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someone sent me an anon a while ago about "don't be afraid to embrace the cringe" and i didn't know what to say to it directly but in the spirit of whoever that was, i'm going to share about my sex life for the first time in a long time because it's funny
over the weekend w me bf santi we were in bed talking abt different sorts of weird sex rp scenarios (the first one i mentioned was that tumblr post abt dying in the yukon, i still unironically like that idea) and i told him abt the bodily humors and how like, sometimes medieval doctors would sort of consider semen as one of them
and he was like "ohhh doctor please balance my humors i have too much semen and i'm going to die....... but im also a monk and premarital sex is a sin so i'll burn in hell...... do i save my flesh or my soul, help me doctor"
and like it was really funny but i'm not gonna lie it was legitimately turning me on how committed to the bit he was like. i know i generally really like silliness and making jokes in bed but it was the first time something like that actually made me horny and that is also so funny to me
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Guess who just received a fuckton of new DL stuff? \(//∇//)\
Now that I am loaded with new things I figured the time was ripe for an update/follow up to this post I made a while ago, so that you guys know what to expect in the future! I fully intend to share everything with you in due time ✧ദ്ദി( ˶^ᗜ^˶ ) ( @otomehonyaku feel free to add any of the things you want to your upcoming translations list ^^ The moment I post the audio/scans, they're at your full disposal)
Without further ado...here are my new (and old) treasures ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
Booklets & Perfect Guide ⋆⋅☆⋆⋅
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From upper left to bottom right:
More, Blood (CD) Stellaworth Booklet
More, Blood (VN) Stellaworth Booklet
More Character Song Stellaworth Booklet
Bloody Bouquet Stellaworth Booklet
Lunatic Parade Stellaworth Booklet
Lost Eden Special Booklet
Eternal Blood Stellaworth Booklet
Versus IV Stellaworth Booklet
Grand Edition Stellaworth Booklet
Daylight Animate Booklet (Mukami ver)
Daylight Stellaworth Booklet
Dark Fate Perfect Guide Dark Pleasure
In addition to these I've also acquired the Versus Song Stella booklet, though it's in storage atm. Which means I only have Para-Selene left to snag ╭( ・ㅂ・)و ̑̑
Drama CDs ⋆⋅✮⋅⋆
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From upper left to bottom right (uncrossed!):
Vandead Carnival Special Voice CD
MB Limited V Edition Special Voice CD
Dark Fate Special Voice CD
Lost Eden Special Voice CD
Sadistic Night 2017 CD
Versus IV Stellaworth Tokuten CD (Ruki)
Grand Edition Animate Situation CD
Daylight Stellaworth Tokuten CD (Ruki)
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Miscellaneous ⋆⋅☽⋅⋆
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From upper left to bottom right:
More, Blood Stellaworth SS Paper
More, Blood Ebten After Story Card (Shuu)
More, Blood Ebten After Story Card (Ruki)
Christmas Message
Bloody Bouquet Stellaworth SS Paper
Postcard with message
Blood Affair Message Card
More, More Blood Deluxe Edition Message Card
More, More Blood Mini After Story Card
Bloody Ghost SS Card
Secret Memories SS Card
Daylight Letter
Bloody June Bride Letters (2)
Forever Gift Letters (3)
Surprise Q&A (not pictured but will 200% be shared in the future)
I also have a shitload of bromides and clear files etc. most of which I'll post individually later on. And I've got some additional message cards in storage, so... I won't run out of things to post anytime soon dhfgfhjk
#look at this stuff#isn't it neat#wouldn't you think my collection's complete#(it's not. not by a long shot hsjdjf)#felt like a kid on christmas morning unboxing all of these#diabolik lovers#mine#diabolik lovers drama cd#booklet#ruki mukami#yui komori#shuu sakamaki#yuma mukami#reiji sakamaki#laito sakamaki#subaru sakamaki#shin tsukinami#ayato sakamaki#kino#kou mukami#azusa mukami#carla tsukinami#kanato sakamaki#skhhghhhf my bedroom is quickly turning into a Ruki shrine djfhf#i haven't shown you guys but...he's everywhere. not that i'm complaining. i love waking up to eye candy every morning#it's a fantastic start to the day
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✨ AO3 Wrapped 2024 ✨
I can't believe we've reached the end of the year. It's been a beautiful treasure trove of fics and art this year, thank you to all the creators! And thank you for tagging me in this trip down '24 memory lane @energievie @mybrainismelted @jrooc @blue-disco-lights @em-harlsnow
1. How many words have you written this year? I got in 150,814 words this year on A03, plus the two @galladrabbles that I wrote, so 150,814 + 200 = 151,014.
2. How many works did you publish this year? 13! Holy shit, that's actually not bad. (Wait, actually 15 with the two Tumblr drabbles.)
3. What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)
This year? Off, I'm just gonna mention the first one that came to mind: Eyes Of Disarray & Shame-proof. Wait, I also write Re-boyfriendling this year. Damn it! Why choose just one?
4. What work of yours has the most hits?
This year it's All I Wanna Do, which I co-wrote with @notherenewjersey.
5. What work of yours got more feedback than you expected?
That would be All I Wanna Do with 157 individual comment threads.
6. Favorite title you used.
I'm particularly partial to Re-boyfriendling.
7. If you use song lyrics, which artist's songs did you pull from the most?
I only used lyrics once this year? That was "Antennas" by Rancid.
8. Pairing you wrote the most for this year? Ian & Mickey
9. Favorite pairing you wrote for this year?
I really like the rare pair I have (sporadically) been writing for The Bear: Baby Steps.
10. What work was the quickest to write?
Nothing I write happens quickly. I'm a chronic overthinker; even when I'm not actively putting words in the page, my brain is still going in circles about the choices available to the storyline I'm working on.
11. What work took you the longest to write?
The Creamery.
12. How many WIPs do you have in your docs for next year?
No comment. LOL
13. What's your longest work of the year?
All I Wanna Do, but only by a little bit.
14. What's your shortest work of the year?
Enough Ain't The Test
15. What WIP are you taking into next year with you?
The Big Bang fic I'm working in with @notherenewjersey.
16. What's your most common "Additional Tags" tag?
This year? Oof... I think it's "This is stupid." & "The writer regrets nothing."
17. Your favorite character to write this year?
Mickey.
18. The character who gave you the most trouble writing this year?
From the book, "King & the Dragonflies," Sandy Sanderson.
19. What's one pairing you want to explore next year?
Al of them! LOL.
20. Which work of yours have you reread the most?
It's a tie between Re-boyfrindling & Eyes of Disarray.
21. How many kudos in total did you get this year?
1,529. Not bad at all, especially considering that I haven't posted in forever. A huge thank you to all my readers.
22. Which work has the most comments?
All I Wanna Do
23. Did you do any collaborative works this year?
Yes! My favorite co-writer, @notherenewjersey, & I collab'ed a lot this year. Thank you, bb!
24. Did you write any gifts this year?
YES! I wrote Re-byfriending for @lingy910y.
25. Did you receive any gifts this year?
Yes! (sorry if my tired brain doesn't remember your @)
The Dock Scene (but not as you know it) by @bawlbrayker for me & @jrooc
A Tale of Two Foreskins by @bawlbrayker for me, @wehangout, commonthugs, sleepyheadgallavich
HOTTOGO by @notherenewjersey for me
The very cool Gallavich/Blink 182 art that I received from @deathclassic. I have to find the link... I'll be back in a bit for that. FOUND IT! Click here.
26. What's your most common category/trope?
hurt/comfort
27. What do you listen to while writing?
Really depends on the state if my ADHD at the moment. Sometimes I require silence; other times, I thirve off of the chaos.
28. Favorite work you wrote this year?
TBH, all of them. I love everything I write. If I didn't, nothing would ever get finished.
29. Favorite line/passage you wrote this year?
From Happy Wish Night, Asshole, “Put your fucking leg down! We can see your balls!” Ian screams.
30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?
I'm absolutely astounded everytime I post something & it receives positive attention. Every, Time.
OMG, I can't believe I finished this.
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Thank you Seii-chan! I was waiting for your tweet! You are the best senpai ever! Your love for your beloved kouhai is showing and I appreciate it every single day!! <333
Seii-chan: "The other day I went out drinking with Chiaki and friends 🍻 Even just the autograph was appreciated, but he also included a message… I cried a little. I treasured that sentiment as well. Only Ode knows about it in the world… 🤭 After all, Ode needed Chiaki! Thank you as always!"
I'm not sure why he refers to himself as Ode.... But the message got through. SEII-CHAN NEEDS CHIAKI!! (he basically repeated the sentence that was written on the cover - "After all, we need Kobayashi Chiaki" - but I'm glad he did <3).
And Chiaki replied: "Thank you, Yamashita-san! It's been a while since we last had a drink. Thank you for always taking care of us! I look forward to working with you in the future!"
IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR A SELFIE FROM LAST NIGHT GUYS?? (it is... we'll never get it fml)
And also Saiga inserted herself there and replied to Seii-chan's tweet, saying: "Somehow, the pairing of Seiichiro-kun and Chiaki-kun feels very nostalgic and just right ☺️" BEST OTP, RIGHT?! ;D
Chiaki replied: "Saiga-san! That brings back memories…lol"
And she replied: "It's Chiaki! I'm feeling nostalgic, right? Whenever we went out for drinks after recording, the two of them were always together, and I thought, "How cute!" (laughs)"
THANK YOU, SAIGA, FOR THE CRUMBS!! I assume she's referring to the Butlers x Battlers anime, because all three of them did it together. So she remembers Seii-chan & Chiaki always being together!!! THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES!!! Well, I'm not surprised since that was one of Chiaki's first works, and Seii-chan was his senpai in the same agency, so I'm not shocked they were glued to each other <3333
(A reminder of Seii-chan & Chiaki's characters in the anime: [x], [x])
PLEASE BE TOGETHER FOREVER!! AND TWEET ABOUT THAT SO I'LL KNOW! THANK YOU!!! <33333
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"Throw it all in the trash"...said my mum as I stood in the midst of our living room holding a carton full of stuff I had taken out of our storecases of books, stationary and gifts received over the time.
This happens almost every 6 months when I deep cleanse the home and try to declutter. Whenever the new stuff out-spaces the old, I collect it and put it in a carton and then no one sees it ever again except me. I did that again this time, and when my mum asked me to throw it, I....simply couldn't. Like always. I kept it aside for a while and then sneakily took it to my closet, and secured it there.
This is me. I've always found it impossible to let go of stuff that has memories attached to it. Like a post card my middle school best friend made for my birthday with our pictures on it, like the funny song lyrics we used to write on chits during classes and laugh our hearts out on the last bench in highschool. Like the poems and sweet comments my classmates have written for me in my diary and slambooks.. like the first ring I bought for myself, Like the tulip sketches my nephews have made for me, like the first "painting" my niece made when she was just 15 months old (which is just a brush ran across a page in haphazard manner lol)
I keep it so close to me that whenever I get to open my closet, I know I have treasure hidden in it, that can take me back to the time whenever I had felt over the world. When I know, everything was perfect. Even for a day or an brief hour. But harm is when I do it with words spoken to me. Smiles given to me. I cannot throw them away from my mind either no matter how much my mind is occupied with other things. Like when one of my colleagues had literally lifted me up and didn't separate me from her embrace for a long time because she missed me during a week's leave. How my students and I would go around the campus for no apparent reason but just so we could goof around the places in the name of work. Like, when an elderly woman had smiled at me n kept her hand on my head because I helped her with something as simple as lifting her bag while we were coming down from a bus. Like, when someone had said "come back?" After I was absent for so many weeks...
Like when someone said "Forever, In Sha Allah" when I asked them if they can tolerate me.
Even if I know those words mean nothing now, but in that moment, they meant the world. And it pains me that I cannot go back in that moment and things stay as it is. I choose to live a lifetime in that one moment. Because I know, one day, everything has to be dumped into a carton and everyone will call it trash. But for me, it'll always matter. Because I suck at letting go. So, I have made a room inside the deepest chamber of my heart, just like my closet. Where all the words spoken to me, that I hold dear sparkle like glittering butterflies. But in a dungeon. Soon they'll die. And I have no choice except to make a grave out of it...that I'll avoid visiting often. But, whenever I'll need an escape...I know I'll find myself sitting near that grave, touching it ever so tenderly...because...I suck at letting go.
~ mashriqiyyah
25th June 2023
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Greatest treasure
Chapter 3
Fluffy but it does have a steamy implication wink wink lol I'm dumb
This is how I spent most of my winter in to early spring in this village usually I would have stayed maybe a week tops in one play but I was so drawn to here or should I say him. Chilchuck was a dream I wanted to keep with me forever so when I was suprised by him handing me flowers you can't fault me for how warm my face felt.
He looked equally as red and when I took them he tried to play it off. They were simple flowers but beautiful nonetheless. It made me so happy that I gave him a kiss though not without having to tug him down to my height that man being taller than the average half-foot.
I intended to kiss kiss cheek but when he turned his head in suprise from the sudden yank his lips met mine. It was soft eyes widened looking at one another before they slowly fell shut. Arms went around his neck fingers in his auburn hair and his wrapped around my waist tugging me closer. It was a perfect kiss.
Once we separated he told me, "Happy Birthday" softly as if to not break the illusion of only us in the world in our little meadow land which unknown to him I bought because I love the memories it brought me. I couldn't help the smile that spread across my cheeks. "Thank you Chil youve made me really really happy" i mumble but with foreheads pressed together i knew he heard me clearly. I was a year older closer to being an adult but not quite there. "Can i have another kiss?" I ask he blushed before saying "geez your really greedy today huh?" He huffed playfully "well it is my birthday " i teased back "but if you dont want to i understand" i say pulling back before being pulled into another kiss.
Though this kiss was different it was passionate it was eager it left butterflies erupting from my belly and making me feel warm and I too eagerly kiss him back one kiss became two then three then came the tugging of clothes he slowly slid his hand under my blouse fingertips gently almost scared touched my skin. When I gave him another kiss he gained a Iittle more confidence and skid his whole palm on my waist feeling my skin rubbing touching before going up slightly.
His touch grazed my under breast the tip of his tongue traced my lips and when they parted his tonguedanced with mine. It was wet hot and we clung to one another 'Mine'i thought Chilchuck Tims was mine and I was his.
"I'm yours Chil wholeheartedly completely yours " I say gazing into his eyes he stared in somewhat awe and then with a tug we ended up back at the inn in my room that day was spent making love caressing each other loving each other becoming one so purely. It was truely beautiful and at the end if the night we slept in each other's arms.
A few days pass when I got a letter from my brothers messenger hawk. "Rio! My friend what news do you bring!" I say excitedly chilchuck and I were on cloud nine. Rio was one of my brothers pets he believed since we all traveled and there was no way to communicatewith each other he decidedto train the baby hawk he found who fell out its nest.
When I saw what was on the letter though my smile was wiped from my face my father was dying he didn't have long to live so I ran to my room and begun to pack. "Jimray I have to leave this will be my last day in the inn for now! Family matters I have to go is that alright?" I say but I was busy making drinks with the full house "Huh? Yeah sure go ahead will you be back? Or go on wandering?" He asked juggling many order.
"I didnt know how long I'll be gone but I'll be back please let chilchuck know I had to go!" "Had to go got it!" He called back while I ran out. How unfortunate the outcome of that day.i should have told him myself but the thought of my father dying before I could say goodbye haunted me. I didnt expect heartbreak could happen either way
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💟 📦?
📦 Who are some F/Os you no longer ship with? Why? THIS is a super interesting question. and i will give a sort of long winded answer. prior to being properly Self Shipping i always did this sort of thing with my spiritual kins' partners. while i wouldnt really describe it as the SAME THING as F/O etc bc spiritual kinning for me is a whole other can of worms and is SUPER treasured and important to me, ive seen a lot of ppl sort of do that where its like oh my partner from my past life media my kin partner is a fictional other, so i'll lump my feelings in with that (even if its not really MYSELF x them or a self insert x them, it's my kin x them) and say hanamaru kunikida aqours. the reason i dont care anymore is basically when i was a little unrealized autism boy at like age 16-18 i was deeply and INSANELY obsessed with aqours as a whole but had such a deep romantic connection with hanamaru bc in my kin memories she and i (ruby) dated .. i even had side accounts like this one on vent to talk just about how much i loved her romantically and missed her and stuff!! but well. my autism is not really fixated on hanamaru specifically even if aqours has remained like a half-dormant special interest for me & on top of that im 22 and i don't really have any interest in selfshipping with a FIRST YEAR even if its true in my kin mems i dated her as ruby LOL .. hanamaru forever is very treasured to me in my memories ^_^ but i hold no more romantic feelings towards her cuzzzz well thats #weird
💟 Give us an embarrassing/secret headcanon you have about your F/O! AAAGGGGGGG ill do a secret one (that i havent talked about) instead of an embarrassing one bc its seriously taking like 18 yrs off my life u9soghwnseoruhlngusj i hc that macs most used social media is probably reddit LMFAOOOO
sleepover inspired self ship asks!
