#i'm going to the gym again

[lazylittledragon]

not to toot my own horn too loud or anything but i've showered 5/6 days so far this week and started running again and now i can kill god

[collophora]

"Let's fix this drawing" *redraw the whole thing*

[simandy]

I find it fascinating how every single one of my health issues can be mistaken for laziness

[serpentface]

IT SEEMS LIKE I'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE

[uncanny-tranny]

The nice thing about reaching adulthood as a trans person is that there are plenty of instances where, before as a kid, your transness mattered, but now it doesn't necessarily

When I was in high school, I was required to take a P.E. class to graduate, and I was always yelled at for being late and bringing my backpack to class with me because I couldn't change in locker rooms like the other guys. I changed in a faculty restroom and brought my bag with me, my tardiness be damned. It gave me an unhealthy view of fitness because I despised how othered I felt, and I couldn't articulate why I didn't feel safe necessarily. I felt like transness would always be what others saw before they saw me, and I hated that feeling. I don't like being seen as The Trans Person, I just like being seen as me, where being trans is part of me but not the whole.

However, as an adult, I can join a gym and they don't fucking care. I get to retrain how to have a healthy relationship with fitness on my own terms because now, I have the freedom to be left the fuck alone about my transness. I love weightlifting, I love feeling physically fit, and high school was not the place for me as a trans person.

If any young trans person is feeling how I felt about their transness being front-and-center, just, please hold out hope. I know shit's scary, especially for you young people, and I do not blame you for how you feel. Just know that there can be good out there.

[slurpyboii]

Some doodles I didn't feel like making individual posts for

[daughterofhecata]

I don't often post pics, but it's just. So nice to look closer to how I wanna look.

(he/him)

[themilfsland]

honestly I look so good wearing a sport bra 😔 makes me all pretty and strong 🤲 and it's so comfortable >< ugh just feeling nice 😌

[furryprovocateur]

i can't wait to radically change my entire life and routine in a week <- lol

[butcharium]

Hellooo there's two older butches working out together at the gym I'm at!!! I couldn't help but stare while walking around and one of them laughed upon catching my glance <3

[eyes-of-nine]

hey hey listen to me pls skip your abs workout if you're experiencing allergy symptoms please do it for your own good

[styrofauxm]

spending 8 hours on assignment worth 17% of my grade and getting 0 answers right so far is an ~experience~

[danieyells]

Imagine a repressed chubby chaser!Leo bullying a chubby mc, pinching her arms or legs and joking that even him as a ghoul wouldn't be able to hold them/get them on his lap, or show them TikToks with clothes that don't run their size. It gets multiplied by 10 when he sees the NPC blushing when Sho lifted them while showing off his ghoulish strength, throwing her between his arms almost like juggling, It isn't until Sho asks him what his honest problem is that he notices he wanted to rail them.

Leo has the emotional intelligence of a 3 year old in my heart

Leo you're probably one of the physically weaker ghouls lbr it's not a surprise if you can't pick up somebody fat that's a you problem

Man Leo with chubby MC tho. . .like when he uses his stigma with them he already holds their hand and leans on them all cuddly he'd really like that if they were bigger. Not that he'd admit to it but uuogh soft.

He'd definitely give them a hard time though. Weight is an easy thing to make fun of for someone like Leo. Even if jabs at their weight don't bother them, he keeps pinching or squeezing or spanking or jiggling the softer parts of them, pointing out the way their clothes fit, the weight of their footsteps or whatever. . .but he never really says they should lose weight. Never says anything about ~their health~ or that they'd ~look better~ or whatever. . . .

And Leo knows he's into them, he just refuses to admit it. Which has nothing to do with their weight, that's just how he is. "I bet you'll fall for me before I fall for you" and all that. But holy shit it pisses him off and makes him painfully jealous that it seems like everyone else gets to manhandle them and he doesn't.

