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Ugh I'm going crazy, right now I'm multi tasking. Made a fanfic, working on two different fanarts </3, and focusing on my chores. But I finished this art or wtv, don't mind the bouquet I messed up and now it kind of looks weird buttttt.....🤷♀️
Anyways Neorestes anyone? 🥀
EEWWW GAY PEOPLE I HATE THE QUEERS/J
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BRIAN JONES SINGING??? HOW COME I JUST FOUND THIS OUT
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#i swear this always happens after I got ready for bed early to have extra fanfic time#so this shit is what i do instead#please come back#i miss you#I'm going crazy#ao3#cherik#buddie#and many others#my gay ass
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when I'm in a haunting the narrative competition but my opponent is rose tyler who haunted it so badly she became the narrative herself
#what even is this episode#guys.#I'm going crazy#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#the reality war#the reality war spoilers#billie piper#rose tyler#sixteenth doctor#16th doctor#dw spoilers#dw#cal's basement
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this edit was CALLING me
(disclaimer: these are official arts made by harukawa-sensei. they do NOT belong to me)
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I can't do it... I want a trailer… NO, just kidding, I can't handle a trailer… But I want to know. Yes, I want a trailer. Even if I can't handle it. I WANT A TRAILER!
NO. YES. NO...
FUUUUUUU....
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from lewis to nico
#in my brocedes feels don't talk to me#this means something to me#😭😭😭#i'm going crazy#lewis hamilton#nico rosberg#brocedes#f1
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#girl interrupted#girlblogging#im just a girl#female hysteria#girl interupted syndrome#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#just girly things#this is a girlblog#sad thoughts#sadgirl#sad poem#i made this#the virgin suicides#thought daughter#i'm going crazy#going crazy#female manipulator#manic pixie dream girl#girl interrupted syndrome#girl blogger#girl hysteria#sick girl#sad doll
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Just watching logbook 173, when a scene made me think about how Yunho and all Ateez members like to point that Yunho has big hands, and how his hand disappears into Mingi's hand ( yes this video is the scene that made me think about it)








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Disney's Snow White Remake Fails....Netflix, All Hope Is On You
#I'm going crazy#seong gihun#hwang inho#squid game#squid game 3#squid game 3 spoilers#456#457#457 canon#inhun#gihun x frontman
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Others might see us. Really? Mm.
#boyslovesource#thaidrama#thaidramaedit#asiandramasource#asianlgbtqdramas#asianlgbtqsource#mlmsource#asianlgbtdrama#thamepo#thamepo the series#heart that skips a beat#thamepoedit#williamest#est supha#william jakrapatr#*gifs#*thamepo#rinblr#ninisdarlings#ok can we talk about how po moves into thame's space whenever he speaks#i'm going crazy#the way he became pouty and cute but shows no signs of trying to let go#and the way thame kept tapping his thumb on po's hand and fiddling with his jacket cause hes nervous#i dont even wanna mention the colors#but seriously why is this show so crunchy
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Lando is holding Oscar's wrist cuz of just how big of a hand size difference they have
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The way Suowei looks at him here.


"Can't I serve you?".
The devotion of it all.
#I'm going crazy#properly watching#Properly watching Revenged Love with Benka#revenged love the series#Revenged Love
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I have,, a lot of feelings about Sonadow growing older
Shadow watching Sonic age, watching as his quills turn grey and his speed slowly falters. Watching Sonic, known formerly as the blue blur, no longer be the fastest creature alive. A bittersweet feeling growing in Shadow's chest. Grateful he got to see the love of his life grow old and live a good life, but burdened with the realisation that one day Sonic will be gone and he will be alone again. The thoughts eating at Shadow every night as he lays next to Sonic, watching his tired face resting peacefully. He becomes laser-focused on Sonic's breathing making sure he's still here. He's still here. Wishing he could spend the rest of his life with Sonic, and not just Sonic spending the rest of his life with Shadow. Wishing they could grow old together.
And Sonic, watching time go by and Shadow never changing. He still looks exactly the same as when Sonic first met him. Beautiful, youthful. Sonic cursing when he can't keep up with Shadow, hating when Shadow slows down and matches his pace, denying that he's going easy on him. He hides his aches and pains so Shadow doesn't worry. He teases Shadow for being 50 years older than him but not looking a day over 20. Sonic lives his life to the fullest, making sure every memory Shadow will have of him is a good one. He quietly wonders if Shadow will ever move on when Sonic passes. Wondering if he'll ever find love again. Wishing they had more time together. Wishing they could run together forever.
