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Funny fun fact for all Gravity Falls fans that I found out just now.
In the Italian dub of the series (or at least, in season 2 Italian dub), Dipper and Bill have the SAME FUCKING voice actor.
Let this sink in for a moment.
#i'm honestly really shocked#like the fact that i didn't know this for years#despite having watched the series in italian so many times...#i need to process this#gravity falls#dipper pines#bill cipher#bipper#voice acting#but i think this also proves how good their voice actor (simone lupinacci) is#also since i have the chance...#i recommend every gravity falls fan to give a check to the italian dub#trust me#it's SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!#(but i mean every italian dub is...)
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do skully have pokemon?
Pumpkaboo is the obvious one, but y'know, sometimes the obvious one is the right one! (we'll say SUPER SIZE Pumpkaboo, just for fun. big pumpkin for big skeleton boy.) and another person actually also suggested Greavard, which I somehow hadn't considered, but feels so perfect that I feel like I should have. dangit.
(they can also have little Nightmare Suit costumes :D)
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#(sorry for leaving anon off for a while! i've gotten a rash of spam and i'm gonna wait it out a couple days before turning it back on)#also apologies for the rest of this not really being pokemon related#i don't have anything right now for part 4 of the event so i'm gonna use this space to go off about it#because. oh man.#a sad lack of the scullsman but a FEAST of everyone else#gotta love malleus and leona uniting in the common goal of hunting trey down for trying to game their whiny pettiness#(trey doesn't know what to do with someone he can't easily distract with cake)#also further confirmation that malleus WILL kill a small child and leona WILL point and laugh the whole time#also sebek's plans revolving around what he knows he's good at: screaming extremely loudly and hoisting nerds#and let us not forget what i consider to be the crowning jewel#which is jamil figuring out IMMEDIATELY where scully has taken his prisoners#only for everyone else to just. literally refuse to do anything about it.#jamil just standing there and going 'WE KNOW WHERE THEY ARE! WE CAN JUST! GO GET THEM!!!! WHYYY AREN'T WE GOING'#visibly losing his entire mind and it's beautiful#top 10 twst event moments honestly#also some delightful character consistency from jade being all#'actually my dicking around is a sign of my immense trust in your abilities to get things done :)'#'but also consider: there are currently two housewardens chasing a child'#'alternately angrily screaming poetry and begging them not to sue'#'and if you will pardon my city of flowers...there is no fucking way i'm missing that'#lock shock and barrel did not sign up for this. how did these idiots turn out to be somehow weirder than the three of them.#twisted wonderland must be a frightening place indeed
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I was working on a new fic that I was really looking forward to, but in light of recent revelations, I'm gonna be taking a step back I think
also i removed him from the member masterlist and all of his fics, excluding things like YIMA and the poly series which I'm considering re-editing to get rid of him
#because honestly i'm disgusted and shocked#and i know my fics are entirely irrelevant in the scheme of things#but i kinda want to go through all of them and edit him out#which is easy (and already done by the time i'm posting this) for him as a background character in#some of the other members fics i've written but in others it's more complicated#like in yima and the poly series#as well as anything i've ever written that directly involved him#i also.... like was thinking about some of the stuff i included in yima with hc watching cameras#and now i..... i really want to change that bc when i was writing it i was like ah yeah this is pretty like gross#but now i'm like actually thinking realistically about that and it's fucking foul#so i'm definitely taking a step back#and i may quietly re-edit some stuff or i may just not be able to bring myself to do that#i have removed his masterlist from my member masterlist and all of his fics
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my favorite new pair of tumblr sillywomen <3
#the amazing digital circus#buttonblossom#pomni x ragatha#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#this is very much just a sketch and my first time drawing them but i'm honestly vibing with it :D#i think these two are so adorable both together and apart#i have such a crush on ragatha but a lot of people who know me know that rag doll characters are my weakness so not much of a shock there#i'll be honest Ragatha is really like ''oh no this woman is gonna abstract any minute''#shenanigans (and kissing] ensue XD#idk how much of them i'll draw but i had fun!#i do what i want-tober day 26
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Every time you think, "Oh, I don't have [x condition], I'm basically cured!" that is the devil talking. You aren't cured, you are likely going through periods of your symptoms waning. Don't cease whatever you're doing to help yourself, like medication, for instance, because it's likely you still have the conditions or symptoms, even if you aren't noticing them as frequently or severely.
