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Brooke's Tuna-Tober 2024 Masterlist
Hey everyone! I was recently brough into the ranks of the ever wonderful Murdock's Tuna Team discord server and the legend @pastafossa came up with a list of prompts for us to write for the month of October! Instead of it just being angst or fluff or kinky, we have all three options per day and can choose one or combine to our heart's desire! I have a wide range of characters that I came up with ideas for a lot of the days and I can't wait to share them!
My little disclaimer as usual is that I am working part time and going to school part time, so I may not be super on time with posting day by day, but dangit, I'm gonna get everything posted that I have ideas for! It may end in November, but it'll be fine! I have also taken some of the days off because the muses weren't feeling them or any of the backup prompts, whoopsie!
Anyways! without further ado, my tentative list of writings for Tuna-Tober!
All pieces are written as character x fem!reader unless specified otherwise!
Day 1: Falling asleep in a hospital room (angst) - Spencer Reid
Day 2: “Why? Why do you love me?” (angst) - Qrow Branwen x fem!OC
Day 3: Role reversal (smut) - Matt Murdock (self reblog)
Day 4: “This isn’t you” (angst) - Bucky Barnes
Day 6: “Shh, I’ve got you now. I’m here.” (angst) - George Weasley
Day 7: Nothing underneath (smut) - Matt Murdock
Day 8: Overstimulation (smut) - Matt Murdock
Day 10: A hug that lasts a little too long (fluff) - college!Matt Murdock x gn!reader
Day 12: “I did it for you” (angst) - Sabine Wren
Day 16: Against a window (smut) - Din Djarin
Day 17: Tickling (fluff) - George Weasley x gn!reader
Day 19: Touch starved (angst) AND “I’ll always be there for you” (fluff) - Matt Murdock
Day 20: There was only one bed (fluff) AND “You were made for me, weren’t you?” (smut) - TBD [may or may not get to this one]
Day 21: Fainting/collapsing (angst) - Spencer Reid (self reblog)
Day 23: Father (angst) - Sam Winchester
Day 24: Drunken confession (fluff) AND “Shh, do you want them to hear us?” (smut) - Dean Winchester
Day 26: Under the desk (smut) - Matt Murdock
Day 27: Near death experience (angst) - Sam Winchester (self reblog)
Day 28: [prompt switch out] “I'm in love with you, and that scares me” - Bucky Barnes
Day 29: Forehead kiss (fluff) - TBD headcanons for multiple characters [may or may not get to this one]
Day 30: Road trip (fluff) - platonic Winchester Brothers
Day 31: Blanket hog (fluff) - Matt Murdock
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haio still on a little anonvoid hiatus ^_^
i'mma just be posting screenshots of all the asks i got so i can clean my inbox and both have them like. go somewhere instead of losing them forever
post is long!!! so click keep reading if you wanna see all the silly stuff ^_^ starting from oldest to newest!
[5th July | </3 okay- like i'm never deleting this from my inbox ever]
[9th July | I'VE WANTED TO LIKE SIT DOWN AND ACTUALLY WRITE A COHERENT TIMELINE OF EVENTS FOR THIS ohuhghr maybe some day......]
[9th July | hhrggrhghrghrghjfdgfhjdbhgjrkhgkjrhgkrjhgkfdjuigj sorgy eye mod i love eye anon but i ain't drawin allat right now]
[10th July | OKAY THIS IS ACTUALLY SO WEIRD WITHOUT CONTEXT.... it was a whole thing from the discord server i don't even know how to begin to explain it. but it was all shits and giggles and i like to think my little self-insert keeps these asks under the bed to look at when feeling down ^_^]
[15th July | secret........ oOOoOoOo i actually don't know if i still wanna do this silly thing... gang should i make this the first magic anon when i get back?]
[18th July | oh shit ummmehhh urmmm also this is old their new anon sign off is a pineapple instead of a lemon because...proshitters be taking emoji combos for some reason. anyways you probably already made the design by now BUUUT.....]
