#i'll figure it out. but goddamn
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depression's so bad that it took 3 days for me to open the box of the light therapy thing and it'll probably be another day or 2 before i look at the instructions and set it up
#the worst part of depression is the irony/cyclical nature#this thing will probably improve my depression#but in order to to use it i have to set it up#which is hard bc - get this - i'm very depressed#i could ask someone to set it up for me but my place is a mess#so i would want to clean up first#i'm sure you can see where this is going as well#i could use some help but i don't want anyone looking at me or thinking about me. bc of - of course - the depression#i'll figure it out. but goddamn
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OH GOD IT CAN SMELL HIS PASSPORT
#i spent so long figuring out how to make him explode into chunks but the planes too goddamn fast and the motion blur went nuts#i think i'll put him in a blender next#hlvrai#GIF
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Girl, I'm so sorry, but if you he really was gonna tell her he loved her before Argyle interrupted them, I would not want somebody to say to me
"I guess, I just, I don't know, I guess I just wanted to say that I love you."
You guess you love me? What, you don't know? Be sure then come back to me.
#stranger things#byler#anti milkvan#and for a girl who (though she is doing better now he doesn't know that) last picked out the word 'care' out of a convo about something els#'you guess? you don't know?' mighta happened with a 4x03 el#as i've said#if they're endgame they deserved better#beautiful friendship#i just rewatched the sauna test and their protectiveness over each other throughout that scene is amazing#the 'don't you touch her' 'don't you touch him' mutual back and forth energy is amazing#beautifully written friendship and relationship#but goddamn girl they deserved a better romance than 'i wanted you to know that i love you in case you die' and 'i guess- idk- i wanted to#ay that i love you' and 'you heard me say i love you? uhhhh don'trememberthatatallsorry'#and 'a friend and crush are different because...uhm...ugh ok i'll just show you'#the best they got was 'you look beautiful' 'i don't [know how to dance] either. wanna figure it out?' and never better romance than that#everything else is either friendship or they deserved better
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I am Obsessed with this funky lil dude So Much.
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#Siffrin#isat siffrin#in stars and time#in stars and time siffrin#tw self harm#i have never related as hard to a character as i have to them#which is probably not great considering literally everything#my art#digital art#tumblr keeps eating the goddamn quality and i'll figure out how to deal with it eventually
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OK I NEED TO STOP UPLOADING, THIS IS THE LAST ONE FOR THE NIGHT, I PROMISE YOU LMFAO
(Nicked the Fronnie image from this post btw)
#This WAS originally gonna be a bite of 87 drawing but I fucked up Jeremy and gave up#Wanted to keep Mangle though because this was a first attempt and the last time I drew them was 2018#soooooo I'M KEEPING THE GODDAMN SKETCH#Also hi what you need to know about me is sometimes I stay up doodling shit til ungodly hours but I'll leave this here for the night#(it's 10:54 pm)#mangle#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#five nights at freddy's 2#glamrock freddy#glamrock bonnie#my art#I just slammed Glamrock Fronnie there because they are literally rotting my brain#still trying to figure out how to draw them (I suck ass at romance drawings)
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whalefall windup doll stop putting her in Situations!!
#starryseasart#splatoon#side order#splatoon side order#splatoon art#art#side order art#fanart#splatoon fanart#octoling#my art#artists on tumblr#Im so bummed I had basically finished this piece in time for side orders release but...#I got SO bummed out about stupid goddamn ai art that I never fully finished it or posted it??#I thought maybe I had posted it or a wip but I guess not#anyways trying to get over that#maybe one day I'll figure out nightshade but today is not that day lololol#I really dont need another big ol step before finishing and posting my art#this is all hard enough as it is lol
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decided to do a little "return to form" with some silly pixel art!! :3
i don't remember what possessed me to draw these two specifically hanging out but whatever, it was fun! i had fun!!!
alt version where he's rambling about the weird fucked up polycule situation he put himself in lol
#i'll talk about the “polycule” thing some other time cuz i have a lot of thoughts about the three of them#but for now that little triangle chart is good enough#every so often i go “aw i love doing pixel art its so satisfying why did i stop doing it?”#and then it smash cuts to eighteen and a half hours later and you see me staring at my computer screen with sunken bloodshot eyes#and the most insane case of shrimp posture ever exhibited by a human being#erasing and then replacing the same two goddamn pixels trying to figure out what the hell i'm doing wrong here for it to look so off#and then i zoom out to discover i've been tracing over the worst piece of shit sketch ever crafted by human hands#and so i set my PC on fire in shame and crawl back into my burrow#vowing never to do pixel art ever again#and then like 8 month pass and i go “aw i love doing pixel art its so satisfying why did i stop doing it?” and the cycle repeats itself#/hj#the amazing world of gumball#tawog#gumball watterson#tbh creature#autism creature#my art#gumball tawog#tawog gumball#gumball#tawog fanart#tawog fan art#fan art#pixel art#colored lineart#colored line art#yippee
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famree
he's so good at daddying
#ah yes#dad who won't dad#my favorite#finally figured out this goddamn leviathan design#I'll prob tweak it in the future but whatev this is concept art#sabrina rivero#helluva boss#helluva boss oc#helluva oc#helluva#hb oc#hb#leviathan#leviathan helluva boss#bty3 draws
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Hello there, Friend!
