#i'm missing the boys

[st-dorothy-minority]

Fanfic writing, they say, is supposed to be for you and fun.

To that I say:

^^^^ me watching everyone else interact and create no problem and I'm stuck comparing myself to others and feeling like I embarrass myself by trying. ^^^

(seriously, I peeked at a fic's stats that I keep seeing recommended/praised and instantly got ashamed at my attempts at writing and realizing I will never get to that level. It's like the nerdy kid showing up at a party only to realize it was for popular kids only, so they back away slowly and pretend they never showed up. That's why I want to orphan/delete my works)

[artist-rat]

fine dining at the blushing mermaid. with the boogieboys

[missmisnomer]

They're my little guys. My good time pals. Just a couple of goobers.

They are also menaces to society, but that's besides the point 😁

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[zionmantis]

Hoooo boy. It's finally finished. This only took me eight months to paint. T.T

Disco Elysium is soooo good y'all; I feel like I'll never give it the credit it deserves.

I'm not even sure it's finished, but I'm just going to set this down now, though.

Clip studio paint and a ton of downloaded watercolor and acrylic brushes.

Let me know if you want me to pull out any closeups or anything

[1ddiscourseoftheday]

Liam was a boy, and then a man, who suffered so much trauma and pain. He was bullied as a child and then lived a nightmare that I think none of us can really imagine of having that triggering experience replicated on a literally global public scale. He became a man who inflicted trauma on others. He was an addict who was unable to find a way out of that disease, and now never will, but who was open and vulnerable about his struggles. He was an incredibly talented musician and artist and an absolutely integral part of one of the most important bands of a generation; his voice and songwriting and skill in the studio shaped every aspect of what One Direction became at their best. He loved that band and being a part of that experience with his whole being and would never have stopped celebrating what they meant to us and to the world. He had problems and did bad things; that doesn't mean he was a bad person who didn't deserve to be loved and helped to heal- everyone deserves that- and the fact that that's not something that can ever happen now is devastating. I was very distressed by many of his actions; and I cared deeply about this man I didn't know and wished for better for him than this outcome.

I'm so deeply, deeply SAD tonight. I'm sad for Liam, who will never now have the chance to look back on this hard time and reflect on how far he's come, and for Liam's family, for his parents and his sisters who loved and supported him so much, and for everyone in the 1D band family and circles. And I'm sad for us. It feels like nothing will ever be quite the same, and that's hard and sad and shocking. It's a special kind of doubled grief, to mourn the loss of the person, and also of what he meant to us in this strange world of parasocial fanning, for the real him and also for the version of him that we made up and attached so much meaning to and for the escape that brought us. For him, and also for the easy uncomplicated joy of listening to those beautiful songs from happier times, which might never feel the same again. For the other boys, who we love so much and wish we could shield from suffering and loss and pain. For our fellow fans, who we also worry about the impact of this on. Everything about this is terrible, and I am sending so much love out to all of you. We are not alone, and it's okay to feel complicated emotions and it's okay to mourn and it's okay to care about how it effects you and your life, whatever you're feeling- it's okay. We are here with you. We are 1D family.

[forgettable-au]

I'm sick so I drew silly things about my AU lmao don't take these that seriously

[lotus-pear]

"i haven't worked you like a dog yet, as promised"

[rocketbirdie]

...can you blame him

[icecoffee90]

Okay, how did I miss THIS the first time around!? 🤯

So he "only" felt it in his head!? So this whole time I thought his and Crystal's situation was stronger than it actually was!? Unless I'm mistaken, lol.

For some reason, I was under the impression that Charles felt it in his heart just like Edwin did at the end of the same freaking episode!

And just like Charles himself did after the hug in the finale..

I am not okay! 🥹 Everyone frigging stream the show, please, because I NEED a second season!

[technically-human]

Enter the Crow King, merry wanderer of the night.

He's a little charmer, even when your best mate has captured and jailed one of his crows! He wants you to stick around for a bit longer, though...

@i-am-as-normal-as-you-are commissioned this one, of course! You guys have been waiting for Monty for so long that I feel like I would never have gotten around to drawing him without some help lol

(@m0scorner I stole your gloves. They're just perfect)

Bonus dreamling, because you know the Crow King is stealing that aesthetic:

[mintjeru]

"but there is nothing more beautiful and terrifying than innocence."

open for better quality | no reposts

[r-aindr0p]

How we feeling about the Rook sleepwear card?

Everytime a rook card releases an angels gets it's wings I swear Been regularly opening the pic again on my phone to stare at it tbh, the embroidered "bonne nuit" is killing me/pos. idk why it's so funny to me and it makes his pjs looke like he got them from a fancy hotel/spa

Him, the Rouque, look at him

And ! Because of that "bonne nuit" I thought about an (old and french) kid's tv program called "bonne nuit les petits" and it was puppets of the sandman and a bear and they talk to two sibling kids and tuck them in at the end of every episode (I think ?? I wasn't even born when it stopped airing on tv)

(that's a bear beside sandman rook yea yeah, trust me)

[egophiliac]

OMG EGO HAVE YOU SEEN THE BOOK 7 CATER CARD YET

80s britpunk Cater is such an incredible direction to take. his Sid Vicious jacket! his little british police cap! I wouldn't have anticipated that going full-on Sex Pistols would be his alternate self but it is SO fitting actually. 😭

(also th-the crown symbol?! the gavel?! is housewarden Cater real because I will TRANSCEND --)

[homoquartz]

when everything is at its worst, they light the way for each other ✨

couldn't decide between heart or no heart so here's both

(ko-fi)

[nnobodoodles]

Detectives. Arriving. On the scene.

I can't stop thinking about this game, I can't stop thinking about them, I have to play it at least 20 more times-

[c2-eh]

Charles and Carlos after the podium ❤️‍🩹