[i wanna have some fun........oohh girrlss just wannna haaaveee fuuunn /lyr ............i still can't believe an anon gave birth canonically]
[20th July | i need to interact with badger more.. <3 warrior cats are literally real bro... vro.... vroanonvodi warrior cats au when]
[26th July | ouh pickly.......... save them. gang look over pickly while i go smoke a pack of cigarettes /silly /ref (i don't smoke) ]
[27th July | aw yeah we're going back to short sleeve tee and baggy pants!!!!!!!!]
[28th July | i think i forgot to reply... sorry aliem mod.........]
[28th July | BRO LITERALLY PREDICTED THE ICE ANON- but really </3 wanted to give him a blanket......ouh i'm sorry princess anon........]
[28th July | girl (gender neutral), i had no idea how to reply, i was not gonna draw myself holding onto a baby or whatever cat breed that is /silly..... so so cute art.........]
[28th July | i would've dropped it, screamed and ran away.... scary bugs]
[30th July | ,,very interesting ask i censored just in case i wanna actually reply to it when i'm back,,,,,, didn't reply at the time cuz it was getting close to august and i didn't feel like i should start something that would've probably taken me a week to complete]
[30th July | thisis part of the convo cupid and sleepy were having........ hgjhggfi]
[31st July | I GENUINELY FORGOT TO REPLY TO THIS ASK.]
[31st July | mermaid anon... no one could make me hate you mermaid anon.... i know a theater kid when i see one and i bow to you to continue the show one day..... sorgy for not replying you're so cool]
[31st July | dear GOD. (eye strain... image darkened.... giggles)]
[31st July | my mf doesn't know how to sew for SHIITT, ily cupid anon mwa mwa /p]
[31st July | licks da rock..........]
[31st July | i don't like bacon surprisingly! i don't like a lot of stuff, you'd be surprised]
[1st August | THIS ISN'T EVEN ANONVOID RELATED GANG??? STOP LOOKING AT MY OLD POSTS THEY'RE UGLY!!!]
[1st August | Dean, i can't believe you still ask]
[1st August | SATURN PIANO...... WAAHHH]
[1st August | SIGH.......................... anonvoid server inside joke]
[1st August | this is based off notepad's portal to earth!! if you guys wanna interact with that go to notepads blog since my self-insert is taking a nap]
[1st August | little do they know..........]
[1st August | they're together in this screenshot cuz i got nothing to say,,,, i'm tired]
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Hello loves 💘
I am looking for SPN ( Supernatural) cw show rpers.
I only do oc x cc double ups, I'm currently looking for someone who can play Cas against my oc, in return I can play either Dean or Sam or Crowley for your oc.
My writing style is literate to advanced literate, I prefer decent grammar and descriptive replies where we both work together to advance the plot. I enjoy myself some consistency so I tend to prefer atleast one reply a day, send me a heads up if you get busy and I'll do the same.
Please NO GHOSTING!!! This is my major requirement, if you're just gonna ghost or disappear or only write once or twice a month then please don't reach out.
You must be okay with dark themes and NSFW ( kinks can be discussed over dms) My favorite genres are action, adventure, romance, drama, slight angst, fluff and nsfw. My triggers are suicide and self harm and too depressive plots, I won't be writing those as they affect my mental health.
I write on discord as its more convenient.
I would love it if we could chat ooc, plot together, gush about our characters etc etc. I'm so excited !! Please dm me if you are interested or just like the post.
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intro!
you can call me jess, bella, mayo or anything you want! [except for jessica :p]
any pronouns, i don't care abt my gender tbh
my fandoms are; marauders, dead boy detectives and dead poets society
i write a bit, but i've never actually published anything lmao 😭 jess_quillkiller is my very empty ao3 acc !
i'm a minor and don't write much, so i would really like advice on what i'm doing well/what i could improve!
i also draw!! i'm not good at it at all, but i still do!
i love music a lot!! if you give me song recs you will be my god! favourite bands as of writing this;
McCafferty
Shauna Dean Cokeland
Radiohead
Adrianne Lenker
Baby Bugs
I Don't Know How But They Found Me
Mindless Self Indulgence
(i do know a lot of people i listen to ARE problematic but i like the music not the people!!)
