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FELIX // SKZ CODE EP. 65: TRAVEL LOG #3 AUSTRALIA ♡
#felix#lee felix#stray kids#skz#bystay#skzco#hyunlixsource#staydaily#dancerachasource#usermania#userhollyjo#stayjuni#forparker#flxskzcode*#mine*#gifs*#mine: felix#felix*#not happy with the colouring on this but If i spend another moment in photoshop working on it I'll just completely delete the whole thing#skz code is foul to color??? all the different lighting!!! never makes the colouring consistent reeeeeee#anyways#felix was struggling so hard with cooking 😭#he just like me fr#excpet i would of just given up half way thru hasgdsajh
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doodling teetles
And here are some close-ups (might put them on their own backgrounds one day, but it's 5 AM and I'm tired so):
#i am the modern lazarus#crawling out of my cave and im feeling just fine-#behold: teetles#you know that emotion when a skittish cat decides to get in your lap? that's the emotion Raph is feeling rn#they're all so precious to me#i'll never be over that deleted mikey-centric episode where he gets a pet robot#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#explodingstar art#rottmnt donnie#rise nova#rise donnie#rise raph#rise leo#rise mikey#save rise of the tmnt#rottmnt michelangelo#rottmnt rapheal#rottmnt leonardo#donatello tmnt#cw eyestrain#<- playing it safe
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🌿 DAY 22
Father and son bonding (aka park keeper torture hours)
#cw violence#moomins#moominvalley#snufkin#the moomins#joxter#park keeper#cw body horror#OH MY STARS I FORGOT ABOUT THE STUPID LOOKING THING IN THE TREE.#i have never drawnnjoxter in this still before#I'll do him justice next time I swear.#i am fightingbthese tags istg its beennhalf an hour.#joxter you have so many tags.#the joxter#i think i accidentally deleted my other tags aughh#also that body horror tag is for the way i drew the park keeper in the second image. it looked a bit disturbing#im pretty sure it's at least the lowest tier of body horror. but i wanted to be safe than sorry
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so there's this thing which I've dubbed academic fiction, where I write a long, precise academic paper, confirming to your citation model of choice and everything, except every single thing in there is made up. anyway if I made a zine that was a pretend-academic journal full of only that would anyone be interested in reading it
#sorry if this is insane I'll delete the post in the morning but I need to know if anyone has seen anything like this before#I also do fake wikipedia articles. in microsoft word don't worry#I take my responsibilities as a wikipedia editor extremely seriously I would never actually lie on there#echo
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Would you guys mind if I start posting small quick doodles of my DWFR AU.. Sometimes I tend to just mindlessly doodle but they're not significant lore stuff.. Mostly me messing around or just scrapped concepts.
Same goes for ramble posts(with no art), don't wanna clutter my blog too much for the sake of people scrolling lol.
#ramble#might delete later#field research au#I never expected a lot of ppl liking my AU#When I first created it I thought I'll just be making doodles but now I'm making?? comics???#I didn't even know I could do that let alone fully coloured ones lol#Thought it'd be another Toodles AU situation where I just make quick sketches#And maybe ppl might be interested in seeing some messy concepts like the scrapped Rodger x Brightney ship I originally had#This AU was and STILL NOT well thought out tbh#Like compare it to other people doing AUs I literally just make drawings on impulse LMAO#I literally just work on the AU whenever I want cause it's not the only content I make I like drawing general Dandy's world stuff aswell#I don't work on this AU cause ppl like it I work on it cause I like working on it#So I appreciate people's patience with me instead of begging for parts#I won't let ppl pressure me( I'm looking at my Tiktok audience 💀)#I went on a tangent#again#anyway yeah if ppl don't mind some doodles or rambles of the AU I can yap..#rambles
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Have you ever thought about how forgetting something can be a blessing?
You, as a human, maybe wouldn't agree on that. But every time they observed you, listened to you talk about something that was tugging at your mind for weeks... And then — poof. You didn't care anymore. Something that they couldn't afford, most of the time because they remembered how bad it actually was.
