#i'd want to be a hope lantern but i also feel like fear or love would be up there all things considered.
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designing is so easy it comes together in my head like drawing.
#it just unfolds like i'm drawing it out. or appears. it usually appears. depends on if i'm imagining putting it to paper or not.#i get a lot of my designs via vision so a lot of the time it doesn't feel like my mind is forming them at all. just simply#taking in a projection. it just appears !#if i was a lantern my powers would form out of lines. to show my artistic ways.#myevilposts#i'd want to be a hope lantern but i also feel like fear or love would be up there all things considered.#i wouldn't want to be orange/greed but that one too pretty likely for me.#g-d gave me all this mental illness but also perfectly clear and moldable brain vision so what can you do.
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Welcome back, my soul. I hope that you’ve rested well and recovered from the frustrations of your week. I’ve also missed our exchanges, and a selfish part of me is very gratified that you feel the same way. You’ll be glad to hear that I did remember your request to treat myself. I had a rather luxurious bath and a salted caramel while I enjoyed a movie from my long watchlist. I’m curious to know your favorite ways to relax.
My darling Johann, you find a way to make me blush or give me butterflies with each correspondence. I hope you don’t mind that the rather wicked part of my personality enjoys your more possessive tendencies. After all, my favorite couples are the ones deeply in love and slightly obsessed with each other. That being said, I love that you have a wide taste for food because I love to make many of my own cultural foods, but I also make a wide variety of other dishes. To me, the kitchen is just another laboratory, and I adore trying new things. Next, I plan to try making homemade cream puffs.
Perhaps the next time we spend time together, I’ll combine our two favorite foods and bring crostini with brie, prosciutto, and homemade jam. I can also certainly make my favorite sandwich for us. I‘ll pack it in a small basket so we can have lunch at the church one day. Those “chocolate clouds” you discovered sound delightful. I do enjoy frozen desserts, and I absolutely adore berries. Cherries and strawberries are my favorites.
I'll happily accept your reward, but I am curious to see what you have in mind. As long as your marks can remain hidden beneath clothing, you’re welcome to leave them wherever you’d like. Perhaps one of my rewards for you will be a demonstration of my singing or dancing abilities, although I'd happily show them to you regardless. Your compliments towards performers and your offer to learn more about my past roles have made my heart flutter again. If you'd like, I can even give you a list of the songs in my usual repertoire, but I’ll warn you that aome are almost comically different from each other. I've played many different types of roles including Ingénues, femme fatales, and even the occasional villain.
I know that I'm curious about many things involving you, but I also have to ask what kinds of collars and jewelry you'd choose for me. I adore that we could use the jewelry as the “daytime” version of the collar, especially if it were another type of necklace. It would signify that I belong to someone while remaining innocuous, and I enjoy the thought that I'd always be carrying a reminder of you.
Lastly, the promised tattoo story. I chose the moth and lantern symbolism for a few reasons. For one, I enjoyed the symbolism of the phrase “like a moth to the flame.” It describes my intense passion for certain topics, such as science. Secondly, I’ve always felt more like a moth in a world of butterflies, but I’ve grown to understand that our differences make us beautiful and special in our own ways. I'll attach a poem I quite enjoy which will explain, but unfortunately I don’t know its original author.
-L
As I emerged from my cocoon,
I found myself surrounded by beautiful butterflies.
I watched as people would chase after them,
Laughing and playing.
But I did not have those long and thin antennas.
Nor did I have the vividly colored wings that everyone loves.
I did not have an elegant body either.
But I tried my best to be a butterfly,
Because everyone loves butterflies.
Yet each time I was met with disgust.
They always ran away,
Swatting and screaming.
I crashed onto the floor,
And I laid there until the moon awoke from her slumber.
Sweet child,
Why do you cry?
Asked the moon.
Because no one loves me!
I'm not pretty enough for them.
They all swat me away in fear.
I am no butterfly.
Well, of course you're not a butterfly,
You're a moth, and because of that you see what others cannot.
I don't care what I can or cannot see
I want to be pretty!
I WANT TO BE LOVED!
Why won't anyone love me?
But they do!
Somewhere out there is someone who loves moths,
And right now they need you.
They need me?
But how will I know where to find them?
Do what you do best,
Find the light in the dark.
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(I apologize for the length! Feel free to include the Tanz der Vampire info in the exchange <3)
I'm mostly rested, though I'm anticipating this coming Friday will also be a difficult day. If my prediction comes to pass, I'm taking your offer from the other day, that is, if it's still available. Coming back to your selfish gratification feels perfect, I like the honesty. I'm pleased to hear you had a good time. I don't take time to relax very often, but if I do, it mainly consist of sleeping. Doing light observations of things outside of my deep research is also relaxing. However, as of recent, I've noticed time with you is interesting and peaceful, relaxing in its own way.
