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i tried some harmonies idk how well it worked but i like it
#utaite#youtaite#youtaite works#song cover#yes apparently i sing now#but i still write dw#i'm just mostly writing by hand#but i'm too lazy to type and edit#so i'm just hoarding fics rn
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"I'm so angry that newsies is so squeaky clean and disneyfied" how do i break it to you that it's a pg disney property
#that's like going into an r rated movie and being angry and upset when it has violence sex profanity or all 3#you wanna write fanfiction? go for it. one of the best newsies fics I've read was absolutely horrific#(92sies) jack was a survivor of child trafficking at medda's hands#he had a little sister who was currently being trafficked by medda#and jacks newsie friends were practically nonexistent as he was mostly shown with his crew from the refuge#all of which were some terrible and/or deeply traumatized boys#so I'm not saying darker reimaginings of newsies are bad#I'm just saying you shouldn't be angry that the original isn't dark
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gotta say that if bram stoker is trying to convince me that Renfield isn't actually future Johnathan from another timeline, then he isn't doing a very good job at it
#dracula daily#dracula#i'm joking i promise........ mostly#look the timeloop talk is getting to me; can you blame me for illogical brain wondering if time shenanigans are involved lmaoooo#obviously the mention of the guy's strength earlier makes you think of how dracula is described at the start#but it obviously can't be dracula himself#so it's either another random vampire OR............ *conspiracy voice* johnathan who got turned into a vampire in another timeline.....#HE WRITES IN A NOTEBOOK. THAT'S NOT A VERY UNUSUAL HOBBY OBVIOUSLY BUT#IT STANDS OUT WHEN OUR MC HAS BEEN DOING NOTHING BUT WRITING IN A NOTEBOOK/JOURNAL/DIARY THIS WHOLE TIME!!!#and just cutting back to some Mysterious Guy in general while we don't know Johnathan's fate........ yeah#a guy who is in an asylum which happens to be right next to the place johnathan had picked out for dracula#obviously no one would be expecting to find time travel/universe travel in their gothic literature lmao#so this is not a serious theory anyone would seriously have#but on the other hand...... we already have a freaking cowboy. this book is already wild enough. WHY NOT
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If that gloves thing in TBOB taught me anything, it's that Fiddleford 100% fell first and fell HARD
#Hayley Speaks#I'm still not over that; HE MADE HIM A HOMEMADE GIFT FOR HIS HANDS........AND HE DIDN'T GET HIS /WIFE/ ANYTHING......#Like it does suck for her. But also Emma May I think your husband is a massive fa-#I'm kidding mostly about that#I do genuinely think he loved her#But you know; he got one of them a thoughtful Christmas present and it wasn't her#Also that as a whole makes me lean more towards the events of those 'missing' journal pages being truth#Even if I don't think the pages THEMSELVES are real and are just a fabrication on Bill's end#Bill writing those pages: Get a load of this massive [redacted]
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so the eikichi-centric kuwabara fic is going well
#it turned into kuwameshi. it was supposed to be a small bg part but um. yeah. woe.. feelings realization + gay awakening be upon ye#it's mostly just an excuse to write my love for rascal into my silly guy kuwabara. plus i get to put characters in (cat) situations which#rules imo. and now there's also poor poor kuwababy gay panic stuff happening. i can't help it man likes dudes. unavoidable#anyway i wrote like. 6k words today. my hand hurts but also im not done bc i've been chipping away at this for a month and i can't stop now#that i've actually got momentum on it. my brain is going at 16 km/hr and i'm living it up babyyyy. hour um 10 or so probably#hey i'm not one to look a gift hyperfixation in the mouth okay#yyh#kuwameshi#nyarla dni#just wrote that line and started losing my shit bc again i'm on like hour 10 of writing today. maybe more? shit i don't remember whatever#thought it might resonate with y'all or something hallelujah
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Idk how you feel about asks anymore but I remember you answering one about the "We Don't Talk About Kenny" Video essay and thought you might be interested in on inspired by it, "Kenny: A Beloved Abuser" By The Early Bird 2
As you can guess, the comments are completely sane and respectful about it-that's a lie, it's about what you would expect from a video daring to say Kenny is at all a bad person (even people going as far as to claim that calling him abusive is disrespectful to real abuse victims)
It's not as detailed as "We Don't Talk About Kenny" but I still think it's worth a watch
I still love getting asks, I just can't get to them as regularly as I used to.
