#i'm actually kinda proud of myself for this one
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The brothers meet again
Ohhh my gods, this one was so daunting (I don't like backgrounds 😭) but it was so fun!!! This scene is going to be like. The really fun dramatic one when I get around to writing it, but for now here's a piece for it instead!!
Very quick explanation for those who haven't seen my insane rambles: Dream was about to kill Killer (finish him off) when Nightmare bursts out of hiding to get between them!
Now, bonus stuff!
^ He's actually very handsome <3
^Thinner version with a crop I like better??
^ I had to check sizing a few times (but Killer is angled so idk if it really helped?) And I just thought this was REALLY funny
^ Just the twins!
#utmv#new age au#spot!drawn#my art#utmv art#should I give this one the main tags??? idk#anyways my favorite part was making Dream's cape (the metaphorical sun rays + folds made me happy :D)#also idk why I gave Night the swirly patterm from the procreate brush in his official design??? i gotta#draw those patterns by hand now???#and uhhh#I think the reason Killer is on his back is because after he got the soul injury Dream pulled away w/ the knife and#Killer stood for a second before stumbling *backwards* from the pain#and he's a lil sideways because he was going to try and turn to dodge an arrow + stumbled#and ofc Night mid-run!!! i'm so proud of that lil goober#oh and Killer used to be glaring + I had to soften his sockets so it'd be believable he was dead/dying and#not paralyzed and pissed like he actually is hehe-#okay I'll let myself have this one 😔#dream sans#nightmare sans#killer sans#tw blood#<- almost forgor-#oh! last tidbit!#Dream doesn't really bother to aim his arrows perfectly#he kinda can vibe out their flight path + nudge it so it hits its mark. hense the bow aiming at Night's face but arrow intended to hit#Killer's soul#oh and Dream's draw-back hand? he uses it palm outwards#he saw someone do it once and refused to shoot any other way once he figured out how to do it lol
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This was fully intentioned to be left a sketch but I have no self control. Shallan, Adolin, and Kaladin feeling what it's like to lay in the soft, stupid, Shin grass.
Sketch below the cut :)
#shakadolin#stormlight archive#shallan davar#adolin kholin#kaladin stormblessed#cosmere#dont. don't think about their status at the end of wind and truth ok#I'm kinda proud of this one cause I only used a ref for Kaladin (still couldn't get it right but I gave up)#i'm also usually horrrrrible at drawing teeth but i'm actually satisfied with how they came out#i managed to stop myself after flat colors
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Venom + Kissing Death by MOTHICA
#insane about it. actually.#lyrics from the reaper + afterlife + oblivion for two + kissing death :)#afterlife by mothica venom song of all time to me... literally i wanna know what it's like to feel your heart beating from the inside...#this is my magnum opus. frankly. my creative peak for the month#this and the 'can you imagine host the power of a dark god' post. proud of that one#just killing the game on venom webweaves i think#are these webweaves. is that what you would call it if there's two or less sources.#actually i'm weaving the hell out of all these different comic runs together. it counts#man this is so beautiful. so proud of it. i have to post it immediately and go the fuck to bed#i've been keeping my venom posts kinda small and untagged so i can keep them to myself but i will put the ship + character tags on this one#venomposting#venom#venom symbiote#eddie brock#symbrock#veddie
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Please pretend that you didn't see where I'm leading this comic to.
#nagushin#I'm very basic. Sorry.#i saw that there's no nagushin art here so. i decided to be brave and make one TvT#sorry#nagumo yoichi#shin asakura#Sakamoto days#so proud of myself for actually liking the more popular ship.#ah. it doesn't seem to be the ship pick here but outside of this hellhole there's a bunch of them good good#they're both kinda hard to draw. it's good that I have many arts to look at so I wouldn't be too compelled to make them myself
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I'm one year older today, so I figured I gotta wrap a present or two~
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... Wait...
... I got it backwards, didn't I...
... I'm supposed to be... uhh... the one opening gifts today...
... Oh, how incredibly silly of me...
Welp, I'm sure Ramattra doesn't mind~
#Borb's Scribbles#Overwatch#Ramattra#Unholy Abomination#rest in pepperonis my blog's rating#fr tho my bday is the time of year when i allow myself to be completely unhinged and self indulgent in art#bc may as well treat myself right?#my victim this year is our poor ramram#and i just so happened to be in the mood for something more... extreme... this time#i doodle sin every once in a while#tho it's been YEARS since i made sin that i would deem “finished art”#this is the first one of those i'm actually proud of#and HOT DAMN I did not realize just how much power i have in my hands-#shit i may just have to draw polished sin more often#because if i don't draw what i wanna see who will???#i have been disrespectfully staring at the other variants for way too long now-#...oh yeah did i mention there are rated e variants of this?#because OF COURSE there are#kinda wanna post them but tumblr would probably crucify me for showing robot schlong#welp ya'll just gonna have to live with that i guess lol#jk jk bear with me while i wrap my head around a website that allows this stuff to be posted-
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Just wanted to share this cause i'm pretty proud of how it came out considering i'm really not an expert.
