#Hard to explain

[serpentface]

IT SEEMS LIKE I'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE

[beabigbeabig]

devotion

[dnphobic]

dan and phil are actually gonna be together forever huh?

[socialbutterfly19]

In my thoughts tonight. Been a very nice weekend. Learned a lot. Figured somethings out and still pushing forward

[iamthehappyjester]

Gman and laptop ai wheatly as a snack

[oilith]

I find it interesting how in s1 eda seems to be the childish one out of the two sisters, but if you think about it lilith is actually extremely childish, much more than eda

[gonenowaretheoldtimes]

[jermuniverse]

I made buudel and shes really fun to draw.

[thedeafprophet]

yknow it's interesting because I don't consider like. messed up monsters and inhuman beings to be body horror 🤔 at least, it doesn't bother me at all in the same way. it's only applications to the human form that are a trigger...which I guess makes sense in the way it specifically affect me.

I just feel like Horror That Is Completely Seperate From Humans should categorically be something other then body horror 🤔 but I guess I don't know where the line would be drawn

[rayadraws]

“And anyway, why am I the supposed leader? Most of you are like, trained soldiers. I’m just a guy.”

“I thought it would be funny,” Astarion offered and Cirrus rolled his eyes.

“My reasons are my own,” Shadowheart added.

“Do you even remember the reason?” Astarion countered and Shadowheart sent him another dark look.

“Well, it’s your funeral,” Cirrus said. “All I’m good at is running away. Been doing that all my life.”

Shadowheart turned away from Astarion to offer Cirrus a more sympathetic look. “You’ve been learning. You’ve fought a fair few goblins, those gnolls too.

Cirrus frowned at the memory. Shadowheart was right, though. He had learned to use his magic to hurt. To kill. Was getting better and better at it, too. He drank another mouthful of disgusting wine, preferring to not be reminded of goblins screaming as they died.

“Besides,” Shadowheart continued. “I don’t think it’s necessarily a bad idea to follow the socially anxious sorcerer. Always thinking about everything that might go wrong. Several escape routes planned at all times. Good strategy for the party’s survival.”

“Damn straight,” Cirrus grumbled

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Short excerpt from the next prompt for the fic/prompt challenge I'm doing for BG3. 15 of 29 - more than halfway done now!

A nod to the fact that compared to most companions Tav is Just A Guy, as well as pointing out anxiety CAN be useful at times lol

[thelasthippie]

Is hard to explain when your family works on an artist cercle. Hard years, poverty, drugs, bad habits but also true love, nice life concepts, love for nature, funny moments and of course, art everywhere. I think all the people who bornt on them understand me and share the same feeling... I hate them as long as I love them. Hard to explain. Do you had a similar past ? Let me know your story on p.m ☺️☮️💟✌️

(I was searching for digital pictures about my childhood with my family but I haven't any... I will search for them when I return to my island)

[eosharmonia]

I came out as ace to my friend and mom today

so like

I guess it's official

[zombie-boygrrl]

Hard To Love

My mother had told me this during an episode of hers, back when I was eleven.

It showed ever since I was born, just how hard I was to love.

Personally, I think it was post-partum, that caused this simple disconnect between her womb and the egg I stole from it.

My stepfather had told me that everything I did was for nothing, earlier this year. He threatened to kick me out if I couldn't find a better job by the end of that month.

He was raised harshly, his mother passed when he was young. He doesn't know how to raise a kid, when he was not raised himself.

My brother has an appetite for younger girls. So many he has hurt. Three, four that we know of. Maybe even plenty more.

I was the first.

Maybe if I spoke up sooner, maybe if I was listened to sooner, I could have been the only one he tainted.

My brother is her favourite, my mother's. He was a rainbow baby, and part of his brain doesn't work.

Maybe the post-partum made her blind to me, and maybe his brain damage made him think that he loved me.

Maybe there's a moral in here somewhere about being so unlovable only those with literal mental illness can even want you.

In the end, I am hard to love.

A personality disorder.

PTSD.

More aliments, furthering the status of my deformities.

I am hard to love.

And now, it feels like it's my fault.

[minecraft]

does anybody else have certain vtubers they just absolutely hate for whatever reason? like the reason you hate them isn't really tied to any one bad thing they've done or whatever but it could be as vague as their personality or their design or whatever else. input welcome but keep it chill pls

[withinthesplendor]