Humans call it "moving on". The brain just forgets the details, washes away the negative memories. It leaves a trace, a sinking, heavy feeling in your stomach when you thought about that situation when it was mentioned. But mostly, you didn't hold the needed information anymore to care.
Often times that not, they felt jealous of such ability. Memories are their most prized possession! If anything, their only possession. But they had seen things they wanted to forget. They knew things they didn't want to know. Oh, if only they were able to click that 'delete' button in their head.
Why did no one tell them you didn't choose which things to forget?
It was quite normal for children to be a bit forgetful. It's not something that phased them.
But you're not a child. You've been an adult for so long. Why do you look at them with such... Unfamiliarity? After so many years of knowing each other. Decades! You're supposed to have tons of memories with them! Did you not cherish those memories? Did you delete them on purpose? What did they do wrong for you to even think of doing that?
How could you forget their names?
Should they ask to delete yours?
#xit shh#i think about this so often. how they would be jealous of humans for so many things. and how you would be jealous of them for some#they don't know what it's like to forget something. maybe they had something get deleted but it's not the same#also I'll assume they're not allowed control over their files#so even if they really really wanted to delete something they would need to beg someone to do it for them#imagine thinking your human lover is just very good at keeping their headspace organised and tidy#admire you for getting rid of memories you deem unnecessary#just for you to slowly start forgetting *them*#because that's how they would think it works! did you never care about them in the first place?#that's why you did it? you betrayed them?#should they also try to 'move on'?#anyway
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the first time I drew these two(when I was 12) they were functionally the Color Guardian's version of Jessie and James,,,
#green haired minor antagonist who happens to be from another world/dimension but is doomed by the narrative i'll always love you#literally my favorite magical girl character trope#colorless ashe#colorless pitch#pitch doesnt use her human disguise nearly as often as ashe does#but she does have one#color guardians#my art#my ocs#maybe I'll make a lil ref sheet for Pastel and Reed too! that could be fun#and the big bad as well as some of the colorless creatures#pitch always kinda looks like a homestuck troll and i can never escape that#i made her have grey skin and black hair and horns BEFORE i read homestuck#wish i had my old ms paint art of her cuz i remember sending it to my friend one time when i was 14 and he was like 'thats a troll'#literally deleted all of it then and there and refused to even think about Pitch for a bit cuz of it#did not help that she used to have yellow eyes
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Worst feeling ever is when you go to reread a fic you really like and find out it's been deleted. Even WORSE worst feeling ever is checking the author's profile and finding out they've deleted all of their fics entirely
#NO!! NO!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!#Collapses to my knees how could this happen...why...#😭😭😭#This is the exact reason why I never delete any of my fics#I just orphan them if I don't want to be associated with them anymore. That way people can still at least READ them#If they want to#AO3 authors please please PLEASE never delete just orphan that way your username gets detached#And nobody will know you wrote it but it's still THERE#Crying screaming throwing up.#At the very least I saved one (1) of their fics. Idk I had a psychic sense and went 'I should save this one'#And thank GOD I did. Aghh#Wayback Machine doesn't even have any records...I'm going to cry#Lies down#I'll miss them forever and ever. They'll probably never know but I want them to know this.#Shima speaks
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HAPPY MONTHER AU
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I decided to get this AU out of my head, so I made some headcanons... I hope you like them ;-)
Well... English is my native language, so please forgive me for any mistakes ✊😔
⚠️ TW: Unwanted Pregnancy, and Child Death
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• Yui's pregnancy came as a result of an accident, a moment of misplaced affection and exploitation. Shu had no interest in becoming a father, and Yui was initially overwhelmed by the idea of bringing a child into such a broken world.
• Despite the initial shock, she made a choice to carry the baby, believing it could give her a reason to live beyond the endless torment.
• The pregnancy was never celebrated. The Sakamaki brothers didn’t care. They mocked and ignored her every step of the way.
• Shu’s indifference was clear from the start. He barely acknowledged the pregnancy, treating Yui as if it were just another inconvenience.
