quick.

11. What are your hobbies?

Honestly, I fly through hobbies like nobodies business, I have ADHD, so I tend to hyperfocus and then get bored really quickly. The majority of my hobbies tend to be crafty stuff, but hiking and other outdoorsy stuff is another thing I love. Fashion and style and design stuff is a big passion of mine. Right now, I've been locked in on houseplants and stuff related to them. I have maybe 20(?) or so, and I also have terrariums, and a planted aquarium.

12. Do you have any pets?

Yes! I have my sweet little Persie dog(follow us on @pomegranatepup), and I also have aquatic snails right now. I feel like all the plants I have should also count as having pets, but whatever.

13. How tall are you?

5'6"! I always try and lie and say I'm taller than that, but I'm really, really not. I'm mad about it because I feel like I definitely had the potential to be taller than I am.

14. Fave subject in school?

English! I was one of those gay bitches that'd be obsessed with their english teachers. My english teachers would have to give me advanced material because I'd finish and get bored so quickly with the english assignments we were given. I was also constantly reading books in class and getting in trouble for it. I know it's not the question, but my least favorite had to have been math, I failed algebra 1 like 3 times. Kind of embarassing, but I had undiagnosed dyscalcula, so whatever...

15. Dream job?

Right now, I want to someday open and run my own bakery or cafe, maybe a coffee shop. My current plan is to go to culinary school for pastry arts and go from there. I've been working as a baker for the past 4 years or so. Honestly, my real dream job is being a worthless layabout. If someone handed me 10 million dollars today, that would be amazing.

[stuffgoeswrong]

Maybe it's late but do chuuaku next if you feel like it!!! Have a sweet day 💕

Of course! It's never too late!

Chuuaku

Ship it

What made you ship it?

Honestly? This person's art--I mean look at it. I love their style, it's gorgeous. After that, I just started seeing more official art of them and hearing about the hype for Chuuaku on Twitter (or at least I thought it was fairly popular over there). Then I began to rethink the characters and what they could have in common, which turns out is kind of a lot. To quote my anime journal, they've both been hurt by Dazai and have been lone wolves for most of their lives. They've been through so much and I want them to bond over being used by people they once trusted (Aku--Dazai, Chuuya--Shirase, Verlaine, anyone else from Stormbringer? I haven't actually read it yet). They each ponder their self-worth but admire those around them (Chuuya admires Mori's leadership but worries about his own humanity, Akutagawa admires Atsushi for being able to stand up to him but doesn't see his own strength as good enough, and obvs Dazai). Listen, so we all know Chuuya is a loyal character, it's one of his core traits. But Akutagawa has that same potential too! He's kept his promise to Atsushi not to kill anyone for six months. I believe Beast even as an alternate universe implies traits that are there in every version of a character, so Akutagawa's protection over Gin can also be seen as loyalty. Any two people being fiercely devoted to each other or having that possibility is a huge plus for me. Yeah, they haven't had any actual scenes together in the main story (ig Dead Apple kinda counts, I always forget that exists) which made me a little iffy at first, but they've had a little screentime together in Wan! which is good enough for me and I ended up loving them!

2. What are your favorite things about the ship?

Chuuaku's vibes are like off the charts emo autumn season and I love it. Their color schemes are so Halloween-y and I always picture them within an aesthetic collage of hot chocolate, falling leaves, and overcast skies. I also like how easy it usually is to come up with headcanons for them, like Akutagawa would be so bad at compliments (thinking about him like Kageyama saying knife instead of nice) and Chuuya would appreciate him trying yet he's so much smoother at it, they both shop at Hot Topic, love similar music, effective on missions together, find it easy to bully people together, and go on midnight motorcycle rides to help Akutagawa's lungs. Oh, I love that Chuuya is kind of the mentor Aku never had and so it's for sure just one of the most positive relationships Aku could have. Also, it seems to me they're both workaholics so it would be fun to see them realize this about each other and force the other to work out making time for fun things, not necessarily with each other. In my opinion, Chuuya needs someone calmer than Dazai and Akutagawa needs someone who's patient but still outgoing. Of course, I believe that with any Akutagawa ship, he needs to be less obsessed with Dazai to be more in tune with his partner. I think Chuuya could help him move past this because of his specific position in Akutagawa's life as a coworker and someone who knows Dazai pretty personally. Overall I like that this ship, like my other favorites, is pretty balanced power-wise, has a great aesthetic, is on opposite ends of the personality spectrum, and has room for "missing or behind the scenes" fanfictions. Also the possibilities for AUs (from mayoi alone we get detectives and bandmates)!

3. Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?

Not sure since there aren't several fans I've talked to about Chuuaku, but I'm gonna use this opportunity to say that these are the top songs that remind me of them: I Will Follow You into the Dark by Death Cab for Cutie, Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne, Better Than Me by The Brobecks, Easily by Bruno Major. Perhaps my unpopular opinion would be that they're actually just very domestic.

Thanks for the ask!

[ghstdoll]

the taste of him lingers on her lips like a sweet and savory treat, tingling from how soft and perfect it was and it's already obvious that she couldn't get enough of him because she's going in for seconds as soon as he pulls away, making her miss his lips more than she's ever missed anything in her life.

she used to roll her eyes at those couples who were so clingy and in love because there was no way such a thing existed but now she's standing here with him by her side and she can't imagine anything more fulfilling than him and none of those other happy couples even compared to them, they would never know their love because there was nothing like it.

salem giggles, nuzzling her nose against his neck as her hands move against his frame, brushing down his nipple to his skin as she purrs. she's kind of obsessed with the idea that he likes being touched by her, having her petite fingers run along his beautiful body as if it was hers to appreciate as he presses his hand against her own to encourage her to keep going. "I get it was a different time but it's kind of hard to believe you weren't swarming in beautiful women putting their hands all over this." she purrs, pressing a kiss to his neck. "not that I'm complaining because you're all mine." she giggles before pulling her hands back to keep brushing out his curls getting the last of the dirt out as it begins to dry more.

to be loved this deeply by him was to be the luckiest girl in the entire universe. how did she go on for 18 years without him? how did she live all that time without kissing him or touching his perfect body it seemed like one of those tragic stories and she hated to think about the possibility of him never showing up in her living room.

the words might be written on a piece of paper but they still meant everything to her, his sweet little smile growing as the tears fill her light colored eyes and she can't help but laugh at herself a little."I've never cried like this before...it feels a little silly but I've also never been this happy I guess. not until you came along and ruined the whole dark brooding thing I was going for." she teases playfully, kissing his cheek once more.

she allows him to turn and face her, tugging her into his lap. she felt so small against him, cheek pressed against his chest where the little opening was on her pjs and his skin feels warm, making her eyes flutter shut for a moment so hes can enjoy his perfect embrace. she smirks a bit at the way he kisses her too, a soft giggle leaving her. the moment just seems perfect, better than her dreams and better than anything she's ever experienced in her entire life.

eyes gaze up at him as he reaches for the pen and paper again, watching him close as he writes down a few more words for an answer to a question that has already been on her mind. how did he come back? how was such a thing even humanly possible? of course she believed that crazy things could happen but coming back from the dead just didn't seem real. however, she nods at his words. "you read my mind." she says with a smile before he's taking her hand.

the pen tickles against her skin as he begins to doodle something and she waits patiently until he finishes. right there he shows her a small doodle of stars with something that looks like light rushing behind them. "a comet?" she says recognizing the symbol. "a comet brought you back to life?" she says confused as her thumb traces over the art on her hand a soft smile on her lips. "I remember that comet, it flew right past our town but...I still don't understand how a shooting star could bring someone back to life? is it like making a wish? I mean I used to make wishes when I was a little girl but none of them ever came true.." she laughs. "I once wished that I could fly far far away from my mom and never return but it didn't really work cause I'm still here and so is she...step dad included." she sighs a little, eyes looking up from the pen mark on her hand to look at him as her hands come up to cup his face. "so if a comet brought you back then so we need another comet to bring your voice back too?"

even if he had his voice, regulus isn’t sure he could articulate how much it means to him that he’s the first person she’s truly loved. it’s a relief knowing she felt it too– the pull between them, as if they were supposed to be together even before he had a body again. part of him had worried he was crazy for deciding to show up in her home after pulling himself from a grave, but she’s making him feel as if it’s the least crazy decision in the world.

especially with the way she kisses him, hands on his chest as her soft lips move against his. her pretty pink lips are even softer than he imagined, making him want to taste them for longer. it’s difficult to stop, hating himself for pulling away because he needs more.

