#i'll sleep forever
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at some nights dying seems so unbearable that i wish it to happen right now so i could stop anticipating
#i'll sleep forever#then you boom#no thoughts in mind when u r all ashes#it's not that#just too late#sleep will solve#not solve but forget. sleep will make you forget#and not thinking
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from the trailblazer's perspective:
we met some weird guy who wears a statue on his head, who was kind of a dick to us, but then we went on a little entomological field trip where he was oddly encouraging. surprisingly nice to us afterward for all that he literally interrogated us first. but herta runs around as a doll and we're plenty weird ourselves, so dr. ratio is whatever, i guess. we probably think of him as "that weirdo who was on the herta space station once," which is an association i'm sure he'd hate - but hey, at least we don't call him "scholar king."
from the trailblazer's perspective:
we met some flashy IPC guy because we accidentally held him up in line at the hotel check-in, himeko tried to negotiate and it turns out he's a professional cutthroat negotiator, but it all worked out and he gave us his fancy room. he also loomed over us with freaky glowing eyes and maybe threatened us, but it was kinda vague and it's not like he really hurt us. well... until he did. the trailblazer gets the opportunity to be verbally sore about that, but the fight didn't really feel like cocolia, like phantylia; like aventurine had gone mad and wanted to take over and/or destroy the world. his grandstanding didn't make any sense to us at the time, though, and fighting him sucked ass. but we lived and - as we found out eventually - so did he.
then the trailblazer boards the radiant feldspar, and we see aventurine's hologram talking with ...boothill? okay. who explicitly says they're working out some kind of shady underhanded deal to find oswaldo schneider which, subtlety thy name is not boothill, but that's none of our business i guess. but aventurine's there(-ish) and alive and not cackling mad, which is an improvement.
then we go into the next room over and see that herta space station weirdo, dr. ratio.
huh???
and the first thing he says to us is "no wonder that gambler likes you so much."
huh???????
everything about this is news to the trailblazer. since when is dr. ratio not only on penacony, but in the dreamscape, aboard the exclusive invitation-only dream cruise ship? since when does he not only know of aventurine, but was apparently on this mission with him? since when does aventurine like us??? we just got done mutually trying to kill each other! his hologram didn't seem sore about it, which is great for us, but doesn't exactly translate into "like!"
why are we hearing this from him and not aventurine? why does he know aventurine's thoughts on us in the first place?
dr. ratio really just shows up, yaps about aventurine unprompted, recommends us reading material, complains about the crowd and then is like "k i'm done here. ur dismissed."
the trailblazer had bigger things to think about but i, the player, do not. the fandom at large may feel like 2.3 fell flat, but the fall of the roman empire is still within the wheelhouse of my roman empire. i never left the radiant feldspar. i am still aboard this fucking ship.
#do u ever think about how baffling and incongruous these two must look to the trailblazer and go a little insane abt it#they may have woken from their dreams but perhaps i the player am caught in ena's dream being served ratiorine food forever#“then wake to weep?” no. i shall simply sleep 💤#ratio's still on the ship with me too 💗 if i just never accidentally press F near him and screwllum he'll stay here till EOS 💗#sidenote: the trailblazer probably shouldn't have immediately known that ratio's “that gambler” was referring to aventurine specifically#but i'll forgive a peephole thru an otherwise well-constructed 4th wall in the name of gay shipping#hsr meta#hsr#aventurine#ratio#ratiorine#trailblazer#penacony spoilers#also this is NOT what this post was supposed to be about when i started typing it. penacony just Does That to me#merry yaoimas & happy final victor anniversary#the only holidays i celebrate
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i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you
#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU#project sekai#emunene#emu otori#nene kusanagi#pjsk#prsk#proseka#wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!!#i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever#Gyaaaa#Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven#Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me#wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right#i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways#Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day#For the next month.#my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks..#wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me.#why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!!#wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj
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You can have more textposts , as a treat
First one is a reference to @interstyx 's fic, Here, Be nice
(Sorry i just ADORE their fic . Dies)
#murder drones#textposts#v murder drones#uzi doorman#j murder drones#n murder drones#nuziv#vuzi#lizzy x v#jessa if you squint really hard#sorry had to include the one textpost about my fave fic in probably forever it changed me#I'll try and go to sleep again now. made these qhen sleepy#also if i have time tmrrow ill work on the asks in my askbox#vizzy
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Not allowed to go to the toilet alone anymore I guess???
