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tridentarii: the building block was "lions" (corona's mane of hair and king vibes + ianthe's scar lionking swagger) but i think i lost that plot at some point. regardless peep the earrings for symbols of their twisted mutualism. also they have dimples <3 bc on corona they're perfect and on ianthe (when she smiles wide enough) they're sickeningly dissonant
the nonas: harrow has curls bc i think the only thing funnier than saddling a nun who's been shaving her head since infancy with fast-growing hair is for that hair to be horrible messy springy curls that are barely spared from frizz by the sheer grease #bathingisn'tsafeformern. please also applaud my restraint in adhering to canon and not giving nona dimples. she deserved them
the sixth: came to me fully formed honestly. palamedes calls camilla beautiful enough for the alexandrites so i just let my heart and sapphism take the wheel here. for pal when i first read gtn i visualized him very differently but other artists made such a compelling case for scruffy pal that now i can't see him any other way
the second: also let my heart take the wheel here. wanted to draw a man carved out of hardwood so i did <3 at the caliber of necromancer that g1d is i know he probably wouldn't have so much scarring but the heart wants what it wants (cool factor). in my head and in my heart they're from wake
naberius: i don't have anything to say in my defense. i rewatched teen beach movie, found the perfect face claim and set the wheels of fate in motion. i think babs is hot the way a ken doll is hot, y'know? it takes yanny piloting his flesh mecha for him to be gender (<- testimonial from my masc nb friend)
#the locked tomb#nona the ninth#ianthe tridentarius#coronabeth tridentarius#nona tlt#harrowhark nonagesimus#camilla hect#palamedes sextus#gideon the first#pyrrha dve#naberius tern#the whole point of this post is me wanting to see if i can make the same face express different characters distinctly. had fun#i had to do pal okay pal had to be there. i had to cleanse from drawing babs#YES IM A CURLY GIRLY which means i will give curls to anybody i can get away with. i refuse to make corona settle for measly beach waves#i coulda never been a boe soldier the amount of product i go through..... sorry i'm shilling for that house haircare#i was going to do gideon-in-harrow and pal-in-babs too but i couldn't stand to see babs's face contorting into pal's smile so i stopped#i might still do it but not now#doodles#mine
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Lovingly gazing into your coworkers eyes while he's talking about the sexual and emotional tension of your characters is crazy 🙃
JA: Yeah, and then also playing that off against that tension and the aftermath of some of those fights. It suddenly rebuilds this sexual and emotional tension. Like you said, you get to explore the breadth of a relationship. But yeah, they’re each other’s endgame, aren’t they? In the books, they always come home to each other. I think it’s telling that that seems to be the denouement or the end of a lot of the novels: Louis and Lestat being petty and in love.
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Interview With The Vampire | Nicole Drum from Comicbook.com talks with Jacob Anderson and Sam Reid
#jam reiderson#jacob anderson#sam reid#interview with the vampire#iwtv#quoting comments from the link#the fact that they just threw them in a hotel room for this#WHY ARE THEY LOOKING AT EACH OTHER LIKE THAT??? 🥵🥵#i feel like im intruding on something intimate here#I'm sorry I couldn't concentrate watching Sam gaze and nodding to Jacob. I'm sure he didn't listen either. look at his face#cant stop heart eyeing each other for even a second#why is sam BATTING HIS EYELASHES at jacob. sickening#there’s really nothing that can come close to the high of experiencing that first press run as it was happening#just a dozen of us pointing at them and going hey aren’t these guys acting a little gay#I was watching those interviews like…. well surely looking at your friends mouth every five seconds isn’t very friendly….#They were behaving in insane ways#i love the early interviews cause they totally forget they're being interviewed and just started talking to each other.#they not even interested in the interview they just wanna stare into each others eyes#the interviewer is third wheeling at this point#i love how sam never breaks eye contact while jacob is looking at him.#it’s only after jacob turns away that he does as well but he continues to look back at him and through the screen.#his continuous nodding and saying “ya” and “mmh” to let jacob know he’s listening is so cute#also jacob just stares at sam when hes yapping into the camera#but the moment sam turns to looks at him he gives a little nod and smile to leet him know he’s listening/agrees.#Youtube
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Okay I understand where people are coming from with the "emotional suppression in Vulcans is learned not genetic" talk re: "Charades" but, consider......... the emotional suppression is muscle memory, and the aliens took away the mental muscles that remembered how to do it. It's a crude metaphor on my part, but that was the way I saw it.