her beautiful blue eyes shine with tears when he tells her that she’s his peace, a smile on her lips. it makes his chest soften that she looks so happy about it, even telling him she felt the same. she explains how he makes her feel safe and the way he's her home, which is everything he’s ever wanted to be for her. when he was dead he listened to her every word, longing to comfort her… to speak to her, touch her and solve all of her problems. he still can’t speak to her, but he can do everything else if only she allows him.

his heart flutters at the soft kiss she plants on his lips, wishing he could take another one. when he’s turned around, sitting between her legs, he brings her palm to his chest and urges her to touch him. her fingers brush against his nipple, but he wants more, shivering. she compliments his body, calling him beautiful, and he enjoys the praise a little too much. pressing his hand over hers, he urges her to keep touching his chest, needing it. he nods softly in response to her praise, because it is a miracle his new body looks like his old one. he’s not sure what he would’ve done if he lost his looks just as he met the love of his life…

it feels good how she combs through his hair, playing with his head of curls. his eyes flutter, leaning into her touch as it distracts him for a long moment. 

but he has to give her his note, showing her the confession he’d written, and his heart aches at the way her eyes shine with tears again. he turns around to face her, suddenly wanting to wrap himself in her. he’s never been this loved before; so loved that declaring his feelings made her shed tears. her voice cracks with emotion, making him smile warmly, his own eyes stinging a little in response.

she kisses his cheek, her soft lips making his heart race in his chest. she so effortlessly affects him; everything from his mind to his soul, completely changing him. she wraps her arms around his middle and he melts into her, gently pulling her into his lap to cradle her. one arm wraps around her waist, hugging her to him, and his other hand rests on her thigh. he nods in response to her words, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. 

he can feel her cheek against his chest, clinging to each other in a tight hug. moving his hand up her waist, he presses a soft kiss to her temple, holding her close. he wants her to know how special she is; that he would come back from the dead for her again and again if he had to.

getting an idea, he shifts forward, still holding her in his lap as he takes the pen and paper again. writing as steadily as he can with a girl in his lap, he prints, “i can show you what brought me back”. then he lets go of her waist, taking her hand and holding it steady as he uses his other one to put the pen to her skin and draw.

picking a spot beside her thumb, he doodles two stars right next to each other with a trail behind them. he glances up at her, wondering if she can tell it’s a comet even if he isn’t as good at drawing as she is.

[bellafragolina]

Aaaaaaa thank you!! You're so sweet omg ;~;

I'll definitely keep you updated on them! I wouldn't have had the courage to even make them if it weren't for you :p I haven't thought up much else for them tbh (I'm trying to give all their pokemon at least nicknames, a basic "how did they meet" kind of backstory, and vague personality before I do, and Cassia makes it HARD 😂) Though, I've developed Morada's Hisui AU a bit more! I don't really know how her main story will work out or if to make this how her story actually ends, but I've decided for the AU at least she chooses to stay in Hisui! She's found a family there - in Jubilife and in the clans - and can make and share music with her pokemon while being herself, not to mention the love and happiness she can spread in letting people see and dance with her team as they sing. She's happy there! She finally finds herself in Hisui, and I think when offered she asks Arceus to return someone who lost himself and more going to Hisui instead 😉

I'm so happy you like her though!! Morada's quickly becoming my favorite also <3 I would definitely love to do an rp or something with your ocs in the future!! Allegra and Ren are so fun, and it would be super exciting to get to interact with them both <3 Morada would be super flustered if Ren asked to take pictures of her and her pokemon, but be just as flattered 😂 I can see her giving tips on how to get them to pose or their best angles, and totally obsessing over Ren's pokemon if she ever got to see them! (Haunts and Teddy are the CUTEST in her opinion) It would also be really interesting to see how their relationship would develop if Morada ever let herself be more,, herself? Especially if she started going back to her old style and letting her hair dye grow out/stopped wearing colored contacts! Ren still being interested in taking pics of her would make her melt <3 She would also super love doing a duet with Allegra! It would be so cute if they did it as something for Allegra's students and it leading to them talking more from there! She would be so happy to see Allegra also performing with her pokemon, and would absolutely propose a Giant All-Pokemon-Included Collab if they met in person >:3

