#i'm gonna watch it again i'm obsessed
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so many thoughts. head scrampled egg.
#it was so good. it was so good.#i haven't felt real and genuine joy like this in so long#it killed me. it killed me. it killed me.#if they ................................#listen if they take donna away from the doctor after all of this#like permanently#i will be in rtd's walls trust and believe#''I loved that man'' what if I just start sobbing right here#it felt a little rushed but i didn't even care bc like?? look at them??? all back on my screen?????#dude i'm#that's his best friend!!!!!!!!!!!! she's back!!!!!!!!!! HIS BEST FRIEND!!!!#i really really didn't like the uh#foreshadowing of like#''hey you can come around and visit and just be a normal friend'' and him being like yeah when we all know full well he won't but like#why in the first ep of the specials my guy#why bring that up unless you're gonna take it from me#anyway.#i'm gonna watch it again i'm obsessed#dw#doctor who#doctor who spoilers
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Gods, Agatha is such a diabolical cunt. Never did I think I'd ever love someone more than Wanda, but she's now my new favorite bitch of the MCU. Kathryn Hahn really knocked it out of the park with this one! Her line delivery is just impeccable, and she is marvelous at playing out the bloodthirsty sociopath that you can't help but sympathize with. Like, she knows what she's about and she's not ashamed of it.
I'mma talk about Agatha All Along real quick cause it's late at night and I just finished the show in a sleepy haze and I need to get all these thoughts out while I battle another insomnia episode. So SPOILERS!
I was shooketh to find out that the witches road never even existed and was never real. The original ballad was based on a song her and her son made up while traveling, and it twisted into the ballad of the Witches Road over time. But other young witches believed the ballad to be a real tale, so they came to Agatha and wanted her to guide them down the road. So, she turned the ballad into a bait to lure other witches into a trap and steal their powers. This is how Agatha became a legend as the "only known survivor of the Witches Road". Of course she's the only survivor of the road! She made it the fuck up and then murdered everyone!
Agatha was bitching to Rio about her tormenting her the entire time and making her life a living hell. I was so confused on why Agatha would say this or why Rio would be sticking so closely to Agatha this entire time since her son's death. But that's because Rio has been following Agatha for centuries down the "Witches Road" because Agatha was dropping bodies left and right. And Agatha hated this because she sees Rio as responsible for taking her son, but Rio was just doing her job. Hells, Rio even did Agatha a massive favor by allowing Nicholas to live at all and giving Agatha at least some time with her son. And the little moment Agatha and Rio have where Rio says "as long as I get my bodies" is because there has always been bodies during the "Witches Road" and it is what Rio is expecting of Agatha. Rio only gets directly involved with this one because Billy "broke the rules" and cheated death and she is here to collect him specifically.
It's of no wonder why Agatha seems so erratic and winging it during all of the trials because there has never been trials. The Witches Road has never been real. She gets so frustrated at the beginning trial and yells at the witches to blast her because that is how it has always played out, until it didn't and the road actually revealed itself. She clocked Billy really early on because she realized that he used his mother's powers, induced unnecessary suffering, and killed people to get what he wanted (even if he didn't know that was what he was doing).
The Witches Road only became real because Billy made it real using his reality bending powers. He made the same mistake Wanda did and conjured it into existence because he wanted it to be real so bad. He wanted answers and to find out how to get Tommy back. That is what he expected at the end of the road and it's what he got. And like Wanda, Agatha helped him figure out how to get Tommy and get him what he has wanted. And Billy unintentionally got 3 people killed in the process. But he also helped Jen unbind herself and get her powers back.
And also, Lady Death is now in the MCU!!!! She's literally one of the most, if not the most powerful entity in the entire Marvel creation. She cannot die, cannot be killed, and cannot be injured. And Aubrey Plaza is just *chef's kiss*. She managed to leave such a massive impact by doing very little. I could not have imagined any one better and I'm actually surprised it took so long for her to make her way into the MCU. I would be severely disappointed if this was the last time we ever saw Aubrey Plaza as Lady Death. I know we're gonna see Billy, hopefully we see Tommy, but I need Rio Vidal.
I initially thought Disney was gonna pull the rug out from us and this show was just gonna be another queerbait. But the evil lesbian witches actually kissed, even if it was the kiss of death.