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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers (ू•‧̫•ू⑅)♡
thanks for the ask mutual <3
cold weather
im stealing this one from you lol. growing up in canada, i've had my fair share of wild and freezing weather. but winter has always been my favourite season, and i've always loved colder weather. i was the kid who never wore a coat despite it snowing. i like the bite and chill, i like the lack of humidity and that i don't sweat as much, and i love being able to curl up in front of a fire place, or cuddling in a cocoon of blankets. the contrast of the chill and warmth is my favourite
fandom
i'll forever be grateful that i stumbled across fandoms when i was younger, because the communities i've joined (despite some drama), have given me so many friends, and so much wonderful content to enjoy. not to mention that im able to gift my own works to the communities for others to also enjoy. i love writing and reading, and recently i've been trying out doodles.
pets
im actually mildly allergic to cats and dogs, but i grew up with dogs in the house, and my friends had cats, and i love them both dearly. i always feel so soft around them, and i love being sweet and seeing them respond in kind. one of my best coping skills is to go and hug my family's dog. they're cuddly, soft, and always happy to see people. even if they don't want to be pet, just sitting in a room with a dog or cat can calm me down. one of my most treasured memories was when i was having a breakdown, and my sister's dog heard me and scratched at my door to be let in. she sounded so distressed, and when i finally let her in, she came and leaned her weight into my side and started licking my hands. she isn't usually emotionally sensitive, and it was really sweet that she tried to cheer me up like that 🥺
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*dog tax above (my sister's dog, Ellie, on top. my mother's dog, Milo, on the bottom). the itchiness and hives are totally worth it
stories and art
this kind of ties into fandom, but ever since i could read and write, my biggest dream was to be an author. i would read any book i could get my hands on as a kid, including several math and history textbooks from school, a textbook on dinasaurs (that i became obsessed with), and little pamphlets from companies that came in the mail. i used to have my papa help me make my own little flip books, and i would hand-write multi-chaptered stories, because i was so enamoured with fictional worlds and story telling. nowadays, i have 100+ wips in my documents folder, and i have less time for original stories, but it's still just as fun for me. 80% of my free time is spent reading, and my 7k+ bookmarks on ao3 are a testament to that. reading, writing, making, and consuming art - it's like my little escape from reality. it's one of the only things im truly passionate about, and i couldn't live without it.
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talking to my friends online
i don't really have a social life irl, so seeing messages from my mutuals and discord friends can really brighten my day. not to mention the multiple hour vc calls i have sometimes. it wrecks my sleeping schedule, but it's worth it bc i get so excited when i see they're online 😅
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(JN anon) (Oh no, it's cool. I totally understand being busy, don't always have free time myself.)
Lol, I just remembered that the Jimmy Negatron game had a level in the Flurp Factory and you see vats with different-colored Flurp in it. Negatron himself had Black Flurp which was used brainwash Cindy and make Carl big.
There was! Kinda reminds me of that Crash Nebula pilot that never took off.
Heh, Planet Carl probably would've lasted longer. But it definitely would have been a meme fountain regardless.
It really depends, torches are always going to be passed. Just need the right people to maintain the flames.
(If you're still looking for it, you should be able to find it on the fandom wiki. Under "JN Revival Project" entry, one of the links below leads directly to that 2022 interview and the timestamp. Under "Season 4" entry, there's one interview from 2015{?} and one from 2023. The 2024 astrophotography one, just type "whats up webcast john davis" on Youtube. Should be the first result.)
25th anniversary of the movie is in one year, plenty of time to give things some thooooought~ (Not holding my breath, but anything would be nice.)
Oooh, that's one I haven't seen. Neat! (I don't think the kid who originally did the first voice know what treasure he was dropping when he uploaded a higher quality version of the short.)
Oh man, Jimmy Negatron game! Honestly, I never played it myself (only watched gameplay a few years ago) because there was no translation for it, and my brain as a 12-year-old had not yet evolved to suddenly understand English lol But I played the first game and oh boy how confusing this game was for me considering that I didn't know about the movie lol (and one repeating soundtrack for the whole game will forever remain in my memories, Goddard-scooter though is the best part of the game, I accidentally fly off the map with it)
Black Flurp sounds like a zero sugar version of Flurp lol And also it reminded me of how goofy Negatron looks, and his beta design is somehow even funnier lol
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I rewatched gameplay again and oh man, Chipmunk-Neutron will never get old lol And the game itself is just incredibly funny, maybe not entirely on purpose
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and the Halloween level gives off a Silent Hill x Backrooms vibes
Yeah, it's kind of like that, but without the pilot within the show (oh well, at least it gives me permission to remain headcanon that Ultralord originally was a Japanese anime adapted for the American market or vice versa, given the random mentions of Japan and Ultralord in the same context)
Planet Carl would be a meme bomb lol
Yes, and as other reboots show, the more talented people who care about the original are behind the reboot, the better the reboots are (what a surprise lol)
Oh thank you, now I remember where I heard it! I was describing this to a friend the other day and I remembered hearing it but absolutely couldn't find the sors again in my reference collection because it's organized like shit lol
I would eat anything for the 25th anniversary " Better something good, I'll curl up if we only get a tweet
Glad to show something new! Oh I think he knew! If I remember correctly, the hunt for the first short was relatively well-known among the lost animated media, and the popularization of the topic on YouTube at the time of 2016-17 could have given him a hint to look for it in his private archive heh
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writer's ask game: 2, 7 & 14! 💕
2. Share a snippet of an old wip that you never posted. HOOOO BOY time to pick a fic. I guess I'll.....oh boy. This was my nanowrimo fic from back in 2019. It's at 62k but will probably never be finished. Because it hurts. Don't know why I thought I could handle it. Basically an au where George and Ringo are married and have a daughter. Then George gets cancer and.....yeah. Anyways here's the opening scene of that, while everything is happy still.
The first thing Richard noticed when he woke up was the sound of his husband’s pained groan—the second thing was their alarm. “C’mon, George, mornings aren’t that bad.”
“Why the fuck are we waking up so early?” George asked, fumbling around on the nightstand until he found his phone to shut off the alarm—or, more likely, hit snooze. “Wh—why the hell did we set the alarm for seven?”
“First day of school,” Richard said as he pecked George on the forehead and climbed out of bed.
“Don’t wanna go to school,” George mumbled into his pillow.
Richard rolled his eyes. “Stop being a child and get dressed so we can get Luna up,” he said, heading for the bathroom to take a shower.
7. Best comment/tag/review you've ever gotten on a fic? Not sure if these count, but I have 3 of them. When @extremely-inappropriate-arts made fanart for Learning How to Love You, and when @doyouwantmetocomewithyou made a whole freaking aNIMATION for my fic Capturing Memories. AND @rufusrant MADE A FREAKING COMIC FOR MY FIC SUNSHINE. I know those aren't exactly what the question asked for but I will treasure these forever and ever.
14. How much do you plan before you write? HAH. Not much lol. Usually I have the general idea planned, but then I just kinda start writing and hope for the best.
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In Which I Attempt to Wreak Havoc Upon Panharmonium's Heart. Or Something.
Because I am an awesome friend, clearly, and possibly making people sad/verklempt is definitely an excellent way to (belatedly 😔 but I did start before the 15th!) celebrate Kakashi's birthday, right? ;)
I will admit up front that this is nowhere near as deftly structured and compiled as your Kakashi fanmix, @panharmonium, but that is precisely why I'm not even going to try to organize all these songs into individual playlists. Yet. Plus, I have a tendency to over-explain so this way I can better expound on why certain songs remind me of certain characters. Sorry that I sorta went a little... overboard?
Everything--except a few that aren't available on spotify, I'll link to them directly--can be listened to HERE.
What I'm Looking For - Brendan Benson | Kakashi → I may be a little biased with this one because it fits SO many of my favorite characters so well, somehow, but there's just something about the upbeat/tongue-in-cheek musical cues/delivery of lines such as 'I visit hell on a daily basis, and I see the sadness in all your faces' that just feels so Kakashi to me.
Happy Ending - MIKA | Kakashi → This is presumably a breakup song, but I enjoy it so much more in a non-romantic context (and the song itself isn't really boxed in with overtly romantic framing, so I appreciate that!). Anyway, some very important instructions IMO for listening to this with Kakashi in mind: everything before the bridge is about Kakashi up through his ANBU years, but when you get to the 'little bit of love' refrain, picture Kakashi meeting Tenzo, and then becoming Team 7's sensei, opening back up to Gai, adopting all the other leaf genin, assimilating Sai and Yamato into Team 7, and it keeps building with Kakashi gaining more and more loved ones to fill the hole in his heart, and then cry tears of joy with me! Just my personal suggestion. :D
Light - Sleeping At Last | Kakashi & Team 7 (/all his kids)
with every heartbeat I have left I will defend your every breath
→ I've seen this song used for ship vids and I'm all ????? about that because this is clearly a song about the love you have for your child! But I suppose if one of my favorite pastimes is aggressively re-interpreting love songs in non-romantic ways, I can't begrudge the opposite process... too much, lol.
