#i'm not staying up tonight bc. I need sleep so bad. I have not gotten any in like a week

[sleepsart]

guys I think the ao3 author curse got me, but like, Tumblr artist version.

[bunnyluvs-blog]

The 1 (Bangchan x reader)

Heavy angst ‼️‼️ lots of tears, asshole! Bangchan

I made this bc of my own relationship issues so I know it's a lil iffy but please enjoy

Hurt. Tears. A shadow. Thats what you were reduced to at this point. Your boyfriend Bangchan whos a one of a kind idol, who used to come home every night, kiss you good morning, play with your hair when you were having a bad day. The one who always took such good care of you. The one who you truly thought could never hurt you. He promised he would never hurt you. So why were you a mess, on the couch of your shared apartment. Most nights you wouldn't even stay up to wait for Bangchan to come home. You knew his job was hard but now these days it seemed loving you was twice as hard. You just sat there the clock reaching 4am. No call no text no nothing from him all day. You sent him good morning text and all you would get was read popped up under your text. You weren't even worth responding too. You couldn't stop the tears from falling at this point. You tried so hard to defend him to yourself. That he has a life outside of you but at this point you werent in his life at all.

You passed out on a couch. Now it was 9am, your body didn't really let you sleep after your tear fest last night. You looked around the apartment. A cup next to the sink, the bed sheets messed up, and his clothes in a corner of the bedroom. He was home. And he didn't even notice you were gone. He didn't miss your warmth or cuddles or light kisses on his face. He didn't miss you like you had so badly missed him. You couldn't ruin yourself anymore, you couldn't do this, all the restless nights hoping he's eating and taking care of himself. And he couldn't even care if you were home or not. You had given 2 whole years of your life to this man, what a waste. You text him a whole essay on how you felt ending it with the words "Lets break up" and you sent it. You were shaking. Even if you wanted what was best for you you still loved him. He wasn't a bad man but he just wasn't your man anymore. You tried everything you could to get your mind off of it. Putting your phone on do not disturb and mindlessly watching stranger things all the way through.

You've set up your bed for the night on the couch and your stuffed animals to keep you semi happy. That's when he came home. The man who didn't even check his phone today. The one who didn't even read your message of you pouring your heart out. "Hey babe, w-whats all of this? It isn't movie night is it?" He says, confused. The first words you've gotten in weeks, real words, not an im sorry or I love you or something fucking cheesy like all your friends tell you their boyfriends do. "Oh I'm just sleeping out here tonight until I can find a place to move too.." you said, Chan raised an eyebrow. "Move too? What are you talking about" It hit you, it hit you like a fucking brick. He didn't even check his phone. "Check your phone" that's all you said before you put on some shoes, grabbed your phone and wallet and left. He didn't even go after you. Not that you were expecting him to but a small bit of you hoped he did. You just walked. Your normal route you did when you wanted some air in the middle of the day. The world looks so different at night. You've never really seen it before before now. Nights became a blur, maybe you could learn to like them more.

You heard panting along with your name, it was Chan. A baseball cap, black shirt, and sweats. "Y/n love please i head no idea you were feeling this way" he panted trying to catch his breath. "Look this comeback has just been twice as hard as anything else we've done and they're just asking more of me and I know that isn't an excuse but I would never truly try to ignore you, i love you baby I really do, please dont leave me I can't live without you, i know I'm a shitty boyfriend and I know I'm not giving you what you need but please, let me change, for us" he was begging, pleading. He wanted to change, and if people set their mind to something they can do anything right? Truth is you really didn't want to let him go. "Promise to never hurt me again..?" You asked, voice shaky, your holding back your own tears from falling. He nodded and let out a soft please before you hugged him, just sobbing into his shirt. He took you home and tucked you into bed after a shower and some medicine from the headache you got after sobbing.

It's been 2 months since then. And things have been going ok..ish. Things were perfect for a month. Until he fell back into the same habit. With no comeback to plan for at the moment you couldn't help but be confused on why this was happening again. You prayed and prayed that he would change and pull though, and you really though tonight would be the night. It was your 3 year anniversary. You couldn't be more excited. You got a new black dress and pretty earring that he bought you for your birthday a year ago. You guys had dinner planned at a restaurant you both wanted to try. Dinner was at 8 and you were ready at 6:30. You felt so pretty. You knew you were pretty. You walked into the restaurant around 7:30. You watching the couples smile and enjoy eachother before the staff sat you. You waited for a bit then until 8 hit the clock. You played with the end of your dress. You ordered a semi cheap wine for you and Chan. 30 minutes, 1 hour, 2 hours, 2 hours and 30 minutes later you gave up.

You called an Uber to take you home, walking up the steps to your apartment. Opening the door, putting down your keys and kicking off your heels. You hear the tv on and your heart drops. He was home. You looked around to see if there was any sign of a happy anniversary or a gift or something that would make you feel like he still cared. He must have heard the keys and a few sniffles because he was facing you. "Oh hi honey? Woah hey why are you crying? Where have you been? What happened" he got up walking over to you trying to give you a hug when you moved away from him. He looked at you confused. "Do you even know what day it is today Chris?" He pulled out his phone to see June 28th. The same date you two made it official. Oh how everything seemed so perfect back then. You could remember it like yesterday. Small talk, the big question, the giggles and cuddles, how happy you felt. It was all gone now.

"Love I promise I just forgot I'm sorry I'm such an idiot" he said grabbing your hands. Looking at you with those big brown eyes, how you could get lost in them. "It wont happen again" that's when you broke, you were tired of giving him chances to redeem himself. "Your right it won't, because we're over" He froze, mouth slightly opened "You clearly dont care about me anymore Chris and I can't go on pretending like you do to make myself feel better" You sighed and walked past hime, going to pack a bag. "Wait wait hun lets talk about this" he said going after you. "We have, we have at least every 6 months and nothing changes, im tired of being last place in your heart" you angrily said shoving whatever you felt was right into your bag. "I wish I was what you wanted" you said before leaving. You couldn't face him. You didnt want you. You know yourself better then this. You knew if your friend was dating someone like Chris you would tell them to break up and they can do so much better. It was time for you to do better for yourself for once.

