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Your delicious pastry reblogs got me thinking that we need a Lizzington ficlet feat. baking ASAP.
Maybe a series of ficlets, aka Lizzington baking at random points of their relationship's progression.
Red baking, Liz baking, Red getting it wrong though he's a natural, Liz getting it right though it doesn't come easy to her, Red and Agnes (and Lizzy) baking together... Just them and something light-hearted, no lies, no fears, just their banter and their love and flour on her cheeks and on his vest...
Just them, being happy together 🥹
(this is @ace-of-spaders, by the way, I’m not logged in)
OMG, hello, my friend!! 😍 Long time, no see, it's wonderful to hear from you 🥹 And omg... this ask - inspired by my silly dessert reblogs, no less - is SO SWEET... pun fully intended 🤭 While I unfortunately don't have time at the moment to write a ficlet or series of ficlets (AS MUCH AS I MIGHT LOVE TO 😭) *cough* since I'm currently hard at work - really!! - on Halcyon *cough*... this does remind me that I think I wrote one (1) baking-themed ficlet back in the day!! I believe it was part of a some kind of prompt set... Hmmm, lemme see if I can drop a link... *scurries off to AO3*... AHA!!! Here it is 😁 I know it's not much but hopefully that can do a little something to satisfy your craving for something sweet, my friend 🥰 Thank you again for dropping by, @ace-of-spaders, I hope you're doing so well, & I'm sure I'll talk to you soon, my friend!! Take care & much love, as always!! ���️
#The Blacklist#Lizzington#mine#fanfic#Sweet Moments#that's actually the name of the fic wow i'm so creative LOL#chapter 5#ask#anon#but actually#ace-of-spaders#in disguise tee hee#thank you so much for this lovely ask my friend!!#and i'm not sure if you sent the others as well#but if so#and even if not#i'm gonna get to them ASAP!!#as well as your beautiful lizzington post!!#I know i'm shamefully behind on things#I'm not used to having multiple (or any lolz) asks in my inbox these days!!#plus i'm on a roll with halcyon :)#but i'll get there asap I promise!!#thank you in the meantime for your patience!!#and much love to you as always!!#<3
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TICKS ON MY VERY BEAUTIFUL FLUFFY SON.
#I'm gonna pass out#specific phobia moment#why did i have to be the one to find it behind his beautiful ear????#im shaking and i cant breathe i hate ticks i hate them so much#I'm getting him ticks medicine asap but i need my dad to come back home#im so nervous i hate this#nonsims#non sims#im so nervous my skin is ITCHING#i dont have ticks but it feels like i do now#i wasn't itchy before finding and squishing that thing I HATE IT
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I WAS gonna bite the bullet and get a Djo ticket for Philly this Saturday as a treat, but with my glasses breaking, I guess that will not be happening... Can my life stop having a "Sike!" and an "It is what it is." moment almost every day please?
#personal#In other news: My coworker is trying to talk me into getting those smart glasses if I'm gonna be dropping money on new ones...#Not a bad investment but is it really worth that money?#I'm now living with an older rx pair which will inevitably give me headaches because I'm still squinting when I see in them.#Need to make that eye appointment ASAP...
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I'm very glad I'm as stable in my sobriety as i am bc i am definitely having cravings but I'm still able to think that it's not the answer.
