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That one fanfic series with Percy being a "son of Aphrodite" (it's a whole thing, he's adopted.) has me hyperfixating on Castor and I haven't finished the 2nd fic yet, but istg I will be fighting someone if Castor doesn't get his man back. It's actually so foul-. I can't even say more without spoiling it 😭😭😭
#this may be the hill I die on#I didn't think I'd get as attached as I did#but then I got attached#i'm going through all the stages of grief#someone please tell me you know what fics im talking about#message me or something#go in my asks#im losing my mind#and i need to know im not alone#chasms fanfic rambles#chasms pjo rambles#castor pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#hoo
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Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.
(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU#I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track)#The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more.#I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by#and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles!#Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise!#I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space.#It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is#You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together:#I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper.#I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything.#You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there.#Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite.#day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less:#'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all)#This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly.#(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)
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"I want to spend my tomorrows with him" or something
cry- C.A.S
#i'm so miserable over them#like genuinely going through my mourning and grief stage all over again#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#vashwood#myuminjiart
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my heavymedic dreams finally came true today
i wanted to play some zombie infection mode so i loaded into Sanitarium.
first thing i hear as i spawn in is someone in voice chat telling everyone to go to the elevetor so we can have a dance party in there, so i go because that sounds fun and that's when i see him, this beautiful heavy. it was love at first sight.
As soon as he sees my name (kissing heavy sloppy style) he asks in voice chat if someone can put on some romantic elevator music and he starts getting really close and making kissy noises.
I, of course, am head over heels for him and i start pocketing him.
Together we start causing havoc. He protects me, i heal him, he throws me sandwitches, every time he adresses me he calls me "my love" and of course every time one of us dies the other goes back to the elevator and waits for him to respawn and reunite.
We danced in the elevator a lot and chat was surpriseingly supportive of our little love story.
He even took me out to dinner to the truck next to spawn that has a cauldron on the truck bed. He got very protective when a demo started staring at us, he killed him for me and claimed the kill in my honour.
but alas all good things must come to an end.
At the start of the next round he told me that he had completed his contract and that he was going to change map, with that he bid me ferwell and made one last kissy noise before he left.
i will always cherish those moments we had together,
i will never forget you my love <3
#tf2#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#team fortress 2#heavymedic#red oktoberfest#tf2 shitpost#medic tf2#heavy tf2#i've never met anyone more commited to the bit#this went on for several rounds#some other medic tried to go to him but he told him that he was not his medic and to go away#i think i'm going through all stages of grief for the loss of this love#should i tag this as roleplay??#long post#<3#tf2 roleplay#unintentional roleplay but whatever#tf2 fanfiction
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i am inconsolable
#and like this is after he said the most hurtful thing you could possibly imagine#and they still refuse to give up on him!!!#they reject his rejection so vehemently and i'm going through all the stages of grief at the same time#akatsuki no yona#akayona#yona of the dawn#akayona spoilers#akatsuki no yona spoilers#yona of the dawn spoilers#akayona 253#akayona 253 spoilers
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You don't unsettle me, you know that. (x,x)
#bg3edit#wylledit#gamingedit#bg3#baldur's gate 3#wyll ravengard#i love him so much he's such a scrunglie :(#romancing astarion in this 3d pt but then. then i'm coming back fo r you babe i swear#honestly tho he's such a complex emotional character to me#he's a living tragedy like most of the companion but the way he choose to act about it is different#and so interesting to me#cause they all go through the stages of grief but he's almost quiet about it#he takes everything with such stride and puts all of his energy in helping others cause it's almost like he's accepted#he can't help himself and there's no point in wallowing in self pity#i just want to hold him and tell him it's okay to be angry at the shitty hand of fate he was served tbh
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i think you might like this but in season 2 episode 2 when confucius asks jfk on a "playdate", in the spanish dub he straight up asks to go on a date
he
WHAT
#i do like this. thank you#i am going through all the stages of something#like grief but the complete opposite#THEY SOUND SO FUNNY IN SPANISH#why is JFK so cartoonish while Confucius is just Some Guy#MY FRIENDS JUST TOLD ME HE OFFERS JFK A TISSUE TO WIPE HIS TEARS#I'm in shambles#clone high#jfkonfucius
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I just watched "bridge mankind collapse" and I swear to god that shit just altered my brain chemistry forever regarding MadCom animations
#madness combat#madcom#easily one of my favorite madcom animations of all time bar none#i put off watching it for a week despite the praise because almost 25 mins is a big investment#but i'm so glad i eventually did#once i started watching i didn't look away#it was so visceral and cinematic and made me go through the 5 stages of grief#so many good details#chef's kiss
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Lying on my bed tearing up I really really miss Crew GUYS...
