#i'm sad today

[looking-for-a-sword]

I actually have a pretty simple answer as to why I am so sad that tedbecca didn't happen in the show:

Rebecca was treated so badly in the past and wasn't loved enough.

Ted always has so much love to give that he was told he is too much.

They both crave what the other can and want to give so very easily. They complete each other perfectly - in every way - they are soulmates! So why can't they just be their mutual happy ending? They deserved it..

[thankyouforthememoriesworld]

It's been so long since we've seen her play 😭

[questionmarklive]

No one talks about how when you're disabled you start to feel like a waste of space. I can't do anything of value without being in pain. I don't contribute anything. The only thing I can do is speak and even then I can't do that well so what am I good for?

[binarybird]

Sitting at 'home'

Wishing I were at home

No idea where that would be

Don't know what I want

Or who I am

[that-angry-noldo]

i don't want to have a romantic relationship for at least 7 years from now yet but by god sometimes i want someone to kiss me and hug me and gift me chocolate and to sing together maybe and for them to also adore me and

[28mindgames]

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[bisexualchrissycunningham]

Not Co-Star encouraging my irrational BPD fury and woundedness over imagined abandonment

[tooboredtothinkofaname]

Ffs i feel like nobody likes me and everyone's against me...

What did i do..?

[satanicdollx]

they should invent friends that do not live so fucking far

[sga-owns-my-soul]

reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head

[thirtysevenodddogs]

False memory is such a funny thing, the way our brain can just make up shit and make it feel like it truly actually happened.

All week I've had such vivid memories of my mom playing with my dog and fuzzing about in my house, and over and over again I've had to actively remind myself that she has been dead for longer than those things came into my life, she never met my dog, she never saw my house, and yet these memories feel so... real.

I walk by her urn every day, and still can hardly remember what it looks like unless I'm looking straight at it, but the image of my mother playing with a pup she never met, and walking around a home she never lived in, is clear, vivid and perfect in my mind.

A sweet little technicolor fantasy.

[every-moment-a-different-sound]

I always found the scene where Edwin notices that Esther's cupboard is too far forward really convenient.

Because sure, some people that work in certain jobs will learn to identify if something feels off. But like, how often is Edwin installing kitchens? Why would he have that skill? But I always just brushed it off as needing to progress the scene.

Except today I realised that of course he does! Of course he knows when something isn’t proportionate to plans. Of course he has the experience and skill to know that.

He developed it while mapping out Hell.

[arinadepan]

Sometimes I wonder.

Just like that.

[capalbae]

If you look at your art and go "oh that's awful", you're an artist.

If you struggle to draw hands, or eyes or can't figure out where ears go, but still try, you are an artist.

I have to remind myself of this constantly.

I am an artist, despite all of these.

If you draw, you are an artist.

Never stop drawing.

[sophie-the-cat]

I'm tired of this damned society where everyone hates each other and has to please what society expects

[tendermiasma]

I'm full-time Patreon now

My Powerhouse contract ended today after 5 years. Layoffs sadly have come for us too. I am a 100% full-time Patreon creator now. WILD

I miss Castlevania already! I'm nervous but you all are making it possible for me to pursue a living drawing what I love. This means the absolute world to me. There's so much to do and I can't thank you enough!!

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