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eosharmonia · 5 months ago

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I came out as ace to my friend and mom today

so like

I guess it's official

#feels good but also bad #hard to explain #overall glad I did it tho #ace #asexual

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remxedmoon · 5 months ago

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boo! old woman jumpscare

greyscale vers below!

#marshdoodles #isat #in stars and time #cw drinking #cw blood #<- just to be safe #people really seemed to like my odile hurt sprite redraw huh 😊😊😊😊#im so glad 😊😊😊#that redraw in particular kicked my ASS btw #ohhh my god why did i decide to change the pose. i think it turned out really good tho so w #also slipped in some personal hcs for how craft would look in color? i need to explore those ideas more #they don’t really translate too well with odile’s craft style #anyways!!! odile!!! she’s so much more fun to draw than i expected #i love drawing her hair so much… so shaped…#did have to adjust her palette a little tho (i think i only changed the book color and the gems)#overall just really happy with my design for her teehees #enjoy the old woman I Suppose

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batfossil-fr · 8 months ago

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I’ve been really thinking of reopening my art shop soon… I’ve been taking some practice doodles (hence all the posting lately) while I shake off my rust and I’m finding things I enjoy working on again. I miss trying my hand at more dragons/OCs and colors. my shop’s so broken rn lmao but that’s a problem for a later date it’s just nice getting back into art

#my mental health is starting to improve a bit #took a couple years but I found some meds that finally work better for me #ofc things aren’t 100% but I was really in a pit for a while #like ‘did not leave my house in months and slept 14 hours a day’ kind of pit #so. any improvement is better lol. but nah I’ve been making real improvement and im doing better. a lil shaky sometimes but that’s expected #diagnosed with chronic fatigue too. which is unfortunate but not unexpected. i am indeed god’s sleepiest soldier #i feel like a raisin slowly rehydrating but considering i was in a desert before any hydration is welcome #just learning how to enjoy things again overall #one thing I just couldn’t get myself to do (and enjoy) was art. doodles here and there but nothing to post #and it’s kind of funny because I feel like that downtime actually gave me a chance to think about what I wanted to work on #even when I wasn’t actively practicing #just paying attention to things I guess. enjoying art styles #i genuinely think my experimenting with stained is helping me learn colors #i spend hours in the scryshop im glad it’s paying off lmao #i want to tackle bigger things but i just gotta ease myself into the hang of things again #for now im having fun and that’s coooool. thank you all for your nice comments #i read all tags while kicking my feet and giggling. thank u all #that’s the update on Me tho. more to come hopefully #starting next month/julyish I will have a significant amount of time to dedicate to drawing which i intend on doing #so who knooowwwsss #rambles #funny enough coloring has become my favorite part of the process now. it used to be lineart. now lineart annoys me LOL #i also feel like i kinda lost my ability to write which has been frustrating but im focusing on art first #anyways that’s a whole different tangent rant over

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hirokiyuu · 11 months ago

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Heddwyn "Wyn" Caldera is a freshman from Diasomnia. He's well known in alchemical circles for multiple revolutionary breakthroughs in the world of potions, the first of which he discovered at eight years old. Though invited to NRC last year at age thirteen, he waited a year before accepting a position at the school.

here he is my baby boy......!!!! been tossing this kid around in my head a lot lately and wanted to make a profile card for him to show him off to the world. imagine me as a proud parent and ive pulled this out of my wallet.

based off the black cauldron. both the movie and like. the cauldron itself. naturally he is good at potions. since the cauldron is essentially a mcguffin wanted by everyone the idea is that he's extremely good at what he does but is also pretty vulnerable to being used. he's also very stone-faced bc he's...... made of stone............ get it.............

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#twst oc #twisted wonderland #his fave food is veggies bc i think being a 14yo boy who eats Spinch and Enjoys It is funny #im still turnign over his unique magic in my head........ i think the thing i initially wanted for him im keeping for his eldest brother #he and deuce get along well (he is a cauldron) but tbh i dont think he has many other friends #i think theyre parters in pe and i think he tries to tutor deuce in potions and i think both these things go badly. u kno how it is.#if he put as much effort into his magic as he did his potions hed be a prodigy there too. unfortunately he likes Stir and Brew.#doted on in science club. rook praises the shit he works on and he gets so excited and happy and trey is just glad theyre getting along #tbh i dont think trey realizes at first baby is literally world-famous hes just like. theres a kid in this club. ill be nice.#has a good rship with crewel overall tho theres always an odd line for him to walk btwn 'this person is a revolutionary genius at potions'#and 'this kid is fourteen and the most awkward child i have ever taught' u kno.#he ta's in the third years class sometimes. as you do #looks up to malleus and dislikes lilia (too playful/unserious for his tastes) respects silver a lot but finds sebek Very Rude #(they are seat mates)#OK THATS A LOT OF THOUGHTS FOR TAGS and i wnana lie down. think abt my baby please. ok goodnight #wyn stuff #how do you art

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todayisafridaynight · 7 months ago

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Religiously i think about one of my twitter mutuals pointing out how aoki's design is subtly asymmetrical while ichiban is more symmetrical

when i think of it, masato's design is fairly symmetrical as well isnt it.....

