#i'm not saying only liking fluffy and cute ships is bad or anything

[canadianlucifer]

talking to people who only ship fluffy and cute ships is. an experience.

[ashen-char]

you like that? 🔞

ship: max fox (better things) x gender neutral reader

warnings: explicit smut, discussion/exploration of kink, exchange of power

summary: max doesn't like being treated too softly. so she tells you just how she wants it

word count: 1900+

notes: ok so i got asks abt max smut like this and this and clung to this idea of it being soft/fluffy. inspired by this ask about power bottom!max and this about bossy max. there's a lot of ideas in these i wanna explore more too!

"You're too sweet to me," Max says. Usually, she tells you this with a smile. The gentle treatment was nice. Different. From dating all the wrong guys that only wanted her for her body, being so obviously liked was a blessing.  But today she says it like she's noticing something.

"Yeah?" You sit up, hand holding hers as you lay on your futon together.

"Yeah."

Laying in the afterglow of a particularly satisfying session of making Max fall apart over and over with your mouth, you're still a bit hazy. 

How am I meant to help it, you think, when she's so adorable?

Lifting her hand up to your lips, you kiss it all over, from the back to the meat of her palm. Max laughs. She stretches her fingers when you reach them, enjoying your simple affection.

"Is that a good or a bad thing?" you ask.

"It's not what I'm used to," Max says, giving a small sigh. "That's what's weird."

Searching for the truth in her big brown eyes, you can see how in conflict she is with herself. She likes it, you both know she does. Max enjoys your romantic gestures, swoons at the cheesy compliments and affection even if she swears she's too cool for it. Your girl is softer than she'd like to admit. But there is an honesty in what she's trying to share with you.

"Don't think that I don't appreciate the..." she pauses, trying to find the right words. "The softness. I do." Max affirms this with fixing your hair as it falls over your face, tucking a stray strand behind your ear. "I chose you."

"Sure," you say. Nodding, listening like always.

Max is an angry person. Passionate and rough around the edges, never pulling her punches. You take the time to think things through. You'd never want to hurt someone you love and yet Max thrives in these yelling matches, her whole family getting into fights and being closer in the aftermath. It wouldn't be far fetched to think that she'd like some of that in her romantic relationships too. That she'd feel uncomfortable if it was too easy. If she was the only one bringing that heat.

"I should mix it up sometimes? Be a little rougher?" you ask.

"Yeah. Yeah." She nods quickly, almost too quick, like the very thought of you using a little more force excites her. Then Max bites her lip. A flush goes over her cheeks, suddenly embarrassed with admitting that.

Before you can react, she turns from you, grabbing a pillow and hiding her face in it. "God, I sound so thirsty," Max groans, words muffled.

You chuckle. If anything, she sounds cute. She's ashamed but honestly that's a huge thing you like about her. Max always knows what she wants. "That's not a bad thing, come on," you say, taking the pillow away. "You can tell me anything. You know that."

She pouts up at you. It's like Max wants to melt your heart on purpose! Those full pink lips could get you to do anything. How dare she complain about how well you treat her when she's being so cute that you wouldn't dare do anything else? Leaning in, you kiss that pouty expression away.

"I'm being ridiculous," Max whines.

"No, you're not!" Another kiss, this time to just her bottom lip. When she juts it out like that, you feel the urge to bite it. "I wanna hear!"

"It's like you're not interested." Before you have the chance to refute that, Max puts up her hands. "I know that's stupid! But, like, when we're you know-" she makes some vague hand gestures. You think it's funny that she swears like a sailor but is embarrassed to say the word sex in front of you, even if you've literally been inside of her an hour ago.

"Uh huh," you say, encouraging Max to keep going as she hesitates.

"You're soft. And slow. Until I tell you to give it to me," a flush. Max immediately hates her choice of words. "Until I make you go faster. And it's nice sometimes. But sometimes I feel like I need you to touch me or I'll die. And the fact that you can go slow is like you don't feel the same? You don't need me the same?"

Ah. Probably not the time to kiss her then, even if she's so kissable when she's moody. You don't want Max to feel insecure. You two simply have different ways of showing that you want each other.

"Sure. I get that." You do like touching her, and you think Max already knows that so you don't bother saying it.

Max feels an urgency when it comes to your more physical moments, while you're all about affection even then. You like leading her through the pleasure, giving her more and more. And those preferences have clashed. When you slow things down, something in Max wants to snap at you. She has before, actually. It was hot.

"I just-" Max's jaw clenches. It's hard being so vulnerable. "I hate that I feel like I need to push you to see if you actually want me. I don't want to push you, but sometimes it's like you don't even care."

"Max." You sit up.

You hate that she's beating herself up over this when in reality, the times you've been most excited has been when Max has taken control of the reins. When she's told you to go harder, or faster, or to pull her hair. You hate that you haven't communicated that well and that your girlfriend was left wondering if she was bossy and made you do things.

"Hey, look at me," you say, tilting Max's head up with your finger under her chin. "I like it when you tell me what you want. It's so hot."

"Really?" she asks. There's a hope to her voice, an eagerness now that she knows she wasn't ever pushing you to do something.

Max melts into your touch like she can't help it. She thrives under your assurance and care. It's part of why you're so sweet to her. But sometimes, and now you know it for sure, even a girl as sensitive as Max needs some rough loving. You'll let her tell you when that is.

"You're so sweet that I felt bad asking you to do certain things," she admits. "Every time it'd hurt, I was loving it, but I couldn't say anything because you'd slow down if I told you."

She's right - if you had known that you were hurting her, you probably would've stopped things right in its tracks to check on her. "It's alright if you like that. What gets me off is when you're feeling good," you tell her. "And if that's something that gets you off, I wanna do it. I'd do it all the time."

The thought of hurting Max on purpose doesn't appeal to you, but pleasing her sure does. You could get into it if that's what she needs. And the few times she's asked you to rough her up - to give it to her harder, grip her hips tighter, spank her harder - you've actually liked it.

As you're thinking about that, what you'd be willing to do and not do, Max shifts. She tilts her head back so her throat is exposed, a silent invitation, a gesture of vulnerability. Asking you to get aggressive with her. That invitation breaks its silence when Max says, voice raspy now, "bite."

When she tells you what to do, the mood in the room instantly heats up. No longer are you two expressing your desires for future intimacy, because the intimacy is here and now.

Your hands go to her waist, eyes staying on hers. A quick nip to her exposed pulse point as you test if this is what she meant. You pull Max closer, a moment of hesitance as you silently ask if this is alright, if you're finally fulfilling what she's wanted all along.

"Harder," Max whispers. Her shiver and that breathier tone tell you all you need to know. She wants you to make a mark on her - something to remind herself that she is so so wanted. Of what she has with you - that it's real. "Bite harder."

Max pushes her body into yours when you go in for the next bite. Higher up, more to her throat. You adore the idea that she's letting herself go, finally asking for what she wants and knows that she can get it from you. The pleasure that she's clearly getting from you listening ignites a spark in you, confirming something you always knew.

"That's it, baby," she whispers, a little breathless. You can tell Max is getting wet - she's clenching her legs together to give herself some friction. "You know just what I want, right?" She runs a hand through your hair. "You just want me to tell you."

And you do. You bite your way along her throat, leaving red marks along her delectable flesh where her neck was pale, untouched. Anyone seeing Max would know that you did this. These are your teeth marks on her skin, it's your mouth that's making her shiver and moan. Her hand tightens on your hair, guiding you down now.

Lower, and lower still. You find yourself with your head between her legs, tongue lapping away at Max's most sensitive spots. She cries out demands and praise in equal measure. "Yes, there," one moment and "fuck, don't you dare fucking move," another.

There's no guesswork now, not when Max is being so vocal about her needs. When you've got her pretty little clit between your lips, she tells you to suck so you do. When you're licking along her slit, Max tells you to flatten your tongue so you do. When she's quivering, cumming, soaking your mouth and chin and you think your job's over, she tugs you back to her cunt.

"Tell me you love this," Max breathes out.

"I love this," comes out of your mouth so easily. Not one to give up, your jaw might be aching and your tongue tired, you'll stop when Max tells you to. "I love this pussy. You taste so good, Max."

Hungry. You eat it like you're starving and God does Max dish out commands like she's been power hungry for forever. Both of you seem to like it better like this. Max could tell you to do anything right now.

But you dare to give her one command of your own, as your fingers are shoved deep into her cunt and your tongue flicks against her clit. "Come for me."

She convulses. Your pretty girl melts into you one last time, panting and gripping to your hair for dear life. "Fuck, baby!" Max really is so adorable. When she breaks, her body wracking with ecstasy, it's like you're the one feeling it. 

"Kiss me, please," Max says, less of a command than a beg now.

You surge up from your spot between her legs, smashing your lips against hers. Max can taste herself, you know, and that makes it that much hotter. Her sweet tang is addicting. You'd fuck her with your tongue for eternity and say thank you to her for letting you. 

She bursts into giggles and you can't help but laugh along with her. "I think I could get used to this," Max says. "I should boss you around more often."

"Mm, I'd like that." You lick her wetness off your lips, excited for the next time already.

✦ pt 2 here! ✦

[mah-t-wordblog]

hiiii, I'm back! (^ω^) REALLY SOON after my last post to you! You know what, I tried. I really tried my best to restrain myself but I can't help it... I NEED MORE Kanamori and Muichiro moments! I'm so sorry for asking you to write about these two, for like the 3rd time now wah (T^T) But since they live together now, there are soo many cute happenings that could happen between these two! (*≧ω≦) I was wondering if you could please write a fluffy switch between Muichiro and Kanamori? (^-^) maybe they were busy eating lunch together, or just having a conversation before bed or whatever, any idea is just CUTE! Please don't feel bad to decline if you need to, its okaay! (^ω^) hope you're having a nice day!

Ahhhhhh I was looking forward to writing to you again, these two... I love them so much!!!! Here's a cute and special fic 💛💛

Special night

Switch: Muichiro Tokito, Kozo Kanamori

❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜❤️🧡

Ships: NONE its just a father and son fic

Warnings: This is a tickle fic, if you don’t like it, just scroll down

This fanfic is originally in Portuguese, my English is translated using an automatic translator, if there are any big errors you can tell me so I can fix them

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Kanamori prepared two mattresses, one for him, and the other for Muichiro to sleep on

He put the pillow, arranged the duvet , did everything right

“Tonight is a special night? Yay!” Muichiro exclaimed when he saw what the man was doing

“What do you mean by ‘special’?” Kanamori laughed

“I call the nights we sleep together special, because, you know , they are special to me”

Kanamori smiled and found it very cute

“Really? So you like my company?”

“Yes…” Muichiro was embarrassed “stop looking at me like that!”