Heroes - MIKA | Team Minato
your blood on me/and my blood on you/but to make you bleed/the only thing I wouldn't do/.../I wish there was a way/to give you a hand to hold/'cause you don't have to die in your glory/die, to never grow old
Long Lost Friends - Transit | Kakashi & Obito
how long/do you have to say that/this is not the person I used to know/you are not the person I used to know/.../because lately, you've been looking at me like you've seen a ghost/and isn't it obvious who's been missing who the most
→ What the heck! What the heck! What the heck! What the heck! What the heck!
Against the Voices - Switchfoot | Kakashi
'cause everybody knows/the hardest war to fight/is the fight to be yourself/when the voices try to turn you into someone else
Out of the Darkness - Matthew and the Atlas | Obito? Yamato? Kakashi? Itachi & Sasuke? Naruto & Kurama? → I'm a bit undecided about this one, or if I should just not worry about choosing one character and just let myself feel all the "inner darkness is not an innate characteristic, Danzo! They're just grieving/in a lot of pain, and they can find their way out of that dark place!" feels.
Save A Place - 1969 | Kakashi & Sasuke
so I'll keep away and save a place for you/and I'll only make the same mistakes as you/.../when all the blood all over your fingers is dried up/the pain will still linger
→ I'm not uber-confident in picking out really fitting Kakashi & Sasuke songs yet, but I hope this hits a lot of the right notes for you. :)
Thrive - Switchfoot | Kakashi
I'm always close, but I'm never enough/I'm always in line, but I'm never in love/I get so down, but I won't give up/I get so down, but I won't give up
→ See, it says right there that he's never in love! Not the crux of the song, and he's not always 'in line' either, but still! :)
Disarm - The Civil Wars | Kakashi & Obito
the years burn, burn, burn
→ I don't know how I keep collecting fictional relationships that work so well for this song, but literally every single line of this song hits so hard for these two?? Will never recover from this. (Also, I usually disregard when 'my love' pops up in the last line of the chorus, as the mood dictates. :) It's pretty incidental as is IMO.)
Renaissance - Paolo Buonvino & Skin | Sakumo & Obito & Kakashi & Naruto
let me show you one last time/let me show you one last sign/you can find it/I can't say that I can change the world/but if you let me, I can make another world for us/let me suffer all for you/make this vision all brand new/we can fight them/I can't say that I can win it all, [but] come with me and I will make my words stand tall
→ Okay, this is a very odd choice given that it's actually the theme song for a different show about the Italian renaissance (if you happen to see this, Mirjam, don't hate me!), but this could be IT! The "those who break the rules are scum, but those who would abandon their friends are worse than scum" anthem that's all about building a better world based on these principles! I really hope our sharing-a-brain talent translates to listening to this song in this way because I am feeling SOME KIND of way about this!
The Lament of Eustace Scrubb - The Oh Hellos | Kakashi → I really liked the song you chose from this album for your fanmix, so now I've feeling a tiny bit too on-the-nose with my choice, but I guess this is just a Kakashi album all around. 😆
Glass Heart Hymn - Paper Route | Kakashi(+ Obito) & Sasuke(+ Itachi)
memories as heavy as a stone/ I am empty, in my end you are my beginning
This Is Home - Switchfoot | Yamato & Kakashi (+ Team 7)
and now, after all my searching/after all my questions/I'm gonna call it home
→ All finding-where-you-belong songs are actually Yamato songs. True story!
Faust, Midas, & Myself - Switchfoot | Obito
you have one life left to leave/you have one life left to lead
→ Could this be any more perfect for Obito? It even has creepy-old-man!Madara!
Pluto - Sleeping At Last | Kakashi
Always Gold - Radical Face | Kakashi & Obito/Sasuke & Itachi/Naruto & Sasuke
all my life, I've never known where you've been/there were holes in you, the kind that I could not mend/and I heard you say, right when you left that day/does everything go away?/yeah, everything goes away/but I'm going to be here till forever/so just call when you're around
→ ...but mostly Kakashi & Obito because 'there were holes in you' 😭😭😭
Lemon Boy - Cavetown | Yamato & Kakashi → You already know the delights of this song of course, but I gots to be comprehensive. :)
Everywhere I Go - Lissie/cover by Sleeping At Last | Kakashi & Team Minato
danger will follow me now everywhere I go/angels will call on me and take me to my home/well, these tired eyes just want to remain closed
→ I chose the Sleeping At Last cover for maximum angst, 'cause sometimes it be like that.
Uneven Odds - Sleeping At Last | Kakashi
maybe your light is a seed, and the darkness the dirt, in spite of the uneven odds, beauty lifts from the earth
→ ...just like an earth style: mud wall :') Okay, okay, bad jokes aside, the seed metaphor of course makes me want to associate it with Tenzo, but this is clearly a Kakashi song!
Twenty-four - Switchfoot | Kakashi & Obito
life is not what I thought it was twenty-four hours ago/and I'm not who I thought I was twenty-four hours ago/still I'm singing spirit, take me up in arms with you/you're raising the dead in me/I wanna see miracles/to see the world change/wrestled the angel for more than a name/for more than a feeling, for more than a cause/I'm singing spirit, take me up in arms with you/and you're raising the dead in me
I'm Still Here (Jim's Theme) - John Rzeznik | Kakashi
and how can they say I never change?/they're the ones that stay the same/.../they can't tell me who to be/'cause I'm not what they see/.../and their words are just whispers/and lies that I'll never believe
→ Yeah, I might've accidentally imprinted on Treasure Planet as a 14 year old, and then someone made sure this song would forever live in my heart by making a fanvid of it with my favorite character from my robin hood show, but! He's still here!
See You Again - Wiz Khalifa (feat. Charlie Puth) | Kakashi & Obito/Team Minato
how can we not talk about family when family's all that we got?/everything I went through, you were standing there by my side/and now you gon' be with me for the last ride
→ I am being very unoriginal here, and there are in fact already fanvids made for these relationships set to this song (along with many others featuring different Naruto relationships), but I don't think I'll be able to rest until I translate the movie playing in my head whenever I hear this song now into an actually watchable format. After all, they have come a long way from where they began, and I intend to make that both as touching and ironically hilarious as possible!
Goodnight, Travel Well - The Killers | Kakashi → Admittedly, I got this idea from a magnificently crafted fanvid done for my robin hood show, but I genuinely think it would be really interesting to make something similar for Kakashi centered around the time he technically died but got better? I don't know how to explain it, but I think it fits quite well.
30 Lives - Imagine Dragons | Kakashi & all the people he's loved and lost → can be listened to here.
A Pound of Flesh - Radical Face | Kakashi
then today I wake up feeling easy/and find I'm on more familiar roads/I got a darkness wrapped inside me/but now it ain't so hard to let it go/so keep a candle burning in the window/I'm almost home
Hold Back The River - James Bay | Kakashi & life getting in the way of him being with his precious people (you may be sensing a pattern here) → @the road of life: Let! Kakashi! And his People! Hold! Each! Other!!! Also, 'tried to square not being there, but think that I should have been' is absolutely about Sasuke's defection and Kakashi adding it to his long list of undeserving self-recriminations.
The Fall - Imagine Dragons | Yamato & Kakashi → 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊
Shadowman - K's Choice | could work equally well for Kakashi or Obito, I think
any time tomorrow a part of me will die/and a new one will be born/any time tomorrow/I'll get sick of asking why/sick of all the darkness I have worn/any time tomorrow/I will try to do what's right/making sense of all I can/any time tomorrow I'll pretend to see the light/I just might/.../and doesn't it make you sad?/to see so much love denied/see nothing but a shadowman inside
Paint - The Paper Kites | Kakashi & Team 7
still there's a wound and I'm moving slow/though it don't show, though it don't show/I've got a hole where nothing grows,/how little you know, how little you know
→ A song for just how much Team 7 doesn't know about their sensei.
Always Find Me Here - Transit | Kakashi → ...most likely at the memorial stone. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ (why am I like this)
Taste - Sleeping At Last | Kakashi
it’s bittersweet, it’s poetry/a careful pruning of my dead leaves/it’s holy ground, a treasure chest/I'm on my knees and only scratch the surface/like fists unraveling, like glass unshattering/we’re breaking all the rules, we’re breaking bread again/we’re swallowing light ’til we’re fixed from the inside
Help - Hurts | Yamato & Kakashi
take my hand and lead the way/out of the darkness and into the light of the day/.../'cause I know what I've been missing/and I know that I should try/but there's hope in this admission/and there's freedom in your eyes/.../I can feel the darkness coming/and I'm afraid of myself/call my name and I'll come running/'cause I just need some help
→ NO ONE TOUCHE ME.