I haven't heard of this video, though, so I gave it a quick watch. Then I glanced at the comments and they're about what I expected. When it comes to Kenny, people are often on the extremes.
Kenny's one of those characters where he's a great, well-written character and interesting to discuss, but I can't stand him. He's an asshole, and by the end of S2, all I want is to get Clementine the hell away from him.
I know he's had a resurgence in popularity in the main tag lately. That's fine, people can like what they like as long as they're not being dicks about it. It's just odd for me since I'm so used to going there and seeing more TFS content than S1.
It's also hard to discuss Kenny with other people because of the extreme opinions and the hostility. It's not productive to try and explain something only for the stan to be like "no shut the fuck up you don't know what you're talking about--" like... at that point, they're not actually here for a discussion, they just want someone to agree with them, y'know?
Sometimes it's not even worth trying to talk about Kenny, so I commend this person for tossing an opinion out there. The comments are pretty brutal, but there's also some support.
#asks#twdg kenny#twdg clementine#listen y'all i can't lie to you...... kenny is so unimportant to me#i know that sounds so mean but if you asked me to write an essay on him i'd just be like#'no i don't like him. i don't care. he means very little to me at this point--go ask someone else. i could not care less'#i watched the video and nodded along like 'mmhmmm yep i can agree to that... eh not the way i'd put that but i get you...'#i'm not as active in twdg anymore i mostly lurk in the shadows and only post/answer asks when i really want to#and kenny isn't a character who makes me want to come back y'know? i'm not here for him. if anything he repels me hahaha#i'm here for clementine and louis and a handful of others... it's mostly tfs that brings me back
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Would it be oh-so wrong of me to take a little break from MG3 to work on an outline for my ghost ship story idea? That might be the little writer devil on my shoulder talking, but idk, he's got good ideas sometimes
#i can feel myself starting to get burnt out but that usually fixes itself when i take a break#so I'm seeing mostly pros and very few cons tbh#if you'd like to lend a hand some asks to help me think of things would be great!#i have no plot yet just a vibe and some vague character ideas#writing#writerscommunity#writblr#my ocs
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Come on, you know you want to, give us the character bingo for Viktor.
don't mind if i doooo
#ask me#okay there's a lot going on here but first things first#viktor has transcended the favorite character tier where I want to protect him or whatever#like yeah he did that shit! I support him but I also don't! the more trouble he gets himself into the happier I'll be!#do you feel me#like one of the things I love most about Viktor is that I feel so much sympathy for the circumstances he's in that are out of his control#but he has so much agency in his own story that everything he's gained and accomplished are because he makes choices#and GETS HIMSELF places#and now the same thing is happening with his BAD choices and I find that just as delightful if not moreso#he is the agent of his own salvation and his own destruction and I will be in the front row seat with popcorn for both or either#so writing him is mostly me studying him under the microscope poking him until he does something untoward it's very fun#I only hesitantly say that Viktor is like me but the Balkan ties and the grumpy-but-kind and obsessive personality#and the strong opinions about a chosen STEM field#are inescapable okay#mommy issues is not circled because I have mommy issues but bc I have convinced myself that Viktor WILL have them#if Nikola Tesla is anything to go by#the jayce-mel-viktor trifecta is ruled by mommy issues and i will stand by that claim#also viktor is more interesting with no therapy - with as little therapy as possible would be my preference#WITH THE EXCEPTION of the lonely genius shit that Singed planted in his head#that is absolutely the lie that Viktor believes that he MUST discard in order to progress as a character and I am excited for it#I genuinely think that Viktor will be happier and more eccentric as [REDACTED] but it won't last#he will hit a VERY LITERAL -if thy right hand offend thee cut it off- situation and then he'll have peace but he won't call it happiness#I can't say that I'd hate anyone who hurt him because that is half of why I'm excited for s2#but I will probably lose it at any scene where he loses to [REDACTED] for rivalry reasons#I genuinely do want to see Mel completely own his ass as [REDACTED] though like can you imagine the banter#and both of them secretly having fun with it
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still alive but still struggling
#on another new med that's been making me drowsy & brain foggy so#that on top of my already non-existent energy is really taking its toll on my ability to do anything#I hope that no one is too annoyed by my posting lately mostly being headcanons & shitposts & dash games... bc that's all I've got rn sfjgksh#writing will make its return eventually...... but it might be a bit yet ;~;#more and more I'm finding myself tempted to delete the vast majority of my drafts#save for a handful of threads that I really haven't got the heart to drop...#and just start a bit more fresh when I have the energy sfjgksh#I'm sitting somewhere around 60 again which is insane ahfgkddh#idk. I'm thinking about it but as usual I'm back & forth on it.#anyway. love u guys hope ur all doing well 💜 and thank u for the hundredth thousandth time for putting up with me 💜💜💜#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.
