#text: 012 charlie

[raquelmallory]

Text: Raquel ⇄ Charlie

Raquel: knock knock.

Raquel: nevermind forget knock knock almost jokes. Did you forget about the starving really hot girl in your apartment?

Raquel: is this is a hint for me to leave?

Raquel: maybe it isn't but I hope everything is okay. I'm worried.

[citycfangels]

text: charlie ⇄ raquel

Charlie: i don't know how this happened but

Charlie: Mrs. Harrison gave me a whole cake as a goodbye gift. i don't know how she knows i'm moving out but i have a cake in my kitchen right now

Raquel: lmao Mrs. Harrison is your neighborhood watch. She sees everything and knows everything.

Raquel: are you telling me you're going to end up eating an entire cake?

Charlie: yeah, she's like a second mom. sort of.

Charlie: no, do you want some?

Raquel: awww that just means she's going to miss her baby and is probably hating me for taking me away from her.

Raquel: wait.

Raquel: I just realized.

Raquel: does that mean it's a full yes to moving?

Raquel: maybe like the tiniest piece. Like a spoonful of it. Just in case she asks me if I had some. I wouldn't want to lie to your second mom and say I did when I didn't.

Charlie: i don't know, she's glad i settled down for only one girl instead of many

Charlie: yes, why not? the week wasn't that bad, even if we didn't get to spend a lot of time together. i don't see why wouldn't i move with you?

Charlie: you're getting a full slice, babe. it's not like it's going to hurt you

Raquel: well I might be glad that you settled for one girl too.

Raquel: I don't know you could have changed your mind.

Raquel: Charles. Why are you always trying to feed me? Stuffing me so that it's harder for me to run away should not be a plan since I'm not going anywhere.

Charlie: me too. i'm really happy i did

Charlie: but i didn't.

Charlie: okay, not a full slice. she won't be disappointed anyways.

Charlie: but i know you'd love this chocolate cake, that's why i was offering it

Raquel: Well good because I want to keep making you happy.

Raquel: I just wasn't sure because I hadn't checked in with you. I just thought that maybe you would wait until the official end of the week to tell me.

Raquel: okay okay I'll have a full slice. Thanks for thinking of me baby.

Charlie: i don't think i'll change my mind. something has to go really wrong to make me change my mind

Charlie: you're welcome. you love me. i do love you too

Raquel: Right. Really wrong. I don't see that happening. I've been on my best behavior.

Raquel: I know you do, but I'm going to show you without always feeding you. Well mostly because I don't think you'd like me cooking all that much.

Charlie: yeah, we've been behaving well lately.

Charlie: why wouldn't i?

Charlie: i miss you, babe, when will you have time for us?

Raquel: we have been but I think most of that is because I haven't really been around much.

Raquel: well mostly because I'm not a world class chef and cooking might be the one thing I'm not great at.

Raquel: Baby I miss you too. Whenever you want. I just didn't want you to feel like I was crowding your space and I was being paranoid and maybe overthinking things but I just don't want to mess this up and overwhelm you so I gave you space but I didn't mean to psh you away or make you miss me.

Charlie: bless my cooking skills, even if they're just decent.

Charlie: hey hey, i get you. you didn't want to overwhelm me even if that wouldn't probably happen. you won't screw this up by being around me, trust me. it would be pretty much the same thing it was when we weren't living together

Charlie: but i think it's good if i missed you.

Raquel: well they're better than mine otherwise we'd be having pasta all the time and no one really wants to practically live at olive garden without breadsticks.

Raquel: I missed you too. So much. I think I have been overthinking this and maybe even forgetting that not much was going to change. Then at the same time I have been thinking that our place isn't really our place unless it has some of your influence on it. I just left you in there without me for most nights and I'm sorry.

Raquel: I think it's good that I gave you a chance to miss me too. That just means I get to show you just how much I missed you.

Charlie: yeah, that wouldn't be that healthy either

Charlie: don't apologize, babe. i totally get it, but we have a lot of time to make up for it

Charlie: oh yeah? in which sense did you miss me, babe?

Raquel: yeah that too. There would be no way I could even eat what I make so thank you for being my better half and being able to cook.

Raquel: Rest of our lives to make up for it.

Raquel: well first I'm going to show you while on my knees and with my mouth. Then I'll let you relax with a good massage to make up for all those stressful nights without me. Then I'll have to hear you moan my name again as I taste every bit of you before I ride you until you beg me to let you cum.

Charlie: what if i'm the one who wants to take off all your clothes, eat you out until you scream my name, taste every single drop on my tongue and give you a massage and use my mouth on your body before i fuck you again to hear you moan my name?

Raquel: i'll flip you for it. Heads I go first. Or at least one thing can be done at the same time. You can taste me while i blow you. That part is easy.

Charlie: a 69, huh? we could try. i will gladly tongue-fuck you while i'm in your mouth.

