#i'm REELING this is so much
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Went to apply for a job, midway through I learned that the person hiring is someone I respect very, very much in my field (who I have never spoken to), then saw the application site was closed (How Did I Miss the Deadline for this Really Cool Job!!!!) and then saw that it was the website's fault and that they were taking applications through LinkedIn DM's. So I did the premium trial & sent my reel in, and they told me they're sending it to recruitment/leads and that it's a good reel!!!! And then the person I have respected for years sent me a friend request!
I'm beside myself!!
#Honestly?? I'd love this job but to have this professional who I've really admired for years tell me my reel was good enough#to send forward to people in this company#If they tell me I need more experience or more professional development I won't even be mad!!! I'd be like you know what sir!!!#You sure as Hell Know Better Than I Do!#I legitimately owe so much of my success to what this person very generously provided to students at affordable prices. So much!!#I'm sure the friend request was to prevent me from having to stay on premium to speak with them but STILL!
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Have some low-quality sun screenshots while i stress over colour palettes :)
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Went through SO MANY stages w this design and i'm still not 100% about it BUT- progress is being made (maybe)
Witness my pain
#i just! don't know if i like sun in shorts asdkjgjs#but the silhouettes get kind of crazy without them raghghgg#also the GRIP pink/orange/blue colour palettes have on me-- i need to reel myself in#so much to do!! so much to edit!! the mental list is long but i'm enjoying sharing the progress :3#okay enough rambling in the tags#for now...#divine circus au#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf daycare attendant#fnaf dca#fnaf security breach#fnaf sun#digital art#dca au#snailems art tag
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You don't really know how much you missed 5SOS until they post a short video being idiots together
#i love them so much#i need more of them#one stupid reel on Ashton's ig and I'm happy again#i swear they're my main source of serotonin#5sos#5 seconds of summer
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James Hall & Clara Clemont in... Swing Time!
#swing time#movie musicals#art#artists on tumblr#clara clemont#james hall#ocs#original character#film#highlight reel#fred astaire#ginger rogers#hollywoods finest#illustration#HAHA WHY DID THIS COME OUT SO GOOD. IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE SOMETHING I TACK ONTO AN ASK#BUT NOW IT NEEDS TO BE ITS OWN THING#technically a redraw but we dont talk about the old one lmfAO. i matched the hair styles this time :)#i didnt mean to draw so much hollywood stuff lately. i drew clara and then i went on a james kick and now This#i'm almost sick of listening to their playlist! almost.
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i liked the sparring scene from the start of siege of darkness a normal amount
#ugh i've been working on this for like several days#it's been so long since i fully shaded and rendered something so the perfectionist in me is tempted to just keep adjusting shading opacitie#but no i'm posting it now and then i'm never going to look at it again#lest i notice a mistake#artist things. you understand#these two... they are sooo good to me i love them they're adorable#i love them and their stupid personality flaws and their stupid will they won't they romance and their stupid mutual pining <3#ordinarily a male mc ogling at their love interest might come off as creepy but 1. drizzt has emotional issues so it's ok and 2. he's a gir#i almost put a lesbian flag behind him in the doodle of him staring at catti but i reeled it in#but for real transfem drizzt anyone? i've been thinking of this nonstop am i the only person to ever have thought of that?#i actually legit am shocked i've not seen anyone else in the fandom make that observation yet cuz he's SO transfem coded to me#it makes sooo much sense and catti-brie's relationship with wulfgar is like TEXTBOOK comphet too BUT WHATEVER WHATEVER it's fine it's fine#don't even worry about it#one day i'll rant about it#The Cattidrizzt Yuri Rant#it's on the horizon#but the point is they're cute & i like them#starless night and siege of darkness are def my favourite books so far#ESPECIALLY STARLESS NIGHT LITERALLY SUUUCH A GOOD BOOK#you know how long it's been since i got so obsessed with something that i drew this much fanart of it??? YEARS#it began SO SUDDENLY but these books have me in a CHOKEHOLD#legend of drizzt#drizzt do'urden#catti-brie battlehammer#catti-brie#putting 2 tags for her cuz realistically who is searching her name with the clan name on this site.#lod#forgotten realms#dnd#i feel like because of lighting my drizzt design's skintone looks comically different in every drawing i do of him
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but you're important too.