Kanamori laughed

“You like sleeping with me, Muichiro ?” Kanamori started to get closer

“Stooooooooop”

Muichiro started to run away from him, the two ran in circles around the duvets on the floor, until Kanamori realized that he could step on them to get closer

He jumped on top of the boy and the two sat on the floor, Kanamori began to run his fingers over Muichiro's belly, the boy lay down and began to laugh.

“Nohohohohoho”

“You like being with me, huh?”

The Hashira kicked his legs in denial

“Come on, tell the truth, Muichiro”

Muichiro didn't want to admit it, instead he jumped forward and tried to defend himself, and unintentionally started tickling Kanamori as well.

“Hehehehey! Stohohohop thahahat!”

“Yohohohou fihihirst!”

Muichiro got up and tried to run again but Kanamori raised his hands in a sign of peace

“Hey, hey, hey! Alright, alright, peace! I won't tickle you anymore"

The hashira looked at him "hmmm... you promise?"

"Yes"

Muichiro slowly sat down next to the man, who started laughing

"I love your company, Tokito ”

The boy smiled “me too… it’s just… I don’t really like sleeping alone, and with you… I feel good”

The blacksmith smiled “I’m really happy you’re telling me this”

The two looked at each other, Muichiro was left with shame

“Stop! I’m not saying anything cute!”

“I didn’t say anything” Kanamori laughed

“But you were going to say it!” Muichiro approached and started tickling the man

“Hehehey! Agahahahain?”

“Only you said you were going to stop!” And they started chasing each other again

Muichiro really enjoyed Kanamori's company and saw him as a father figure

Which was great, because for Kanamori, all that mattered at that moment was seeing this boy smile

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Thanks for readingggg 💛💛

[moodymisty]

I’ve been cursed with this idea for about half a minute now and I plan to inflict this psychic damage on you next.

So imagine, Reader is working with The Bad Batch during a covert mission. They are like a living lie detector and can notice micro expressions, nervous habits, etc. They’ve been with these fine men long enough to understand their body language and recognize their speech patterns.

Hunter or Crosshair (you get to choose which one 😏) gets pissed off during a mission even though no one is hurt and it was a success but one of them brings the attitude back to the ship. Cue them saying something snarky and the rest of the crew being a bit off put or shocked about the comment.

However, lovely Reader literally just translates to the rest of the Batch how much they don’t mean it and that same man is flustered that he is being read so easily. Of course his brothers tease him about it too.

Anyways this was a lot I had to type but I wanted to get it out of my head before I forget it. Hope you have fun with this😘

Author's note: I'm so honored that while you were experiencing physic damage, you thought to inflict it on me too. ✨ #besties ✨

This was a cute little idea, I like it. Especially with someone like Crosshair since it would be so easy to piss him off with it XD

Relationships: Vague Crosshair/Gn!Reader could be read platonic if you wanted

Warnings: Crosshair's shitty attitude, Some fluffiness at the end

There's a unique energy in the Marauder at the moment, and everyone is currently sitting in their assigned, meaning chosen and a fight with break out if someone doesn't stick with it, seating- trying to desperately avoid it.

You could cut this air with a knife, and it's very clear everyone else feels the same. Echo is sitting up far straighter than usual, and Wrecker is bouncing his leg; Both habits that give away they're not very comfortable.

They don't really get why however, no one's said or done anything, but you can tell that it's Crosshair's attitude that's making the cockpit seem like an interrogation chamber.

He's biting his tongue for now, but it's clear by the way he keeps glancing around and wringing his fingers he's got something he wants to say on his lips, but is holding it back for the moment. You've seem him act like this many times before, and now is no different.

Only when he leaves, does Echo lean a bit to the side closer to you to speak quietly.

"I mean, it went perfectly," He whispers, referring to the latest mission. Saying it was a success would be putting it lightly. Not even a scratch on anyone or even any of the equipment, it was as close to a clean sweep as you could possibly get.

Hell, it made your presence almost not needed, in a way. A medic wasn't going to be of use if no one got hurt at all, after all. Not that you minded, given the context being not needed is what you want.

"So why's everyone acting like someone died?" His wry joke almost makes you laugh, but it only comes out as a sharp inhale of breath as you purse your lips and attempt to not make any noise. When Echo realizes that he did kind of make a joke, he smiles a bit as well at making you laugh.

When Crosshair returns to the cockpit however, what little leveling you'd done to the atmosphere quickly dissipates, as Hunter turns to look over the back of his seat. He'd heard your comment and agreeing with it, scowls at the sniper.

"Cross, quit it. It all went fine. Who cares if it was a bit boring." You take one quick glance over at him, as he leans against the wall.

"It did other than you barking in our ears; What, afraid we don't need you and your nagging?"

To the side of Crosshair Wrecker's shoulders tighten, a bit off put by Crosshair's sudden bite. Tech is attempting to ignore the bickering as usual, but even he can't help but spare a glance. You roll your eyes.

"Ignore him. He's just mad that he feels trapped now that we're out on so many of these textbook reg missions." You're not looking at him, but at Hunter, so you don't notice that Crosshair reels rigidly upright as if smacked; His lips purse and his nose wrinkles, miffed that you read him like an open book.

"We got it done and with time to spare. Lets enjoy the free time we get now." Hunter turns to look out the viewport again, and you lean into the arm of the chair to look back at Crosshair.

He's glaring at you, hard; But if you're willing to bet, his face is a little hotter than normal. He gets angry when he gets embarrassed, boiling in his own armor.

It's what he gets though, for being so easy to read. Or maybe you've just gotten too good at it.

Hefting yourself up off your seat and walking over to him, you give one gentle tug to the collar of his breastplate.

"I'm sure they'll hit us with another 'suicide mission' soon. Don't get too disappointed." He looks down at you, face softening ever so slightly.

"I thought the medic wouldn't want us to go on those types of missions?" You shrug your shoulders and give him a bit of a smile.

"Whatever makes you happy." A jerk of your head gestures towards the rest of the cockpit. And thus the rest of the squad inside.

"Them too but..." Dropping your voice down to a whisper and putting a hand to your face, you mumble:

"You're my favorite."

Crosshair can't help but smirk at that one, and a hand comes up to poke the fattest part of your cheek.

"Go sit down and mind-read one of them instead of me, will you?"

He scoffs at you rolling your eyes, moving to sit back down. He takes two long strides to stand behind that same seat, resting his arm on the headrest as you all fly through hyperspace.

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[raylangivins]

twenty questions for fic writers

thank you @acorrespondence for tagging me in this! i love shiteing on about writing :)

How many works do you have on ao3?

33, which shocks me because for some reason in my head the number's permanently at, like, 8.

What's your total ao3 word count?

195,093

What fandoms do you write for?

I mean currently it's beatles rpf 🌝. But also Check Please (specifically jackparse, I have absolutely no interest in anything else), Wolf 359, The Social Network, Community (although none of these are an ao3 due to I wrote them when I was 15), and some random one hit wonders.

What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

live through this, and you won't look back - Jack/Kent, Check Please

if being afraid is a crime, we hang side by side - Kepler/Jacobi, Wolf 359

baby, it's all relative - John/Paul, Beatles

Time May Change Me - Mark/Eduardo, The Social Network

Five Men Roy Ruined For Jen - Jen/Roy, The IT Crowd

Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

Yes, always, unless I forget!! I don't know why I wouldn't like, if people are reading I am genuinely excited and grateful for that. Why wouldn't I tell them? (I'm very bad at thinking of things to say which aren't just "I'm glad you enjoyed it", but I try).

What is a fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

I think lately you've been feeling so good i forget my future (in which jack and kent go to prom) is pretty grim not even because the ending itself is the worst but also it foreshadows so much worse to come. Most of my jackparse fic is them as teenagers because I love that "the worst is yet to come" doom that constantly hangs over them in those years. Also one and one and one is three (in which john/paul/yoko have an emotionally fraught threesome). I hurt my own feelings writing that one lol.

What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Not one of the recent ones, I can tell you that! Although it depends if you mean fluffy or happy by my own metric because EYE think the best happy endings are the ones you have to work through some angst to get. So if you're looking for fluffy, probably Five Men Roy Ruined for Jen; if you're looking for a journey that ends in happiness, then I'd say wouldn't it be? nice makes me feel euphoric at the end.

Do you get hate on fics?

I've gotten a couple bitchy comments but generally no.

Do you write smut?

Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I've only written one and it's where Jean-Ralphio from Parks and Rec becomes the Eleventh Doctor's companion in Doctor Who. It's cute, I still like it.

Have you ever had a fic stolen?

God, I hope not. Although, I did have someone once finish a fic I abandoned on ff.net without really asking me first, which I thought was both flattering and hilarious of them. So true, babe. Write the finished fic you wish to see in the world!

Have you ever had a fic translated?

I think someone translated one of my old Gossip Girl fics on ff.net, also. I can't remember what language it was though.

Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, but I'm not opposed to it.

What's your all-time favorite ship?

All my fave ships are pretty much variations on the same dynamic with a few exceptions. It's comical how consistant I am about this without even trying.

What's a wip you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

Tbh I never truly rule anything out. There's a post-canon Justified fic that has lived in my head for years, that I mostly haven't written because it's a lot of work, and I don't really care about sharing it that much it's mostly just for me. There's a Dawson's Creek Pacey genderswap fic I dream of writing, but likely will never bother. There's a beatles fic where Paul can talk to instruments that I actually wrote 20k for but it's so dogshit I can't bear to try to fix it so it's going to just sit on my computer forever probably.

What are your writing strengths?

I hate this question, I'm so bad at identifying these things. Vibes? I think I'm good at dialogue but that's mostly because that's what I start with, so it's like the bones of most of my fics. I've been told I'm good at like being thoughtful to all the different characters in fic even if it's not about them or their POV, which is always a nice thing to hear.

What are your writing weaknesses?

Physical descriptions probably. I don't care about them very much and therefore I don't put as much effort into them as I probably should. Also, I write chronologically so most of my endings are slightly lazier than the rest of the fic.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I don't know. I've never tried it. As a bilingual person, seeing people who are not bilingual completely miss the nuances of that is actually really irritating. Especially as someone who speaks Portuguese but grew up in an English speaking country, reading TSN fic was so specifically annoying. And don't even get me started on the concept of "untranslateable" words and "saudade".

It can be done well, but often isn't. Also, if you give me a bunch of text in a language I don't know, my brain is just gonna skip over it, so it's often redundant when it's more than, like, a sentence.

First fandom you wrote for?

First fic I published was for Gossip Girl, but when I was like 11 I wrote what was essentially a Life With Derek canon-divergence fic in a copybook that I showed to a teacher in my school.

Favorite fic you've written?

