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"You've saved me as what?" Satoru repeats for what must have been the fifth time.
You sigh, speaking again, slowly. "Cotton Swab. I saved you as Cotton Swab"
Satoru gapes at you, mouth opening and closing without a single word coming out. In the end, he pouts and look away.
You frown. "Hey, come on. Don't be like that," You walk around him so you're directly in his line of view, his pink lips sticking out as he crosses his arms. You show him your phone, where his contact really is saved as 'Cotton Swab'. "It's a term of endearment. An affectionate nickname. I mean, would you rather just be saved as Satoru? How boring is that?"
Satoru glances at your screen once, then looks away, clearly unimpressed. "You didn't even give me an emoji."
"Alright, alright" you say, going ahead to edit his contact name. "I'll add some emojis. Which ones do you want?"
Before you could blink, satoru had taken your phone. He gives it back to you a few seconds later, leaving you chuckling at the long list of emojis he had put after his name. His name, you just realised, he changed to 'bf'.
You look up at him with a grin. "You gonna explain that?"
"Nope" he says back with a matching grin.
He didn't explain that you two were now matching, because he had long since had you saved as 'gf' with a whole bunch of emojis after too.
#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo satoru fluff#gojo satoru x y/n#gojou satoru x reader#gojou satoru x you#gojou x reader#gojo x reader#gojo x you#jjk x reader#jjk x you#jujustsu kaisen x reader#fem reader#first post <3#forgive my rusty writing its been months/a year even? I'm washed asf#i imagine it set in his high school days#but i guess adult him works too#he's so smitten#you both aint in a relationship#yet#thanks for reading <3
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"i don't do dress-up," toji huffs, not even wanting to dignify your request with an eye roll.
you, on the other hand, have no problem turning your eyes up, sighing partially from frustration, partially out of fondness.
"it's a costume party, toji. it's the one and only requirement. and you promised you'd make an effort with my friends!"
"effort means helping 'em move or something. not ... fuckin'... putting on cat ears or some shit like that."
"the cat ears are for me, actually," you sigh again, starting to shove the contents of your shopping haul back into the paper bag.
you'd picked up a few cheap and simple ideas for toji, laying them out on your bed for him to pick.
a simple black eye mask (for a bandit, masquerade, whatever). some sunglasses and overalls (top gun pilot). even some flimsy little plastic vampire fangs that he could wear with his regular clothes --
anything. anything to show he's making an attempt at participating.
but in the midst of all your enthusiasm, you'd accidentally tossed your recently purchased pair of fluffy cat ears on the bed. before you can grab them to put them away, toji hooks them with his finger, holding them up for closer inspection.
"what are you gonna wear with these?" he asks, voice calm and low, skillfully hiding the thoughts suddenly filling his head.
you pause, setting the bag back down. "for my costume?"
he nods, still holding the cat ears, but his full attention is now on you.
realising the opportunity, you grin.
"probably this," you say nonchalantly, fishing the lacy miniskirt out of the bag and setting it down on the covers.
clearly exercising a great degree of self-control, toji's expression doesn't change, but he can't hide the look in his eyes as his gaze travels over the fabric.
pupils blown, he darts his eyes back to you, following you as you take a seat on the bed next to the skirt.
he swallows thickly, setting down the cat ears and running a hand through his tousled hair, a sign you've seen a hundred times before.
the room is silent, overwhelmingly so, until he finally breaks it --
"can you try it on for me?"
"suddenly interested in costumes, are we?" you retort as your smile returns, delighted to see his facade cracking before you.
just as he gives in, leaning over and manoeuvring you exactly how he wants to, you hear him whisper roughly;
"maybe i can get behind dress-up."
#toji x reader#toji fushiguro x reader#toji x you#mildly suggestive??? mildly nsfw??? so mdni please#also i'm so rusty with fic writing pls forgive me I'm working on it#im also a halloween girlie so indulge me ... i beg u ...
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wait I'm sorry I just got kicked in the face. There's gonna be more sherlock?
LMFAAAOOO
Okay so. Yes because real ones know that that's always been the case!!
Here's a list of some of the ancient lore quotes from Mofftiss about the 5 season arc:
"instant series commission, a guaranteed 2nd series, a cuddle, a guaranteed 3rd series, and a whispered invitation back to 'my place' (where I'll explain that really I've got a 5-series arc in mind, & a spin-off)" –Moffat, 2009 (one year before Sherlock)
"Having started off with Sherlock and John much younger men than they are usually presented, it would be rather lovely to keep going. I love the idea of them being in their 50's and still doing it." Mark Gatiss, 2013
“…we just got out of the rain and sat at the top of the [Sherlock] production bus… and we just started plotting out what we could do in the future. And we plotted out the whole of series four and five.” –Moffat, 2014
Moffat: "We've had the most sketchy discussions on what we'd do." Mark: "We have an idea for season five on a Post-it note. That's as far as we've got. Unless I'm lying?" –2016
Moffat: "Thank you for showing more patience than any other fandom in history." Mark: "Stay tuned!" 2020, celebrating the 10-year anniversary
Those are just the quotes I have on hand right now, of course, but I do enjoy trotting them out lmao.
And yeah, after s4, basically Moffat or Mark or Sue Vertue all pop up in press every now and then to essentially publicly say "yeah we'd love to make more Sherlock but it's so hard to get ahold of Benedict and Martin :/ someday!" and everyone on the internet goes "OH MY GOD SHERLOCK IS COMING BACK???" and those of us who have been here the entire time are like "yes. it's a matter of when, not if" looollll. (There was an article with quotes by Sue a few days ago so that's why everyone is discussing it again.)
Of course, quotes by the creators (who are also notorious liars) are arguably not what matters most. The biggest evidence that there will be more Sherlock is the fact that the show indicates a 5-season arc and always has. Lowest hanging fruit: "The Five Pips" of The Great Game, for example.
But! Required reading: I humbly direct you to this post by the brilliant @devoursjohnlock. It continues to be my favorite summary about what this show is doing, as a queer story that acts as a queer adaptation/interpretation of Arthur Conan Doyle's work to bring the subtext of the original stories to light as text – amongst other things. And it talks about how/why the story remains unresolved.
Aaaaand I also direct you to this post by @bisexualmindcabin explaining how/why there may be a 10 year gap before s5 – a.k.a. just like Arthur Conan Doyle brought Sherlock Holmes back 10 years after killing him, if Mofftiss wanted to recreate that, they'd possibly aim to bring the show back 10 years after "killing" it.
