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i'm off to killarney in the mornin' for an overnight stay, and i'm straight back into two days of office when i return, so i might pop up again around thursday-ish - we'll see! 😁
#ooc#i'll keep my queue going this time#i wanna add more stuff to it#andddd i wanna try out more marvel rivals#so woo! busy busyyy!
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Also, while we're on the topic of my parents being human turds:
Last year, I worked at a school (hey, preschool teacher here!) and when that year was over (you have no idea how difficult it was, lol) I didn't want all those group projects that I had made with the kids to be thrown out, so I took them with me inside a huge plastic bag.
Now, there is no way of really showing this to you, but my room is a mess. And it is this way because I have too many stuff (such as clothes, books, funko pops) while the room is not that big. And to be honest, I don't want to throw anything away. So, as you can guess, that plastic bag didn't help.
So, my boyfriend suggested, that he could take that bag and keep it at his home, since they have extra room, and I said 'sure'. He didn't do it tho.
And here's where my stupid parents come into the story!
They already don't like him (lol, it's not because of anything that he has done, I believe that they would like him only if he was filthy rich and beat me up like they used to) so they use his suggestion and his failure to deliver, as a way to both diminish him and me, because I continue this relationship.
Mind you, these are the same people who have promised me a lot of stuff and always failed to deliver.
I still remember being 3 or 4, watching commercials about Disneyland in Paris on TV and them promising me that they would take me there when I'd finish elementary school. Guess what, I am 29, 17 years out of elementary school and still, I've never been there!
And I remember, being like 18 or 19, and them telling me that they'd search for a small appartment for me to rent, in order for me to start being more independent, and even said that they'd help me with the bills. Did that happen? Of course not! Back then, I also had a therapist who, when I told her what my parents said about renting me an appartment, replied with a "They won't do it, it's all a lie" And she was right!
They even repeated that promise when I was 26, I flat out told them that I don't believe them, and I was right!
It's not like I expect them to do big things for me. They cannot even have basic human decency. It's the lack of self awareness and the gashlighting that gets me everytime tho!
#sorry for my long rants and my horrible english by the way#by the way said bf is also quite flawed#so him not doing something he said he'd do didn't surprise me#we've been together for almost 7 years#and we've spent the last 2 arguing#like ever since my grandmother got into the hospital and passed away he has said some things that have made me grow distant#for example i was mourning her loss and 5 days later he was whining for 2 hours straight#because i didn't want to go to a christmas party with him#another example is that he got jealous#when a stand up comedian that i've been following for some years#invited me to one of his shows#btw of course i went#then he'll say he's sorry and that he loves me#i'll try to better manage my behaviour and feelings#and we'll keep on staying together#mind you this very summer due to us fighting for half of july#i spent some evenings with panic attacks and had difficulty at breathing#and when i went away to the countryside in august he couldn't understand why i wanted to distance myself#and the one time when i had a panic attack there was when he wouldn't end a call#anyway we're okay for now#scorpion-flower#bad parenting#text#long post#we were the kings and the queues
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: Handplates
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: Handplates
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Star Control II - Helix +4:20 PM Bonus!: Helix shitpost
Thursday:
2:30 PM: SCII - Helix
Friday:
2:30 PM: SCII - Helix
Saturday:
2:30 PM: SCII - Helix
Sunday:
2:30 PM: SCII OCs
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#Hey guess what I was up to this past week#If you guessed ''Editing 150+ individual pieces to stitch together into the next Month's worth of queue posting'' you'd win the prize#Absolutely sickening amount of editing lol but I did it!#I really wasn't sure if I was going to be able to since there was like - a lot lol#I realized there's like seven steps to my doodle posting wegh that's a lot of steps#But the system's been keeping things moving! Slowly but surely#I'll need to set aside a bit more time to work on my second behind-the-scenes project yet >:P#But I think I'll be able to! Patience bleh#Anyway! Finally starting to round out the Handplates stuff!#There'll still be some here and there :)#But for now the focus has shifted to Helix lol#Even right now - y'know how the queue is behind by like a month? Yeah lol#I set it down for a bit and now it's back again! It's convenient in its own way haha#And no we're still not into 2024 yet lol#Technically anyway - some of these were started at the end of last year and only finished recently!
