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wild, btw, that I have been in an overall good mood for almost a full month now. wild, that I'm actively working for a better life, and I haven't gotten burned out yet wild, that I'm getting better, that I'm feeling better
#personal#it feels so scary to say i'm happy#and by no means i'm satisfied#nor am i happy that i still stealth and have to wear a fucking binder outside the house#but like.#i'm not just bitching about it anymore#i both bitch and fight it#i'm honestly proud of me#progress is wild#and yes at the start i couldn't see it#but about a year or so in slowly trying to feel and be like myself (as much as possible given the country i live in) and yeah. yeah i see i
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Scholarly peak is catching up on recent literature
#bingqiu#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#svsss#sqq#lbh#my art#which is honestly just to say that i've finished the other two print books i was reading#and am now prepared to leap feet first into svsss bk4#i succeeded in holding off for an entire two weeks. i have the conviction of a wet paper towel.#lets see bk4 was described as - what? - an ''angst and smut pile''??#i am very much looking forward to this#i was promised a story with my snake boy#because i am very much not over zhuzhi-lang's fate so this had better be A REALLY NICE HAPPY ONE FOLKS#anyway have sqq and lbh cuddling and reading as i project on them#i like to assume that as time goes on sqq is able to relax his persona a bit more around lbh#i think he should get to cuddle and bitch about shitty novels#but man sqh is really the ONLY source of any books that have an even slightly modern cadence/style i have a feeling sqq would be very keen#though if i'm being honest i really wonder if sqh could ever bring himself to write fiction again#if you're A Writer it tends to be hard to RESIST you just get an itch to tell a story#but also like... the fear that all of this could happen again... or that the characters you're creating might be REAL and SUFFERING...#yeah... i honestly suspect he can't write anymore and that it honestly probably sucks a lot... but for the sake of this joke he is :P
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Made it with an hour to spare 😎
Read right to left bc i Always end up with everyone facing the Worst direction for drawing their hair so i had to fix that--
This is so dumb sjshsshgd happy birthday Mephisto get surprise objectified i guess???
#obey me#obey me smut#obey me fanart#obey me mephistopheles#obey me mc#obey me memes#based on a true experience sfjzjgzjg#would like to state for the record that this isn't meant to be mephisto slander i find his annoyingness to be endearing--#also just picked all the boys i think would be most bothered by the situation + asmo bc. he knows all. obviously#my determination not to give my mc ANOTHER bitch vs my constant need to imagine how every character fucks dhjvdjs#(and I'm a sucker for kinda pathetic boyfailure types esp ones that would probably get indignant about being dominated at first lmao)#i did not try at all on the lighting in Levi's panel and for that i am sorry but i literally cannot work on this anymore zjsbbxbzbz#lucifer#mammon#levi#asmo#kuroo#mephisto#my art
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anyway. this is your notice that I will be liberally blocking blogs pushing antivoting/both parties are the same/etc bullshit. I am fully Not Here For It, as someone living in a deeply red state. I have had actual human people, to my face, at my fucking retail job, advocate for civil war and treason and military overthrow of the federal government. I cannot EXPRESS to you how little fucking patience I have for leftist infighting at this point!!!
#us politics#i am so done#genuinely just blocked a bitch i fully believe was a psyop#i'm not extending grace about this shit anymore#hold your fucking nose and vote blue no matter who#or admit you're a child so insulated from the consequences of another trump presidency that you can use politics as a purity clout game#and that you don’t give a shit about the people that attitude will literally get killed
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"But they make merch sales and 55k/mo in patreon revenue" do you know how much it fucking costs to make several multi-episode, extremely professional shows a year while not expecting your employees to work overtime until they burn out, do the work of 3 people bcs you can't afford to hire adequate staff, settle for starvation wages, or all three?? Do you know how high the cost of living is just to afford the basics in fucking LOS ANGELES?? You really think they're pocketing all that rather than reinvesting it in their creative endeavors and treating their employees like human beings??
