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angsty timeskip!octogoblin my beloved
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#otto octavius#doc ock#norman osborn#green goblin#octogoblin#spiderman no way home#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#stuff i draw#goD that stupid SMILE in NWH singlehandedly did this#safe to say i'm a big fan of that 'that's my husband!!!' smile#also THOSE FUCKING METAL ARMS i can't draw them for shit so this will have to do#wanna draw more of them so let's hope&pray that i'll see it through despite the metal arms and that fuckin goblin suit bc good fucking lord#I FORGOT IT'S VALENTINE'S DAY WHAT A DAY TO POST THIS
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#gross. gross! i do not like this thing. two alternate angles under the cut for those of you who like this thing because i am about to tear#into it so hard. ahem#enamorus#this thing is ugly as fuck. all of the genies were already ugly as fuck and now this thing only makes that worse. all of their therian form#were like MILDLY better but this one takes that trend and just throws it out the window#like the anteater nose is FUNNY especially on a legendary but LORD DON'T MAKE ME LOOK AT IT#not to mention its boss fight taking place in the fucking SWAMP with all the SLOWY WATER#and it just ZOOMS AROUND AND TELEPORTS if i remember correctly#like the LAST fuckin pokémon in the pokédex you can catch and it looks like THIS??? why did we need another genie. what#i understand the trend in gen 8 where they kept adding new legendaries to already established like. groups. like regieleki and regidrago#but THIS group is one that DID NOT NEED ONE#like i can see the additions to the regis!!! they're cool additions and really modernize the trio into a quintet!! but this is just RIDICUL#sorry tumblr cut me off there. this is just RIDICULOUS#ooouuhhhuhuhuh all the other genies are buff men with beards but this one's a laaaady bc it's pink!! and fairy-type!!! and small!! a#NO!!!! STOP!!!!!!!!! WE DON'T NEED IT!!!!!! PUT THAT THING BACK WHERE IT CAME FROM OR SO HELP ME!!!!#it's literally like. the last pokémon in gen 9. i'm gonna have to start worrying about gen 9 models RIGHT after this#teechnically. i'm actually queuing this thing up before i'm done with all the hisuian forms so i have a bit of time#but it'll Look like it comes last in the queue right before gen 9#here's praying i have something figured out by then? but i doubt it because i've just started a new job#and that's probably gonna be taking a lot of my time until then
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i'm moving soonnnnn yippee (not yippee because moving is great or anything, yippee because i can't wait to get out of this bumfuck majority white trumper tx town)
#talkies#never live in saginaw tx shit's so ass#this place is DOGWATER bro#i went to an ihop and got sat next to an old couple and the guy started ranting to the waitress about how kids today don't pray enough#and how the lesbian community “doesn't believe in god” (why specifically lesbians???)#as i'm sat there with my seasonal almost-buzzcut wiht my eyes LOCKED ON MY FOOD#i'm scared shitless everytime i walk out the door for fear of being hatecrimed!!!! AAAHH!!!!!!#I KNOW I LIVE IN TX AND THIS SHIT IS EVERYWHERE BUT SAGINAW IS ASS#the biggest event of note in this fuckin shoebox town is a plane crashing near it and two guys dying and that's IT
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why are doctor's offices like allergic to actually just giving you their phone number
#my pharmacy told me last minute that apparently one of my medications is simply no longer manufactured#and I have to get my prescription updated to a generic form#and since I'm legit almost out I called my doctor#but it just sent me to an automated line with no way to actually get to my doctor's office#all I could do was leave a message with a random medical assistant#and pray they call me back(they never do)#this is why I just go places these days I just fuckin' show up bcs it's the only way to speak to a real fucking person#legit about to just schedule an appointment just to maybe see if that gets me to a real person faster
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I'm roughly a 6.5 on the pain scale wahoo
#my fuckin foot#just decided to. be bad#i cant put weight on it and its constantly throbbing and evil#i can't think abt anything else#aaaaaaaaa#but its not my driving foot and I'm the only one who can do tomorrows shifts so! pray for me ig#sowwy for vent post :(
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omg could you do leo valdez with ocd reader 🥺 ... i love how you write him smmmm!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
OF COURSE BABES. first of all for anyone who doesn't know there are a lot of different types of OCD, and no matter what type or types you have, you could not find someone more supportive than Leo motherfucking Valdez. OCD is hard to have and hard to treat and guess what???? he's gonna learn everything he can about it and work with you to figure out how to help you when things are bad and good and all the little uppy downy in between parts.