#disability#this is a callout post about myself#i genuinely thought my GAD was cured because my symtoms had lessened significantly since i've transitioned#turns out my anxiety is just as killer and awful - it's just muted slightly#i am currently laying down with my brain convinced that i'm About To Have a Heart Attack#(and not in the fun demi lovato kind of way)#(that song is a little over a decade old... what the bingle)#anyway please don't do what i do whenever i experience ANY level of symptoms getting better because it will shock you...#...when those symptoms come back and remind you that you Do Indeed have [x condition]#i now know how a wolf girl feels when they say they are Actually Feral because that's how i feel rn 💀#even I'M not immune to the idea that the things i suffer from are things that can Disappear Magically 😭#it's wishful thinking and almost like... imposter syndrome because you're *so* desperate to prove to yourself you're Fine or A Faker#and you become hyperfixated on picking every tiny little waxing and waning of symptoms like you're a fortune teller#and honestly it's really stiffling and it's a lot of work to kill the cop in your head that says you are secretly Not All That Affected...#...that you're either exaggerating to the Extreme or you're just a bored faker who's trying to Get Attention (bad somehow)
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Here is my piece for @words-come-slowly and their fic ( https://archiveofourown.org/works/55845127/chapters/141795025 )
Thank you for allowing me to help bring your piece to life and ofc thank you for your patience. It was a very pleasurable time creating for you (even if it was horrible pleasant challenge)
I'd like to thank all my friends and family (specifically my sister) for believing in me when I couldn't. It has been a long long journey to get here and I'm happy to have made it.
Thank you all for having me ❤️
#ABB#avatrice#avatrice big bang#ava#beatrice#there are some lovely details i popped in here that I m ight cry if it goes unnoticed but it's chill#beatrice is so bbg here#god i fucked ahrd#i love love love the snake#sorry#favoritism#this was honestly the hardest fucking thing i've done all year#and I really was stuck on where to go for this piece but i'm glad i'm here#it's so weird to think 6 months ago I couldn't draw faces#and here I am drawing their faces#god#i've come so far and i'm just really happy#and in shock#and disbelife#tko_art
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Arval Fireemblemwarriorsthreehopes and A Xenobladechronicles3futureredeemed were a targeted one-two strike against my gender identity, and I will never forgive them for it (affectionate).
#cal draws lucia draws#arval#fe arval#arval fire emblem#a xenoblade#a#xenoblade#xenoblade chronicles 3#xenoblade chronicles 3 future redeemed#future redeemed#xbc3#xc3#xc3 future redeemed#xc3fr#fire emblem warriors three hopes#three hopes#fewth#oh my GOD I can't believe I'm finally done with this#(or at a point where I'm really able to say 'good enough')#not counting two meme doodles and some scribbles#this is actually the first thing I've drawn digitally??#and I'm honestly shocked at how happy I am with the result#a lot of it is traced to be sure#a in particular cause I had a reference I could basically pose myself#but with arval it was a lot more tricky because for them I didn't have that#which I guess you can tell with how their sleeves and. uh#floppy cloth tendrils came out#but still I think I'm satisfied with the results#I even added in fingernails for arval#*FINGERNAILS*
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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'
#red said#recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis#like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes#and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not#for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening#i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine#as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital#as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin#ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes#some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am#bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me#like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD#there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife#but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't#tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us#like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well#i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point#anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also#been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them#i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it#most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables#honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk#is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry
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Your Six Balls is so cute I need more of him
I'll offer you by heart in return: ❤️🧎🏻♀️
How can you offer me your heart when Six Balls already has it?