idk my spotify accs name but if you want it i'll find it!!
same goes for my discord or insta ^^ i'm happy to give my accs to anyone if you dm me
my rp blogs; @cassie-meadowes @bandit-barty @pands-rosier i'm always open to joining new rps, whether on discord or tumblr, js ask me if u need someone to join one :3
i think that's all i'm gonna add for now :D, feel free to send me asks & whatnot
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Jackie...fellow bi needs assistance. I'm in the closet and my only outlet is Destiel fanfic and internet forums where I hide and search for friendly faces. Fic recs, advice, help me pls? Also, is there a way to buy your art without anyone knowing? I live at home and my parents are not exactly on board with this part of me.
oof, okay, well, first--
I'm gonna answer this ask the best I can, but I can't promise I won't "disaster-bi" my way through it, so I apologize in advance. I'm not sure I'm qualified to give any advice. But right at the start of this I’m gonna drop some online resources for you:
the Bisexual Resource Center
Bisexual.org - topical info, people, resources
LGBTQ+ Student Resources
Now, if you’re looking for IRL community, without knowing your age, it's hard to point you to many concrete resources. But, some options are:
If you are high school-aged or older (which I assume you are), you can always find a teacher/counselor with a "safe zone" sticker in their room or office and see if they have any contact info for local lgbtq+ groups or organizations you could join or make friends. Typically it wouldn't be a concern that any of these people would out you, but if you're especially tentative about it, make sure you speak with a teacher or counselor you trust.
If you're in college or around the age where you can tour a college, I highly recommend talking with an admissions counselor at your local community or liberal arts college (on your own, without parents) and request resources for campus clubs or organizations you could join--
You also don’t have to go to the college to speak with them. You can simply email asking for resources, you don’t have to attend. A counselor or office admin would be more than happy to dig up some local resources for you or give you the contact info of someone who can - it’s literally what they do (trust me).
However, I know there are a lot of people who use destiel and this community as an outlet, or their only outlet, for lgbtq+ community and content, and, for the record, I think that’s great. There are a ton of friends to be had around here. If you’re comfortable, you can try to connect with some people on tumblr, maybe about fanfic you like, or fanfic you write, or art - hey, like me! - and start establishing some friendships. You can hang out via Discord, do voice and video chat, do watch-a-longs, you name it.
As far as the art question goes: All the art you order from me comes in a nondescript box or flat mailer, but you can always email me or message me in advance to request more packaging or discuss specific concerns you may have.
Now for the fic rec part!
A great one (that I’m also hesitant to recommend because I don’t know your age, but is very topically appropriate) is Four Letter Word by Bendingsignpost. In it, Dean explores is bisexuality - but please mind the tags. I’ll let other people recommend their favorite fics in the comments if anyone has one they’d like to add!
Now-- I sincerely hope some of this helps. even if just a little. (and if it doesn’t, or its not even close to what you wanted to know, I’m so sorry *finger guns*)
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Writing update!
So! Since I finally finished posting Watching Over You (Hooray!!!! Yippee!!!!!), I can focus on finishing my other destiel WIPs! I did a poll a little while back to determine what my next fic should be, and the result was The Wrong Avalon, my BBC Merlin/SPN crossover, tied with my demon Dean fic.
However, my Star Trek brainworms have come back with full force, and I'm tempted to bash out the first fic in the Tales From The USS Impala series (I've already written the second and third ones) before I lose interest in it again. Plus, I started live-writing a silly Dean-and-Cas-go-to-couples-therapy-without-realising-its-couples-therapy fic over in the Profound Bond discord server that I feel bad about leaving half-finished.
Also, I'm gonna do Camp NaNoWriMo in July, and I need to decide on a project/goal for that. I'd like to write every day, and I might set my daily word count to 100/day, since I did 50/day in April Camp and that went pretty well.