#would being black out drunk feel good and be nice? yes for a few hours very much so#but then the consequences#and there would be many#my next therapy appointment is Tuesday#I'm gonna call tomorrow and see if i cant go a day early#i took away my husband's credit card#or well i told him 'i dont think you're someone who can use a CC responsibly'#and he is leaving it home and i put it in my desk#he is also giving me his bank account password and I'm check both of our accounts every Friday when i go over the budget#there's still a lot of apologies coming from my husband#i think he understands just how much he's fucked up#i told him that for me the last year is tainted now#every moment we shared for the last year he was lying to me#i look back and i feel sick#he might go spend a few nights at his parents to give me space to process and grieve#he doesn't want to tell him parents what he's done tho so i dont know what he'll say to them if he does go there for a few nights#he is also starting therapy asap to work through whatever caused this#and we'll be doing couples therapy in a few months#i still cant believe 10.000 is just gone#anyway#I'm sober and safe#and working on healing#ben gets personal
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i'll be like "i'm a god of writing" and then an hour passes after i post or submit something and i'll be like "i'm so dumb there's so much i could've done better if only i'd waited a bit and looked at it with fresh eyes i would've noticed how much it sucks & what i could've improved that looks so much like first draft material there's so many revisions i could make why i am i so impulsive and overconfident" and then i'll start writing something else and be like "i'm a god of writing" again
#the woes of having both a superiority and inferiority complex#also i think this might be similar to how i only get performance anxiety AFTER the performance is done. i'm always like this#i'll be super chill before a play & during it but then the play ends and i'm like “fuck they must've hated my acting” or whatever#or i'll be super chill while singing but then it ends and i go “man i sung way too quietly & i think i was out of pitch i suck”#and once again as soon as i go back to doing it again i go “wow im super great at this im amazing”#on related news i applied to a zine with 2 out of 3 snippets being ones i started writing as soon as i decided i was actually gonna apply#& i decided i wanted to apply 5hrs before i sent the application#so uh. i wrote ~2.7k words within 5 hrs & didnt give myself time to edit it bc im a dumbass w/ no concept of time#(“the applications close jan 2nd so i need to get this done asap” dude there's like a week til then why the rush- oh youve already sent it)#tbf they're more like 2nd drafts? one is a scene i'd kind of written b4 but w/ the intent of no one seeing it so i completely rewrote it#& the other is a very VERY loose eng translation of like the first quarter of one of my one-shots. when u compare its more of a rewrite rly#but still i'm looking at them now & im getting 2nd thoughts i shouldve waited eughhh#if you're a mod of that zine pls look away hahahaha.....#unless you liked those last 2 snippets & r impressed with the fact they were rushed. if so then yea im a god of writing ik ik#but to be fr tho i actually think snippet 2 is pretty strong but i think the 3rd one is... very weak. there's not much cohesion#like i def could've added more connective tissue. i was just a bit over half the wc limit so that was def smth i couldve done. ugh
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my back really hates enthusiasm. woke up not eager but ready to get started on multiple things at once and it really said 'oh? you want to be able to move without pain? fuck you'
But fuck my back say I, bc I can work on the grocery pick up while laying down. Check mate, you... spine.
(turns out nothing i can think of to say/type to shame my spine sounds effective. it all just sounds vaguely clinical lmao)
#text post#brain woke up in a weird place too and im trying to push past that#it's not that i have A Lot to do today it's that the timing needs to be mindful#if i start laundry too late then that fucks up lunch#in between that i need to get grocery pick up finished and figured out and start on prolific and cloud#then to check on data annotation stuff#i should at least take some pictures to post for the side gig#and i need to finish up the holiday cards and gift boxes for my family bc those need to be shipped out asap#...maybe my back is trying to give me a gift lmao. i can attempt productivity so long as I'm also laying flat on my back#...my laptop can be brought down to sit in my actual lap so really the survey sites/grocery/pictures stuff could be done here#and the cards are closeish by#so then it's just laundry and gift boxes to do while physical moving#FUCK AND DISHES. i almost fuckin forgor them. the dish#...im gonna wind up doing laundry tomorrow aren't i. im not actually getting that done today and i should probably accept that now#not gonna tho! gonna be mad abt it later but i really should have started laundry#before i let myself lay down and that's on me
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well. woke up. too worried to go back to sleep. too sleepy to do anything else. we'll be here i guess hgghf
#maybe we should finish those questions or something. or prep for school. what's there to prep?#we should make a checklist. of course you'd say that. i'm right though.#sigh okay maestro have at it then.#certainly. please make sure we have these items: wallet. laptop and charger. phone and charger. tablet and tablet pen. earbuds. water.#brush your teeth and hair. what outfit are we wearing?#bluebird shirt? and the comfy pants. boots. don't know if we're gonna need the jacket but deb's gonna want it when he's up.#we'll take the subway and walk to the cafe we scouted out. we can order the waffles they have since yearning wants them.#we'll sit and. either draw or play more rhythm game depending. until adequate time has passed and we can go home.#if anyone asks the classes we took today were pre calc and python programing. maybe another one i'll think of somethin.#if at any point they email us back we HAVE to respond asap. this HAS to go through we cannot pretend to go to school forever.#blender is good sure but there's only so far we can stretch this lie.#anyway besides all that lets enjoy the day gang!! we really havent gone out in a while huh? we're getting waffles at a cafe!! :D!!#maybe a slushie for home? no we still have ice cream. finish the home treats first then we'll talk. alright fine :/#whatever. anyway our alarm rings at 6:30 and we're still not tired so let's do something maybe?