SO YEAH
TL;DR: THERE'S GONNA BE MORE SHERLOCK
eventually
#(and Sherlock Holmes and John Watson are going to kiss.)#anon I got on my laptop for you to write this.#sherlock#tjlc#God I'm sooooo rusty / behind when it comes to Sherlock meta too... there's still so much newer stuff I haven't read#masterpieces by our most brilliant minds the past few years while I've been doing other bullshit. unacceptable. I need to lock in
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needy reader begging simon to let her sit on his cock when he's doing paperwork and promising she'll be a good girl and not move but ofc she can't and she starts riding him then he bends her over his desk and fucks her senseless🤤😩
lysm hope you're doing well💗
😵💫😵💫😵💫 ah omg i love this i'm sorry i got this so late ilyt babe 🤍🤍
very nsfw/rushed but i can def going into more detail/longer one in another post :) <3
simon who's so cocky because he knows just how needy you become, who intentionally flexes the muscles in his thighs because he loves how flustered you get sitting in his lap.
"you ain't movin' 'till i'm done, alright love?" his voice is clear, a demand of sorts, as he whispers it into your ear, pressing a soft kiss to your temple as he chuckles at your state. your nod and your suppressed groan, knowing he would take his time just to watch you get all desperate.
and at first you do obey, there's nothing more pretty than watching your lover completing his paperwork and watching the pure concentration on his face as he uses one hand to write while the other rests around your hips. holding you close to him
but it's so hard especially when the last time you both had any sort of intimacy had been a while back, especially when your needs seemed to have a mind of it's own
it started off slow, your hips moving softly across his thigh and then his bulge while he pauses. it stirs you on, the movement growing faster as he narrows his eyes at you and then your hips.
"what'd i just say?" he tuts but you don't have it in you to even answer, your hands holding onto his chest while your hips drag out over his thigh slowly drawing soft moans from the pair of you as you repeated the motion. he doesn't say a word, just moves your body as he pleases as he stands up suddenly. picking you up and bending you over his desk, causing you to whine at the loss of contact before he hooked his fingers around the waistband of your sweats and pulled them down in one swift motion.
and then he does the same for him as he palms his growing erection in his hands with a soft groan, teasing your entrance for a moment before he slipped inside slowly taking pleasure in how you clenched around him. the both of you moaning as your breathing hitched, whimpering softly at how thick he seemed to feel inside you. even after so long it always took you by surprise just how he felt
"that what you wanted, lovie? you needed my cock just like that huh?" he coos with a chuckle, holding into your hips with a firm grip as he pulls you up and down on his cock. your response had been a whispered yes, gasping softly when the tip of his cock brushes against that special spot inside causing your body to arch in pure delight and for his grip to stumble slightly. he usually would've teased you but the warm feeling of you had his demeanor melting, he just didn't have it in him today. it really had been too long and he was just as desperate
he moves you once more, this time placing you on your back so he can look at the sweet faces you make in the height of your pleasure. it's a sight he could never grow tired of, a sight that makes him proud that he could bring you to this level. he hooks your legs above his shoulder, the new angle allowing him to hit a deeper spot inside you causing you to cling onto him, his name breathlessly leaving your lips in a plea. his hands coming over to hold onto your thighs, keeping you steady as the pace he sets speeds up slightly. his thrusts sloppy, a soft curse and a grunt falling from his lips as his hips become frantic needing this release just as much as you did.
"fuck that's it, cum f'me that's it" he praises feeling you tighten around him, feeling his own movements tremble as he gasped out softly coming closer nuzzling into your neck and chest leaving a trail of soft kisses in his wake.
and then he finally relaxes and releasing you slightly, leaning over to grab the washcloth to the side to clean you both up. it's not perfect but he's already made plans to head to the shower after as he holds onto you once more. sitting in his chair with you in his lap, the softest of smiles gracing his lips.
"that was perfect, did so good me love"
#asks#i'm so rusty omg ☠☠☠#i'm so embarassed to write smut lmfaoo please 😭😭#i'll fix this one later when i can actually write ☠#simon riley#simon riley x reader#simon riley x reader smut
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Dearest CC, I have fallen victim to the Mammon x Barb agenda and now I crave a Greed sandwich. Might I submit an ask for a bottom!reader who asks Barbatos to teach them how to dom with Mammon?(I'm picturing established poly relationship if that helps?)
Thank you, and no rush!
- 🥧 anon P.S.: This is all your fault.
Well hello there, 🥧 anon~
I must apologize for the length of time it took me to get to this, but I'm finally here with the Greed sandwich!
I have to say, I'm pleased to know that someone else has been enjoying macaron because I still have so many ideas for it hee hee! I take full responsibility for it~
Anyway, halfway through writing this I realized I've never actually written a threesome before, so I was kinda like what am I doing?? But hopefully it still turned out okay!
Barbatos x MC x Mammon
NSFW MDNI
Warnings: threesome, dom!Barb, sub!Mammon, collar, restraints, the tail's involved obviously, demon forms, praise, fingering and penetration (reader receiving), uh um I think that's it?
There was a tension in the air. It sizzled between the three of you like the desert on a summer's day. Oppressive, all encompassing, making you sweat. The stare that Barbatos was giving Mammon made your stomach flip. It was a mixture of exasperation, fondness, and mischief.
The table was set for tea, everything laid out perfectly as it always was. Plates of perfectly made pastries and steaming cups of a subtly flavored floral brew were spread out before you. There was even a lovely centerpiece in the middle of the table.
Barbatos had just set down his D.D.D.
Mammon looked like he was about to spontaneously combust.
This was a fairly common occurrence, which meant that you knew exactly what was happening. Barbatos had just been informed about some scheme Mammon had pulled at RAD to make money and now Mammon was sweating bullets.
"I hear the cookies Luke made in home economics were being sold for exorbitant amounts of Grimm at RAD this morning," Barbatos said casually.
Mammon folded his arms. "I gave half of it to the Chihuahua!"
"Hmm." Barbatos tilted his head. "How benevolent of you. However, as you well know, it is against the rules to sell the baked goods from any home economics class."
Because you knew that rule only existed to prevent Mammon from gouging the students, you had to cover a laugh with a cough.
"All right, all right," Mammon said. "Whaddaya want me to do? Give all the money back?"
"That would be a good place to begin," Barbatos said. "Be sure to pay for the amount you gave to Luke from your own pocket."
Mammon groaned. "Man, why do ya gotta be such a stickler, huh?"
"It is simply because you never learn your lesson," Barbatos said. He smiled and it was slightly ominous. The tension ramped up a bit. "What do you think, MC? Is there perhaps something different we could do to enable Mammon to change his ways?"
You had been waiting for this cue. You grinned. "Oh, I can think of something."
Barbatos met your eyes and the normally peaceful teal was lit with the flame of a desire that made your stomach flutter. "What do you suggest?"
You blushed, almost having to look away, but you managed to hold his gaze. "Actually, do you think you could teach me?"