Admitting your pleasure towards my possessive tendencies may cause more intense actions in the future, you may want to be more cautious. I deeply desire to keep you all to myself, but I don't want to take your wings away because seeing you enjoy the things you love causes an odd feeling inside of me. I don't mind that feeling, it's rather pleasant.
I'd like to watch you work in the kitchen, I wonder if I can distract you while you're working. Your openness to all types of food is lovely, different cultures have so much to offer, it's a great learning experience. Do you have a favorite dish from another culture? By the way, when you bring those delicious sandwiches, bring the cream puffs as well, I want to try them.
You'd like to know what I have in mind for your reward? A remote control vibrator caught my attention. I'd like to learn more about the bluetooth feature on my device, this is the most entertaining way. I suppose it would be a reward and experiment. I assure you the marks will always remain hidden, you have nothing to worry about. Also, yes, share your song list with me, I will share my thoughts on them at a later time. Their differences only serve to compliment your abilities, you're quite the colorful palette to be able to pull off different roles. I look forward to receiving that list.
I'm pleased that you approve of the idea. I'll show you some pictures of necklaces. You may choose from there or suggest a different style.
That's a very poetic reason, this tattoo seems to have a deeper significance than the others before it. I'm glad you have come to understand individual beauty, I'd be concerned otherwise. The poem is lovely, full of intense emotions, I appreciate you sharing it with me. I'd like you to know that within the time we've spoken, I've come to learn many thing about you, and in my eyes, all those things, and those I have yet to learn, make you a butterfly. But you are also a flame, one that burns intensely, you always surprise me. In this sense, I am a moth, drawn to your light.
I chose simple necklace designs because I want you to be able to wear it with everything. The color of the gemstone can always be adjusted.
As for collars, it would have to be in my deep blue color palette with black lace. Ownership and pet play collars are my style preference, they usually have a small lock, bell, or bow tie for decoration. Aside from that we can choose a word or name to print on it if you're interested.
(Don't worry about the length!! Enjoy yourself :) I always have a good time responding. Also, I'm not sure I should show any collar designs so I hope describing them works okay)
#ikevamp rp#ikemen rp#ikemen vampire rp#ikemen role play#ikevamp faust#ikemen series#ikemen vampire#FaustAnswers
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RP meme from Scream Queens Ep 4 "Haunted House" (Note: Offensive content, use at own discretion)
A girl died in this tub.
There's no record of any of these names except for one.
Oh, my god, there's two of them!
I own Halloween. It's my jam.
Halloween is the most important day of the year. It's the one day on the Gregorian calendar where you're allowed to go around terrifying children and not be branded a psychopath.
I am a future network news anchor who's super classy and has almost no fat on her body.
A lot of my fans are, like, friendless dumpy coeds at this or that nursing school in one of this country's various national armpits.
They put down their hot pockets and bask in the warm glow of what it feels like to love me.
I went shopping with my comatose grandmother's credit card and bought presents.
Oh, my god, it says my name!
I hope the severed leg brightens up your trailer park.
You're a bright light in my life, and I wanted you to know how much you impress me with your frumpy spirit.
You are so devastatingly mediocre and adorable!
I can't wait to see you in person, but before that, I'd like to see you post this all over social media, to exploit it for my own gain.
Aah! It's a rotting jack-o'-lantern!
Aah! This box is just filled with blood!
She got me a razor apple!
I stole this cadaver head from an ophthalmology student just for you.
You're the most important person in the world.
So you didn't see anyone in a red devil costume entering or leaving the house?
Are you coming to the precinct pig roast this year?
Come on, she's obviously the killer!
Do you mean to suggest I changed out of my nightgown, strapped myself into a skintight pleather red devil costume, climbed out a second-story dormer, and shimmied to the ground with a chain saw before entering a window I had left open, tried to kill you, then leapt out the window, climbed back up the wall, changed back into my nightgown,
and raced downstairs, all in the course of about 90 seconds?
Clearly that's got you a little freaked out.
I'm not gonna hold any of this against you, and I'm gonna let you be my date for the faculty Halloween party.
Attempted murder!
A guy was almost killed tonight, okay?
Now, no, I'm not a detective, hell, I ain't even a cop, but what I am is somebody who watched every one of those Cosby mysteries, okay?
See? Dismemberment!
I am so sorry that I pushed you out of my car and drove off real scared.
I just can't believe that How To Lose A Guy In 10 days is your favorite movie, too.
In precisely two and half minutes when we go in there, you let me do all the talking.
What are you dressed as?