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I've written 5000 words of lucanis and rye fic the last two days and the only reason the wip isn't even longer yet is probably that my brain turns into useless ash and blows away for the day once it's channeled the lightning bolt of writing energy for a couple of hours and needs to sleep before it can stand up to another onslaught.
#god help me experience suggests nothing else can#in a move every single person who's ever read anything I've written could predict it's literally just 5k and more to come I'm afraid#of two people talking (and at least one person crying) a bit of internal monologue and also some jokes lmao#under my particular sun at least there's never anything new. I know what I'm about and I'm always about it#I wish my brain was a little less feast or famine when it came to writing b/c idk what's worse -- tediously spending months#trying to connect mostly finished paragraphs and scenes at a snail's pace. the fucking GRIND to get to the finish line#or trying to keep up with the torrents of words suddenly being forced directly into my brain and vibrating all my neurons#at a dolphin-bothering pitch that can carry no other signal. trying to keep up with yourself when it suddenly starts pouring in#is so fucking stressful fhsdkj. you never fucking know when it'll run dry and leave you to either abandon a wip#or get started on the long slow teeth-clenched grinding phase is the thing. I've got abandonment issues from my own creative drive#(or capacity really. I always have drive I only in rare glittering moments have capacity. awful combination would not recommend)#please please please brain don't let me down on this one I would like to see it done and in less time than two fucking years#also I realized in writing this I genuinely forget that rye is technically my oc he has such a clear voice in my head#gotta hand this one to bioware they made rook such a little guy. he's literally some guy sometimes I just get to decide what he says a bit#I'm like... his agent or something#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#well mostly it's me traumadumping about my writing process but for archival purposes lol#humming with both creativity and boundless frustration like a live wire. the me experience (two stars. some potential but also. ugh)
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man u guys are funni you don't think i remember this? (tw: dr*gs and ov*r*os*)
first time? that's rich, right @miguelswifey04
at least change your wording to make it look more original bro
anyway, please STOP SENDING REPEATED REQUESTS. I AM NOT A ROBOT WHO IS REQUIRED TO MAKE YOUR STORIES. if you want to see it written, write it yourself :> i didn't respond to your request at first because i was uncomfortable with it, there, i said it. i'm sorry, but i cannot and will not fulfil your request. i think i've made it clear in my rules that i will not do disturbing themes, i am not required to, ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY'RE REPEATED REQUESTS.
i'll give you the benefit of the doubt and say you're not the same anon spamming me and asking lin (hopefully not other writers) with this very request, i'm gonna tell you right now i am not comfortable with writing this. i'm sorry if i sound angry, bc i am. please respect us writers the same way as we respect you anons; i didn't respond to your previous req so as not to embarrass you or anything, but i can't keep quiet anymore.
sorry for the long ass rant, tl;dr: i'm not gonna write this, and if you send another req EXACTLY LIKE THIS OR HAS THE SAME THEME AS THIS OR ANYTHING TRIGGERING, YOU WILL GET BLOCKED. g'day.