You couldn't bring yourself to say exactly what you meant, but you knew you didn't need to. Barbatos understood you without further context.
"H-hang on, MC," Mammon protested.
"Certainly," Barbatos said, as though Mammon hadn't said anything. "It would be my pleasure."
And that was how you had ended up in Barbatos's room with Mammon in front of you and Barbatos behind you, your heart racing and your stomach tumbling.
Mammon was on his knees, a black leather collar around his neck, a silky black ribbon tying his wrists behind his back, and nothing else. He was looking up at you with desperate eyes, his mouth open, his body straining. He was panting a little and occasional soft whimpers escaped him.
Barbatos was standing behind you, a hand on your waist, his lips by your ear. He was fully clothed, as were you, but his presence so close to you was distracting. You tried to listen to the instructions he whispered in your ear, to focus on what he was telling you rather than how he was making you shiver.
You ran your fingertips down Mammon’s cheek, letting them trace the edges of his lips and the line of his jaw. He leaned into your touch, eyes fluttering closed, shaking with need. You pulled your hand away to tuck your fingers into the collar, yanking it forward suddenly and tipping him off balance. He didn't fall, instead sucking in a breath as his knees shifted on the stone floor.
There was a slight shift behind you and suddenly you felt Barbatos's tail wrapping around one of your thighs. You had been following his directions, of course, but seeing you do it seemed to make him lose control of himself just a little.
You lifted your other hand and pressed your fingers against Mammon's lips. He opened his mouth readily, letting you push them inside. He moaned around them, leaning forward.
Barbatos's hand twitched against your waist.
"You're doing so well, MC," he whispered in your ear.
You nearly fell to your knees with Mammon. But instead you pulled in a deep breath and tugged up on Mammon's collar, causing him to stand before you. You took your fingers out of his mouth, making him whine.
"Oh?" you asked softly. "Do you miss my fingers in your mouth?"
"Please, MC," Mammon whimpered.
You tugged him closer to you using the collar. "Isn't this supposed to be a punishment?" you asked. "I can't just let you have whatever you want so easily."
Barbatos actually chuckled in amusement behind you. His tail left your leg and ran its tips down Mammon's bare chest. He whined again.
"Don't ya think I've been through enough?" he asked hoarsely. You had indeed already been edging him for quite some time.
"I suppose you feel we've been teasing you for too long," Barbatos said. "But you see, MC. You mustn't give in too soon. No matter how much he begs, you are the one in control."
Mammon closed his eyes. His face was flushed and his erection was prominently leaking. "C'mon, MC," he said. "Ya want it, too, don't ya? You wanna give in."
"Hold your ground, MC," Barbatos said quietly in your ear.
You were feeling a little dizzy. With Mammon flushed and begging before you and Barbatos speaking slowly and steadily behind you, his slight movements giving away his own desire, you thought you were the one who couldn't last much longer.
Barbatos seemed to understand this, though. You weren't really suited to this role, after all. It was fun, for him to direct you like this. But in the end, he knew what you wanted.
While you held onto Mammon's collar, Barbatos began to undress you. For the brief moment you had to let go of the collar so he could remove your shirt, Barbatos held it himself with his tail. Mammon looked dazed as he watched, his hands twitching where they were tied behind him. His eyes kept flicking between you and Barbatos's tail.
Once you had been freed of all your clothing, you felt Barbatos's lips on your neck, gently leaving a soft trail of kisses along it and down your shoulder. You gasped, reaching out to pull Mammon even closer, feeling his body pressed against yours, your hands flat against his chest. Mammon moaned as your hands moved across him.
Barbatos's tail had moved from Mammon's collar to his cock, where it stroked him oh so slowly, pulling desperate whimpers from him. You reached around to untie his hands so he could steady himself. They went straight to your hips, holding on for dear life, his body leaning into you even more as he needed your support to keep standing.
While this was happening, Barbatos's hands were moving across your skin before his fingers entered your waiting hole. It was already spasming, but now it contracted around him.
You were finding it difficult to remain standing, too, but somehow you and Mammon managed to hold each other up. You couldn't see Barbatos, but you were sure he was completely composed as he always was.
You moaned deeply as he replaced his fingers with his cock. He must have removed just enough of his own clothing to do it. You felt Mammon's cock jump where it was pressed against you, his reaction to hearing your own pleasure. His mouth found your nipples and Barbatos continued to kiss along your neck and jaw.
You could feel Barbatos's tail still moving sluggishly between you and Mammon, likely still wrapped around the latter's cock. The way it moved so precisely caught your attention just before one of the tips began to stroke your already pulsing arousal. You cried out in response to this stimulation as Barbatos moved behind you, his cock picking up speed along with his tail, stroking both you and Mammon at the same time.
Mammon burst into demon form, as though the feelings were so intense he couldn't help himself. His wings wrapped around both you and Barbatos, his lips and tongue still focused on your nipples, though he was whining and panting around them.
Barbatos seemed to have everything under control, but you could still hear his ragged breathing in your ear, even the soft moans that escaped him.
Mammon came first, his cum exploding between your bodies and dripping down Barbatos's tail. His hands gripped your hips hard, nearly causing you to fall over, but somehow Barbatos kept you steady.
You were next as Barbatos's tail sped up significantly and his cock hit deep inside you over and over. The orgasm washed over you, your fingernails scratching down Mammon's back above and then between his wings.
And then you felt the warmth of Barbatos's cum inside you as he came last, his tail finally slowly down.
The three of you stood there for a long moment, covered in each other's cum and gasping for air.
Mammon moaned and leaned his head on your shoulder to look behind you at Barbatos.
"You're ruthless, ya know that?" he said, his voice low with the edges of sleepiness to it.
You heard the smirk in Barbatos's voice. "I fear this is only the beginning," he said.
Mammon shuddered against you. "Ya think I can't take more?"
You snorted. "Don't try to bluster like that, you'll only get yourself into more trouble."
"Aww, c'mon, MC," Mammon said, his arms wrapping around your waist as he pulled you into him. He seemed to have gained some of his strength back. "Don't ya know I can handle anythin' this guy dishes out?"
"Anything, you say?" Barbatos asked from behind you, his own arms wrapped around your stomach above Mammon's.
"Mammon," you said, a warning in your tone. You knew he was pushing it.
"I ain't ever backin' down," Mammon said.
"It seems you have yet to learn the lesson we were trying to teach you," Barbatos said with mock disappointment in his voice.
You giggled. "I mean, I wouldn't be opposed to trying again. You still have so much to teach me, Barbatos."
You caught Mammon's eyes, which were glittering with anticipation. Barbatos moved so he was standing beside you, one arm around your back and the other now around Mammon. His own expression was surprisingly open, full of a flirtatious desire that made your heart flip.
