#i'm so anxious right now

[o-i-w-u]

oh.mygod

[missameliep]

É hoje! ⭐

[proud-larrie]

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[demaparbat-hp]

Almost

[coffeebanana]

having thoughts about the marinette and nathalie hug because like.

my god.

marinette's just had her world turned inside out

she's just a kid and how's she supposed to carry all this alone and what is she supposed to do and what does she tell adrien?

and then, suddenly, there's someone there to share the burden. an adult. someone who has a reputation for getting things done

so maybe, just this once, everything doesn't have to balance on marinette's shoulders alone

but it's nathalie--who, sure, adrien obviously cares about. but not someone marinette's at all close to. certainly not someone she probably thinks of as warm or parental or even very trustworthy. maybe marinette's even started to put the pieces together--if gabriel was monarch, then mayura must have been...??

those doubts seem insignificant when she actually sees nathalie

the last time marinette saw her, she was dying. and now marinette knows what gabriel wished for--at least some of it. she knows he did one good thing in the end. that he finally, to some degree, put adrien first

then another horrible truth dawns on marinette: nathalie doesn't know--of course she was aware gabriel was dying, but she still doesn't know he's dead

marinette's probably already thought up a hundred different ways she might break the news to adrien--even if she discarded them all just as quickly. she hasn't thought at all about breaking the news to nathalie

what's she supposed to say? however complicated things were in the end, gabriel was obviously someone nathalie cared about

marinette struggles to find the words, but nathalie just knows. she already suspected, because how would she be here if gabriel was as well? and now the truth's written all over marinette's face

it's not just marinette who needs that hug--though nathalie would probably never admit it, which is why it's marinette who's running to her

how many weeks has adrien been gushing to nathalie about marinette? about how she's so creative and strong and compassionate and full of love

and in that moment, nathalie understands

[doctorbrown]

❝Would you like to...to...?❞

❝I'd love to.❞

[ramblingoak]

I'm so excited for the movie and for all the other things that are happening but at the same time I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed by it all 😅

[kyouka-supremacy]

I fucked up

[astradyke]

being very truthful i wasn't feeling particularly positive about the trailer for TIT (still bought tix though hi nyc <3) and am holding out hope they do a little more teasing for what this tour is actually about in future videos,

but i cannot deny that this specific frame of it

("we basically raised half of them." - phil)

like very specifically got me? like obviously yes the bit is like, they're our dads i started watching them age twelve et cetera but. i don't know. with the way all of this is laid out, the contrasting colors that blend together and the silhouettes on their respective sides (as we always view them, dan to the left & phil to the right) and the screens, it says so loudly like... it's dan and phil, side by side. it's the two of them. it's been them for the last fifteen years.

it's a we, it's a testament that this kinda sacred thing of 'dan and phil' has lasted a really long time, and survived a hiatus, solely because dan and phil themselves have known each other and existed alongside each other for those fifteen years. and yes, obviously, this trailer is all scripted, but this exchange still has this feeling of it being about them, not just their brand together-- they aren't really talking to the audience, here, are they? it wasn't solely 'dan and phil' content that raised the audience; dan and phil did. (maybe a redundant point, but i am working off of the negative space here. a lot of this feels like intertwining themselves with their online personas, and simultaneously walking that line. letting us see only what they want to be shown, and now examining that introspectively).

i hope that makes sense, i'm not much of an analyst or theorist. i don't know what the dan and phil renaissance really is yet, and i am a bit afraid of it all, but i'm really excited, both for everything that's to come but also -- more importantly -- i'm just fucking excited for them.

for this bond between them and the phandom to blossom in the healthy ways it has been lately, for the opening of new doors amidst this phan renaissance... and for them to take back what the internet took from them.

[jkvjimin]

i feel like fainting

[piedoesnotequalpi]

Shout-out to 92sies Medda for attempting to punch a cop

[go-learn-esperanto]

So.... waiting for my psychiatrist.... Let's see if I get an ADHD diagnosis. Although, considering the list of symptoms and the fact I fit like... A very good amount of them, with like the exception of drug use and driving accidents (because I'm disabled and can't drive, therefore I'm unable to have accidents) I think I have an idea of the probability of having it.

The problem is that Portuguese adult psychiatrists and psychologists aren't really trained to diagnosed neodivergency (either ADHS, Autism, and probably others) so like... If you're depressed is because you have depression. And only that. There's no real thought that maybe... There's something more going on. You have to find it yourself if you wanna talk to them about it.

That's so damn annoying you know? I know it's probably not their fault, at least not completely. Their school doesn't prepare them for it. And more - because I'm physically disabled they are more inclined to believe it actually has something to do with the disability (yes, that disability makes things more difficult but it isn't the disability that brings me sadness or anxiety). Oh, and I'm a woman. That also doesn't help.

I think someone should study diagnosis of mental illness in physically disabled people. We all know that women are most likely underdiagnosed but I wonder if that happens with physically disabled people too.

[graysongraysoff]

i am begging people to be less weird about whether or not i'm online/how quickly i'm replying to messages

i like want to make new friends online but this is just the reddest possible flag to me

[front-facing-pokemon]

[mccleans]

tiptoeing on the edge of a panic attack at work

[zimmbzonzon]

Wait. I'm sorry - did Lian carry Kuea up these fucking stairs?

Did he?

Up those stairs?! With our Kuea?!?!?

I don't care how gay those stairs are, if your boy's that precious to you get a railing. And maybe some carpet on those stairs too.