#poorly drawn SVSSS#SVSSS#Six Balls#I'm honestly quite shocked at the outpour of love and support for my Six Balls doodle#I really love drawing him; I'm working on something with this little guy that's...a little different from my normal content#Its a lot more time consuming so it might be a little while before it's uploaded#stay tuned! hope you recover from the heart damage that a little demon has inflicted on you <3#EDIT (because I drafted this a few days ago) ITS FINISHED#AT THE COST OF MY HAND....ITS FINISHED#SEE YOU BALL HEADS SUNDAY <3
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how did u learn to paint?? like i just cant wrap my head around it
<3 I love answering asks like this!
You will have to bare with me, I don't save many of my studies, and my files aren't that organized so I don't have as many images as I would like.
The studies I've found most helpful for myself personally with painting are various master studies. (This is also, as always, alongside study of fundamentals.) And always follow a study with self-critique (and, if you can get it, outside critique!)
"Master" in this sense means anyone who you want to learn something from.
One way you can do this is by copying an artist's work directly. This is to try and understand some of their stylistic techniques. Leyendecker, Andrew Loomis, and John Singer Sargent are personal favorites of mine! I try to keep these quick, I'm not trying to get an exact copy.
I also get a lot out of copying photos. In this case, I'm not trying to glean some technique, rather, I'm trying to interpret the photo and explore my own stylizations.
(photo credit mountain men of alaska )
I also really enjoy taking a painting or piece that already exists, and making it "mine" by putting my characters in it haha, which is sort of a combination of master studies and photo studies!
(William Bruce Ellis - Covent Garden (1930)) (Barberini Faun)
And then, in my work that's not a study at all, I'm informed by all of these!
What master studies do is help me refine my style and practice my technique, but also I'm communicating with artists of the past through my art! They're teaching me! And I have so much to learn.
And of course... most importantly... I paint.
a lot.
I don't do as much study anymore, not because I feel I've learned all I need to, but because for work I draw 50+ drawings a week. 'Drawing for work' and 'study' occupy the same space in my brain and I need some fun drawing time!
So to sum up, draw a lot, reference constantly, and copy the people you want to draw more like!
(and, of course, when doing a study off of someone else's work, always give them credit. If it's your photos there's no need.)
#I really tried to pare this one down cause it got LONG#as always I am more than happy to delve deeper into any of these particular points!#I'm always always always happy to explain as much of my process as possible#and I'd love to pass off some of my knowledge to others!#I love to see people creating art and want to do anything I can to help empower people to do so more#I love you mwa mwa mwa#asks#edsheerankinnie#art tips#painting tips#I pretty much wear my influences on my sleeve#like I don't care#I honestly get so so so excited about art I'm like shaking a little#like oh my god#we get to MAKE Things#we get to sit down and through the power of our own hands we get to CREATE#and I get to access the knowledge of humanity. throughout history#I get to reach my hand out and have people who are long gone pass their knowledge on to me.#like come on. that's unreal...#at some point you will unlock this feeling if you let yourself#the feeling of connection over centuries#when you hear michelangelo was so shocked by the lifelike nature of his own sculpture he threw his chisel at it to see if it would move#when you see rockwell's love for simple moments between normal people#when you see cave paintings of a woman and you know she was loved.#you get to fucking connect#and feel human#and it's really special#and it's why I think everyone should draw. everyone should draw a LITTLE#music too#augh I'm emotional
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I keep bracing myself to see that man so I don't get too big a jumpscare mid-episode, and yet...
I was prepared to see him in e2 until I realized that they were going to do the hangar stuff in the 3rd ep. I was so sure he was going to be there in e3 bc it MADE SENSE, more than him flying the plane, at least. He's a firefighter, that's a well-established fact. Also a well-established fact is that like, half the companies in the city had been dispatched to the emergency, well over 100 firefighters were on hand.
It would have been so easy to have him at the hangar or on the highway, even if it was just a quick shot before he moved back into the background.