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I will be going on another hiatus. I can't seem to find the strength and creativity to write. I'm really sorry for another long wait, but I do hope to come back when life feels a bit more normal to me.
#tbd#francytalks#[ I'll let the queue keep running ]#[ but there's no need to answer me right away ]#[ I'm available in discord if necessary ]#[ but I really want to spend more time with dad ]#[ even if it rips my heart apart to know that he's going to leave us soon ]#[ I'm calculating with weeks#not months or years... ]
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my brain has been really out of whack recently (I think it's the time change among other things) so I'm going to try out some things to see if they help
I might not be on social media a whole lot in the next week or two, but if you're mutuals and want my discord, send me a message
#[static]#I cleared out my queue so I don't feel like I need to keep it going#I'm trying to limit my time on my phone since I've noticed that I've been getting sucked back into it for Hours every day which I *hate*#it's this weird paradox of wanting to keep up with my friends but also knowing that I get sucked into checking the rest of the app -#- that I need to figure out#tumblr is one of the few social medias that I don't get that sucked into but i do like to keep up to date with#for news and friends reasons#but im gonna basically not be using my phone at all except for music for the next while until my brain feels better#it's also the busiest week of the year in my line of work so i want to be sure im taking care of myself#my brain fog has been suuuper bad and being on my phone makes it worse#i wish we all lived closer so that i could just go hang out with ppl instead of being attached to my dumb phone#using phone = less time to do things i like too which also makes me mad when I do it#i dont even like my phone bro ... but tiktok gets me tbh i'll sit on my phone for like 2 hours straight just watching funny little videos
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There's definitely a bot tsunami going on rn. And I can't stress enough how fitting that term is, as personally the waters had calmed down: up until a week ago bots had started following me a lot slower, with one every 4 days, give or take, down from the daily follow I was getting used to around January. Today? I got 4 new ones.
If my 8 follower blog has seen a sudden 400% increase in bot inhabitants, makes sense the actual, relevant blogs ones are gonna have it pretty smelly
Also I love your art :>
tsunami really is fitting, i Am a bigger blog and i'd also had, at worst, only a few every day until yesterday. the Lady Bots have found me now too as of a couple hours ago so the flood has Doubled, and they have icons now. we're nearly at 3,000 Bots Acquired, including the 200 or 300 i've blocked already. its abysmal
also, thank you! 💖
edit - i got 34 more in the literal ~2 minutes it took me to answer this
#bot crisis#sojovito#ask#im pretty fast on the block button trigger#i'll queue up a bunch of new tabs full of report windows and hit them all out at once#and somehow my follower count will still have gone Up by the time ive cleared those#i got 10 in 2 seconds today. not an exaggeration#how.#when is it going to end 😭 how long am i going to be flooded#its been all day today too#I CANT KEEP UPPPPP#I CANT JUST SIT ON TUMBLR ALL DAY REPORTING BOTS#this is literally the most ravenous bot behavior ive ever seen. and i was There for the TF2 bot crisis kickoff of 2020#i was in the trenches. i've seen things. and this is worse#bot war II....
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who was going to tell me that this was a thing!!!
credit to Tara v/d Voort on flickr
#┄─ 🥀 * LEI WULONG : queue.#┄─ 🥀 * OOC : jolyne’s ted talks.#(i'm keeping my eyes peeled whenever i go to comic con if i see him)#(problem is with these types of action figure and dolls from the 90s and 2000s the plastic bodies get discolored over time)#(i have therapy today i'll finish basic info on my muses and open the bio page up)#(i have yet to finish writing bios but i'll have updates when i do for any of muses)
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October was A MONTH. I ended up not having energy to be active online. I let my queue run out. I'm sorry for neglecting my blogs on here. But I want to be more active this month and I am going to try!