Charlie: now i'll be thinking of that until we finally do it and that's the hottest image i'll ever have in mind

Raquel: mhmm. Your tongue inside my tight little pussy your face as my throne but me still wanting your cock so deep inside me. My mouth around you until I swallow your cum.

Raquel: are you already hard for me baby?

Charlie: two of the things we do best at the same time. that's going to be so fucking sexy

Charlie: yes, babe. the thought of doing this with you already turned me on, which is not surprising. are you wet?

Raquel: really that's what you think I'm best at doing to you?

Raquel: dripping. I need you.

Charlie: one of the best ones for sure. your blowjobs are def the best ones i've ever had, maybe that's because you don't have gag reflex

Charlie: now we're at it, what's the best thing i'm at in bed, according to you?

Charlie: where are you and how busy are you to touch yourself?

Raquel: correction I know how to control my gag reflex. It's all about breathing baby.

Raquel: are you kidding? You're pretty much great at everything. But you drive me crazy when you eat me out. I can have you working your tongue on me for hours but I know that's selfish. Or when you lift my legs when you need me so bad that you have to be rough. Or when you choke me when I'm about to cum.

Raquel: you can do that any time by the way. I love it when you're rough with me.

Raquel: it's not the same when I touch myself. I need you.

Charlie: you know what's the best part of all of that? your reaction. i love seeing your face every now and then when i eat you out. your moans when my tongue or my cock are inside you, how needy and what a tease you are during sex. the sounds you make when i'm sucking on your nipples. i fucking love hearing that

Charlie: oh, don't worry. i'll be all the rough you want with you. you know how much i love rough sex

Charlie: i wish you were here with your mouth wrapped around my cock, but here i am, getting off by myself because you're not here

Charlie: but i like the thought of you fingering yourself at the thought of sex with me. it's hot

Raquel: well it is a very sexy face. The face I make when you suck my nipples is the only one that isn't cute because most of the time when you do that you're just being mean and are teaing.

Raquel: fuck yes. Especially when you spank me. No one ele has ever been as rough with me as you have and I fucking love it.

Raquel: I need to get home now. I want your fingers. I want you to make me cum so hard that I can't remember my name.

Raquel: you've ruined me. I can't cum with anyone that isn't you.

Charlie: what can i say? i love your tits and they deserve to have my attention. i like giving them attention.

Charlie: then i'll spank you more often until you have a red hand on your ass, babe

Charlie: not even with yourself?

Raquel: and they love your attention baby.

Raquel: great. It's what I deserve.

Raquel: it's not fun when it's by myself.

Charlie: oh, i know. otherwise your nipples wouldn't be hard and something would be wrong

Charlie: it's what i want to do whenever you bend over for me

Charlie: what if i sent you a pic? would that help?

Raquel: I don't think we ever have to worry about things not being hard between the two of us.

Raquel: feel feel. Maybe you should just bend me over all the time. Do whatever you want to me.

Raquel: YES.

Charlie: [http://68.media.tumblr.com/4cac497c7df1eaeef1b48eb5bc342bde/tumblr_inline_njjjxthj7S1t3m33w.jpg]

Charlie: you're welcome ;)

Raquel: I need to go home.

Raquel: I'm coming home. I'm no use to anyone here if it's you I want and honestly I don't want anyone else seeing me turned on than you.

Raquel: I'll make something up and I'll be home in 20.

Raquel: I want you inside me so we can forget the blow jobs and 69in for now because I need you.

Charlie: i'm pretty sure someone already saw your turned on face at work, but okay

Charlie: i'm happy to skip all of that for some rough sex. in fact, i prefer it too. we're already turned on after all

Charlie: i guess i'll be losing the clothes before you arrive so we don't lose time

Raquel: tonight is the one time where I am okay with you undressing yourself.

Raquel: be naked when I get home.

Raquel: love you.

[basilepesso]

After my yesterday’s post on the leader of the French African Defence League who advocates (in a hip-hop song) terrorism on Jewish little children right in the head with a gun, even if (maybe ? I don’t even know...) some of you had already seen the video on my Fb the other day, only.......guess how many....3....people have wanted to check the lyrics in the song : which means that, either you all believe me without checking, or you JUST DON’T GIVE ONE SINGLE SHIT. The leader of this defence league, in the last days, has promoted general migration just by interviewing the hero of the last days in France, Mamoudou Gassama, who climbed a building to rescue a child. The circumstances of the act are strange, I have explained this on Fb, and will do it too here soon. But whatsoever it can’t be used to generalize, especially when we know the ABSOLUTELY TRAGICAL criminality among the new migrants in Europe (it includes mass terrorism : Paris Bataclan and terraces, Berlin with the truck, Nice with the truck), and the even more tragical ones of (just one part of, unfortunately just African and North-African, with a few exceptions like Chechnya in the last days, twice) immigration in France in the last decades, including terrorism (Toulouse and Montauban 2 012, Paris Charlie-Hebdo (etc) 2 015, Paris Bataclan and terraces 2 015, Nice 2 015, Trèbes and Carcassone 2 018, Paris 2 018, etc). The video is still in my link in text beginning here. if ever you want to check...anyway here it is again... 4 000 followers here, 3 persons interested by this inhuman fact. Well. What can be said. Addendum 3 hours after the second post : damn, 6 views more !! What a gas !! ...ok, so, a precision ; the terrorism advocacy is at 1.40 : “as mohammed merah gonna smoke’em”. You might now know who merah is. If no, type Toulouse, terror attack, March 2 012. Ok, here it is... BP.