Also consider: it's a sci fi show using extremely high-concept bullcrap science on a weekly basis and maybe nitpicking it is a fruitless endeavor because none of it is going to make sense otherwise and enjoying the ride for what it is is a much more enjoyable way to engage with this franchise. Sometimes you need to shrug and let dumb things happen and laugh.
#i am so sick of whatching people find itty bitty things to pick SNW apart over#I'm trying really hard not to get internet preachy about it because everyone it entitled to their own opinions#but some people really beed to calm down and stop taking everything so seriously#Star Trek has NEVER had completely accurate science#or consistent rules within it's own universe#I mean look at Threshold#that is 1000% Not How Evolution Works#like at all#but we all laugh it off and throw a party about it every year#or how about the fact that Miles O Brien was a Leiutenant#and then he was suddenly an enlisted man#I could go on#but the point is that if you get caught up in the trees you'll miss the forest#and also a bundle of laughs because that was a very funny episode#was it perfect? of course not#but I am not gonna let the flaws ruin the whole thing for me#I had fun and laughed and smiled and that's all that really matters in my book#Strange New Worlds#snw spoilers#I'm really hesitant to tag this because I don't want people coming for my head lol#but alas I need to make sure people who haven't watched the episode can block spoilers
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Blanche's grandma's place is the only place she felt consistently loved in... no I'm fine. I'm fine
#the IMPLICATIONS#i completely forgot about that line#room 7 makes me lose my mind in general but ohhh my god#OH my god#i'm#yeah no i'm fine#i have so many feelings about this i can't even put them into words#idk but she speaks about that place with so so much nostalgia#we see blanche in a way we've never seen her with anyone from her past#she didn't look even remotely as happy or peaceful (or nostalgic!) when she visited her childhood home#but when she's in her grandma's old home? she calls it her family home#she talks about it like *that's* the place she grew up in#because apparently it was the only place she was always sure she could be loved#so i guess it might not have been the only place she grew up in#but it sure sounds like it was the one place she was allowed to be herself in and still be loved unconditionally#without competing for anyone's attention#ohh blanche ;-;#i teared up when she held that windchime and smiled right before finally leaving that house#that was *such* a powerful moment ;-;#anyway#uh#i guess i'll just go and stare at a wall or something now#the golden girls#blanche devereaux#adding on to this to say that maybe it really was the only place she grew up in#because to grow up i'd say you need an environment where you can at least somewhat freely explore your identity#without feeling a constant need to be the best/cutest/prettiest sister to get your parents' love and approval#it sounds like blanche grew older in her childhood home#and she got the chance to *grow up* with her grandma#(i knoooow i'm reading too much into this but i can't stop thinking about this episode)
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hi friends! sorry this isn't content, i just like to keep you updated.
my bipolar is in a gnarly depression down swing right now which makes it really hard to write even though there is so much i want to get done. like, i have been trying to write for the past couple of days and i just write so much and say nothing and delete everything.
next week, my lead teacher for kinder will be out for the next three days and while i am excited to lead, i am extremely nervous to run an entire classroom by myself especially when the heat has been insane. so i've been frazzled and probably will be for a lot of next week. </3
all this to say, i am very sorry that not a lot is going on; it's not for lack of trying, but i'm just having a lot of trouble putting on a brave face and am upset with the way my content is turning out. ( not to complain more but i think i developed a weird skin condition from all the sweat and stress i'm under so i'm just uncomfy and sad. )
i will try to post when i can, i am really looking forward to my asks and i am glad you all still care about my stuff -- i am very passionate about that and about all of you.
if you can...also, please be gentle with me. i know i'm just a girl on the internet and it doesn't happen often, but sometimes the way that i am addresed in the box is...not super paitent or nice. if you do send in ask, please think before you do so and remember that i am on the other side reading it and that i am a little fragile.
especially about my appearance ( i cannot look in the mirror, i feel ghastly ) and really do not like getting yelled or spoken to with a tone of aggression. again...not often, but it does make me sad.
but i love you all v much. i hope you all heal and i hope to post soon, but my face is swollen and i haven't smiled in a couple days because when i get really sad i can't emote properly. but my heart smiles for all of you. thank you for your love and your light.