[hadtochangeuserbecauseimparanoid]

Okay no I'm sorry I've been trying to deny it but no it's consistent with things that don't cost jack shit so i don't see much changing with us having money. This is the 3rd or 4th time, possibly more because rescheduling, that he has put off watching a FUCKING EPISODE OF A SHOW with me. I asked initially because I was having a bad day. I only end up reminding him because I am still having a bad day

And I'm starting to realize, I'm having a bad fucking day most of the time because I spend most of my day hearing him talk to his friends in party while not only do I not have any to do shit with other than the ones he has, but he plays so often it's to a point he doesn't even want to spend time with me. Like 30 minutes max, and I don't count smoking and fucking car rides (he isn't either I'm just mad)

I'm just, I'm getting to a point where I know exactly what I need, I'm communicating it, and he's honestly doing half of it if that. He has never once offered to do something I specifically like that he didn't like as much as I did, like watching any of my videos, like watching a show I like. It takes days if not weeks of mentioning it. And I need to feel loved. I need to feel loved and thought about. I need him to not say yeah we can finally watch it tonight after this game, then a friend hops on at 2am and he's like "okay one more then we'll watch it". This has gapped just two nights ago and he was too tired, or he felt sick or his tooth I can't remember. So we didn't. And if we don't tonight bro... I'm sure I'm not just needy or asking for too much bro it's a 28 minute long episode. If we don't tonight dude we're going to have a very serious conversation about my needs here. I've done all I can to meet his, I make him food when he can't make his, I lift him up when he's getting down on himself bc he told me it helps, and I have worked on the things he's asked me to work on like interrupting. He can't keep in mind my trauma with feeling inadequate to a point where when I'm beating myself up he's just like "man I hate this fucking happened" like yeah me too!!! He still has not taken me on a picnic I didn't basically make him go on, still no quality time uppage like I've basically begged for at this point, and I get adhd makes it hard to remember, but when I hear him say "so and so just got on so imma play one more" for the third week in a row he's gotten on at 2 you don't have to stay on every night, and we literally discussed doing this after that game, it is very fucking apparent he cares more about spending time with his friends over me.

I really just wanna tell him it's fine let's just smoke and sleep and just give up dude. I'm getting tired of fighting to keep something he doesn't seem to care about keeping up at all. You can't just date someone, cohabitate, then never do anything to make them feel special.

It's hard because he knows the right things to say when I'm going through it. He tries so hard and I can tell. But I don't think he understands how much I need him to improve here or I can't keep staying here. I sadly may need to be clear this is a deal breaker and it needs to happen or I'm out. I just need him to take time out for me without me asking every time, or when I ask to fucking do it???

[loubouskz]

yellow hoodie

kim seungmin x fem!reader

warnings: smut, protected sex, dirty talk, very slight teasing, marking/hickey kink, oral(both receiving), facesitting, reader tries deepthroat for the first time, small aftercare at the end

wc: 4,002

a/n: I didn't mean for this to be 4k words, I just wanted to post something bc my hyunjin ff isn't finished yet.

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I was already laying down on seungmin's bed, playing on my phone when he entered the room. with messy hair hidden by the yellow hoodie he was wearing. he closed the door behind him as I greeted him.

"hi sweetie." seungmin said in a monotone voice. I sat up and placed my phone beside me. "you okay?" I asked. seungmin nodded his head before picking out his night clothes. "yeah, just been thinking a lot today, nothing bad, just couldn’t really focus. I'm gonna take a shower before bed." seungmin said after he took the bright hoodie off, throwing it in the chair beside him. "alright, I'll be here if you need me." I said, giving him a genuine smile. "thank you baby." he said as he entered the bathroom.

as the minutes went by, I kept looking at the yellow hoodie. I turned my head to the bathroom door then back to the chair. we've been dating long enough, surely he wouldn't mind me wearing his clothes for tonight. I mean I am wearing a thin shirt, I gotta stay warm and seungmin's hoodie was the perfect option- plus it smells like him. I got up from the bed and over to the chair. quickly grabbing the hoodie and throwing over my head. it came down to my upper thigh and wasn't too big nor tight on me. I was practically drowning in the hood tho, so I pulled the strings to tighten it up some. I heard the shower go off as I got back into bed. I started to play on my phone again, knowing he had to dry his hair before bed.

ten minutes had passed when I heard the hairdryer turn off and the door open. by this time, I had gotten tired and laid my head down on the pillow. seungmin entered the room and looked at me with slightly wide eyes. 

"I hope you don't mind me wearing your hoodie tonight, I didn't want to get cold." I said as blush rose to my cheeks from his staring. he shook his head as he came closer to the bed. "I don't mind, sweetie. you look cute in my clothes." seungmin said as he climbed into bed. 

I smiled at him once he was under the covers with me. looking at how tired he was, I leaned over to turn off the lamp I had on. I turned back to face him and said quietly, "get some sleep, minnie." I snuggled closer, kissing him on his jaw. I heard him sigh and wrap his arms around me. "I love you. good night, sweetie." I heard him mumble in the embrace. "I love you too. have sweet dreams minnie." I said, placing my forehead on his chest and slowly fell asleep. "I hope you have sweet dreams baby." seungmin said, kissing my forehead and rested his chin on the top of my head.

I awoke to the sound of heavy breathing and movement. I opened my eyes to see it was still dark out and facing the other direction from when I fell asleep. I heard a sound come from behind me once more. "minnie, you okay?" I asked as I turned around to face him. he quickly turned his back to me, pulling the covers over his chin. that's not normal.

"seungmin." I said, trying to see his face. "yes?" he said, avoiding all eye contact with me. "what's going on? you're acting strange." I asked, running my fingers through his hair. "nothing baby. I'm sorry I woke you." he said as he hid some more.

"what were you doing?" I asked, still coming out of my sleepy daze.

seungmin didn't answer. I waited a few more seconds before asking once more. seungmin sighed and mumbled something under his breath. "sorry I didn't hear what you said." I said, rubbing his shoulder. "I was masturbating y/n." he said in a low voice. my eyes widened, "oh I'm sorry." I said, not really knowing what to say. the situation felt awkward now. sure we've been dating for a few months. kissing, making out, feeling up each other was nothing new to us. but we've only had sex less than a hand full of times due to his busy schedule, so this was still new territory for both of us.

I didn't know what to do or say, really. so I laid back down, turned my back to him. "you can continue if you want, I'll go back to sleep." I said barely above whisper. no response. no movement. just silence. it was deafening. I never wanted to disappear so badly till this moment. so I closed eyes and waited for sleep to take over my body or for me to wake up up from a weird dream.

and of course it never came, knowing that my boyfriend was masturbaing with me in the room for the first time. I felt my stomach turn at the thought, which caused even more thoughts. sexual thoughts to be specific. good god, just let me sleep. I don't want to make things even more weird. I felt like time was moving so slow. seungmin sighs and turns back over. I could feel his stare on my back. I tensed up and shivered. 