Y'all are acting like they're the next Jeff Bezos because it costs money to make art while ensuring everyone working on it gets to have a roof to sleep under and enough food to eat in one of the most expensive cities in the country?? They aren't even remotely the same, and it's fucking insanely out of touch to claim that they are and proves y'all have no concept of actual class politics aside from "money bad".
And again, I never hear people say this shit about Dropout. Do you know how much it costs to make even just ONE of those shows?? Do you remember how they had to let go of ALL their employees aside from like Sam and Brennan and only release one or two shows until they could make enough money to hire everyone back and actually pay them fairly while still making high quality entertainment?? Not to mention the costs of on-set covid tests and masks for the staff to keep their employees, crew, and actors safe?? Are they unethical greedy capitalists for having their own streaming service so they aren't punished by the notoriously homophobic anti-adult content shorts-are-the-future ass youtube algorithm for making long-form, raunchy, queer inclusive shows??
The double standard here is legit blowing my mind. Actual clown behavior.
#block the tag 'watcher drama' if you dont want to see me bitch about this anymore#I'm just pissed#watcher drama
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hahaha wheee haha
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#continuing to tag ship instead of answering any of the reporters' questions#as you can see. I am still on my Reki Speaks English Pretty Fluently But Can Not Read It For Shit bullshit#and also. teen shenanigans. which can also be grown up shenanigans if ur not a square#man. todays been a Whole thing. how was it really the case that every art supply store I went to ran out of black ink#three! I went to three stores! literally a triangle in the city!#still have some of the devils tar left but I'm not enthusiastic about it#well! that's for future baku to care about and for me to ignore babeyy#tbh this is like. Im just glad I can still scribble a funny comic when it strikes me it's been too long#I don't do that a lot anymore... even tho its such a good measure of like. ur sense of timing#if u can draw a funny comic ur powerful enough to do anything. u can eat the sun u can kick its ass. u can draw a sad comic too#I realized I missed that...#also accidentally sent this from draft without adding tags lol. and tried adding tags on mobile and it spit in my face and called me a bitch#got enough of that. one must never forget one's currently on tumblr#now I sleep. gods. gods do I need a bit of that#have a good night lads. bring a worm onto a rollercoaster. see what happens
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OH! IT WASN'T SLEEPING WITH BUFFY THAT MADE ANGEL LOSE HIS SOUL! IT WAS SIMPLY BEING WITH HER AFTER! OH! OH GOD HE WAS JUST SO PERFECTLY HAPPY TO QUIETLY LOVE HER THAT'S WHY HE NEVER— THE DISTANCE. THE DRAWER THING. IT ALL MAKES SENSE NOW
#one of my most despised bangel scenes is him getting weird about her wanting to have a space for her stuff in his place#but I get it now. oughhhh#in ats they always fucking joke about how angel can't have sex BUT THAT'S NOT THE ISSUE#IT WAS THE AFTER </333#if I remember correctly he was asleep when it happened which is... weird. but I can fully take this as him falling asleep perfectly happy#like it makes sense to me. I get it. I'm too tired to explain this#man even having friends could be dangerous for him.....#angel my angel :((((#god angel's such a little bitch I wish he'd just left her properly instead of haunting her#cause his love was absolutely tainted. he COULDN'T love her anymore never like that again#it was just cruel to both of them the way he was#...is this bangel? am I bangel posting? whatever I'm having a moment here#bangel#angel btvs#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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Hellooooo! 👋
Thank you again for taking my previous request with the immortal x reincarnation Headcannons 🥺 I forever love that trope to death
I enjoy seeing others Headcannons for the guys💖 thus why i’m requesting another Headcannons for once again, the Kitsunes
Since it’s December 👀 do you think you could come up with some Headcannons for what the three Kits would do on Christmas?