"Shall I continue the lesson, then?" he asked.
masterlist | Thank you for reading!
#asdfkllfj I'm sorry for this#their banter is so stupid lol#ugh I'm so rusty#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me smut#obey me x reader#x reader#obey me barbatos#obey me mammon#om barbatos#om mammon#obey me barbatos x reader#obey me mammon x reader#nsft#misc naughty times#🥧 anon#misc writes
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RUB YOUR SWITCHY FEMDOM HANDS ALL OVER HIM GET HIS ASS
Oh man, I haven't posted any of my writing in forever, but I'll do it for you, anon! I've been sitting on this for weeks and didn't know how to end it, but I hope you like it.
Matt Murdock x Fem Reader. Just some horny femdom.
Word count: 900
You can be a menace, even you've got to admit it to yourself.
You've been teasing him for a week straight, with carefully calculated touches in his most sensitive areas. Your delicate fingers stroking along his abdomen, his thighs, and the nape of his neck at every opportunity. Waking him up with devious heavy petting, just enough to let him reach the very edge of being late, then sending him off to work with lingering, hungry kisses. You give Matt enough time to get to the office, waiting for his super senses to not be focused on you before your hand slips down between your thighs and you begin to flood his bedroom with the scent of your arousal, leaving traces for him to scent out later.
You continue this pattern even when you both come home from work. Matt is already a very tactile person, meaning there's already constant touching when you're together, so you amp it up from the normal casual intimacy to something subtly hungry and heated, lavishing him with affection after leaving him worked up and aching with need all day.
Truly you can't help it sometimes.
Matt is just so sensitive, and your whole demeanor lights up with an eager curiosity, a ravenous wonder each time you get to see and experience his responses.
Luckily for you, your boyfriend gets just as much enjoyment out of all this as you do. Each time Matt succumbs to your taunting it's different. While some days he melts easily into your warm touch with groans of blessed relief, happy to let you take over and turn off his brain for a little while, other times you have to really work at it from every angle to earn his submission, with Matt's stubborn defiance butting up against your insatiable need to tease. But either way he ends up enjoying the final result and it does nothing but fuel your desire to do it all over again.
You can see how much he enjoys it, even now. The solid outline of the bulge in his sweatpants twitched every few seconds, with a small wet spot forming on the fabric. You make a soft delighted sound at the sight, and Matt echoes a moan in response, the muffled vibration of it from between your thighs causing a looping of arousal that you're both caught in.
Matt is laid out on his back in bed, shirtless and slowly writhing beneath you. You're straddling his head, facing away, with your thighs smothered over his face as he mindlessly licks and laps at your dripping cunt.
You shiver as Matt's stubble rubs against the delicate skin of your inner thighs, making your grip on both of his wrists tighten. You have them pinned to his chest like reins to help you keep stable while you rock your hips and grind against his talented tongue, causing high-pitched whines of pleasure to fall from your lips.
“So good, Matty, such a good boy.” You pant out, and your teeth flash in a wicked grin when his cock twitches in response to your breathy praise.
You haven't touched him yet, and honestly, as much as you love playing with his cock, you aren't going to this time. Your absolute favorite thing is to work Matt up so much that he comes untouched and today you're hungry for it. It's the goal you've set for today and judging by the sounds Matt is making beneath you, along with the desperate rut of his hips up into the open air, you just might get your way.
The slide and swirl of his tongue against your clit makes your eyes flutter, a low moan sliding up your throat, followed by more praise for him.
“Love putting that pretty mouth of yours to work.” You pant.
The rocking of your hips picks up speed as you move in tandem with his tongue, using him to chase your climax. Matt moans again, the sound rumbling through his chest, and his hips buck, getting pleasure just from being used. You want to reach out and drag your nails up his twitching abdomen, but you have to keep his wrists pinned so he doesn't try to shove his hands down his pants and stroke himself. Not that you could stop him if he really wanted to. Matt is infinitely stronger than you, so he could easily break your grasp. It's the symbolic act of willing submission to your control that makes you dizzy with want and arousal.
Matt groans, the outline of his cock twitching in response to your body, lapping up your arousal as it drips out of you, further coating his mouth and jaw in a shiny slick mess. His arms jerk under your grasp, and you can feel his head tilt back slightly to gasp for air, with his warm breath puffing against your inner thighs.
“Please-” You hear Matt start to whine, but you plop yourself back over his face with a huff.
“It's rude to talk with your mouth full.” You chide him, smiling when he latches his lips back around your clit with a low whimper.
“You know what I want, Matty.” You sigh, gripping his wrists tighter as you begin to grind down on his face with greater gusto, releasing little soft moans between your words.
“Don't let all my time conditioning you this week go to waste.” You command around a drawn out moan.
“Let me see you come in your pants like the dumb, horny mutt you are.” You murmur, smiling wide in satisfaction as Matt's stomach spasms, and the wet patch on his crotch spreads.
Your lovely boyfriend is just so sensitive, after all, and you're too much of a menace to not have your fun with it.
#matt murdock#matt murdock x reader#daredevil#matt murdock x fem!reader#matt murdock smut#I'm pretty rusty on writing fic#And I haven't posted any since like 2012#so please forgive any mistakes#Matt is the strongest muse ive had in years#when you prefer angst but the first thing you post in over a decade is smut#Fox's Fics
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How Far We’ve Come - Music Theory Analysis
[Disclaimer: I went to university for music as a violin primary and have the most confidence with classical strings. I passed my piano proficiency courses, but that is the extent of my piano knowledge. It has been a few years since I have done an in-depth composition analysis of any piece, let alone transcribing a piece by ear and then analyzing it. Music theory has never been my strong suit! Please excuse any mistakes in notation, and any inaccuracies in my transcription or analysis. I did my best and this was purely for fun *shaky thumbs up*]
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'How Far We’ve Come' by Harlan Guthrie is a duet between Grand Piano and Cello. This piece opens with solo piano, either in a pickup measure or in a single measure of 2/4 before transitioning to 4/4 time in measure 2. Throughout its entirety there are many moments of rubato which have been notated as ritardando and a subsequent a tempo. To most accurately follow the phrasing, listening to the recording is highly recommended.
This piece begins in the key of F#M or the enharmonic spelling of GbM. Although unpleasant to look at with either 6 sharps or 6 flats, depending on which spelling is followed, this key is often used by composers to invoke emotions of a conquest story, evoking relief, triumph, victory, and clarity. As we know from our story in Malevolent so far, this meaning is not lost on us. I have chosen to keep this piece as F#M since that is how I originally began transcribing it. I have also attached the GbM version at the end of the post, however all the analysis follows F#M spelling.