adding a read more so this doesn't trigger anyone (cw: mentions of contamination, checking, vague mentions of intrusive thoughts, religious ruminations and magical thinking, please do not engage with this post if it could trigger you!!! I love yall <3)
if you have the contamination kind and you're always stuck feeling like nothing's clean enough, Leo understands. He'll take over for you, he'll cast eyes over things and remind you that you did what you're supposed to do and help distract you with something else. He knows to check dates on the groceries he buys you, knows how to help you feel better without accidentally enabling your compulsions.
if you have checking compulsions like relocking doors and making sure the stove is off and appliances are unplugged, he starts doing the closing up routine at night for you. you have a house rule that you're only allowed to check things two times, then Leo will check once for you if you need him to, then he helps you move onto something else. If you're worried that the stove is on and it's going to burn down the house, he never fails to make you laugh by promising to be the one to deal with all the insurance guys.
"Worst case scenario? We pull off the greatest insurance scam in history and retire early to the Swiss alps."
he says it so casually that it never fails to make you laugh, it takes the sting and the stress from your thoughts a little.
if religious ruminations or magical thinking are more your thing, Leo actually knows exactly what to do about that. he pulls out a golden drachma and cuddles with you while he fidgets with it.
"I can get a direct line to any god. If one of them starts beefing with you, I will personally handle it." he kisses you. he mumbles against your lips, and he smiles when he gets you to smile. "I'll also remove every screw, nut, bolt, and support beam in their entire palace and turn everything into breakaway prop furniture."
when your intrusive thoughts get bad he holds your shaky hands and promises that he won't ever let you do anything that could hurt you or someone else, he goes through your affirmations and grounding exercises with you, he reminds you that thought crimes are not crimes.
no matter what your symptoms are or how bad they get, Leo's love for you and deep knowledge that you are an amazing, wonderful, incredible person never wavers. he loves you. he loves being with you, he loves helping you, he loves being the one to care for you. Leo loves knowing that he's able to support you, to ease your burden and make sure you don't feel like you're alone. and you're never going to be alone, because nothing could ever scare Leo away from you. he just loves you too much.
#look if there really are genie rules (aka magical thinking) that bring you down I go dow#with you and we BOTH go down swinging#tw ocd#tw: ocd#cw ocd#cw: ocd#ocd#ocd mention#leo valdez#leo valdez x reader#leo valdez drabbles#heroes of olympus#heroes of olympus x reader#heroes of olympus drabbles#speaking from experience if you couldn't tell lol#yk that tiktok that's like “the cheese is under the sauce”#that's me making sure there's no mold on my food (I already know there's not)#love being in therapy!#in my case specifically love that Leo's just like#he's such a fucking PEACH#I love him so fuckin much#leo when I'm stressed about smth: “what do we do to fix this”#me with a fuckton of religious trauma: “pray harder”#leo: “no-”#but yeah he loves you and supports you#he really is your lighthouse in the turbulent sea of your own mind#he's steadfast and you know that he is#you really get each other through so much#also anon I hope you're doing okay!!! I hope you have whatever resources you need <33 /gen#and I AM NOT QUALIFIED TO HELP PEOPLE IN ANY WAY but if you ever need resources or smth you can always shoot me a message and i'll do my be
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Netflix if you fuck this up for me istg it's on sight
#it's what's inside#i mean do I wish it had a better platform release? yes#am I just fuckin praying that I get to see it? also yes#if they bought this thing just to let it collect dust in their vault as a tax write off 😒#but I'm gonna be optimistic I will#it should've been an A24 release tho idc idc
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Anika had never seen her patron so close to coming undone. Of course she was ready to give her all to gift him back his strength.