#thamepo#thamepo series#thamepo the series#thamepo heart that skips a beat#thame po heart that skips a beat#thame po#thame x po#po x thame#thame thima#po pawat#william jakrapatr#est supha#williamest#estwilliam#photoset#photo edit#gifset#gifs#na's gifs#quotes by athousandbyeol#self written#this hug means the world to me 🥺#it's so beautiful...#the contentment on their faces as their hug tightened... oh Lord i'm reeling 😭#this is beautifully devastating 😭#they're each other's home 🥺❤️#my beloveds#i love them so much 😭#na creates#for thamepo
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i am so obsessed with how like. taken as read the ot3 are at this point. like on the one hand it feels like they've been building up to this for ages but on the other hand it kind of feels like i blinked and we skipped right past some Major Turning Point where everything got spelled out and we're just already in firmly Established Relationship-land. obviously tarvek is too well-protected for anyone to assassinate openly, look how angry his boyfriend and girlfriend are at the idea of anyone threatening him. at this point i'm half-convinced agatha's just going to refer to her boyfriends in passing to someone else and no one's even going to comment on it until van finds out twenty pages later and immediately starts making everyone pay up
#girl genius#i just. the matching frowns. tarvek's deliberately-foppish not-quite-innocent shit-eating grin and folded hands#i'm obsessed with this panel i'm obsessed with this page i'm obsessed with this entire week's comics#and everything that everyone has chosen to say about these three since. man i don't even remember. october?#when was the comment about albia worrying colette will join the polycule i forget#i mean and also everyone has said about these three ever. violetta telling gilvek to stop flirting lives in my head rent free#but the entire last month has just been. i am Reeling what has HAPPENED#i was ready to live off the group hug for the next YEAR and every comic then has felt like a brand new brick????#except for krosp and norville's grand adventure which. well that also felt like a set of bricks but very different ones#also i'm only half-convinced bc a) agatha *is* awfully good at big dramatic speeches#and it's still hard to imagine the Big Relationship(s) Upgrade(s) happening without one#b) it also feels extremely plausible that instead of agatha talking about her boyfriends to a third party#gil or tarvek will refer to *their* boyfriend to agatha (who will not comment on that until van finds out twenty pages later etc)#anthyding can hadplen etc and it feels so much like suddenly it already has. what timeline are we IN#sarah don't look#nyquil don't look
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hi friends, if anyone happens to be reading this, i'm just letting you know that my blog has been intentionally wiped - something i've been contemplating doing for awhile now. to be blunt, i have been overwhelmingly suicidal for a good 6 months, so considering i log off feeling worse than when i logged on more often than not, i've decided to remove myself from social media for a long while. i need to figure out how to survive the sudden downturn in my health while doing postgrad and working full time (i collapsed out of nowhere and haven't been able to walk since before christmas, i am covered head to toe in hives 24/7 which are extremely painful and won't respond to any treatment - that’s just the tip of the iceberg, but I can’t just stop working and take care of myself like i need to) sending love ❤️
#every day feels like torture and then on top of that i keep getting shit on over and over again in ways that have ruined me#i have completely isolated myself from everyone and i'm just sitting here reeling wondering how i let it all get to this point#i can't even bring myself to answer a message from anyone anymore - i don't remember the last time i talked to a friend#it feels especially difficult to be in this place because i overcame so much and i WAS happy for a good while there#i always had hope back then though - now i feel hopeless about the future#it feels embarrassing to go so far backwards when there are SO many cool things going on like being able to own a home and getting engaged#i really need to figure things out and make change and i can't do it while i'm stuck doomscrolling on multiple social media sites#which all quite frankly make me extremely miserable and don't align with where i want to go - the moral grandstanding is getting unbearable#i may publish some of the gifs in my drafts but that’s all
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These FFS inner demons are very “disco elysium skills” reminiscent. I NEED to meet that cast! Also freaking awesome work to you and your buddy :]
May it be an open secret that one of my inspirations was Disco Elysium. I think they could party together.
