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fbfh · 4 months ago

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aged up to 18+ obvs has anyone seen life as a house???? anyone losing their shit over Sam Monroe??? just me????? mayhaps this will change your mind, specifically 5:21 (cw for off screen but obvious sexual content)

in the words of Charlie Kelly, OH MYGOD. holy fucking SHIT this is gonna be a real problem for me huh. I'm literally 17 minutes into the movie but I already KNOW Sam is so the type to listen to songs for sadness and sextape by palaye royale and do a fuckton of whippits and just think about you. he's half asleep on his bed, rutting into his mattress and the only thing on his mind is you. he wonders what your skin smells like. not in a creepy serial killer way - but given his reptuation at school he wouldn't be surprised if you thought he was some crazy stalker - but in an intimate way. he wants to know what it would be like to press his nose into your neck and breathe you in. he wonders what your lips would feel like, what your mouth tastes like. he wonders if you'd pull his hair, bite his lip piercing. he'd get more if you wanted to. he'd surprise you with a tongue piercing use it to tease you until you're totally desperate for him. he knows this summer is going to suck, but he's sure it can't be that bad if he spends all summer getting high and jerking off thinking about you and making mixtapes he'll never work up the nerve to give you, which is exactly what he plans on doing.

#drabbles #life as a house #life as a house x reader #life as a house smut #sam monroe #sam monroe x reader #sam munroe smut #sam munroe drabbles #life as a house drabbles #hayden christensen #AWOOGA AWOOGA #yeah safe to say I've lost it #i'm going insane anyone want anything???#all rise to join me in a group BARK BARK BARK GRRRUFF BARK BARK #anyway yeah that's how I'M feeling today #(peter griffin reading a book with a mirror at the end of it voice) how bout YOU?

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mythtakens · 8 months ago

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Eddie getting shot + Buck getting struck by lightning

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ivebeenthearcher · 10 months ago

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#I'm going insane does anyone want anything

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duncanor · 2 months ago

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People after the final : yaoi saved the day!

Arcane, this is what the world would look like if they died and never met :

#Arcane #arcane spoilers #Jayvik #It's making the yaoi so much better to me #Their love is so selfish #It's reality defining #It's unatural even as it needs the mage to happen #But they will rework fate each time #Forsaken anything else #I'm so not normal about this #Like episode 7 'good timeline' isn't even the best because the mage still saved Jayce #If he didn't at all VI would still be alive #How insane to go from 'I wanted to help the people' to 'I would sacrifice anyone just to meet you'

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efverse · 5 months ago

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Ditto judging grand ditto for not being able to transform better to the point that she almost considered saying something...

Grand ditto staring at her all throughout the sleepover and ditto wondering if she can tell that she's a ditto too...

Until grand ditto walks up just to tell her that they think she's Really pretty. And as grand ditto walks away...

Ditto starts to realize that... she could've been one of the first people who made grand ditto feel like there's something wrong w her...

And how much dittos own mom rubbed off on her...

the next time she sees grand ditto casually transform she just thinks that they're so carefree. so unashamed. So...happy.

And ditto wishes...that could've been her too...

#analysis post #Not sure I explained this well but. I'm going insane does anyone want anything.

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my-mom-named-me-duck · 1 month ago

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i think its stupid that you can feel lonely yet be surrounded by people who love and care about you

its a fukin scam

#I miss flirting with people #why am I such a loser #ahhhhhhhhhhhhh #I hate everything about myselfffffffff #why am I like thissssss #why am I typing this when I don't want anyone to see it #who am I fucking kidding I wouldn't be making this post if I wanted no one to see it #I cant be depressed when everyone else is depressed they need someone to support them not drown them deeper #I need a hug ;v;#my mom cut contact with me my irl friends have moved on my aunt is busy my grandparents don't have anything in common with me #I just feel so shitty #and I'm definitely not going to talk to my dad #he's a bar creep that only fed his damn kid when he had a woman over #I just need to be someone's favorite person #I need to not be forgotten #but they're all moving on without me #no one can handle me at my worst #I'm tired of this I'm tired of feeling so alone and that's why I've made characters in my head that I've used for 6 years now to keep me #from going insane