Cassia LOVES shenanigans >:3 She does need a bit more development (right now the only idea I have for her means creating ~2 more ocs, which I'm not sure I want to do yet 😅) but she'd happily engage in most shenanigans! I think her and Ren would have a lot of fun if they met, with both of them playing into the other's more chaotic side really well! I think they'd also have a lot of fun talking about their trips, though Cassia's didn't get her out and about as much, and overall just be a pretty fun combination :3 I'm also 👀 At Cassia and Allegra both being teachers in Paldea from Unova cksbsnsn, lowkey a school rp with the two of them sounds so fun?? Teacher buddies <3 (Also I just noticed Allegra's grey streaks omg aaaaaa 😩) I'm not too sure how they'd interact with each other bc of how vague Cassia's character is right now, but I can absolutely see them gossiping in the breakroom and/or them having at least one interaction where Cassia just gushes over Allegra's pokemon hdkcksja (Archeops is so interesting competitively! And she has a Meloetta?? And they both sing and dance so well!!) Cassia would also love to sit in on Allegra's classes/learn music from her sometime if Allegra would let her! Though she's been focused on academics her whole life, Cassia does really appreciate art and music, and would really admire Allegra for writing her own songs and being such a skilled teacher!

hhhhhh i wanna rp with you so baddddddd

ren and morada, being fun friends that travel because ren drags morada along to wildlife photo shoots with her. letting her hold teddy and showing her how to coax haunts out of his nervous shell. and then marveling and gushing over how pretty and cool she is as she grows into herself more and more (and both of them being in hisui, and being weird outsiders together, staying despite completing their god given tasks (though ren is half staying for her new husband she met (laventon)))

ohhh and cassia and allegra being teacher buddies, gossiping about the students and their shenaniganssss. god allegra is like pls sit in on my classes and see how bonkers these kids are when they have instruments in their hands. i've got one that plays nothing but zelda music during any free time. i'm losing it and i need to feel seen.

and yeye i need to do more with meloetta, but allegra definitely introduces her to cassia. such pretty music they'll make <3

~Renee

[showf4lls]

For your Matchup event! Also congrats on hitting 200!

Id also like a Romantic matchup thanks!

Well im Icarus/Emery, I'm 18 and i use They/them pronounce. Im Non-binary and Bi

For my personality, i tend to be quiet and reserved at the beginning because i have a hard time building up trust with people but once im comfortable around someone i tend to be chaotic loud and just crazy, I'm incredibly loyal to the people i love and i hate if people lie to me. I'm also absolutely terrified of being replaced by someone who is better then me.

If someone wants to calm me down just put some drawing supplies Infront of me or turn on music, i basically listen to Music 24/7 and i have way to many favorite artists to actually write them down. My Love language is Touch and gift giving and i love to make my friends happy with little gifts etc.

For my appearance, I'm about 5'7 and i have short turquoise hair. Which i shaved off to feel more comfortable, i have green eyes which tend to change their color slightly based on my emotions (example: when im really angry they turn dark Green) my face is full of freckles and i have metal frame glasses which are a metallic pink and round on the bottom but flat on the Top.

My clothing style switches often between Goth and Alt but i also sometimes wear Academia and Pastel Goth. I have a septum ring and i love necklaces, chokers, rings and the Like. I have a relatively curvy body in a sort of Hourglass shape (just with a lot more pudge)

My three favorite songs would definitely have to be

She looks so perfect -5SOS

Black and White -Niall Horan

Parents -Yungblud

Some fun facts about me are that i want to become an artist, i read way to much for my own good, i used to Dance for fun, i love cooking and baking and i have an Obsession with Plushies. I am a huge Mythology nerd and know a lot of myths by heart, i cosplay for fun and i love meeting new people on the internet even though anxiety and the likes makes that hard for me. I also absolutely adore any animals (other then Bugs or spiders) and i used to volunteer at an animal shelter.

I hope that's enough info?

― vibe check! i match you with... sapnap !

cw + info! fluff, headcanons / no CWs

includes! cc!sapnap

note! thank you for the congratulations, it means a lot!! sorry that this is kind of long, i had a lot of ideas lmao. also, for anyone interested, feel free to check out the event here!

– you guys are both shy, so i feel like you would gravitate towards one another. plus, he's the type of guy to be confident when he wants to be, especially with people he feels he can relate to. even still, he takes his time warming up to you

– he definitely warms up to you faster than you warm up to him, but that’s fine! he doesn’t mind taking on a little bit of weight while you take your time getting comfy!