"y/n." seungmin said, placing a hand on my waist. I didn't move and pretended to be asleep. "y/n, I know when you're awake." he said as he moved his hand up and down. I turned over and looked at him. I could see warm eyes in the dark. he pushed my hair back and said "I know you're overthinking about this. I should have went to the bathroom, I'm sorry if I made you uncomfor-"

"why didn't you wake me?" I asked, genuinely curious. seungmin raised his eyebrows. "I didn't think you'd be down for that till a little later?" he said more in a questioning tone at the end. "I would have helped you if you had woken me up." I said, placing my hand on his clothed chest. he sucked in through his teeth. "well, I'll know for next time." he said, still rubbing my waist. "you don't want to continue?" I asked, moving over to him. "to be honest, I lost it when you called out to me. you scared me pretty bad." seungmin said with an embarrassing laugh. I stifled my laugh the best I could. "oh, I'm sorry." I said through my giggles.

I calmed down a little and met his eyes once more. "is that why you couldn't focus, because you were too horny?" I asked. I felt him nodding somewhat. "about what? or did it just come out of nowhere." I asked. he laughed, "no, it didn't come out of nowhere. just you running through my head." seungmin said quietly. "but you barely saw me today." I stated. "I know that, but it's true. then when I came out of the bathroom and saw you in my hoodie. my thoughts ran wild again." he answered.

"like what?" I asked. he shook his head, "you ask so many questions, but are you sure you want to know?" seungmin asked. "did you not just tell me that I caused your horniness?" I said. "okay, sheesh. no need for that tone." he laughed out. he thought for a minute before slightly tightening his grip on my waist.

"when I woke up to the sight of you is when it began. I could only think, damn my girl is so pretty and hot when she sleeps. when I got up and you told me, you'd stay here and wait for me to come back. all I could imagine was you laying on my bed and just touching yourself because you miss me so much." he said. I felt blush creep onto my cheeks and my thighs clench. I could tell he was getting turned on just by his dirty thoughts.

"all day while I was gone, all I could think were these what ifs. when I came home and saw you on my bed, all I wanted to do was take you right then and there. it took me longer in the shower because I had to calm myself down." he paused for a moment, slipping his hand under the hoodie and tank top. again, I felt my stomach felt in tight knots. god, why did I like him talking to me like this?

"when I came out and saw you wearing my hoodie, you looked so cute and innocent. I just wanted to fucking ruin you. wreck you. make you a crying and whimpering mess." he groaned out as he placed his hand on my breast, circling my nipple with his thumb. I closed my eyes and moaned. "I would let you." I whined. "yeah, baby?" he said. I nodded, my thoughts clouded over. seungmin's hand went down to the hem of shorts. "you'd let me fuck you. and I'm not saying like the other times, I mean purely fuck you. fuck you hard and like I mean it. use you. make you cum so hard on my fingers and tongue way before I bury my cock deep in your little cunt." he said as he cupped my lower lips, placing his middle finger right between the lips.

moving his hand up and down, slowly but surely making me more wet. "you'd like that so much, wouldn't you?" he asked. I nodded, moaning as he put more pressure on my clit. "minnie, more. please." I said, gripping his shirt in my fist. "if my baby wants more, she gets more." seungmin said pushing his hand into my shorts, touching me where I need him the most. "no underwear, such a naughty baby." he said, collecting my juices. he placed his fingers on my clit, rubbing small slow circles. "so wet, just for me right?" he said, coming closer to my face. I could see the small smirk his face held. I nodded, running my hands up his chest to the back of his neck. I rolled my hips into his fingers, wanting more.

"more." I said, slightly pulling at his hair. the groan he made at the feeling, sounded animalistic. I clenched my thighs around his hand. seungmin sat up and leaned over me, pulling his hand out of my shorts. caging me between his arms. "god, I love how you look under me with that look on your face." seungmin said. he brought his lips to mine. a messy hot kiss. I whined into the kiss as I messed with hair more. he pressed his tongue on my bottom lip, licking it slightly. I opened my mouth to let him explore. 

his hands slid down my body and opened my legs so he could press into me. "god, I love so much." he mumbled into the kiss, grinding into me. I moaned as I could feel him start to get hard again. he kissed away from my lips, down to the side of my neck. kissing and sucking in the most sensitive spots, making me roll my hips up. "I want to leave marks all over you, in the most visible places. so everyone knows who makes you feel so good, who owns you. let people's minds wander as they see them, knowing they can't have you like I can. can I baby? can I leave my marks all over your neck? fuck, you'd look so pretty." seungmin said, nibbling on my earlobe. 

god, the way he was saying those words turned me on. "fuck, yes seungmin. please mark me." I said as I wrapped my legs around his waist, pulling his weight onto me. he groaned and harshly started sucking at my neck, wanting to leave the darkest marks all over. once he was satisfied with the right side, he did the same thing to the left. just my quiet moans and his groans, rolling our hips to get some friction. 

when he decided that he was done with my neck, he sat up. "let's get these shorts off you, baby." he said, hooking his fingers around them and pulling them down my legs. once my shorts were somewhere thrown onto the floor, seungmin was about to lay down but he abruptly stopped. he reached over to turn on the lamp, that lit up the room a small bit. "that's better." he said, smiling at me. he pressed his hands onto my thighs and gripped them harshly. I moaned and rolled my hips up once more. "I love seeing you so needy for me, how you react to my touches, my words. I love it so much." he said, kissing my knee.

he looked me dead in my eyes, "sit up." he demanded. I sat up and met his lips quickly. his hand held my jaw gently. I melted into the sweet touch. he pulled away and admired me for a second. "can you do something for me?" seungmin asked with a playful smile. "what?" I asked. "I want you to sit on my face. can you do that for me?" he asked. my eyes widened and said, "I can try." seungmin smiled and moved to lay on the bed. he grabbed my hand and helped guide me over his face. I didn't want to crush the man so I hovered over him, holding onto the bed frame. I felt him leave kisses my inner thighs before leaving harsh marks there as well. "minnie." I whined, that area being a little sensitive. his hands came up to the outer portion of my thighs and gave me loving squeezes to somewhat distract me.

seungmin stopped and looked up at me. "ready for the actual show now, baby?" he asked as his hands ran up and down my body. "yes." I said, looking down at him. I clenched at the sight of him, between my legs, only being able to see his eyes. his hands tightly gripped my waist and pulled me fully down on his face. "good." he mumbled before eating me out like a mad man. "ah seungmin." I cried out, bringing my hand to his hair and pulled at it. his nose right on my clit as his tongue entered my velvet walls. 

I didn't last long at all, which was not surprising. the view of him between my legs, eyes either on me or closed in concentration, hands on my hips guiding me back and forward on his tongue and nose. "gonna cum." I said, as my thighs trembled. he opened his eyes and placed his tongue flat on my clit. watching me roll my hips to hit my climax. my knuckles turning white due to my grip on the bed frame, eyes closed shut, with my head down as I caved into myself. seungmin held me in place, rubbing my thighs with his thumbs. "you did so good baby." seungmin said, licking his lips.