#snap chats #please no one look at me i shouldve gotten my drink two hours ago #what does it mean .....#i swear my mutual had like. galaxy brain when it came to aoki i swear to god in heaven no one got him like they did #they were also the one that did that glass analysis post i shared some months back #moving on tho...#i guess there is the stipulation that because masato's shirt buttons dont match his shirt like ichi's does the buttons at the top mess it u #but aside from that everything else is pretty even: he has a pair of bangs and while his shirt is patterned its not like. grossly so #the pattern doesnt go particularly one way or the other its obviously just a pattern and the colors arent offensively against each other #on the flipside aoki's hair is more obviously swept to one side and leaving the other side bare #not to mention his tie in general. the 'bulb' part and 'tongue' part even go against each other #as if a diagonal striped tie itself wouldnt be askew to his overall look #again these are very small things to notice but im glad theyre small- it makes sense for a politician's to be subtly incongruent #the glasses are super important to aoki's design too but that's covered int eh glass analysis and isnt about symmetry #idk ... maybe im just waffling on about nothing.. either way i love those posts by my mutual #OH i think of this because i am once again thinking of updating how i draw masato #cause i like the blazer and necklace i gave him BECAUSE of that asymmetry #but now i wonder if thatd go against his design ... so i have to ask 'what underlying message is there for masato to be symmetrical'#i guess- even if he is a creep and a weirdo- he's not. evil? idk ... he hasn't gone totally off the deep end compared to aoki #like compared to what he'd go on to do as aoki he's pretty normal as masato #he is just a guy. who DOES have ties to the yakuza but this aint about that LKCJALKREJVA #he doesnt even like them he just uses them for his convenience 😔#idk. ill prob still draw masato the same tbh LMAO if anything ill just crop his blazer but keep it symmetrical #i guess i cant wonder this TOO much when i give him mismatching rings 💀💀 ill just have fun ig fjaelrvekljv #at the end of the day its never that serious ...... i just gotta draw what makes me chortle. esp for a chara three people care about VJLAEK #but i will wonder ..... <- it is not that deep #ima go bye

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risingsunresistance · 1 year ago

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it's 2023 and drm is asserting boundaries against nsfw and truthing/shipping. how did we get here from 2020

#overall im glad the video was made. i still have a doubt on one thing #i wish his account where he posts actual stuff wasnt private i cant find this one tweet im looking for bc it was someone else's screenshot #and idk where they went so i have no way of confirming this tweet augh #but regardless. there are other things i wish he had addressed. but i guess they werent serious enough for this video #but then again he addressed a few things that were trivial in the scope of the topic lol #so idk :/ there were a few things i thought he wouldnt bring up that he actually did tho #was nice to have clarification on those #still not a big fan of his im just glad to hear that at least some of those things werent true #still need to come to my own conclusion on one thing i need to find something first tho #again. i'd rather him just be someone i dont like than to be someone who hurts other people #chat #i need to go to bed but i wanna dig around so bad...#but i work tomorrow i should like. be productive KJGHF

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killjoy-prince · 5 months ago

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And that was Zen!

#prince's gaming tag #it was really romantic tho he kept going on about 'the beast taking over' and how he was 'holding back'#is that hot? is it hot when people talk like that? bc it's annoying to me #yes thank you for keeping it together but really #him and jaehee are the only ones who get kisses in this dlc (jaehee's is on the cheek but im still counting it)#during the epilogue chat seven was being a little shit like 'omggg you two alone together you beast~~~~'#and zen being like 'you have no idea how hard im holding it together were practicing lines in the practice room together'#but yea i did enjoy this overall. im glad he got his romantic xmas #now on to people i like more lol

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kokoinupi · 1 year ago

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i watched the 2007 rgg movie tonight just to see what its like and i have a lot to say about it but for now i just doodled my favorite scene bc i could not handle it