Then, I was fully expecting to see him in a shot after the emergency was over (I literally sent a message to the Discord last night lamenting about the fact that we'd get a scene with him and Buck, or possibly even him, Buck & Eddie),
AND YET!!
His character was perfectly established to be a part of this emergency (even if not in the way that SOME PEOPLE had assumed he would be), but they didn't take any of the numerous opportunities to integrate him into the 118 or give him any further importance to the storyline and that's a choice.
Anyway uh, point of the story is I keep bracing myself to see him and then I keep winning anyway bc he's never there 🤣
#anti tommy kinard#atp I'm pretty sure 911 itself is anti tommy lmfaooo#911 discourse#not really discourse I don't think but not everyone's a hater & I respect that#this honestly isn't even hating. I just can't believe they didn't use him AT ALL for this emergency#it's more shock than hate i think#I knew damn well he wasn't going to LAND the plane on Angela Basett's show but like. He wasn't even on the ground??? he's a firefighter!!#THE 217 WAS THERE ! That's his station!! & they were like “Nah he actually isn't even THAT important” !!!!!#911 spoilers
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Okay, what a whiplash going from the last few minutes of episode 4 where i was having fun to being so uncomfortable watching the sex scene in episode 5..
Okay so going into this season, i already knew that colin and penelope were gonna have a sex scene involving a mirror, so when colin turned penelope towards the mirror and started describing things he likes about her, i thought that this was a foreshadowing to a sex scene that'll happen later on, because in my mind they're so not at the point of full on sex yet, so when i realized that they were gonna have sex i was taken back because this scene feels so unearned to me, it feels like we jumped several steps ahead, even though last episode they were making out and colin was grabbing on her, his hand under her dress, it still doesn't feel like enough build up for a sex scene to happen the next episode, again it feels like we jumped so many steps to get here..
And i don't know why but i started getting a little uncomfortable when he touched her lower lip and i definitely got uncomfortable with her laying naked in bed with him on top of her, and then he started talking her through it and i know some people like this, but i just wanted him stop talking!! (i was genuinely so close to fast forwarding this scene but instead I'm here writing this).
So yeah i didn't like this scene because it has alot of talking, but mostly it because their relationship literally started last night!! I don't think i can say there's no building up whatsoever, to me it's just there's very very little build up and development in their relationship.
#yeah this just me saying the same 2 things over and over again lol I'm just so shocked#and from the way i talked about this I'm sure it's obvious how kate and anthonys sex scene is still my favorite they spend the whole season#building so much tension so it happened it was like “finally!!” while penelope and colins scene feels so much like “oh really.. now?!”#maybe I'll feel differently after finishing the episode but honestly i doubt that and this is just my initial very strong reaction#bridgerton#bridgerton s3#bridgerton 3x05#colin x penelope#polin#👑
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wash tormenting the reds in the most petty ways possible because he's still pissed off about them hitting him with a car and then blowing him up in s8 is so important to me you don't even understand
#I'm pretty sure I've said it on my old blog before but wash is the blues older brother but to the reds? he's the neighborhood bully lmao#that scene in s13 where wash gets all the chorus soldiers to turn on grif for refusing to attend the training sessions? 100% an act of#calculated cruelty on wash's part lmao#oh oh or in s11 when wash hooked up blue base to the ships power but not the reds? also calculated lol#wash stealing all of their stuff in s10 will also always be a fav petty wash moment of mine#he is out to make them suffer and they're not even aware of it lol#rvb#agent washington#mine#not t/oaru#if i ever write my ct lives au fic I'm going so hard on petty grudge holding wash#he is an absolute menace but he's so lowkey about it that in universe trying to convince ppl that wash is as petty as he is#is nearly impossible#the only ppl aware of wash's true nature are the counselor the director ct alpha and probably maine (and maybe florida)#everyone else sees him in a similar light as his fanon characterization#that's part of the reason why i think lina was so shock in s10 when he turned his gun on her bc to her wash was always so subordinate that#she just genuinely never saw it coming#anyway wash/ct/maine friendship is so important to me. i like to include south in there too sometimes but honestly south comes off as a#loner type. like she doesn't mind ppl but no one except north is really willing to tolerate her uh....personality for long periods of time#shes very....reactive and emotionally charged#but tbh id be that way too if i was stuck with north#north unironically reminds me of my dad but not in the good way lol#god my tags are all over the place#audhd brain goes brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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Had to stop and clip this transition bc I couldn't stop laughing and replaying it
#it's been a few years since I've watched ghost hunt and honestly I'm having a really good time#I'm like. appreciating the direction a lot#the split screen effects get a little goofy sometimes#but there have been some really fun shots in terms of composition and camera angle and such#nothing flashy. but still fun#it knows how to make a still shot of people looking shocked interesting#but then on the other hand. this clip#god it's fucking funny#ghost hunt#ghost hunt anime#video#not described
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More matador!Fernando! Ferrari this time :D (I can't help myself.....)