I blushed as I gained enough strength to remove my legs. I sat on my knees beside him as he sat up on the headboard. "want to continue?" seungmin asked, placing his right hand on my waist. I nodded, making him smirk. "come suck my cock baby." he said, taking off his sleeping pants and throwing them off the side of the bed. my mouth watered at the sight of his dick hard, tip of his head red, with precum leaking out.

I leaned down, ass in the air, licking up his cock. seungmin's head rolled down, hand in my hair. I placed my hand on his cock and licked up the precum. I wrapped my lips around the head, slowly making my way down. "fuck, just like that baby." he groaned out. I focused not to gag around him, going back up. I twisted my wrist as my hand, following my mouth. "grip a little more baby." he said, I looked up at him. his eyes already on me with his jaw slacked. I whined at him as I adjusted my grip. "shit baby." he said, making me lightly clench. I pressed my head back down, focusing on seungmin. I gagged around his cock on accident, making him buck his into my mouth- making me choke.

he quickly pulling me from his cock. "you okay?" he asked, petting my hair. I nodded with tears in my eyes, "I'm okay, it just shocked me." I said. gears turned in his head as seungmin tilted it to the side, "do you think you could handle me fucking your mouth and throat a little?" he asked. "I don't know." I said, a little worried. "we can stop whenever you want, just tap me on my leg. but if you feel like you're not ready for that yet, we can skip that part." seungmin said, reassuring me.

I thought about it for a second. "I'll try it now but not for too long. like a test try." I said. seungmin raised his eyebrows, "are you sure?" he asked. I nodded but seungmin wasn't looking for that. "I need a verbal answer for this y/n." he said. "yes, I want to try. just for a minute." I said. "okay baby. we'll take it step by step." he said, placing his hand in my hair again.

"put your mouth back on me and just stay in place, okay." he said. I did what he asked and looked up at him. "remember to breathe through your nose. if you need me to stop, tap my leg." he said, I slightly nodded. "I'm gonna start off really slow and work up the pace, I'll tell you when." he said, placing his feet flat on the bed. I closed my eyes and focused on breathing through my nose. slowly started pushing his hips in and out of my mouth, each time going a little farther in my mouth. 

"I'm going to pick up the pace, little by little now." he groaned. I readied myself and felt him picking up the pace. I scrunched up my eyebrows as I felt him hit the back of my throat lightly. I whined around him, making him moan. after a few more thrusts, he stopped and took his cock out of my mouth. "was that okay baby?" he asked. I answered yes to him. seungmin sat up on his knees and kissed me on my lips.

"ready more baby?" seungmin asked, kissing my neck again. I moaned as I said yes. seungmin pushed me back down on the bed, head hitting the pillow. seungmin reached over to the end table and pulled a condom from the drawer. he pulled his shirt over his head as I tried to follow, he stopped me. "I want to fuck you wearing my hoodie." he stated, as he opened the package and put the condom on intensively. I moaned as he pressed his erection at my entrance. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him close.

"wait baby, I still gotta stretch you out with my fingers for my cock." he laughed out. "minnie hurry please." I whined. "can't rush with proper pleasure sweetie." he said, as he slid his hand down my thigh to where I wanted him most. he pushed one finger into me as I moaned. "so wet, I could probably just slip my cock right in." seungmin said, thrusting his finger in and out. "please." I said, rolling my hips. seungmin smiled as he inserted a second finger and I arched my back.

I moaned so loud as he curled his fingers up, instantly finding my g-spot. "feels so good." I said, bringing my hand to his hand. I felt his arm flexing as he was fingering me, I clenched around his fingers. "yeah, baby. you're so tight for me." seungmin said as pushed one more finger in. I felt myself getting closer to my orgasm. "I'm gonna cum, minnie." I said, turning my head into the pillow. 

everything happened so fast, seungmin replaced fingers quickly with his cock, bottoming out. I came right then and there, head thrown back. "fuck baby, just creamed all over my cock. like the good girl I know you are." seungmin said, holding on to the back of my legs. "minnie." I whined. "what baby? what do you want?" he said. "you." I said. "yeah? you want me. want me to fuck you hard baby?" he asked, thrusting very slowly. I hummed as I rolled my hips. "say it baby. say that you want me to fuck you. ruin you." he said, pushing his upper body down onto me, trapping my legs up.

I moaned, pushing my hand through the top of his hair. "seungmin please ruin me, fuck me baby. please as hard as you want. please." I whispered, pulled at his hair hard. he hissed and smashed lips into mine. I moaned into the kiss as he pushed out and slammed his hips back into me. "god seungmin." I moaned loudly. "fuck baby, just like that. scream my name baby." he whispered. 

the other times we had sex felt good, but this felt so different. so much more intense with the feeling. the sound of our bodies meeting each other, the position, being so close, his eyes never leaving mine, my loud moans, his low groans, and how the sweats from our bodies glowed from the lamp. the feeling of how his cock was slamming me was so overwhelming. hitting my g-spot perfectly with each hard deep thrust. 

"seungmin." I cried loudly. "oh y/n." he moans, slipping his head into my neck. he moved his arms away from legs and put them under my arms, basically holding me. I wrapped my legs the best I could around his waist. his body rubbing against my clit, making me closer and closer.

"minnie, I'm- ah!" I felt my second climax hit me sooner than a thought. "yes, that's it baby. god, I'm going cum." he moans. he sat up still rolling his hips but a bit slower. he moans became higher, making me clench once more. "oh fuck." he groaned, filling the condom up. he milked out his orgasm till he was sensitive.

he pulled out and sighed, looking at me. "you feel okay baby?" he asked, gently rubbing my thighs. "I'm tired." I simply said with my eyes closer. "well, let's get cleaned up first." seungmin said, holding both my hands. helping me sit up and off the bed. he held my hand as we bathroom as I entered the bathroom, there was a knock at the bedroom door. seungmin quickly threw his sleeping pants back on and answered the door.

I heard mumbling then the door closed. seungmin entered the bathroom with blush on his cheeks. "who was it?" I asked, scared of who it was, knowing that we were probably really loud. "felix, he said to warn him next time." he said, scratching his neck. my hand covered my face in embarrassment. "also he brought us bottles of water." he said, pointing back to the bedroom. "so let's get clean now and go to bed." he smiled, kissing my forehead.

after we finished getting cleaned up, we hopped back into bed and under the covers. seungmin reached over and handed me a water bottle. I thanked him and took a long sip. "I wasn't too rough on you right?" seungmin said, rubbing my back. I shook my head no. "I enjoyed it, I liked how rough you were with me and how you talked to me." I said with a slight blush on my cheeks. seungmin laughed and pulled me into him. "okay." he said with the biggest smile on his face. he pulled us both down, his head laying on the pillow and my head on his chest. the minutes passed as we slowly fell asleep in each other's embrace.

best night ever so far to say the least, right!