#like seriously if i didn't respond it's mostly likely i'm not gonna do it#sorry i'm not a robot that can give you all your requests right away#especially triggering ones that can upset a lot of people#and that i don't have proper knowledge about#and i'm sorry i'm sounding so aggressive it's just so irritating seeing people blatantly disrespecting my rules#i know i make some exceptions for some topics#but that's because the scenarios are milder and i know what#it's like in some of those cases#this is a SERIOUS topic.#i can't bring myself to write this#let alone without first hand experience#i've gone through this with a lot of my moots#they all agree i shouldn't write this#and i'm glad i listened#o(一︿一+)o pissed off kairi#(*˘︶˘*).。*♡ kairi talks
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a reminder that chiyo wouldn't be here if not for my hyperfixation on h.aikyuu!! i made her shortly after watching the first season of the anime ( that's all that was out at the time ), making her a manager for our beloved crows before discovering oh!! they have managers :' ) so she then became a sports column writer for the newspaper, and that's how it's stayed even in her general high school verse bc i'm sentimental as heck <3
#oooh we've come a long way since then#she's grown so much and only for the better#there's certain things that have stayed the same -- like her love for puns :' )#in fact i'd argue that chiyo's stayed mostly the same but i've just gotten a lot better at portraying her and understanding her#like yeah she's my oc but sometimes you have a good concept but don't execute it well bc you aren't ready#now i know her like the back of my hand and i genuinely cannot see myself ever letting her muse go quiet again#chiyo? on hiatus? not on my watch buddy!!#okay i gotta stop getting distracted asdfg i'm just traipsing down memory lane but i got writing to dooooo#get ready to ramble | ooc
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Updated of my Clone High ship list:
Actual Ships:
Abe/Harriet
Abe/Topher
Cleo/Frida
Confucius/Joan
Harriet/Joan
JFK/Joan
Jackée/Lizzie
Scudworth/Mr. Buttlertorn (wasn't going to include non-clones but it needs to be said: they're basically canon in season 1. I don't know why season 2 and 3 have been trying to gaslight the audience into thinking they're straight)
I just think they're neat:
Abe/Confucius
Abe/JFK
Cleo/Confucius
Confucius/Gandhi
Confucius/Harriet
Confucius/JFK
Gandhi/JFK
Gandhi/Joan
Gandhi/Van Gogh
Harriet/JFK
JFK/Topher
JFK/Ponce
JFK/Vlad
Joan/Topher
Joan/Jesús
Joan/Vlad (trans FTM Joan though)
Topher/Van Gogh
Julius/Van Gogh
Van Gogh/Vlad
Abe/Confucius/Harriet/JFK/Joan/Topher
Abe/Confucius/Harriet/JFK/Joan
Abe/Confucius/JFK/Joan
Abe/Confucius/JFK/Topher
Abe/Cleo/JFK (like in AUs)
Abe/JFK/Joan
Abe/JFK/Topher
Abe/Joan/Topher
Confucius/Gandhi/JFK
Joan/Jackée/Lizzie
Exs (aren't meant to be but were):
Abe/Cleo
Abe/Joan
Cleo/JFK
Cleo/Anne Boleyn
Cleo/Elvis Twin (one of them)
Cleo/Julius (very briefly, like didn't even last a day)
Cleo/Maire Antoinette
Joan/Catherine the Great
Joan/George Washington Carver
Joan/Van Gogh
I don't ship:
Abe/Frida
Abe/Gandhi (could be one sided with Abe liking Gandhi)
Cleo/Gandhi (they're siblings)
Cleo/Joan (basically step-family)
Confucius/Frida
Frida/Gandhi
Frida/Harriet
Frida/JFK
Frida/Topher
Gandhi/Topher
Harriet/Topher
Harriet/Toussaint (what were they thinking making him act just like her?? He deserves better than being reduce to the male version of Harriet)
poly bleacher creatures (they might experiment but I don't see them all dating at the same time)
#I did (mostly) alphabetical order#I'm allowed to headcanon exs - no one can stop me#I put things I explicably don't ship because I want to be clear that it isn't that I didn't think of them I just personally don't like them#ones not listed I probably don't have a strong opinion on#despite being super basic I do have a good handful of rarepairs#I might try writing fics for more of these but no promises#clone high ships#clone high#clone high season 3
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I keep seeing you taking about your fics may i enquire where you post such things?
Ah that's an interesting question.
I, uh, don't. Generally speaking.
Like rn the most my ao3 has is, like, 3 mlp short fics which I only posted because the mlp fandom has its own fanfic site and nobody reads mlp fic on ao3 because of that. And that's barely scratching the surface of all the fic I've written for mlp alone, which according to my writing doc, is currently sitting at a word count of 128k.
And with being in the mechanisms fandom I now currently have no irl friends who would be the ones to push me into posting my fic. Unfortunately the fics my irls have encouraged me to post in the past were on a separate, now deleted, blog (though this is the internet and I'm sure copies can still be found floating about because of reblogs).
