#i'm late as HECK but i'm tryna catch up!!!

[happyhauntt]

OC PRIDE CHALLENGE 2023. ━━ week one: identities / day one: an oc who identifies as gay!

ft. COSMO BYRD in Burial Ground.

[fooltofancy]

it's been AT LEAST two months, but both @ejunkiet and @pearl-kite tagged me in whatever the heck this was, so. will keeps tags to myself since i'm so, so late.

3 ships: am sort of notoriously not a shipper, but arthur/eames is essentially why i had a tumblr in the first place, so there's that. haurchefant/aymeric makes my brain go 🤔 rn so u can have that as well.

first ever ship: genuinely could not tell you, this is the least engaging part of my brain, unfortunately.

last song: phone spotify says bang bang by hippocampus

last movie: uhhhhhh the john wicks again a couple of weeks ago, i think?

currently reading: have just finished stolen heir by holly black 'cause i'm tryna ease back into putting words in my brain

currently watching: catching up on the ravening war

currently consuming: just so much water. so much. i am so uncaffeinated and am in mourning.

currently craving: sleep

[kimmyluvg]

Just A Friend To You

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

I have been wanting to make a fic using this song for a while now and I’ll be able to do it!

Inspired by Megan Trainor’s song, “Just A Friend To You”

Summary: Camilo doing things friends don’t do to you

Pronouns: He/Him for Camilo and They/Them for GN!Reader

You don’t know how long you can hold your feelings for him…

Camilo would often hug you tight whenever you and him see each other in town, and you would also get flustered when he does this.

Even when he’s making flirty jokes to you… You would always get yourself red and unable to say anything.. You swear to him mentally that you were catching feelings…

You do love him from the start… But whenever the question pops up into a conversation… He would always say, “Oh they’re just a friend!” He said so cheerfully and it honestly breaks your heart.

And now here you are… In your room… Sulking after hearing those words for the 36th time…

You hugged your legs as you sigh then buried your face to your knees… “Everybody knows… You love me too…” You whispered as you tilted your head to the side and saw a picture of you and him as kids.

Maybe you are exaggerating… Or maybe you are scared and carefully choosing your words to talk… But one thing that you know for sure, you are dying wanting to be on his side… To kiss him… To love him no matter what… You couldn’t help but to dream if you were more than just a friend to him..

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You remebered that time where visited the Casa Madrigal for helping Mirabel with a few clothings when Camilo pulled you to his room just to kiss you on the cheek, “‘Milo?! What the heck?!” You said as the perpetrator just chuckled and gave you a peace ✌️. You sigh and went to Mirabel to just ramble about what he did.

You also remembered that time where you are wanting to hang out with him but he refuse saying, “It’s too late to hang out… Maybe tomorrow?” Only to find him climbing on your window then buried his face to your neck, “What happened about hanging out tomorrow?” You asked the boy as he grumbles, “Te extraño, mi vida.” He said as you resist the urge to be flustered in front of him.

With thise memories inside of your head, you didn’t heard what Dolores is saying, “Y/N? Hello?” Dolores asked as you snapped out of your thoughts, “Oh… S-Sorry Dolores… W-What were you saying?” You asked as Dolores sighs, “Why don’t you confess to Camilo?” Dolores as you gave her a sad smile, “He’ll just say that, ‘You’re just a friend to me.’ Or something like that…” You said as you rest your head on the countertop, “Are you afraid?” You heard Dolores asked as you nodded, “Tryna be careful with the words I use…” You said as Dolores sighs, “You say it cause you’re dying to..” Dolores counters back with you lifted your head, “I'm so much more than just a friend to him…” You said as you and Dolores exited the kitchen, “Well, I better get going. Mariano and his mamá invited me to their dinner.” Dolores said as she ran towards her fiancé’s place.

You waved at her before proceeding to the place where you wanted peace and quiet, the tree behind Casita. You sat there as you feel the wind through your face as it made you sleepy. And the next thing you know… You fell asleep…

You woke up by the sound of faint music… You flutter your eyes open to see Camilo, asleep… With you, in his arms… Your eyes widen as you try to get out of his grip but ultimately failing…

You silently sigh as your eyes began to wonder around his face… You cheeks burning by just staring at his sleeping face… Then your eyes landed on his lips… Your blush deepens… “Am I so much more than a friend to you, Camilo?” You whispered as you closed your eyes and trying to fall back to sleep.