The lone piano begins on the third of our I chord with a hesitant, heavily rubato 8th note pickup into measure 1. The transition from measure to measure in this first phrase gains little confidence, especially with the transition from the pickup into m. 1 as this is the only instance in the piece where the set of 8th notes in the left hand do not lend itself into the next right hand pickup (four 8th notes instead of five). Each lead-in to the downbeat is stretched, pedal held throughout the measure to allow the sound to linger. Each press of the keys is deliberate, yet maintains a mezzo dynamic as the sound fades. m.2 is introduced with a vi chord, creating a hint of unease before resolving in m.3 to a IV(add7). We end our first phrase with a half cadence to a V chord, leading into a V7 as our next phrase begins with a B.
As we enter our second phrase it is similar to our first with m.5 beginning with a I chord, m.6 expands our vi chord compared to its first iteration, resulting in a more confident feel as we continue into m.7 with yet another expansion to our IV(add7). M.8 ends this phrase as we reach another half cadence V chord almost V7.
Beginning m.9 the piece has a few possible paths of analysis, we arrive on a vi chord if we are remaining in F#M, which unlike our other initial starting phrases this throws us into a melancholic mood. There is a possibility of modulation to the relative minor (D#m), however I believe it remains in F#M and utilizes inversions of our chords and will continue with this assumption for the next phrase.
Remaining in F#M, m.10 could be a vi(4/2) inversion, or a I(6/4) inversion. Because Measure 11 moves to a ii chord, I believe it makes more harmonic sense for m.10 to be a vi(4/2) inversion as moving from a I(6/4) - ii is less common than a vi(6/4) to a ii.
M.11 into m.12 is a fascinating progression. We have a V with the (g) in m.11, then we are descending to a Dnat, A#, E# progression. The Dnat is what has thrown me off the most, as it is a minor chord of sorts but doesn’t exist within our key of F#M, or relative D#m. The E# A# progression I believe is a I(4/2) chord, as it is leading us back into the next phrase. Even spelling enharmonically as a A#, Cx, E# chord it does not naturally occur within our existing key. After many hours of checking theory textbooks, writing out possible modulations, and playthroughs of the chords, I’m choosing to leave this as a V-I(4/2) progression and accepting my loss that I do not know what chord exists in the downbeat of m.12. However, I can say that resolving to something that is not a root tonic further creates this sense of melancholy.
Bringing us to our next phrase at m.13, similar to our previous phrase a vi chord but instead of resolving to an A# it resolves to the root D#. M.14 is identical to m.10 with the exception of the lower octave A#3 before resolving in m.15 to a ii chord until the fourth beat of the measure which leads us into measure 16 - resolving to a IV-V half cadence by the end of the measure.
Reaching m.18 we are returning to our original phrase. This is where our cello enters for the duet, in which I have some observations about musicality first. As the piano is using a significant amount of pedal to sustain the sound, the cello utilizes a wide vibrato to create a warm sound. Notably, this doesn’t occur as significantly when entering with the lower notes. The cello is confident, encouraging the piano forward and maintaining a solid momentum even with the hesitance the piano has shown.
M.18 we begin on a I chord, supported by the cello playing a low F# as the root. In the pause between phrases, it's as if you can feel the performers breathing together before they move to m.19, our vi(add7) chord.
Measure 20 I have quite a bit to talk about. Stacked chord analysis is not my forte (pun intended). From what I could hear, there is a B1, F#2, B2, F#3 in the cello, while the piano continues with a IV(add7) chord. B1 is impossible to play on a cello with traditional tuning, in order to achieve this note they would have to tune their lowest string - their C string - down a half step. The chord B1/F#2/B2/F#3 is also impossible to play on a single instrument. If one cello tuned their C down to a B, then they could feasibly play the bottom chord, possibly the two B’s in octaves. It is possible for a cellist to play an F#/B/F# chord, however it would be uncomfortable and not result in a good tonality with it being a triple stop - but, the second cello could split the chord and play a different combination (F#2,B2 or B2,F#) with success. Other solutions to this could be having a double bass play the pedal B, as it would be within their ability on and remain in the correct octave, or having the piano cover the pedal B. This massive chord then resolves simply to a half cadence V chord in measure 21.
Entering our last section, m.22, we return to a phrase similar to the beginning, with a confident I chord. With each measure we go to a more traditional chord progression to a V-IV-V in measures 23, 24, and 25 respectively. In an exciting turn of events, we land on a I chord in our final measure. The first PAC in the entire piece, and yet, it doesn’t sound as if the piece is finished. Throughout its entirety, all the phrases have been a form of inauthentic cadence. We end on a Perfect Authentic Cadence, a V-I, it should sound resolved. And yet, it continues on. The notes ring, and if left on repeat (as I have done for this analysis), it makes sense for it to continue.
In conclusion, I believe this duet is in an general AABBAA format, with A being Major key tonality and B encompassing a minor key tonality. This piece is a conversation, it’s full of emotion and hesitance and is a fantastic representation of everything we’ve seen Arthur and John go through so far in the podcast. I can’t help but think of “I’ve come so far…and I have miles to go before I sleep” with this piece as a reflection of that. This composition is saying “Look, see how far we’ve come, what we’ve done to get here. How we’ve changed and grown.” All this to say, it’s an amazing story and an amazing composition. If you made it this far, I’m glad you came along in this musical journey with me and feel free to add anything I may have missed (or possibly mistaken).
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent soundtrack#how far we've come#harlan guthrie#arthur lester#john doe#music theory#music theory analysis#piano#cello#I'm working on performing this but I only have access to a piano and cello once a week :'(#and I have so many other projects I've been working on *cries*#i spent a good week transcribing this#then a good two days analyzing it#my music theory chops are rusty#I was seriously pulling out my orchestration and harmony in context textbooks to check my facts#and i'm still worried i made mistakes askljdfhlsa#take all of this with a grain of salt!!!#envy writes
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Fictober Day 1: Pixelated Moments
Mulder appreciates Scully saving him after the video game debacle in "First Person Shooter" - and tells her so. (wc: 971), rating: T
Tagging @today-in-fic @xffictober24
She’s scrubbing at her face, hoping to get rid of the paint splatters that speak of their victory in the video game. After all, it could be blood. They could be, she realizes with a shudder, lying dead and cold in a morgue. They’re not. She’s here in the shower, trying to get rid of the paint and the ringing in her ears.
They got home half an hour ago, her muscles protesting as they walked upstairs to her apartment. Despite the hour, they ran into one of her neighbors, who just stared at them. They’ve long stopped asking questions. Tonight, she’s too tired to answer any of them anyway. That’s why she made Mulder write up the report. The thought of him sitting out there in her living room, still partly dressed in gaming gear, splotches of color on his face, typing away, puts a small smile on her face. Her face, she finds, is one of the few body parts that’s not sore.
Lucky her.