#marvel#mcu#agatha all along#agatha all along spoilers#agatha harkness#rio vidal#lady death#evil lesbian witches#billy maximoff#I'm gonna binge this show all over again this weekend#i'm gonna keep my eyes peeled to the screen and look for every little detail i can find now that i know what i'm looking for#sorry guys - i'm about to become just as obsessed with this show like i was with Wandavision and this is my new chew toy#wanna know something really really funny?#when i first watched wandavision - i had noticed that agatha practically flirts with wanda in every single episode#i couldn't tell if this was agatha flirting in a gay way#or if i was reading more into it because I wanted it to be flirts in a gay way and agatha is just being friendly#and then i watched agatha all along and learned that agatha is a whole ass fruit salad and my suspicions were correct#she was 100% hitting on wanda the entire time and was down BAD for wanda in more ways than one
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#since i found out how to edit images i'm never gonna stop#rewatching strangers from hell after watching evilive and psychopath diary is too funny#the murderous seo group#they're so similar it's incredible to see#all their dating profiles like 'tall murderer successful at his job searching for average guy that may be morally grey'#what's that joke again#the diary of the evil bad from hell ?#i love them bc they're supposed to be all scary and creepy but they have like#1 braincell combined#ah yes i'm an evil villain who's gonna get killed by the one dude i'm obsessed with#when you want to morally corrupt a guy and it turns against you#psychopath diary#strangers from hell#evilive#seo inwoo#seo do young#seo moonjo#guys that spend 1/2 of the show covered in blood and 1/2 writing their crush's name in their diary with hearts
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Confession
I recently fell into the Ace Attorney rabbit hole, and I don't know if I'm capable of climbing back out.
#i don't really have the time to do fanart#but i've fallen pretty hard into it#it makes me want to get active on my dashboard again#just so i can reblog some stuff to main#it's kinda refreshing tbh#i've been obsessing over NSR for so long#that i forgot what a 'normal' fandom even looks like#i dunno if this is gonna be a:#'friendship with NSR ended. new best friend: ace attorney'#kinda thing#but it is slowly becoming my new obsession#the movie and the fan musical are way better than they have any right to be#the anime is okay.#and i shouldn't have to tell y'all that the games are fantastic (at least what i've played so far)#it's a series that's always been in my purview since the original release but i was convinced that a visual novel#couldn't really be a 'game' so i didn't go for it when i was younger#also. i kinda thought pheonix was stupid looking and i couldn't get over that.#but much like leonardo watch before him. he is baby and i love him#i'm so sorry that i disrespected you like that ToT
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I am on some bullshit right now, bruh
#just re-watched pocahontas for the first time in many many years and dawg#the character animation in that film is so gorgeous#like they went so hard on ACTING through the animation#im getting obsessed again like i was when i was little#like u gotta understand: the disney pocahontas character (a truly fictional character inspired by real events let's get that straight)#i was like in love with her. i wanted to be her like oh my god#and the way they animated john smith was such a departure from their other disney LI's up til then (as *i* recall)#so detailed!! the expressions!!! the fucking YEARNING!!!!!!#best love story out of all the disney flicks imho. as a Story it's so powerful#I'm gonna think about the symbolism of them having to part#after grandmother willow had told them 'only when the fighting stops can you be together'#implying that the fighting isn't over and probably never will be#fuxking painfuslfjk#i know i know: c'est ~~problématique~~#but look. I'm from a racially diverse family okay?#my dad's side especially. nobody over there stuck to their own race/ethnic group#my parents are a mixed couple. i know how hard it is to make that work.#most interracial couples I'd seen on tv until that point were very...chaste?#mostly played for laughs (oh haha the cultural dissonance is so cute and funny!) or worse: to play up racial sterotypes#but to see one depicted as a straight-forward romance- as two people deeply in love and not played for a gag? AND as the core of the story?#mannnn that means a lot to me even all these years later#so yeah im deep in the 'hunting down feel-good fix-it fics' phase wish me luck
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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Girl, you see that house? Fucking weird place. let’s go
#art#artist#artist on tumblr#digital art#original art#my art#once again obsessed with james fenner I don't think this is stopping anytime soon#would be cool to do a piece like this in like. gouache I think mm#hey fun fact! I'm watching a stream by him right this second that's neat!#drew this with an intended character in mind. Once again did not get the vibes quite right but hey#I like how the yellows really pop out of the sky. Learnt how to use an overlay layer to make colours go BAM and now colours go BAM#unsure how I feel about the overwhelming blue but! oh well#also like the lil dot plants at the front and the garland through the trees#there used to be a shooting star in this piece until B was like 'haha looks like it's going to hit the house' and I couldn't unsee it#wasn't quite the vibe! not the right vibe#I'm gonna go back offline now I think maybe#we'll see yknow#trade-marked
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how would you guys feel about a bakudeku Howl's moving castle au with Deku as Howl and Kacchan as Sophie.................
