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hiii im sure you’ve answered this before but in regards to your twst x Pokémon, how do you choose which Pokémon go give to the cast?? really curious since your choices are unique :O
unique in a good way, I hope? 😅 (jk jk I haven't come across too many pokemon AUs, so I was going in without preconceptions, I guess!) I was sorta aiming somewhere between doing, like, a full AU with internal consistency and everything, and just picking entirely based on theme/character, so maybe that's why! basically I just set some arbitrary rules (no legendaries/no repeats/evo stages based on year) and then went on ~vibes~. a couple were also suggestions (thank you guys!) and last-minute decisions, so it was a bit of a delightful mess of ideas!
my one regret is that I should have given Riddle a Togedemaru after all. ...you know what, he can have one now, why not
#art#twisted wonderland#pokemon#poketwst#okay i have one other correction to make#which is that i think vil should also have a garbodor#NO LISTEN#i have thought about it a lot but i just do not want to give him a milotic#and this is because -- now hear me out#neige would actually be the one with a milotic#(it fits his personality more and it's even in his colors!)#when they were kids vil had a trubbish and neige had a feebas and vil felt superior until the whole milotic thing happened#and he's secretly kind of bitter about it#but he also secretly loves his garbodor a lot and gets mad when people make fun of it#IS HE NOT BEAUTIFUL ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF THEM#also garbodor ferments poison inside of it! it would be the perfect alchemy assistant!#I'M RIGHT OKAY#(i am also a big fan of trubbish/garbodor and i don't personally think they're ugly anyway)#anyway enjoy this drawing because it completely exploded my computer#(it was not the drawing's fault it was just unfortunate timing)#i've mostly got things working again but oof. it's been. a day. 🙃
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oh my god that wasn't even intentional
#star's thoughts#project sekai#prsk#pjsk#all perfect on one of my favorite songs on hard difficulty ..... huge#well. bitter choco decoration and aishite aishite aishite are next :3#i'm listening to the latter right now actually......
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like why did they change where Vegeta was when Cell announced the cell games in the anime
why did they make this vegeta starting shit with yamcha instead of chillin in the lab with his family? why did they take Bulma out of the lab? Why'd they say she was Out while Dr Brief was repairing 16? Why did they change Bulma working on advanced robotics to running in late with her baby?
it's the same scene except: - Bulma's actively at work being a scientist - Vegeta's not being rude to her (or anyone else!) - Vegeta waits for Trunks instead of leaving the room - Cell interrupted the airwaves, which means Trunks and Vegeta were just hanging out with Bulma and Dr B while they were working
Those are all Great Character Details!! That the anime rails against!!
#these cowards afraid of showing Vegeta actively choosing to be around his wife and child even when he's Bad#Because Goku who is Good never ever even once makes that choice onscreen outside of filler#and then they justify that choice by making Chi-Chi seem horrid and unreasonable for (checks notes) Not Wanting Her Child to Die#anyway I am once again being bitter about anime vs manga klasjdklasd#I can't believe I let the anime convince me I hated Goku man Goku's SUCH a good and ridiculous character in the manga#the anime just SUCKS at letting him be who he's always been#and has to reframe and recontextualize and reword everything he does so that it seems like he's Actually Quite Mature and Thoughtful nO#THAT's VEGETA YOU COWARDS#also the fact that bulma said she wouldn't live with him at the beginning of this arc to him casually hanging out with her and trunks#after cell beat his ass and humbled him is REALLY GOOD SUBTEXT for their shared relationship having improved without showing it#it's great subtext for all three of them and toei just went 'nah' and decided to make it a whole group shot so ...? Master Roshi could sit#and explain how ??? Tournaments Work??? Just so Cell could log on and also explain how tournaments work?? God it's been so long#since I've watched the anime and now when I do it just makes me mad aklsdjskja the manga is SOOOOO much better#there are some spots where the pacing is more ideal in the anime like goku turning ssj for the first time but like man. everything else is.