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meeting w the transfer admin went well!
#day was off to a not perfect start w getting locked out lmfao#but it's been good from there#got a lot of questions/concerns answered and some good recommendations for paths forward#he's going to make me some official sort of like... plans for pathways with the bshs/bshp programs based on things we chatted abt#(that will hopefully reduce my time needing to be full time @ the campus to potentially just 2 years)#I'm gonna probably ask some more questions and maybe specifically ask the programs i'm interested in about advice for me getting accepted#I think i might apply to a community college by the end of spring and start taking some courses over the summer and see how things go#i need a lot of chemistry and physics and health terminology classes so#will be good to come in with that foundation of the reqs#I might do some campus tours this spring as well lmfao. get the whole rundown#esp since the campus is an hour drive from where i (currently) live so it'd be a bit of a jaunt#ahhh somehow i feel less nervous!!#the guy seemed pretty like... confident that I should be an okay fit even from such an unrelated field#obv dependent on how the prereqs go because it's a really rigorous course load and clinical load#but if i can get those prereqs finished all of my prior degree credits should transfer and basically cover all of my gen ed/liberal ed#so i'll really only need the last 2yrs of courses#yippee wahoo yay#this is all just super dependent on how those prereq classes go and whether i have enough of an aptitude in them to not only pass#but pass with high grades and not struggle too much comprehending the material#but hey one baby step closer :)#also like damn they structure their courses really well#they let people usually re-take quizzes because their focus is on students actually learning the material#not just the 'pass fail' bar for entrance into degrees that most unis use the courses for#personal stuff#i need to get some uhhhhh nicer looking business casual clothes asap#cause i only have like. flannels. funky button ups. black shirts.#and i only have jeans...#hahah oops....#i'm excited idk. what i do next is still pretty open but it feels good to narrow down at least an option or two that feel like. feasible#my heart still like
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just got authorized to put a shrimp tank in the science building lab. im so excited
#txt#college stuff#going to study shrimp behaviors. project for my animal behavior class#not 100% certain abt how it's gonna go tho bc i need to get things set up ASAP and it's a little hard to find neo shrimp around here#might have to settle for ghost/glass shrimp or a different animal entirely :/#if i can get neos though my sneaky secret plan is to take them all home and put them in my 20gal at the end of the year. unlimited shrimp#by that time i'll have it even more heavily planted so i won't have to worry abt any fish-shrimp predation 👍#also completely unrelated but i'm going to do research on spotted salamanders this semester as well :D
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wailing at the sky I'm tired ! ! ! ! ! !