Like Aki trying to trap Santa for example🥺
SO! 👏
A quick history lesson to preface this! (Which I had to google, these fox idiots and fan fics involving them have me googling so much lately)
While Christmas first appeared in Japan in the 16th century, it wasn't widely celebrated until the Meiji Era (1868-1912)
If we take their release date as the canon date for things (so they got foxified 200 years prior to their release) that means they got turned into foxes around 1823, aka the Edo Period
So yeah, they have been foxes for the whole of christmas being a major/regular thing in japan and also being kitsune probably did not even celebrate it cause it might be competition???? (would they bro out with Jesus or try and fist fight him in a parking lot?????? surely not on the dude's birthday! No one is that cruel)
but yeah, it's safe to say their christmas this year (or maybe in 2023 cause they WERE released on December 5th, how quickly did you unfox them??) with you is like---- their first christmas EVER
ALSO SPEAKING OF CHRISTMAS IN JAPAN
it's considered a couples' holiday-- or at least one you spend with friends at a party or something
sooooo with that being said
Aki:
ya know originally when you said he'd try to catch santa I was like 'nah' but then I thought about it and like
actually you're so right??
he totally would though
at least he would try
is he gonna ransom santa??
beat him up???
strike some kind of deal for presents???
JUST VIBE WITH THE DUDE????
even he's not sure, he's gonna see how it goes
I think he's very santa focused until he hears that christmas is a couple's holiday
then his gears shift so so fast
and don't even get me STARTED about after he heard about mistletoe
his santa trap plans become you trap plans so quickly
and all of them end with you kissing him
also he heard there's cake and fried chicken and frankly
he thought all this was really silly when he first heard it but it's low key one of his favorite holidays now
Haru:
Hoe hoe hoe
okay but no LISTEN
there's this saying that the most sex in japan is happening on christmas or something to that tune
so like
Haru has known about this holiday for a while
he's actually the only one who knew about it before hand
though his views on it are very like-----
in a horny japanese way
he only knows it as the go to a party and getting laid holiday
which fair
but yeah
his views on things sort of change a little now that he's got his powers back and is not stuck in fox mode for the first time during this holiday
well-- his views haven't changed but the mood has for him
he's still wanting to take you out and wine and dine you and also end up back at one of your places
but 1) it's more romantic to him now than just a fun lay like it would've been before you
and 2) frankly this is just his usual m.o. just more christmas flavored
it's like a pre-valentine's day as far as he's concerned
aka another excuse to take you out, show you off, give you a good time then end the night with some alone time back at your place <3
Fuyu:
The oldest and most shinto-y of the bunch, he's the most taken aback by this holiday
he doesn't hate it or anything but he does see it as humans doing kooky human things
but you've opened him up to a lot of new experiences recently so ya know what??
alright!
let's go out and have a modern little christmas date
it's different but it could be fun!
and it is fun actually
he tries a lot of new things and he actually has a good amount of fun with you
it's very much a cute little sweet christmas date
he tries fried chicken for the first time
well, okay--- yakitori exists but my understanding is that that's more grilled, and tempura exists but that's sort of different to like------- KFC style deep fried shit
he's def had stuff like it but not like---- KFC ya know????
he likes it fine
lil greasy for his taste but it's nice for a treat
but yeah it's mostly just a pleasant little date, you and him just kinda enjoying the sights and sounds together in this new world that he refused to partake in for so long
and it def ends with a christmas cake
and maybe you showing him mistletoe
aaaand maybe telling him about the spike in spicy times if you feel so inclined ;3
#blush blush game#bear text#blush blush#bear talks#bb game#sad panda studios#kitsune bundle#haru#fuyu#aki#also I want it on the record that I am a dumb slightly drunk white bitch talking about christmas in japan#but also like---------#japan and it's relationship to christmas and the christian faith are just#wildly different than it is in the states#it's just a very different creature in a santa hat#not bad OBVS but yeah idk I just couldn't fully ignore the fact that they're like#dead ass fox spirits from a different religion#they're literally creatures from a different faith from a whole ass different country and a long rich history with said faith#IDK WHAT MY POINT IS#other than I'm white and dumb and please don't yell at me I guess?????#also that sex thing is legit a thing I've heard a handful of times but who the fuck knows if it's actually true#probably not now a days I feel like most shit like that that was like#A THING back in the 80s and 90s isn't actually A Thing anymore like that across the world#still fun to play with though lol
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It really is strange how Edelstans simultaneously dig hard into people that don't agree with their specific interpretation of 3H to the point of being happy they manage to drive those people away... and be so upset and baffled that people become generally disinterested/actively hostile towards 3H content.