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jawz · 4 months ago

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i saw the tv glow is legitimately one of the stupidest, most tryhard movies i've ever seen in my entire life. absolute dogshit. and everyone is pretending it's the most lifechanging thing they've ever seen LOL give me a break! the gall to claim this is inspired by fucking DAVID LYNCH??? i can't

#fake 'deep' shit for ppl who watch steven universe every day #i truly didnt relate to anything onscreen despite it being sooo aimed at me in so many ways.#i'm also convinced the director is racist and ofc after reading hundreds of reviews. Not One mentions #the main character's race or the alienation of being mixed......... um.#i think people are getting Very Very Dumb overall.#and it;s no coincidence that prior to being embraced by actual trans ppl all i saw was a million NON TRANS ppl falling all over themselves #to be like OOOOOMGGGGG THIS IS THEEEEEEEE TRANS EXPERIENCE COMMITTED TO FILM!!!!1!!!#like god thank you so much for speaking on something you know nothing about !!!! <3 #anyway the movie glorifies suicide more than pretty much anything ive ever heard of (including 13 reasons why)#and paints transness as Killing the Old Self. what a bleak and brutal thing to put onscreen and then CLAIM IS POSITIVE????#if this is aimed at kids (not sure if it rly is but it certainly would appeal to them and has the emotional maturity of a 14 yr old) then #its 100% going to inspire suicidal or self-injurious behavior. and it's insane and reckless as a filmmaker to craft this supposedly hauntin #and supposedly beautiful narrative where THE most important step is FUCKING KILLING YOURSELF. it's self hatred at the deepest level.#if anyone wants to shit talk this director with me lmk because that Worlds Fair movie is also some of the worst TRASH ive ever watched!!!#Amy Nicholson was spot-on abt it as always tho so i was vindicated by that

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trueblueboygenius · 1 year ago

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Boygenius via Olof Grind's instagram story!

#oh my god.#i'm going insane. does anyone want anyth ing?#boygenius #tour #2023

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rgrfederer · 1 month ago

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#i am editing rafole again and i'm just thinking. why did they do that why did they divorce (i know why but you know)#like im going crazy over here that's me in the corner that's me in the spot light #what was their problem!!!!!!!! pride!!!!!!!!!! (mostly rafa's yk oops) because even when 2013 happened novak always wanted to reach out!!!!#and he always said like oh yeah the big three ✌️ but i knew he wanted to be friends with rafa again more than anything like.#that man WILL wear his heart on his sleeve #whatgttsmsjdjdn theiirrr probleemmmmmmm #can't get much better 😔#anyways im glad they remarried again in our year of the lord 2024 #if anyone wants to have a roundtable to discuss rafole ples let me know i feel so insane about them

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mintfrosting · 3 months ago

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Mally being gorgeous

#exist trace #mally #she's so magical #i'm going insane does anyone want anything

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jackelated · 5 months ago

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Some MS paint meow meows

(Some more that I am adding to the same post because I don't think they're worth a new one)

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kyouka-supremacy · 1 month ago