#just me hi#ik i'm testy rn and i should take a nap but ouuhhrrr#consistently on drives i've been just. dropping energy like nothing#like on the way to wherever i'm good i'm floating it's great. but then on the way back it's just. Bleugh kfshv#and then my legs get tired cuz i can't stretch !! i'm dyinggg out here#hate being tired. hate being sleepy. wish i could banish the neepy forever tbh#however the awesome embrace of sleep is pretty good so i guess it's a trade i'll have to be content with. sigh#wah. blah. bloo. ouhrr#//anyway let me tell you abt smth really nice now hfhvbsh :>#so i was just sitting down last night doing.. smth i don't rember lol and my youngest siblings come over like ':3 we have something for you#which is immediately suspicious and i was measuring the level of child-safe violence they were going to be subjected to lmao; but i asked#what it was and they handed me this little paper bag full of little bracelets and beads and hair clippies ????#and the bag said 'we appreciate your existence' And had oath's little symbol on the front dude are you KIDDING ME#if it wasn't for the fact i did not want to scare them i would have cried. it was very very sweet and i wish i wasn't so flat irl kfvshg#there were 2 bracelets n one of them says 'space buddy' (tears in funkin eyes) and the other one says 'pink space'#'pink space' has the 'ace' part highlighted Do You Understand What They've Done To Me#dude. dude. [<- big wet eyeballs staring at the horizon]#i need to like. hbwauhhhhhhhh#i love them so ??? i need to explode them asap lmfshvg#/anyway putting this here cuz i don't wanna forget kfhghfs#i don't think leo reads these tags so Lmaoo 💥 get 'Unknowing of Things'ed loser#//okey i'm gonna go melt into a puddle of ice cream now#oouuuu here i go... toodles lol :3
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I've never heard of emts working only at events? What's that like for you if you don't mind my asking?
Yeah, there are ambulance companies that staff certain events, but there's some event specific companies out there lmao. For me specifically, it's almost entirely college events, whether it's happening on a campus or not. It's not great, usually pretty boring, but it's better than being on an ambulance or in a hospital. We do get actual emergencies sometimes, but usually it's just getting drunk people to the tent or giving out water and bandaids lmao. Again, boring as fuck, but I chose this over working on a 911 rig, so that's on me 😔 if I'm being so real tho, other than my coworkers, the best part of the job is the food lmaoooo it's so good and all the food trucks/food booths give discounts or free food to us depending on the location and event. And there's almost always a ton of downtime, so I basically just get paid to sit there and vibe for the most part
#not snz#when i say i love my job i mean i love very specific parts of it lmao#idk if I've said it here before or not and this is gonna sound so bad coming from someone working in healthcare#but i don't like patients lmao#i love the book stuff and i love everything in theory and i know how everything works and I'm very enthusiastic about it#but man do i not like patients ahskaksk#there are exceptions obviously but those are few and far between#it's why i love being an emt at my fire station bc we don't reslond to medical calls#like I've done medical calls there for the public but very rarely bc people either approach us or we stumble upon them#so i really only do my emt things on the people i know and i love that#i love my coworkers so I'm always happy to make sure they're okay and help them out when they're not#but i feel nothing for the public and i didn't realize i genuinely couldn't care less about them until i started doing my clinicals#it's just awkward and I'm not invested in them i just like figuring out what's wrong with them and interact with them as little as possible#again there are exceptions and i do like some of the patients but generally I'm just trying to hand them off asap#so yeah i do like working events bc the alternative is being confined to a tiny box or trapped in a hospital#i like being outside and being able to walk around the place and do things if i want to#and obviously i adore my partner#and even on the rare occasions i work with someone else all day i love my other coworkers too#and i mean yeah this might be more boring than working on an emergency rig However#it pays so much better#like why do y'all think my medic partner works there lmao he's actually good with patients and prefers the ambulance#but the pay in the field is shit so he gets paid way more working events than he would at the three letter company#insane actually that he makes over ten dollars more an hour working chill events than he would being overworked on a rig#anyway i digress#I'm looking into pathology assistant school rn bc there's like no patient interaction there but i still get to be nosy#so that's perfect for me lmao#everyone keeps saying i missed my calling as a vet tho like i don't cry when a dog dies in a movie lmao i wouldn't survive#working with animals would be amazing but the only thing that really gets you money is being a vet#so that can be a hobby#work tag