Your Soul - RHODES | A mish-mash of Kakashi & Tenzo and Rin & Obito & Kakashi and Gai & Kakashi vibes? → So like, 'oh you know when you're alone/I'm holding on and on and on and on/to your soul' reminded me of your 'when you're all alone...the only thing you really think about is dying' 'but when there are two of you...the only thing you can think about is surviving.' and now kakashi - who just saved his life - is asking him 'did you want to die' and yamato is saying 'no' there are two of them and yamato wants to SURVIVE. tags as well as Gai's steadfastness as a friend, and 'I just wanna hold your hand' made me think of Rin's "Well then, I'm just going to have to connect the two of you." while holding their hands, and the sunlight/'soul shine'/'your light' motif is just A Lot in this song!!
7 Years - Lukas Graham | Kakashi → Alright, yeah, there are already approximately a gazillion pre-existing Naruto AMVs for this song and even one or two focusing on Kakashi, but they don't capitalize on all the angst possibilities in many of the lyrics or reach the fluff potential of 'will I think the world is cold or will I have a lot of children who can warm me [when I'm old]' and I cannot abide that!
Putting The Dog To Sleep - The Antlers | Kakashi & Sasuke → Okay, on one hand, this song is One Big Oof. But I do like the (potentially odd) way I've conceptualized it for Kakashi & Sasuke? Like, the first half is Kakashi going through all the tragedies in his life and getting lost in ANBU, but then in the second half it transitions to him wanting to prevent Sasuke from having to be as alone as Kakashi once was and they can face life together? It makes me emotional!
Trust Me - The Fray | Kakashi & Obito
I found a friend, or should I say a foe?/said there's a few things you should know/we don't want you to see/we come, and we go/here today, gone tomorrow
→ There are a few lines that call Tenzo & Kakashi to mind, but mostly it's Obito & Kakashi.
The Lightning Strike (What If This Storm Ends?) - Snow Patrol | Kakashi → I had to, right? My mindscape is a little murky/scattered about what specifically I want to think about when I listen to this, but obviously it has to do with Kakashi in one way or another.
Kettering - The Antlers | Team Minato(???) → Honestly not sure if this will make any sense, but yeah, vague team minato vibes?
Swans - Unkle Bob | Kakashi & Obito/Rin/Minato/Kushina/Sakumo → They should be by his side always!!!
Looking Too Closely - Fink | Kakashi → I honestly feel rather ambivalent about this one too, but I can't deny 'truth is like blood underneath your fingernails/and you don't wanna hurt yourself, hurt yourself/looking too closely' always destroys me because... well, you know. I love suffering. :(
Souvenirs - Switchfoot | Kakashi & Obito & Rin
wolves - Switchfoot | Kakashi
snowfall for the battlefield/roses for the father's sons/see them red on the ground:/bleeding/when the revolution came/we were more than hungry men/we were hoping for more:/bleeding/end. begin again./all of my world is collision and spin/hope is a world that has yet to begin/awaken, oh sleeper/awaken, oh sleeper/a new day begins
→ I wanted a wolf-related song too. :)
PRODIGAL SOUL - Switchfoot | Obito, Itachi, & Sasuke; just all them wayward Uchiha boys
Coming Down - Dear Euphoria | kid!Kakashi & his relationships
the shell/that I wore/it wasn't for fun/it wasn't to make you/stick around/it was for survival/it was what I've learnt/it was for the sun/.../our love has grown/our love has flown
→ Another one I'm a little unsure of whether it makes sense outside of my head or not, but I like the vibes?
Ghosts That We Knew - Mumford & Sons | Kakashi & Yamato? → Hmm, can I maybe submit this as a Kakashi-&-Yamato-just-need-to-mske-it-through-this-war-so-they-can-have-a-bright-bright-future song?
All Is Well (It's Only Blood) - Radical Face | Kakashi → ...he said as he's bleeding out or after he's thrown himself in the line of fire protecting someone he thinks is a better person than himself...
Bleeding Out - Imagine Dragons | Kakashi
when the hour is nigh/and hopelessness is sinking in/and the wolves all cry/to fill the night with hollering/when your eyes are red/and emptiness is all you know/with the darkness fed/I will be your scarecrow/you tell me to hold on/oh, you tell me to hold on/but innocence is gone/and what was right is wrong
→ In a similar vein to the previous song. But goodness gracious! Were they NOT straight up describing Kakashi here?
Amaryllis - Shinedown | Yamato & Kakashi → Just tossing this one out there, not sure if it will make sense or if it's a reach... but I like it?
lost 'cause - Switchfoot | Kakashi & Sasuke
are we a lost cause?/or are we just lost 'cause/we won't be the future we refuse to see?/and if I'm your lost cause/it'll be your lost 'cause/you won't see me as I am, the possibility/that I'm not the enemy
→ 214 feels. (And before and after that, but yeah.)
Through the Ghost - Shinedown | Kakashi & Obito
so many silent sorrows/you never hear from again/and now that you've lost tomorrow/is yesterday still a friend?/.../everything that mattered is just/a city of dust/covering both of us/did you hide yourself away?/I can't see you anymore/.../did you hide yourself away?/are you living through the ghost?/did you finally find a place/above the shadows so the world will never know?/the world will never know you like I do ... like I still do
Little Talks - Of Monsters and Men | Kakashi → Just Kakashi having little chats with his ghosts, totally the most heartwarming way to conclude this section. 😅
Sleepyhead - Passion Pit | Kakashi → Just kidding! Here's a slightly less morbid song for the Most Tired Boy Of Them All.™ (Random aside: this was my customary song to listen to on my walks to 8AM organic chemistry classes; I found it strangely soothing! On a different occasion, after a particularly long day for her, one of my roommates didn't have the energy to make it to her bed but nevertheless requested a lullaby from us. So I obliged by playing this song for her, but she didn't seem to gain the same peace of mind from it as I did. 😄 I know it's not my place to propose anything like this, but it does amuse me to imagine bookends!Kakashi in these situations, even though it's not OChem classes he has to go to.)
General/Miscellaneous:
Rise Above It - Switchfoot | Ensemble
don't care what they're telling me/we can be what we want to be/.../just because it's law doesn't mean that it's fair/.../don't believe the system's on your side/.../the curse is spoken/the system's broken; rise above it
→ I mean, how could I not think about Naruto when this song also has the lines 'hear us sing tonight like the last night on earth/we will rise like the tide/like dead men coming back to life/we are rising, rising'? It's fun to be literal sometimes!
Doorways - Radical Face | Allllll the traumatized children → Someone has to put all those tragic childhood flashbacks to good use, after all.
Ghost Towns - Radical Face | take your pick of Itachi, Sasuke, or Post-Kannabi-Bridge!Obito
there's no comin' home/with a name like mine/I still think of you/but everyone knows/yeah everyone knows/if you care, let it go
Blinding Light - Switchfoot | Hey, Hiruzen? You may have coined the phrase, "children are the king" but I don't think you truly understand it... (insert Princess Bride joke here)
hey boy, don't believe them/we're the nation that eats our youth/.../still looking for the blinding light/still looking for the reason why/still looking for the sun to shine/all my life I've been living in the darkest night/still looking for the blinding light/to take me higher and higher
Brother's Blood - Kevin Devine | EVERYONE → ...but certainly so much you could do with Itachi & Sasuke, Obito & Kakashi, Shisui & Itachi, even Hashirama & Madara! Sakumo's teammates turning their backs on him and saying 'I don't know one thing about my brother's blood'?!?! There are SO MANY ideas I have for this song! It gives me chills and makes my brain scream.
We Need Each Other - Sanctus Real | Ensemble → Already mentioned this one to you, but I have to include it here for thoroughness' sake!
Whispering - Alex Clare | the Hidden Leaf's lost/ostracized children/orphans
who will care for the falling?/who will care for the falling leaves?
So this is probably a strange concept to come up with and apply to this song, but the 'whispering, whispering, whispering' parts brought Konaha's virulent gossiping/passing judgement about others and often kids they don't even know problem to mind, too, and yeah?
The World You Want - Switchfoot | Ensemble → If I were to make a fanvid set to this song, I would definitely keep a broad focus, but I can't deny that the lines 'you start to look like what you believe, you float through time like a stream, if the waters of time are made up by you and I, I could change the world for you, you change it for me' FOR SURE has strong Obito & Kakashi/Kakashi & Tenzo vibes.
Red Eyes - Switchfoot | Ensemble, but definitely many dashes of Uchihas 😄 → I would like to thank Masashi Kishimoto for creating a world where red eyes are a Thing of Importance so I can one day make a fanvid using this song in not just the tired or teary bloodshot-red eyes way, but in a very literal sense too.
TAKE MY FIRE - Switchfoot | The Will of Fire → 'Cause I think I'm sooooo clever. 😄
Above The Clouds Of Pompeii - Bear's Den | various parent & child relationships → This obviously derives from the not-caring-about-your-female-characters problem, but it always gets me that all the single parents in the Naruto universe are almost invariably the fathers! I guess sometimes you can safely guess that the mothers are still alive/exist, but either way we hardly ever get to see them. :/ The one exception I can think of right now is Kurenai, but maybe I'm forgetting another conspicuous single mother. Anyway, I don't know if this helps or hinders more a potential Naruto fanvid for this song, but regardless, it still gives me feelings?