– you’re fiercely loyal to one another, almost concerningly so. constantly defending one another unless the other person is truly in the wrong (then you take a second to stop and talk about it lol). you never lie to one another unless it’s for a surprise

– has an unparalleled appreciate for your aesthetic; he just thinks the way you dress is so cool. i’d like to think that he feels like he has Scary Partner Privileges (like on tiktok iykyk). if anyone comments on your fashion sense in a negative way, he gets pissed. he always responds in those instances - he can’t just let someone insult you! he has to defend your honor, obviously

– for the record, he would definitely ask you to make him over at some point, just to see what he would look like if he were to dress like you. he just - he really admires your fashion sense

– loves listening to you talk about your interests or being involved with them in any way

– you’re drawing or doing other art stuff? he’s looking over your shoulder, watching in complete awe as you just do your thing

– you’re reading a new book/fic? read to him. tell him about it. give him commentary on it. at least let him sit with you while you read - let him cuddle you, as a little treat. let him wrap himself around you while you read, or at least rest his head on your tummy while you’re laying across the couch and reading!

– you start dancing out of nowhere? he’s right there with you, though he might hesitate a little [be nice, he’s shy /lh].

– you’re cooking? you’re trying a new recipe?? he wants to help! if he feels like he’s in the way, he’ll just sit to the side and bring you ingredients when you need them, set timers for you, wash the dishes. at least let him sit in the kitchen and watch while you work, maybe even let him lick the spoon if you’re feeling generous /lh

– you wanna talk about mythology? he’s all ears. stops whatever he’s doing to sit down and listen to you infodump to him, and always makes sure to ask questions. nods and hums and makes little noises to make sure you know he’s listening

– you’re planning on cosplaying? using him as a rubber duck; bounce ideas off of him! get his opinion on your makeup [he’ll always think you look amazing, even if you just went outside and rubbed some dirt on your face]! need help getting into costume? no problem, he’s there as soon as you call his name and carefully helping you get dressed!

– if you’re feeling down he Will Not Hesitate to bring patches to you

– if you ever feel like volunteering at an animal shelter again, he’ll be signing the both of you up as soon as the suggestion leaves your mouth

– begs to help you dye your hair. he’s always wanted to dye someone’s hair because he thinks the whole process is really cool, and it would just be another way he gets to be close to you and spend time with you

– if you’re not wearing your glasses, he’ll definitely steal them and try to wear them. jokes about how blind you are (even if your prescription isn’t that intense)

[athena-is-a-chaotic-lil-shit]

Feral Fatality

(Part 1)

So this has been in my works for a week now. You see, it was a typical day for me scrolling through Tumblr and visiting some....tags, and then a short drabble inspired me to write about a feral reader totally not because I was craving violence and murder no, which reached more than 4k words on the first draft so here we are! Shitty title, I know. The proofread work went over 7k, and it's not even finished yet. Once I'm done posting this and my main orc fic, I will get into the requests so please be patient!

Pairing: Jason Voorhees x Fem!Reader

Word count: 3k

Warnings: Brief blood and violence at the end of the first part

Contains: Swearing, mentions of neglect and abuse (not graphic)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3

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Screams slit through the twilight as the frigid autumn wind blew harshly through the trees of Camp Crystal Lake. The rustling of bushes and cracking of twigs echoed as foolish teenagers attempted to escape, running for their lives when they were the ones who dared step foot in the place, tarnishing it with their sins.

Jason Voorhees, the innocent kid who died several years ago; pushed to the lake by his bullies and left to drown for being different and unsightly— all because the counselors were busy with their fucking business—, returned as an undead killing machine right after his mother murdered them and died. His sole purpose: to protect the land and purge the people who had no right to be here, sentencing them to a horrendous death.

One by one, they struck the ground, lifeless, either chopped into pieces, beheaded, or stabbed countless times by his trusty machete.

Limbs...ripped off with his bare hands.

-

The muffled snapping of branches reached your ears as the vehicle's wheels ran over them, stirring you from your nap. You rubbed your chilled skin under your clothes as you looked out of the window, thumping your forehead on the glass when you leaned forward the moment you saw the scenery. Trees, both ancient and young, their leaves varying in hues of green, orange and red, filled your line of sight. It was still early in autumn, your favorite time of the year, not hot but not too cold either. You watched in awe as the warm-colored leaves cascaded down from the branches and down to the ground, some carried by the wind farther from their origin.

