#i'm sick as hell rn
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i'm so hoarse, i sound like i'm dying
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bby where are you!??

Patroclus: Max has just gotten into this neat little phase called ‘sleep regression’ so we’ve been busy.
#asks#achilles#patroclus#max#[sorry this is a quick little doodle I just wanted to give a little update I'm still here!]#[I've been doing a lot of writing so art's been on the back burner for a few weeks]#[Also I'm sick as hell rn so updates are gonna be a little slow but I'm going to try and answer what's in my inbox with text]#[I started working on their wedding pictures right before I got sick so once I'm better I'll finish that too for a previous ask!]
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re-maxed out yugo and yuri on duel links and finally maxed out ruri :D these three have my favorite decks to play so I'm happy I finally leveled them all :) I'm working on serena and rin next :3
#*holds lyrilusc + speedroid + predaplant in my hands* I love you guys ... so much ...#I had been using ruri a ton on ranked + used her to max out KC cup this month#and last night I switched to yuri and went on a win streak :3 I love my silly evil plants 💜🩷#obviously we all know the nightmare that is dragonic contact rn. and I thought. wait a minute. rainbow neos splashes perfectly in predap#and why should hero players have all the fun? I want a big board wipe boss monster too. and it is very funny to hit them with their own bit#they don't expect it either btw. I've started summoning chimerafflesia (heyyy) alongside dragostapelia on my turn 1#and they ALWAYS destroy chimerafflesia with sunrise. and u know what chimerafflesia does when she goes to the GY?#she searches anyyyyy fusion spell 🤭 even one called neos fusion. that one.#it's very funny and a lot of fun. hero players you aren't the only ones who can summon rainbow neos you better start running boy#with all this being said dragonic contact still gotta go I've never wanted a banlist so bad in my LIFE#soulburner gotta go too I'm so sick of that deck. luckily I've seen it so much I know where to break the combo#well anyways. yuri coming back next month (it's not confirmed but it is in konami's best interest that he does 😁)#making me wait 5 months for my boy and then putting me through ranked hell in the meantime.... you're on thin ice konami 🖕🖕#I hope he gets cute accessories for his rerun maybe a mat with him and yuya- *gets booed* ok sorry#duel links#ava.txt#girl i just had to go back and edit these tags cuz i spelled chimerafflesia wrong a bunch of times. it's literally my url. embarrassing!
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so i'm pretty sure at this point that my roommate gave me the cold she's had for the last few days and honestly the worst part about me personally being sick is how quickly it shuts down my enjoyment of any kind of kink stuff. like come on, i'm supposed to be into this!! this is not fair!!!
#it is in fact just a cold we are both testing and taking precautions!!#and it's not even like a really bad cold rn my throat's just a little sore and i've got a sinus headache but i hate it so much!!!#never feel more neurodivergent than when i'm sick like no one look at me no one talk to me don't touch me don't perceive me#i'm in sensory hell i just want to sit here alone until i either recover or die thanks so much#so if i'm not on much for the next few days that's what's up#still working on both the new years eve au and the campfire fic!! but they are probably gonna be on the back burner for a minute#and frankly my vanilla wips folder is cheering lol#prayer circle that this stays mild and passes quickly and i can get back to my regularly scheduled being horny!!#witchyrants
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oh freckle, freckle⠁.. what makes you so s p e c i a l?