• Ayato, as usual, expressed possessiveness, making claims like "If the kid’s mine, I’ll raise it my way." Yui couldn’t even get a moment of peace from him.
• Laito was more detached, mocking her condition by calling her "a breeder" and making jokes about the baby’s future.
• Subaru, though silent, was visibly affected by the news, but never expressed it. He avoided Yui more than ever, retreating into himself.
• Kanato, on the other hand, showed a rare moment of discomfort, questioning the existence of the baby as if it were a threat to his position in the family.
• Yui was determined to keep the child, even when the world around her was a constant reminder of her suffering. The pregnancy gave her a sliver of hope, something to live for amidst the chaos.
• There were nights when Yui would talk to her unborn child, promising it that she would protect it no matter the cost. She imagined a life where she could be a real mother—one who could show her child love and care, despite everything.
• She believed, deep down, that the baby would be different, that it could somehow escape the darkness of the Sakamaki mansion.
• When Adam was born, the brothers remained indifferent as ever. There was no celebration, no joy—just the same cold atmosphere that filled the mansion.
• Yui was alone in the delivery room, and the only sound that echoed through the space was Adam’s first cry. It was a sound Yui would cherish forever.
• Even though the mansion didn’t feel like a home, in that moment, Yui believed she had created something beautiful, something innocent.
• Adam was an unusually calm child, even in such a hostile environment. He rarely cried and seemed to seek comfort in Yui’s presence.
• His big, innocent eyes would follow her movements, and he would reach for her hand whenever she was near. Yui loved those moments, when she could feel his warmth and touch, even though her life remained harsh and unyielding.
• At times, Adam would try to reach for the other brothers, but none of them ever truly reciprocated the affection. He would eventually return to Yui, finding solace in her arms.
• Adam’s death was a horrific accident.
• One day, while exploring the mansion’s grounds, Adam wandered off and accidentally tripped down a flight of stairs. The fall was enough to cause severe trauma to his tiny body.
• Yui found him almost immediately, her heart shattering at the sight of her son’s limp body. She screamed, but Shu’s only response was a cold, detached glance.
• Ayato acted annoyed by the inconvenience, and Laito treated it as a mere spectacle. Subaru was lost in silent guilt, unable to process the devastation.
• Adam’s death was the breaking point for Yui, and her hope for a better future died with him.
• Yui’s grief was quiet but all-consuming. She couldn’t understand why the child she had fought so hard to protect had been taken away.
• She often found herself staring at his empty crib, unable to comprehend the loss. Shu showed no empathy, and the others didn’t seem to care.
• In the silence of the mansion, Yui carried her grief in solitude. Her only solace came in the form of dreams, where she saw Adam running through a field, laughing as if nothing had ever hurt him...
Thank you for reading this far (´ω`)
#yui komori#fanart#diabolik lovers#headcons#I haven't written headcanons in a long time#au#shu sakamaki#laito sakamaki#reiji sakamaki#random idea#ayato sakamaki#kanato sakamaki#subaru sakamaki#children#This is really bad 🫣#I'll delete it later...Actually#I kind of liked it#I think I'll never write headcanons again lol#My English is terrible 🤧
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dealing you this like radioactive contraband before I go back to pretending I can't draw
#calla for beauty + obvious reasons / marigold for cruelty and jealousy#and because tumblr has rules I'll just let you know there's another version. And that's it. That's all you get on that#gladiator 2#emperor caracalla#LOOK I. I'VE BEEN SITTING HERE FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES WITH THIS POST#TRYING TO COME UP WITH AN EXCUSE#I HAVE NONE. THERE IS NO EXCUSE. THIS IS INDULGENT.#GUY FUCKS I CAN'T HELP IT#...... I again do not think we have an art tag here. uh.#I'll figure that out later maybe.#I'm playing time so I don't have to hit post on this.#Tumblr if you take this down for the amount of nonbinary-presenting chest I will actually riot#I've never struggled with folds this much I deserve to have this at least stay up until I realise what I've done and delete it#it's been 20 minutes now I'm pretty sure and I still haven't pressed post#I'm just thinking about all the followers who came here for something that DEFINITELY wasn't this#oh well#here goes#crayon tag
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I'm officially leaving twitter today. And for anyone else escaping, feel free to use my hit da bricks edit on your way out 👍

#i'm finally free#i hate it there so much#i'll be so glad to delete the app from my phone and just never open up twitter again
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donnie i drew idk
#rottmnt#rottmnt donnie#rise donnie#rise of the tmnt#yyal art#hhhh music makes me sad it reminds me of people who are just forgotten chapters of my life. they got written out. BY ME . by accident#if i could hit undo and rewrite your place in my story i would id love you forever#but i cant rewrite you. yyou were beautiful and you were you i can never get youback because that handwriting was yorue and yours alone HHH#AAaaaaAAaAaaAaAAaA#maybe i'll delete these tags in the morning it hink theyre too wild to be in a ninja turtle art post#whatever. easter egg for my unloyal fans
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some of you piss me off so bad because why is it that it's the "red flag girlies" who are the problem and yet you "green flag" girls throw the sticks & stones constantly by calling us boring, wannabe different or edgy.