#because i am doing it no matter what you say#i just watched it again with my dad this is the fourth time this year i've watched it because i am obsessive and crazy#i wanna watch it a fourth time alone this time so i can cry my eyes out#anyway#i'm gonna be doing something...............
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guys inanimate insanity is updating again and i kinda dgaf because the hyperfixation died years ago but i just got spoiled (??? i think) for something and ngl its making me kinda intruiged.........these days ive moved on to other things and grown up (which is ironic considering i got into II when i was a little bit over the target age in the first place) but like. should i finish it just to finish it since season 2 is finally wrapping up or nah since idk if i feel like going back to it rn
#meow meows#idk because on one hand i AM curious#but on the other hand. watching things takes energy that i could b using 4 more current interests or things my friends have reccomended#im also teeter tottering on if i'm gonna get sucked back into the osc or not#because on one hand. that took up a huge part of my life and going back to it might reawaken the obsession#but on the other hand i fell off keeping up with ii and bfdi because i naturally lost interest#and then it became too much to catch up with at once for smth i barely cared about anymore#like lightbulb and paintbrush are both gone whats even the point /j#but you see the dilemma; i'm on the fence about a lot#but also like. what do you mean theyre doing a movie. what does that Mean in terms of indie animation#most of all im just nervous about getting invested again tbh#i have other stuff i want to focus on more so like. idk maybe i'll wait until my current special interests subside a little#so theres room for new stuff again. or new old stuff?#idk my nostalgia goggles arent really on for object show stuff yet so maybe i'll finish the series whenever that kicks in#i got into the osc around like 2016 sooooo maybe i'll feel like reminiscing in 2026? to mark an even ten years
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"...Adrian?"
For some reason, there's a foreboding feeling at the pit of Vlad's stomach. He knows he can be overprotective, with a tendency to jump to conclusions and assume the worst of any situation - something that his wife Lisa has pointed out to him on more than a few occasions. Even so, though... when he heard the crash from Adrian's room, he couldn't help but find himself rushing towards the source, quick to see if anything was wrong.
Because in the end, Adrian will always be his boy. He's not little anymore - no, he's fully capable of taking care of himself in his own right, so it's not like what Vlad had felt was panic or anything like that. But now that he's here, looking at his son face-to-face... try as he might to remain rational - his intuition is screaming at him that something is wrong.
"It's not often I hear you making so much noise up here." he starts, trying to be as casual as he can be, even with the irrational anxiety that's suddenly gripped him. "Is... is something wrong?"
@wrathphoenix ( starter for alucard! )
#ic#wrathphoenix#v. mainverse // pre-canon.#c. dracula.#yesssssss IT'S TIME TRAVEL HOURS; BABY!!!! >:)#ahhhhh tysm again for indulging me with this idea! i'm obsessed with time travel plots in general but ESPECIALLY with these two#i think there is so much potential for some really fun interactions here......... though it might not be so fun for vlad; lmao...#i'm gonna actually try and watch or at least skim through some episodes of the show today; but if my characterization is off#i apologize otl - and if there's anything super egregious; lmk and i'll be happy to edit/change it!
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You know... I tried to hold back, I really did. I tried to convince myself that I already have so much going on and genuinely do not have the mental capacity for something like this
I've managed to hold out for almost two whole weeks and my resolve was strong, but unfortunately the Ye Olde Hyperfixation was stronger
#hey Kat. this is your fault#you're doing this to me. YOU. YOU AWAKENED THE OBSESSION WITH THIS DUMPSTER FIRE OF A SHOW BY BRINGING IT UP#DO YOU THINK I HAVE THE STRENGTH FOR WHAT IS ESSENTIALLY 139 FULL LENGTH MOVIES#THE FIRST EPISODE ALONE IS 100 MINUTES LONG#*deep sigh* okay. okay. calm down#this was gonna happen eventually#the three year anniversary of me starting this show properly for the first time is coming up and I would end up nostalgic sooner or later#kinda wish my mom was here so we could rant at each other about all the annoying parts#which comprise the overwhelming majority of this show#I don't know if I'm physically caoable of experiencing all of That again#but YouTube barely works nowadays so what else am I supposed to watch while I draw?#on my first runthrough it lasted me half a year. this time is gonna be quicker since mom and I only watched an episode or two a night#I could probably manage a few more. though idk these guys might start getting on my nerves#anyway who's up for another round of 'nia liveblogs their MC rewatch and complains about it endlessly'?#magnificent century#muhteşem yüzyıl#those are still recommended tags. btw. I may have moved on but tumblr Remembers#also you cannot convince me this isn't the best title sequence any show ever had#literally fight me
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finally watched portrait de la jeune fille en feu and I wish so so so badly I was still a student so I could find some excuse to write an essay about it. screaming crying gritting my teeth.