#like why are you making Goku snarky with Vegeta dude his clapbacks are SO much funnier when they're just Tactless Honesty#like Vegeta's not insulted by Snark bitch he grew up in the Freeza force that man was raised by THE bitchiest drag queens#Vegeta's insulted by someone saying something deeply and insultingly True to his face as if it's the fucking weather#Goku in the anime is like 'a battle of wits hoho' but Goku's purity is part of the joke he's not snippy he's just got no social etiquette#He's just honest! He's not trying to be insulting. That's what MAKES it insulting! That's the WHOLE GAG of why Vegeta can't stand him#Goku is always just telling the truth and it's always the rudest shit Vegeta's ever heard in his life#'it's a sunny day! i'm way stronger than you! see you out there bud!' 10000% Genuinely Friendly. Golden Retriever-Ass Pure.#Infuriating. Hilarious.#anyway I looked at anime clips to make sure I remembered things right and that was a mistake#as someone who has a soft spot for it and grew up on it -- compared to the manga it's bad and it's always been bad#and toriyama was right to be disinterested in watching it jesus christ they BUTCHERED his work#anyway this has been another shot of haterade with sketches thank you for scrolling my rambletags askljdask#dbtag#i just truly can't get over how they make Vegeta call her 'woman' in the anime and he literally only ever calls her Bulma in the manga#except for on namek when he refers to her as 'the/that woman' because she is a complete stranger#why is he calling her woman like he's a 1940s american husband and not an extraterrestrial from a deeply advanced society toei
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Idk if I want this blog anymore or at least I feel like that right now
#the selfship community is sort of a lie#“it's a community built on love” people like to act as if it isn't#overly aggressive posts#disrespect even to those who don't like sharing their f/os but don't make it other people's problem#being completely ignored if you don't post your art and writing here#most people generally not caring about someone pouring their heart out unless it's about a character they recognise and/or like#i'm not deleting this blog because i want to save the stuff on it and still reblog stuff here but like#i stopped using community tags on posts about my f/os ages ago because their was no point#i don't add tags and i'm mostly ignored#i add tags and i'm mostly ignored#i see people being like “it's sad when you only get a few notes. like five at the most” and my average is zero#like i'm not doing this whole thing for attention. it's just that if i'm sharing something it's because i want to feel heard#there's no point#what is the point of me actually talking about my feelings or how much i love my f/os? people even in this community do not care#it's a self centered community#anyway sorry for bitterly screaming into the void but i'm bitter and tired right now and this has been on my mind#thorn talks
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jean would say he’s gonna kill himself all the time and jeremy would have to ban him from saying that. he puts jean in time out during practice for five minutes every time he hears it. he’d bring it up to kevin and kevin would be like What’s the problem why can’t he say that let him play. poor jeremy so exhausted by them…….
SORRY I'M JUST. kevin's reply is worded so fucking hilariously i can't get past it. what's the problem. why can't he say that. let him play. IT'S SO RIDICULOUSLY FUNNY. kevin: free my man he did all of that
but seriously i love the idea of jeremy (rightfully) bringing up jean's bad behavior to kevin and kevin's like well i think he's right. it's like divorced parents discussing their child misbehaving but the deadbeat dad doesn't really see a problem in little jean slamming his teammates against the wall for asking too many personal questions. i mean what else is he supposed to do here jeremy?
personally i think someone should get a picture of jean up and write I'M GOING TO TO KILL MYSELF IN FRONT OF YOU in that classic meme font. i would use that image every day. i would make it my blog header
#jean: me when i'm having a bad day and jeremy doesn't know my father sold me to the yakuza so i get to ruin his day too#no one else NO ONE else in this book can say they actually tried to kill themselves in front of someone. not like jean can#you people are passively suicidal? thats funny im in la traffic right now and im taking this entire row of cars with me#jean isnt just suicidal he is actively bitter about it. he's going to ruin everyone's christmas dinner#when the trojans are having fun in a circle and jeans like haha funny. did you know i got waterboarded before.#Silence. Unnerving unrelenting eye contact. Jean takes a loud sip and smiles. where were we#if you went through all of that you should be able to use it to ruin everyone else's day honestly. no?#asks#jean#kerejean#...i think?!?