#fourfold soul#jolis#disco elysium#disco elysium skills#suggestion#electrochemistry#Conceptualization#digital art#It's less so that I combined skills and collapsed them into an aspect (that's the name of the personal demons in FFS)#HDB's thought cabinet is designed to be very unique to him! His skills are the parts of his brain all fighting for a spot to be heard.#And I really loved how your party in disco elysium was your skills (aka: YOU).#So Fourfold Soul's whole hook is that you are fighting with yourself. Both alongside and against!#It's human nature to feel internal conflict and struggle between the parts of you that want different things.#And no part is necessarily better or wrong. It has its time and place!#I'm an electrochem defender btw. My guy loves sandwiches and sunsets just as much as booze and snooze.#The part of your brain that seeks reward and excitement just wants you to be happy! But it also has to be reeled in at times.#I realized in posting this I haven't posted any of my DE Skill designs before. I love drawing the skills.#Thank you so much for this ask - I will happily take any excuse to post more art of my special guys (DE skills included)#I actually drew all the FFS aspects with more DE skills but I got too sleepy to continue after 2 hours of trying to animate.#If people want to see the others I'll finish them up!
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cutest bastard in neew york citayyyy <3
#uhhhh i'm still. reeling from the finale and i need to go to sleep but#look at my darling boy he's the CUTEST#his hair looks so good i'm sooo dfnjkkfgd#i'm gonna miss him SO MUCH 😭#laszlo cravensworth#what we do in the shadows#wwdits spoilers#wwdits
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Damn I’m so sorry, I literally can’t stop watching this scene! I so was not expecting Buck to be so forward, but I’m totally here for it! Also, the fact that Tommy totally wasn’t expecting to get a kiss like that! The way he hummed into the very unexpected, yet welcomed kiss still has me reeling!
When Buck answered Tommy saying “Sorry I’m late, that fire was a beast” with “so are you” while staring directly at his lips… I’m absolutely not exaggerating when I say I screamed and kicked my feet!
So much passion, like they just spent all day trying to find Chimney, and he just watched his sister get married in the hospital, so he probably figured ‘why wait any longer’!
Evan “sparkling eyes” Buckley he just can’t contain it when he sees Tommy! His eyes show everything! This eye sparkle is just so cute to me, I’ll point it out any chance I get, I love it so dang much!
Then there’s this gif, their smiles are everything to me, also, AGAIN with the eye sparkle! Like all I need is for them to be happy! And Buck looks like a happy puppy and that deep breath he took because they’re definitely reeling from that passionate kiss!
Buck’s face almost gives off that he’s proud too, happy and proud! Proud of himself for initiating he and Tommy’s kiss, proud and unafraid to share this new part of himself. He can stand there in front of everyone he cares about most in his life (and his parents), and not give a damn that his face is all dirty because he and Tommy just kissed like their lives depended on it! He’s just so happy and Tommy’s happy and Maddie and Chimney are MARRIED!
I love all these characters so dang much! There are no words, just squeaky sounds, giggling, kicking, and screaming!
#911 abc#9-1-1#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911 spoilers#911 7x06#bucktommy#tevan#I'M REELING#i love them so much
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I have the power to do so much in these controllers.
So if I'm gonna be able to move freely as my favorite characters, you can bet your bippy I will do just that. Like, body acting is really so fun, it makes the avatar feel much more alive-- especially if they lack facial expressions (that's also why I keep Geo's visor obscured).