But oh, was she really ready for such weakness?
#musings#campaign diary#world of eras#*fuckin shit i'm drained 10*#only 32 hp max instead of 112 until the condition comes off#and that does not come off with a heal#not to mention she's already doomed#which is like having already failed one death saving throw#someone pray for her
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99.5% of inuyasha's youkai dna has to be concentrated in his hair because how the fuck did it not get cut off at some point especially while he was carrying that huge ass sword
#ESPECIALLY during that arc where the tessaiga was heavy and he couldnt even lift it lmao#hell in the second episode kagome holds onto his side bangs so that she isn't carried away by the centipede monster#back when i first watched the anime i was praying that he wouldn't have a short hair arc because all my fav dudes with long hair#get their hair SLAUGHTERED within a season or two (yes im talking about miyamura)#so i was glad inuyasha kept his hair but was also wondering: how#because those other guys are usually in like. fuckin slice of life so if their hair is cut it's usually by choice#meanwhile inuyasha is close to kissing a blade every other episode#HOOWWW DID HIS HAIR SURVIVE KAGURA?????#it's magic i'm telling u#inuyasha#inuyasha a feudal fairy tale#inuyasha anime
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promising to be on later on in the week . this day has me stressed tf out and i cannot deal with anything atm 😞
#❝ ∕ 𝘮𝘶𝘯 .#hoping and praying for some positive results in the morning <3#not to be such a fuckin downer but like .#if any of my international besties are looking for a roommate . . . i'm a great cook :/
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so i'm playing through the xianzhou arc in honkai star rail and i am intrigued by how they tackle the subject matter of longevity and how deceptively desirable it seems from the outside through the lens of "long-life species" with disabilities aka dan shu. i'm still playing through the arc so i don't know what exactly to make of it (and tbh i think i need to research quite a bit on disabilities to really make a comprehensive opinion on the subject) but to be quite frank, i have never seen the angle of "how do those with disabilities deal with near immortality or so-called "perfect bodily regeneration" tackled before. huh.
#tho i am quite worried that the character that discusses the problems disabled people have with xianzhou longevity is um quite sus#(and the fact that they seem to side with the abundance aka what the xianzhou people establish as the bad guys)#i am quite interested in where the game will take this theme (and also scared because um wow this is kind of a delicate theme to explore)#(especially in a game about beating monsters up)#all in all i'm intrigued and i hOPE that the game will um treat the theme well because oh dear#but tbh the whole thing with the mara thing and how the blessing and curse of longevity + the unavoidable end of being mara struck#is very very interesting and i really fuckin like how that is established as a biological advantage and a tragedy for the xianzhou people#like it's very unique tbh at least for me#and the disability angle is quite unique too for me (tho i would to hope and pray that the game will explore it well because um yea)#(tons of implications ooooff we need to be careful with this one gfjdjf)#honkai star rail#hsr#xianzhou
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I need him. Biblically. I think.
#i would be more than happy to worship him. I'm just sayin#anything you want darlin. it is yours#christ almighty i am a mess for him#that fuckin look too. woof. i am weak in the knees#... was gonna add somethin to that but then i got flustered#oh but i could play on the worship bit again and then make it innuendo#something something on my knees for him#praying... yeah. just praying.#ANYWAYS
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Well, I still get horrifically motion sick.