[eeraygun]

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[mattfcknsmith]

012.

misslilycjames:

“Nope, you have to accept my grossness. Sorry.” Lily sighed, giving him a sympathetic smile as if she felt sorry for him. It was nice to see that their banter hadnt slowed down though and as she got herself more comfortable by removing her shoes and coat, she hoped she wouldnt have to put them back on again in the next few minutes. Rolling her eyes at his refusal to pay for her toothbrush, Lily groaned as she slipped the jacket back onto the coat hook, finding it funny that although they had taken a step foward, nothing had changed. “Whats the point of a boyfriend if they dont pay for your stuff?” She huffed, though not regretting their decision just yet. Asking for something free seemed a good compromise though but his refusal to share clothes too had her brow raising, a smirk forming on her lips at his question. She hadn’t meant they immediately had to go up to bed but as he nibbled her ear, she giggled, not at all opposed to the idea. “Could do, unless you need to go tell your mistress to leave first?” She teased, breaking from his hold to take a step toward the staircase, looking up at it questionably. “Am I allowed up there or are there house rules now that I’ll be moving my toothbrush in tomorrow?” Lily chuckled, putting her foot on the first step anyway to begin a light jog up the stairs before he could tell her no anyway.

Matt grimaced playfully at her reluctance to behave, although thinking about it, he couldn’t remember much that had repulsed him. She didn’t exactly sit and fart for fun (unlike Charlie), so he had nothing to call her out on... yet. “What’s the point of a girlfriend if they’re not sucking your dick?” Matt retorted with a devilish grin, hoping to establish from the off that the new titles gave her no more hold over him than before. Naturally, he’d probably spend a little more on her for Christmas and birthdays, with a few small surprises in between, but it was nothing he was going to announce or admit to just yet. The only thing that had really changed was that the exclusivity was official. Chuckling as he pulled away from her ear though, he hummed at her words, giving a shrug of response. “I already text her to climb out the window, she should be long gone,” he joked, but pouted as she pulled away from him. Matt had just gotten used to the close affection, but he sighed anyway, nodding upstairs at her question. “The only house rule is that I’m the boss at all times always,” he grinned, knowing it was hardly the case at the best of times. Still, Lily didn’t seem remotely bothered as she disappeared upstairs, and Matt had to pause for a moment just to grin down at his socks before following up after her. “Kisses please,” he requested once he found her in his bedroom, ushering her over before she could pick which shirt she was going to claim from his wardrobe.

[citycfangels]

text: raquel ⇄ charlie

Raquel: so I have good news and bad news so which do you want to hear first?

Charlie: i would tell you to tell me the bad ones first so the good ones sound even better, but i'll let you choose

Charlie: is everything okay?

Raquel: Oh, I'm okay. Everything is okay.

Raquel: and I probably should have just said I have news. And I sort of have to give you the good news to explain the bad news.

Raquel: So the good news is that I talked to my agent and he wants me to get more exposure and with a bunch of random events coming up they want me to go to them and schmooze up people and just get my face out there more.

Raquel: bad news: you might just have to put on a monkey suit and come with me to events.

Raquel: I mean if you want to go at all.

Charlie: oh, that sounds really good. it'll do you good, considering that, from what i know about that business, is that you need to get your face out there to succeed.

Charlie: i see a couple of problems with that: 1) i've never worn a suit so i know nothing about suits, 2) i don't own any and 3) i'm not swimming in money to buy one.

Raquel: yeah that's sort of what they said. They said that they feel like they can market me and that they can get more buzz around me if more people know what i look like and if I'm able to do more print and commercial ads which I'm okay with. Just looks like I might have to dip back into my "modeling" contacts and maybe even do more music video like things.

Raquel: 1. I've never worn a suit either so we're in the same boat there but there are people who know about them and I'm sure we won't have a problem trying to find one 2 and 3. Your girlfriend has money. Your girlfriend wants this because there is no one else she wants near her at these events so that's not something you have to worry about.

Charlie: that may be a good idea. the more face exposure and contacts you have, the better.

Charlie: you know how i feel about letting you pay for my things, but if that's what you want, i'll let you pay for the most expensive suit we find. i can't afford one right now so i'll let you buy me one.

Charlie: but i don't have to look like a fucking penguin, right?

Raquel: This could work for the both of us somehow. Maybe this can get you exposure too. Like later on once the bar is open.

Raquel: I know how you feel about it and I don't want to step on your toes but you should know that there shouldn't ever be a time where you need to worry about money. Besides suits are investments. No you don't have to look like a penguin.