I suppose I could try to work up the courage to publish some of my mechs stuff? If that's something people would be interested in?
#anonymous#asks#honestly seeing this ask was like a shot of pure adrenaline to my heart#not necessarily bad tho#it's actually quite nice to know that someone is at least interested at looking at my fics even if there's no guarantee they'd be read#it's just that. well. I am not nervous about much#but when started posting on here I was mostly into homestuk and anime fandoms. and I'm sure you know those are not the kindest places#so now I tend to keep my fics to myself even if I've never stopped writing them#if anybody would want to see my fics tho I'll consider it#like. seriously consider it#I don't want to back myself into a corner with promises but like. yeah#thank you for the ask but sorry I don't have a link to hand over to you at the moment ^^'
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but why is it fun to write leon throwing a fuckin tantrum?
#i'm just writing whatever comes to mind at the moment#but the idea of him being compliant *enough* to his government handlers....#being so fuckin bratty but he's still polite#where it's like “fuck these guys” but “im still going to do my fuckin best tho” at the same time#idk i wanna imagine he skirts the line... obeys the dress code... somewhat.... uses formalities and whatnot#but will absolutely repeat someone's words with that mocking sound and mouthing with his hands#is that...... aligned right? does that feel right?#get him before his coffee and maybe he's more of an open bitch#instead of a silent moody one#“go fuck yourself... sir” kinda shit???? lmfao#he is doing his best#maybe most of the time he's just like 'uggghh get it over with' on daily activies and mostly just quiet and avoiding everyone#then on a mission of course it's like 'fuck!! really??? ok now im gonna jump in front of this person and take a bullet for em'#i have no idea what i am doing#like.... hates the people he works for but will do anything for the innocent people kinda vibe ig idk
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why the fuck did i write about birds this fucking sucks. i just found out birds only sleep for a few minutes at a time, hundreds of times a day. do you know what this is going to do to my structure? the logistics of their road trip? this is already like three days late and i've been fighting for my life to get A Plot Like Any Plot That Makes Sense out and now the birds fucking sleep for 5 minutes at a time.
#i should've just bailed and written another story when i had the chance#i'm not joking i've never fought a fiction piece this hard before. usually because i'm not writing for specific deadlines#and not a piece so big. and not one that's gonna be workshopped. i wanna blow them away but if things keep going the way they are everyone'#gonna tell me the pacing sucks and it feels pointless and the characters feel really confused. I KNOW. I KNOW THAT. FUCKK#i'm the type to do about 15 passes before i let someone see my 'first draft' and i'm just not gonna be able to do that if i want to get it#in time for a workshop. every day i delay is making things harder for my classmates y'know?? but i've been writing like 1k words a day#and it's still not done. GUHH#I DON'T LIKE WRITING THESE CHARACTERS THAT MUCH THEY'RE NOT FUNNY OR ENDEARING AND THAT'S MY LIKE.#MAIN SKILL AND VIBE WITH SHORT STORY DUOS. BUT NOOOO I HAD TO MAKE THEM DIFFERENT CUZ I WAS SICK OF DOING#THE SAME DYNAMIC OVER AND OVER. BITCH THIS IS YOUR FINAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TRIED AND TRUE GETS THE BLUE (RIBBON)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head in my hands head#going to work on it some more. fuckk#the voices aren't consistent and i'm trying to make it clear that this is toxic bird yuri and not a mother/daughter thing but the maternal#themes are kind of fucking with that but they're important and i don't wanna get rid of them but it feels forced cuz im forcing it#sigh. i'm gonna have to cut the yuri. these two don't work romantically at all. what a waste of time.#i watched the entirety of mnthly girls' nozaki-kun in the past two days while avoiding writing. did you know that? the lengths to which i'l#go? anyway it was fun i appreciate fellow creative agony and i uh never knew how they did screen tones and wasn't expecting that somehow#so i learned something new (hooray). anyway back to. fucking. bird story stuff#i'm so mad i hate these two (<- lying. just pissy) i hate this story (<- mostly exaggerating. throwing a tantrum)#eughhhhhh i just wanna lie on the floor and cryyyyyyyyyy (<- completely deadpan irl. not That upset just kind of sick of shit)#i'm so burnt out and it's only gonna get worse. ughh#why can't someone just come in and write it for meeeeeeeeeeheheuhhh (<- would hate that)
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