[treatbuckywkisses]

so much is happening i want to scream:(

the way my job gives me so much anxiety it's not even funny. that place is a fucking disaster. i get told im going to be part time and im out here working 40hrs a week, and i dont even get my second break usually like im supposed to. there aren't enough people in the department i work in and they pull people from it for other departments anyway. one of our team leads basically told us all our sections looked like shit tonight and he was going to walk us though it and make us tell him everything we did wrong. i was stuck somewhere else for most of my shift and couldn't work on my section, so when i tell you i was so scared dude you don't even fucking know lmao i literally cried because I'm still new and i didn't want them to think i did a bad job or im not cut out for it or whatever. and he never even showed up. he said it to "scare us into doing our work" and im so mad about it. i almost threw up for that ??

im so fucking tired and dehydrated and it's so hot in there i barely even eat on my lunch break and when i get home after my 8hr shift. i can't tell if im losing weight (unhealthy obvi) or if i have looked like this and didn't know lol so i just try not to look at myself if i can help it bc what.

i never really know what i look like, but when i do, it's ugly and i hate it.

also im working on moving into an apartment (i say 'me' but im not alone sgsksh) idk living is hard yk it's a lot and it's stupid and where my stuff is im not even staying bc sarah is a fucking bitch for no reason and i will hurt her feelings if she looks at me so yeah there's like so much shit happening and I'm so overwhelmed like hello i can actually only do so much pls why

anyways i am really tired and i want to cry and sleep forever and ever:( is this what happens when you keep things 'bottled up' lol

omg also? i haven't gotten my period yet like since April and im 🥴🤨 bc where is she yk and then im like babe you're literally a ball of fucking stress and anxiety please take a Xanax but back to stress im so worried i will get my period on my 8hr shift with nothing and i don't drive myself so that is like extra fun yk wow

the way i have never talked so much and i do it like this where nobody will read it sgskdgd this is who i am as a person irl though so congrats if u read this ig hello

also since I'm fucking word vomiting i guess and ive already come to terms with how nobody will read this, i hate this place. like tumblr i mean. idk it just like sucks to feel like you deserve more than you get yk and i actually am allowed to say that. my moodboards do not do nearly as good as i would like to think they would when i make them and it sucks. because believe it or not i start out thinking they're so pretty and the lack of interaction makes me doubt my own abilities and i hate that. and how I have so many "followers" with the amount of notes i get LOL what a joke actually. especially when they're also content creators. why are you even following me then yk like i only provide one thing and you don't even seem to like it so what are you doing here. it's annoying honestly. how can a content creator be the one not giving support. smh.

i think i need to go to sleep bc idk what i just said and if anyone reads this i feel like ppl will be mad at me so that's where I'm at lolllllll i h8 myself <3

[sungtaro]

ERI !!!! hi hello how have u been doing i've missed u MWAH (づ￣ ³￣)づ also,,,, i am like,,,, stylishly late but new blog !!! it looks rlly pretty, wishing u all the best with this remade <3

idk if i've said this before but i wanted to say that after listening to mo' complete a couple more times, i can finally say which songs are my favourite so- i think i enjoyed down for you, believe and simple lover the most out of all b-sides bc (surprisingly) i like cherry A LOT more than what i would think hdvdhdh but yeah !! it's an amazing album, they did not disappoint at all 🤧

but anyways !! how's life, my dear friend, how are we doing. i swear i've been so out of it bc of school i need to like,,,, catch up hdhhhdhd so tell me, anything exciting happened, are u feeling alright, are u overworking yourself or do u have time to for your hobbies & stuff and how do u find some recent kpop comebacks, i am all ears :D pls this ask is so chaotic i need to get it together AAAAAAAA

HELLOOOO DEARESTEST i have finally showed up to the function. the function being my inbox and/or where i've finally settled in to answer this (my bed ... i have about an hour before i am PUSHING it for how much sleep i rly need to get). anyways, thank u!! it's a weird adjustment but i think ultimately it was the right choice to move, and in time my brain will catch up~

i'm sooo glad to hear you liked the album!! i have to say i stopped listening to it in its entirety after a couple weeks but i do keep going back to cherry, stay with me, and do you remember, along w the occasional level up when i need to get HYPED etc. but having new content from them has been so nice, it always is so relaxing and fun to watch!

ahhh life has been busy, to be expected - school is going well as in, i'm doing well in school, but the sacrifices i've been making in order to continue doing well . i mean they really never end, and they really never get easier ... i feel like i'm constantly just in emotional turmoil, but i can turn it off to focus and then it gets backed up and i'm like WHYYY AM I CRYING IN THE CARRRR THIS SONG ISN'T EVEN SAAAD NOTHING BAD EVEN HAPPENEDDDD but like of course i'm crying in the car i woke up before the sun and just spent 8 hours running around the hospital floor second guessing everything i was doing and should've packed an extra snack and i need to remember a bunch of things that happened to do my paperwork that i'm being graded on so. it totally makes sense. alas there is not much i can do about it, just gotta keep on pushing for these last few weeks of the semester... there are a lot of good things too though. my clinical group has bonded a lot and i've gotten closer with people who i do think will be my friends for a long time. i like what i'm learning (tomorrow we start practicing injections!) and i'm still happy at my job. my family had a really nice time hanging out doing some halloween things tonight. and i'll go to california when my winter break rolls around. and the comebacks, content, and coming here to hang with everyone here is a nice distraction and gives me small things to look forward to while i have to give up so many other things. idk, i'm just trying my best and working to keep things in perspective as much as possible while still honoring the fact that any negative feelings i'm experiencing are also valid to have. anyways ..... this has become very long lol but i want to hear how things are going with you !! tell me everything / anything etc etc !! <3

[trulymadlysydney]

HI SYD MY ANGEL BABY FRUITCAKE HOW ARE YOU?? GUESS FUCKIN WHAT! I'M FUCKIN DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEE!!!! IT DOESN'T FEEL REAL, I DON'T FEEL SAFE YET LOL. I FINISHED MY LAST EXAM YESTERDAY AND I'M GOING HOME TOMORROW AND I'M SO GLAD THIS SEMESTER IS OVER BC IT HAS BEEN HELL ON HEELS! I'VE DONE REALLY WELL THIS SEMESTER MIRACULOUSLY AND I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF FOR IT! I HAVEN'T GOTTEN MY FINAL GRADES YET BUT I'M THINKING THEY WILL BE ALL A's! I'M GOING TO A PARTY TONIGHT TO