If folks get repeatedly driven out of a fandom, and that group of people repeatedly calls anyone who disagrees with their specific interpretation of 3H stupid/illiterate/"acting in bad faith"/sexist/racist/homophobic/etc., and it is repeatedly done by a group of people who insist that 3H's fandom problem is a "both sides" thing, with all of this being dragged into spaces that have nothing to do with 3H, well... obviously people are then going to start to dislike interacting with either 3H in general or its fandom in particular?
Edelstans are the ones spreading the idea that 3H's fandom in totality is shit. They keep trying to make their hands look cleaner than they are by claiming that everyone else's hands are just dirty as/even dirtier than theirs. Of course people who are unaware of everything are going to then assume that everyone's hands are dirty, thus making people not exactly want to shake hands with anyone.
Like, really now. What did they think was going to happen when they directly go after fanartists/fanfic writers who create/say things that go against the Approved Edelstan Status Quo, to the point that a non-zero amount of these creators just up and leave social media entirely? Or after they nitpick every single Disapproved Post and then lie about the post's OP? Or after it becomes a consistent pattern that people who even remotely disagree with Edelstans' opinions are always, without fail, buried with insulting and harassing anons? Or after they're shown time and time again to defend their worst actors with "well their/our victims deserved it because they said a 3H opinion we didn't agree with"? Or when they say that everyone does this shit in 3H's fandom except for them (which is either not believed because it's demonstrably untrue or is actually believed and now those people think the overwhelming majority of 3H's fandom is filled with shit)? Or when they drag 3H discourse into literally actually everything no matter how unrelated?
That with less fandom creators within the fandom space they'd get more content? That harassing and insulting people and accusing them of being this-and-that bigot is going to magically "correct" their minds into seeing The One Truth about 3H? That people are going to just look over all the shit they did just because they allocate the blame of their action on all of 3H's fandom? That people would like 3H more if they constantly remind people of the inarguable worst thing to come from 3H? That this would help 3H's general perception?
Fuckin' no, of course that's just going to make everyone fuck off from 3H. And would you look at that, a shit ton of people have fucked off from 3H since everything has been swept under a "well it'sth a bolth thides ithue tho what can ya do?" rug. And it's been swept under that rug by pretty much the only people who are pulling this shit, who then get shocked - utterly gobsmacked! - that that made them look bad too. That crying "both sides!" included themselves too and not just the people they've been harassing. That saying that the entire fandom is bad everywhere made the entire fandom look bad everywhere.
If Edelstans are really so upset that no one talks about 3H positively anymore, then maybe they should stop being the reason no one likes 3H anymore. Just a thought
#edelgard discourse#just to be safe#like I'm sorry the other parts of the fandom are of course not perfect and should ALSO be called out when they pull shit#but NO ONE is as bad as Edelstans as a group (in 3H's fandom). like. objectively#I say this as someone who is ALSO sad to see 3H become such a heated topic:#it's honestly annoying as hell to see them bitch and moan about how nobody seems to want to talk about 3H anymore#cuz like I'm sorry you do NOT get to whine about people leaving your house after you forcefully pushed them out#like this is obviously what YOU wanted!! a fandom space that is bereft of anyone you disagree with!!#if that means that the fandom is way more empty of new art maybe that says something about YOU and the people YOU wanted to be around you#maybe no one likes y'all because y'all are insufferable and not because y'all like a certain set of pixels and lines on a screen. perhaps#''they hate us because we like Edelgard'' actually it's the harassment and open sexism and victim-blaming and superiority + victim complexe#the entitlement the refusal to ever admit you're wrong about literally anything the dogpiling#the never-ending need to remind people of discourse they want to move away from#and about a million other fuckin' things#simply stop being the problem you're complaining about
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I kinda have the itch to make more floral self portraits again, but it feels more complicated now, with the knowledge that those pieces are the ones that most frequently get stolen. Used as social media content for other ppl’s onlyfans, (poorly) traced for clout, reposted in terf spaces, resold reprinted redrawn repackaged. And that’s without mentioning all the messages I’ve been getting about my body Post-Breast-Reduction-Gofundme. Like, am I still supposed to feel okay about putting my body out there?