So, I think my plan for the next month or so is this:
Bash out a discord message's worth of the therapy fic at least once a day until I finish it or July Camp starts, whichever's sooner
Reread/replot the demon dean fic (it was supposed to be a oneshot but it grew a plot and now I've gotta get a chainsaw and trim it back into coherency)
July Camp:
Goal: 100 words per day, every day of Camp
Write Rose by any other name (star trek au) first draft OR finish writing the demon dean fic depending on what makes my brain go brrr
Reread/double-check plot for Wrong Avalon (words don't count for NaNo)
Think up a title for the therapy fic, maaaaaybe edit and post it (otherwise I'll edit + post after Camp)
Also, would you lot be interested if I posted snippets/writing updates? I'm aware 99% of my blog is just reblogging memes and fanart but if people are interested I can keep y'all posted on how my WIPs are going.
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#where is everyone though#where ya'll at#I wanna do some writing#Dean or Luci ya'll pick#come on I am so stoked and geared up and ready to go#but hey if not that's cool too my dudes :) I'm on discord#and gonna watch the end of the deadwood series I'm on
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Strip Poker With Dean ficlet
A/N: This was a 15-minute sprint game in the SPNFanFicPond discord server yesterday, where we got a bunch of prompts from a generator and had to try and fit as many of them into one story as we could. With 15 minutes to write, I got most of this written, which isn't too bad for me. The prompts I used were: - Profession: Burlesque performer - Theme: Strip poker - Dialogue idea: [text] I just saw you leave with [her/him/them]. Not beta read or anything because I'm a heathen.
Summary: What Dean doesn't know will give you the advantage in this game!
Pairing: Dean x reader
Warnings: None
Word count: 323 words
The greatest thing about strip poker with Dean Winchester was how much money you could make off him without even trying.
“Aw, c’mon!” he cried when you put down a full house and grinned with glee. “How do you keep doing that?”
“A girl never tells her secrets, Dean,” you replied coyly.
When Dean won the next hand, you happily removed the tie you’d been wearing and tossed it on top of the jacket, vest, pants, and socks that were already on the floor. Although it was true that Winchesters always seemed to wear dozens of layers, you always managed to wear more. Dressing in outfits that required accessories, like pantsuits, helped. While Dean was down to one shirt and his boxers, you still had your shirt, bra, and panties.
Dean’s eyes traveled over your form, resting on your newly exposed cleavage as you unbuttoned the top couple of buttons on your shirt. “Good thing it’s a bit warm in here, I guess,” you mumbled, fanning yourself with your shirt a little.
Dean cleared his throat and then busied himself with collecting and shuffling the cards. “Uh, yeah.”
Your phone chimed as about 15 notifications came in all at once. “I should get a new phone that knows how to tell me when people are trying to reach me, and not tell me once an hour that they failed.” Pulling up your messages, you saw a text from Sam.
>>I just saw you leave with Dean. Gonna fleece him in strip poker, again?
<<Just got this message, and yes. He’s down to his skivvies. 😂
>>Are you ever gonna tell him you used to be a burlesque dancer and know how to strip professionally? 😂
You looked over at Dean, who was trying to look like he was studying his cards, but he was really studying the bare skin you had just flashed when crossing your legs.
>>And lose my advantage? Never! 😂
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#dean winchester#dean winchester x reader#dean winchester fan fiction#spn fan fiction#supernatural fan fiction#dean winchester fluff#dean x reader#dean fluff#mrswhozeewhatsis writes
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hey, so, uh, I made a server for people who write and read x reader stuff; just so it gets seen, I'm gonna tag some mutuals, as well. @bigfan-fanfic @cuddly-dean-baby @gallifrey @ghastlyrider @hughie-tops @iscariot-rising @king-trash-cryptid @leatherednlace @ronaldrx @spnfanboy777
#x reader#x reader fanfiction#fanfic authors#fanfic author#discord server#x male!reader#x male reader#x female reader#x gender neutral reader#marvel fanfiction#dc fanfic#fanfiction#star wars fanfiction#loki#chris evans#henry cavill#tom holland#tom hiddleston#tom hardy#venom#fanfic#fic#fic writing#fanfic writing#fanfic writers#fanfic writer#fanfic problems#obi wan kenobi#Chris Hemsworth
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I'm gonna be cheeky here and do two in one O:)
@solarsought - i adore you and i apologise now for all the spam that i send your way on a daily basis on discord. You are the best, your characters are all so well written and i honestly don't know how you do it. Thank you for always being there and thank you for allowing me to fall in love with Eddie and Dean because ugh they are the cutest.