-uncle nina
#nina speaks#sorry to be a mental health basketcase#but yeah i just#i'm very depressed i have to teach kinder by myself for three days like not even kinder its more like pre-k#its very hot i am sweating and lesson planning and my skin is like moderately discolored and my cheek is swollen#i feel very ugly and sad and i still cant smile like its so terrible just if u send something u never have to#but if you do all i ask is you use kind words bc i cannot get yelled at and if u joke please be gentle i love you#i hate to b kgarten nina but i am a person and sometimes i feel like i am being spoken to like im a thing in a box#i love you i love you i love you and whatever ur going through do not stop i know its hard we will get through this
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THIS IS EVERYTHING I WANTED!
#I can't stop smiling#I'm in love with this narrative#Never Let Me Go#Palm x Nueng#Make Nueng suffer for what he said#And Maggie writing on the cast was the cherry on top
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reading Kim's Disco Inferno and i absolutely needed to read this fic earlier than im reading it right now. this is so fucking interesting.
#chemi chats#AIRHGHGHHHHH THE SKILLS THE SKILLS I WILL SPONTANEOUSLY COMBUST ABOUT THEM ARUGHGJHGKJFHF!!!!!#okay im normal. back to it#kissing voli on the forehead. my friend. this is how i imagine my life these days. voli sitting on my shoulder as i do things#echem's also there but he can't do shit except go ''hey you should get a treat today'' so he just keeps voli company.#EMPY HAS ARRIVED AND I LOVEEEE HER. CRIES AND CRIES AND CRIES AND#''Stop fucking around Esprit'' LMAO. LMAO. THANKS AUTH APPRECIATE IT. oh my fucking god this fic is so cool. this is so good.#SUGGESTION YOU SILLY FUCK GET OUT OF HEREEE!! oh thats FASCINATING!! 'I'm not... shit. I am.' THIS IS SO COOL. OH NO WAIT DON'T LEAVE VOLI?#oh of fucking COURSE ITS ECHEM. OF COURSEEE. oh hi halflit. little kiss on the head before you scamper off sweetheart#i miss voli i want voli back. voli come back please. oh there he is hi little guy!! oh echem. silly guy. i love you. this fic is so fun?!!!#oh hey!! composure. nods. ''Harry; Kim. We're Harry.'' YEAH! YAHHGKJGH!!! like i sure have my faves (empy; voli; echem) but#OUGH. MOTORICS AS A WHOLE. MY FAVORITES i love the team smiles :) oh they were all so sweet hahskj motorics have never done anything wrong#NO VOLI CAN'T COME WITH US?? WHAT'S THE POINT EVEN. STARTS CRYING. oh nvm hes with us in the glasses WE'RE ALL GOOD#this fic. is so cool. good morning lieutenant. OKAY!! DONE!! COMMENTING TIME!!! thanks for looking at my spontaneous liveblog lmao
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me getting increasingly anxious without a dolo (dino solo) update with each passing day
#it must be soon knowing how na pd accidentally revealed it... and then he himself confirmed it on a live........#i cant even imagine the day COMING#OUGHHHHH its gonna be over for me fr i'm gonna become the most annoying dinonara u've ever seen all over again#was just watching nolto and i couldnt stop smiling at him i forgot how much i liked that lil dude 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔#and i didnt realize how much i really missed the svteenies!!!#it's really has been a hot minute since i've been Here here and even after all this time-#-theyre still able to make me feel the same way i've felt abt them when i first started liking them#i've never ever liked anything or anyone this long lmfao they really are Something to me#ANYWAY sorry for going off on a tangent i cant wait for dolo 😋😋😋#y.txt
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heard a lyric wrong but cannot get myself to believe the original is superior to my interpretation after discovering it. 3 killed 67 injured
#liveblogging.pdf#justice for you can fake a smile clench your fists or see the sunrise as a gift#and i know it's sad but i never gave a damn about the weather and YOU never gave a damn about me#and I'll stop being pretentious and loading our friendship#and life's a movie but I'm alive <- okay that one can go
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knowing my dad is transphobic and witnessing it are somehow two different experiences every time and they both are fucking shit
#he initiated the conversation#'did you hear what happened at the olympics?' directed right at me. and then he said some bullshit#and i argued with him but trying to say as little as possible bc i just wanted to get out of there and also he just#gave me money and i really needed him to not take it back#then he goes 'oh i forgot - you're a liberal' p mockingly#to which i said 'no im just a decent person'#and his response to that was 'same thing'#which WHAT a fucking SELF OWN#i literally cheered right there at the kitchen table and he was confused so i pointed out what he said like 'you just admitted you're not#decent person!' and then he of course tried to say he never said that and that i'm the only one who said it#suresuresuresuresure old ma#whatever you say#my mom was writing checks on the other side of the table and i could see her trying not to smile#i left soon after#i felt like crying at that point but idk why#it's not like this is a first or a surprise#today was going alright so far too#going to stop at walmart and then mail some letters for my dad#(he's shit but i'm not gonna refuse to drop off bills for a disabled man when he asks)#and then i'm going fucking home to finish up some work and then do fuck-all#maison speaks