Who We Are - Switchfoot | Ensemble → It just makes me inordinately happy that the chorus for this song starts with 'who we are (in the fever of our youth)', you know? :D
Brother - Kodaline | all the friendships we can stuff in here and then some → Quite a well known song I'm pretty sure, but I love how many dynamics one could showcase in a potential fanvid of this. And, not gonna lie, 'oh brother, we go deeper than the ink beneath the skin of our tattoos' deserves to be used in some sort of Tenzo 'n' Kakashi or Team Ro fan creation!
Special Bonus:
Shake It Out - Florence + The Machine | Kakashi & Obito → I'm not sure whether I would have realized how well this works for Kakashi & Obito on my own, funnily enough, but then I found this fanvid of it (containing only scenes you've seen naturally!) and it hit me like a ton of bricks. It's so well done!
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#I do apologize for all the switchfoot/other repeated bands or artists#I wanted this to be really varied but switchfoot just has my number I guess?#I'd like to say I got it all out of my system now since I'll likely have to do a part two at some point#but that's not completely true *rubs back of head sheepishly*#also all the mentions of fanvid creation are just because I've always been a heavily visual learner/how I process stuff#--ironic given my visual disability--#so I suppose when my brain gets attached to something that's in an auditory medium it still has to find a way to add in a visual component?#anyway I hope this 60+ songs behemoth of a playlist is not too overwhelming and that the musical styles are somewhat up your alley!#I swear I'm going to jump back into our Kakashi & Yamato conversations now!#turns out I really suck at multitasking sometimes /0\#kakashi hatake#obito uchiha#team minato#kakashi 'n' obito#kakashi 'n' rin#kakashi 'n' tenzo#gai 'n' kakashi#sakumo hatake#naruto uzumaki#kakashi 'n' sasuke#kakashi 'n' sakumo#kakashi 'n' naruto#kakashi 'n' minato#Itachi 'n' Sasuke#itachi uchiha#itachi 'n' shisui#yamato#tenzo#sasuke uchiha#sakura haruno
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Amralime Wake up
Thorin x reader
Hello lovelys so this thought came to me a bit of a long drabble it's not perfect might suck idk lol but I based it off my own hard Labor and birth experience as mine was a bit deadly.
it's bit of angst and death and life experiences some and seeing loved ones on the other side some fluff ect hope you like sorry about any mistakes punctuations please let me know what you think. my writing skills are not the best but I'm trying to perfect them lol thank you so much :)
On the count of three i need you to push y/n ! Bare down on your bottom now push!! That a girl !! Push!!!
You bared down as hard as you could your screams the only sounds piercing the room and echoing down the halls of erebor
While others in the company paced the room
Bofur was at your left and dwalin on your right( getting sick in the process ) whispering words of comfort as you squeezed their hands tight in between each push. "You got this lass"
They took the best care of you making sure you had what you need you were family and knowing Thorin would want nothing more but the very best for his loves.
You begged him not go even tho you knew it was a useless battle he was going and you knew he had too you remember that day like it was yesterday
(Flashback
Its been seven months since erebor was taken back seven months since you lost the love of your life ? if it wasn't for the company you wouldn't know where you be.
Thorin... your one ..there was never a moment you didn't think of him always going back to that last moment together
Dragon sickness was finnaly broken he approached his kin with hope of forgiveness in his eyes and asked to follow him one last time.
As everyone suited up you silently walked up behind him happy that your Thorin was back but sad as you knew what will come next. You needed to tell him you may never get the chance..
Finding your voice you said"I know you must go As you should but , I need you to come back ".... "We need you to come back" he turns to face you with a look of astonishment.
"We?" He said as he approached you his eyes wide as your hand trailed to your stomach. "We" you said "I tried to tell you but the time was never right".
"Armalime" he said. As he layed his forehead against yours his hands resting on your stomach "your not upset are you ?" "No my love quite the opposite I couldn't be more happy".
" Ghivashith , I'm so sorry I wasn't there for you like I should of been- it doesn't matter ,your here and your you I just have a bad feeling.." You sighed feeling defeated.
"Armalime", "I can't make any promises".. he paused and he said something you would treasure forever.
Men lananubukhs menu y/n menu tessu de Re amnad hikhthuzl April menu [ I love you y\n you are everything to me I will always love you ]
he crouched down on one knee his eyes and hand on your tummy "and you bunnanunê " ( my tiny treasure) "hikthuzul" (always)
He kissed your belly as tears streamed down your face your hands in his hair as he embraced your middle a memory embedded your heart forever. (End of flashback)
"One more push y\n !!" One more scream escape your lips then the most beautiful sound filled the air "It's a girl!!" I can't believe it !! Oin said
You couldn't believe it a girl something so rare in dwarves. So you heard.
she was perfect oin place her in your arms a set a familiar blue eyes with a full head of dark wavey hair looking right back at you. Beautiful
Bofur was by your side his eyes glisting
"Oh by my beard She's a gem !! Perfect and oh Mahal!! she a replica of her adad she even has his nose" he chucked as he continued on admiring the now new heir of durin.
"Hello bunnanunê" you whispered weakly as more congratulations filled the air but a sudden chill hit you the air going out of your lungs the room began to spine as you begin to drift in and out of concousnes.
darkness started to take over then a voice called out to you
"Armalime, wake up" you new that voice anywhere you open your eyes and there he was just as you remembered. Thorin.
"Thorin is it really you ?" "Where am I?" You looked around it was so bright you couldn't tell where you where but yet a feeling of peace washed over you.
A hand lift you to you feet. Thorin
"Its really you I missed you so much"
"And I you my sweet armalime" he pressed His lips to yours tears streamed down your face you were home.
"Hey auntie" "kili ? Fili"? you turned and found your self being embraced by the two brothers. Giggles and snickers filled the air as you embraced the durin princes.
"I can't believe it Your all here together?" "Wait a minute" then it dawned on you "am I dead?"
"No Gheveshel but your not far from it you have to wake up there's still time"
"Thorin no I "- "yes you can and you will do this, for me , for our daughter she needs you. You are strong it's not your time.. not yet." "I need you to live"
You knew he was right as much as you wanted to stay you knew you couldn't your heart was so heavy feeling torn in two.
You could hear the faint sounds of frantic voices circling around you but above all else you could hear the piercing cries of your daughter
My heart hurts ...
Sighing he Pressed his forehead to yours "She's calling for you" He push a lock of hair behind your ear cradling your face "Do not despair my love, it's not goodbye I'll be waiting for you Gimlelul ( my brightest star) I couldn't be more proud she's perfect let my bunnanunê know her adad loves her very much".
"And us too !!" The princes said in union you turned to faced them. "Take care of our little cousin your gonna have Your hands full if she's anything like us " fili said with mischievous grin. "Agreed brother agreed kili added.
Thorin chucked as he pulled you back into his embrace one last time
"Even so you will make a fine adma armalime I love you both so very much" with one last scorching kiss his voiced echoed "Wake up!!"
As your eyes fluttered open a few familiar faces came to view "she ok!!! ""She's coming around !!" Y/n can you hear me you gave a quite a scare lass" "Where is she" ? you said
" I think you need- No I'm fine please..? let me see her "oin sighed in defeat.
In the the far corner of the room you can see dwalin cradling your tiny jewel the company circling around him with looks of awe and wonder on there faces ..even tears.
He walked over to you and placed the sweet bundle in your arms coos and little gurgles escaping her lips.
she looked up at you with those beautiful blue eyes her tiny hands grasping your finger she was perfect.
"Hello my little one I'm your adma your adad wanted me to tell you he loves you so much he couldn't be more happier you are his most precious bunnanunê "
" And of course your cousins they send their love too" I promise you many stories of them to come " you chuckled as you twirl your finger in her tiny hand her eyes wide and bright watching you intently like she was listing to every word .
"Ye did well lass she's a right beauty she is"... Thorin would've been proud" you looked up at the gruff Warrior and smile "Thank you dwalin " "yes that he is a very proud adad"
He smile back "Have ye thought of a name? " you pondered a minute as the company gathered around you.