#the ones I've already drawn- I've made my peace with them#and to an extent they don't feel like mine anymore#they also were made for a specific purpose and I feel like they accomplished that purpose. to an extent#I was trying to do something very specific for myself by making and posting those#but now I don't know#bc I see how the other ones get treated. and I think abt how people see me#and I'm just not sure#having the self portraits be Seen is the point of making them. but I don't know if having them seen does a net positive#for me or not.#sergle.txt#Part of me making my peace with it is going okay. if other people are going to monetize them then I'll do it too#and so the prints selling- that does serve me bc a bitch needs money. and it's true that people have said nice things about the pieces#but it's the other stuff that sticks in my mind more.
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Shoving everything currently going on with MHA in a box for just a moment, I just want to put it out there that I still need want to know how the Captain Hero manga fucking ended
#afo#all for one#yoichi shigaraki#ofa#shigaraki brothers#like i'm not even asking about hisashi anymore (for now)#what was in those other volumes#crumbs of information on the shigaraki brothers' psychology through the vehicle of shitty manga come to me pls#like i know they are evaporating and shit but it's imperative i know as much as possible of what made Yoichi like _that_#mha spoilers#not really but just in case#i'm sure nobody else is thinking abt this specific part of lore rn with all going on lmao but i can't help ittt#feral shigaraki bros aka AFO AND OFA based their mha world shaping/changing dreams on that bitch ass manga#so i feel like its relevant ok#captain hero manga
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Vent post
#ignore me lol#vent post#I am feeling extremely angry and frustrated and alienated#like of course I'm demotivated when I point out injustice and literally everyone just shrugs at me and tells me to get over it#“what are we gonna do about it”#put any thought into it whatsoever for starters#idk I want to give up#the same bitches that tell me not to kill myself are the same ones to vote my rights away#I hate living#I don't even get validation from participating in fan content anymore#im just anxious and feeling rejected all the time#except for like five very specific moots on here#but then I feel like a fucking failure for not knowing how to socialize or show them that I care without being weird and ugh#idk i'm tired#I feel like I put all this energy into making myself acceptable for everyone else and I go out of my way to be positive and compassionate#and then I get fuckall in return#post election blues ig#here's hoping I don't end up under a bridge#I think I would be a vastly different (better) person if everyone around me wasn't a bunch of complacent#selfish#wet blankets.#I'm getting really tired of being treated like I'm crazy for expecting better.#I can't talk to anyone because I don't want to hear that I need to get over it or that everything will be fine#it doesn't help or mean anything#things just get harder and harder and I'm just waiting around#I'm so srs if you read this far don't try to tell me nice things#im in an evil caustic mood and I will just continue pouring negativity in return
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Fuck Linux.
Everytime I complain about a minor issue with Windows I get like 6000 tech bros falling over themselves to screech "JUST USE LINUX" at me. No. I won't use Linux. I have a full time job, medical issues I'm dealing with, friends I wanna hang out with, a game I'm starting work on slowly but surely, and hobbies that have nothing to do with software, and responsibilities as an adult who lives with other people on top of all of those things. And when you consider that combination of obligations and things I enjoy doing and want to do there's not much time for me spending 8 hours fighting with an operating system to make it run the EXEs for the emulators I like.
I don't have the time, will, nor desire to spend days upon days or possibly even weeks struggling through IT bullshit to make my computer do all the things I want to do. The windows computer I already have already works with at least 85% of those things right out of the box.
Sure, fuck Microsoft (though Valve is an awful company to buy LinuxBros get mad when you acknowledge that), and Windows has tons of issues of its own not including the outdated ones MACbros like Dankpods who's barely touched the operating system since Windows 7 think are still relevant (Yes I said something negative about Australian retro funnyman, cry about it.)