Don't mind me! Just going through the Wreck-It Ralph Screencap website– Again. 👀
I love looking at all the Screencaps and just... overanalyzing them! Always small details that I didn't pick up on (especially while watching the movie)
For example, The time-lapse at the start of the movie! Since it went by real quick and all!
Analysis down below! 👇
(^ And I'm assuming that this might be the first time the game was played?? Or maybe the first week of being plugged in? Not sure, but moving on!)
First off, imma say it... RALPH'S FACE IS FUCKING HEARTBREAKING TO LOOK AT. It's not the expression of: "Aw, I lost :( "
NO, HE LOOKS GUILTY. AND THIS WAS "30 YEARS AGO." HE ALREADY FELT BAD FOR BEING PROGRAMMED TO DESTROY THE NICELANDERS BUILDING.
Y'all see how Felix isn't looking at Ralph? He's either looking down at the building, like "Gosh, woo! The gamers did it! All fixed!! 😊"
Or he's looking at the Nicelanders (Sidenote: Yeah, it's most likely just cause that's how the gameplay was programmed. But I'm still gonna over-analyze it!)
Y'all see that?? The Nicelanders be smiling and happy for a moment, AND SWITCH UP AFTER FELIX CLOSES HIS EYES.
It's probably like that outside of gameplay too. They probably act one way while Felix is looking, and the moment he turns his back, THEY BECOME THE JERKLANDERS.
(^ I have to put this in cause I thought it was *SO* funny. "Man, Gene's the fucking mayor too. Goddamn Gene... fucking mayor of Pettyland." 💀 he's the biggest asshole out of all of them. Makes sense he'd be the Mayor of that petty shithole place. "nice"-land.)
His eyes just stay closed.
Felix, you oblivious little fuck (I love you, you dense lil man...)
BUT OPEN YOUR EYES MF-- GODDAMN!!
Okay, so the look of shock on Ralph's face. He's like "AYO WHAT THE FUCK Y'ALL DOING?! HOW CAN Y'ALL EVEN LIFT ME!!? I'M 9FT TALL AND WEIGH 653 POUNDS--"
Wait, cause y'all see how the first three Nicelanders are the ones lifting him up?
GENE AIN'T DOING ANYTHING. GENE YOU'RE A SHIT MAYOR. DON'T EVEN PULL YOUR WEIGHT AROUND HERE--
NAH, CAUSE FELIX IS THE ONLY ONE KEEPING THAT PLACE FROM FALLING APART. IN AND OUT OF GAMEPLAY.
^ GENE DON'T DO SHIT. 🗣📢
They gotta hold a new election; Felix for Mayor. Or LITERALLY ANYONE OTHER THAN GENE.
Ralph: "I'm a big part of the game, technically speaking... why are you here, GENE???"
*Gene's just the mf who gets thrown out of the building.*
KNOW YOUR PLACE, GODDAMN, GENE--
(Whoops I got off-topic. 😬💀)
Well first off - since it's the gameplay and all - for 30 years, Felix HAD HIS FUCKING EYES CLOSED; LITERALLY AND METAPHORICALLY.
Also, that's just level 1? How many levels does 'Fix-it Felix Jr' have? Does it just keep going until Felix Game-overs?
Does Ralph get thrown off the building every time a level's complete? Poor guy, and then he's treated like garbage - again, metaphorically AND LITERALLY
BECAUSE HE LIVES IN THE DUMP.