#Clingy baby!#Pupdate (puppy update)#Sabine is so precious and silly and why is she doing thisssss am I stuck here forever now???#Posting from the bathroom bc moving sleeping puppies is a moral dilemma I still struggle with 😂😂😂😅#I told her I'd be gone for two mins max! And she was just like Cool! I'll wait here then *comes with me and sticks to me like glue*#Beanie baby is so full of love and sleeby
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!! another drawing
this was not a planned drawinf I decided to do this yesterday! but I love it so muchhhh!!!!
Day four: Interview/Late Night
@dadmightweek
added the "click" version so y'all didnt have to turn the brightness all the way up to see details! dont mind the floor I got lazy
#dadmightweek#dadmightweek2024#dadmight#yagi toshinori#midoriya izuku#all might#izuku midoriya#toshinori yagi#dadmight art#mha dadmight#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha midoriya#mha yagi#toshinori#mha toshinori#bnha midoriya#izuku#dogwaterdraws#this might be it from me this week#I was planning on smthn every day but then I got hit with illness#maybe I'll squeeze out some shorter fics or a few more drawings#I wouldnt mind since I love drawinf & writjng dadmight#hmm#but I do need to sleep at somepoint#french music wont keep me awake forever#i feel like my eyes are melting#but thats another post
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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece
#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon#and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL#in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine#for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now#i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's#really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt#but back on topic#it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point#like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its#never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact#so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art#which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha#but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe#it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab#ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao#@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok#you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc#ok im goint to sleep#meta
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Give me five whole minutes.
Credits: Me
#I sobbed like a baby during Missing Limbs but I didn't expect the end of Euclid to catch me so bad#but hearing that line. hearing that *song* that has constantly ran rampant in my mind. That I've held so close to my chest? Amazing#absolutely fucking amazing#let alone getting to sing it along with 20k other people#the Espera sounded gorgeous Vessel sounded gorgeous and ii iii and IV played wonderfully well#(about to be a bit vunerable so bear with me)#I said in one of my other posts that 'I think my soul came out of my body for a bit' and I mean that whole heartedly. because this is where#call it an extreme reaction but I felt all my blood go out of my fingers and just this. humungous weight peeling itself off of my shoulders#I jokingly call myself a cockroach a lot because I tend to have bitterly bad luck and just try my best to get back up after it and this jus#I'm describing as I go and it's the hardest thing to illustrate#I felt welcomed. like the warm feeling when you come home and the heatings on in Winter#never will I ever fully be able to execute the thanks I have for what this band has done for me#for what you guys in this community have done for me#this felt like a peak and I think I'll forever being going upwards from here. this and you guys have made the climb so much easier#perhaps the appropriate time to simply say 'worship'#mel's rambles#mel's photos#sleep token#st#teeth of god tour#tog tour#vessel#vessel sleep token#euclid#song euclid#tmbte#sleep token tmbte#take me back to eden#+ again. kindly ignore me crying and singing
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Shhh they’re sleeping
#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#l4d2#these aren't spoilers or actual scenes or anything i just love drawing them sleeping for some reason LMAOOO#but the few scenes so far where they've shared the same bed/couch/tree are sooooo special to me HRGNHH#i become the yes... hahah... yes! sicko like yeeeess cuddle and snooze away guys!!!! yeeees enjoy a few hours of safety and silence!!!!#like them waking up in the hotel room together and chatting & cuddling and being affectionate ARRGHHHH that moment is lodged in my heart!!!#i swear if there's a repeat of that in a future chapter i WILL be only posting gibberish for about a week!!!!!!! god i love them!!!#okay i'm gonna stop talking now or i'll ramble forever hehe
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#i know i'm putting my kitty to sleep today but i also started to draw a nathaniel bday drawing as is tradition#and the insp is RLY HITTING truly maybe favorite scene ...?!?!!!#neil covered in blood youll save me forever#idk how i'll feel later today so no promises but i hope to finish n show u soon :3#do ppl still make tag posts like this. 👽#025.txt
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hmmm thinking about how both Knuckles and Licho have been stuck in a single place for as long as they remember, Knuckles completely isolated and Licho unseen by anyone for a very very long time hmm
#licho learned to possess people but it chose to be violent about all of that#lmao#still figuring it out I'm thinking what skills my little thing could have I have some ideas and others I'll polish some time later#I was thinking about how this entire au. Beyond meeting licho is about knuckles looking for the pieces of the master emerald#so he can be guardian again. basically#and while the me is Knux's purpose and collecting all its pieces will allow him to return Home hes also basically trying to return#to the way things were originally where he was stuck on angel island. basically forever#and licho wants that emerald so it can finally free itself it's like the opposite thing for both of them#god I wanna write something about this but I wanna start for them beginning and that's like a year in the past brother#many things have happened#fon knux to end up in spiralside and spiralside ain't the end either sncnskckd#pls forgive if this isn't written very well I'm not feeling up to writing my thoughts rn I'm just thinkingggg#thinking sooo hard rn#licho the spirit#I need to go to sleep it's 5am again but I had a nap and I can't sleep anymore urghhh#distorted vagueposting
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Thinking about...Him </3
#abzu's message#sage lesath#forever in my heart you were the greatest#anisa i wish we had gotten to know you better#felix at least we died together <3#last legacy#fictif#yk what though its better than being turned into a mockery of what it used to be#looking at the arcana socials#i'll just think about the endings to the stories as i sleep
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i miss julie and the phantoms SO MUCH...