I drew my beloved boys!!!
#six of crows#shadow and bone#six of crows fanart#wylan van eck#jesper fahey#wesper#wylan hendriks#it took me 4 days i didn't know that a drawing could take up that much time#i know some things look kinda wonky but i don't really care#i'm kinda proud of myself actually#i have my fav boys on paper <333#WHY IS WYLAN SO HARD TO DRAW I REDREW ONE OF HIS EYES LIKE 6 TIMES#AND HIS LIPS. I CANNOT DRAW LIPS#my art
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i'm back on tumblr (again)
#exams are over mostly#for now at least until may altough i might have one next week let's see#but so far so good#i did postpone a few unfortunately thought but it is what it is i'll still have to do them this semester#it's gonna be tough but i'll pull through and i want to prepare even better i can do this#the one's i did though i die exceptionally well on which makes me kinda proud ig#i got an a on two really difficult one's as the only person :oo lol ig i did something here#feels like i cracked some code for studying and ngl it feels so good i want more results like these#not sure it will work on all exams though but i feel like my studying techniques were pretty spot on and i actually studied more than usual#i feel like i'm getting addicted to this lol like actually being good at uni feels so good so rewarding#i mean i always wanted it and i have been good at uni for some time now but like i did even better this semester - i finished with no c#and lots of a's#but then also i wish i could just study for the enjoyment of it 🥹#don't get me wrong i love learning and being at uni most of the time is actually enjoyable :)#and i like learning the materials because it's interesting to but actually sitting down to study - the anxiety takes so much away from that#when i sit down and study it's usually with so much anxiety ... how do you study without those negative thoughts in your head constantly#i'm always convinced i'm gonna fail anyway and also when i don't meet my study goals on a day i get stressed because i'm behind schedule#and disappointed whenever i don't study as much as i planned or even not at all#like i tell you before i wrote that exam i got an a on i thought oh i might fail i'm gonna need a bit of luck to get a d#altough i thought i could also get a better grade but i have no judgment#part of me still thinks i got a bit lucky with the questions and i still cannot fathom how i did that ngl#i'm trying to stop these thoughts to make studying more enjoyable and i try to tell myself it's not a linear process#and sometimes it takes longer than expected but then your knowledge increases exponentially at one point#or i also feel like i set myself such unattainable study goals i'm bound to not meet them#and i should really prioritize my sleep more and not study in terribly sleep deprived states sometimes#i did get better with that but still it's so bad how i'd sacrifize my mental health for my grades 🥲#but if i'd fail an exam or do badly on it i'm also always so disapointed in myself so it's like i can't win 😅#i just want better balance with good grades and having a life and being in a better mental state#i do have some internal motivation like i want this for my future still i wish i could be more internally motivated#i also don't want my parents to worry and want to make them proud altough that's not a bad one
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omg a sona ref :3c
soooo i drew this design WAYYYY back in like...october i think? but never made a proper ref sheet out of it bc i didn't feel like it yet. but now i feel like it so here she iiiis :] witchsty my friend witchsty
i'll be real it's not up to standards with my oc refs (minimal shading, more simplistic graphic design than usual, etc.) but like. it works. so idrc that much :P
#my art#my sona#drawing#digital art#medibang#ref sheet#idk what tags give a far reach for stuff like this--#i think sonas should have goofy little backstories more often--what do you mean those are just vtubers#imma be real guys last year's design (was it last year?) was kinda ass. also i traced a pose on that one thus i look down on it-#-and banish it to the abyss (private it)#sorry guys villain arc misty is no more. she's silly now. bc i stay silly. also i think i deserve to do magics (<- doesn't do that)#the really funny thing is like. okay usually i use one of those posing doll sites to reference off of? but i didn't for this one#(which honestly i'm proud of myself for. i love it when i can freehand and the anatomy actually looks fine. makes me feel like a god)#so misty here is. shorter than asuka. that was not intentional (nor is it accurate) but it's REALLY funny#grown-ass girlie shorter than a teenager. goofy shit
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messing around with modifying her is pretty fun. i’m actively breaking some npcs probably because i don’t know how to make new material entries but they’re a sacrifice i’m willing to make
#i'm proud of myself for kinda just winging it and figuring all of this out#even if i'm probably doing it in the messiest least efficient way possible#i love her though. my shiny baby#one day i really need to write down the small amount of lore i have for my cyberpunk girls#even if it's just for myself so it's actually down somewhere#cyberpunk 2077#olivia novak#**
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whats ur fave megop fic uve written?
I'm not sure honestly 😔 I'm one of those people that hates rereading my own writing, and even though I will sometimes reread my own stuff and go "wow, past me was so smart and cool and clever for writing that," I'm not sure I enjoy any fic in particular? It's not just a matter of self-esteem either.