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That was part 1!

I hope you guys enjoyed it!

Tagslist! I’ll tag if you want me too!

@dai-tsukki-desu

[volleyboys-imagines]

Um, this ask is a bit difficult maybe, but could you do headcanons/imagines of how to captains are falling in love? Like, do they confess immediately or do they keep pining for five years? Do they tell all their friends about every detail or are they the type that would die if someone found out he has a crush? Can he pull of a normal conversation with his crush or is he a stuttering mess? I'm so sorry for requesting smth like this please forgive my sins

oh no anon, you’re not sorry :

yes this ask is a bit difficult; most of the time it depends on the person they’ll fall in love with, sadly. I don’t know what other people’s headcanons on these boys are, but here’s whatever I have in my head :) ||

I think that Daichi wouldn’t really know it until it’s too late, and it hits him like a ton of bricks. Like this girl is someone that just fit herself into his life and he really hasn’t noticed that he’s fit her into a lot of his activities until now. He’ll call up Asahi or Suga for some advice because the realization’s way too much for him to handle because man does he finally know why he likes this person so much and it’s just. so. bad. He wouldn’t confess immediately because he’s afraid that the feeling wouldn’t be mutual because he can name a few other captains that are so much better than him in other places. He’s not as smart as Kuroo, as handsome as Oikawa, as serious as Ushijima, or as carefree as Bokuto. Because of this, he’ll probably pine for some time until someone (most likely Sugawara) pushes him out of his comfort zone and confesses. He’ll be a stuttering mess because he doesn’t want to be rejected and embarrassed and everything else that runs through your head when you try to confess to someone you really like. Does she like the flowers? Should he have given chocolates instead? Do I look good enough in this suit? He’ll probably have a nervous breakdown, and it’s up to his girlfriend to iron out the kinks in his confidence.

As I write this I realize I don’t have a good enough cliché headcanon for Oikawa. I’ve visualized him more as the kind of guy that is and isn’t looking for a romantic kind of love; he’s kind of confused. He wants a romantic kind of love because it’s the most common form, especially in movies and books. It’s the ideal form of a relationship that two people form a bond. He wants to be there to cuddle and take care of his girlfriend, take her out on dates and give her flowers, and be there for her forever. But it doesn’t always work that way, since he’s more or less married to volleyball. So how does make time and effort for his girlfriend? The answer is that he doesn’t. He’s also not looking for the romantic relationship because it’s already failed once (remember his ex in canon? yes that one). Instead, he’s looking for someone out there that can not only deal with his idiosyncrasies, but also share them. Because of this, he’ll likely fall in love with someone that’s been with him every step of the way, through the ups and downs, having her loyalty and trust tried and tested. He’s the kind of guy that will realize this sooner or later, and she’ll be the only answer to all of the questions on who he should have by his side for the rest of his life. For the person that sticks with him through all of the hurdles in life, he won’t hesitate to buy that person a ring, get down on one knee in front of the crowd and ask, “Will you be mine?”