#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH#IM SORRY THIS SONG DOES SO MANY BAD THINGS TO ME#other than the metal style cover / weezers sweet dreams r made of these / poppunk dancing queen this is THERMBADBIHTHEMESONG#THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS IS THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SONG BITCH#like OH FRECKLE FRECKLE WHAT MAKES U SO SPECIAL#HEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO#MY HEARTS IN HEAVEN MY SOLES ARE HEEEEEELLLLL LETS ME IN THE PURAGATORY OF MY HIPPPPPPPPPPPPPS#AND GET WELL ;)))))))#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA HYYYYYYYHHHH BITCH#I KNOW THIS WAS A SPICY GREENHOUSE MAKEOUT SONG I AM SCREAMING VERY LOUD IN MY HEAD RN#*jerseykyle vc* i'm gonna ( leave you ) I'm Gonna TEACH you#HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLL NOOOOOO#IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII KNOOOOOOOOOOOO IT WAS GOING *NEW PERSPECTIVE VC* DOOOOOOOOWN DOWN DOooOOWWN#ALSO WAITER ARTIST MODEL SINGER IS LITERALLY CDS WHOLE EXPERIENCE TRYING TO MAKE IT IN THE BUSINESS#SPECIFICALLY RAVENSTAN GOING FROM WAITERING AT CHEFS RESTURANT TO COCKTAIL WAITERING AT RUFFIANS#MAKING MUSIC ON THE SIDE AND BASICALLY BEING A SOLD OUT TO THAT WHOLE CLUB AND BEING PUNK ROCK#~SUPERMODELITBOY~ AND ET TENS WHOLE BRAND AND HIS LIL PLAYTHING AND BEING A SINGER BUT...GOD...WAS IT WORTH IT????? WAS. IT. WORTH. IT.#DONT TALK TO ME HIS ENTIRE CHARACTER ARC MAKES ME MISERABLE HE JUST WANTED TO SING#AND LOOK WHAT HAPPENED! YOURE RAVEN YOURE NO ONES DAUGHTER MIDNIGHT SUN BUT YOUR WINGS ARE STILL CLIPPED; YOU CANT FLY#YOU SING BUT IT FALLS ON DEAF EARS! COVER BOY ON THE PAGE! A PACIFIST AND ALL THE RAGE!! ALL THE WORLDS A STAGE#BUT GOLD OR NOT; AT THE END OF THE DAY ITS JUST A CAGE PRETTY BIRD - AND YOU BUILT IT YOURSELF BABY!!! YOU! BUILT! IT! YOURSELF! BARS BItcH#thats my son My Son mY SOOOOOOOOOOOOOON it also has such a sexcC nitelub jerseykyle back beat hEEEEELLLO#i could talk about this for such a long time i LOVE this song#*jk having going crazy but divine intervention on his bathroom floor after a bad stan episode and ed episode head on toliet vc*#MAMA? IF WE DONT TAKE THE MEDICATION...WE WONT SLEEP FOR DAYS? MAMA...IF WE PRAY TO THE LORD#DOES HE SING ON STAGE?????? oOOOOOOOOOOUGH IM SICK AND I KNOW HES SEEING STARS AND SMILES AND PRETTY EYES AND UGLY LAUGHES#AND A BOY HE HASNT SEEN IN YEARS BUT HE SEES EVERYDAY OUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGH IM SICK#I WANT TO BE GOLDEN IN YOUR MEMORY!!!!!!!! SIIIIIIIICK!!! SICK AND FUCKING TWISTED!!!!! SHUT UP AAAAAaAAAAaA#IM IN HELL jk swirling his drink trying to look uninterested *after party fb vc* watching rstan work the room like#oh freckle freckle what makes You so special? and then raven waves and winks at him and trips bc hes an idiot and jk is like AAAAAA SIIIIIC
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Update 2: the germaphobia didn't win bc he sneezed so hard he cried kinda and I can't not hug the people I like when there's tears so that's where we're at now lmao I'm literally so fucked but at least I'm not doing anything the next week 😭 checked him over since caution has been thrown to the wind, dude for sure has the flu but I'm hoping I can dodge it bc I got vaccinated so fingers crossed there. Ran out of tissues, so he's resorted to napkins and his jacket which isn't nearly as hot irl as it is in fic, but this is what it's come to 😔 also he's gone through three more masks and I'm lowkey scared he's gonna run out of those too 😭😭
#kinda snz again#how am i supposed to tag this actually#obs? is that what people call it??#idk#anyway#I'm not actually that worried about runn out of masks bc we have so fucking many and also i bring my own#i am worried about him getting me sick tho but it seems unavoidable at this point 😔#i feel so bad for him but I'm still disgusted ngl#dude has a hell of a fever like you hate to see it#had to go sit in the back where we put the patients so he could lay down for a bit and try to nap#bro literally sounds worse and worse as the hours go by it's fucking horrific#i fr feel like a mom rn patting this dude's back and getting him shit smh#like I'm the mom friend always so it tracks but doing vaguely medical things @ someone who has a higher scope than me is wild lmao#also for the record my partner isn't antivax he just planned on getting them closer to the end of the month#that's not working out so well for him now but it's not like he wasn't gonna get them at all so there's that at least lmao#partner posting
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my throat is disgustingly sore and not for sexy reasons. i feel like i have a big lump of sedimentary rock scratching against my tonsils.