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Wait, they're making another one? Oh-kaaayyyy... Not holding my breath, but hopefully it's at least better than the $h!tshow that was the second movie. (Even if that "version" of Silver is still there.) If it's any consolation, I don't know how much Sega is involved with the Sonic movies, but if it's a good bit, then maybe they can help out! At the very least, there's this amazing comment under the reveal teaser. (GOLDEN ISLAND MENTIONED)
#angry birds#angry birds movie#the angry birds movie#angry birds movie 3#the angry birds movie 3#am i the first one to tag that?#just hoping it's anywhere near as solid as the first and not the dumb unfocused slop that is the second#but seriously please don't drag silver back into this you massacred my favorite adopted piggy-turned-bird enough last time#maybe they could finally do something cool with jo like they've deserved for the past year?#then again it's likely an average-tier animated kids movie so they may not dare include a non-binary character#(then again spa's involved and spider-gwen is at least 80% likely to be trans...#...so maybe there's still hope for jo to finally get to be more than a pfp for a month)#(then again sony wants to play with ai soon so yikes)#yeah i'm still bitter that they're continuing a movie series that got killed five years ago instead of continuing better stuff#like c'mon we get an angry birds movie 3 before angry birds stella season 3 or even toons season 4?#hopefully they actually use the darn slingshots (the absence of which was one of many things that sunk the 2nd movie)#i don't know what to make of angry birds anymore considering how they murdered their renaissance before it could ever begin#(shortening and delisting the remake. making reloaded apple-exclusive. whatever on earth bad piggies 2 was.)#but i'm just hoping they can get at least one thing right this decade. just one please.#being an angry birds since 2012 and witnessing everything go to hell from 2015 onward...#...really was the perfect preparation for being a bengals fan wasn't it#welp forget everything i said about studios earlier#sega is absolutely producing it and the animation will be done by dneg who animated freaking nimona#okay NOW this just got very interesting. now i'm keeping an eye out on this.#(seriously i know dneg didn't do the most on nimona but still.#a studio involved in nimona an angry birds movie.#that combo of words alone might make my day! 2012 sorta and modern sorta would be hugging jumping up and down at that!)
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My mom asked me this morning if I wanted to take a day trip with her and some of the niblings, but I can't because my paternal grandmother's husband passed away yesterday and I have to Be Here in case anyone needs anything.
So, my mom tells the niblings, "Aunt [Dessie] is choosing to do the responsible thing instead of the fun thing," trying to explain to them why I couldn't go and that it was, you know, Very Good of me to do that.
But that sentence has been playing on a loop in my head since she said it, because if that isn't the story of my freakin' life.
My imaginary biography is definitely called The Dutiful Daughter, and let me tell you, it's fucking exhausting sometimes.
#rl shit#cw: death#in case you've ever wondered why steve doesn't have a single goddamn responsibility when i write sugarbaby!steve things#it's because i'm living vicariously through him#the dream: someone else taking charge and making decisions and being the responsible one and all i have to do is go along with it#this sounds more bitter than i actually am about it. i'm just tired right now.
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i don't like season three when viewing it as a continuation of seasons one and two, but i do very much like season three when viewing it as the prequel to seasons four and five... hmmmmm.
#rewatching it bc i wanted to make another foreshadowing compilation post for myself regarding what will's actions will#likely be in season five re: vecna and lmao. so many things are just... it's like. it makes me laugh how In Your Face it is now#that we know all that we know. so many direct parallels both with dialogue and actions. mike/will/lucas/el foreshadowing their s4 roles.#the flaying of the holloways and the creels. the dormancy / activation shit. the building shit. the natural progression of their arcs.#the different ways that their characters approach problem solving and how we see tht reinforced by s4. it's so fascinating#genuinely i think idk it was just such a big culture shock i guess u could say from 1 and 2 that it was hard to digest on its own for me#but now that 4 is in the same vein it's like Oh. Okay. Yeah no. I get it now. That's cool. I'm forever bitter but I get it and respect it.#3 4 and 5 are a package deal considering they also said 4 was like part 1 of 5.#it also makes sense bc the point of 3 was that everyone was changing and building themselves in a new way and that#includes vecna so. just so fascinating how they link everything and how their vision is so consistent with certain plots and characters#like. the lucas max mike n will + el involvement is right there. the idea that they have to kill vecna and not just his puppets is right#there. that 2nd point starts in season two but three is where it really turns into an ''the end justifies the means'' situation#(especially for will which i think is something a lot of people overlook but—)#s3 is painful when considering their personal character arcs but fucking delicious when considering the overarching supernatural vecna plot#bc thts also when he starts his ''there is no stopping this'' shtick and actually enters the story#and he's fucking slimy lol. which i Love#anyway. omg first i defended mike in the rain fight and now i'm saying i kind of like season three who the FUCK am i!!!!!#crazy what feeling the need to defend a white boy's honor will do to you 😳
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AAH !