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truly you have to participate in the compliment economy. random compliments are so rare but it's not because you don't deserve them! our discomfort with engaging with other people makes it so that only some people take the initiative to give compliments in the first place, and that's really only if there's something standout about the person they're complimenting. it doesn't have to be that way. get comfortable with telling people that you like their clothes or their hair or that they have nice eyes or a good smile or a pretty laugh or that you admire the way they carry themself or like their music taste or just that you think they're nice or smart or cool. put a little delight out into the world! once you've done that, it opens up similar dialogues bit by bit... and as a secret special bonus, when you tell someone something nice, they're often very happy to have a chance to tell you something nice in return :)
#sorry for being cringe i will always go out of my way to tell a stranger that i like their shirt.#if i'm not making pretty girls smile then literally what is even the point. and all girls are pretty girls#if i notice something i think is cool then i'm saying something.#god as my witness the nice things that i have to say will NOT stay in my head. putting them out in the world 🫡#and again i cannot emphasize enough that girls will get smiley and blush and giggle when you tell them nice things#which is far and away a reward of its own. i just think it's nice to make people feel nice...#if you see something say something. that's all i'm saying.#might make the guy out front of the ross blush and stop functioning when you tell him you like his hat#but a) he is probably not often exposed to a bunch of trans people walking by and someone in cat ears paying him a compliment#and b) he probably doesn't get complimented often!! and you have the power to change that. isn't that awesome#my thesis statement forever. you can just tell people when you like something about what they're doing in life.#i have gay people privilege so i can tell girls they're gorgeous without it being taken as creepy guy stuff#so. y'know. be aware. don't be a freak about it or put people in uncomfortable situations.#but you Can duck across the sidewalk rq to tell someone that you think their bag is cool or their shoes are nice or you like their outfit#it's free it's easy... and you'll never see them again most times so what could even be the harm...#get over your social anxiety by telling boys they have nice eyes it is going to free up your whole world /hj#valentine notes
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"I will truly miss embodying Martha Hawk - a Shoshone queer woman married to the first female sheriff in Wyoming." - Morningstar Angeline
#outer range#morningstar angeline#martha hawk#god she has made me cry during season 2 a lot#well her and joy...#but really seeing her maria and joy all going through it this season hurt me so much like... those are my ladies???#love when she said she doesn't wanna support the campaign if it means humiliating their family#when isabel said that maria represents the pure side of love i was like ''okay i can see that but martha moreso this season maybe?''#because her morals are never compromised#stop putting my ladies through the wringer challenge!(they did because the show is cancelled :()#also morningstar goes by she/they just to let y'all know#if we do get a third season sometime after the cancellation please give her scenes where she smiles MORE#i promise i'm not trying to be lazy about the gifsets by just doing the ones for marthajoy martha and the hawks over the series
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just got to call my squish for like 3 hours, life is wonderful I am thriving the birds are singing problems aren't so heavy etc etc :)))
#I couldn't stop smiling the entire time#I'm down BAD#I missed their voice so much <333 the amount of comfort just their presence brings me is incredible#I've been anxious as heck all day but now I just feel content and warm <3#fuck I miss xem :(#at one point we were talking about all the fun things we'll do once we move in together and just. wow. how did I get this lucky#I've been a little stressed about moving in together bc I was scared they'd get bored of me but now I can't wait :)))#like I'm still scared but also. I'm going to see them EVERY DAY!!!!! and we can talk and hang out whenever!!!!#and they're just as excited as I am!!!!#and maybe this is hella sappy but I want this for the rest of my life#hearing their laugh and their giggles.... the way his voice goes soft when we're talking about certain things.....#I hope I never get to stop hearing that#and maybe its naive but I want it SO fiercely#I love them!!!! I want to scream it from the roofs and I want to whisper it in the dead of night when only the moon can hear!!!!!#I cannot WAIT to hug them again. I'm going to have to be forcibly removed from their arms I think#this is the best thing that could have happened tonight <333#anyways I love being in love <3#cosmo rambles#queerplatonic yearning hours
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dear god that would be turbo cringe or whatever, but seeing all those annoying little things in fics over and over again really makes me want to write one in which they're not obligatory funnymoments but rather like, words that have meaning and weight and so on