#ultraman#ultraman mebius#that one post is right wdym we don't have plushies for all of them#coffee dad sakomizu I miss u....#and everyone else too 💔💔💔#holding them gently and giving them all a lil kiss on the forehead#rip them#I was having so much fun thinking about them then BOOM canon dragged me back to reality#GODDAMN the absolute devastation mirai must've felt when one of them died#then he probably realised 'wow I have very very little time with them left'#THAT FUCKING TAIGA VOICE DRAMA EPISODE#“The audio was terrible distorted and cut out from time to time.”#“But the voices within this tiny gun were filled with memories far too great for it's container to hold”#“Gentle voices...Gruff voices...Adorable voices.....Calm voices and elderly voices”#“All of them wrre heartfelt words from comrades who tgought of him everyday” I'M GOING TO FUCKING KILL MYSE-#mv typing this out actually got me off the bed MANNNNN#ok talking has made it worse I am full.of anger#oh i guess I'm going through the 5 stages of grief over fictional characters that I've only known for a lil over a month ok then.
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It's 5am, I need sleep, i need to be somewhat of a functioning human being tomorrow night...
BUT
I'm not giving up on my ship.
I have tomorrow afternoon to be as unhinged about them as possible so send me happy bucktommy prompts?
anything from fix its to happily ever after/marriage/babies/the works.
I'll spam the fuck out of this tag with happy ficlets - and maybe i'll even finish the longer ones this weekend.
abc (and oliver if those quotes are anything to go by) can suck my non existent dick!
#bucktommy#yes i'm going through all of the stages of grief tonight#but i'm very much in the denial stage right now#but shush - i like it here#let me live#lets make this happen#happy bucktommy ftw
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anyway. if I hosted a s1 rewatch on discord would anyone be interested
#i need a shock blanket or something rn. this fucking sucks.#*ash's s4 boogaloo#i know everyone is making memes and laughing through it but uh. genuinely i spent 5 years of my life with this show.#klaus means the world to me LOL we deserved so much better i'm going through all 5 stages of grief at once
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opened my dash and it’s literally just “speak now cardigan” “speak now cardigan” “speak now cardigan” “speak now cardigan”
#it is cute!! however it is also SEVENTY POUNDS??? in this economy????????/#i didn't even buy the folklore cardigan because i felt that was unjustifiably expensive and i'm sure that wasn't this bad#i have to go through a three day contemplation period and all five stages of grief before i can cope with spending that much#on anything non essential no matter how nice it is#talking#taylor swift
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Actually, it's Calypso's birthday today and someone needs to sing la vie en rose, so dig that guy up right the fuck now or so help me.
#this is not a joke#revive izzy you cowards#i'm willing to forget every criticism i ever had of this show if you just bring him back#i'll do anything#just let me have him#i feel like i'm going through all the stages of grief except acceptance right now#ofmd s2 finale spoilers#ofmd s2 spoilers#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#ofmd s2#ofmd#you can't do that to me on calypso's birthday#shaking crying throwing up
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Our fandom whines about the lack of nuance and critical thinking, but then fails to comprehend the complexity of human emotion when it comes to seeing something you like being ruined or executed poorly
#literally wish i didnt see so many complaints about people being upset that go in the fashion “why do you watch it if you hate it”#dudes. this is such a basic experience#people will see what they want to see applies to media. people will take from this what they can take and can cope with#tf. this is so wild. we go through ten stages of fucking grief in fandok drama and then learn nothing from it and start again#with not just complaining but straight up direct jabs at people “why do you watch it then if you hate it so much”#my gods people are allowed to complain about being unhappy with genuinely bad adaptation decisions wdym#it literally costs you nothing to exist on this platform#i'm sorry guys but when someone complains about their favourite show it is a basic thing to do and is expected when new content drops#but when you complain about them complaining you go out of your way to stir shit up#so many dramas here started because some of us could not shut the fuck up and ignore someone doing something in their own space#control your platform and the experience here. SCROLL PASSED THE POST. IT'S FREE#like genuinely. there is NO reason to get annoyed at people for something that happens all the time. people complain. and they will complai#don't bother fighting me. i stand by what i said#lena goes off
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TWOPHONE. MEPHONE2. COOKIE CAKE.
#.DAW is doing that thing called talking or something#THEY WORK SO WELL WITH EACHOTHER#THEY CAN'T DO THIS TO ME. THEY CAN'T GET AWAY WITH THIS#the fact they also both get infected in ple:ad au is so funny to me#like oh yeah ur in love ? nuh uh *makes you purple zombie*#I'M SO HAPPY AND MAD AND SAD AND CONFUSED AND I'M CRYING ALL OVER THE FLOOR#I'M REMINISCING ON MY PAST ACTIONS REGARDING ROBOTS AND ALIENS AND I THINK I MIGHT GO THROUGH STAGES OF GRIEF#actually i think i'm going through them all at once WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
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Does anyone still remember the "Flowey is not a good Life Coach" series from years ago? Cuz I do, and after rewatching Vade/Calysto's dub of the comic I remembered that it was based on a fanfic, which I immediately went to go and read again. And... well, needless to say I'm ruined. I kinda wanna kick past me for stopping barely into fic, but also I'm so glad I didn't put myself through all that despair and the entire emotional rollercoster that is that story. I... I need some wholesome Flowey content after all of that. I'll start by revisiting the Floweypot AU. Yeah.
#undertale#flowey#momento rambles#god that ending destroyed me#it was like going through all five stages of grief but all five stages are just denial#also i need more papyrus and flowey content in general their dynamic would be so good#preferably something sweet and fluffy first before anything else i'm in desperate need of a palate cleanser right now
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