#no promises#but i'll try to at least keep my queue going!#and now that i got my photo editor back hopefully i can find time & energy to get some original posts up too#anyway missed you all & hope your month was better than mine#hope our novembers will be ok too
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fiiiiinally at the point where i've got a decent queue set up for the coming while. i'll be gone tomorrow and part of friday while i'm staying with a friend & will continue catching up with replies over the weekend. i'm not going to tag anyone specifically buttttt below is a list of the things currently in my queue for reference. if you're excited for something we're writing & would like me to move it up so it posts sooner, let me know <3
zayn x julian for richlust callum x julian for vacationeyes tyron x nicola for gvngsigns theia x bailey for neveraftcr frankie x emre for vacationeyes theo x max for slumpcd gabriel x carlos for wutheringdevotion forest x jude for vacationeyes oliver x lachlan for wutheringdevotion leo x devrim for invcntions kai x max for silvrmoon margot x jasper for gvngsigns kasey x gabriel for villlains jamie x rafael for richlust
#i'll keep my queue at one a day for a little bit#just because i'm going back to work next week and i might need a little bit of a safety net#so it might still be a bit of time before it's posted#although as mentioned don't hesitate to lmk if you would like it to be prioritized?
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oh nice! the Matt fic posted itself at the correct time
#Seven.txt#writing stuff#🧷 Matt 🔨#i usually wait around for whatever time i want my finished and ready-to-go drafted posts to go up so i can do it manually#but then it occurred to me that i could like. make use of the scheduling feature and just set it and forget it#but i was actually keeping an eye on that one to see if it went up at the right time cause i scheduled it for today#but then it said it was set for Sunday at 7 and not Saturday. so i was like okay i'll just. wait and see what it does#but it went up when i wanted it to! (still don't know why it said Sunday in the queue tho...)#anyways this is a lot of worrying and rambling abt a post that no one will read anyways bc No One knows who Matt is and that fic is Dark#(even tho the numbers for it on Ao3 are Tiny the kudos to hits ratio is good though!!)#(so hopefully that means that those who do read it seemed to enjoy it. or appreciate it? it's a weird fucking fic man idk)#(the kudos are Greatly appreciated nonetheless)#but that's okey i just wanted to get it out of my drafts and posted anyways. and also kinda use it to test the scheduling feature#but bc i'm a control freak who needs to Do Everything Myself anyways i'll probably keep doing stuff manually#or schedule posts and then sit around and wait for them to go up anyways just to make sure nothing goes wrong lmao#okay rambling over. back to work#well actually i'm gonna go grab dinner. i haven't. ate yet today. and then back to work!
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#one piece#monkey d. luffy#arc: baratie#ch: 63#with: sanji#assuming they dont post again by the time my queue reaches this panel#this blog has officially surpassed every-luffy! yippee!#and hopefully i'll keep it going all the way through :]
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btw. i dont think i'll forget, but Just In Case, i DO have art (nothing crazy) i wanna post for the 16th. but i also have a lot to take care of right before then. so if you dont see it by like 6pm EST please yell at me bc i probably got busy and forgot
#6pm is a fine time bc all my stuff is due at 5pm so it wont be interrupting me. i have a meeting i have to go to at 9pm tho#i could just queue the posts but i might make some last second changes once i get a good look at them#(cant get a good look rn. i am posting on tumblr between writing capstone stuff to keep my sanity up)#i would love to log on and like. reminisce on stuff. but idk if i'll have the time or the energy :/#but i WILL reblog a bunch of old posts on this blog. you've seen them 20 times already but one more wont hurt#kjfhdg i love reblogging old posts#again i'll be busy and exhausted probably so idk when but it Will happen. even if it's at like 11pm#resistance day hehe :]#chat#i have like. one more section to write. but it's so information heavy aaaaaaaugh#im on page 12 (single spaced btw. hell) but i wanted to hit like 14 :( oh well hopefully it wont be a big deal#my draft was also 12 pages... but in my defense. i did choose to write my draft in full sentences for some reason#so i feel like that padded the size out a lot#12 pages is probably fine right-#i feel like the final should be longer than the draft but. man i lined out exactly what i'd be saying in that draft. u get what u see#YOU made the mistake of telling me my draft was fantastic. cant fix perfection amen (i hate this paper)
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Democracy Works put together TurboVote, which is a resource to guide people through the registration process. https://turbovote.org/ If you have trouble they're one place to contact as well. There's also Fair Fight Action, based in Georgia, and Native American Voting Rights, for Native Americans who need assistance exercising their right to vote. Once you've registered, if you're worried about actually voting on the day - postal voting might be for you. The number of states where you don't need a reason to apply for postal voting has grown a great deal. Now the majority of US states will allow you to vote via postal ballot - the catch is that you need to know about this and apply to do it beforehand. There used to be more restrictions on who could do this, but it's opened up a lot now. If you have no access to transport, are disabled and can't queue, etc, even the states that require some kind of excuse will mostly accept those and send you a postal ballot.