The view did its best to distract you from a couple in session a seat before yours. They always seem to do that all the time, regardless of place or occasion.

This was a week-long getaway after graduation, they said.

Nothing but a white lie.

An excuse for the girls to hook up with their campus crushes, a week of fucking and smoking drugs.

You, however, just got invited —forced— by your "friend" Eloiza, the self-proclaimed hottest girl in the entire school, typical captain of the cheerleading squad; blonde and curvy. Her words were much too sugar-coated that even a deaf person could tell she had ulterior motives.

She only planned to use you as a tool to raise her fame. A stepping stone for her own gain.

That wasn't the only reason though.

Everyone knew who you were, but only by your name. News and rumors alike spread like wildfire through gossipy mouths. Your deeds were known throughout campus.

(Y/N)(L/N), top academic competitor and multiple-award winner, a straight-A student for five years in succession. Some believed you were a genius, the rest called you insane.

You wouldn't call yourself a genius though, you did not possess the obsessive need to acquire eternal knowledge and discover the secrets of the universe as most of them do, to effortlessly solve every problem that comes their way.

If that were the case, then you wouldn't be here in the first place.

You only love learning and indulging in the beauty of Mother Nature, plus a handful of hyper-fixations.

Fine, a buttload of hyper-fixations. And such came in handy in various situations.

You were unrivaled, not one of your peers could come close to your level of wit. Many people wished to have a brain like yours, and just as many hated you for even having one, praised you just as much as slandered your name and judged you.

Despite your reputation, the poor school didn't broadcast it, at least every time. The staff probably got tired of repeating the same phrase over and over again. Which caused more than half of the whole campus to never believe you to be the one behind all of that, laughing at your face when you said your name.

"You? The (Y/N) (L/N)? Ha! As if I'd fall for that! Everyone knows how she looks. You're the absolute opposite!"

"You got to be kidding me."

"You're a joker, aren't you? Is this a prank? If so please stop it, don't pretend like you're her."

Yep, and it goes on and on and on. They were right, you didn't look like someone who would win contests or excel in class.

You constantly wore clothes that hid your form, silent unless spoken to or asked to answer, distant and reserved, you preferred the company of books and nature to the rowdiness and prying hands of humans. A sociopath they deemed you. Quite an extreme word to use when you simply wanted to enjoy the only things that made you happy in this living hell.

You only know a handful of people who approached you first-hand and praised you genuinely, even asking for an autograph, which really surprised you.

Yet, they would never understand you even if you explained, because you can't, words evade you when it comes down to voice out what you feel. Even if you can, no one would care. And even if they did? You doubt it was real. Everyone wants to use you, and they seem to believe you'd let them. You didn't trust anyone. The last time you did only left you sobbing on the dirt.

You wanted to be left alone.

To connect with nature and get as far away as possible from your parents. Parents who kept shouting profanities at each other, the main cause for your depression and anxiety levels to skyrocket, the shaking turning into trembling, 7 hours of sleep to barely a blink.

That's why you agreed to go in the first place.

You hated your household—despised it— a mess of broken shards of bottles and ceramics littered your kitchen floor more often than not. You didn't bother cleaning it up anymore, your mother would just waste away her money on more things to break and throw them at your joke of a father when they fought anyway.

Not only that, you thought...No, you believed if you worked hard to be the best and win countless competitions, your parents would give you recognition and reconcile for your sake, but no, no, no. They didn't care one bit about you or your medals, it was as if you were never even included in their lives at all. Even birthday celebrations ceased to exist in everyone's books after your 13th.

So you gave up.

Down into the void, your wishful thinking went, that they'll become better people over time, that the attention and love you deserve will be given one day. Instead, you wallowed yourself in your studies, besting everyone in everything academic. Oh, but you weren't athletic. Far from it. Damn, you were getting thin and sleep-deprived from being neglected, dark circles under your eyes every time you looked at your reflection. People hating your existence wasn't helping, some teachers even suspected you of cheating.

There's no way in hell you'd let yourself get dragged down to end up like them! You were of legal age now, a fresh graduate from high school, you doubt your parents even knew that since they didn't fucking show up on your graduation day. You were moving out of that shithole of a town. Anywhere is better than where they breathed and spat their poison.