All of them. But some that have not yet been mentioned on this post:

kissing just for practice - Jack/Kent (idk, I set out to do something specific with this fic and I really felt I did)

i want every other freckle - si-5 ot3 kind of (this fic means so much to me)

tomorrow i'll miss you - mclennon before sunset au (before sunset is one of my favourite movies and i worked really hard on this one)

i thought i knew one, what did i know? - paul's girlfriend catches john and paul together (this one makes me crazy and i'm the one who wrote it lol)

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[bombshellsandbluebells]

there's a really fun intersection of ideas coming together to affect how people engage with fiction and stories right now and all of them are bad

any story that contains harmful/problematic subject matter supports and condones it, therefore it is always bad to have any kind of problematic or harmful subject matter in any story. also, the author probably does those things themselves if they're writing about it. so they must be an evil person

any story that has conflict is bad because conflict and bad things happening is upsetting and that means it's harmful and I can't handle that and so no story should ever have conflict or sad endings or upsetting things. yes, even when I'm going to genres that literally promise those kind of things happening. what do you mean people died in this post-apocalyptic show? what do you mean upsetting thing happened in this horror novel? inexcusable

every single story must cater to Me and My Wants and what the creator intended or even what other people can get out of it doesn't matter. it didn't give me what I wanted and therefore it is Bad

canon = only what is directly stated in a story, unusually only through dialogue. therefore if a character doesn't say something, it's not true. or if a theme or message or idea is not directly stated, it's not there. the only thing that matters in a work is easily stated plot points, the summary of events. and also the ship, of course. (subtext only really matters when it's about proving a ship is canon)

and it's leading to a point where the only kind of story some people can engage with are conflict-free, sanitized, shippy, fandom-style romances where everything is filled with cute tropes and nothing bad really happens and the couple gets together in the end and it's not interested in looking into any kind of deeper or more complex themes or questions

there's a serious problem with media/literature literacy right now - the ability to analyze a work for deeper meanings and draw conclusions not directly stated in the text or engage with it beyond shipping two characters together (and that's not solely the fault of fandom and shipping/fanfic culture) but then that is intersecting with this rising purity culture that wants to scrub any mention of something "impure" or "problematic" (defined, of course, subjectively) from art

so we have audiences who can't engage with dark subject matter and actually look at how the text uses them or what it's saying or why it's there (sometimes just because fiction is a reflection of the actual world we live in and those things happen) and instead just labels anything with dark subject matter "evil/problematic", anything that is sad or upsetting (to them personally) "bad writing", and wholeheartedly makes statements like "this horror novel is bad because it has dark subject matter" or "tv shows are supposed to always be happy, so it's bad that you the author wrote something sad"

and I don't know where I'm going with this other than being frustrated. I know that I'm in a different position when it comes to media than a lot of people in fandom spaces; I was an English Literature major with a minor in Film Studies and I work in film - I'm literally more trained to be able to analyze literature and media and I genuinely think there is a huge problem with how media/lit analysis is taught right now that leads to a lot of people having a warped understanding of it (my god, I have Thoughts on the whole "the curtains are blue" or "red = passion" type analysis)

but it is extremely frustrating as someone who doesn't even particularly like fluffy, happy, no conflict stories to see people argue that those are the only acceptable stories, or to see people be bold and entitled enough to tell creators what/how they should write (and I critique what I find bad writing all the time, I recognize that, but the criteria for bad writing should not be "made me sad" or "i didn't like it personally")

or to see people harassing horror authors for putting upsetting subject matter in their horror stories or going on moral crusades because a story had problematic things in it without even stopping to look at HOW those things existed in the work (like is it actually a work steeped in hateful rhetoric reflecting the author's harmful views or is the bad thing literally portrayed as a bad thing that happened in the work)

and that's not even stepping into the whole media/lit literacy issue of every single idea being spoon-fed to audiences now, of 50 "(Blank) Ending Explained" videos the minute any new show/movie comes out, regardless of whether those works are incredibly straightforward and you only need to watch the media to understand the ending (Ted Lasso Ending Explained?? Really?? not a subtle show) OR if those works are a lot more metaphorical/abstract and there actually ISN'T any direct explanation for what happened / what it means (discussing the ending of Annihilation should be a lot more about what the work is saying, what thought it leaves you with and why it ends there, not some kind of plot breakdown - a discussion, not a summary)

and perhaps this is a message to myself as well. a reminder to go back to engaging with deeper films and new novels and analyzing what I take from the work and a little less time just pulling ship/character details that would make for a good Tumblr post out of a story with a fandom following.

but it's also me going, please, please, please. for the love of god. accept that stories that have bad, upsetting things in them, that have sad or bittersweet endings, are valid and good and ok to have. we have had them since the start of humanity, because stories give us a way to explore those things.

and sometimes, stories also just give us a chance to go "wouldn't it be fucked up if" and that's okay too.

[atopearth]

Norn9: Var Commons Part 7 - Akito Shukuri Route

I am very intrigued by the relationship Akito and Nanami share since he obviously knows her powers and whatever she's done in the past. And I have a soft spot for Akito because he's always so considerate towards others by cooking for them all the time and teaching others. I'm glad Heishi stood up for Nanami when Akito couldn't hide his utter disdain towards having to be paired with Nanami. Akito's hatred for Nanami really runs quite deep, although I can understand why he slapped her hand away and wouldn't want Nanami to touch him since touching someone is how she erases memories. I love how Nanami is basically stalking him lmao, I mean I guess it is monitoring haha. I died when Akito was confused about whether he was scared or not of the Hiyoko? that looks like a penguin hahahaha, even his fear is confused😂 HAHAHA, I love Hiyoko Channel and how they bribe Natsuhiko with books and stuff to interview him. It's so cute how one alcoholic drink is his limit, lmao when he took the gun out when the hiyoko called him adorable for that being his limit though😂 Can Akito see and talk to Aion?? Maybe after talking to her, she gives him the water powers? Honestly, it always feels so bad to see and hear how much guilt Nanami feels, enough that she's basically ready to die if Akito wants it and that's very saddening. Of course Akito is too kind to even think about wanting that though. His look of concern towards Nanami when he grabbed her as she nearly fell to her death was very telling of how he really feels. Lmao, I love Kakeru so much, he's had enough of their arguing so he got some handcuffs specifically made just to force them to get along better hahaha. How will Akito cook in peace?!

Heishi is so random it's hilarious. I love how he was talking about rainbows with Ron, and he was like can you just get to the point hahaha. Poor Akito got electrocuted lol! I guess having Kakeru get sick now is the only way to keep Akito and Nanami stuck together haha, a mad Koharu is always the best. It's tough seeing Nanami and Akito together because as Masamune said, Akito gets hurt when he says crap about Nanami too. He tries his best to distance himself from her so he won't know anything about her circumstances and can keep on hating her, but the more he talks with her, the more he's starting to understand that she hates her powers and for having using used it in the past, and that makes it hard for him to continue hating her. Akito reassuring Nanami that Mikoto and Ron will be okay in his own rough way was sweet. Seeing Nanami so genuinely smile and feel happy that Akito truly is a kind person even to someone he hates so much is so heartwarming. The first thing I thought of was they could just check if the barrier around the ship is still up to see if Mikoto is alive, so I'm glad Nanami realised that haha. LOL at Nanami nuzzling herself against Akito's fluffy ears in the dream hahaha! It was so cute when he ran away lmao. Even though Nanami is still understandably confused, I was really happy when Akito hugged her in real life after the dream and tried to tell her that the one who tried to kill her wasn't him. I'm glad he's communicating with her trying to tell her that he knows that whatever happened in the past isn't completely her fault and that he doesn't blame her as much anymore, or at least not to the extent that he still wants her to die for it.

It's actually pretty hilarious that Nanami has a solid reason for ruining food, or at least Akito's food, and it's because she doesn't want to get used to how good it is otherwise she won't be able to eat ninja/emergency rations anymore haha! I really like how considerate and thoughtful Heishi is in this route. He always asks Nanami what she wants, checks how she's doing, doesn't force her to do anything but basically lets her know that if she doesn't want to stay with Akito as his partner, she can change any time. It's really nice to see how supportive and kind he is to watch out for her all the time because she doesn't watch out for herself. Akito so thoughtfully caring for Nanami is still the best though, so cutee🥰 I can totally understand why Nanami is scared though. I don't think I could handle Akito hating her again either when he's been so gentle now, it would break my heart too. Omg, when Akito called Nanami cute, I died, they're so adorable. I was so happy for Akito and Nanami when they finally talked and Akito acknowledged that he was selfish and confusing because of his actions towards her. It was so nice when he hugged her. And I was so happy when Heishi was happy and relieved for them because they both finally had a proper talk. I appreciate Heishi so much in this route. It was so sweet when Nanami told Akito that she told Heishi she wanted to stay by Akito's side🥹 On the other hand, I am very curious about this love triangle with Kakeru, Koharu and Senri, like I'm so invested in what's going to happen to them, I hope no one dies. HAHAHA, I died when Akito basically said Nanami was prettier than Koharu and Mikoto, and Nanami responded saying he needs to see an optometrist😂 Omg, I loved it when Nanami asked for Akito's necktie instead of jewellery, that's definitely much more special! Akito so straightforwardly calling Nanami pretty because he finally realised that Nanami doesn't understand his tsundere attitude was so cute hahaha, he tried so hard that Nanami even fainted because of how overwhelmingly sweet it was hahahaha.

I feel really silly for not realising that Senri is actually Akito's younger brother when they both have the power of water. I was so happy for Senri when he realised he has a brother, it must have been so heartbreaking for Akito all this time to have been right next to him but not be able to be with him because Senri doesn't have memories of Akito. How could he not hate Nanami when Senri was always there reminding him of what he could have but can't have now. Akito kissing Nanami was so cuteee, how did Nanami even resist hahaha. It was nice to know that Akito asked Kakeru to take care of Senri and that's why he always bothered him. I won't say Kakeru was always "right" in the way he dealt with Senri but I do agree with Akito that it did help Senri come out of his room more. I thought Shiro was Kakeru's real dad all this time but he actually captured Kakeru when he was really young and brainwashed him before he was saved by The World?! I feel so bad for Kakeru... Seeing Akito push himself using powers when he's not a proper esper and slowly kill himself is just so tough to watch, especially since you can see how concerned Nanami is. I won't deny that Akito kissing her to reassure her was pretty cool though hahaha. I'm so glad Nanami remembered Akito's advice and stopped herself from adding random stuff to the rice porridge she made for Akito haha. Funnily though, I just realised that Akito hasn't cooked in his own route much at all lol! Now that we know Senri is Akito's little brother, it really makes all those times Akito cooked Senri's favourite food and stuff so much more meaningful, especially when they go back into the past and see how happily Senri talked about loving Akito's cooking and how much he loved Akito.