Oh, you have a squirrel. Don't see that much anymore.
Breakfast is almost ready, we got meat today.
What can you tell us about that night?
Now, we will keep your name out of it, of course.
'm a vault,
And to get in this vault you need a key. Now, you may ask, a key to what? It's a key to meaning. Once you've found the meaning, you don't need the words. You know what I'm saying?
Please, continue with your story.
Have any of you ever heard of "negligent homicide"?
We need to dispose of this body on our own. Now, I've got everything we need in the kitchen to make sausages out of her.
I'm gonna go downstairs, shut this party down, and then we'll get the body out of here.
Somebody has to watch after the baby.
Can you at least turn on the radio?
Just leave the details to me.
We can't just act like this never happened.
She's the devil, that one.
I looked at that baby up close. I know my peas and carrots. That baby was a girl.
Your support doesn't matter.
My campaign needs a theme?
My pumpkin's drunk.
I'm hosting a haunted house to raise money for sickle cell anemia.
Why are you holding a fund-raiser, though?
I don't think you understand the magnitude of the miscalculation you just made.
I can assure you you will not be winning an election anytime soon. And when you lose, I am gonna make it my lifelong passion to destroy your reputation.
You're a stuck-up little sociopath, and everybody in this room knows it.
It might behoove you to recall that everyone here witnessed you actually murder someone
Just sharpening knives.
Put the knives down.
I don't know what came over me.
How very adolescent of you to think of this.
It vaguely smacks of something my six-year-old sister would be excited about.
It's the most disgusting disease in the history of mankind.
You get it when you don't even understand the most basic tenets of oral hygiene.
Just give the dang thing its pot of gold already!
I ain't got no candy!
Bet you're a sexy dirt-covered girl. That's what I bet you are.
Sometimes I come out here and I just rub my hands on the gravestones.
I get you more than anyone.
I also find the thought of dead bodies extremely arousing.
I just don't understand why I have all these dark feelings.
You know, I just think our generation's had it too easy, you know? We haven't seen enough horrible stuff. There's no awesome diseases randomly killing people. There's not really any awesome wars to go off to and witness horrific things you can't unsee. We, like, pulled out of all of 'em.
Sometimes I just don't even feel like I'm living, you know?
The only time I feel anything is when I'm thinking about chopping up a body.
And here you are, saddled up with an uptight girlfriend who freaked out for no other reason than the fact that you just wanted to fantasize about having sex with her lifeless corpse.
Oh, my god, I got a total chub right now.
Not scary enough.
She'll let you in the back door.
What could be scarier for an adult than a child coming to murder them?
Isn't that all of our greatest fear? That the pain, the regrets, the mistakes of our youth will destroy us in our adulthood? That we can't escape our inner child. One we would rather forget, but who, at the end of the day has all the power.
Why are you lying to me?
Something does not make sense.
You got to give me more here, okay?
I don't understand what you're getting at.
Are you on bath salts?
Why are we even here?
This house is haunted.
There's a legend in this neighborhood about a woman who wailed about her dead children. And this was the house she lived in.
These dumb ol' kids are smoking crack.
I think it's incredible what you can find out with just a quick trip down to your local library.
This can be one of the rooms for the haunted house.
What exactly do you plan on doing at this haunted house?
I was thinking we could blindfold folks and make 'em put their hands in a bowl full of grapes we peeled, so it'll feel like eyeballs.
I think the reason you want to have a haunted house party is 'cause a haunted party is like a buffet for murderers.
Yeah, yeah, you can just go around killing anybody you want and ain't nobody even gonna even notice.
Just like you chopped the arms off that dumb-ass golf guy.
Why do you have it out for me?
So now you look at me and see everything you could've been.
I hope you have a good time at you haunted party and get to murder lots of folks.
You have this way too thought out.
Isn't this kind of nice?
My sense of personal identity is completely external.
I really don't have much to offer.
I've found that my particular style of speaking and gesticulation is extremely off-putting to most boys. And girls. And anyone.
I need to eat. My blood sugar is crashing.
I'm tired of depriving myself of joy and sustenance.
I may die at the end of a serial killer's blade, but I refuse to die hungry.
Which one of you ladies would like to be my costume for Halloween? I'm going as "dude having awesome sex with you."
I mean, what in the hell's wrong with the world where a guy can't even whistle at a chick just to tell her she looks hot?
I recently took a women's studies class. Yes, because it was a requirement, but I learned a lot anyways. Like the culture that says it's okay for a man to objectify a woman for her appearance is the same culture that pressures girls as young as ten to have eating disorders.
So you're basically saying I'm the one responsible for making you look hot?
When you treat us like meat, you're no better than him!
