#i'm never gonna give up on art

[needmorekimch1]

I feel like i'm starting to understand my relationship to my art is not the same as a lot of my friends, and that's okay. I don't really get cravings to draw, and I don't really feel serotonin from sketching/doodling.

All of my art's gotta have some kinda purpose, including when starting a new illustration or just designing characters. I wish I could just draw and create with abandon, but that doesn't really come naturally to me. That's why I end up mulling over ideas more then actually sketching/writing things down.

It sort of depresses me that i can't just be happy drawing for drawing's sake, and sometimes I think the creative field just isn't for me. Maybe art will never be anything more then a hobby for me, and that's okay. But damn is my inner child dying at me admitting this, lol.

[north-noire]

assorted henry-charlie/puppet-charlie sketches and doodles for the soul (last one is drawn on my phone) since i really needed the wholesomeness of these right now on my timeline, and maybe some people needed to see it too </3

[deoidesign]

vampire and werewolf sitting in a tree

time trav e l i n g

first comes. trying to kill eachother then comes... learning you're his dead ex-lover then comes marriage!

(you can buy the book this scene is from for $15 it's really good. it's the fan favorite of the series!)

[leftneb]

I am having way too much fun with these so have another

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[shooks-stupid-stuff]

egodeath: the disappearance of one's sense of self, or the removal of one's ability to distinguish themselves as an entity separate from their social or physical environment.

[kaisollisto]

[infinialtairs]

~THEY GROOVIN' YO~

y'all...i got carried away and drew both of my favourite yellow characters 👉👈 It's just for silly thing i wanted to do (i know it's cringe 😭) i tried to make their outfits less boring and to match their own sense of styles, cuz i like to torture

just unshaded version of them, look at them go 🦉🕺✨

[acerikus]

Someone being extremely annoying in the replies of my flowey and clover gif and I'm running out of patience 😭

[dukeoftheblackstar]

I. Watermelon Sugar by scent.2002 || Meta

Elias Ainsworth & Duchess (oc)

Rarely do I go for wholesome, murderous daddies — not.

Edit:

Here I go @eyecandyeoz @justalittletomato

[keeps-ache]

yay yippee yay :3 🎉

[moe-broey]

Would I be proving my therapist (who has been voicing some concerns about my depression maybe getting worse but like I feel like it's fine) right by cancelling my appointment tomorrow cause I just don't wanna. Like all I have to report is that I'm tired and I wanna rest and I just don't really feel like it y'know

[deoidesign]

Just a reminder, I have a patreon!!!

I've been working on actually making stuff to post more often for the lower tiers, and have been consistently doing so!

I post at least a few sketches and drawings every month for the $1 and up patrons

and I've been working on episodes and sharing some updates with my $5 and up patrons

And I have a merch club for $15 a month, but there's still some $10 slots left! I design and send usually a postcard and some stickers to my patrons every month, but sometimes I'll do some experimental stuff; last month I did foil prints, for instance, and a few months before I made magnets!

It also gets you access to private channels in my discord server, where I ask for patron input on things like the merch or drawings, and where I sometimes stream while working :)

Buuuut also, even if you don't want any of this stuff, it's a great way to support me directly if you like my work! I'm still on hiatus so I'm not making any money from work at the moment, but I'm working hard and my patreon enables me at least to buy my groceries!

Here's the link one more time, no pressure of course but I need to promote my patreon more so people actually know it exists haha

[mcalhenwrites]

I'm not going to pretend it doesn't make me angry that I spend months and years trying to peddle my work to make ends meet, that I spend so much time mentioning my books and comms and everything, and people ignore that consisently... But the moment I finally break under the hopelessness - when it's obvious that it's fucking futile, that almost no one deems my work good enough to share with anyone else - suddenly they're concerned and scolding me. I'm working several jobs, bathing, generally keeping things clean, and I do this with several health problems including chronic pain. I found out that one of my cysts is growing and I may need to have it surgically removed. Which means potentially missing work to recover. Which means more money I lose. I spend so much time crawling out of the hole and it goes ignored, but the moment I just give up bc I don't have any strength left, suddenly that's my fault and I'm mentally sick. And that kind of makes me wish my entire situation upon people, and when they whine that it's hard, well fuck you, you thought I could ace it so surely you can, babe! I hate being angry about this, but it's just so exhausting to tell people who accuse me of not trying that I HAVE I HAVE SO FUCKING HARD AND YOU DID NOT PAY ATTENTION THEN Or you know you're attempting to gaslight me by claiming I didn't try despite that I obviously have worked my ass off trying, and that's so much fucking worse

[troublcmakcrs]

//we're getting places "you're not getting anywh-" WE'RE GETTING PLACES!!!!!!

[qwainte]

I've been making family OCs for the main three, the preps, and the greasers. At the rate I'm going I should have them all out by 2050 :)

Anyway here is a WIP of Gord's mom

[bumblingbabooshka]

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