I don't blame Nanami because she was forced to erase Senri's memories of Akito, especially since the village people really might have killed Akito to make Senri continue to provide water for their village at the cost of his health and probably his life. But I can understand Akito's hatred especially before he got to know Nanami. Not only did Akito lose his little brother and their whole relationship, but he also lost the ability to protect his brother properly because of it, and that's caused Senri so much pain considering how Akito was the only one who actually cared for him. Senri became all alone and became afraid of people to the point that he doesn't want to interact with anyone, how could Akito and Nanami not feel guilt over that. I couldn't help but cry over Akito and Senri's past. It's so disgusting that the village people chased after Akito who was still a child to kill him just in case Senri remembers him. I can't imagine how terrible Akito must have felt to be forced to leave Senri behind. And I can't imagine what kind of life Senri had to live as basically a doll to give water to this village that just uses him and destroyed the only person who cared about him and made him all alone and think that he can't trust anything or anyone.

I can see why Akito blames himself and why he couldn't help but hate Nanami as a way to cope with everything, and yeah I can understand that the villagers were desperate but if you're so desperate to save yourselves that you lose your humanity for it, is there even any point in living? If you have to kill a child and force another child to basically be a slave that only exists to do your bidding, is that kind of life worth living? I don't have the answer for that, because many people desperately try their best to live for their own reasons, but knowing that these people didn't even hesitate in choosing to kill children to save themselves disgusts me, especially since the only reason presented in the game was that they didn't want to move somewhere else because this land has always been their ancestors etc so they had to keep it alive. Land that is only prosperous from exploiting children shouldn't exist at all. And lol as usual, this game really likes to skip over the plot, because they literally just said Aion broke and that's all! Lmao when Akito hid in his bed to hide from facing Senri, they're both so scared of facing each other, they're both so adorable😂😂 I really enjoyed how happy the ending was but I really wanted to see Akito and Senri talk!! Hopefully we get it in Last Era. The tragic love ending was pretty sad because Akito chose to live in a fake past where he could protect Senri and save the village, and Nanami chose to stay with him there. Akito trying his best to make jounamagashi because Nanami didn't get a chance to try it was so sweet. Seeing him do so much research and try his best to make it properly was so cuteee, especially when he faced against the hiyokos and didn't let his fear overwhelm him because he prioritised wanting to make Nanami happy.

Overall, I think Akito had the most satisfying route from beginning to end out of everyone so far. There's still some flaws of course but negligible because Akito was great. I loved seeing the progression of Akito's hatred to understanding and then love. I think the best thing was that even though you know Akito really hated Nanami for some reason, you could also see that he was too nice of a person to truly hate her, I'd say Nanami hated herself more than Akito did. It was really cute to see them awkwardly dance around each other's feelings, be confused about their romantic feelings for each other but still want to be beside the other despite the past. I love how he acknowledged that he distanced himself from Nanami not only because he hated her for what she did, but also because if he didn't know her, it was easier to hate her and blame her. Honestly, I really wished we got a proper reunion between Akito and Senri but I loved their back story and Akito's hatred was totally understandable in the end even if Nanami was forced to do what she did. And the romance was honestly really cute! They're both so shy and awkward at times, but also super adorable in how honest they can be. I loved it when they both tried to get the other to say their first name haha, definitely the best overall route! Kakeru is still my favourite guy though!

[goose-duck]

♡Our World♡ (pt. 4)

Killer x Reader

Killer from One Piece is in our world and meets u :D

In this part Killer learns more about you and comforts you

Pt 3 Pt 5

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Sensitive/suggestive chapter

Y/N has bad parent relationships

Y/N also severely needs a bath so Killer makes them have one, it's cute and fluffy :]

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After our soft exchange I get a bit flustered, backing away from Killer a bit and covering my flustered face behind my hands. He giggles at me a bit, gently reaching out to pull my hands away from my face. I sputter out flustered words, not making much sense. Killer holds my hands, his wide smile seeming softer than usual, a look he's given me often since coming here. I smile at him too, my smile being a little lopsided due to my embarrassment in professing such deep feelings to a man I just met. His face is a little flushed too, he'd said the same words as me, I suppose he's also flustered.

He lets go of my hands and sets one of his hands on my shoulder and rubs it a bit, “you've made my time here thus far amazing…let's continue that, yeah?” I nod at him, “yeah..” I then pull away from him a bit more, not in a way that makes him feel like I want to be away from him, but more in a I just want to move way. He takes his hand of my shoulder and watches as I go to the den and sit down, him soon following. I sit on the small couch and he joins me. We're both sitting on opposite ends but it's small enough we're still right beside each other.

I reach for the remote and turn the TV on. Killer looks a litter confused and looks over at me. I look back at him, realizing he probably doesn't know what a TV is, “oh..uh…this is a TV, I'm just gonna leave it on as background noise if that's okay..?” He nods, “that's fine.” He's proud used to background noise on the ship, so many people, someone's probably always talking. I pull out my phone again, just playing some games on it. Killer watches the TV for a bit until One Piece comes on and I quickly change the channel. He gives me a slightly annoyed look, giving enjoyed the channel he was watching. I give an apologetic look, “sorry, that's the show you're from…” “I thought you said it was a book?” “it is.” “books don't move.” “this book does.” he nods at me, giving a look like I'm crazy but ultimately moving on.

It's just the weather channel on now, he seems entertained for a bit before getting bored and looking over to see what I'm doing. He snickers a little seeing how focused I am on my phone, “what're ya doing?” he asks. I don't look away from mt screen for even a second and my talking is slow, I'm clearly more focused on my phone than the conversation, “game. rythum game. new high score.” I say, only getting one or two words out at a time, very focused on winning. He's a bit confused but he understands I find whatever I'm doing important so he patiently waits for me to finish before trying to talk to me again.

Eventually I mess up and the game finishes and I let out an annoyed sigh before putting my phone down and looking over at Killer, “sorry…was focused..” he gives me a soft look yet again and says it's fine, “so, got anything to around here?” he asks. I shrug, “I'm usually just on my phone..” he gives me a worried look before shaking his head, deciding it's probably not possible to change that by just telling me that's not good. He looks around a bit before spotting the shelf he was looking at when I gave him the tour. I also look over, wondering what he finds so interesting about it. He lets out an almost nervous noise before asking, “so…what's with the burnt out faces on this picture..?” he seems to know it's a touchy subject as he walks over and points at a picture of me as a baby with two other people, their faces burnt out of the picture. I freeze up a bit, not expecting that question at all.

I'd had a bit of a rough upbringing, many had it worse but that doesn't make my situation good. I clam up at the question, closing in on myself a bit, without thinking making myself smaller, pulling my knees up to my chest and looking at my knees. Killer sighs, knowing he'd asked something I wasn't ready to talk about. He walks over to me and puts a hand on one of my knees, “I'm sure your knees aren't that interesting…sorry for asking…I won't bring it up again.” I look him in the eyes, mine full of tears and his full of worry. He rubs my back with his free hand, trying to calm my shaking and stressed breathing. I reach out for him, wrapping my arms around his neck and hugging him, hiding my face in the crook of his neck and trying to hold my tears in. “you're allowed to cry…it's okay…” he whispers noticing I'm doing everything I can to hold back my tears. I let out a whimper, tempted to cry but not being able to do it, “I can't…it's…I don't know…I just…can't..” “why..?” he asks quietly, hugging me back now. “I can't cry in front of other people anymore…” “do you want me to leave?” “no.” he hugs me a little tighter, rubbing my back in a soothing manner.

After a few minutes I get my breathing under control and everything soon follows as I calm down. I let out a heavy sigh, I can't just never talk about it…it'll continue to kill me if I can't get out this pain, have someone hear me even if they don't understand. “my parents, those are my parents in that picture.” Killer stiffens a bit before relaxing his muscles and nodding, allowing me to continue. “I burned their faces out of that picture…I look adorable…they however…are disgusting.” I talk as if they were physically ugly, they weren't, they were considerably attractive, however to me they were the most ugly, disgusting people I'd ever seen. Killer nods again at how I described my parents, ‘disgusting’, what'd they done to make me call them that?

I start my exposition, pulling away and telling him of my childhood. I sit back on the couch, leaning back and putting my feet up on the couch. Killer sits on the floor beside me, offering me some comfort by holding my hand closest to him and rubbing the palm with his thumb as he always does. “my parents kinda sucked…definitely not the worst…but that doesn't mean they were good either…they had a lot of money yet they considered me a waste of their money. That was super not cool of them…um…wow I'm bad at this…” he gives a soft look, “it's okay, I'm no better at talking about my past…though I don't think I'll have tp tell you it myself.” I nod at him, “yeah, I read you and Kid’s backstory.” he looks a little sad when I mention Kid, he probably misses him, they're separated by universes, that's gotta be rough. I squeeze his thumb in my palm a bit as some silent comfort, not knowing what to say in regards to that. He gives me an appreciative look in return.

I then continue on with the story of my childhood, about how my parents used to ‘punish’ me then ‘apologize’ by buying me expensive things. Killer seems to understand, not from personal experience but on a human level how it'd feel. Once I finish up I've emotionally exhausted myself and start to feel physically tired. Killer notices this and squeezes my hand a bit, “wanna take a nap?” he asks calmly. I nod at him, “I don't really wanna get up though..” he nods back and picks me up, walking to my room…or..our room now, since he decided he's staying in there with me. He lays me on the bed. I look around a bit and see where he's put his new clothes, neatly folded and set on the chair I have in the corner of my room.

I get under the blankets and get comfortable. He looks at me and asks, “you want the curtains closed?” I shake my head, too tired to really care, I could probably sleep through someone shinging a light in my eyes right now. He gives me another worried look seeing how exhausted I am. He was about to leave and let me sleep, but he pauses at the door. He turns around to look at me, I'm already asleep. His concern only grows further seeing me so tired. He decides to stay with me in case something happens. He lays beside me on the bed and puts a hand on my hip, rubbing it gently. He watches me intently, observing every feature yet again. He smiles to himself before pulling against him like he had the night before, holding me close. “I'll be here for you…” he whispers to my sleeping form, kissing the top of my head before deciding to join my nap and allowing himself to fall sleep.

A few hours later he wakes up, needing to use the washroom. I've got myself wrapped around his arm so he slowly wiggles his way out of my grasp. It's early afternoon now. Killer looks out the window and smiles seeing the calm green environment, very different from the life on the sea he's grown used to. Killer walks to the washroom closest to the bedroom. He opens the door and walks in. He'd seen Y/N turn on lights already so he knows what to do, flicking the switch and squinting his eyes at the bright light, opening them slowly as he gets used to the intensity. He looks around the washroom, there's a tub shower combo, a sink with cabinets under it and a mirror above it, the toilet beside the cabinet in a small crevis.