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#We've had our yearly secret santa gifts exchange at my dorm and I've been gifted the first volume of Beast 😭😭😭😭😭#I'm crying forever. This december marks three years since I've watched the first b/sd episode #and yet this is the first time I actually own a b/sd manga volume. Like I own it and I can read it whenever I want!!! How cool is that!!!!!#Like there's so many Akutagawa images in it!!!! It's insane!!!!!!!! AND IT'S BEAST AT THAT #I'm deeply moved because I never spoke about it to virtually anyone here (at my dorm)?#Like I suppose a bunch of people vaguely know I like anime but only a couple of close friends know I like. Like-like reading manga lol.#And the person who gifted it DEFINITELY didn't know I like anime in general much less b/sd specifically much less Beast in particular!!!!!#I'm 100% sure (they just arrived this year and we hadn't even had that much occasions to talk to each other).#Which means they went through the trouble of gathering intel from my close friends about what I like and actually follow through‚#seek for the specific manga in a comic store etc... It's such a nice gesture I'm so heartwarmed.#And of course I'm glad for every gift I've received in the last years (genuinely)‚ but the fact that this was the most *specific* to what–#I like. It makes it so special! They were so kind.#There must be one (1) person in this whole 60 people dorm who knows I like Beast–#(that would be the girl who introduced b/sd to me in the first place) and the fact that they asked them for it...#I feel both very grateful and lucky lol #When I unwrapped it!!! Like I thought it was just a random book which would have been nice but like!!!!!#When I actually saw through the thin paper the cover!!!! The scream I screamed in my head #Anyways!!!! I own a b/sd manga now!!!!! I've only got time to go through the first chapter so far but it's suchhhh an experience.#It's like reading it for the first time again 😭😭😭 Half because the translation is so much different than the English one lol.#And I basically know the English version by heart. Half because I never saw this kind of high quality!!!!! It's!!!!! Insane!!!!! Like!!!!!!#I'm crying 😭😭😭 The drawings are so sharp and crisp (in the good way). The lines are so clean there's no disturbance at all #I literally never saw anything so good in my life I'm crying a little. I'm so so glad they blessed me with Beast specifically #The takebon edition is pretty cheap (it's just planet manga so there's no color illustrations or dust cover or anything unfortunatelly.#But to make up for it the volumes are significantly cheaper then let's say J-Pop)#There's also some unique typesetting choices? The text from the book-like boxes is in lowercase which is interesting!#Initially I thought I wouldn't have liked the translation (opening it randomly there was Akutagawa saying “crepa!” (“die!”) to Dazai in ch1 #Which was kinda jarring since it's very low register and everyone knows Akutagawa has very complex speech patterns.)#But actually reading it I'm really enjoying the translation so far!!!!#There's so many choices that made me grasp details I actually missed all the times I've read the English translation.#That is to say! Very excited to read it!!!! Will probably make a review / translation commentary if I can find the time!!!!!

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californiaquail · 7 days ago

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anyone else feeling fundamentally incapable of adjusting to society. also just discovered there's a 30 tag limit which i can't believe i've never hit before

#like it was one thing when i was in high school and college like wasn't socialized as a child due to not receiving schooling and growing up #sda blah blah whatever but like i'm almost 27 and i am barely functioning lol like i feel like i'm struggling to have a normal conversation #even more than i used to and i think my speech cadence is noticably off which i don't think it always has been #some of it is definitely from chronic exhaustion from having to get up too early and the stress of having a frequently panic inducing boss #but like. come on now. i can't even drive despite finally having a license because i'm too scared/distractible/poor reaction time #over a dozen antidepressants have not worked. adderall is not working great either #i'm SO much dumber than i used to be and it's driving me quite literally insane #i don't even think it's from getting covid in july because i was noticing it before although it definitely became way more noticeable after #i got this job. i've never been this bad at a job in my life and it's something anyone who knows me would assume i'd be good at #it's embarrassing. i cannot fucking remember anything i struggle to do the most basic of arithmetic to fill prescriptions i make the same #silly mistakes multiple times i am constantly asking stupid questions and still somehow fucking up all the time #it's not as bad as it was a couple months ago and frankly i'm shocked i haven't gotten fired i keep thinking that's going to happen #of course i wanted to quit this job four months ago but now i'm at like a sunk cost fallacy point unfortunately #this is obviously not like any kind of career position for many reasons but i don't know what else to do unless i move across the country #again. i'm not even qualified for anything besides animal related things and summer camp which are fine obviously but not great if you want #things like benefits or paid leave or not to get burned out as hell lmao #i don't even feel like i could do any customer service jobs because i literally struggle to put a coherent sentence together on the spot #everything is so slow. soooo slow i'm literally losing my mind which is catastrophic because my mind is all i've ever had going for me #and i'm having kind of a horrible existence lately which is exacerbating all my problems except the problems make it mostly impossible to d #anything to fix it. ok going out and doing some fun stuff for a day makes me feel better that's great. except then i need a day after that #to recover from doing things the previous day. so the only feasible day for doing things would be saturday. except on saturdays i'm #recovering from working. i literally only work 4 days and barely over 30 hours it's Not that crazy. i mean the boss is crazy and the job ca #also be crazy obviously but 30 hours a week is minimal compared to other work schedules i've maintained before #anyway but the most i can do after work is go to the store if i need to but i almost never have energy for anything fun #and the fucking bus doesn't run on sundays and walking miles to get literally anywhere takes a lot of energy i don't have #i'm about to move next weekend and i'm dreading it because it's going to be so much work and i'm so fucking tired #and i don't have any friends to help me with cleaning i might be able to get help moving my stuff but i'm not even confident about that #i might have to rent a uhaul but i would honestly rather pay somebody to help because i'm that scared of driving even for one 30 min trip #whatever....sorry i had to feel bad for myself in the tumblr dot edu tags again i'm not in therapy rn #(<- guy who should be in therapy)