@creelsclocks - what can I say that I haven't told you a million times? Your Henry is my Eddie's best friend, his ride or die, his brother from another mother. I am blown away by your writing and the thought you have put into him. I love our little moments of madness discovering plot ideas. Thank you for being so amazing and never stop being you.
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Message answering time!
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@unluckiestwrench asked:
Ever think of starting a Discord for the TFB community?
I haven't, mostly because Discord isn't something I've had a lot of experience with. I know a number of others have started various tickling-related servers, but I haven't sought any of them out or know if they're still running. (I'm happy to share info if anyone knows of any!) I do have Discord, though – you can find me at strings#9017.
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Anonymous asked:
😊 how are you doing today? - 🦋
I'm doing very nicely, thank you! And I was doing nicely back when you asked, too (like eight weeks ago). Just haven't been prioritizing Tumblr for a bit. I've been trying to make progress through my watchlist backlog, which has included a lot of Lucifer, Critical Role, and Star Trek.
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Anonymous asked:
Hey strings, you should do more art!! You're really really talented and you should draw more on your blog outside of tickletober!! I know I'd heart each one because oh my God your art is just so cute and flustering-💜
Thank you! I had fun doing all the Tickletober pieces (masterlist here). Art makes the rounds so much more easily than fic; the top note-grabbers in that batch easily outperformed my typical note count by 10x. I do have some stray ideas floating around for other artwork, though writing is still where my passion lies so don't expect me to stop anytime soon. :)
(All my drawings are filed under #strings does art.)
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Anonymous asked:
would you make tickling pictures on an animated movie?
Animation is beyond my current skills, I'm afraid!
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Anonymous asked:
Your t artwork is incredible!!! I love the waist/fingers post
Thanks! I think the one you're referring to is this death-spot piece? I love it, too. :)
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Anonymous asked:
I don't know if you've got anything like this before but. Female or genderfluid gabriel × male to female trans Sam. Maybe as a Victorian AU or an AU where one of them is a ghost that haunts the other's house that other folks have warned to be haunted.
Interesting premise! I support genderfluid angels and trans!Sam. :) This doesn't quite spark my muse, but I'll keep it filed among my prompts!
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(Now we're getting into the really old stuff, sent months and months ago, sorry!)
Anonymous asked:
here I am sitting in class trying to do my work when the the image pops into my brain - stoic, season 4 Cas being tickled to the ground by both Dean and Sam and then just laying there, giggling adorably because wow that was fun. now I can't focus on anything but that
Yeeeeessss! (Hope you eventually got your classwork done!)
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Anonymous asked:
imagine dean getting hit by a spell that makes him get hit with ticklish shocks every 3 minutes and he KNOWS they're coming but he can't do anything to stop them
Get that boy with anticipation! Bonus points for having someone to hold onto and bury his giggles in. ;)
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@lex-the-mockingbird asked:
Am I the only one with a solid craving for ticklish Dean headcanons? And just- Destiel Headcanons because oh my god they're just so precious and amazing💜
They are, aren't they! Many headcanons to be had over at the #headcanons tag. :)
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Anonymous asked:
OKAY BUT Dean helping Cas put sunscreen on his back and Cas giggling because his back is so ticklish and Dean KNOWS it
I don't make the rules but this is true.
...okay, I do make my own rules. And I'd still declare this true.
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waywardpenguinunknown asked:
I know that people love 'lee Misha/Cas a lot, but 'ler Misha/Cas has me feeling some type of way Just the smirks and hums and teasing grins, not to mention the fact that Cas has like a /crazy/ amount of power, you wouldn't be getting out anytime soon;) So yes, I do love 'lee Misha or Cas, but they can be my 'ler anyday(or Jensens/Dean's;)) Just some thoughts for you (P.s, is there gonna be a part 4 to wordless interruptions?💯👌🏼)
Holy moly, I found this musty message languishing at the bottom of my inbox from 2016. Yikes. The asker has since deactivated their blog, even. 😬 I don't know if you're still stalking around here under a different pseudonym but I promise I wasn't ignoring you on purpose! I agree with you wholeheartedly, here.