(Alan, at one point, sees Sho pick them up asks if they're okay with it or if he has to have a talk with Sho. "It's fine. I like being picked up. . .a lot actually. . . ." "Ah. Got it." And within a week ALAN'S DOING IT TOO HE'S DOING FUCKIN BICEP CURLS WITH THEM LIKE THEY'RE LIVING WEIGHTS IT'S INFURIATING WHY'S EVERYONE ELSE GET TO HOLD THEM oh right because when Leo heard they like being carried around his response was 'if you keep getting carried around instead of walking eventually no one's gonna be able to carry you at all' or 'no wonder you weigh so much, you don't even walk around on your own' or some shit)

And when Sho figures it out he's just like. "Dude they are not gonna come to you first the way you're treating them, they probably think you think they're disgusting." And Leo's a genius, he gets that he treats them bad, but not getting his way annoys the shit out of him.

But he'll start being more open about tolerating them, fine. He was gonna start treating them a bit better anyway, but he figures he has to balance out his bullying then over their weight with showing that he likes it a little. He calls them over to the garage and they think he wants to use his stigma, but he just leans against them, says something about how soft or warm they are, maybe it's not so bad they're so big, and tells them not to move while he takes a nap. Sometimes when he shows them clothes "and look, I think it even comes in your size! Who knows if it'll look any good though."(Because he can't help a little negging--but he means it as a challenge and if they ever wear it maybe he'll compliment them or tell them how to style it well.) He complains about Alan wanting him to train and says something about maybe he should lift weights or something he can do without much effort--how much do they weigh again?("Don't look so excited. As if I'd try and bench you. Do I look like that himbo?" He says, really wanting to pick them up and plow them against a wall--) Sandwiches himself between them and Sho or Alan when it's cold because they're all much warmer than his skinny ass. Says something about, even as a ghoul he can't sit them in his lap--maybe he should sit in their lap instead.

They probably pick up on it pretty quickly that he is now both insulting their weight and. . .maybe admiring it or something??? He'd never straight up say he was into them first but he's more open with casual sex than romantic feelings, so he might eventually just straight up invite them to his room. Nothing sexual at first but if they ask why he keeps making them stay over he says something like "I just think you should get used to being in my bed." or "I needed to make sure my bed was big enough, duh." And in case it didn't click before it probably did now.

Also I'm imagining Sho realizing that Leo looks a little jealous of him throwing and catching the PC like they're a particularly large beach ball and Leo goes "pff I could do that if i wanted" and Sho's like "Bet. Catch." And just throws their ass at Leo WITHOUT CONSIDERING THAT THIS IS LEO AND HE WOULD 100% JUST LET THEM FALL--except Leo catches them and for a moment he's very obviously fine holding them while he yells at Sho for throwing them at him then he realizes "oh shit i said i couldn't do this uuuuh" and blushes and starts complaining about how "stupid fucking heavy" they are and how much his arms hurt and drops them because he's a jackass lmao

[uncanny-tranny]

I'm going to be real, I think people (particularly neurotypical people) really fail when they see disordered eating as solely a behaviour when it isn't just that (and usually they assume the behaviour can only be restricted eating). Disordered eating is as much a frame of thinking as it is a "behaviour".

I say this is a failure because people are struggling, and they aren't receiving help they need because they're not seen as "eating disordered". The mindset that leads to somebody developing the behaviours associated with disordered eating is - in my experience - absolutely life-ruining and devastating. It genuinely feels like a huge part of your soul has shriveled up and vanished. When you see disordered eating as a behaviour, you are fundamentally not understanding what these issues tend to be, and how they arise.

This is so, so especially important for people who don't "look" the way society expects. For instance, the number of men I see absolutely destroyed by these thoughts, feelings, and compulsions is really almost astonishing. We need to do better for everybody - everybody deserves the help they want and need.

[lieutenantselnia]

Yesterday I've been doing some proper physical exercise for the first time since last year and I'm just imagining how proud my f/os would be of me🥹

[riddlingwife]

god gives the most childbearing hips and the biggest chests to his strongest transmascs i think!