I am perfectly happy dealing with the annoying administrative permission issues, inexplicable performance drops doing something it handled perfectly fine yesterday, or apps not closing sometimes even when I go through task manager. Those and many other issues are all annoying but I'm accustomed to them.
My only direct experience with Linux in the last few years has been on my steam deck, and every problem I've had with the steam deck has come entirely from trying to download things through Desktop mode and having to deal with Linux. If there isn't a native Linux version of the program I want to run I have to jump through hoops after hoops doing research for hours as I try multiple methods, most of which fail and the rest seem promising then just won't successfully install for some inexplicable reason. Eventually like the 58th thing I try finally works and then I try and get something else working and that somehow BREAKS THE PREVIOUS THING!
All of which is compounded by this software having no native support for any of this so there's no official Linux support line I can reach out to for further assistance. I have to look up guides or forum posts and pray to the god I don't believe in that they're up to date which 9/10 times they aren't.
I'm glad you techbros enjoy spending 40 hours a week getting Linux to work for you, but I don't want every little thing I do on my computer to be a full time job. I have a lot of other shit going on in my life, including things I actually enjoy doing, and I don't have time. I'll stick with the operating system that works out the box.
#linuxposting#windows#fuck linux#apple products are terrible dont recommend those either#i know i spent this post bitching about Linux#and maybe I was alittle unfair#but genuinely iOS and MACos are unusably awful#does anyone even remember Ubuntu anymore?#software#rants#i actually like dankpods mostly#though i haven't watched a Dankpods video in over a year#heard hes a Linuxbro now to#hopefully he isn't annoying about it#ill probably setup windows dual boot on my steamdeck at some point#just to avoid dealing with Linux#but rn I don't have the time#nor the desire to do so#that'll probably be a whole different kind of hassle#that i dont have the energy for rn#LinuxBros don't @ me#you won't convince me#does Ubuntu still exist?#ubuntu#tagging in hops the 1 remaining ubuntu fan finds me#I'm so curious
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such a nothing of a bitch but i just remembered when i asked the eds subreddit for advice going into my first gyno appointment asking about a hysterectomy and in it i mentioned that one of the reasons i didn't want to birth kids is that i'm severely disabled and wouldn't be able to take care of children how they need and deserve, and that's not even mentioning how pregnancy would wreck my already crippled body and someone like ignored the other reasons i mentioned (like dysphoria and a family history of cervical & uterine cancer and my sister having multiple miscarriages and Not Wanting To Be Pregnant) and was like "you really shouldn't correlate being disabled with being unable to take care of children" and it's like. yes i know that that is like a very serious and personal issue that is especially touchy for people with genetic disorders. however. that is not what i was saying. i was not making any generalizations. i know this because i have ocd and spent three days writing the post trying to make sure it covered all my bases and was as thoughtful and inclusive as i could be. actually i think they said the same thing about me mentioning dysphoria and how i shouldn't imply that trans men can't and don't want to be pregnant. and i was like. 😐 NOT. what i SAID.
#kal.dir#i think i should obsess less about making sure i have perfect wording because man. people really will go out of their way to like#take what you said personally and in bad faith.#minor also bitch and i know this is me speaking from a place of privilege (only existing after a decade and a half of therapy)#but it genuinely so fucking hurtful when people assume the worst of you. like that's one of the major reasons i've like#made the effort to tell my anxiety that it's being stupid and mean when it says that people are secretly mad at me or like#are talking about me negatively or like whatever. like it's just mean to assume people would be cruel to you on purpose.#and that makes it very hard for me to engage in a lot of like mentally ill spaces. like being ~recovering~ is a very like#odd position to be in. because like i just don't relate to a lot of mental illness memes anymore#like sorry no i don't think my friends secretly hate me. because that would be mean of them and my friends wouldn't do that.#and like. again. place of privilege with the therapy and having an actual chosen Family that loves and takes care of each other#it's just. bizarre.#i'm going to turn thirty next year living in a house with my family that we own. i get to live with my best friend for the rest of our lives
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Some people like Keiko's non-canon anime scenes because she got more involved in Chapter Black arc but I hate it. All filler scenes with Keiko in the anime were unnecessary and out of character. The worst one was when she bitched about being Yusuke's caretaker in school AFTER YUSUKE DIED. This is the equivalent scene in the manga where she didn't say anything like that at all.