After doing his business he washes his hands, looking around at the many soaps and trying to decide which one to use. They all look the same, they're all the same scent…why the hell does Y/N have so much of the same soap?? He giggles at their strange washroom quirk and just goes with the closest soap.

He then looks up in the mirror as he dries his hands on the hand towel. He looks at himself a bit, observing his own appearance. He definitely needs to shower. He now feels bad for sleeping in Y/N’s bed while being such a mess. He then thinks about them a bit, they aren't in much better condition…maybe he'll suggest bathing to them once they wake up.

He hears the bedroom door open and Y/N stumbles into the washroom, bumping into Killer the second they open the door.

I look up and see what I've bumped into, it's Killer, oops…should have knocked first. He gives me a confused look before relaxing. “Hey, Killer..” I mumble tiredly, still groggy, having just woken up. “Hey, Y/N…uh…you think maybe I can use your shower..?” he asks a bit awkwardly. I look at him like the mess I am, “I need to use my shower…it's been days…” he looks at my barely awake form, leaning against the door frame to hold myself upright, “can you even stand to have a shower..?” I give him a slightly offended look, knowing he's right. I sigh, “I'll have a bath then..” now he's worried I'll drown, “tell me if I'm being invasive…but can I stay with you..? I…I don't know if you can be left alone in here.” he says in a concerned tone. I laugh but tell him he can if he gets some clothes for us. While he leaves to do that I get undressed and fill up the tub, getting in.

Killer returns with only his clothes, I give him a look, “where's my clothes?” “I don't know where you put them so I just brought some more of mine…” “you didn't see the clothes pile?” “that's what that was? Those are clean clothes?” “yeah?” he seems disappointed in me, giving me a look as if I'm the most pathetic thing he's even laid eyes on. “we’ll deal with that later…would you like me to grab you some clothes from that pile or do you just wanna wear mine?” he inquires. “I'll wear waht you brought me, though it'll probable be a bit big I can manage.” I respond confidently. He nods, finally looking over at me and turning a bit red but ultimately controlling himself. I on the other hand plan to torment him, “like what ya see?” I tease. He blushes more opening his mouth to object, ending up just closing his mouth and nodding. I laugh a bit before asking if he's gonna join me, he just about dies but agrees to.

“your dirty clothes, put them with mine, I'll put them in the wash later.” I instruct and he nods, doing as I told. He’d put the clean clothes on the counter with my soap collection when he'd first returned to the washroom. As I see his toned body my face gets warm, he notices and snorts before coving his laughter and using my own line against me, “like what ya see?” I start giggling and he joins. I nod at him and whistle, “come here, Kill! Don't just tease me!” I joke. He laughs and gets in the tub with me. We're both sitting on opposite ends with our knees pulled to our chests, it's a bit awkward and makes it hard to get cleaned so to change the mood I bring up the soaps. “which soap do you wanna use?” “they're all exactly the same?” “I have some shampoos…” “are they the same scent?” “maybe…” “Y/N.” “Killer.” Kille sighs and I laugh, “yeah, yeah, it is, it's all the same secnt..” he puts his hand over his face as if ashamed of me.

I grab one of the shampoos, something else I've made a collection of, and I hand it to him. He takes it from me and gives it a look as if it's got something wrong it. I don't think he thinks the shampoo is the problem, I think he thinks I have a problem…quite frankly I agree. He then grabs my arm and pulls me onto his lap, my back to his chest. “close your eyes.” he speaks gently, holding me in place on his lap in a way that isn't overly forceful. I accept whatever's going on and close my eyes. He moves me a bit so I'm not as close and he puts some shampoo in my hair and begins massaging it in. My initial shock changes to a relaxed feeling, enjoying this a lot. He's very gentle and thorough. He then lays me back a bit so my hair is in the water and he washes it out. “there, your hair is all clean.” he says kindly, rubbing my thighs a bit as something to do with his hands. I turn my head to look behind me and smile at him, “thanks Kill, but maybe warn me before you to that next time?” he seems happy at the idea that there will be a next time and nods, “okay.” he says patting one of my thighs before grabbing a wash cloth and some body wash and cleaning my body for me too. “warn me before you do that too!!” he giggles at me a bit and kisses the back of my neck, “I'm gonna clean you now.” he says, almost taunting. I can't help but let out a quiet snort, allowing him to continue.

Once he finishes up with me he sets me on the opposite end of the tub again and starts cleaning himself. I stop him by grabbing his hand, “can I help?” he nods, “yeah, but only with my hair.” “but you cleaned my body too?” “I think I'll die if you touch my body like this” he responds, his face noticeably red. I giggle, “alright, only your hair then.” he nods and returns to washing his body, trying to ignore that I'm there. I wasn't really watching him, not intentionally at least, I'd started to zone out after a while and ended up just staring at him a bit. Once he's done he grabs the shampoo and tries to hand it to me but I'm in my own little world. He taps my shoulder and I flinch, suddenly brought back to reality. I quickly look ever at him then at the shampoo bottle and let out a nervous laugh before taking it from him. He turns around so I can wash his hair. I do my best but he has a lot of it so it's hard. Even though I wasn't great at it, when I'm done Killer seems happy with me. “good job.” he says, patting my head gently. I smile at him, “thanks, I try!” he snickers then puts the shampoo back where I'd grabbed it from earlier.

Killer soon gets out of the tub, grabbing a towel and drying himself. I stay in the tub and just watch him, getting a nice view of his ass from where I am. I whistle at him, prompting him to turn around and give me a joking glare before returning to drying himself. He doesn't get dresses immediately after, instead picking me up and setting me down outside the tub and handing me a towel, “your turn.” he speaks in a teasing tone, ready to give me the same treatment I gave him. He watches me dry myself, complimenting my body every once in a while. I'm flustered but I feel good, his compliments started off joking the got more genuine, it's nice to have someone do something other than put down my body for once. Once I'm dry he pulls the plug from the tub drain and we watch the water drain from the tub, I enjoy watching the little whirlpool it makes. Killer lets out a small chuckle at my mundane interest.

Killer then gets dressed, wearing a blue t-shirt and jeans and per usual. I put the shirt on he brought for me and it definitely covers my body. I look at the pants and just hand them to him, leaving to my room to grab some bottoms to wear. He laughs at this, following me to see what I grab. I just grab some shorts and undergarments, quickly putting them on then giving Killer a fake confident look, “I look great.” he seems to be more serious about me looking good though, “you're right, you do..once my clothes are washed you should wear my shirt.” he suggests, wanting to see me in something that's truly his. I nod at him nervously before leaving to get our dirty clothes. I grab them and our towels and take them down to the laundry machine, and put them in, turning the machine on and returning to Killer. He decides not to ask how the clothes are going to get cleaned in the basement, not overly caring as long as it gets done.

I walk into the kitchen to get a snack, making a sandwich. Killer stops me after he sees my ingredients, knowing immediately I'm making a sandwich. He holds both my wrists to stop my sandwich making activities. He then let's go, putting a hand on my waist and pulling me away over to the dining room table and making me sit down. “I've got this.” he tells me, immediately getting to work on making both meand him some sandwiches. I watch him work, it's almost mesmerizing how good he is. He finishes up, putting the two sandwiches on plates and brings one over to me and sets the other where he'll be sitting. He then goes to my fridge, “what do you want drink?” he asks, looking back at me expectantly. I tell him what I want and he grabs it, deciding he’ll have the same. He pours two glasses then puts it back in the fridge, walking over with the two cups. He sets one in front of me and one in front of himself.

Killer finally sits down, look at the plate and cup he grabbed, both are blue. I smile to myself about this, blue, it's his colour, was this intentional? I look at my plate and cup, they're both my favourite colour…he really thought about this…or it's just coincidence. I look over at him to see him looking at me. He quickly looks away, picking up his sandwich and taking a bite. I giggle a bit, grabbing my sandwich and taking a bite. It's amazing, the best sandwich I'd ever had in my life, “this is really good.” I compliment him before excitedly taking another bite. He smiles at me, swallowing the food I'm his mouth, “thanks…only the best for you.” he jokes a bit at the end but it feels almost like he's just telling me the truth. I smile as I eat, every bite is perfect. I wouldn't mind if he always made food for me.

[gracelogan]

if you're not up to chapter 325 turn away now... also if you're not down for swearing cause I'm Australian and I've gotta rant and the two go hand in mf hand

Holy motherfucking shit I fucking knew William was gonna die. One because it's the only way to push John to take action by his own will rather than reacting because that's what he thinks is safe for him to do and two because.. well actually just one but one is one to fucking one hundred because oh my fucking god is John gonna lose his absolute shit

But, but I think he's not gonna go all wild ham on people this time. No I think he's for sure learnt his lesson and is gonna just smash shit to pieces with a plan this time. He's got a good fucking network to support him which appeared after his worst mental break down ever, his uncle is gonna get involved and finally meet John and he'll at least not be asshole enough to throw him away because John's powerful but he might disregard him cause he's a child and might assume John's takes after William if he does no research... honestly the guy doesn't fill me with a lot of faith and I t think he's going to be a bad influence on John or at least get him in some deep, deep shit it'll take Arlo to get him out of if he's not been 'reeducated' by his aunt which is beginning to look like a strong possibility

also Arlo needs a fucking nap. Arlo almost deserves a fucking nap too. Poor little idiot doesn't realise he's being taken for a ride by his aunt which I feel like he might have if he didn't look two minutes from keeling over.

John was doing so fucking well too. ugh this is gonna be like five giant steps backward if he were fifty feet tall and two steps behind him was a bottomless ravine. Please let my optimistic guess be right in that he stays with his people and they stay with him, he fucking needs them in two chapters more than ever (cause I don't think they'll reveal it to John in the next one, drag out the suspension)

Fucking loved Arlo and John's interactions in the last few chapters, fav ship for sure out the series but John's starting to get regular friendly with him again and that's so cute and fluffy I can't even handle it. There's Arlo angsting his way down the hall noticing everyone else bitching about him and then John appears out of nowhere all happy to see him and concerned of this wellbeing.