Wordless Interruptions (#series: wordless interruptions) topped out at three parts, but there's been lots of #ler!Cas since then in a bunch of other work, mine and others!
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This concludes our regularly-scheduled inbox purge.
#ask#you people are too kind#anonymous#unluckiestwrench#lex.the.mockingbird#purpleheart!anon#butterfly!anon#waywardpenguinunknown#prompt
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Top 5 books? Top 5 video games? 👀
Hi Lou!!! I'm gonna level with you, I can't remember the last time I had the focus to sit down and read a real book. Write ungodly amounts of my own stuff, about 84k words this year, that I can do, but reading? Apparently too much for my brain. That said, I will still gladly do my best. As far as video games, I have the opposite problem. I may end up breaking it down by franchise for a couple, otherwise 80% of that list is gonna be Mass Effect.
Anyways!
Top 5 Books, in no particular order:
Daughter of the Forest, Juliet Marillier: Technically the first three books, mostly because I was not aware there were actually 6 total until about 10 minutes ago.
The Wee Free Men, Terry Pratchett: The "all witches are selfish" quote Changed me as a teenager, not gonna lie.
The Penultimate Peril, Lemony Snicket: Again, the whole series was great, but that one just. Hurt. In a good way. In a terrible way. Unsurprising given the name of the series.
Soul Music, Terry Pratchett: The book that actually got me into the Discworld books, and I'm restraining myself from just making this whole list Discworld. The Watch books and the Witch books are fantastic.
Odd Thomas, Dean Koontz: It's been literally over a decade since I read it and the plot twist at the end still breaks my fucking heart. Unfortunately for me, my school library never carried more than the first one.
Top 5 Video Games, also in no particular order:
Mass Effect: Okay I said no particular order, but this franchise is like coming home. If it's been long enough, I will just sit on the main menu of 1 and just vibe to Vigil. I think you'd like my boy Yves, he pretty.
Persona 5: Royal: My friend bought me the game as a birthday present for my birthday right before covid really started picking up. A year and a half and about 60k words of fanfiction later over the course of that whole span of time, I still make a point of telling them you did this to me. Because they did. I preordered the direct sequel, P5: Strikers (which honestly, I might as well include as part of the entry here, both games are great). I don't preorder games anymore, not since Spyro: Reignited. I have beaten both games a total of about a dozen times in the last year and a half.
Dragon Quest Builders 2: Fun little minecraft-type building sim with a solid story, tools for better ease of building, and a Buddy to keep you company while you carve a mountain in half trying to get iron, Persona 5 was my friend's revenge for me getting them hopelessly into this game for a good 6 months. There's a demo on steam I always recommend to people, and if you get the full version, the season pass is worth snagging for the extra building materials and the fishing.
Hades: Kade got me this one back in like. June? July? I finally sat down to play it almost exactly a month ago and it's quickly shaping up to be another you did this to me. Having a lot of fun, especially the few times I've streamed it on discord and Kade has accused me of war crimes that even Ares would look at and go "That's not okay." I have apparently lucked my way into some stupidly crunchy builds.
Bayonetta: Again, we're talking the franchise, I adore both games and my excitement was frankly embarrassing when the trailer for 3 dropped. Love me a good hack n slash with angels that are just as grotesque as the demons and two witches that are pretty clearly gay as fuck for each other.
Ask me my top 5 anything!
#long post#answers to questions y'all actually asked#still can't believe I've written that much this year what the fuck#adhd and the hyperfixation is Stronk in this one#cashweasel
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It's not often that ya boi is proud of an accomplishment, but today I am, so here we go...
Back in July through Tumblr I found a discord server dedicated to Conan fans in which some members mentioned disappointment that there wasn't a lot of Conan O'Brien fan fiction out there, and I thought, "Hey, I have that unfinished Conan fic just sitting around..."