- facial hair
+ closeups
I really wanted the vibe of this Nando pic, I think I did pretty well??
#GUYS THE BULL DO YOU NOTICE WHAT BULL DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SUBTEXT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY IMPLICATION#lmao tho i mostly put it there cause i saw this rly cool pic w the shadow of a bull on a matador's cape#i dont understand how i ended up making this one more intensive and detailed than the other#but im not mad cause i really like it aaahhhhhh#but i think this one took more than 6 hours and the other one was 5½?#and both i ended up working until an absolutely horrible time. dont ask me what time i wrote this post#okay btw i didnt draw that embroidery. thank you medibang pattern brush now beloved 🙏#i think it suits him!!!! i was thinking of doing stars anyways so I'm glad it worked out#two people id like to blame:#thank you 005 for accidentally reminding me of the sword!! im glad his other hand is not just idle :)#and thank you suzuki-ecstar for asking me at some point if id ever draw facial hair on nando#^ particularly the 3 Musketeers look. so thanks. i suddenly remembered and i had to draw it 😭#it kept shocking me how baby faced i drew him every time i took that layer off#also every time i worked on the suit red genuinely ceased being an actual color to me#its bright red right?? like very fluorescent?? but my brain kept going: is this too orange?? this isnt red right????#anyways happy with this!!!!! there were a lot more roadblocks than the other but it all worked out#but wow wish i had this level of diligence for yknow. schoolwork.#i can spend 6+ hours on a drawing straight but school? nah i give up every 20 mins or less fjfkkfl#also not abandoning my other aus or anything but i have a lot more ideas for this honestly#i think the ref pics are a lot easier and more interesting to find than for my other AUs#<- cause its so much more modern lmao. so i have a lot more inspo than trying to find ultra specific 18th century paintings#i wanna draw 3 things rn:#nando w the ceremonial cape. seb in a matador suit. and of course some silly vett//onso in this AU#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#fa14#matador au
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Based on your tags, I thought you were gonna say something along the lines of finally having her fingers all to yourself
Lol I'm taking the question seriously, sheesh. And. Well. I mean she's a straight woman, so while yeah I go wild in my tags with jokes, realistically my guess is spending a day with her would be exactly the same as hanging out with any other straight girl. Especially one who has always lived as affluently as she has. Except she's also beautiful so I would have a hard time not just staring at her stupidly pretty face 😅
#anon#honestly idk if we'd actually get along? like I mean I only know her public persona I don't actually know how she is in private#so that's all I have to base it off of#but I'm like really sarcastic and just say random shit off the cuff#and she seems to get shocked at stuff like that 🥴#and on the flip side she's very.... hmmm how do I say this#she is never beating the millennial straight white girl allegations#god love her! not shading her! just saying as far as personalities meshing goes#i have an innate ability to get along with nearly everyone but that doesn't necessarily mean I enjoy everyone's company. if that makes sens#and i get the feeling she's kind of the same way
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