Kind of says something about his character though too, that he notices the mob instead of the individual with power.

but also I fucking knew everything was about to go to shit when they got a seemingly big win. With William gone it's the end of the line for John staying as out of things as he can and well, despite his methods he does get shit done rather efficiently. All we can hope is that Arlo comes to his senses and joins John before John has to break him out of reeducation prison which would be an amazing arc for John finally overcoming his trauma and ideally murdering Keon

probably though Sera will get caught and sent to reeducation, Arlo will lose faith in his family and the system, confess to John who has likely just heard about the murder of this father or is just about to hear about it and John will spiral wildly out of control and take everyone and everything down with him as he does and somehow it will work itself out but with people actively trying to help him

side note, I did also love John's interaction with Remi, Blyke and Isen. Isen's face when John tells them his dad wrote UnOrdinary is like 'everything I learn about you makes it worse please stop I'll go to jail for knowing anything more'

[wannaeatramyeon]

Hello~~ I really enjoy your work and wanted to let you know that!!💖💕

I saw your open requests for lookism and wanted to request something so would it be alright for me to request some HCs or a little fic of Johans time in Big Deal (though I think he was only there for a very short time 😔)

(I’m a huge Johan x Lua shipper but I’m not sure whether you feel comfortable with the ship so without romantic interactions between them would be fine too🥹 tho if there were some romantic interactions that would be even better hskwkqj )

Once again tysm for posting all these fics! They always bring a big smile onto my face 😭💕

Awww thank you so much you're so sweet! Really this means a lot to me 🥰 You really know how to butter someone up before asking for something eh? Thanks for the ask :) here's a little Johan x Lua!

Johan Seong (x Lua Im): Making new friends

From Johan's perspective. You meet a strange girl

You sit there pitifully with Eden for company after being rejected from Big Deal.

Yes you might have been give some money and advice to steal shoes, but a life of petty crime isn't what you hoped for. Joining Big Deal was supposed to be your lifeline. How long is the cash going to last until you really had to start beating people up for their shoes?

As you continue to wallow and think about what to do next, a girl steps into your line of sight.

You ignore her but she remains unmoving and instead waits patiently for your acknowledgement.

Ugh isn't she going to go away?

You scrub at your tear-stained face, annoyed at this disturbance and stranger interrupting your thoughts. "What do you want?"

"Can I stroke him?" she points in your direction, bouncing on her toes excitedly.

"No!" Who knew what sort of weirdos this street attracted, you couldn't let just anyone touch your best friend. You hug Eden possessively to your chest.

The girl starts to laugh, "I meant you. Your hair looks kinda funny."

You frown at her as your hands reach up to tug at your hair. Your mother had cut it. With her struggling sight, you knew that she didn't do a good job, but she always tried. It was a thing she always did for you and it made her happy. You didn't ask for this stupid girl's opinion.

"Go away!" You turn from her and give her a rude gesture instead.

"Jeez, I wasn't trying to be rude."

At your lack of response, she continues "I just meant that it's fluffy... like your dog's tail," she bends down for a closer inspection, "it's pretty cute actually."

"Oh..." Before you could even respond to that, she suddenly straightens back up.

"Hey! Wanna share some ricecakes? My granny said they're really good here!"

Ricecakes do sound good, your stomach growls at the thought. But nothing in life comes for free.

"...Really? What do you want?"

She points directly at Eden this time, "Can I stroke him?"

You think about it for a moment, you didn't have anything to lose. "Fine. You're definitely going to pay right?"

"Of course!" she tuts at you, irritated that you even needed to ask. Nonetheless, she crouches down to fuss Eden, giving him some belly rubs which he eagerly accepts. You watch them both fondly, maybe she can't be all that bad if Eden likes her.

After what feels like an eternity, she finally dusts herself off and wipes the excess fur on her jeans before reaching out to drag you along.

"My granny says I'm always collecting strays and troublemakers," she flashes a grin at you, "So what's both your names?"

"Erm, this is Eden and I'm... Johan."

"I'm Lua! Thanks for letting me play with Eden," she gives you another smile and this time you feel yourself blush.

[complete-idiot-in-love]

Once Upon a Witchlight: Episode 49 (SPOILERS AHEAD)

I'm not prepared for having to wait for these episodes, watching episode 50 will BREAK me fr fr because I love these goofy bitches so much

No Derek/Frosty in this episode :(

Kremy singing to the unicorn is so sweet!!

Mikey does a really good Frost impression

I feel really bad for the unicorn :(

The newest party “Grinko, Steve, Frank, Gideon and Kevin” /j

Please give Kremy a unicorn named Mia

“We’re all just pawns on the chess board of life” I love it when Torbek gets philosophical, its so funny fr fr

Gideon saying he's only accidentally killed five clowns is really funny lmao

THE SMART UNICORN DOESN'T KNOW WHO THE KING OF HEARTS IS, HE'S SO SUS!!!

ALSO THEY CONFIRMED MY THEORY THAT ZYBILNA IS TASHA FROM TASHA’S HIDEOUS LAUGHTER

KREMY STOP CURSING IN FRONT OF THE UNICORN, SHE ASKED YA NICELY

“I’m not a bard, you see me wearin fluffy pantaloons and a ridiculous instrument I strum around with and a crazy hat?” WOW, RUDE GIDEON! I’M LITERALLY RIGHT HERE AND YOU’RE INSULTING MY CLASS

I DON'T SAY HEYNINNY HEYNINNYHO EVER, STOP BULLYING ME >:( I'M JUST A BARD!!!

Gideon bullies his adopted satyr child (canon) /j

I swear to the gods, if Twig’s patron is the Baba Yaga I’m gonna scream. I love folktales and mythology

It makes sense cause they both have houses with feet and it would be so funny if Twig’s patron is the BBEG

Oil can named Squirt HAHAHAHA

The peter pan reference was hard to understand but funny

GUYS NIGHT!!! (With my S/I!!)

BUTTERFLY BARD!!!!! BARD BESTIES!!!!!!

I LOVE THE BUTTERFLY BARD

Mia and Jeff!!!

This butterfly bard is so weird, stop speaking in rhymes I can't understand anything you're saying!!

I love it when Torbek tries to be artistic or acts more artistically inclined than he actually is, makes me think that my S/I’s artistic nature is rubbing off on him uwu (Two a((r/u))tistic besties!!  /j)

Torbek being absolutely terrified of hippos is so damn funny

NO GIDEON, DON'T FIGHT A HIPPO!!

“Gricko, what the fuck is a lion king and a SNES???” - My S/I (Gricko breaking the fourth wall is so damn funny to me, bro is an eldritch god fr fr /j)

Grinko grimgrin :)

STOP RHYMING, YOU'RE CONFUSING THE HIMBOS!!

If Gricko multiclasses into Bard, I would be very happy fr fr. That dude is always singing or making song references

OH GODS THE BUTTERFLY GOT US LOST

My headcanon is the reason my S/I doesn’t participate in the conversations is cause they're busy knitting while riding on Hootsie

Nikkie’s goat plush is so cute!!

OH NO, AN OLD LADY HAS FALLEN!! SHE NEEDS LIFE ALERT!!

I bet she’s a hag tbh

Gricko has a foot fetish /j

I may have Baldur's Gate 3 on the brain but AUNTIE ETHEL??? LIKE THE FUCKIN HAG FROM THAT GAME????? WAS I RIGHT???

Aw, she’s a widow :(

KREMY NOOOOOO, DON’T GIVE THE OLD LADY CURSED FEY COINS!!!!

NIKKIE TOTALLY SHIPS GIDEON X KREMY “You look to Gideon and think about what you would do if Gideon were to pass away suddenly” “you don't have to call me out like that!” I LOVE MY DADS >:3

RUFIOH FEYWILD CHILD WITH A WOODEN SWORD, IS THIS WILL OF THE FEYWILD??

[onewomancitadel]

Features, not bugs, in RWBY ships

I was musing on the tone of various RWBY canon or likely-canon ships and the refutation and/or reaction of disgust to them - a microcosmic example of fandom behaviour in total, which is why I thought talking about it was worthwhile: sometimes the point of conflict is a feature, not a bug.

Obviously this was for comparison's sake - since I am a shipper of a mostly-controversial, pseudo-crackship (in truth rarepair, definitionally) - and there is a very good point of comparison in the ship that is Rosegarden.

Disclaimer: I'm not a Rosegarden shipper per-se, and I mostly say this because I am not aware of current fandom trends or discourse surrounding it, only historic controversy; I have received asks and replies about it on my blog, though, so am aware of some things said about the ship and have read some of the popular ship meta. I don't really say this to imply I am more objective about this ship or my other ships because I have the capacity to talk about a ship with a certain emotional distance; I wholeheartedly embrace emotional bias and don't really think it gets in the way of actual analysis if you are sensibly interpreting the text and I object to the notion that romance is unserious and not worth consideration.

In addition to that I think it is very embarrassing if you are at a point in your life where you are harrassing (read: harrassing, not criticising) people over their pet ships about a gunsword fairytale anime show. I prefer to be civilised and talk shit on my own blog - or, er, objectively criticise other ships. Ha!

That requisite nonsense aside (that is unfortunately necessary because in the event this post is read out of context it's important to establish) I think RG is an interesting case study because the usual refutation (other than Oscar is too young for Ruby, who is notably younger than the rest of the cast by about the same margin, and let's not get into emotional symbolism and age) is that the romance is impossible because of the bad wizard currently residing in Oscar's head. There is some proposed element of dubious consent and/or old stupid (affectionate) man makes it weird/Ozma's a perv etc. that makes the pairing impossible because how they can be togetherrrrrrrrrr.

What I think is interesting here is that the ongoing and persistent problem of Ozma and his reincarnation is kind of the point, and representing that on a very personal level - a romance that would be part of symbolically resolving the Ozlem wound is currently impossible because of Ozma's curse itself actually makes a hell of a lot of a sense thematically. The conflict is the point, therein lies the solution already in your face.

I seriously cannot imagine any rendering of RG that would not involve the fact that the romance is grounded in angst if it progresses in any serious direction. If anything it saves the pairing from being tonally flat; I really think a straightforward romance that's just fluffy and cute would be out of place, especially since a simplistic romance would probably just involve more of Ruby running away from her feelings and her personal attachment to the world that transcends who she is as a Huntress (there is a conversation like this between her and Ozpin at the dance in V2 that basically smacks you over the head with this sentiment; it's very telling that it's Ozpin who does that because of her future possible connection to Oscar). Here you've got the romance wrapped up in the character development, and there's no easy way to develop Ruby being in touch with her deepest most personal feelings and how those do or don't influence things (and the same is true for Oscar since he kind of doesn't have a life of his own literally) and how they both prioritise those is meaningful. Which is part of the irony because that is in part the solution in the story to confront those fears and that love.