Buddy, when racist cunts illegally prevented me from registering to vote by just refusing to accept my papers, I PROMISE YOU shitty guilt trip memes about my inability to vote made everything worse.
You know what ACTUALLY helped?
More than every passive aggressive shit for brains on this website telling me I deserve to me racially harassed for not giving Democrats my soul?
A fucking email from a fucking HERBS AND SPICES STORE that unlike you wretched cunts ACTUALLY HAD VOTER REGISTRATION HELPLINES IN IT.
Every time one of you godforsaken freaks tells me to 'get out and vote' like its cutely trivial and didn't take months of desperate phone calls just to register (IF my registration even WORKED THIS TIME).
If you, like me, are struggling with registration or poll access, try contacting your STATE board of elections.
Request that they send you TWO copies of their registration guidelines. Collect any documents listed in them.
Then, contact your LOCAL board. Tell them you would like to register IN PERSON IF POSSIBLE.
Bring your documents and the two copies of the guideline AND a working cell phone.
If you get ANY trouble AT ALL tell the local person you will call the state board to confirm their registration requirements. Be polite, but do not leave. Put the phone on speaker.
Most of the time, the local person who is doing Actual Serious Federal And State Crimes will give up at that point. If not, the person at the state board will generally outrank and overrule the local one.
Make a note of the names of both the local and state official.
Then, and this is the most important part:
CONFIRM YOUR REGISTRATION WAS FILED.
It may take a day or two for your registration to appear.
Unfortunately, if it's been a week, you're going to have to repeat the process.
Take the names you noted previously, and contact the state board again. Report that these people denied you registration on this day, in spite of you providing these documents, then list all the required papers you collected.
The person at the state SHOULD be able to direct you from there, but the process varies hugely by state.
Good luck to you all.
ETA: I was able to vote eventually, BTW. It took far more work than it should have. Physical injuries were sustained. But I did get to vote!!