/end rant
#wreck it ralph#fix it felix#wir#fix it felix jr#wreck it ralph screencaps#wreck it ralph fandom#disney screencaps#this is just me ranting#once again#I need to come up with a tag for all my ramble posts#Maybe “Tristan Rambles” or “Tristan losing his shit; again” 💀#tristan ranting#idk i'll figure it out#I will literally take any chance I get - TO HATE ON GENE#NO HESITATION#All those bitches ('nice' landers) piss me off. BUT GODDAMN FUCKING GENE#^ the fact that my phone suggests “fucking Gene” right after I type “goddamn” 💀#@BashfulGnome hears all the “goddamn fucking gene” rants LMAO#everyone in the movie had character development... EXCEPT FOR FUCKING GENE#^ HE WAS AN ASSHOLE IN THE SECOND MOVIE TOO#“Come along now; CONDIMENT.” FUCKOFF GENE#The only good part of RBTI (besides Felix and Tammy) IS WHEN GENE GOT SPUN LIKE ONE OF THE TOYS IN TOY STORY#HE WAS LIKE THAT ONE BOWLING PIN THAT DOESNT GET KNOCKED OVER#grumbling to himself and looking pissed off when Felix called Tammy “Lady love~” LMAO#lmaoo get wrecked mf#Why is gene on the fucking cabinet?#also it's so weird that after 30 years of the same gameplay... It just changes AND NO ONE QUESTIONS ANYTHING#^ I have a whole hc that Mr Likwak knows what goes on after the arcade closes#I will write a separate post about that tho
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not to be dramatic but if that is actually short hair edmond i'm going to kill myself
#saw the skinny figure and went YAHOO EDMOND CARD saw the fucking hair..#if there isnt a ponytail hidden somwhere in the silhouette the devs are gonna fucking get it#i've been dreading this ever since i found out about infernal treatymaker dante#frankly don't even care who else is in the event i just need to know if they cursed me specifically#i'll be pulling for it anyway but goddamn#nu carnival#looking at it again theres next to no chance theres a ponytail or braid hidden in there this is devastating
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time sensitive question: what's a good name for an organization of drow who are tasked by Lolth to hunt down drow who leave to the surface
I want a spider-themed name but I forgot that by googling spiders, I'll get photos of spiders. and my arachnophobia does not like that in the slightest
#kale dms#the session is at noon#ack#I can't believe i forgot to give them a goddamn name#everything else figured out except that!!!#oh yeah if i don't get any responses then I'll prob just go with huntsman#its a boring name but its better than nothing
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I am Obsessed with this funky lil dude So Much.
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#Siffrin#isat siffrin#in stars and time#in stars and time siffrin#tw self harm#i have never related as hard to a character as i have to them#which is probably not great considering literally everything#my art#digital art#tumblr keeps eating the goddamn quality and i'll figure out how to deal with it eventually
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Hey y'all. Minor update
So I went to my new gi doc and she is really nice and sweet. I told her everything and turns out the gerd pills I have rn are the strongest they have and it's the stuff they give full grown adults with stomach ulcers??? I told her it doesn't work at all anymore (and neither does my nausea pill) and she said that that's pretty concerning. Along with the fact that (she said) gerd is most common in overweight, older adults and i'm an underweight 18 year old girl. so.
But I haven't eaten a proper meal since Thanksgiving and I've been basically surviving on granola bars (and OTC antacids which don't do shit lmao) bc for some reason it's the only thing I can keep down almost entirely. I usually eat about two a day and that's pretty much it bc my stomach doesn't seem to able to take more than that. If I try to eat anything more or anything different I'll get to the brink of vomiting for hours, if not the entire day. Like one bite can trigger it.
So my doc was like "well that's not fuckin good! that's concerning as hell!" so I have a scheduled upper endoscopy on Thursday morning and y'all have absolutely NO clue how fucking ecstatic i am for it. Like it's goddamn christmas day. Istg Thursday is the day that's keeping me going rn
#mine#personal#also my dad is taking it HORRIBLY unfortunately. like so much worse than i am.#like this mf is verbally refusing to accept the fact that ~maybe~ there's smth wrong with me. Perhaps.#he's gone from dehydration to covid to 'smth I'll grow out of' to my diet (i already proved that one wrong many years ago)#he's a massive die-hard conspiracy theorist btw and he distrusts doctors with a passion#the entire times it's felt like I'VE been the one comforting HIM about this whole thing. god.#like i get it's scary but like#life goes on?? we'll figure it out dude!! chill!!!#my mom is my greatest source of comfort and she is really tired of my dad being so goddamn paranoid about everything#she says not to take everything my dad says to heart (he's yelled at both of us about my current situation) bc he's just scared#for me. and i know he is. it's so hard to be angry at him
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Bios stating "No HaTe In CoMmEnTs" and then the content being "omg I love rpm haha" and slurs towards lance just makes me want to never interact with f 1 online ever again 🫠 my lovely sweet mutuals genuinely keeping me sane and here icl