As the water drums down on her body and she realizes that she should probably leave some hot water for Mulder, too, she can’t shake the niggling feeling in the back of her mind. The Mulder she saw today, the one who was drooling like a dog over a video game character, and felt the need to blast the crap out of something, is a Mulder she’s unfamiliar with. After all these years together, he’s never shown that particular side of himself to her.
“Hey, you.” Mulder knocks softly against the shower door, surprising her. “Leave me some hot water, huh?”
“I’m almost done.” She closes her eyes and lets herself enjoy the warmth one more moment before she turns the water off. When she steps out, Mulder is there with a towel for her, while he’s stark naked. Unashamed as always. She mouths a thank you while she lets him wrap the towel around her body.
“That was good work,” he murmurs, touching her face. His finger follows the contours of her cheekbones where the paint splotches were just an hour ago. “I still look like a clown,” he finishes with a grin.
“You do.”
“I wasn’t talking about the paint, though. What you did in there- Scully, you were amazing.”
“That’s my job.” She tries to step away from him, but he stops her with a gentle touch on her elbow.
“Being amazing is your job?” He grins. “I’m serious, Scully. I would have been toast. We all would have been. You beat the game.”
“I didn’t. The kill command did.” Mulder shakes his head.
“Before that. You saved my ass.”
“Worth it,” she whispers with a raised eyebrow before she does something she’s always wanted, and never before dared. She gently slaps one of his ass cheeks, making him chuckle.
“Glad you think so. Before all my blood moves south, though, and I won’t be able to think with my actual brain anymore, let me just say thank you, all right?” She’s taken aback, staring up at him. He’s serious. He’s almost too serious. “I don’t say it often enough. I know you don’t understand the need to blast the crap out of something.”
“Maybe I do now.” His eyes grow wide. Only when it is to save him; but that remains her secret for now.
“You want to do it again?”
“No,” she says quickly.
“You were incredible,” he says with a sigh. “But that’s not – I’m glad you came in there, Scully. I’m glad that you saved my ass and probably will do so again next week or next month.”
“And you’ll save mine.”
“Oh yeah.” Up until now, he’s kept his hands to himself. Not anymore. The towel comes loose again and his hands make contact with her skin. Goosebumps appear where his fingers travel over her body. They wander from her shoulder over her arms, make a detour to her boobs, and finally land on her hips. Heat emanates off of Mulder and Scully wonders if he’ll even need hot water at all.
“I know I haven’t showered yet, but…,” he trails off, his mouth landing on hers. His tongue makes a compelling case; he’s teasing her, knowing she can’t resist his plush mouth and his taste. But there’s still that feeling in the back of her mind. She ends the kiss, and Mulder's mouth follows hers, until she puts a hand on his chest.
“Mulder, how often do you play video games?”
“Huh?”
“I didn’t even know you liked them.”
He shrugs before he loops his arms back around her. “I don’t. I play them sometimes with the Gunmen. Or used to. It was, well, call it a misguided sense of nostalgia.”
“I didn’t ask because I think you shouldn’t play them. I was just- it’s something I didn’t know about you.”
“And you were wondering if one of these weekends I was going to ask you if I could bring my Playstation? Don’t worry, Scully,” he says, leaving a soft kiss on her nose, “I won’t. I have better things to do with my hands.”
“Do you, now?” And she knows he does. Her body is well acquainted with his hands by now. She can’t get enough of his touch. Not now, not ever. His kisses become hungrier, and she realizes they’re walking backward, towards her bedroom. Mulder’s shower is forgotten, and she laughs softly as she comes face to face with the paint still on his face.
“You can help me wash it off.”
“Later,” she says, touching every paint splatter on his face, no matter how small. They tell a story, too. She wonders what else she’ll learn about Mulder. And what he’ll learn about her in the process. There are still so many stories to tell. Tonight, though, she wants to feel.
#here we goooo#scared as all hell to be posting fic again#my writing#my fic#fictober24#i'm rusty so please be gentle <3#msr#xf fanfic
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st(r)ay.
he dreamed of warm hugs. tender caresses on the crown of his hair. tidying the messy curls of his bangs behind reddening ears. and he would giggle. he would blush. he would have tears in his eyes. all good things. everything wonderful.
he dreamed of a pair of piercing eyes. that gaze was never directed at someone else but him. and he would replay that scenario every night, each scene was an animation against the emptiness of the ceiling—before he could remember how lonely his nights were before he came. because he was alive when those eyes were on him—he felt so seen.
and that infamous cold smile. he saw it through the haze in his vision and the daze in his mind. and he couldn't remember anything else but that smirk, the smugness of it all.
the roughness of his palms against the softness of his own. they flutter like broken butterfly wings. but still so mesmerising. when their fingers intertwined, he saw a splash of colour, in all shades of black and blue and grey and him.
sheng wang dreamed of jiang tian.
he saw jiang tian in the recesses of his imagination. there were tears in his eyes. they fell. and fell. but jiang tian was still quiet—why was he so silent?
and sheng wang tried reaching out. but the distance between them grew the more he crossed the forbidden line. jiang tian was untouchable. elusive. like the nightmare he had as a child. like the memories of his father's fading warmth on his skin, the conversations between them, tiki-taka. and by then, sheng wang realised, everything was in vain.
so he opens his eyes.
he opens his eyes and sees a shadow of light against jiang tian's face. his features gradually soften as the moonshine dances elsewhere, promising the stars to tango. and its darkness again, in all of its glory, bestowing on the sleeping jiang tian. but in sheng wang's vision, he has always been the brightest. nothing could ever compare to jiang tian's blinding shine.
oh.
and sheng wang feels the overwhelming urge to hold him. to embrace him. to be with him. because he has always been curious—those little touches were lethal, and sheng wang's already addicted. there's so much more in jiang tian that sheng wang wishes to desire. can he?
the sense of security washes over him like a growing tide, making his lungs tighten, and sheng wang could never forget how jiang tian made him feel.
and he feels so much. too much.
he could never forget how jiang tian made him be.
jiang tian is now drenched in red.
sheng wang knows this is a warning, a sign—don't. they sound like white noise in his ears, these no's and don'ts and pleas. sheng wang couldn't care less. because temptation has always been so delicious, and sheng wang's always a bit reckless.
so he leans closer. just enough to count the long lashes brushing against jiang tian's cheekbones, lulling him to sleep. just enough to remember the zeal of jiang tian's presence, ever-so-grounding, like an old tree under the pouring rain. just enough to understand that he loves.
he loves jiang tian so. he hopes jiang tian won't go.
his heart, oh, his poor heart. sheng wang believes that jiang tian could hear it. the roar. the growl. but maybe sheng wang wants jiang tian to listen. listen to the voice calling his name ever since—ever since he knew what wanting is—ever since he understood what loving is.
it's cold. so sheng wang pulls the blanket further up, covering both of them, sheltering them from the potent glare of these red lights. and when he breathes jiang tian in, sheng wang surrenders. he shudders.
don't leave me.
sheng wang shatters.