you're not morally superior for wanting to romance a man you'd date in real life comparing to me wanting to romance a man like amen, for example. and i say him because you guys will say amen girlies are the worst people of this fandom as if some of you guys' faves (livius) don't have insane fans.
i'm just really fatigued by this whole red flag/green flag thing and honestly just wish we could let go of those terms altogether. yeah, how does that sound ? getting rid of reductive terms shoving characters in boxes they barely belong in ?
on that note, if i see any of you refer to vincent as a "red flag" i'm going to run you over with a soulless truck.
#some people in this fandom are genuinely infuriating#“red flag girls think they're so edgy lol” walter is not that cute#if you wanna start throwing stones at each other i'll gladly go along with that#romance club#rc#lizzie.txt#i am so fucking tired of the world flag. you guys learned what that was and never fucking let go of those words. please stop#delete later#< potentially because i don't know if i'll keep this up or not.
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@spamtonsometimes uhh... I was pretty sure you had answered my tags saying "ah the perry the platypus effect" and telling us that you changed your style to draw biblically accurate Spamton... but I can't find the post so maybe I dreamt it up??
Anyway
#btw#if this bothers you please let me know and I'll delete it no hard feelings#and I failed to replicate your style sorry#I just thought the idea was funny#the tumblr thing is supposed to be us spamton fans#you can tell cause they're wearing dealmaker#and don't have any pants#but it looks like we work at tumblr instead lmao#I may or may not have drawn this while having a fever#you'll never know#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune bt#my art
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he's so pretty but i'll never draw him looking the same ever
#varigo#varian#vat7k#look at him#i'll never draw him the same i give him like a million different face shapes#choose ur fighter#i deleted most of these from my blog bc of shitty anons but i'll put 'em back soon
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Stuff I've made on my phone, I guess? Of varying levels of "quality"
#rain world#animation#art#Context: image one is oc named Apryll that I love. She's 6-7 years old now lol#Next four pics are random stuff for my buddies on disc#Technically the monk one is for a discord bot that a different buddy is building because music bots SUCK#And the long one is that one time someone decided to stream something SPICY in GENERAL VC#The three emoji is my bae phiiinnn#You do not have permission to use them#Looks at the people that use my art as emojis (/pos I think it's really funny)#The hunter one is my ongoing Every Region Mod playthrough where for a time I had a reaper lizard that I would just throw at enemies#(come with me + lizard eggs mods) and delete all foes. It was fantastic.#But I have since replaced the very valuable and helpful lizard with two useless children that I love very much#Also apparently this isn't common knowledge but you can increase global rep with lizards and just. Be pals with all of em#By default.#Doing that with scavs and lizards eliminates half the threats in the game basically permanently#And the last image was the culmination of several dozen hours in Fear Nightfall + that arachnophobia mod-- it was surprisingly fun.#Very grindy#Not... scary. At all. Lmao#Anyways maybe I'll post some animations or something later#Probably not#I keep trying to finish them before posting any wips aka I never post
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