And so here you are. Standing in this breath-taking and mysterious place. Camp Crystal Lake, it is named, secluded, barely touched by modernization as it is hidden between mountains and trees as far as the eye could see. Not to mention its namesake, the lake, you imagined it would mirror the sky, be it day or night. You loved it, you adored the fresh, breathable air that went through you the moment you stepped out of the van.

You also knew about him.

Resolved to never go back to that goddamned house, you took everything you had and needed; the special little trinkets you've collected through the years shoved into a box, the few clothes you had, art materials, and your precious books carefully packed inside a big travel bag, along with your stocked up canned goods, convenience food, snacks, and toiletries.

And other, important things.

You hauled your baggage out of the van and got off, immediately moving to the side and away from everyone.

You got used to people ignoring you that you didn't care anymore.

Why waste your time with them when you can have all of it to yourself?

Eloiza led the group into the larger cabins, the others went straight into the lake for a swim. You even notice some teens disappear into the trees, most likely for a quickie.

In return, you stayed out of their way, fully satisfied being invisible and with your own company as you trudged to a cabin, the one you caught a glimpse of earlier in the van. It was a long way's separated from the rest, closest to the forest and hidden behind a few trees.

You were panting when you finally stopped in front of it, clearly not used to walking long distances and carrying stuff near as heavy as your weight.

Upon closer inspection, you found yourself gaping at its appearance. The wooden walls lost their color as they aged, white and brown mushrooms grew on the ground along with green moss sticking to the beams, and a few vines crawling their way up and on the roof. Despite all of that, the cabin looked sturdy still.

There's this "one with nature" vibe that drew you to it, like a string pulling you closer and inviting you. Ominous most would say, but you almost cried when the rich scent of earth and oxygen filled your lungs as you took one big inhale, sighing in content for once. It was a lot smaller compared to the others, but you didn't care. As long as you were left alone with your stuff you were a-okay.

Perfect.

You turned the knob and peeked inside, letting out a small gasp and opening the door wider to see the whole thing.

Old as it is, it was proper and neat, regardless of the tiny cobwebs on the upper corners. A small, square dining table sat in the middle of the first part of the place, two wooden stools placed underneath. There were cupboards on the wall and a simple sink with an empty space to the side. You went to the next room, doorless and separated with but a wall of thick plywood. It had a single bed in the corner, off-white cotton sheets sitting atop, not a wrinkle in sight. No pillow though. There's a decent-sized closet along with a small table on one side of the bed. One of the windows had a hole in the middle, a ray of sunlight streaming in through the cracks. It was too big for the size of a gunshot, so maybe a rock.

A bit hesitant, your fingers traced the wood, feeling the inconsistent texture. When you went through the back door, your smile reached your ears when trunks of trees and bushes greeted you...

Wait, is that what you think it is?

Stepping closer to the treeline, your jaw dropped when you spotted a thicket of fruit-bearing plants past them, gathered in a tiny clearing.

Blueberries.

Purple little cuties poked out of the green shrubs, sporting a vibrant hue that caught your eye. The sun shone overhead and providing the energy they needed. Blueberries managed to grow in the area despite the trees fencing them.

Tempted and suspicious, you crouched down, inspecting the shrub if it really was a blueberry plant and not a deadly doppelganger. Once you were sure it was, (it would be hilarious if you simply died from nighshade poisoning), you plucked one and brought it to your mouth. It was sweeter than you expected, with a slightly bitter aftertaste. You hummed in delight, wiping the juice with your thumb when it dribbled out, staining your finger and lips.

You didn't want to anger anybody. Hell, coming here was already trespassing, so you didn't push your luck and left it alone, hoping they'd forgive you for picking one. They surely didn't look wild with the way they lined up.

You scanned the rest of the area, eventually going back inside to unpack after your little evaluation.

-

The sun was a hand's away from setting when you finished. Pride swelled in your chest at the work you did, your things stocked and organized with care inside the cabinets and drawers. You won't have to worry about your food for now as cupboards were filled to the brim with them. You also had a decent amount of money left from your savings account that your parents weren't aware of. Prize money, allowance, and the salary you got from doing online jobs all went into it. The camp was a few miles off the road, and a couple more to the nearest gas station with a convenience store. Very far yes, but it's better than living with the people who made you do this in the first place.

You just hoped you wouldn't die walking.

Everything was worth it, anyways. You were free now, at least that's what you think.

You trudged to the bed, eyeing the cushions, wary and a little scared to touch the sheets that appeared to be cleaned just recently, you didn't even lay a finger on them ever since you got inside. Oh, but your tired muscles were screaming to just flump down and relax.