#what the hell is this#i very much do not wanna be sick rn. that's so inconvenient#i feel fine otherwise i think? my muscles /limbs are a bit sore but that's normal considering these past days#my throat started last night and today i woke up worse. and it's past 15h now and still sore#mayhaps is time to take something. blehg#if i do get sick during the weekend i'm gonna cry#darya answers
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I SUBMITTED MY DISSERTATION TO MY COMMITEEEEE
#WORDS CANNOT DESCRIBE MY EMOTIONS RN#THESIS HELL#JUST A LITTLE MORE TO GO#JUST THE ACTUAL DEFENSE#GOD#I'M SICK
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AHHHH Hit game dsaf.... Save me dsaf...
Save me art from artist I like... Save me.....
#context: I'm sick#and it's NOT FUNNY#I already got a check up in the hospital#bc I may or may not hace cough up blood....#don't worry#it's fine#I'm fine#tomorrow I will be dandy#(is that even how it's called being alright?)#either way#rn is hell#but it will be fine....#(that's why I have been active this morning)#raccoon little (not really) talks
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Might go to bed super super early tonight like 8 pm so that I'm both well rested and awake for W2H2 part 1 coming out
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Zeus concept art I'm too tired to finish; y'all can have it
#ughhhhh I'm sick as hell rn#I'm not used to drawing big characters so srry if it looks bad#wip#zeus epic#bty3 draws
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Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that
#Giving time...#Still more time...#Wouldn't want to plague any previews#Maybe another filler. Just for some fun#Is this enough?#It certainly is now#Alright start:#I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight#'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state /#/of constant self-loathing#I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea#What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not /#/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed#I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore#I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done#I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though#I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I /#/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward#I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme#Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way#God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs#It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my /#/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days#Literally what am I doing this for#And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with /#/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life#Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me#Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus#I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore#It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until
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yeah your banner fits for what I have to deal with right now
yeah i feel its rather applicable in a lot of situations so i just have it as my header as a preemptive measure
(^ the header in question)
#ngl i don't understand what u mean#is this about the post zloy rbed because#that's your post#you're op#who are you apologizing to#zloy?#he walked in this is his own fault. also he only gets notifs for people who rb directly from him so still his followers. not ur fault#but also im kind of sick and out of it rn so maybe i'm missing something obvious LOL#edit: wait are you talking about MY followers?#are ur notes hell thanks to my minor coded joke or#i haven't been checking my notes much. see above (the illness is beating my ass)#i made a post earlier and like. forgot completely. and it had like over 200 notes and i went. huh. i had no idea#og post#ask#ink-ghoul
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Does our level of emotional investment in our favourite Gazan journalists' wellbeing constitute a parasocial relationship, or is that only if we get creepily invested in their love lives or smth.