#the on1y one#the on1y one series#the on1y one the series#jiang tian x sheng wang#sheng wang x jiang tian#tian x wang#tianwang#benjamin tsang#liu dong qin#fanfic#fanfiction#mood: i don't love you anymore - slchld#i'm sorry for writing this story...#i haven't written anything creative for a while... so this is very much rusty#and so random#i apologise for the word vomit t_t#i was just listening to this song and watching ep 5 and 6#and the feels are hitting me again#it's so suffocating#i'm not confident enough to post this on ao3... so I'll just leave it here hehe#na writes#for tianwang
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I love tumblr, seriously. The vibes of this site are unlike anywhere else.
We get polls and *immediately* make games out of them. We take something so simple and our first response is “how can we use this for fun and chaos”. And it’s not just a flippant thing. We get invested.
We’re ride or die for bug races.
We have a whole new vanilla extract meme that no other social media would understand.
We’re now combining it with our unique tagging system.
Like, my darlings, do you understand how special this is? If I was tenure track I could write a whole paper about this both on gamification and community play but also on social media structures. It would be a banger. And it would be so hard to make it accessible to a wider audience. The *history* you would need to try and cover. But my would it be a great paper topic.
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kaveh hates your new blanket. what he hates even more is that he's the one that bought it for you.
he thought it would be amazing. you'd seen it in a shop and you couldn't stop talking about how soft it was, how thick it was and how the weight would be so comforting on you. one point that he particularly liked about this was that it would comfort you in his absences, allowing you to sleep when he's up late working on sketches and new proposals.
so, he bought it as a birthday gift and surprised you with it early. he even bought a larger size one that allows you both to use it when in bed together. you were ecstatic, and he was so excited that you loved your first (of many) birthday gifts.
however, he stopped being excited when you liked it a little too much.
"sweetheart let me in," kaveh lightly chides, shivering from the exposure of his bare torso to the sharp chill of your bedroom.
"i'm too comfy and it's cold, just use one of the other blankets," you argue into the plush of the blanket, concluding the argument by snuggling deeper into the pillows and the warm of the blanket. he hates that he feels his heart warm up at the sight and butterflies start to tickle in his stomach at the sight in front of him. he loves you so much.
"baby i want to touch you."
"i'm not in the mood, try again tomorrow night," you giggle into the pillow.
"oh my- you know that's not what i mean." he says, exasperated. kaveh had such a long day and the only thing he was looking forward to throughout his entire day was coming home to cuddle you and steal kisses before falling asleep in each other's grasp. he can't help but be frustrated that you're denying him the one pleasure he's able to find in his life. and he knows you're doing it just to tease him. "i missed you so much today, baby. did you not miss me too?"
"i saw you this morning," you refute. kaveh struggles to find the path between his mind and his tongue, ultimately failing and choosing to just let out something between a loud sigh and a strangled groan. he stomps to the linen closet outside the bedroom door and yanks out the old duvet that was on your shared bed before the new blanket showed up.
he throws himself down on his side of the bed and wraps the duvet tightly around himself, tossing himself to pointedly face away from you.
"i'm donating that fucking blanket the second you wake up tomorrow morning."
he receives no answer. he only feels the spot next to him dip and shift before he feels the warm skin of your hand slipping into his duvet, going to wrap around his waist. you pull more of the duvet around yourself and fully pull your boyfriend into your embrace. he turns around in your hold to return the embrace and he buries his fingers into your hair.
"i knew you wouldn't last long," his voice is significantly softer.
"whatever. you got really upset i thought you were going to start crying." you punctuate your sentence with a kiss against his adam's apple and then his jaw.
he scoffs at you, but contradicts this with a kiss to your forehead and then your warm cheek and finally your awaiting lips.
"i will cry next time. and i am donating that stupid thing tomorrow."
"i love you, kaveh," you whisper into his neck, grinning against his skin.
"i love you too, sweetheart." kaveh sighs.
#MARCY'S BACK#i'm so rusty at writing but this was so fun i love kaveh so much i want to shake him around in a little jar like a specimen#he is my girlfriend#kaveh x reader#genshin impact x reader#gi x reader#kaveh fluff#genshin impact fluff#genshin fluff#idek if this will show up in the tags but i do not care tbh
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Hello! I want to say that I love your guys work and I’m always excited every time you post something. This is actually my first time requesting so, I would like a barbatos + mc 🚪thank you! Keep up the good work and I can’t wait for your world-building and analysis posts!
Ahhh thank you so much!!! ;//u//; We hope that this can at least somewhat live up to expectations especially as your first time requesting here!!
"I feel a sickness for a home I've never been." - Barbatos/MC
Your fingertips brush the intricate pattern on the door before you, a strange sensation running across your skin as if something was trying to cocoon you in its embrace and pull you in.
“Careful, dear.”
Barbatos’ voice in your ear nearly makes you jump, your body moving quickly to turn around and face him. He’s amused at your reaction, clear in the way his lips subtly upturn in a smirk.
“Don’t scare me like that,” you scold, looking back over to the door. It was one of the several in Barbatos’ room, a labyrinth that seemed to slightly shift every time you entered. “...What’s on the other side of this door?”
“Always so curious,” Barbatos murmurs, his gaze briefly lingering on you before turning to the door in question. “Another world, another timeline, another universe. It depends on the day, or my mood. Wherever I will it to go, it will lead.” He pauses, turning back to you with an inquisitive look. “...But you already knew that. What is it about this one that has you so enraptured?”
“Well,” you hesitate, controlling the urge to reach for the door again. “I…I’m not sure how to explain it, but it’s as if I feel a sickness for a home I’ve never been. Another me, another life.” You pause to wonder about the timelines you’ve jumped, of where you no longer existed. Then, quietly, you ask, “...Have you ever felt that way?”
He doesn’t answer at first, but you can feel his dark eyes weighing on you. After a moment, he takes a few steps towards the glass wall, looking out into the Devildom night. His horns and tail have an almost iridescent sheen to them as he stands there encased in moonlight, and it is in that moment of ghostly beauty you are reminded of all that he is.
“I do not have a home outside of this one.”
“Is this your true timeline, then?” You dare to ask, having always pondered what it meant to be a demon that held the very threads of space-time in his grasp. How easy it would be for him to jump from one reality to the next.
“True timeline?” He echoes with a hint of mirth. “I suppose you could say that.”
Furrowing your brows, you move towards him. “What do you mean, you suppose?”