#genius lyrics isn't loadingggg let me edit the lyrics#at least for this one none of the words have been wrong but i want to get the line breaks right#I'M NOT THE PERSON THAT I THOUGHT I WAS !!!!!!!#hmm. i wonder if the album drop will be 10:00 am est the way the singles keep coming out then#actually that was just bitter medicine and now scars#and the well? i remember briefly skipping english for it#but arcturus beaming was at nine i think#okay my guess is 10 am est for bbb#the crane wives#AAAAHHHH !!!
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*in a half fugue state* a discord server as an ever changing house
#house of leaves style#the very structure of the server changes#as in jokes are created#as people post more about certain topics#it's like a living thing#an ecosystem#but also a ruin and a relic#channels untouched#last messaged in years ago#pinned messages#jokes you can't remember the origin of#a living record of the life you lead during all that time#the server is a living thing in and of itself#messages from people you've parted ways with#bittersweet or just bitter#people you severed ties with or people who have just faded somewhere to the peripheries of your life#here you were. here is what you said then. this is what you were.#in a way it's almost more personal than a diary#this is how you behave with your friends your loved ones#doesn't that reveal more about you than anything you could say ever could?#an abandoned server on the other hand#empty and lifeless#husks of empty accounts#and memories tainted by the fact that all of it is gone now#so could it have really meant anything?#a discord as a house that is haunted#that is shaped by its occupants as much as its occupants are shaped by it#anyway sorry i'm really high right now and im fucked up on sci fi concepts#i could actually write something with this but it might be a bit intimidating#bc i'd want to do like a real project like an arg or something
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hate when i vent abt my pain and ppl tell me "everyone has stomach aches, it's normal" okay but are their pains bad enough to make them cry or unable to stand..... at least once a week...... bc i think that if this was normal society might've collapsed by now. but what do i know
#at least I'm on the way to get another test to see if it really is crohn's or not :')#my other tests came out negative but the last doctor i saw said it's worth checking again :')#bc. he claims. you're never gonna guess it. these pains are NOT normal ✨️ who could've thought!#sorry for the bitterness. as you may be able to infer from this i am in severe pain and having a hard time standing up or moving at all#btw through this doctor i went to i found out i actually had internal inflammation back in 2018 too and i was just. never told abt it.#like i was in the hospital and they ran a test but bc it was for smth else they didn't think to point it out??#why do i have to learn 5 years later that i had smth wrong with me that probably got worse with time and that's why I'm like that now 😭😭😭#(i wanna apply good faith to this. they probably thought it was a result of my other stomach issues so it'll pass once they do.#but like. if it really didn't go away and in fact got worse with time. i feel like i have the right to blame them yknow?)#vent#possibly a tmi one idk ajskflglh#sorry. i am very tired
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JVKE’s this is what ___ feels like album has me feeling some sort of way
#I'm usually not one to get into more modern artists. BUT.#Holy shit.........his music makes me feel shit. Like FEEL it really feel it#It's genius actually. A story told on 4 parts. Connected through other songs. The stages of falling in and out of love#It's heartbreaking. It's fucking heartbreaking actually#The fact that this is what heartbreak feels like comes RIGHT after golden hour?? Shut up. Shut UP THAT HURTS ME#golden hour is deadass the most gorgeous song I've ever heard in my fucking life I can't even express the emotions I feel listening to it#It's beautiful. It's whimsical. It's magical. It captures such a specific feeling and time of day. Time of YEAR even#It's a song about love and how in awe he is of the person he loves and it's perfect and soft and. golden hour. Yeah. That's it.#And then. THEN WE FUCKING GET TO THE NEXT SONG AND IT'S LIKE#All that buildup of what falling in love is like.....what it's like to be in love to love someone to treasure them to feel FEEL for them#And then we get hit with betrayal. It's bitter. It hurts. And you can feel that in the song too#Ugh ugh UGH how does he do it. The whole album is a story from start to finish and it makes me want to cry#Falling in love...heartbreak...sadness...and then.#Acceptance. Moving on. Falling in love with someone new. AHGHH#It really reminds me of The Last Five Years bc that has the same sort of concept#A story of love told through song. Falling in love to falling out of love...#LOVE HURTS!! THIS ALBUM HURTS ME IN ALL THE BEST WAYS.#Shima speaks#Anyway go listen to this is what ___ feels like right now. Do it
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you know I'm always like "idk I had a pretty good home life growing up" but actually my brother did fully try to strangle me in highschool and my parents didn't punish him. So actually I think my home life was kind of fucked up.