#it occurred to me while i was writing this that some people probably ship them w each other#and now i kinda wanna kms#there should be a category for things that aren't necessarily evil but should still send you directly to hell#I'm a little conked rn because twitter made me think they'd finally got Motaz and then that Mohammad El Kurd had been abducted#but no Motaz had just gone dark for half a day and Mohammed had been temporarily suspended from twitter#like bro it has been nearly 3 months can y'all NOT start your tweets like ''feeling sick to ny stomach about Motaz''#and then you have to go two more tweets down to figure out whether he's dead or not#fuckin unnecessary#free palestine#gaza journalists#motaz azaiza#bisan owda#mohammed el kurd#saleh aljafarawi#free gaza#knee of huss
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Sounds like you've got a right bitch of a co-worker based on those post tags lol
ajfksdljf TT0TT Oh that was like my 3rd version of a post I made. I had to talk myself down and censor myself akljsdflkfa orz
But yes he really is. I cannot stress it enough that everyone hates his guts and he's created such a hostile work environment.
#silly asks#the junpei coworker#silly answers#god i hate him so much#he's not the first jackass i've had to work with but god he is the most recent#i should've called HR last night#i literally told him “do NOT fucking finish that sentence or train of thought”#and then he kept ALLUDING to what he wanted to say and i had to keep telling him to stfu#then he hid in the bathroom for 30 min (which pissed me off mORE because it meant he got a free 30 break and was paid for it)#all while i was left alone to wrangle a circus by myself#he was watching anime fyi...cause I could hear it when I had to go to the back room to get stuff#like we had a store meeting and my boss listed a bunch of stuff that needed to be minded#and like HALF of it was directed at junpei (he didn't look at him but WE ALL KNEW)#my boss even confirmed it when everyone else left#he only confirmed it because as soon as they left I turned to him an was like 'when is that mfer getting fired?????!"#my boss wants to fire him but HIS boss says he can't until they find a replacement#the bar is in hell rn#it's so bad that me and my other coworker made a bingo of shit he likes to pull on shift (HE'S THAT CONSISTENT)#*looks at sched* oh thank god I dont need to see him today or tomorrow-#WAIT NO I HAVE TO WORK WITH HIM THE ENTIRE CLOSE FRIDAY NOOOOO FUCK save tme this is gonan suck#i'm kinda hoping he gets “sick” again I'd rather work alone TT0TT#*inhales* it'll be fine it'lle be fine it'll be fine it'll be fine#zen zen centered i am zen...I'll listen to an audio book or video i'll be ok#i'll just ignore him like i've been doing TT0TT#silly vents#vents#irl bs
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hi !!! for your sleepover, what snacks are you bringing? and what is your sleepover movie?
oooh that's such a good question i've really been craving some good popcorn recently so you gotta have that and i'd probably just waste all my money in the candy aisle at target I'm talking all the kinds of m&ms, sour patch kids, reeses, sweet tarts, nerds, i don't know fucking milk duds, twizzlers, the works you know, my goal is for us all to end up with stomach aches at the end of it and maybe i'd throw some like strawberries in there or something we need our fruits you know
and for the movie... you know i gotta say little women I'll spend the entire time telling you about how the scenes are different from the book you'll hate me! and maybe we'll finish it and then idk watch all five hunger games movies and I'll fall asleep during the first one but everyone else better stay up and watch the rest because I will be waking up every like three hours to commentate on it for three minutes and then I'll fall back to sleep
#im so sleepy all the time it's not my fault :(#but i'll try#and we all have to talk during the movies#and you WILL watch me quote ALL the monologues in little women#and i won't apologize <3#and hell maybe we'll have an intermission and play Mario kart or something that would be sick#WAIT#imagine i just watch everyone watch tlou1 and tlou2 like playthroughs we'll be there for hours#i'd do it#what if#you all come over to my house and watch me play tlou#and you don't do anything#you just sit there#and watch#i think that sounds like a pretty good time#you asked me two simple questions and I'm blabbing so much#im procrastinating doing so much school work rn#it is 7pm and this is the first time I'm actually like sitting up :/ my bad#ANYWAY
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