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Friendly reminder that if you're cruel/mean/demeaning directly to children because "you hate them" or "they're annoying" then you are not welcome on my blog. while this may not be a space intended for children, we respect them on this blog; additionally, you're allowed to not like kids/not want them in your space but if you're instantly hostile/horrible to them, I do not want you anywhere near me
#maybe im just a very maternal guy but i get so upset when i see people needlessly being cruel to children#someone on my dash posted something about how some kids just need to have someone tell them to shut the fuck up and i'm seeing red#I cannot stand people who are horrible to minors for no reason other than they view kids as inferior#to be clear you're allowed to not like kids. its just especially if you're an adult shut up and bear with it.#make some space for yourself - if they set off your sensory issues try and get accommodations.#if you find it hard to interact with children then you can be polite and excuse yourself asap. etc#but if you're being cruel/rude to children for the crime of being a minor? fuck off with your age superiority complex and get out of here#the hostility towards kids from young adults especially is so worrying to me. this is how people get radicalized to the far right guys.#cli speaks#just gonna uhhhh#discourse#ageism
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yesterday i finished my endwalker extreme mount grind! 🥳
#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ffxiv#ff14#aria blogs ffxiv#au ra#xaela#original character#oc#oc: sayana#i had only really gotten the zodiark mount after filling for a friend's fc but i kind of decided on a whim#“what if i tried to get them all before dawntrail���#really had just accepted it wouldn't happen and was ok with it bc i'm just scared of going into pf in general#but after learning and grinding zeromus i got kind of hooked on learning the fights and grinding til i got to a farmable point#then i'd just nonstop back to back go at a fight til i won a drop 💀#anyway it also helps i learned going backwards from zeromus#of all of these ex's i think barbariccia or golbez is my fav#gonna grind to get better so i can get on ex trial grind asap when dawntrail comes around!! ✨
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MAN, so I finally finished the carrd that features all of my characters (click here), which are... a lot. well, I'd like to narrow down who I'm currently in the mood for, of course you are still free to send prompts for my other characters but they are the ones who I'll likely write as for now, - leon s. kennedy - leland mckinney - johnny sawyer - steve harrington - eddie munson - richard collins (oc)
if either of them pique your interest, send a prompt my way... I'd love to get this blog started & GOD, I have so many ideas already (yes, I have a TCM verse for each of these characters so go bonkers). I will likely perceive my already existing ones for Sonny... also, please specificy which muse if you DO send a prompt my way <3
#[ ★ ] — ooc / [ selflessdesires ] ... !#[ ★ ] — starter call ... !#FEED ME... batting my eyelashes...#I'm gonna try to get them out asap but I am still recovering#and I also need to catch up on uni but#I wanna write anyways
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Think my phone has finally kicked the bucket, so now I get to rapidly rebudget so I can get a new one ASAP
#text post#not going to try ordering anything until tomorrow when Housemate can help me make sure I'm not fucking it up#going w/mint mobile bc it's available and seems like the phone will be sent asap plus it has cheap plans even after the new customer offer#plus like. i know I can't afford Verizon so wtf else am I gonna go with lmao#like this is fine. I will be fine. but i'm incredibly frustrated#bc this happens the day I'm actually getting replies on some latest resumes sent out#so instead of being able to see their indeed msgs asap to reply i have to hope i catch them when i check indeed on my laptop#aka where im typing this from since it's my only way to access tumblr and everything else online rn lol
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honestly not doing great right now hons, exam season is pretty soon too but that's not the issue right now
(by the way if you're still expecting a request I will write it asap!! don't worry)
#nana talks#like I gotta make some pretty serious phone calls and idk what I'm doing#one of them involves a real estate agency because I'm trying to get my butt out of this place but idk what to expect or what to tell them#I know what to tell them it's just they're probably gonna tell me to call 5 other organisations and I'm scared#but honestly I need to leave my current house asap so I'm hoping these people are a little helpful at least#by the way did I mention there's a housing shortage#fun times for me and everybody else trying to get a new place#only downside of leaving my current house means I have to leave panther too sadly so augh
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