So you did.

You dumped yourself face first and inhaled. It wasn't smelly nor fragrant, just the simple freshness on the cotton fabric. You felt beat but ain't sleepy, yet, so you reached to the drawer beside the bed and pulled out a book to pass the time as you waited for the sun to go down and give way for the moon. Its spine and pages had creases, worn out and yellow-stained from age and use. It was a horror-mystery novel told through a first-person narrative, a story of a middle-aged detective and her Maine coon in their attempts to solve a murder case of a young European lady named Cassandra Chase.

You dozed off in the middle of chapter 21, the part where Dinnie, the cat, discovers a valuable clue to the crime, a rotten limb in the dried basement well.

—

—

Jason settled down on the stairs of his porch; shoulders relaxed and hunched as he leisurely sharpened his machete with a small whetstone. Lines of sunlight kissed him through the leaves of trees, the birds in the area chirped on their perches, and the grass swayed, gentle, as a cool wind passed by.

His day be so fine. No troublemakers to deal wi—

The alarm rang, announcing unwelcomed arrival. As if a switch flipped inside, he's already on his feet, making his way swiftly to their location.

A new batch of wretched youngsters, another day ruined. Hunting them down makes his blood thrum in his veins, yes, but they soured his mood, just when he was at peace. He's dead set on slaughtering them in the most gruesome ways possible, only then he could go back and enjoy the serenity the nature around him brings.

He surveyed the area, camouflaging with the wilderness, silent as he watched and counted the soon-to-be corpses, his mother's voice at the back of his mind, guiding him.

They decided to go either to the main cabins, or the lake...even into the trees.

All but one.

Jason already planned to cut down the couple later as they lose themselves in the forest, doing nasty, dirty things to his camp. The killer shifted his attention to you, curious as to why you didn't join the lot. Instead, you walked back down the road. He followed and saw you approach the small cabin, separated from the rest, your eyes widened...

Adoration?

You were quiet— except for the little gasps of awe you let out in between pants—as you looked around and over the place. The ones you came with were rowdy and destructive, a complete opposite. He hid as he observed you from afar, moving around to adjust his vision on you. You smiled every time you looked to the trees, he noticed.

Why were you smiling like that? Why did you pick this cabin? Were you planning on defiling it?

The last question in his mind made his blood boil. He'll kill you first if that was the case. That cabin you chose was special, it was where he and his mother used to stay. He occasionally visits that one to keep it clean and free of dust. If you even think of—

Jason, sweetie...look closer. She does not have such intentions.

His mother's words rang in his head. Even from where he stood, he could see what you did inside. You looked a little hesitant, touching and drawing back your hand before letting your fingers feel the wood as if it was something delicate. Despite the initial...shyness? You proceeded to make it your home, somewhat, dropping the large duffel bags you carried on your front and back, and a similarly large roller case on your left. It was as if you planned to stay for a long time.

Jason hears you take a long breath and sigh as you went out the backdoor. You grinned wider when you saw the nature around you. You stepped forward, straight in his direction...

For a moment he thought you saw him, seeing your jaw drop. You moved closer, and he just froze there, until you crouched down.

Oh, his plants.

He watched you as you gently picked a fruit, your gaze...soft. You brought it to your mouth, some of the juice spilling on the side and you wiped it with your thumb.

Cute.

You went back inside and continued to unpack your things, carefully maneuvering around the cabin.

Maybe he'll spare you if you continue to be good. You didn't do anything dirty, yet. It's only a matter of time before the camp is shrouded in darkness and his hunt will begin.

Let's see what you'll do before that happens.

-

Jason tracked down the three that went into the forest. He knew the place like the back of his hand, and it was easier to pinpoint them as he heard moans.

What he saw was utmost disgusting, two girls pleasuring a male with their mouths in broad daylight.

Kill them, my boy! Such foul beings need to die! Kill them, kill!

He circled them, steps soundless. Jason gripped his machete and brought it down the guy's neck, embedding the weapon into the bark, the head rolled down, oozing with blood, and fell against the women, drenching them in red. Not a single cry left from their mouths as he sliced both with one swing, blood pouring out of their throats and staining the ground. Jason dragged their bodies and tossed them into a pit he dug beforehand, making quick work in burying them.

A swift end. Now he waits.