DRINK AWAY EVERYTHING I'VE LEARNED THIS SEMESTER 😂 OH BABES I'M JUST RELIEVED TO HAVE A WELL NEEDED BREAK. I'M NOT SURE HOW MUCH LONGER MY SANITY WAS GOING TO LAST! BUT ANYWAYS, HOW ARE YOU DOING SYD?? I'M GLAD TO HEAR YOUR FAMILY ISN'T IN IMMEDIATE THREAT FROM THE FIRES! JUST STAY SAFE REGARDLESS, OKAY MY LOVE? ARE YOU FEELING THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT? WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO WHILE I WAS AWAY?? I MISS YOU, SYD! I HOPE YOU AND YOUR FAMILY ARE DOING WELL! I LOVE YOU TO BITS SYD! J XXX 💕💕———-YESSS my love I’m so happy for you!!! And SOOO PROUD! I’m sure your grades will be amazing, especially with how hard you’ve been working. I love you so much!!! I’ve been good, just working my life away hahaha. They have me working like nearly every single day. Which is good for my bank account but bad for my sanity and my sleep lmao but I’ve been great! Making so many new friends.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST TIME TONIGHT

[citycfangels]

text: raquel ⇄ charlie

Raquel: so I have good news and bad news so which do you want to hear first?

Charlie: i would tell you to tell me the bad ones first so the good ones sound even better, but i'll let you choose

Charlie: is everything okay?

Raquel: Oh, I'm okay. Everything is okay.

Raquel: and I probably should have just said I have news. And I sort of have to give you the good news to explain the bad news.

Raquel: So the good news is that I talked to my agent and he wants me to get more exposure and with a bunch of random events coming up they want me to go to them and schmooze up people and just get my face out there more.

Raquel: bad news: you might just have to put on a monkey suit and come with me to events.

Raquel: I mean if you want to go at all.

Charlie: oh, that sounds really good. it'll do you good, considering that, from what i know about that business, is that you need to get your face out there to succeed.

Charlie: i see a couple of problems with that: 1) i've never worn a suit so i know nothing about suits, 2) i don't own any and 3) i'm not swimming in money to buy one.

Raquel: yeah that's sort of what they said. They said that they feel like they can market me and that they can get more buzz around me if more people know what i look like and if I'm able to do more print and commercial ads which I'm okay with. Just looks like I might have to dip back into my "modeling" contacts and maybe even do more music video like things.

Raquel: 1. I've never worn a suit either so we're in the same boat there but there are people who know about them and I'm sure we won't have a problem trying to find one 2 and 3. Your girlfriend has money. Your girlfriend wants this because there is no one else she wants near her at these events so that's not something you have to worry about.

Charlie: that may be a good idea. the more face exposure and contacts you have, the better.

Charlie: you know how i feel about letting you pay for my things, but if that's what you want, i'll let you pay for the most expensive suit we find. i can't afford one right now so i'll let you buy me one.

Charlie: but i don't have to look like a fucking penguin, right?

Raquel: This could work for the both of us somehow. Maybe this can get you exposure too. Like later on once the bar is open.

Raquel: I know how you feel about it and I don't want to step on your toes but you should know that there shouldn't ever be a time where you need to worry about money. Besides suits are investments. No you don't have to look like a penguin.

Raquel: Besides I think a blue suit would look perfect on you.

Charlie: yeah, that'd be helpful.

Charlie: okay, it seems i haven't gotten used to it already. i will try to not worry about money ever.

Charlie: how are suits investments exactly?

Charlie: thank fucking you bc i don't want to look like a fucking penguin. i mean, i'd look hot with a suit but that's not my style at all.

Charlie: we'll see about it, i have to try them on when we go shopping. no tie or anything like that?

Raquel: and I promise that I'm never going to like shove money in your face and it's not like I'm suddenly becoming your sugar mama or something.

Raquel: Suits are an investment because they're a gentleman's armor. And yes I did take that from a movie but they're an investment because you can use them more than once AND they just make any guy look really sexy. They're sort of a necessity now.

Raquel: I'm only saying no tie because then I'll just keep thinking about how much better it would look around my wrists tying me to the headboard. or about how you can use it as a blindfold.

Raquel: and it would just distract me throughout the night. I'd just keep pulling you in for a kiss with it so really i'm just saving you the trouble.

Charlie: if you say so, then i'll take your word and i'll keep a couple of suits on my wardrobe, just in case i need them. plus, we both agree i'd be hot as fuck in a suit.

Charlie: i shouldn't be surprised that you're having such kinky thoughts because a simple tie would distract you all the time.

Charlie: i wouldn't mind you pulling me in with it and kissing me, but i guess we have to keep the pda to a minimum, right?

Raquel: I do say so and it'll just be good for you to have. There might be a lot more events later on once my career does pick up and there's no one else I want by my side. I think you look hot in everything and nothing so i'm pretty biased.

Raquel: what can i say? I've had someone corrupt me and it's not like I'm going back now.

Raquel: I can always use the ends of your jacket for that. I don't think we'll have to keep too much of it down. They haven't said anything about marketing and sex appeal and all the typical stuff so it's not like they want me to seem single.

Raquel: I don't think I could do that anyway. Denying that I'm with you would be denying my happiness and denying how important you are to me and I'm not going to do that.

Raquel: Ever.

Charlie: we'll, i'll keep a couple of them then, mostly because i'd look hot in them. you're not so bad yourself, with and without clothes

Charlie: mmm, i wonder who corrupted you. now i'm tempted to buy some and see what can we do with them

Charlie: babe, if you ever have to make it look like you're single for a while if that makes you look better in hollywood's eyes, you know i'd support you because i want you to succeed and make it.

Charlie: it wouldn't be the ideal and i wouldn't be happy about it either but

Charlie: let's hope we don't have to do that

Raquel: well with the whole clothes thing you should expect a lot more dresses. I know sometimes we just get dresses and suits on loan so that will hopefully keep our closet from exploding.

Raquel: I wonder who did. He must be a really cheeky and incredibly handsome person. Tempted to just buy ties so that you can use them on me? I might like that. A lot.

Raquel: No.

Raquel: I don't want to be the type of actress that is marketed like that. I am with you and I don't need to deny that not when I know how talented I am and how hard I have worked. I can have sex appeal and that attraction and still tell people that there is someone important in my life. I don't want you to become like one of those hollywood partners that gets bothered because of my job but you aren't just going to be someone they can erase. I won't let that happen.

Charlie: our closets. we don't share one, babe

Charlie: yes. i might do a research on what to do with ties in the bedroom department

Charlie: how the fuck did i get so lucky to be dating you?

Raquel: right. We don't.

Raquel: only if I get to tie you up too.