#it's 1am i should be sleeping#but i rewatched the show for the first time (this year. i've done like 7381929 rewatches since 2020)#and now i'm watching youtube compilations of them and i wanna CRY#like wdym the cancelled it forever. i'll be in my own deathbed still mourning them i swear#anyways.#jatp#julie and the phantoms#sara talks nonsense
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questioning what life is rlly about but then u catch up with the girlies over dinner n life is worth living again <3
#i don’t go clerb hopping but restaurant hopping <3#w my fav ppl <3#i love my friends <3#n im so sad we can't see each other as often#love my uni friends too but the bond u have w the friends u made when u were little are irreplaceable#i've been besties w a friend since we were little tiny babies just barely able to move around#also! they surprised me w a bday gift bc this year i didnt celebrate bc i wasnt home n life was hectic#n one of the gifts is a bookmark w my name engraved on it and!!!!! featuring pressed flowers#its the little things that make me cry </3#like how adorable is that#anywayyy that gift was just tew cute had to mention it#i wanna have nights like this forever😔😔😔#like no do not ever ruin ur sleeping schedule for a man but yes ruin it for ur friends who take u from one restaurant to the other <3#so so sleepy but i'll sleep w a full n happy heart today <3
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Hope Mikaelson headcanon:
Dating Hope
- kissing Hope in between classes
- "I love you" Hope kissed Y/N
- "I love you more"
- pissing off Lizzie with y'all's fluff
- "shut the fuck up!!"
- Daily cuddles
- trying to get Hope to cope with her parents death
- Being her first girlfriend
- worried about her losing you like her parents (fly high Klayley 😭)
- Hope losing her shit about you meet her family
- acts tuff but is actually a cutie pie, sugar boogar, cherry pie, potato pie, oogy boogy, tutti frutti, short thang, munchkin queen
- (surprisingly) the gayest one in the family
- would literally do anything for you. Literally like anything!!!!! Like have you sit on her face
- loves more than anything, always and forever
I miss legacies 😭
#legacies#the orginals#vampire diaries#hope mikaelson#lizzie saltzman#hope mikaelson x reader#fluff#bow chicka wow wow#idk what else to tag#i'm boreeeed#i'm hungry#someone stop me#I'll literally tag forever#that weird girl who lives#bad bicth wanna fvck#i wanna be saaaaaaved#lana del ray lover fr#uhhhh tags#i'm going to sleep#ciao mother fvckers#i keep on getting cringy alpha book add ever since i got reelshort ironically#these are so fvcking cringe#curse you reelshort!!!#reelshort#kate bishop smut#the kate bishop hashtag is for the real b!tches#whatever! whatever! i do what i want!#whatever!!! you ain't tough!#i run around with g@ngs#i run around with 12 g@ngs and they all commit h@te crimes! whatever! whatever! i do what i want
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I'm not even kidding about this ship I am writing a Meet-Cute fic as we breathe this very moment and it'll be a tie in for my other Mothzilla fic where they're both old and married and mostly happy until The Horrors AAAAA
#methuselah#behemoth#Methusemoth#?#Behelah#??#Bethuhemoth#omg#Monsterverse Methuselah#Monsterverse Behemoth#I'll forever miss you Methuselah sleep well dear prince
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