As you looked at your sweet bunnanunê her bright blue gems gazing back into your e/c ones you heard a familiar baritone voice echoed a name ..... you smiled
"Sapphire"
"The brightest gem in erebor"
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SARAH AND PAYTON CHESTER. SARAH SAYS TO ALL OF OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS DON'T WORRY WE'RE MORE THAN OKAY GOD💫HAS SHOWN US SO MANY BEAUTIFUL AND WONDERFUL THINGS YOU CAN'T IMAGINE LIFE HERE IS SO AMAZING AND DIFFERENT IT ONLY TAKES A FEW MOMENTS TO GET YOU USE TOO NOT BEING IN A PHYSICAL BODY THE FEELINGS YOU FEEL IN THE HEAVENLY💫LIGHT IS SO PEACEFUL CHRIS IT'S LIKE LOOKING AT A BIRD FLY FOR THE FIRST TIME, IT'S JUST SO BEAUTIFUL LIKE OUR TIME SPENT TOGETHER RAISING OUR CHILDREN WHAT A JOY AND EXPERIENCE, IT WASN'T EASY ALL THE TIME RILEY AND HAYDEN WE'RE HANDFULS SOMETIMES BUT SMART, HANDSOME AND STRONG JUST LIKE YOU, A MOTHER COULD NOT ASK FOR ANY BETTER SONS THAN OUR TWO THE JOY THEY AND PAYTON BROUGHT IN MY LIFE WAS OUR GIFTS FROM HEAVEN💫I WANT HAYDEN AND RILEY TO ALWAYS REMEMBER WE'LL ALWAYS BE AROUND GUIDING THEM AND WE'LL ALWAYS BE IN THEIR HEARTS FOREVER! TOO OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE💘 OVER THE YEARS MEANT MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW AND TO BOTH OF MY BROTHERS I LOVE💘YOU AND BEHAVE AND TO MY MOM YOU'RE THE BEST YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO RAISE A LOVING FAMILY!
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TO 🏀LAKERNATION🏀AROUND THE WORLD YOU ARE, HAVE BEEN AND WILL ALWAYS BE MY FAMILY🙏YOUR INSPIRATIONAL WORDS OVER MY MANY BLESSED✝ YEARS OF LIFE✝ MOTIVATED ME TO BECOME MORE OF A BETTER PLAYER, BETTER FATHER AND A BETTER AND WISER HUSBAND! THE PAIN OF EACH DISAPPOINTING LOSS WE WENT THROUGH [TOGETHER] BROUGHT US SO MUCH CLOSER TOGETHER ESPECIALLY WHEN WE AS 🏀LAKERNATION🏀HAD TO REBUILD INSTEAD OF RELOADING LIKE WE WERE ACCUSTOMED TOO! EVEN THOUGH THE TEARS HAVE FALLEN AND MORE WILL FOLLOW JUST KNOW THAT I UNDERSTAND THEY ARE A DEEP APPRECIATION FOR ME✝ AND GIGI✝ AND OUR BASKETBALL FAMILY WHO WERE ON THE HELICOPTER SUNDAY.
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HEAVENLY💫ANGEL WAR SHIP STARNEISHA MADE HER APPEARANCE IN THE EARLY🌅 WEDNESDAY MORNING🌅HOUR OF 5:58AM OVER THE VAN NUYS SKIES🌌I WILL POST THAT VIDEO FRIDAY🌄! SHE SHALL GET CLOSER THURSDAY EARLY🌅MORNING BUT WE FOCUS ON THE [CITY OF ANGELS😇] HEALING RIGHT NOW LORDHAVEMERCY💫
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YET, [OBEDIENT ONE'S NEED NOT WORRY] BUT SURELY MANY [EVEN THEM] HAD A SHOCKED LOOK UPON THEIR FACES OH YES
TRULY, [THE POWERFUL SPIRIT💫MOVING] [TRUTH REALITY VIDEO] OF BAYSHARA👽 SEEN OVER THE NIGHT🌌SKIES IN THE CITY OF VAN NUYS WITH OUR [ANGELS] MOVING INTO [FORMATION] AS CLOUDS☁30SECS INTO [THE TRUTH REALITY VIDEO] BEFORE THEY CAME TOGETHER AND FORMED THE ANGEL WAR SHIP BAYSHARA👽 WITH 6 WHITE LIGHTS MAKING [THEIR PRESENCE] [FELT AND SEEN] BEFORE CLOAKING BACK TO INVISIBILITY!!!
SO, IT IS HEAVENLY💫WISDOM💫NOT TOO POST [THE TRUTH REALITY] OF THE VERY DISTURBING VIDEO OF THE STARNEISHA👽FORMING OVER THE EARLY PREDAWN🌅 VAN NUYS SKIES🌌FOR SURELY SHE FORMS IN WAYS THAT WOULD CAUSE MANY NOT TO [SLEEP FOR DAYS🌅]
THE BAYSHARA👽[TERRIFIED ALL ENOUGH] BUT KNOW THIS TRUTH [IF] A DAY COMETH OR NIGHT FALLETH THAT THEY DISOBEY ME THY LIVING SPIRITUAL💫GOD💫BEFORE MY NEARING HOLY💫BIGSIGN✝ COMES I SHALL UNLEASH THEM UPON THAT CITY WHEN THEY LEAST EXPECT IT AS THEY WAG THEIR EVIL👹TONGUES!!!
LOOK AT THE [RED] VERY POWERFUL LIGHT BEHIND THE BAYSHARA👽BEFORE SHE [DISAPPEARS] THAT IS THE STARNEISHA👽👉THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S COMING!!!👈
TRUST, MY SPIRITUALLY💫AWAKENED🌄THE DEMONS👹IN [FLESH] WILL NEVER OBEY💫MY HOLY💫PLANS💫FOR IT IS JUST A MATTER OF TIME THEY ARE NOT SCARED THEY CLAIM WE SHALL SEE! FOR I AM HE✝
📖📖📖📖📖 [LUKE 21:11 KJV] 📖📖📖📖📖
AND GREAT EARTHQUAKES SHALL BE IN 📖📖DIVERS PLACES, AND FAMINES, AND📖 PESTILENCES; AND FEARFUL SIGHTS SHALL THERE BE FROM HEAVEN💫
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PESTILENCE: A DEADLY EPIDEMIC DISEASE
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DEDICATION TO ALL MYANGELQUEENWIVES 👉SEEN GODSHEADANGEL1.POSTHAVEN👈
👁GODS💫HOLY💫PROMISES REVEALED🌅GODSHEADANGEL1.POSTHAVEN PAGES12&3
👉👉THERE IS ONLY 1 WAY!!! GODS WAY👈👈MANY WILL LOSE THEIR LIVES! GOD IS GOD!🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜💀💀💀🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛
GODSAYS💫10,000 DEMONS SHALL PERISH CURRENTLY THE DEATH NUMBER IS 🤜50💀👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁MONDAY FEBRUARY 3RD 2020🇺🇸 1320HRS👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁👁BLESSINGS4MYSEXYASS💕ANGELWIVES👑💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓
LU PARKER👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣ERIN MYERS👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣KAREEN WYNTER👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣LIBERTE CHAN👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣COURTNEY FRIEL👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣ELLEN LEYVA👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣⬆BEAUTIFULINMESMERIZINGANGELBLACK⬆ SOSEXY🔥WEARING THATANGELICLOOK💫
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BEVERLY JOHNSON👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣BEAUTIFULINMESMERIZINGANGELHOTRED SOSEXY🔥WEARING THATANGELICLOOK💫
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UNFORTUNATELY, I CAN ONLY POST THESE ANGEL NAMES TODAY. IF, I MISSED YOU PLEASE FORGIVE ME BUSY IN HOLY SPIRIT
~YOUR👑HEADANGELKINGHUSBANDRAY👑
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Oh, going somewhere close? Have you been there before? It'll be nice to have a little getaway after working so hard.
Sadly I only knew 1 grandparent as the others died either before I was born or shortly after. I have since lost my dear Grammy but I have loads of lovely sweet memories of her. She lived with us for a few years and I hold that time we had with her as a treasured memory. She had a infectious laugh and laughed often. When someone compares me to her I take as a high compliment.
The dessert portion is the best. I'm usually so full from the meal that I wait a couple of hours and then sit with coffee and an assortment of goodies 😋 Ooh apple pie! Do you have with a scoop of ice cream?
Favourite member goes between Jeff (bass) and Stone (guitar). They're both amazingly creative and when watching interviews you can tell how sweet they are. Fav song? Oh man that changes daily lol But right now I'd say Dissident of their Vs. album. I've been listening that record a lot lately though their No Code record is my favourite of all time. They really took some chances (there's spoken word for example) with that one and it's not every fans cup of tea because of that reason but I love it. I love when bands try new things. Do you? Do GVF have one of those albums? That some in the fandom love but others write off.
I do really like Soundgarden and Alice in Chains. They've both been in my life forever. But I've never been a big fan of Nirvana for some reason.
Oh that's such a cute moment! One of my favourite ornaments is a homemade ball with a Christmas scene on the front and my initials on the back that my 3rd grade teacher made many years ago. I put it on the tree every year. I actually love clear lights. What about you?
Are you close to your mutuals? Do you enjoy getting tagged in things? Tumblr is unlike any other social media which makes it so fun. Are you active on any others?
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I'm going to the Bahamas during those days, I've been there before and I'll send pics when I go!!
Oh my goodness I'm so sorry that you lost your Grammy but it makes me smile to know that you were super close to her like I was with mine!