Between Yusuke dying and all of them coming back to school, Yusuke and Keiko had not met once. So it makes more sense that she looks like this in the manga. She's worried as hell but not drawing on paper about it like an idiot or fainting so often like she had anemia.
In manga canon, she only knew Yusuke became a demon after they finally talked. And then after that, he was telling her "hey I'm going back to the demon world by the way."
It's possible Yusuke's explanation to Keiko about turning demon was not even complete. The explanation scene in both anime and manga was very short but at least in the manga, Keiko had not known Yusuke had died again because all she saw was Puu turning giant. Her reaction to everything that followed, her being calm about Yusuke turning demon, made more sense if she just didn't know he died again. And she was only worried about him getting lost in the demon world and may not be coming back. This is possible because Yusuke lied to Atsuko too about going to America and he omitted some things actually when explaining to Keiko like when he said he'll come back, actually he wasn't sure about that because the methods he could use were illegal and reikai will not help him again as far as he knew at that point. Yusuke could have lied by omission. Keiko's reactions made more sense if you think of them like that. She didn't know he died again and she was only worried that Yusuke will not come back after turning demon.
Either way, Keiko had never discarded Yusuke or complained about looking after him. And when she worries over him, she does not scribble on her notebook like a moron or faint for no reason. She also does not senselessly follow Yusuke around to be a burden on him like she did in the anime filler scenes of Chapter Black arc. In the manga, when she was worried because she saw Yusuke's apartment on fire from the television, she visited Atsuko instead of going to the hospital with the evil doctor. Manga Keiko is smarter than anime Keiko and lives up to her smart girl reputation.
#Yu Yu Hakusho#Keiko Yukimura#Yusuke Urameshi#Yukei#Yusuke/Keiko#I keep hating on the anime here but it's only the writing for the anime that I hate#As a writer myself if someone else rewrote my story and suddenly it's not the same anymore I'm gonna be a bitch about it#What are they doing just ruining Keiko's character seriously#more scenes does NOT mean better characterization by the way#Togashi's writing is better and the anime tried to ruin it#not everyone will agree but I need an anime remake to fix there mistakes#no more fanfic in the anime if it's not cool animations that keep the characters in canon characterization i'm so serious#YYH meta#YYH manga
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#IM SO STRESSED IM SO STRESSED#I feel like I'm not handling ANYTHING well rn#so many people have symptoms that are WAAAAAAY fucking worse and they're like. working full time jobs and being a parent and shit and#I'm like waaah oh no I have body aches and chronic fatigue looks like I'll have to be unemployed and never do anything ever 💀#how am I gonna live?? like. my parents are taking care of me and I'm so fucking glad but#SOMEDAY THEY WONT BE AROUND and that stresses me out so bad#I'm 25 years old and I NEED my mom every day if not physically then emotionally because I'm a little bitch baby that can't do anything for#herself. im having a hard time feeding myself I'm having a hard time keeping my living space clean#I'm not taking care of anything except the dogs sometimes and my lizard and she's not getting as much attention as she used to#I need a job and I need to be able to suck it up and DO THINGS but I feel like I'm not the person u was anymore#I was strong and I could push thru things and make myself do things and now I can't???? I just lay on the fucking couch!! and feel bad abtit#is it the tism. is it the ADHD. what about the chronic depression. how bout the fibromyalgia?#and the thing is that ALL OF THOSE THINGS ARE MILD#I don't have severe pain (yet).#I just can't handle it I don't WANT to handle it#so. shoutout to my mom I guess because if it wasn't for her I simply wouldn't be alive#I feel like I've never been happy!! why can't I just be content and be happy!!!!#I have no fucking reason to be unhappy!!!!!!
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