Raquel: I don't think you're that lucky. Maybe I just think you deserve more than you think you do.

Charlie: i don't see why not.

Charlie: sometimes i think i don't deserve you, or at least i didn't deserve you a while ago. still, i think i'm lucky

Raquel: you don't see why we don't share a closet now???? Because we both have our own places which is us respecting each other's spaces and knowing that sometimes we might want to be alone and because my stuff would totally cross over to your side so it's really all just for the sake of my clothes that we don't.

Raquel: Wait you meant don't see why I wouldn't be able to tie you up with a tie. Right.

Raquel: well that just means I get to ride you. Take control. That you can't even smack my ass or hold onto me like I know you love to. It means you just have to lie there and let me take care of you until you cum inside me.

Raquel: baby you deserve the world.

Charlie: ... you okay?

Charlie: damn, i love touching your ass while you ride me, but the idea of you on top of me while i do nothing... fuck. now we're getting ties for sure

Charlie: so do you, babe. but that's how i feel, sometimes i think of who i was in the past and i surely didn't deserve you then.

Charlie: that means i did something well

Raquel: so that's all it took? The thought of me riding you to be convinced? Maybe I should just find things to tie you with and have my way with you tonight.

Raquel: who you were in the past wasn't some awful person. You just weren't sure of what you wanted and that's fine. And even if you think you didn't deserve me then you still had me. You always did.

Raquel: you're not the only one who did something right. You are so much more than I could have dreamed of. Someone who loves me as much as you do makes me the luckiest person in the world.

Charlie: i was already convinced when i imagined your wrists tied together and me fucking you hard, but that is also a very convincing argument

Charlie: let's see what you have, i'm sure you'll find something

Charlie: i wasn't a bad person, but i was pretty much a fuckboy who got around a lot and i'm sure that you didn't want a fuckboy around you

Charlie: when did we become so cheesy?

Raquel: add a blindfold to that and I'm totally in.

Raquel: either I find something or looks like I'll have to run into some department store and get what I want.

Raquel: you did sleep around a lot and maybe I didn't like that and it's why I tried fighting off how much I liked you but we would have still been friends and I would have had you around then.

Raquel: you'll always been this cheesy so I don't know what you're talking about lol.

Charlie: i'm thinking of something we could do and i really want to do it

Charlie: you're a resourceful woman, but i hope you read something about bondage, what to use and what not

Charlie: i guess you're right.

Charlie: i'm pretty sure i wasn't cheesy before dating you and you were already cheesy back then

Raquel: well you can't just tell me you want to try something and then not tell me. Spill.

Raquel: don't worry. I won't try anything crazy and I definitely would never hurt you.

Raquel: i just think I'm glad that we didn't just stay friends.

Raquel: lies. i don't accept that.

Charlie: i'm thinking of getting you naked, blindfold you and then have my fun with an ice cube. i think you'll even thank me for it

Charlie: that's good to know, thank you for not hurting me while we do kinky shit in the future

Charlie: me too. things wouldn't be as great as they are for us now

Charlie: you're the lying one, i wasn't cheesy. i had a way with words to flirt with girls but i wasn't cheesy

Raquel: don't I always thank you? Or at least reciporicate.

Raquel: well I doubt we need to go as far as you know making a safe word or something but I think I know when I'm pleasing my man.

Raquel: so you'd go through it all over again? The ups and the downs? Everything?

Raquel: you can be a flirt and still be cheesy, but maybe you're right we have gotten overly affectionate. Maybe we're just in our "honeymoon" phase.

Charlie: you do in the best way possible and i fucking love it

Charlie: yeah, it's not like we're doing hardcore BDSM and i'd tell you if it was too much anyways, but yeah.

Charlie: well, we've been through too much and there's a long way ahead of us, but yeah, i would.

Charlie: see? i told you i wasn't cheesy before you. you made me a bit cheesy

Raquel: now I'm curious to know which it "the best way possible"

Raquel: yeah we just have a really healthy and active sex life. We're just like light bdsm. I just trust you enough to tie me up and fuck me until you cum inside me.

Raquel: long way ahead of us? Are you planning hurdles for us?

Raquel: you're the nacho chip underneath the really cheesy nacho. You got second hand cheese.

Charlie: with more sex, of course

Charlie: a very active sex life, i may add.

Charlie: no, i meant that if we're dating, something has to happen, right? especially if this is meant to be a long-term relationship

Charlie: okay, we went from being cheesy to talk about nachos in a minute, wtf

Raquel: of course how could I have thought it could be anything else.

Raquel: well we're both young and consenting and incredibly hot. I don't think anyone would be surprised to know just how healthy our sex life is.

Raquel: I guess, but I think things are pretty great right now and that maybe we shouldn't rock the boat for a bit with any progression. This is meant to be long term. There's no giving up on this.

Raquel: I like to keep you on your toes baby, and we said I was the nacho cheesy one before so really this should come to no surprise.

Charlie: neighbors are more than aware of that. they probably hate how loud we are but i don't care

Charlie: yeah, we're in a good place and hopefully things will stay like that for a while.

Charlie: i'm not surprised and i'm hungry now. i want nachos

Raquel: well good because it's not like I'm your neighbor's biggest fan either.

Raquel: I just have to keep telling myself to.not screw it up

Raquel: do you want me to pick some up on my way home?

Charlie: i know, and as the person who lives at the other side of the wall, she fucking knows how loud we are

Charlie: hopefully none of us will. i don't want to screw it up either

Charlie: Mexican?

Raquel: I don't even want to talk about her. It's like saying beetlejuice. If I mention her again chances are I'll run into her later today.

Raquel: can we just promise that we won't walk on eggshells around each other? Besides, your track record in this relationship isn't as bad as mine so odds aren't in my favor.

Raquel: well I definitely don't just want chips with cheese and I went to the gym so I am just going to have some of yours.

Charlie: okay, let's not talk about her. but i doubt you run into her because you mentioned her, babe

Charlie: maybe, but that doesn't mean i could still screw it, who knows? but yeah, i can promise that

Charlie: and will i have to watch you not eat properly and get all the energy for possible fun afterwards? not in my house.

Raquel: well it's either because I mention her or because life is teaching me patience and tolerance the hard way.

Raquel: There aren't too many things that can really make you mess up so bad for me not to forgive you.

Raquel: I will have energy. You can't just make up rules now.

Charlie: well, if it happens remember i'm dating you and try to not punch her

Charlie: yeah, but still. let's hope i don't do any of them

Charlie: my house, my rules. no kale for dinner. please?

Raquel: violence doesnt solve anything. I don't even think I know how to punch someone.

Raquel: I'd like to think you have self-control and know that any of the things I'm thinking of would hurt me and us more than anything.