Raquel: Besides I think a blue suit would look perfect on you.

Charlie: yeah, that'd be helpful.

Charlie: okay, it seems i haven't gotten used to it already. i will try to not worry about money ever.

Charlie: how are suits investments exactly?

Charlie: thank fucking you bc i don't want to look like a fucking penguin. i mean, i'd look hot with a suit but that's not my style at all.

Charlie: we'll see about it, i have to try them on when we go shopping. no tie or anything like that?

Raquel: and I promise that I'm never going to like shove money in your face and it's not like I'm suddenly becoming your sugar mama or something.

Raquel: Suits are an investment because they're a gentleman's armor. And yes I did take that from a movie but they're an investment because you can use them more than once AND they just make any guy look really sexy. They're sort of a necessity now.

Raquel: I'm only saying no tie because then I'll just keep thinking about how much better it would look around my wrists tying me to the headboard. or about how you can use it as a blindfold.

Raquel: and it would just distract me throughout the night. I'd just keep pulling you in for a kiss with it so really i'm just saving you the trouble.

Charlie: if you say so, then i'll take your word and i'll keep a couple of suits on my wardrobe, just in case i need them. plus, we both agree i'd be hot as fuck in a suit.

Charlie: i shouldn't be surprised that you're having such kinky thoughts because a simple tie would distract you all the time.

Charlie: i wouldn't mind you pulling me in with it and kissing me, but i guess we have to keep the pda to a minimum, right?

Raquel: I do say so and it'll just be good for you to have. There might be a lot more events later on once my career does pick up and there's no one else I want by my side. I think you look hot in everything and nothing so i'm pretty biased.

Raquel: what can i say? I've had someone corrupt me and it's not like I'm going back now.

Raquel: I can always use the ends of your jacket for that. I don't think we'll have to keep too much of it down. They haven't said anything about marketing and sex appeal and all the typical stuff so it's not like they want me to seem single.

Raquel: I don't think I could do that anyway. Denying that I'm with you would be denying my happiness and denying how important you are to me and I'm not going to do that.

Raquel: Ever.

Charlie: we'll, i'll keep a couple of them then, mostly because i'd look hot in them. you're not so bad yourself, with and without clothes

Charlie: mmm, i wonder who corrupted you. now i'm tempted to buy some and see what can we do with them

Charlie: babe, if you ever have to make it look like you're single for a while if that makes you look better in hollywood's eyes, you know i'd support you because i want you to succeed and make it.

Charlie: it wouldn't be the ideal and i wouldn't be happy about it either but

Charlie: let's hope we don't have to do that

Raquel: well with the whole clothes thing you should expect a lot more dresses. I know sometimes we just get dresses and suits on loan so that will hopefully keep our closet from exploding.

Raquel: I wonder who did. He must be a really cheeky and incredibly handsome person. Tempted to just buy ties so that you can use them on me? I might like that. A lot.

Raquel: No.

Raquel: I don't want to be the type of actress that is marketed like that. I am with you and I don't need to deny that not when I know how talented I am and how hard I have worked. I can have sex appeal and that attraction and still tell people that there is someone important in my life. I don't want you to become like one of those hollywood partners that gets bothered because of my job but you aren't just going to be someone they can erase. I won't let that happen.

Charlie: our closets. we don't share one, babe

Charlie: yes. i might do a research on what to do with ties in the bedroom department

Charlie: how the fuck did i get so lucky to be dating you?

Raquel: right. We don't.

Raquel: only if I get to tie you up too.

Raquel: I don't think you're that lucky. Maybe I just think you deserve more than you think you do.

Charlie: i don't see why not.

Charlie: sometimes i think i don't deserve you, or at least i didn't deserve you a while ago. still, i think i'm lucky

Raquel: you don't see why we don't share a closet now???? Because we both have our own places which is us respecting each other's spaces and knowing that sometimes we might want to be alone and because my stuff would totally cross over to your side so it's really all just for the sake of my clothes that we don't.

Raquel: Wait you meant don't see why I wouldn't be able to tie you up with a tie. Right.

Raquel: well that just means I get to ride you. Take control. That you can't even smack my ass or hold onto me like I know you love to. It means you just have to lie there and let me take care of you until you cum inside me.

Raquel: baby you deserve the world.

Charlie: ... you okay?

Charlie: damn, i love touching your ass while you ride me, but the idea of you on top of me while i do nothing... fuck. now we're getting ties for sure

Charlie: so do you, babe. but that's how i feel, sometimes i think of who i was in the past and i surely didn't deserve you then.

Charlie: that means i did something well

Raquel: so that's all it took? The thought of me riding you to be convinced? Maybe I should just find things to tie you with and have my way with you tonight.

Raquel: who you were in the past wasn't some awful person. You just weren't sure of what you wanted and that's fine. And even if you think you didn't deserve me then you still had me. You always did.