#*emerges from the post sobbing* I'm good 😃👍#this concept makes me so so sad#I'm going CrAZY#sonic#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#SOMEBODY SEDATE ME 🗣️#part of me wants to write this into a fic#the other part of me is screaming and crying#paninitortellini’s posts
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Does anyone ever think really hard about Grian's inability to team? To stick with the same people he'd allied with at first after it shows the slightest hint of going downhill? Or about everyone's knowledge to be weary with teaming with Grian as he's notoriously disloyal with his teammates?
Cause the gutting thing is, he isn't. He isn't disloyal. He doesn't have an inability. In fact, I'd argue he is one of the few people who are tragically loyal to a fault, at least in most cases.
In Last Life, although he killed both Jimmy and Mumbo, he still felt the need to return to his allies after he'd turned red, feeling betrayed when they threw him out for being red. After that, he stuck with Joel and didn't dare betray him.
In Double Life, although he cheated on Scar and constantly complained, he stuck by Scar almost obsessively. His aim to protect him, even if he said it was for his own benefit, was painful. He didn't try to leave Scar behind like Cleo or Scott, he didn't try to sever the bond between him and Scar, nothing. It was almost like he was desperate.
In Limited Life, he was beyond loyal to his boys. He was loyal until the very end. And although he immediately switched to join the Nosy Neighbours, he didn't try to team with anyone permanently until Jimmy and Joel were dead. His silence when he realised he was truly the last Bad Boy was deafening. He hid his grief by saying that he had a backup team, just to save face, even though he built a gravestone for both boys and grieved them meaningfully.
In Secret Life, it wasn't as if he was fine with having no allied, like someone would be if they truly didn't care for loyalty, he was desperate once again. Having no teammates later in the game would hurt him, yes, but his desperation felt lonely, not power hungry. He didn't dare betray Etho nor Cleo, and stuck by them until the end. He was losing his mind on his hill before he teamed with the two, he needed to have close allies to depend on.
Now, in Wild Life, Mumbo is out of the series and Grian goes to say he needs to find some more friends, even with Skizz still around. Now, I don't think this is a power play thing, it's a desperation thing. He's hiding his grief by pretending everything is fine because if it wasn't he'd be vulnerable. For the past couple sessions, he had been working tirelessly to help get Skizz a kill so he could get off of being a red life, even to his own detriment.
Grian doesn't half ass teams. He will not team with everyone. However, he gets vulnerable when the ones that he connects to die.
Because that's how it went about in 3rd Life. He allied with Scar throughout the whole game, it starting simply because Grian felt guilty about what he'd done to Scar. He felt guilty. He stuck with him the whole game, undying loyalty, and all it ended in was him standing at the top with his best friend's blood drying on his hands.
To him, being loyal to someone like he was in 3rd Life ended badly. So, to avoid that, he found a way to still stay teamed with people, but not be left at the top of that mountain again, alone, even if his teammates die.
But so far, the curse keeps following him. He will always outlive his teammates. And this season is following the pattern, again, Mumbo dying right in front of his eyes, so close, yet so far. Always in a distance where he could've done something different, and he'd still have a teammate.
He may move from person to person, but only when they are dead or reject him. He is the forever Widow, cursed to always face his consequences, over and over and over again.
#grian#life series#traffic smp#life series smp#wild life#wild life smp#trafficblr#3rd life#last life#double life#limited life#secret life#I'M GOING CRAZY#Has to switch to desktop to write this essay out#It's all over the place but you get what I'm trying to say#I am aware you can refute some of these points but I dont care#I like creating angst for myself#I'm on the edge of writing a really angst fanfic rn#As if I already havent...#widow curse#this is very wrong in some areas but shut up i like to blag for fun to make c!Grian's life worse
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I feel like there's so much potential in a griddlehark medieval AU because of how calavierhood is basically sci fi knighthod. Lady Harrowhark would be sooo mad when her parents hire Gideon as her sworn sheild
#someone pleasee write a fanfic for me#i'm going crazy#gideon the ninth#the locked tomb#griddlehark#.
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