#Like I left f/1twt cause that place was a cesspool#Someone calling my birthday cursed because of the f/1 results that day was just the final straw on an already overloaded camel's back#And like I barely engage with f1 content on tiktok either because again a cesspool but nooooo the algorithm thinks I want to see him 🤮#The account was blocked IMMEDIATELY but I just need to get it out or I'll stew on it#And I need less things to stew on I already have to deal with childish bully behaviour and straight up bigotry at work#My patience is at its limit#Rant over? Yeah#But honestly the little Lance nation gang I've surrounded myself with here on Tumblr are saints#So much talent and brilliant ideas flowing so supportive of each other I love it!#A genuine light in my life you guys are amazing#Oop gotta change the tags cause this was not meant to show up in the main tag goddamn it Tumblr 😭😭#13 years here you'd think I'd have figured out the tagging system by now#Anyways g'night lovelies
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this is gonna sound incredibly virtue signal-y i fear but i have been feeling. so fiercely protective of all the transfems i've ever met lately
#marzi speaks#I PROMISE I'M NOT TRYING TO EARN GOOD BOY POINTS HOLD ON LET ME. EXPLAIN MYSELF HERE#obvs we're in kinda a tense political climate rn#and i'm noticing trends have been getting . increasingly misogynistic lately?#in like . a subtle but for sure still noticeable way#and women are being dismissed and all this awful shit#and ppl are going. completely mask off about it when the woman happens to be a trans gender#and it reminds me of when i was a little girl. and how my mom spent so much time in my childhood#training me to not stand for and take misogynistic bullshit from anyone. and to defend other women too#she taught me to assert myself in professional or academic environments. she taught me to stand proud and take up physical space#once as a kid my great uncle (who's always been a nut) didn't let me come on a fishing trip because i was a girl#when i came to my mom crying about it because i loved boats and fishing and my family she just about murdered him. completely tore into him#my whole life my mom has been there to tell me that people will try to put me down. they will try to overlook me or dismiss me#or make me feel smaller. and if i dare to get too confident i'll be labeled bossy or a bitch#and that no matter what i do i cannot let those pieces of shit win. i cannot let that stop me#and that i'd have to fight so fucking hard for it my whole life and it won't be fair but i will do it because i have no other option#and i'm seeing a lot of transfems having to navigate that now too#but they didn't get the privilege of being trained in this since day 1. they have to figure it out on their own#and the demonization right now is so strong that a single misstep can be. so dangerous#and it makes me so mad. all of that built up anger from every time i've had to learn how to not take misogynistic bullshit comes to a boil#the little girl scout in my brain who grew up forcing people to see that a girl can do whatever the fuck she wants fuck you is ACTIVE rn#she's angry. she's so angry. because she's seeing the same bullshit she dealt with in middle school being repeated again#anyways. transfems. i love you so much. you deserve so much fucking better.#i hope you can safely advocate for yourself. until then i will fucking yell and scream from the rooftops because this shit is so unfair#you should be allowed to succeed and you should be allowed to fail. and you should be allowed to take up as much goddamn space as you want#and wear whatever the hell you want. transfems i love you and i am so so angry on your behalf. modern feminism has failed you#and i am going to kill someone over it#remember to be loudly and unapologetically yourself as much as you safely can. do not let them crush your spirit
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man. i really thought i knew where this was going and now. i once again realize i have no idea what i'm doing
#i was gonna try to do something where i mirrored as much of canon as i could#but that's not really gonna work with the setting i have i don't think#but. today i got like 2-3 different ideas and figured out how to make character motivations make more sense#and how to reflect a few different major canon events in this one#when my plan was originally to only make vague reference to them or ignore them wholesale#so. augh. now i have to figure all this out again#it's fine i'm having fun but god. good goddamn do i have no idea what i'm doing#it's also one of those things where i Know i'm gonna get pretty serious rsd from posting it#bc i know this au is niche#there are literally no people in my life outside of my immediate family that cares about the sports fusion this is.#and i am having an incredibly fun time making this indycar au#but i also feel it in my bones that i'm gonna put in all this work and like. very few people are gonna click on it#just bc of the relative unpopularity of this particular motorsport#it would absolutely be more popular if this was a formula 1 fusion. might even make sense with how much of the cast is european#unfortunately for me i do not give a single damn about f1. indycar is my bag#so. it's my fic and i'll mash my fixations together the way i want to#this isn't really bitching that much bc i am Going To Write This Regardless Of Consequences#but i can feel this one being. niche.#and to round off what i started this with: i really thought i knew what my plot was. and now i am realizing that i am going to#constantly be making changes to it for a while#and i'm starting school again in like. a week. so this will slow me down even more
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