Raquel: you're not the only one who did something right. You are so much more than I could have dreamed of. Someone who loves me as much as you do makes me the luckiest person in the world.

Charlie: i was already convinced when i imagined your wrists tied together and me fucking you hard, but that is also a very convincing argument

Charlie: let's see what you have, i'm sure you'll find something

Charlie: i wasn't a bad person, but i was pretty much a fuckboy who got around a lot and i'm sure that you didn't want a fuckboy around you

Charlie: when did we become so cheesy?

Raquel: add a blindfold to that and I'm totally in.

Raquel: either I find something or looks like I'll have to run into some department store and get what I want.

Raquel: you did sleep around a lot and maybe I didn't like that and it's why I tried fighting off how much I liked you but we would have still been friends and I would have had you around then.

Raquel: you'll always been this cheesy so I don't know what you're talking about lol.

Charlie: i'm thinking of something we could do and i really want to do it

Charlie: you're a resourceful woman, but i hope you read something about bondage, what to use and what not

Charlie: i guess you're right.

Charlie: i'm pretty sure i wasn't cheesy before dating you and you were already cheesy back then

Raquel: well you can't just tell me you want to try something and then not tell me. Spill.

Raquel: don't worry. I won't try anything crazy and I definitely would never hurt you.

Raquel: i just think I'm glad that we didn't just stay friends.

Raquel: lies. i don't accept that.

Charlie: i'm thinking of getting you naked, blindfold you and then have my fun with an ice cube. i think you'll even thank me for it

Charlie: that's good to know, thank you for not hurting me while we do kinky shit in the future

Charlie: me too. things wouldn't be as great as they are for us now

Charlie: you're the lying one, i wasn't cheesy. i had a way with words to flirt with girls but i wasn't cheesy

Raquel: don't I always thank you? Or at least reciporicate.

Raquel: well I doubt we need to go as far as you know making a safe word or something but I think I know when I'm pleasing my man.

Raquel: so you'd go through it all over again? The ups and the downs? Everything?

Raquel: you can be a flirt and still be cheesy, but maybe you're right we have gotten overly affectionate. Maybe we're just in our "honeymoon" phase.

Charlie: you do in the best way possible and i fucking love it

Charlie: yeah, it's not like we're doing hardcore BDSM and i'd tell you if it was too much anyways, but yeah.

Charlie: well, we've been through too much and there's a long way ahead of us, but yeah, i would.

Charlie: see? i told you i wasn't cheesy before you. you made me a bit cheesy

Raquel: now I'm curious to know which it "the best way possible"

Raquel: yeah we just have a really healthy and active sex life. We're just like light bdsm. I just trust you enough to tie me up and fuck me until you cum inside me.

Raquel: long way ahead of us? Are you planning hurdles for us?

Raquel: you're the nacho chip underneath the really cheesy nacho. You got second hand cheese.

Charlie: with more sex, of course

Charlie: a very active sex life, i may add.

Charlie: no, i meant that if we're dating, something has to happen, right? especially if this is meant to be a long-term relationship

Charlie: okay, we went from being cheesy to talk about nachos in a minute, wtf

Raquel: of course how could I have thought it could be anything else.

Raquel: well we're both young and consenting and incredibly hot. I don't think anyone would be surprised to know just how healthy our sex life is.

Raquel: I guess, but I think things are pretty great right now and that maybe we shouldn't rock the boat for a bit with any progression. This is meant to be long term. There's no giving up on this.

Raquel: I like to keep you on your toes baby, and we said I was the nacho cheesy one before so really this should come to no surprise.

Charlie: neighbors are more than aware of that. they probably hate how loud we are but i don't care

Charlie: yeah, we're in a good place and hopefully things will stay like that for a while.

Charlie: i'm not surprised and i'm hungry now. i want nachos

Raquel: well good because it's not like I'm your neighbor's biggest fan either.

Raquel: I just have to keep telling myself to.not screw it up

Raquel: do you want me to pick some up on my way home?

Charlie: i know, and as the person who lives at the other side of the wall, she fucking knows how loud we are

Charlie: hopefully none of us will. i don't want to screw it up either

Charlie: Mexican?

Raquel: I don't even want to talk about her. It's like saying beetlejuice. If I mention her again chances are I'll run into her later today.

Raquel: can we just promise that we won't walk on eggshells around each other? Besides, your track record in this relationship isn't as bad as mine so odds aren't in my favor.

Raquel: well I definitely don't just want chips with cheese and I went to the gym so I am just going to have some of yours.

Charlie: okay, let's not talk about her. but i doubt you run into her because you mentioned her, babe

Charlie: maybe, but that doesn't mean i could still screw it, who knows? but yeah, i can promise that

Charlie: and will i have to watch you not eat properly and get all the energy for possible fun afterwards? not in my house.

Raquel: well it's either because I mention her or because life is teaching me patience and tolerance the hard way.

Raquel: There aren't too many things that can really make you mess up so bad for me not to forgive you.