Raquel: I need to see a copy of these rules before I agree to the terms and conditions. NOT ALL OF MY SALADS ARE KALE.

Charlie: i didn't peg you as someone who could punch someone anyways.

Charlie: i have. i like to think i can control myself

Charlie: do you want me to write them so you can see and then sign them?

Charlie: okay, bring your salad but you're eating mex with me.

Raquel: You make me sound like a chihuahua that's all bark and no bite and even then my bark must not be that scary

Raquel: yep I want to see them and I won't just click a box like I do on every other terms and conditions thing.

Raquel: just a few chips but not a bunch. I'm not losing all the work I put in at the gym.

Charlie: you're prettier than a chihuahua, babe

Charlie: we can redact them together later and make copies.

Charlie: that's enough for me. i just really want you to eat something that isn't green for once and look happy while eating it

Raquel: well I hope I am. Otherwise I really wouldn't know what you're doing with me.

Raquel: shouldn't you be doing that on your own? It is your apartment.

Raquel: I never said I don't like my salads. But I think you worrying about my eating habits is cute.

Charlie: i would be with you if you were like a chihuahua, but it doesn't hurt that you're prettier and hotter than one

Charlie: we can always make a contract on foods whenever we're at the other's place... sort of.

Charlie: i don't want you to think you need to control what you eat around me. i don't think it'll do you harm either if it's not in excess.

Raquel: chihuahuas are annoying on top of not being cute. Whatever Paris hilton sees in them I don't. Also that was a little cheesy. you pretty much just admitted that you'd be with me no matter what I looked like.

Raquel: sort of?

Raquel: Babe, I don't think that. I just have liked how my body has changed and I never thought that I need to control my eating habits around you or anyone. Is that what you think Nathan did???

Charlie: that was what i was trying to say. you're welcome

Charlie: a sort of contract, i mean

Charlie: i wasn't thinking about your ex at all until now

Raquel: well that doesn't go the same for you. I am vain like that.

Raquel: I'm kidding. I don't think there's any way I could not be with you.

Raquel: okay we can do that.

Raquel: okay.

Charlie: awww, that's cheesy too.

Charlie: let's say you can't bring here anything that includes kale and then i can't eat something at your place, for example.

Charlie: okay what? he wasn't doing that, right?

Raquel: still don't regret it.

Raquel: so you'r just going to outright ban my kale? What if I just get a smoothie and it happens to have kale in it?

Raquel: No. Do you think I would be with someone like that? Nathan was a good guy.

Charlie: i know you don't

Charlie: in that case you can, since it's in a drink

Charlie: no, i don't think so. if someone made you do that they're idiots

Raquel: okay so what are my kale's requirements? It seems like you have a deep rooted vendetta against it.

Raquel: I wouldn't just do something just because the person I was dating asked me to.

Charlie: not a vendetta, but i don't really like it. we'll talk about it while redacting this

Charlie: good, because i would punch that person if they made you do that. i don't really want you to do or stop doing something just because someone tells you to do it

Raquel: still sounds like a vendetta. What did my kale ever do to you?

Raquel: you'd punch that person? And that wouldn't solve much. Punching someone is never the answer.

Charlie: i don't know, but i don't like it.

Charlie: i mean, i could but i wouldn't really do it, i would... just think about punching them.

Raquel: okay I won't have you eat anything you don't want to but I just think it's funny how you're against the one thing I eat a lot of now.

Raquel: my big strong man. I think it's cute when you get a bit protective.

Charlie: now i feel bad for banning kale at my place

Charlie: well, i know my girl can take care of herself, but i can't help it, babe

Raquel: well don't feel too bad. I won't miss it that much.

Raquel: as sexy as it is that you want to protect me, you're right that I can protect myself even if I don't know how to throw a punch. Besides I would never want to put you in a situation where you could ever get hurt.

Charlie: right now, i'm trying to imagine how would it be if you knew how to throw a punch

Charlie: awwww, babe.

Charlie: what if we took boxing lessons together? just to teach you how to throw a punch

Raquel: Boxing lessons????

Raquel: I don't know. I just wouldn't know why I would need to throw a punch.

Raquel: but are you sure you can keep up with me in the gym in general? And don't give me the whole I work out too thing because I think i still work out more than you do.

Charlie: i don't know, i think it's always good to know how to throw one, just in case

Charlie: babe, please. of course i can keep up with you, and i think i work out as much as you do, only that i don't do it at a gym.

Raquel: just in case Im attacked or something??? I'm always in well lit areas, I hardly travel alone at night, I have a boyfriend with the muscles of a greek statue, and I like to think I don't need to prepare for something I doubt is going to happen to me.

Raquel: that's a whole lot of talk, I want to see action.

Charlie: okay okay. i wouldn't go to the greek statue level, but i'm flattered you think that

Charlie: is that a yes to boxing lessons or are you just challenging me?

Raquel: I said what I said. I'm not taking it back.

Raquel: oh I am totally challenging you and maybe to boxing lessons.

Charlie: oh no, don't take it back. i like your confidence and i liked what you said about me, so don't do it

Charlie: bring it on, babe. let's see who can keep up with who.

Raquel: well good because I wasn't going to

Raquel: challenge accepted. Let's see if I can test your endurance even more than I already do.

Charlie: i have stamina, so it'll be easy. i can last, and i'm not only talking about sex

Raquel: Of course you aren't. I don't doubt you in the bedroom but in the gym is where I'm going to have you beat.

Charlie: oh really? do you want to make things more interesting?

Raquel: yes really. Let's make things interesting then. What are you willing to wager?

Charlie: except money and my apartment, i'm willing to bet anything, included anything sex related

Raquel: I don't want your money or your apartment. I have my own thank you. Okay if I win you have to take me out on the cheesiest and slightly romantic date that could end in sex if you're lucky. And if you win which is highly unlikely you can get whatever you want.

Charlie: the cheesiest date ever. fuck, that's tough for me.

Charlie: whatever i want? does that include trying out a new sex position?

Charlie: i'll do my best to not lose the bet then

Raquel: you can always try a new position. You're not making for a very interesting wager. You're so going to lose.

Charlie: i could always come up with something more interesting, like

Charlie: eat a whole pizza with me or something. i'll probably come up with something better once you lose.

Raquel: ULTERIOR MOTIVE TO MAKE ME GAIN WEIGHT. THIS IS SABOTAGE.

Charlie: I'LL THINK OF SOMETHING NON-SEX OR FOOD RELATED

Charlie: just because i love you and i don't want to be that mean

Raquel: OKAY.

Raquel: I love you too.

Charlie: okay, bring your cute ass over here and bring mexican for dinner.

Charlie: i love you

Raquel: so demanding. I'll be right there. 😘😘😘😘