So I polished it up, finished it, and anxious as hell, published. Because a few years ago, writing GoT fan fiction at the time, I tried sharing something and got a critical comment. Now, if you read my work you may think because of all the angry sex and hard banging that my queer ass could handle such a thing, but you'd be wrong. I'm hypersensitive, and so I deleted not only the comment, but the fic, and my entire AO3 profile.
But when I shared this time (on AO3 as DRHPaints, forgive the shameless plug) the response was wonderful. Such lovely praise from people I'd come to consider friends that it made me cry. And so, I wrote another. And another. Until here we are, 77 days later and I'm working on my 90th fic, and within the last week I strolled past half a million words written.
This is especially significant to me because before July, I hadn't written in months. I spent my days watching Conan clips and Bill Hader content, miserably dragging through and telling myself, "Just watch Conan tell one more joke. Just listen to Bill giggle one more time. Maybe you can make it to tomorrow."
Since publishing, I've received messages and comments that mean more to me than I can describe. People tell me how they can feel the emotions of my characters, how something I've written made them cry, or made them do...other things. And I can only say that to all of you who reach out and take the time to read my silly alphabet p*rn, thank you from the depths of my being.
Because writing is keeping me alive. I get up and I write until I can't make my eyes focus anymore. Every week when I talk to my therapist, he asks how it's going, and I excitedly tell him about a new concept, or a cool new request, and he's repeatedly said, "Dean, I'm so glad you found this. It seems it's really given your life a purpose and you're doing so much better."
And so, to celebrate 500k and in hopes that I'll still want to be around, hammering out filth in honor of tall, pallid, blue-eyed, assless comedy men with killer bone structure, I braved a trip to the liquor store despite my incredible difficulty going out in public, and bought a bottle of champagne. Gonna get turnt and write something nasty. Here's looking forward to a million 💜
#personal#500k#half a million words#bill hader#thirsty for haderade#sexy coco#fan fiction#team coco#ginger smokeshow#ao3 fanfic#ao3 writer#fan fic#writing#writer thoughts#thank you all so so so much#i love every reader#I'm desperately grateful#champagne#mental health#mental illness#the importance of creativity#conan o'brien#archive of our own#tw suicidal thoughts#tw alcohol
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i'm gonna be on a bit of a hiatus here for the week considering i'll be on vacation, but feel free to come yell on discord w me or we can make a server to write!!! dean winchester enthusiast#6455
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DEAN OUT HERE LOOKING FOR SAM’S
#I'm here guys and I'm going to be doin things here as soon as I finish things on discord#dean really needs to do more things with Sam on here#AND HE DOESN'T CURRENTLY HAVE ONE#I do have a Sam I adore and write with and wow so great#but I should very much like more Sam's to interact with so hit me up#I'LL BE GOING HOME ON TUESDAY AND GUESS WHAT I'M GONNA DO#*get some d*#BUT THEN I'M GONNA WATCH THE MAGICIANS WOW
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✥✢✣❋✦❄ ❆❇ (they used the same symbol twice but it's I like your characters and I like the way you express your muses btw) ♥ You are! Such a great person! I'm eternally grateful for you being nice to me back when I first joined this community and had no idea what I was doing but also your writing itself is honestly so inspiring. You're SUCH an amazing person too and like. Seriously it makes me so happy to know you okay crying in the club over here
SEND ME A SYMBOL (of ur luv) accepting!
✥ I have roleplayed with you and it was great✢ I like your characters❋ Your blog is one of my favs✦ I like seeing you on my dash❄ I look up to you❆ I love your art❇ I love the way you write♥ Your choice what to write
gdi james dean when i reblogged this meme i was like “dean’s gonna be the only one to send it in” and Lo,
but honestly this made me smile i’m all hfdlknhgfd yknow. y k n o w . anyone who reads my novel and gets excited about it is someone who is good in my books honestly. anyway!! i like writing w you too and you better get access to discord real fuckin quick cause i want to write with you and talk with you more and tumblr im is so .. .. ... tumblr im. but honestly talking with you is rly nice and i hope we can do that more!
#pressmyluck#✏️ | answered.#✏️ | ooc.#save tag.#//y'all..... u fool . ... u dumbass.... ur precious.....
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