#some stories are just begging to be taken apart in your mind yk#I wanna watch it with my old friend that's not my friend anymore so bad too 😬😤🤐#I sure wish I'd watched it when it came out and everyone was talking about it and we were still friends but what can you do#obsessed with the looking in this film I need to read every article ever written about it I'm gonna be up until dawn again#portrait of a lady on fire#mine
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[through gritted teeth] i am so normal about this
#no no no it's just like....#the difference between just these two instances from s1 to s3 is FASCINATING to me#he's not asking in the first he's just stating a fact and he's having his belief confirmed#(by a man who's now almost definitely going to be in jail for the rest of his life -#the less extreme of the worst case options jane's had in his head but still nothing to scoff at) he's told with passion and conviction that#the revenge was worth the cost; that he doesn't regret it in the slightest; that it was 'redemptive')#and that's exactly what jane thinks that's what he's built his life around for the past - at least 5? - years#but he IS asking in the second; it's years after the first and he's not the same man he was then#he does still believe in vengeful justice i think but it's not just him that he has in mind now#there's other people to consider - people that found their way into his head and his heart (despite any of his efforts to the contrary)#and he's asking this question to a man who's just been cleared of all charges (were they murder charges? idk i need to watch that ep again)#it's not just him he's thinking of now and it's not just the most concrete costs either#it's....idk it's a shift from the objective costs to the emotional costs; it's the shift from being told to asking i'm just obsessed#(also interesting that these are both men when the only time i can think of off the top of my head where he has this kind of interaction#with a woman is the s1 country club episode? the one with liz forbes? where she breaks down and says it doesn't change a thing#that's a completely new tilt to it too that's something to consider all of this actually has no point but where else am i gonna say it)#tm
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#Aight I'm no marketing strategist but like. It doesn't take a genius to see on my dash everyone going#“If there's not going to be new bsd content soon I'm just gonna drop it”#I really don't get why they went for this route. Oh well. *Goes make the bsd reread announcement post I've been procrastinating on making*#random rambles#Tbh I too have found myself a little tired with bsd but also.#Idk I like the fandom.#Even if I'm not as excited about it as I used to be right now it's still something that makes me happy to interact with every day.#I like the format. To an extent I also like not getting new content because it gives myself the illusion-#I will be able to focus on studying more (lol)#Or at least dedicate myself to other projects I've been wanting to complete#And one of the main appeals of bsd to me stays how the content is widely accessible.#Like I love p/p and I definitelly love it a thosuand times more than I do b/sd. I truly love that franchise.#But besides from watching the anime it's impossible to get your hands on the extra content (manga‚ novels‚ dramas‚ stage plays‚ fanbooks)#Which left me - archivist obsessed - just frustrated#With bsd aside from very niche things (I love you pricey fanbooks... )#Most of the main content is within reach. Man I was able to compile a magazines archive. I could have never done it with p/p#So yeah it's just. A space that fits my very specific kind of autism#Why am I even discussing this again?
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Uggh! You guys are making me wanna binge Criminal Minds again!
#like omg#again?!#I'm losing my criminal mind!#Lol...no seriously I'm gonna watch it again for like the 101th time now#Y'all this is what obsession looks like#criminal minds#spencer reid#It's really all because of him tbh#And because the cast gives a great family dynamic
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MY ENTIRE DASH IS IWTV A SHOW THAT I NEVER WATCHED AN EPISODE OF
#i wanna watch it but I'm not going to until it's finished#What if i got completely obsessed and then it kept getting worse??? No thanks not again#Im just gonna keep getting spoiled while seeing beautiful gifs of louis
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