Raquel: I will have energy. You can't just make up rules now.

Charlie: well, if it happens remember i'm dating you and try to not punch her

Charlie: yeah, but still. let's hope i don't do any of them

Charlie: my house, my rules. no kale for dinner. please?

Raquel: violence doesnt solve anything. I don't even think I know how to punch someone.

Raquel: I'd like to think you have self-control and know that any of the things I'm thinking of would hurt me and us more than anything.

Raquel: I need to see a copy of these rules before I agree to the terms and conditions. NOT ALL OF MY SALADS ARE KALE.

Charlie: i didn't peg you as someone who could punch someone anyways.

Charlie: i have. i like to think i can control myself

Charlie: do you want me to write them so you can see and then sign them?

Charlie: okay, bring your salad but you're eating mex with me.

Raquel: You make me sound like a chihuahua that's all bark and no bite and even then my bark must not be that scary

Raquel: yep I want to see them and I won't just click a box like I do on every other terms and conditions thing.

Raquel: just a few chips but not a bunch. I'm not losing all the work I put in at the gym.

Charlie: you're prettier than a chihuahua, babe

Charlie: we can redact them together later and make copies.

Charlie: that's enough for me. i just really want you to eat something that isn't green for once and look happy while eating it

Raquel: well I hope I am. Otherwise I really wouldn't know what you're doing with me.

Raquel: shouldn't you be doing that on your own? It is your apartment.

Raquel: I never said I don't like my salads. But I think you worrying about my eating habits is cute.

Charlie: i would be with you if you were like a chihuahua, but it doesn't hurt that you're prettier and hotter than one

Charlie: we can always make a contract on foods whenever we're at the other's place... sort of.

Charlie: i don't want you to think you need to control what you eat around me. i don't think it'll do you harm either if it's not in excess.

Raquel: chihuahuas are annoying on top of not being cute. Whatever Paris hilton sees in them I don't. Also that was a little cheesy. you pretty much just admitted that you'd be with me no matter what I looked like.

Raquel: sort of?

Raquel: Babe, I don't think that. I just have liked how my body has changed and I never thought that I need to control my eating habits around you or anyone. Is that what you think Nathan did???

Charlie: that was what i was trying to say. you're welcome

Charlie: a sort of contract, i mean

Charlie: i wasn't thinking about your ex at all until now

Raquel: well that doesn't go the same for you. I am vain like that.

Raquel: I'm kidding. I don't think there's any way I could not be with you.

Raquel: okay we can do that.

Raquel: okay.

Charlie: awww, that's cheesy too.

Charlie: let's say you can't bring here anything that includes kale and then i can't eat something at your place, for example.

Charlie: okay what? he wasn't doing that, right?

Raquel: still don't regret it.

Raquel: so you'r just going to outright ban my kale? What if I just get a smoothie and it happens to have kale in it?

Raquel: No. Do you think I would be with someone like that? Nathan was a good guy.

Charlie: i know you don't

Charlie: in that case you can, since it's in a drink

Charlie: no, i don't think so. if someone made you do that they're idiots

Raquel: okay so what are my kale's requirements? It seems like you have a deep rooted vendetta against it.

Raquel: I wouldn't just do something just because the person I was dating asked me to.

Charlie: not a vendetta, but i don't really like it. we'll talk about it while redacting this

Charlie: good, because i would punch that person if they made you do that. i don't really want you to do or stop doing something just because someone tells you to do it

Raquel: still sounds like a vendetta. What did my kale ever do to you?

Raquel: you'd punch that person? And that wouldn't solve much. Punching someone is never the answer.

Charlie: i don't know, but i don't like it.

Charlie: i mean, i could but i wouldn't really do it, i would... just think about punching them.

Raquel: okay I won't have you eat anything you don't want to but I just think it's funny how you're against the one thing I eat a lot of now.

Raquel: my big strong man. I think it's cute when you get a bit protective.

Charlie: now i feel bad for banning kale at my place

Charlie: well, i know my girl can take care of herself, but i can't help it, babe

Raquel: well don't feel too bad. I won't miss it that much.

Raquel: as sexy as it is that you want to protect me, you're right that I can protect myself even if I don't know how to throw a punch. Besides I would never want to put you in a situation where you could ever get hurt.

Charlie: right now, i'm trying to imagine how would it be if you knew how to throw a punch

Charlie: awwww, babe.

Charlie: what if we took boxing lessons together? just to teach you how to throw a punch

Raquel: Boxing lessons????

Raquel: I don't know. I just wouldn't know why I would need to throw a punch.

Raquel: but are you sure you can keep up with me in the gym in general? And don't give me the whole I work out too thing because I think i still work out more than you do.

Charlie: i don't know, i think it's always good to know how to throw one, just in case

Charlie: babe, please. of course i can keep up with you, and i think i work out as much as you do, only that i don't do it at a gym.