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amalias-whatsoever · 7 months ago

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I just finished the king's men and I can't quite wipe the smile of my face

#it was just too good #like insane #i'll be obsessing over this for months #I love the foxes more than anything really #like Kevin in the final match. superb #neil served during the whole book #the twins are like living rent free in my mind #I'm sure they will make up eventually #because they love each other deep down #and Andrew was amazing #as neil rightfully points out #and neil and Andrew I'M GOING INSANE #the girls slayed then slayed some more #Dan is my idol #Renee flawless really #and Allison was just SO great #Nicky is the sweetest #like the term really REALLY need him #and neil brought them all together #and Matt was always so caring and badass #and aaron as well despite being very grumpy is fundamental #now I'll stop ranting #if anyone wants to talk about that I'm right here though #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #trk #the raven king #the kings men

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olliepurples · 1 month ago

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mdarc chapter 4 spoilers (tw negative)

i'm a couple of doors into the mystery labyrinth, and it's getting a little annoying having shinigami and yuma go "but how could this have happened? who could have done this?" when i literally knew it was yakou as soon as the game told me that the poison had a delay. this is so silly like "how could anyone have got past this, they would have died in thirty minutes!" ok! narrow your suspect pool to people who die in the next thirty minutes then! damn!!!

#mdarc #rain code #little ranty #also i have only just started so if [redacted] isn't the killer then so be it #but i know they are there's no way it's anyone else #vivia having that quiet (more than usual) moment when yuma said the lab is hooked up to a secondary power source that never went down #is so good #i think [redacted] required an accomplice for [last part of their plan] but from that reaction i don't think it's vivia #i think it just got more or less confirmed for him who the killer was #also viv is so interesting to me!!! i was right that he was going to be my favourite #the bold experience machine enjoyer #i find it kind of funny when halara says that he'd be a great detective if he just put in more effort #this isn't some problem of viv not reaching his goals or anything #he is very good at the things he actually likes doing and wants to do #he wants to come up with theories as to how a crime could have been committed #he doesn't particularly care about which one is right #just finding ways around logical constraints #that being said he very much understands that choosing one of those and expressing it will influence the world #which is why he doesn't tend to communicate when he's figured something out #he's more interested in observing what other people do unrestricted by his influence #this is why i think it's really sweet when he threatens to kill yuma (insane sentence)#i have such a soft spot for characters who break their own rules and principle for someone they really care about #and seeing vivia put [redacted] in front of his own happiness and ingrained way of doing things is so humanising #i don't think viv is particularly complex as a character #once you grasp that he genuinely has no regard for what's true and enjoys ambiguity you've can understand him from there #there's this one line where he says 'after all...i'm more interested in the story than the truth...'#but he is my favourite by far #i love how he's straddling the line of philosophical postmodernism and actual psychosis #he's so interesting to me #tw negative

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zivaninja · 1 month ago

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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:

• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭

• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.

•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭

• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.

• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!

#blue bloods #jamko #jerin #daez #eddie janko #i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much #crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday #I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed #jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched #(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out #the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended #but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur #the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant #the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it #they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but #she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable #3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me #anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad #so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore #shut up g #(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)

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