#ryu ga gotoku #yakuza #overall my thoughts about it were that it was very funny but mostly in the ways it wasnt supposed to be #the casting was.... mostly bad honestly #kiryu's actor's face made me SO MAD he just pissed me off every time i saw him #he looked like some slick asshole i hated him #he didnt move or emote like kiryu either like that was straight up a different man #majima looked... not good. and sounded worse. BUT. his actor really fucking gave it his all #he was acted very well and conveyed majima perfectly i think. many good majima moments this was but one of them #funniest part by far was the nishiki reveal tho. MY GOD. he looked SO EXCEPTIONALLY BAD.#i was laughing for five solid minutes i had to pause and take a picture #my cheeks fucking hurt laughing at nishiki. dear lord. im very sorry to his actor he just. LOOKED. REALLY BAD. SORRY.#there were also so many random people i spent half the movie going who the FUCK is that??#overall it was like. if you never played the game you wouldnt understand it.#if you DID play the game.... you wouldnt understand it. also you would hate it.#who was this for??? idk. but im glad i watched it.#actually the throat-sitting scene singlehandedly saved the entire movie. my god. holy fuck. holy shit. oh my god.#they should do that in the game. ill combust into flames.#ok thats all <3

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ppulverse · 1 month ago

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did they seriously make dean die on his FIRST hunt after they defeated god...

#calli watches supernatural #that's kinda disappointing lol #like... this final episode was just 40 minutes of nothing 😭#it was just: dean died days after their big win. sam lived a long happy life. the end #they didn't even make it clear whether sam married eileen or not #they couldn't get any of the important characters on screen (except bobby ofc) like what is this #anyway i'm proud of jack my precious son he did great #the rest was meh #overall this series finale was just a filler #i'm gonna pretend 15x19 was the official series finale #i'm glad i finally finished it tho #even though i should NOT be awake rn

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abrahamvanhelsings · 5 months ago

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AUGH the odin boss fight... barnabas tharmr ffxvi babygirl you're so everything and fighting you was spectacular

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chishigure · 5 months ago

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Y'all picking up P[u]nishing Gray Raven.

I've played it around the time it first came out, and quickly got bored of it.

#screaming internally all day everyday (ooc)#ooc #//i don't mean this in a mean way btw!!!#i'm glad people are enjoying pgr!#i just couldn't get into it as i thought i would when it like first came out u_u #i don't think i'm even super far in the story #i'm probably still around the beginning #and my overall rank is like... i don't even remember what it is LOL #i don't think i even pulled for anything either o.o #i really tried to get into pgr but i just grew bored of it already like?????#idk why #maybe the story is so slow-pacing for me #or maybe i'm not too huge on some apocalyptic storylines #i'm not huge on sci-fi either ghjkvhksdvfg #maybe i'll try to pick it back up again someday... but i also did this so many times #and i just didn't enjoy the game as much as i thought i would with it being a combo of a[r]k knights and h[o]nkai impact #tho tbh i couldn't get into those either

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tuprez · 5 months ago

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also literally ehat. this was yesterday btw

#ofc a bunch of vyn ssrs come home but no luke ones #just his sss card #IM HAOOY THO I DIDNT HIT HARD PITY AT ALL #i had 133 pulls saved up for anni. cause i dk that every year #well like try tk atleast. ive gotten alot better cause i NEED to have bith their anni cards #last year i got them both in one ten pull for each and was shocked #the anni banner is so nice 2 me...#this time it was a bit meaner but its okay cause i still have 60 pulls HAHA #the 1 free and 4 discounted ones really lull through for me im glad. overall it was like 81 pulls for them i think. nice. did two extras fo #the bio thingy #hehe #tupreztalks

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graevs666 · 7 months ago

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ughh im so stressed out, im so anxious im getting stomach pains lollll

#i got a phone call yesterday n basically d*n has been arrested for multiple sa charges n i feel so relieved abt it #tht news made me feel like there’s a slight weight been taken off me #but at the same time i feel bad abt having to be the one to do this all #even tho it’s his own fault he shouldn’t have did what he did to me and other ppl n I’m glad i was the first to report him #but i can’t help feel a sadness that I’m having to go through this #it sucks so much despite it being good news overall #on an unrelated note #but then my friend is mad at me for being friends w their ex bc they ended badly #and I like them both as separate ppl n do feel like my friend is totally valid in how but they feel abt their e #*ex #*bc they did hurt them but i also am friends w them and he feels bad abt it and wanted to apologise and make things right but my friend #rlly hates them like blocked him #so I’m stuck in the middle bc I don’t wanna lose either of them as friends even tho ive know the hurt friend a lot longer I do empathise #w both of them n I feel like no matter what I say my friend is gonna be upset and mad that I’m not taking their side #even tho I don’t view it tht way like I don’t feel like I should need to take sides I feel like there are valid emotions and points on #both sides :(#idk such a mix of diff feelings atm #I just don’t want to hurt anyone or lose my friends and I feel like that’s going to happen…#journal