Raquel: just in case Im attacked or something??? I'm always in well lit areas, I hardly travel alone at night, I have a boyfriend with the muscles of a greek statue, and I like to think I don't need to prepare for something I doubt is going to happen to me.

Raquel: that's a whole lot of talk, I want to see action.

Charlie: okay okay. i wouldn't go to the greek statue level, but i'm flattered you think that

Charlie: is that a yes to boxing lessons or are you just challenging me?

Raquel: I said what I said. I'm not taking it back.

Raquel: oh I am totally challenging you and maybe to boxing lessons.

Charlie: oh no, don't take it back. i like your confidence and i liked what you said about me, so don't do it

Charlie: bring it on, babe. let's see who can keep up with who.

Raquel: well good because I wasn't going to

Raquel: challenge accepted. Let's see if I can test your endurance even more than I already do.

Charlie: i have stamina, so it'll be easy. i can last, and i'm not only talking about sex

Raquel: Of course you aren't. I don't doubt you in the bedroom but in the gym is where I'm going to have you beat.

Charlie: oh really? do you want to make things more interesting?

Raquel: yes really. Let's make things interesting then. What are you willing to wager?

Charlie: except money and my apartment, i'm willing to bet anything, included anything sex related

Raquel: I don't want your money or your apartment. I have my own thank you. Okay if I win you have to take me out on the cheesiest and slightly romantic date that could end in sex if you're lucky. And if you win which is highly unlikely you can get whatever you want.

Charlie: the cheesiest date ever. fuck, that's tough for me.

Charlie: whatever i want? does that include trying out a new sex position?

Charlie: i'll do my best to not lose the bet then

Raquel: you can always try a new position. You're not making for a very interesting wager. You're so going to lose.

Charlie: i could always come up with something more interesting, like

Charlie: eat a whole pizza with me or something. i'll probably come up with something better once you lose.

Raquel: ULTERIOR MOTIVE TO MAKE ME GAIN WEIGHT. THIS IS SABOTAGE.

Charlie: I'LL THINK OF SOMETHING NON-SEX OR FOOD RELATED

Charlie: just because i love you and i don't want to be that mean

Raquel: OKAY.

Raquel: I love you too.

Charlie: okay, bring your cute ass over here and bring mexican for dinner.

Charlie: i love you

Raquel: so demanding. I'll be right there. 😘😘😘😘

[mattfcknsmith]

012.

misslilycjames:

As Lily walked over, she did wonder why she was doing it. There was a risk of her seeming desperate or needy for just turning up when they hadn’t seen much of each other lately or what if he was sleeping with someone else? He was entitled to, they weren’t exclusive but the thought of interrupting and being exposed to it made he feel a bit queasy. Still, she didn’t stop her journey and the cold breeze helped clear her mind from overthinking the Matt situation and the work offer. Several times on the walk, she debated pulling out her phone and just sending him a text but it worried her more thinking he’d text back that he didn’t want to hang out so she forced herself to keep her phone in her pocket and just hope for the best. The wine might have added to the spin of her stomach as she knocked on his door once she arrived and she couldn’t help but wonder when she became the girl who held her breath to listen out for any female voices or extra footsteps rushing around in the hall. Shaking her head once she realized what she was doing, she huffed at herself and inhaled deeply, straightening her back to try and seem relaxed and totally normal before Matt could get to the door to open it. Thankfully she heard him walking toward the door which meant he was home and she smiled, preparing herself to see him.

As the door opened, she stepped back a little so it didn’t seem as if she were standing so close and she ran her fingers through her hair, nodding her head when he came into view. “Hey.” Lily greeted, offering a faint laugh at his opening statement. “Only if you have Chinese take away in it?” She replied, stepping up to walk into his home, stepping out of her shoes like she was so used to doing by now and slipping out of her coat to adjust to the warmth of his home. It felt odd to do it all automatically when they hadn’t really seen each other or spoken lately but she didn’t worry about it and hung up her coat on its usual hook. His offer of a drink was one she’d usually take up but two glasses of wine was already enough in her system, so she shook her head and stepped toward the living room instead. “I just came over to see how you are…” She explained, glancing around the room as she walked in to take a seat down on his sofa, assuming he was actually spending the evening alone without other company. “We haven’t really seen much of each other lately and I wanted to make sure everything was okay?” Lily sighed, already aware she was sounding crazy. “And uh, I know I could have texted but it seems so impersonal.”

Whilst Lily’s arrival had been a surprise, Matt wasn’t shocked in the slightest. She’d turned up unannounced countless times — as he had done at her own home — so there was nothing out of place or untoward about her turning up. She didn’t seem immediately rushed or panicked when he opened the door either, so the visit seemed all too natural to question it. “No Chinese I’m afraid, unless you’re delivering it yourself,” he commented lightly, stepping back to give her enough room to step inside. She knew where everything in his home went by now, so he didn’t need to linger around for pleasantries and hosting — but with her arrival unaccounted for, he didn’t want to immediately assume she was here to get comfortable. When the offer of a drink was turned down, Matt merely shrugged in response, and lead the way into his living room. He followed suit as Lily took a seat, opting for his place beside her, and chuckled at her concern.