#vomit mention#I'm okay now#but dear fuckin gods#I almost forgot how fast I can go from completely fine to praying to just die on the spot because it would suck less#I know I'm having a bad time when I start mentally time traveling to the future where everything is okay#and buddy I spent that entire car ride living as hard as I possibly could in the current moment#also I've been dealing with angular cheilitis which isn't any fun and uh. this did Not help. at all#the pineapple didn't help either lmao#I think I'm reacting to my toothpaste tbh I've never had it this constantly before#gods damn tho I'm so tired right now.#the rest of the day was great but busy and then. That™
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also I was wearing my NOBODY WANTS YOU TO KNOW ABOUT JOYWAVE shirt at the community band concert and got to introduce a boomer couple to Joywave while the band was tuning. the man literally had them pulled up on spotify and asked for my favorite song so I recommended 'Traveling at the Speed of Light' and he put the song into a playlist right there. I love people who are enthusiastic about music recommendations so much.
"Oh, they're from New York? Where did you see them play? St Louis? Oh, that's not too far. So they come to the Midwest often?... Maybe you can convince them to come play in town!"
All my love to this beautiful couple. Love their spirit.
#i think they misunderstood when i said it was a smaller venue thst i saw them at#but they were certain that someone (me??) could convince the band to come play in the town's 500-seat theater#i mean that would be fuckin great but i'm sitting here praying that they come to my STATE on the next tour#there's absolutely no way they would come to my little town but it's so sweet that the couple wished that for me
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coming out as a copia hater due to recent tags by @waspspirits it's real
#the thing is terzo. he's just like me fr and he's the love of my life. if you couldn't tell. fave#he's 1. italian 2. the shortest 3. purple is his favorite color 4. omega is his favorite ghoul 5. monsterfucker 6. long nails enjoyer#as you can see he's Just Like Me FR#so ofc anyone who replaces him would be my enemy. but not only THAT#not ONLY you replace him which like ok not necessarely your fault I Guess but you Get Your Picture Taken While Holding His#Beautiful Little Severed Head. AND you talk shit abt him on ceremony & devotion iirc. enemy of the nove immediately and forever#fuckin rat bastard i will NEVER forgive you and i AM praying for your downfall everyday of my life i cannot WAIT for him to GO#so i can buy impera without him feelin slay abt and i can go see a ritual without having to lay eyes on him and support him financially.#i am insane#i'm the only girlie on here who will rejoyce w her whole chest & pussy & dick & balls when he kicks the bucket#feel free to unfollow & block & shoot me on sight. idc. enemy#mine#i used to include pro memoria in the list of crimes against me & terzo but i've come to the conclusion that song is as much about and for#him as it was about and for the others. but we won't get into that bc we're going to the beach