“Insistent tonight, aren’t we?” There’s a hint of wariness in his tone, and you wonder if you might be pushing too much. He sighs, but continues, “I could not tell you where I truly came from, even if I wanted to. Many years have passed, and I’ve lived many lives. But, this is the only place that has felt like home.”
You know you might be pushing your luck, but there are so many questions on the tip of your tongue, so you step closer to him and gingerly take his hand in yours. He stiffens for a moment, but soon relaxes into your touch.
“What does home feel like to you?” You ask.
Barbatos hums, and you can see he’s trying to find the right words. “...It’s constant, the droning of the universe. If I’m not careful, I can hear the many discordant sounds of space-time all at once, and it’s enough to drive someone mad.” A somber chuckle. “After some…particular events, I found myself facing a harsh reality. Consequences of my actions.” You remember him once speaking of atonement. “I realized what I had to do, even if it meant dealing with those maddening sounds and feelings that haunt my every step. I was prepared for it.”
He then motions to the world outside, and you swear you can see slivers of silver running through his fingers. “And yet, here is where that cacophony of the universe turned into a melody, and I knew then that this is where I belonged. Serving Lord Diavolo, assisting in making his vision come true. Stewarding a brighter future for the Three Realms alongside the others. I found my purpose.”
There is so much more you want to ask, but before anything leaves your lips you find your gaze locking with his, and a warmth spreads through your chest at the affection held in his eyes.
“And more recently, I heard the melody like never before. It sounds more complete, more sweet.” He lifts your hand in his, placing a gentle kiss to your knuckles. “And that’s because of you.”
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I have a suggestion! What are your thoughts on the reader helping high school kento build a birdhouse?
"You know one of these days you'll have to actually help, right?"
"I am helping," you frown as you stare at your nails. You're not really looking. It's merely a shield, a way to avert your eyes from his piercing eyes.
"You're..." His voice trails off as he lifts the cumbersome goggles up from his eyes, to see you perched on the marble slab. A figure so idle and bored-looking and yet, you make no means to contribute. "You're sitting.”
He seemed clearly frustrated, but you're who you are, and so you giggled.
"I am. I am sitting while providing you moral support. I’m the pretty view that will keep you from going insane over that birdhouse. There is beauty in this world, Nanami-san. There is joy,” you beam as you wrap up your speech.
"We don't have time for this. We need to submit this birdhouse by Monday," he sighs, his frustration evident in the furrow of his brow. "That's only 3 more days."
“Oh, come on. We've got plenty of time," you say, waving off his concerns with a nonchalant flick of your hand.
But he's not easily swayed. "Plenty of time? We haven't even finished painting it, let alone adding the final touches. And we still need to figure out how to stabilise the roof so it doesn't collapse under the weight of the two birds."
You lean back on your hands, letting out a dramatic weary sigh. "Fine, Nanami-kun. If you're so worried, I'll try and help. But you have to promise me one thing."
He raises an eyebrow, clearly skeptical. "What?"
"That you'll stop stressing out so much. It's just a birdhouse, not a spaceship," you tease, hoping to lighten the mood. "Oh, and that you'll buy me Mochi when we're done with an A+."
"I owe you nothing," he says, his arms crossed in defiance.
"Then I fear," you fake a frown. "I fear my legs just can't seem to reach the ground. You shall have to carry on without me." A tilt of your head, a pout on your lips. God, you're so annoying.
"I'll get you your Mochi," he concedes with a resigned shake of his head. "But only if we manage to finish this on time. And with an exemplary grade might I add."
"A+ and nothing less," you salute him as you hop off the counter. His eyes catch a glimpse of your skirt riding up before his eyes look away and move to the unfinished birdhouse.
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Your heavy eyes threatened to lull, but you fought against it, you've slept for far too long. And it doesn't help that Nanami's hands are moving in soothing patterns against your back. Up and down, and a circle. Up and down, and a circle.
Your gaze strains to lift up, avoiding any movement that might disturb his lying form. He's already awake, so there's no fear of rousing him awake with your movement. No, your concern lies elsewhere — You're worried about moving, and having to start the day, and having to leave his arms. This is far too comfortable a moment to leave.
Your eyes drift across the room and settle on the red cage in the corner of the room. The cage seems to look a lot more lonelier in the dull light of this cold morning.
“I think he’s sad,” you murmur.
Your gaze remains fixed on the bird inside the cage. The love bird, now singular, was formerly a pair as they usually come. It's a horrible fate, you can't help but think.
“Obviously," came his terse reply.
You don't say anything, letting the silence join you both, you moved your hands on his chest. You repeat the familiar pattern. Up and down, and a circle. Up and down, and a circle.
“Do you think that’ll happen to you if I leave,” you ask, moments later.
“You’re not leaving," he says, quickly.
"No," you countered softly yet insistently. "No, of course not. I only meant if—"
"No," he cut in, his voice firm and resolute. Though his demeanor remained calm— as it often did— you felt his hand tighten around your waist.
You decided not to press further then.
"I think we need to pay more attention to it than usual," you suggested, redirecting the conversation to the love bird. "Else it'll die."
"Maybe that's better," he mused.
"Don't be silly," you chide gently. "He'll be alright. It's only been a week."
A week later, the love bird passed away, succumbing to a broken heart, as the veterinarian confirmed.
Three years have passed since, and you find yourself thinking back to that morning. He's the one who's gone now, his body finding the same soil as the two love birds.
You suppose you're the one who has to answer now.
#this is some of my worst writing user patpatspatz i have to apologise 😭😭#i'm so rusty#and i've been having some of the worst writer's block help#nanami x reader#nanami x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut#nanami kento x reader#nanami kento x y/n#nanami kento x reader angst#jujustsu kaisen x reader angst#nanami kento x reader fluff#jujustsu kaisen x reader fluff#jujutsu kaisen x reader
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Destiel Pride: Day 3 & 4 - For the First Time I Feel & Devine Purpose
#destiel pride#destielpride#myspnpr#myspnpoetry#dean winchester#castiel#destiel#spn#supernatural#poem#poetry#deancas#dean and cas#It feels like a million years#since I've done a destiel poem#And a Cas P.o.v poem is a little less my bread and butter#So I apologise if I'm rusty but it does give me an excuse to write#I love the prompts
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so I wrote a tiny fic in which dean prepares cas for his date with nora in episode 9x06 with some intricate chapstick rituals. can't let your buddy kiss a girl with chapped lips, huh? It's basically 2.6k of unresolved sexual tension. just buddies helping each other out by staring at each other's lips. you can read it here :)
#i haven't written fic in so long so i'm a little rusty#shout out to victoria angelsdean for beta-ing this one and especially for dealing with my punctuation mistakes <3#deancas fanfic#destiel fanfic#sheep writes
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