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kuiinncedes · 7 months ago

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#i have been exercising waow 🤪#there’s this influencer ig lol alIie bennett on instagram who does #playlists that like u walk along to the beat and it gets faster and goes to a run for a bit and stuff #i’ve done tt/pd a couple times and i did her gIee one #they’re rly fun i’m glad i started tbh lol #i haven’t done it in like a week probably and i did speak n/ow tv today #BRUHHHHH spe/ak now is a struggle LOL #like it probably also has to do a the fact that i took a break and also that my shoulders/neck area hurts today #but that was pain LOLLLLLL it was hard #i gave up like right after the hour ended (which is how long it is anyway i just usually walk for a bit more after it’s done)#it’s interesting bc i think it’s like the songs on the album are longer so it maybe has less songs total for the hour #but ur going faster and for longer lol #anyway i love sp/eak now but idk if i’m gonna do this playlist again tbh lol 😭#i LOVEEEEE walking to some sn songs like sparks fIy mine etc #and those were on the playlist and so good #but some other songs are not as satisfying to walk to lol 😭 and the running songs weren’t super easy to actually run to the beat #not the fault of allie tho lol #tt/pd was rly fun to do and was a good one to start doing these with #like it’s more chill so there was less pressure to walk super fast or whatever lol #but they were all rly satisfying and easy to walk/run to the beat of #esp running to florida 🤩 lol so fun #the gIee one was SOOOOOOOO fun to do highly recommend if u have access to a treadmill and want to use LOL #i’ll probably be doing that one again #altho i was slightly cringing at like Iet’s have a kiki and i think a couple other ones LMFAO #and there was a lot of santana songs which is great but my mind was wandering and i kept thinking abt naya #but . overall very fun time lol #anyway that’s my random ramble lol 🤪 thank u for tuning in 😌💀#jeanne talks

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todayisafridaynight · 3 months ago

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Hey so Snap this is going to be so fucking weird, but honestly don’t care. So I was watching a clip of Drag Race Philippines and it was the make over episode and I think they were making over family members and this father was all about getting into drag. So, I just wanted to tell you never forget how much of a lovely loving kind and caring father you have, who loves you and protects you and makes you feel heard. That’s all.

i'd have to die before i forget how great my dad is thank you for the opportunity to brag about him again anon

#snap chats #no smarmy one-sentence response i fear i never play about my dad's character and its been. A Month so i gotta be earnest #Comically And Topically tho i still wonder wtf my dad meant when he said 'i always thought of being a girl' when i opened up to him #part of me thinks he was just joking and thats probably it but also ....... //audible confusion + vine boom + eyebrow quirking//#its so funny you brought up my dad though i was thinking of visiting him this weekend #last week my Bitch Ass Mom wanted to watch a movie with me and since speak no evil was coming out i proposed we see that #since starting therapy shes been 'trying' to be closer with us but she still doesnt like me on a fundamental level so get bent ig #but she hates horror movies and made a whole show of not wanting to go and how american movies are so brutal and blah blah #this was right after she took me ice skating with her .. cause shes obsessed with ice skating now ... like maam please #i like skating so thank you but ... idk ... she never wants to do things i wanna do #then again we're pretty different i think so. LOL sorry i like horror movies and nothing you like apparently #im glad she didnt come cause i just went with my bro and since the theater was Virtually Empty we just cracked jokes the whole time vjlaekv #plus i just know my mom wouldve been annoying and i wanted to enjoy the movie !!!! which i did ty !!!!!!!#but yk who LOVES horror movies and who i used to watch horror movies with all the time growin up !!!!!!!!!!#i havent seen a movie with my dad in forever.... the last one we saw was so long ago but it was some weird owen wilson movie i think #wait now that ive dragged my mom into this she started therapy Did I Share That. Im Reminding You Anyway #but the most vile thing i ever heard her say was that she admitted to me she never loved my dad 'emotionally'#like wow ..... a thousand life times in hell for you i think i cant even begin to describe the rage chat i could write a novel #but i only have 30 tags so i wont. i should call my dad tho.. this is inspiring me to call my dad thank you anon #if youre still reading Double Thank You. i havent complained about my mom in a while and this was just funny timing overall vjRLKJAEVK #ok im gonna go talk with my dad now. my college friend's coming oevr in like three hours and we're gonna watch glass #cause that came up in convo yesterday Long Story so that should be funny vjlekjlakj

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ellcrys · 1 year ago

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Saw my first opera tonight

It was madama butterfly

A reimagined madama butterfly that centers the Japanese American experience apparently

Which. You know. Cool. Thanks for not perpetuating Asian stereotypes.

But it couldn’t fix the fact that the plot was so dumb omg

The singing was fucking incredible tho 10/10

#overall i’m glad i went for the experience but maaaaan #the story should’ve been about butterfly and suzuki falling in love instead #pinkerton was a fucking idiot #it's like the guy never learned communication 101 #i was also fed up with butterfly pining over this white guy who was clearly never coming back for her #but i digress #some romance stories are just like this and they are clearly not for me loool #it did put me in a mood for courtesan au fics tho #so uh #gonna be reading a couple of those before bed tonight lmfao

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