Of course, the real question is how can the solution (Oscar and Ruby) be prevented by part of the problem (Ozma's reincarnation curse), because now you're in a sticky position. But that kind of ironic duality is persistent in R/WBY and from a mythic reading it's the wound that can only be healed by the weapon that dealt it - it's something like that, that's the paradox of the job, it's everything in opposites. Really we're also dealing with an issue of conflation here because of what 'canon' is or is not presumed to mean: I seriously doubt the romance is in any way consummated before Ozma and Oscar are released from their curse. Whatever fashion that eventuates - whether Oscar lives or dies (and my money is on the former) - means that you either get tragic consummation as he passes or they can finally be together happily once Ozma and Salem are saved. Whatever form their relationship continues to develop in (and I about expect it to take on a more serious tone what with Ruby beginning to confront the truth of her mother) likely won't read as being all that inappropriate with Ozma hanging around, but that there's the tension that any romance at all could be inappropriate at all with him around and - to the characters - there is no guarantee that Oscar can be freed of his curse - so the tension will be there anyway.

It seems to me that agony, pining (ha!), refusal, denial, are all part and parcel of figuring out how to handle Ozlem on a cosmic scale and how to handle their own personal relations that represent that. The romance is playing a part in the ultimate plot resolution and you really can't shuffle it off to the side or do it in a cursory manner.

Really I think the takeaway here is that yes, you might find it gross there is a bad wizard in Oscar's head who complicates the romance, but that's the point. On one level it's basic interpersonal emotional drama that seems to be oddly controversial in fandom at times, on another it's doing serious plot work. I seriously cannot envision any romance for Ruby that is not majorly related to the main plot and you really can't get more Ozlem than Oscar, this isn't background stuff. I don't think Ruby is supposed to have a tonally flat romance at all or something archetypally simple and it's not going to be an easy development. What is frustrating to me is that the angsty element (Ozma) might inspire a sense of disgust (which is part of that whole harrassment thing because some people need their mummy to take away their Internet access) but that sense of weirdness is itself arguably the interesting - and most importantly revealing part - about the story.

Now the age thing I don't really get, because people have shipped Ruby with everyone else older than her, but it probably twigs as weirder since Oscar is younger than Ruby as opposed to the reverse - to be quite honest I wouldn't be surprised if that were an intentional play on gender and age stereotypes, since Oscar and Ruby already have that going on with their respective characterisations - and in addition to that I think they are both symbolically children progressing into adolescence, and to be even more frank, any development of the relationship so far has been firmly in the childlike end of things. I assume in this case that some of the flak against RG have been because of casual dislike and ship competition, which is sad, because if you aren't almost exclusively using the monomyth to argue for your ship, are you even doing ur ship metaz rite? It's a shame fans had their hopes up about Ruby/Penny because her death flags were waving loudly in the sky and that must have really hurt. I say that with sincerity, I've experienced the 'this character shouldn't die' pain too. I don't really know what RG fans had to do it with it though, if they wrote R/WBY according to what the fans wanted it would be a very different show...

I mentioned writing this post for comparison's sake: I was interested because similar refutations of the ship Knightfall are always to the effect of similar grievious mortal distaste and conflict: Cinder killed Pyrrha (the other kills are ok though including those ones of Beacon overall that Jaune was also upset about)/Cinder is too evil/Cinder is gunna die anyway and Jaune's gonna kill her etc. is why the ship can't be canon.

Most other media I'd probably agree and say the writers would be too pissweak to use Pyrrha's death in any sensible symbolic way or have an interesting dramatic resolution of it or transform tragedy into comedy because sad man who does nothing for several volumes is more interesting (or gets back to the girl who changed for him whilst he waited patiently) or something (heavy sarcasm). My bets are still hedged especially because of the fandom tantrums about xyz plot development that does make me wonder if they would stick to their narratively developed guns and also, you know, Pyrrha's a touch more sensitive subject than Ozma getting in the way of things (so to speak). But in this case, on any of those points, the refutations put forth are themselves the point of the ship, because a positive resolution of Knightfall would make a statement about Ozlem as well as forgiveness and redemption and rebirth. You have their character development, a redemption, the ulimate narrative purpose of Jaune and Jaune's Semblance, etc., all embedded in the romance; if I'm totally straightforward Pyrrha's death is essentially the red string of fate between them because it's what lets you personally connect him to her, and to represent something like the Fall of Beacon on a personal level (and the death of innocence). But all of that is really naturally uncomfortable for a lot of people, and I think it's worth saying that if it were tonally aberrant to RWBY, I would absolutely, not ever, expect it.

But if RG, for instance, is already a little bit weird - and the conflict is a feature, not a bug - it does make me *eyebrow raise* about Knightfall, as well as other potential RWBY ships, like Emerald/Mercury, that is clearly a little more problematised in depiction and is likely going to develop as enemies-to-lovers. Ren/Nora and Blake/Yang don't have nearly the same angst, though they do have a bit of it - if I had to tell you, I would think they've staggered out the romances tonally and dramatically for a reason, the same as the redemption arcs starting out rather soft and building up to something more dramatic (and probably quite likely a peaceful resolution with Salem and something rather cosmically huge with the gods which both involve more than 'kill the problem and then everything is better' - not a worldview endorsed by RWBY).

Of course, I think the irony of any beef people have with RG about being weird is that the weirdness is... not very weird to me, because he's a prince under a dark curse. That is asking for someone to save him and is a neat gender-spin on a fairytale dynamic and it's probably going to involve a romance. I seriously cannot imagine the symbolic resolution of Ozlem is 'oh, we should've stayed friends I guess, romance made it messy...' as if that's the problem itself with Ozlem is that they loved each other (some might say so and I think there is meant to be a bit of a tease there) and is the reason Salem had such conflict with the brother gods. Lulz, jk, let's just be friends to prevent a ceaseless eternal feud and abandonment by the evil gods who are obviously good and not bad at all and our messy love repeating across the story just like my reincarnation curse, cuz honestly I'm kind of commitmentphobic.

Lol no. The romances are clearly doing something symbolically and whatever final statement they make about Ozlem et al. is going to be dependent on the resolution of say, a ship like RG itself, and it doesn't necessarily mean it's a positive one (TRUST IN LOVE AND OPEN UP OUR EYES... yeah ok) - you can tell I'm being concillatory here - nevertheless, Oscar's connection to Ruby, whether it's tragic or comic (where's my wedding, where is the divine comedy of the soul!!!), is narratively important, and if it's a bit icky to you, that's probably the cosmic wound luv x

[diffuserlover]

🌸 Hiii I’m new here on tumblr so I don’t know how these kind of things work, but I wanted to request ships with the groups Txt,stray kids and enhypen. Oh and also please make the Description private if that’s possible. Also could u add a little description with it if that’s okay.🌸

I'm very shy around people I don't know, but once I'm really comfortable with someone I'm very outgoing and talkative. I think I have a pretty calm personality but my mind is more energetic as I can't really express how I'm feeling even when I'm really happy. When I meet new people I always do a vibe check with them, although I don't consciously do it. I’m not really interested in people that give me bad vibes and I avoid them most of the time. However, I trust the people who give me good vibes right away. I’m the happiest when I get to have some time to myself, but I love going outside with people that I love. Im constantly trying to understand myself better. I think people see me as a reserved and cold person, I think it's because of my calm face and “don't approach me”-attitude. But I'm really generous to the people who are close to me. Im a person that needs Harmony in her life, which means I’m the loudest around quiet people and the quietest around loud people. I used to be very close to a lot of people, but now I'm quite a loner. I have some friends but I'm not really close to them, we're just good friends. Im a optimist and my goal in life is just to be happy and be the best version of myself.

I'm also good with technology and numbers, but I don't do it on purpose, I just do it and somehow it's right. I love music and everything that goes with it because I truly believe that music makes me a happier person and I can't go without it for very long. I prefer upbeat songs to slower ones, unless the lyrics are meaningful. I also love to dance, but only when I'm alone. In general, I would say that I prefer to listen to music alone, simply because I'm not that comfortable with other people. I also love backing especially cakes, even tho I’m rlly messy it somehow turns out to be good. I also like cooking but I don’t like cooking for others because, again, I cook messily and majority of them always complain about the shapes of the food tbh 😭. I also like to work out but like only if it’s in the morning because I don’t rlly have enough time for them afterwards. But like I’m not a sport freak or smth I only really do it for my health and to be fit not because I rlly enjoy it itself. I also like playing games it doesn’t rlly matter if alone or with friends, like you can always count on me that I’m gonna play with you. Also once I’m starting a game I ain’t stopping until somebody doesn’t want to play anymore.

I have a hamster, her name is Megan, she is so fluffy and and cute. My favorite part of the day is probably when I’m doing my night routine especially my skin care routine, because I don’t have time everyday to do it but every time I do I just feel so pretty. I love to wear anything that makes me comfortable but at the same time pretty. Generally you could say that I like every color but my favorites are pink,green,yellow,white,bluish mint. I also love doing makeup, but I don’t wear makeup everyday I only do on special occasions or when I’m going out. I am now at a makeup school and am trying to become a makeup artist in the future.

I don’t like the following things : loud voices/screaming, rudeness, bad manners, wasps, not being honest, making fun of others to look better, being mean for fun,

Thank you so much in advance and I hope ur having a wonderful day.🌸

I’m so sorry if that was too much of information :(

Hi!! So sorry this took so long I hope you like your ships! Thank you so so much for being so patient!!! <3

TXT:

I ship you with…

Taehyun

I ship you with Taehyun

I feel like you and Taehyun are similar yet so different but in all the good ways

Genius couple

You guys work out together in the morning before he goes to work

I see you guys doing that tik tok challenge where your boyfriend lifts what you lift(I hope you know what I mean)

Taehyun is a quiet extrovert while your a loud introvert I think that’s so cute

He loves your cooking to death but can’t help but laugh when the cake you made is tilted he loves it

He seems like the type to want to cook you dinner whenever he can but also wants to do it together

He would adore your hamster but he still wants a snake💀

Imagine doing little spa nights with face masks and those big headbands

You guys do your skincare routine together whenever you can

He would always let you practice doing makeup on him

Overall I just think you guys compliment each other:)

Stray Kids:

I ship you with…

Hyunjin

I feel like you would calm him down

He’s kinda dramatic a lot of the time and you would be be the calm sensible one

He was drawn in by your intimidating looks but was too scared to talk to you

You two baking would be so funny and such a mess, imagine flour and batter everywhere

He jokes around and acts scared and disgusted to eat the weirdly shaped food you make but he always loves it

He would cuddle with your hamster more than you💀

Hyunjin always makes sure you do your skin care routine with him

He’s definitely bought matching outfits for the two of you!