#I always compare myself to him too like oh he's got his life together and I'm an on fire dumpster floating down the river#but actually maybe I'd have my life together too if people hadn't tried to KILL ME when I was a teenager#another time he slapped me across the face and I slapped him back and my parents were just like “oh well you're even now 🤷”#anyway he just got a job as a children's librarian that starts right after he graduates#and I can't help but be bitter and resentful about it#idk I know dwelling on it won't help but I think actually being my brother's punching bag my whole life#might have negatively impacted my self esteem and mental health#and it's petty but I do kind of want him to be punished. Like karmically dramatically punished#oh well#I'm okay but like jeez. kinda hope that guy explodes a little
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I'll actually be real, I'm kinda having to resist the urge to start playing WoW again
#thorn talks#however i genuinely cannot remember any of my account details right now and like#idk i'm still a little bitter about it#it stopped being fun for me most of the way through legion#but i do miss it#since i pretty much grew up around it and then spent years playing it#and i miss my night elf hunter who genuinely. helped me realise i was trans#through people seeing me play a male character and assuming i was male and it just. feeling right#his name was kethus and his pet tiger was called snowflake and i liked to pretend that the night elf thing was just like#his humanoid visage because he was actually a green dragon#i've tried remaking him as an OC outside of WoW beforehand but i've never really got far with that
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^__^
#hey nonnie! hope you don't mind me responding like this i'm just trying to keep a relatively clean slate in this new era of calamitydaze in#thank you for saying that!! it means a lot that my presence/absence in the community is/was felt in any way because it did (and still does)#mean a ton to me. i have very very fond memories of those days#honestly i'd say i'm like Neutral on them with some residual love-- no post-fan bitterness or anything i was just ready to move on#and i'm very happy having done so#but i don't regret the side i chose back then-- i actually reread a lot of my blog from the schism era recently and i still think i was#right in (most) of what i said and thought regardless of what my opinions are/would be right now. i'd do it again#(<- if you're curious my opinion right now is Not my circus not my monkeys lol)#anyway! you didn't sound rude dw :) like i said it means a lot that i'm still thought of despite my less than graceful exit from that side#appreciate you! hope you're doing well <3#bella answers
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I liked/reblogged like four hetalia posts in one day simply because they happened to cross my dash and now Tumblr is recommending me a ton more hetalia posts
Comically when i tap 'i'm not interested in this post' on posts it offers me that friends like, all posts from a certain fandom i'm not in, it does not seem to understand that i am not interested in that fandom's posts. . .despite that i have definitely liked or reblogged very few if any posts with that fandom's tags. . . .
#like i get it a lot of people i follow are into other otome and joseimuke but like#i don't care about them. or that animanga. or that one. or that one. . . . .#tumblr is so bad at taking hints lmao#danie yells at tumblr#one more hour of work. . . . .#as usual my client's son is being a bitter bitch that his mom doesn't ask much of me so i spend a lot of time sitting around#but i am in enough peace of mind atm to ignore him. he is no one and nothing to me. sometimes i'm just too agitated to ignore him#but right now i'm just like#vibing out. making ugly doodles with my fingers on some crappy art app i found#maybe i should bring a sketchbook to doodle in. i'm better with like. actual pencil.
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