When I write a story it's sort of like me exorcising a set of thoughts from my brain, and once the story is finished I more or less stop thinking about it because when I finished writing the story and posted it, that act allowed me to say everything I had to say and resolve all the thoughts that prompted me to write the story to begin with.
I guess Pay Unto Evil is probably my favorite fic mostly because of how proud I am about it being such a long project (178k words I think) that took me a year and a half to finish, but it's literally the first novel length project I've ever completed. That being said, I'm not really proud of the earlier chapters of PUE (like... 1-4 or 1-5) because I feel like even though they're good, I didn't have as firm of a grasp on the characters back then as I did around chapter 6/7 and onwards. So it's a mixed bag honestly.
#squiggle answers#i'm not proud of myself and my accomplishments in general and it's a problem i'm actually going to therapy about#it's not that i have low self esteem and think negatively about myself#it's more that when i have positive attributes or do positive things they don't affect me very much#i'm kinda just like. k. that happened.#and it's sort of an endless cycle with writing bc the more i write the better my current stories become in comparison to the older ones#so it's something that i'm gonna have to grapple with and overcome eventually#also... not coincidentally PUE chapter 5 was the first chapter that quetzal beta read for me#and ch 6 was when she started betaing as i wrote#now she did beta read for other stuff like EATP at the time#but probably part of the increase in PUE's quality was because of her being involved more in my process#can't sing her praises enough. good beta readers literally are worth the world
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Tales From Dispatch, Pt. 44
(the police are attempting to serve a warrant on a parole violator) ME: Let's take a look at this bad guy. (pulls up his driver's license) Huh. I didn't know you were allowed to get your DL photo taken while completely baked. COWORKER 1: Baked? Like in an oven? ME: No. Just look at that DL photo. (she and COWORKER 2 pull it up) Tell me you can't smell the weed just emanating off it? COWORKER 2: Oh, he's fine. COWORKER 1: What? COWORKER 2: Yeah. All the smoke will just escape through that gap in his teeth!
#tales from dispatch#actual 911#emergency services#we were on a role#don't do crimes#they will make fun of you in dispatch#incidentally they did arrest the guy#and i did have an assist in it#not a big one#but i was in there a little bit#and i'm kinda proud of myself for that
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It took me forever - slowest writer in the world right here - but I've finally sort-finished a first draft of my silly trash Ricky/Christian fic that no one asked for. I say 'sort-of' because while I've written the set-up and the ending, there's a giant hole in the middle that needs to be filled. Pun intended, because ideally, there should be smut that goes right there. But I've never been able to make myself actually write smut before, and every attempt has resulted in me deleting it before posting because I'm just not happy with it at all. Usually, I end up doing a fade-to-black instead and I guess I could do that here but...it really needs them to actually fuck this time. Especially if I somehow end up continuing this AU like I kinda want to but probably won't. I don't know. Maybe I'll give it a shot and see what happens? I ain't holding my breath though - I'm painfully aware of my limitations as a writer and I don't trust myself to write smut that isn't unfathomably embarrassing to read. Y'all should free to laugh at me if/when I fail spectacularly at this.
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#Still I'm kinda proud of myself for getting this much done? Considering how I haven't been able to write much since getting Forever Ill#And I must admit I had a loooooot of fun with this one#Revelling in all the dumb cheesy tacky Sugar Baby goodness of it all#Oh and this fic has the absolute worst closing line I've ever written#It's TERRIBLE but I love it for some reason and probably won't change it unless I wisen up#So watch out for that all two and a half of you who'll actually read this!#Seriously I could not have picked a rarer pair with these two#But the heart (my stupid brain and its weird fixations) wants what it wants
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Reblogging this again because I love it and the list is important
An informational comic I drew last year for my Comics 2 class, reposting it to my new account (had to jump ship from the old one unfortunately) with some minor grammar changes and learned my lesson in adding watermarks! Happy early pride :)
#gottmik is one of my idols actually and I'm very proud of myself for recognizing a lot of the queens here#blender go brrr#should i make a tag for this?#I wanna put more drag content here... I also kinda wanna become a drag queen at some point.
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mwahaha
#was looking for an old post earier to double check something and stumbled across another old post abt why i think i'm so into char#and it was bc of this one specific moment in this comic series i read as a kid and i was like 'damn it's rlly bothering me not knowing what#that was' and after an hour of searching i managed to track it down including the page i was referencing.#so now i'm going to rb the og post w the screenshot to provide further context bc without it it was kinda confusing . but in the morning#when ppl are actually online . v proud of myself for managing it though.#romeo.txt
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i'm going to finish the show must go in today even if it kills me
#it's kinda sad how i lost so much passion for this fic#but i'm one chapter left and at this point i'm finishing it just to prove to myself that i am capable of finishing multi chapter fics#i haven't actually finished writing a fanfiction since like 2018#so this ending is going to be awful#but i will be proud of myself no matter what#i don't think anyone is reading anyway#ace is writing
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