He is a hopeless romantic and loves going for a cute nature walk with you hand in hand

He adores your optimism and it helps him a lot on stage

He loves when you do his makeup

Overall, I think you guys are an unexpected pair but work so well<3

Enhypen:

I ship you with…

Sunghoon

You guys are the couple that scares people when you walk down the street

You both are the definition of cold on the outside soft on the inside

Sunghoon is your baby hardcore

He doesn’t really know how to cook and kinda follows your lead like a puppy

He looks up to you when it comes to your optimism

He calls you before any big performance for a little pep talk cause you help calm him down

Surprisingly you guys are loud as hell

I can see karaoke every Friday night at your house and it being a complete mess ahaha

You guys have matching pjs it was his idea and they are mint

He prefers his dog over your hamster but will still love it

Another face masks and skincare routine with you

If your tired he will literally do it for you

He loves watching you do your makeup

But also loves doing your makeup and messing it up cause he finds it funny

Hell make it up to you I promise

You guys are so freaking cute:)

[ahaaaoootblooded]

ok liveblogging or whatever smash rewatch (ep 3 only) while smashed. you get it right ywwwwwwahoooooo

megan hilty i'd do anything for you by the way

seriously why do they make derek so stupid i never understand that no way he listens to karen and he's like yeah she has a better marilyn you're joking right now

derek's accent dayummmmm

the sudden cuts in the first few episodes are hilariously bad why didn't they keep it man the awkward silences were gold

this website i'm watching it one is slow as hell

gonna kms if this buffering website makes me skip over a scene that has tom in it i will never forgive it

EWWW MICHAEL EWW WEWEWEEWWWWW

omg bruno mars music mention listen to silk sonic guysss please

ughh michael no way derek watched this-- actually no you know what with his shit taste i can absolutely believe he looked at michael and was like yeah i need this guy in my musical. the hell

ugh i forgot his last name is swift of all things

TOMMM TOM TOM TOM TOM LEVITT I LOVE YOU TOM

YEHEEEEE TOM

I LOVE YOU TOMMMM TOMMM TOM TOMTOMOTMMTMTM

HIS FACE WHEN JULIA SAYS SHE SAYS SHE LIKES DEREK TOM I WOULD KILL PEOPLE FOR YOU

his eyes are so fucking blue

forgot how weird it is to me sometimes when cborles hair is flat-ish and not fluffy. not to say i hate tom's hair like sometimes i love when it dose the bouncy thing but i like the fluffy hair more

mikeyy swift has a wife and kids michaelll you stupid cunt. and you too julia YOU BACKSTABBING BITCH

omg it's the kid whos annoying from community

i don't get ellis' charcter. like i can't get mad at him it's just confusing to me

julia i literally don't like you.

misster and mrs smith merely the folks next sdoor

strawberry ran out man plum tastes like shit

hey in my fucking country 200 dollars a week is a lot karen

omg derekkkkk. you're accent is so lovely

GANDA NIYONG DALAWA DIBA like not as a ship i feel nothing pero seperately like you're both gorgeous to me

ok i take back feeling nothing toward ellis i'm pissed he took julia's note book but also naiinisan ako kay julia so i can't be entirely angry at him yan nga lang kasi

what the hell am i watching

tf why are you showing us michael and his family and friends and kids that just makes me more angry about him and julia and the whole thing. frank deserved better 2023

so funnaaaay this affair was totally avoidable you empty headed fucks

suck my dick don't ask about her family and don't entertain his quesitons you guys are both stupoid

STOP STANDING NEXT TO EACH TOHER

'YOU SMELL GOOD' GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY WHAT DO YOU MEAN SHUT UP BRO

omg eileen and alcohol i haven't reached it yet but i am looking forward to that bartender dilf guy

those earrings look like shit

mahal kaya ng 50 dollars dito limang libo yan dito ah

TOMMM TOMTOMOTMMTMTOMMM I LOVE OYUUU

I TLOVE YOU TOM

YOU'RE SO CUTE TOMMM I LOVE YOU TOM YOU'RE SOO OSO OSO SO SO O CUTE

oh hes angry!!!! angry face

hehehehehe

stfu julia you know nothing about goodf decisions

OF COURSE YOU'D SAY PEOPLE JUST SLEEP TOGETHER IN THIS BUSINESS AND DON'T JUDGE YOU CHEATER. CHEATER

ok not gonna lie she looks decent with this outfit for once

i truly genuinesly don't give a shit about this rivalry going on between julia and ellis. seriously

idk ellis actor giving cunt. like by that i mean he's being a cunt and i mean that in a good way

hadc to answer a time pressure survery in the middle of watching i am so sorry to the students receiving my paper its[' probably fucked up and wrong in grammar and answers soo sorry

what the hell is this country song. listen it's not that i don't like country i like some but this is just sad

i'km not american or rednecked (whatever that means i still don't get it actually) so i have no fjcking ida what shes one about right now

love you ivy lynnnnnn i mean you're mean to kayn but i'dstill treat you right personally

stove my ass derek i'dve brought her home the second she asked girl

boyl an eig that accent tho

MEGAN HILTY YOUR SMILE LIGHTS UP THE ROOM

TOMMMM HI TOMM SMILEYS WILDE

SING SOME MORE HEHEHEHEHEEE

wish he had a lrgit duet with megan hilty

sorry to debra messing but i would've actually died if he did the right regrtets but wiht megan hilty

Tom you're so pretty i love you tom tommm tomtomtomotomtmmm

tom you're SO GYAUYYYY GAYYY YGAY GAY YOU QUEER YOU'RE SUCH A QUEER

GAY AS HELL

TOMMMMM MOTMO TMMOTOTMMTMMM

THE GASP HIS GASP GUYSYSSS\

toms eyes rolling to the back ofhis head iilwlmm gonna die

bruh i would never. fuck yo guys i'm would never cheat on frank brin d'arcy james chemistry teacher singer. never ever ever

WAIT I CAN PLUG THE WAIITIIITI

https://www.tumblr.com/ahaaaoootblooded/712838762060775424/have-you-listened-to-brian-darcy-james-singing?source=share guys listen to that thanks its the right regrest by brian darcy hames

karens generally meh to me but that's real i'd kill to be a chorus oerson on broadway even once that'd killl\

i don't understand what the ywant me to feel like karen like seriously\

so funny to me when we never ever see thiese friends of karen ever so funny man

ok i hate michaerl but not gonna lie mr and mrs smith is ok actully. not groundbreaking but it'sgood to me

LOVE YOU MEGAN HILLTYYYY LOVE YOUUUU

lol the joe dimagio outfit i don't know what joe actually looks like btw but so hilarious to me in the polay

OMMGMMGMMGMGM BRIAN DARCY FEATURE I LOVE YOU D'ARCYYYYY LOVE YOPUUU

julia you're so annoying

BRIAN I LOVE OYUUUU

FRANK FROM NBC SMASH I LOVE YOUUUUU

TOMMMM I VLOE PYJUIUYUTUOSDFUOIADUFOAJSDOIASOIJ

TOMMMM I LOVE YOU TOM I SERIOUSLY NEED YOU

omg he knows hes watching that recording knowing things

HI BRIAN DARCY JAMESSS AGAIN

love you megannnn love your voice

so 2011 ivy what are you wearing

UGH DON'T LOOK AT EAHCH OTHER YOU"RE RECORDING AND JULIA HAS A WIFE AND KIDS

ok thats okk

[duchi-nesten]

heyyy, it's your gifter from the DP exchange. Some questions: I'm not exactly sure what the difference btwn body horror and gore is? tbh I'm not really sure what either one is? Can you elaborate on what "Any form of savant par fluff" means?

Hello gifter!! I’ll be honest, now that i think about it the line between body horror and gore is extremely thin oops that’s my bad, i didn’t think that through, could’ve been more specific there

When i wrote down bodyhorror i was thinking mostly of like bodily mutations and limbs twisting the wrong way, this sorta deal 😅 but otherwise i don’t mind stuff like severe injuries or bleeding or other gorey things if that makes sense! (but also don’t worry too much about it, bodyhorror isn’t a huge discomfort for me, i just like to avoid it if i can that’s why i wrote it down! But if you’re unsure if something qualifies or not and it’s crucial to your idea then i say just Slay and Go For It.)

And now to lighten up a little with the savant par fluff well…. essentially it’s just…. danno and tucker being cute, no matter how where what when, anything fluffy goes, my one and only ship prompt but it doesn’t even have to be romantic, i don’t mind, as long as the boys are having a Good Time™️ it’s a free real estate over here really!

but honestly feel free to ask more or just yell at me to be more specific if you need that at any time!

[brokentranstar]

I mean in TNP Squilf was like a child. She grew a lot over the journey and I find her pretty cute in it. She’s loud and doesn’t listen well to others but slowly grows to accept criticism and take help from the cats around her. She’s also so adventurous and I think it’s funny, especially with the mental image of a fluffy red kitty just getting stuck in fences and bushes.

The characters around her in TNP I have more problems with. I mean Brambleclaw ofc but he’s been discussed enough. Stormtail in the book acts like she’s his and it’s icky to me as she is a young apprentice when they meet. And then there’s Ashfur who honestly wasn’t that bad but still pretty controlling about her. TNP is kinda just a shit arc in general. It sucks at relationships and making connections, it’s plot points all kinda suck, and there’s so much filler in it that just doesn’t do anything at all.

Yeah I like journey Squirrel too, she's like, spunky and fun, doesn't listen to others but it's done in like a pleasant way that makes me go like "yeahhh u go girl" but then we get to like, Starlight - Twilight (the books I'm at rn) and she's not that anymore, she's just kind of.... Rude? Kind of a hypocrite? It makes me feel really sad, most of her responses come from nowhere, its like forced drama or even worse - implying that's just Squirrel's personality trait and IIIII do not like that!! Yeah Stormfur is just... Weird, I can handle him as a character, as long as their "ship" together isn't actually brought up, but eh.... Seeing people actually ship them sometimes is like so yucky especially reading his POV, cuz that is SO grossly one-sided my dude, Squirrel is all like "yay friend" and he's like "I wish u were my wife :pleading emoji:" in his head, genuinely its SO weird Yeah, you can definitely see Ashfur's bad traits even when he's being nice, he's a "good choice" only for like a BOOK or two, before hitting the ground and crashing, it takes so little for him to become just straight up weird.... I can sort of imagine, and understand from the "the last 3 books" weren't planned side, but at the same time, yeah theres a lot of filler and a bunch of weird relationship drama and so.... Not very good, I can't wait to finish those last two TNP books so I can move on to possibly a bit funnier arc please this is taking so long. Only loosely Squirrel related but in the same book (Twilight) Idk if intentional or not, Firestar goes to uh, check up on Onestar, and he's being such a prick to everyone (Squirrel HIS DAUGHTER, and Ashfur) like "I don't care if you have all of your bones broken you GOTTA come with me" and when Cinderpelt rightfully gets mad at him he's literally like "Yellowfang moment" and says it with such confidence I don't know why is that....