”I’m good,” he established to begin with, not in peak mental condition to come up with any witty remark. “Everything’s fine here, just... life, I guess,” he told her with a shrug, nothing new having happened for a while. “I’m still here and Charlie’s still cute. Same old,” Matt elaborated with a soft smile, leaving it open for her to probe further if she had any genuine concerns. The slightly formal nature of her small talk did have him a little curious, used to her just making herself at home and otherwise ignoring him, but he didn’t want to pry so soon. Especially if something was up. “Work schedule is just a bit up and down at the minute I suppose, it’s a bit tricky to work around for the minute, that’s all,” Matt tried, somewhat presuming her words had hinted at the slight distance in the last week or two. “What’s up with you anyway? Evening rendezvous for fun?” He mentioned with a smile, raising his eyebrows in fond curiosity.

[mattfcknsmith]

012.

misslilycjames:

Before Matt had come along accidentally that day at the doctor’s office, Lily had solely focused on her job. She loved what she did, no matter how much she liked to complain about it, she liked that she could be changing someone’s life or that they could look back in ten or twenty years and say she was their favorite teacher and they could thank her for whatever she’d done that had impacted them. Putting so much effort into it had meant she spent her evenings doing lesson plans or marking homework rather than going out to bars or swiping right and left on Tinder but she’d been content with that; Even if her mother liked to make comments about it. When Matt came along, Lily found everything shifting naturally and she didn’t even notice that she no longer spent all her nights on her own or constantly thinking about school related problems, nor did she even miss it. It was like her entire world had been knocked off its axis and she hadn’t even taken a second to realize. Even though they’d not spoken about what was happening, they’d already evolved from just sleeping together to spending evenings hanging out or having sleepovers where they didn’t even have sex and while she was content with the arrangement and how it was slowly progressing without needing to be talked about, she was beginning to feel Matt wasn’t. Of course he had Charlie and his life was much more complicated than hers so she understood when he needed space and time away but lately she’d noticed it happening more.

With their time apart becoming more frequent, it gave Lily the focus back to throw herself into her job again though without there being Matt she enjoyed it less than she used to. Not wanting to seem clingy, she didn’t text him to complain about her days when she wanted to since she could tell he was being distant and when she was offered a new job teaching in a school that was due to open just outside of the city, she didn’t share the news either. It was something that needed thinking time. She’d have to change her life, probably move away closer to save the travel time back and forth and although she didn’t have much holding her to one place, she couldn’t help but feel attached. After a particularly long evening of thinking over it with a couple glasses of wine in her flat, Lily decided to do what no sane girl would do in her position and go and see the guy she felt was pulling away. Had she not had the liquid courage to push her, she’d have just continued to sit alone with Cinders all night but the questions in her mind needed answers, so she grabbed her phone and keys and took a brisk stroll over to Matt’s house. If she’d told him she was coming, she worried he’d make an excuse about why she couldn’t, so as she turned up and knocked lightly on his door, she just had to hope he was in and at least a little happy to see her.

Despite his evening alone, it wasn’t quite as gloomy as it sounded. He’d treated himself to fish and chips on his way home from work, and settled down on the sofa to watch TV with it for an hour or so. It was still the nice time of year where it didn’t get dark at hang on 5pm, and so it was fairly light and pleasant outside still to warrant wearing his regular day clothes still. He’d already showered once he’d gotten home, but it felt too early for pyjamas, so sweat pants and a t-shirt was the most sensible option when he had no plans of going anywhere. With nothing on that he was hellbent in watching, his attention soon turned to his laptop once the papers had been binned and cleared away; Charlie’s birthday was only a couple of weeks away, and it needed some steady budgeting and planning to sort it out — Matt didn’t want to spoil him, but the boy deserved treating on his special day more than anyone he knew. More than an hour had passed of browsing Argos and various Amazon pages when the doorbell rang, and the sound had him jumping slightly, his eyes going to the little digital clock in the corner of the screen. Not expecting anyone at this time, his eyebrows rose to himself in curiosity, although enough had a line-up of likely suspects in his mind just to rule out most of the surprise.

Exhaling as he headed to the door, he mentally prepared his best sympathetic smile for turning away a charity worker, but he paused his thought when the door opened on Lily stood on his doorstep. “Oh!” Matt began, scratching the back of his neck. “Evening,” he smiled, having no real reason to turn her away if she’d made it here. “I take it you’re here to raid my kitchen,” he greeted playfully, stepping back to let her into the house. It was fairly tidy given Charlie’s latest absence from the home, so Matt wasn’t too worried about her treading on a small toy car or a Lego brick in the hallway. “Want a drink or anything?” he asked, pausing in the doorway to the living room just in case he needed to make a bee-line for the kitchen instead. He hadn’t been expecting Lily given that they hadn’t spoken that day, but he wasn’t about to complain or shun her company either.