#it's also what keeps me so entertained in my wonderful little fishing world#I'm alone to do stupid things and act stuff out while catching the good fish :)#and gosh it really is something I wanted to do if I got my hands on a vr headset-- it's everything I wanted#given how much control over certain things for a specific avatar#like I may not be able to mimic speech for omega-xis but I can at least make him move#vrchat#geo stelar#subaru hoshikawa#omega-xis#warrock#on a slightly unrelated note#I notice these two tend to land the bigger fish more often#I caught at least 7 or so beeg ones as them alone#I don't know their secret but they should keep it up :)#also singing seems to help reel the fish in ahaha#I like this world a lot in case you couldn't tell
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Daniel Ricciardo | Saturday at the 2024 Dutch GP | 📸
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#I don't post every photo I find on insta bc some are kinda not-so-HQ and I don't think it'd be of interest and he is kinda out-of-frame here#but his small smile 🥺❤️#and kinda surprised expression#kinda shocked how absolutely bustling the paddock is as a newer fan like it is photo city in there#I love as a fan seeing so much content on racedays but wow it must be 😵💫 hella stressful sometimes too#also are insta stories broken for anyone else bc I have to visit a profile twice for the reels to load and I'm like 😤#mercury!!!!!!!!!! hehe jk but it is in Virgo rn MY sign#Carlos and I are actually born only a few days apart in 94 🥹🥳💕#anyways off topic hehe but part of the fun of my own posts is it is yapping central in here for me 🫡❤️
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just started book 3 of my ATLA rewatch and, all goofs aside, I do think it's a massive shame how many genuinely interesting ideas are in here which never get to shine because the headwriters are fundamentally uncomfortable with the themes they inserted into their own story.
they want to write a story introducing kids to the concept of war, but all of their main characters are inexplicably insanely competent and powerful, so we only get a handful of scenes depicting the war with any amount of realism. these scenes usually involve very minor one-off characters, and while evocative to adult viewers to an extent, they are likely to go over kids' heads because they're not grounded in the central narrative.
the writers are eager to borrow concepts from various asian mythologies and schools of thought, but they cherry-pick the parts they think are "cool" or "deep", while ignoring or shouting down ideas that don't neatly line up with what they themselves are already able to relate to (see the whole "opening the chakras"/"letting go of katara" plotline).
they want to portray strong, independent female characters standing up to sexism, but every female character must still on some level aspire to be someone's wife (and the dark-skinned girls are depicted as already fitting the mold perfectly; it seems to be the price they pay to be allowed in the story at all. the writers attempted to branch out a little in the sequel series with korra, but immediately felt so uncomfortable they felt the need to put the character through an insanely traumatic plotline as punishment for creative choices they made!).
there are many more of these, but you get the pattern. it's what happens when creatives like the idea of doing something meaningful, but ultimately can't bring themselves to leave their own comfort zones.
I'd honestly be interested in reading fanfiction of ATLA by writers who have a better understanding of the themes it's trying to depict, because there are a lot of interesting pieces on the board and I would love to see them moved around by players who aren't fucking stupid and actually know what the hell they're talking about
#deerchatter#orientalism cw#racism cw#i'm still reeling from that fucking toph-katara interaction that was something like#toph: i feel so ... girly! :) katara: i'm so glad ^u^#what a microcosm of the entire problem with this series. not just the sexism but the whole thing#writers who desperately want to do something cool but unfortunately even approaching the concept of cool gives them the ick#i want to see someone do nice writing for katara ... there isn't much to her character outside of being doomed to be aang's mommy-wife#but god what is there has so much potential. if she was just treated like a person she would have the most interesting arc of all of them#unfortunately she's written by writers who think being forced into pseudo-motherhood at age 12 makes a girl a better person.#god help her. fanfic writers help her
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i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????
#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary#bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it#so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences.#being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much#compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself#tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments.#tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts#could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably#and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist#but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think#this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines#and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before#it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person.#this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3#we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically#p
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almost reblogged a post with an entirely unrelated rant in the tags and realized my mutual and op don't need that in their notifs
#not gonna completely rewrite it so all i'm gonna say is Fuck Shinybynature#how do you go from creating a clothing brand based on body positivity for plus size people and then post reels about how ugly you were#before losing 100+ pounds. i hate that girl so much LMAO#i have some really nice pieces from her (my corduroy jacket and a couple of dresses and that green button shirt) but i will never buy her#stuff again. i'm not even gonna add a disclaimer like “oh there's nothing wrong with losing weight!” bc we all know thinness is favored#it's the way she fucking talks about it that pisses me off and now she's starting a fucking newsletter about her “all natural weight loss#journey“ girl SHUT UUUUUP NO ONE WANTS IT!!!! ALL OF YOUR CUSTOMERS HATE YOU NOW!!!!!!!!! GGGGAGSBFNGMGLDJAHDJGLDKSJDJFKSKSHFJF FUCK#anyway. that was actually more than i intended to write she just makes me so angry#trixie talks
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