#shrimp thoughts#like. 1. characters acting all cryptic and condescending when their friend who isn't aware they're queer and in love comes to them for#advice like 'oh figure it out yourself baby :)' that's so obnoxious. this is a romcom not a hero's journey you're TWENTY not a Wise Mentor#2. characters acting condescending and rolling their eyes soooo hard about how their friend hasn't figured/took them so long to figure out#they're queer because it was so obvious! how can you be so dense! or: how can you be IGNORANT of kink matters (that we never told you about#3. characters making retching noises and complaining how disgusting/gross their friends are once they get together. the friends aren't#like frenching or fucking on the dining table but just smiling at each other. free pass at homophobia nonetheless ig#4. characters reacting to any sort of doubts/internal conflict their friend has with 'omg who cares just do the thing! stop overthinking!'#ETC ETC#so many times i've started reading a good fic with an otherwise engaging characterization only for the writer to pull an Easy Fan Favourite#like one of the above and like ggggghhhhhhhhhh#if it was one (1) character in one (1) fandom or even just a type of characters i wouldn't mind AS MUCH but it's everyone whether it makes#sense for them or not. is this guy calm and sensitive? doesn't matter! he's going to do and say the same things a silly chatterbox type#of a character because telling your friends they're gross for being a couple is universal now#OH i almost forgot. everyone's having kinky sex of many different kinds but react like twitter teenagers to any mention of sex in general#'ew! TMI! i don't want to hear about all the insane shit you do in your bedroom! not in front of the children! not while i'm eating!'#'just read better fanfiction' look i'm TRYING i'm TRYING OKAY
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hey guess who is actually and without exaggeration crying over ultrakill
#peridots-nonsense#ultrakill#ok so. i'm emotional right now. this has been stated. what also has been stated is the fact that this is my 2nd playthrough on a new device#first time i finished it was in november and while altars of apostasy does make me pretty sad that's about the limit to ultkill emotions.#it's really funny actually because i was so excited for heresy. i took longer to beat act 2 than i did the first time around cause i wanted#to improve on the levels (p-ranks and challenges and secrets. y'know. still haven't done 5-S yet though). so i had more time to anticipate#specifically. Gabe's rematch. i was THRILLED!!! i don't even know why!!!!! but i never stopped smiling the whole time i was fighting him!!!#it got so bad the first time i got to his second phase that i had to actually pause for the better part of a minute from stimming so hard!!#grinning like an idiot for five minutes straight!!! no fight or game has EVER made me feel that way before.#the hk collector is a fun fight for sure and i sometimes get happy going up against characters i like from any games. however#it fades as i get into the fight. it's never been nearly that grand. i was singing a lot too but sleeping family made it more of a whisper#i ended up spending 24 minutes on it with 58 restarts. and yet i was ECSTATIC the whole time. i can see what it felt like to him now lol#so. instantly on the verge of tears when i beat him. and when i got past the ending cutscene i broke. i love this game so so much...#idk. sure this could've been a text to my friends or something but i do not care you all will hear of this#cause this is the best thing ever actually. brb going to go tear up again though
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#yammers#yeah sorry time for a tag post bc I gotta put this somewhere but. quietly#I get so few days where I don't wonder what the fuck I'm even doing here#and that wondering gets ramped up by the fact that there just. isn't anywhere else for me to be#bc I'm always gonna be far away from someone now#my home country is a dangerous shithole where I'm uninsured and jobless#(where I could raise my hire-ability by.... shelling out money I don't have to move away from family and friends#to get closer to where the action is. except it Barely is bc animation is in a freefall)#in my new country I can barely communicate with anyone and my job prospects are so up in the air#that I have to waste my day doing the most demoralizing ugly work I've ever done for a job I don't want#because my visa requires that the country deem my presence PROFITABLE!!!#and I'm burned out to hell and back from running paperwork last year to move here#and it never stopped. it never ever ever stops. I am never ever EVER doing enough#practice french. more. more. MORE. learn this program. learn that program. test for this. apply to that. never hear back. get rejected.#go do paperwork again. figure out your taxes#WRONG. do it again. go get groceries. do the dishes again. put the laundry away again.#there's no space for your stuff. you barely have any stuff because you had to get rid of it all.#do something you don't want to do. again. again. smile! have fun! be charming! connect! network! stay longer!#I just want to curl up in a ball and disappear for a month or two#let me summer hibernate#it's so fucking hot here anyway I'd prefer a cave#negative /)/-)&$
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