#US Politics#Right to vote#Register to vote#Voter suppression is alive and well in the USA#there are organizations that can help you register#help you get ID help you fight your local racist who keeps losing your paperwork etc#and there are groups that will help you physically get to the polls if that's a problem#but mail-in voting is a great option for a LOT of people#if you've got kids to watch or no way to get to the polling place or you can't stand in a queue for untold hours while fascists harrass you#like there's tons of reasons postal voting might be right for you#I don't live in the US and my elections require an excuse for needing a postal vote#so lately I've told them I'll be travelling outside of my electorate during the election#which they see as a valid reason to send me a postal ballot to complete before the election date#weird to me that they respect 'gotta go on holiday' more than 'COVID is still a thing' but whatever#do I actually travel during that time period? Who could say#not the electoral board certainly
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Your Weekly TV Guide
On Monday you can expect:
2:30 PM: The Stanley Parable/Portal
And Tuesday:
2:30 PM: The Stanley Parable
Wednesday:
2:30 PM: Portal
Thursday:
2:30 PM: Adventure Time
Friday:
2:30 PM: AT
Saturday:
2:30 PM: Fellplates
Sunday:
2:30 PM: Fellplates
Thanks for tuning in! (Patreon)
#Weekly TV Guide#Yeahh!! Got it this week! >:D#We are /finally/ catching up! Big things this week!!!!#I'm very excited lol#My Portal fixation didn't last all that long this time around but it was very enjoyable to draw everyone again :)#And I mean I still haven't actually re-beaten Portal 2 yetttt sooooo#I'm pretty close tho lol - my interest has just shifted for the moment#Please keep an eye out for Thursday! I am winking at you very conspicuously#Pls it took a lot of time :'D I am pleased with it :D#And then finally Fellplates for this Weekend!! YES!!#I have been not-so-subtly losing my mind about Handplates in the background for uhhh couple weeks now#Especially the last few days tho lol#At current Fellplates is on a low simmer on the backburner - mostly just got all my ideas out already lol#But it'll be so good to have them posteddddd yaaaayyyyy#Heck and a heck queues Kill This Man I am So out of my mind right now#Trying to channel it into Yet More Backlog! Lol what a healthy system I have set up lol#Anyway! Good week!! Looking good!!!#Also possibly planning a stream this week as well :0 I'll make a separate post about it if I do end up going through#I'll try to let y'all know at least a day in advance lol but it probably won't be til later in the week :P#I'd like to do it before the weekend if I can but hmmm :0 Guess it remains to be seen!
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#me almost 20 days ago: i might be able to keep track of this leg of louis' tour#me 20 days later: ................................#it's no one's business#i keep track of it for myself#this blog has become a collection of things i want to know and remember from the boys#this is not and update account#i don't make posts i don't make memes#i've lost a lot of interest in interacting directly with the fandom due to life getting in the way#so my use for this blog is to force myself to know what's going on and reblog the nice pics and edits that show up along the way#and also the fics i read#and eventually the ones i'll bring myself to write -- if i ever find the time to write again#anyway#i'm explaining it more to myself than to anybody else so i can keep myself accountable of missing out on things#with that being said#i'll but harry's bday edits and the rest of loui's australian tour leg on queue#you'll see me when you'll see me peace out ✌😎
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#tag talk#vent#idk. I've been dissociating worse than normal recently. leaving the stove on. forgetting to clock out at work.#I've caught myself spacing out more. staring at the same place and I know how long it's been because I look back through my music queue#I'll flip back five songs until I finally find one I remember listening to. I can't do anything without constant music or other audio#I feel like I'm not myself. or.. idk. not in my body. and I don't know who's piloting it. we're both tired and dead.#I don't know what autopilot program is running this body but it's not very good.#I keep realizing that time is passing but I'm not the one spending those minutes#I'm afraid to drive anywhere because I don't know if I can safely drive. I've just been so faded into the background#I just. idk. this stress is fucking me up and I need to keep moving forward I need to keep moving forward I need to keep moving forward I n#but everything is so hard everything takes so long everything is going to be so much more work#and I keep fighting the trained bit in my head that keeps reminding me how well we slept the day after I drained my blood into the tub#how empty and clear my head was in the three days I recovered from opening myself up#I want to be back there. a closed environment. no more worries about my responsibilities.#to be fair. I did spend a pretty bad night with panic attacks and flashbacks and shit so I shouldn't idealize it so much#yeah. hmmmm. I think I've done my best to not think about. but it wasn't all That great#idk. I just. I'm so distant right now. the input lag is hard to work with. I'm zooming in just to see anything.#I'm traveling backwards at constant acceleration and yet somehow I'm still present in the world#my ears drone and the pressure builds in the back of my head but I still have work tomorrow and I can't afford to die#I have too many things to do and I know I will feel better in a few weeks#but also. Christmas is coming up. religious trauma is gonna be a constant zap in my brainstem until January#I was gonna rip a new one but I decided to shower first And Then do it but I lost motivation after the shower so uh I guess I've healed?#like. I just... don't wanna anymore. which is a testament to my recovery over the past five years I suppose.#idk. I'm gonna make it through but I'm not gonna be happy about it
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