Kuroo’s always falling for girls left and right. He doesn’t know why he falls easy. He’s found long-haired girls, short-haired girls, tall girls, short girls, thin girls, fluffy girls and usually, the feeling isn’t mutual; he thinks it’s because he looks like a bad boy. The pining lasts about…three months. It’s that fast. He doesn’t really have a set of special characteristics for a future girlfriend, be it physical or personal, because he’s got this theory in his head that, whoever has these characteristics will also have a unique ‘taste’ because of their other qualities. He’s looking for this kind of girl whose unique combination, fitted with his, creates a power dynamic. He doesn’t keep it to himself, does the ‘oh my friend likes this girl’ but everyone sees riiiight through it. He’d look way too pale if someone actually mentioned this crush of his. Unlike Oikawa and Daichi, Kuroo is somehow knows he’s falling in love with this person. Like he catches himself noticing the little things about his crush. He’ll make an effort to see if he has a chance with her (casually asking her out, dropping hints, etc.), and if he feels that the feeling isn’t mutual, he’ll stop. If he knows that she’s got her eye on him however, he’ll go in for the kill and confess. The actual confession is sappy and cheesy, with a lot of pick up lines and cheesy comparisons (”You know, you’re like a flower…pretty and cute. You know what would go well with flowers? Chocolates.” “Of course.” “…oh am I not chocolate? Not sweet enough for you? *presents chocolates*”) because it’s Kuroo for godsakes. Confessing is probaby like, at whatever time of the day the s/o likes best (dawn, midday, afternoon, sunset, night [under the moon and the stars??]), and after doing something (watching the sunrise/sunset, breakfast at the café, whatever) he’ll go and take their hands and be like, “I know we’ve been friends for the last x months/years, and *swallow* and I’d like you to know that I appreciate all you’ve done for me, but I really don’t want to stay as friends.” “*S/O’S HEART DROPS* W-what…? But we’ve been together—” “*DEEP BREATHS* That’s why I want you to be my s/o instead.” OHHH GODDAMMIT and Kenma and Yaku and Kai would be there tryna film that (not Lev because he’ll still pop out with “KUROO-SAN AKIRAMERUNA”) omigod

I think Ushijima would be the same as Oikawa: he wouldn’t really ‘fall in love’ with someone as romantically cliché as possible, but only because it’s his nature. The only problem is that Ushijima will choose an s/o that is directly contributing to his life. Not with love or anything, but a partner that makes the most sense having in his life. Love as we know it is out of the question. So it takes years, I think, and everyone else is just waiting for Ushijima to pop the question because fuck they’ve been around since whenever and Ushiwaka brings them wherever he goes and they’ve been super attuned to all his habits and quirks and nonexistent facial expressions that you can cut the sexual tension with a knife. So yeeah it’s not really as exciting with Ushiwaka, but super fulfilling when he confesses with a ‘romantic dinner’.

Bokuto falling in love? I think the best way to describe it is that his friends (and his s/o!) would all know it before he would because it’s so. damn. o b v i o u s. It’s not enough that he’s loud, but his PDA game is so…PDA. It just is. If he sees them in the morning before class he’s going to come running and bear hugs and lifts and twirls around; the only things left are the kisses. He’s going to walk them to class and chat with them all the way until he has to go because his class is on the other end of campus and he’s gotta run for it or he’ll be late! He’ll text them to meet up for lunch and when you do meet up he’s going to treat them for lunch. During weekends he’ll take some time out from partying just to spend time with them, so takeout + Disney movies + pillow forts on Fridays. If the conversation turns to his crush, he’ll immediately start denying the hell out of it. Confessing? He’ll strut outside in his best suit, the black one, with a bouquet of the favorite flowers, and text his s/o so he could meet them and, if it’s in class, he wouldn’t care if the professor is in there he’ll just fucken barge in there and just go through with it because what the heck does he have to lose. Now people know that classroom is lucky for love. :>

Terushima falling in love is just like…falling into bed after a long day. Getting into a warm bath. Chicken soup when you’re sick. Basically Teru falling in love makes him warmer, more comfortable with that someone. Sure he talks to people, but nobody really knows a damn thing about the partyboy. He opens up to his s/o like nobody else before, and when he catces himself telling this person his secrets he’ll ask himself ‘why the hell am I telling this to them??’ The answer will always elude him until he just. gets it. He likes this person enough to open up to them, to trust them with the things that he’s kept to himself for a long time and it feels like falling into bed after a long day. The weight in his heart is gone, and he feels like a free man. And when he sees them the next day his heart just does a tiny little skip and he smiles. Nobody knows about this, but he’ll feel proud that he’s found someone if his friends just seem to know. He’ll get that little smile on his face that woudld creep anyone out because the cool kid’s finally smiling so softly that it just can’t be romantic at all. Confessing would be super heartfelt. Like, holding hands in the moonlight and “[First], we’ve been friends for x months/years. We’ve been through a lot. *lists all of the things they’ve done together* And now I’ve realized that it’s fun going through life with someone by my side. I can’t remember the last time I’ve had so much fun with someone…not even in high school. But I know that there are other people out there that want this special someone of my choice, so I gotta, you know, stake my claim and all that shit. *deep breaths, thinking that was really stupid* [First], will you go through life with me?”