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ok so i& was holding myself& back by a thread for a few days but. beyonce's lemonade album is. quite litcherally marlontine in an au where he lives & he has to answer to her. basically that whole speech in waiting to exhale where she takes his shit & burns his shit while smoking a cigarette. she destroys his ass lmao
#arcana.txt#YOU CAN TASTE THE DISHONESTY ITS ALL OVER YOUR BREATH !!!! [...] WHAT ARE YOU DOING MY LOVE !!!!!#HOLD UP THEY DONT LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU !!!! [...] CAN'T YOU SEE THERE'S NO OTHER MAN ABOVE YOU!!!!!!#WHAT A WICKED WAY TO TREAT THE GIRL THAT LOVES YOU !!!!!#WHAT'S WORSE LOOKING JEALOUS OR CRAZY OR LIKE BEING WALKED ALL OVER LATELY I'D RATHER BE CRAZY !!!!#WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I IS !!!!! YOU AINT MARRIED TO NO AVERAGE BITCH BOY !!!!!#BAD MOTHERFUCKER GOD COMPLEX MOTIVATE YOUR ASS CALL ME MALCOM X!!!!!#WHEN YOU H.URT ME YOU H.URT YOURSELF !!!! DON'T H.URT YOURSELF !!!! WHEN YOU L.OVE ME YOU L.OVE YOURSELF !!!! L.OVE GOD HERSELF !!!!!#I AM THE DRAGON BREATHING FIRE !!!! BEAUTIFUL MANE IM THE LION !!!!! BEAUTIFUL MAN I KNOW YOU'RE LYING !!!#BLINDLY IN L.OVE I FUCKS WITCHU TILL I REALIZE IM JUST TOO MUCH FOR YOU !!!!!#HEY BABY WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I IS !!!!!! [...] JUST GIVE MY FAT ASS A BIG KISS BOY TONIGHT IM FUCKING UP ALL YOUR SHIT BOY !!!!!!#WHEN YOU PLAY ME YOU PLAY YOURSELF !!!!! WHEN YOU LIE TO ME YOU ONLY LIE TO YOURSELF !!!!! YOU'RE ONLY LYING TO YOURSELF !!!!!#THIS IS YOUR FINAL WARNING !!!! YOU KNOW I GIVE YOU LIFE !!!!! IF YOU TRY THIS SHIT AGAIN !!!!! YOU GON' LOSE YOUR WIFE !!!!!#HE ALWAYS GOT THEM FUCKING EXCUSES I PRAY TO THE LORD YOU REVEAL WHAT HIS TRUTH IS !!!!#I LEFT A NOTE IN THE HALLWAY BY THE TIME YOU'LL READ IT I'LL BE FAR AWAY [...] BUT I AINT FUCKIN W/ NOBODY#S.UICIDE BEFORE YOU SEE THIS TEAR FALL DOWN MY EYES !!!! ME & MY BABY WE GON BE ALRIGHT WE GON LIVE A GOOD LIFE !!!!#BIG HOMIE BETTER GROW UP !!!! [...] ME & MY WHOADIES BOUT TO STROLL UP I SEE THEM BOPPERS IN THE CORNER THEY SNEAKING OUT THE BACK DOOR !!#HE ONLY WANT ME WHEN I'M NOT THERE HE BETTER CALL BECKY W/ THE GOOD H.AIR !!!!#SHE WALKED INTO THE CLUB LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS GODDAMN SHE MURDERED EVERYBODY & I WAS HER WITNESS !!!!#YOU'LL ALWAYS COME BACK TO MEEEEEEE !!!! COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK COME BACK !!!!!#DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL & DADDY MADE A SOLDIER OUT OF ME !!!! W/ HIS GUN W/ HIS HEAD HELD HIGH HE TOLD ME NOT TO CRY OH MY DADDY SAID SHOOT !!!#HE HELD ME IN HIS ARMS & HE TAUGHT ME TO STRONG HE TOLD ME WHEN HE'S GONE HERE'S WHAT U DO !!!!#WHEN TROUBLE COMES TO T.OWN & MEN LIKE ME COME AROUND OH MY DADDY SAID SHOOT !!!!#MY DADDY WARNED ME ABOUT MEN LIKE YOU HE SAID BABY GIRL HE'S PLAYING YOU!!!!!!#10 TIMES OUT OF 9 I KNOW YOU'RE LYING BUT 9 TIMES OUT OF 10 I KNOW YOURE TRYING SO IM TRYING TO BE FAIR & YOURE TRYING TO BE THERE & TO CAR#& YOU'RE CAUGHT UP IN YOUR PERMANENT EMOTIONS ALL THE LOVING IVE BEEN GIVING GOES UNNOTICED ITS JUST FLOATING IN THE AIR !!!!#ONLY WAY TO GO IS UP SKIN THICK TOO TOUGH !!!! CAUSE YOU & ME COULD MOVE A MOUNTAIN !!!! YOU & ME COULD CALM A WAR DOWN !!!#9 TIMES OUT OF 10 IM IN MY FEELINGS BUT 10 TIMES OUT OF 9 IM ONLY HUMAN TELL ME WHAT DID I DO WRONG !!!!#g-d just. POWER COUPLE#TELLTALE WE COULDVE HAD IT ALLLLLLL
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