Ahhhh very nice! With the big four grunge bands I mostly grew up to Nirvana and Pearl Jam, Soundgarden I absolutely adored Chris' voice and I didn't get into AIC much cause my parents didn't really listen to them and I'm starting to get into now thanks to some of my friends! As for GVF they have two EP's and two LP's AND HONESTLY I LOVE THEM ALL!!! Since I went to the concert they gave out a code for Spotify and we have a feeling it's for a new song/album so I'll keep you updated!!!
Omg I love that so much!! 😍 Personally I love both clear AND colourful lights, they make me smile when they light up.
I am VERY close to my mutuals in so many fandoms! My hard rock/trash mutuals, my GVF mutuals (gresties), my witch mutuals....I can go on!
I also use Facebook, Instagram, Discord, Goodreads, and Pinterst! What about you?
Do you have any favourite music biopics? Mine are The Dirt and Bohemian Rhapsody!
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hi ash! sorry that im a little late, ive been a bit preoccupied these few days, but im glad you like talking to me :D i rly like talking to you too <3 i appreciate that you put so much effort into answering everything T-T i do have discord actually! id love to continue talking over there after this :D also this is crazy long so dont rush yourself sjhdjdjd
if you want any nct music recs in the future you can come to me 😌 i really love hello future!! i say this about every title track during every comeback but its really my favourite one right now!
YOU PLAYED DRUMS?? thats so cool :O ive always found drummers rly attractive sjshjehdjsh
the have i evers :
i have never! been to a concert, ive just never had the chance :/
i have! sneaked out, but it was with the help of my mum where my dad didn't know lmao ehejenjdhen
i have! gone through both a one direction and bts phase. 1D came first and it lasted for almost half a year i believe? and i discovered bts in 2018 thanks to my friend, but i started exploring and eventually drifted apart from them in early 2020. jungkook still has a special place in my heart tho :))
i have! had a irl crush actually :'D he actually knew i liked him but did nothing at all and we remained pretty good friends, but he stopped talking to me about over a year ago, and i lowkey don't wanna admit it but i miss him sometimes :')
i have! pets. i have 3 dogs and a cat currently, and i have 6 other unofficial dogs and a idk how many fish which are at my grandma's side :DD
i have! performed in front of a crowd, i was in a storytelling competition when i was 9 and 10, and then i learned to play the erhu when i was 12 and performed a few times :))
i have! fic wise, i also love by-moonflowers fics sm! T^T i read her tokyo ghoul au and i actually didn't have a clue what tokyo ghoul was, i looked it up on wikipedia before reading it djbfkdhdjd and her exes confront each other series was really amazing too. and im rambling but her jeonghan magic au, all the stars we steal, that was probably the first fic of her's i read and it hit something in me and i really wish i could read it again like it was the first time 😔 i really loved it sm. book wise, i will never forget jodi picoult's small great things. and also like any book reader, ps. i love you is definitely a favourite of mine :') it was so touching and i just genuinely really love that story.
i have! there's quite a lot of moments like that, but this one where i went on vacation in the mountains? we stayed at a very nice place. on the first day i was really tired so i slept til the evening, and when i woke up it was drizzling and there's was quite a breeze, so i sat in front of the open door of my room. in front was a swimming pool so i just put on some music and watched the rain drop into the pool. it was the most relaxed i had felt in a while and i wish i could go back :')
i would say i have! when we can talk anon off i'll tell you which one, but i really enjoyed writing this one drabble/oneshot and im glad other people seemed to like it as well :DD
and ofc i have! i met seventeen when i was pretty down, and i treasure them the most now. they helped me through a lot and really changed me and im really grateful to them
i wanna know your answers to these too! so, have you ever
been to a place/been in a particular mood after a specific event that you wanted to stay in forever?
written a piece of work that sparked energy within your fingertips?
met a person/have someone in your life who you now just treasure so deeply?
the next mission is out dkhdkdhfj but i'll continue for now, would you rather (pls dont hate me after this)
only listen to seventeen or txt forever
spend a week with soobin or chan
only eat bingsu or only watch 1 studio ghibli films for the rest of your life
sign with sm or yg or jyp
know how to play every single instrument or speak language in the world
be a master at something you love (singing, dancing, writing, that kinda thing) or something unique (like having a photographic memory or like ice carving? or even mouth reading)
i also suddenly remembered, but knitting is also one of my many hobbies :D
- 💎 anon loves you and wishes you a good day!
you can reply whenever you are ready anon. it excites me that we've been having a steady back and forth but sometimes life happens and you should definitely prioritize any other responsibilities you have!! i'll always be here 😌 knitting is a fun hobby anon!! i used to do that and crochet a lot too ,,, i should get back to it. what do you make?
before i go ahead and answer these can i just say how much i love that you personalized it?? that really means a lot to me <3 anyways~ here we go!! when we get to turn off anon i would love to hear some nct recs!! most of my irl kpop friends ult them and i'd love to get to know more!! and discord would probably be the best way to share because the asks just get longer and longer LOL (i love them)
drums yes!! i've been told that i look like i'd play the piano instead bahaha but i think drums are pretty neat :3 i also saw this person ask huening kai about band txt and he said soobin would play the drums :O need i say more?
thank you for your answers!! we definitely gotta talk more about them once we can chat on discord!! i loved reading them and they were just so lovely <333 for the last 3:
i don't think so? i have yet to be in a moment where i am completely lost in the energy - but the closest i've been to that level of peace would be the late nights where i'm playing my favourite music and about to drift off to sleep. i feel almost content, and sometimes wish i could stay in my dreams forever :3
my very first fic!! flights and feelings - i was writing it on a whim at 2 am? and i wasn't planning on posting it until i did randomly and now i am a tumblr writer :O
seventeen like you said! i don't think i would have made it through the rest of high school without them, and as of now they've been one of the things keeping me going :)
the next mission is out owo playlist making do i see? anyways onto these first!! how dare you write these anon my head is SPINNING
only listen to seventeen or txt forever ...seventeen, they're my ults!! but also because they have more music released atm, we have yet to see the amazing things txt have planned!! i wouldn't be surprised if i start ulting txt in the future as well :3 i...bought 3 of their albums a few days ago
spend a week with soobin or chan // WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS ARE YOU TRYING TO GIVE ME A HEADACHE (moots please look away) soobin <3 i love them both very much but i think soobin and i will vibe more maybe it's my delusions THEY'RE BOTH MY ULTS and i'm scared of talking to both D: but soobin is slightly younger than chan so that's why i think he'd be easier to talk to T_T the thought of spending a week with soobin makes my head spin
only eat bingsu or only watch 1 studio ghibli films for the rest of your life // bingsu!! i would not mind that one bit :3
sign with sm or yg or jyp // as someone who is a terrible singer and dancer, i would not survive in either of these companies. however, under the assumption that i can do these things, i would say... jyp. i don't think there's an entertainment company that treats their idols completely right but out of these 3 i feel like i'd cry less in jyp. is kq entertainment an option? idk all the details but they seem to treat ateez okay, or maybe IU's company...again i don't know all the deets
know how to play every single instrument or speak language in the world // speak every language in the world!! it upsets me everyday that i'm not close to my culture because of this :(
be a master at something you love (singing, dancing, writing, that kinda thing) or something unique (like having a photographic memory or like ice carving? or even mouth reading) // i'd say maybe something unique!! it's kind of thrilling to always be looking for ways to improve on something you love <3 so i'd go with something unique...a photographic memory would be very helpful for studying!! but maybe i'd like to have a talent in making people smile!!
thank you for these questions anon!! i'm heading out to work now but i'd love to write you some more would you rathers later on :) i should have packed more questions into this reply but i really gotta go now sorry :( so instead just tell me how are you!! also i would like to know your answers to these ones!! you are very creative with these btw :3
which of your biases would you want to spend a week with?
what food would you be okay with eating for the rest of your life?
would you rather:
sign with sm, yg or jyp?
know how to play every single instrument or speak language in the world?
be a master at something you love or something unique?
#💎#have an amazing day as well anon!#i was supposed to answer this last night but uh...something came up#when i get to speak to you properly i may or may not enlighten you on what that was#its nothing than what you think it is LOL#love & letter 💌
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When I was a kid I was so obsessed with Spyro, I carried a plush of him from when I was like 6 to around 12. My brother won him from a claw machine and I took him with me everywhere. I actually had a panic attack when a girl grabbed by him from me too look at him, my dad wasn't happy haha. He has so many holes and my dad actually made him new felt wings when the originals fell apart. I still have him safe of a shelf ❤ he is dirty as all get out but I'll probably keep him forever
;_; omg, I love your memory! Actually, I also have a Spyro plush I got from my sis on xmas. And when I got it, I was so happy I would take it everywhere with me….even outside my house haha. But, it is a big plush LOL Let’s treasure them forever!
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