I'm not really sure how you got my number, but I like how you took the initiative and texted me where you wanted us to meet.
Do you think you're man enough to take me inside that house and attack my crack?
I'll sure this house has an amazingly romantic basement.
Hey, so, uh, a little awkward since we're about to bone down and everything, but, um, what's your name?
Smells like roadkill.
I've never been so scared in my whole life.
All right, if we go to the police, they're gonna see I'm still rocking a mad sidepipe, and they're gonna think I had something to do with it.
We have to warn people.
All right, everybody listen up! All of your lives are in danger!
There are dead bodies! Dead bodies. Real-life dead bodies.
Did you say dead bodies?
Those are like the most lifelike dead bodies I've ever seen.
Is that a real dead body?
There are five dead bodies in that house. Laid out in horrible and deliberate macabre poses.
You are not leaving this house tonight.
You make it harder and harder to believe that you're not the killer.
I found out something really interesting, and now I have a theory.
Everything is weird about that story.
I mean, it's too big a coincidence.
We have to figure out who that woman was.
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(Wow, I wish I could kill tumblr for messing up and making me rewrite this whole thing from scratch)
Hi, bros! I've gotten so much of crit done this week, so there's a LOT to talk about
Let's start out where we left off in Toy Box.
So like, the Riku and Buzz parallels are so good, like, the Buzz being afraid of being taken over and hurting his friends. Buzz being more skeptical of people, but trusting of his friends and just trusting Woody a whole lot. I love how he just trusts Sora, Donald, and Goofy by the end and they're friends and stuff
The Sora and Woody parallels are so good too, like, Woody trusting Sora and friends right away because they seem to be good guys, fighting the enemies (it's such a Sora thing to trust people just cause they seem good) and really trusting Buzz. Woody doing the angry sassy while talking to YMX/the organization
And bro, like...the Soriku parallels...the softness...
This has so many kh2 Soriku vibes
SAME PICTURE DIFFERENT ANGLE. YOU CAN'T TELL ME OTHERWISE.
*clears throat* Ahem, um...anyways... I was thinking about when YMX tosses Sora into the Verum Rex Gigas minigame. 1st off, I beat it a lot faster than I did my first play through the game on proud mode, so that's helpful. I'm glad that having done this before is helping me learn to be at least a little less stupid and do some things easier because of experience. 2nd, YMX's role in kh3 is very interesting. The hole time I get that he knows more than he's letting on. I feel like he, like Sora, can remember everything between the demon tornado, Riku's sacrifice, mass death, and Sora saving everyone's hearts before the timeline being rewritten and turned back to before everyone dies, and assuming the SRT holds up, he even seems to know the events of the first go around of timeline set before the kh3 we play. It's in the SRT too, but like, him saying "Not this time" and being able to dodge Sora's attacks like he already knows. Then there's YMX's line before the boss battle where he's like, "Find the hearts connected to yours." We could take it as him guiding Sora, getting him to find the seven guardians of light. I'm feeling like it might be foreshadowing or like YMX leading Sora to his end because it could be foreshadowing of remind (I mean, I won't know till I can play) or it's referring to the future of Sora saving all the hearts from the lich. Back to him knowing what's going on in the timelines somehow with that whole leading aspect, then there's during the lich segment where YMX is there somehow and tells Sora about how he'll pay the price, then YMX's "death" where he says that Sora's time in the world is over, indicating he knows what Sora's done and has to pay the price for
So, unlike the gigas thing that went surprisingly well, the possessed marionette and the flying saucer did not, and the flying saucer was the worst. I learned that, unlike in my proud run through, I couldn't just try to beat a gigas as just Sora that easily, considering a gigas could oneshot me (I kinda suck, so I honestly couldn't beat em at all without commanding a gigas myself on crit). So, it was very time consuming, considering I couldn't use a gigas to finish it off and shoot it from afar, and I had to evade all like four gigas and the scattered heartless (it was especially bad if I was about to die and needed to heal) while trying to attack it (needless to say, Donald and Goofy did most of the work in the final stretch while I was trying not to die and also attack the enemy that would warp away if you got too close). I did it though
Okay, final boss battle! Ngl, just...I enjoy the angry sassy of Woody when YMX is like, "See, look buzz fell to darkness blah blah" and Woody is like, "I don't care. Put buzz back the way he was." (Y'know, totally not a Sora attitude and totally not a parallel to CoM when Sora's telling Vexen "I don't care! Just put Riku back!") And YMX like talking about hearts and Woody like, "I don't think you've ever been loved before, because you know nothing about hearts and love." The final boss battle was easy compared to the other boss battles in Toy Box.
Also, I just...enjoy Buzz finally being friends with Sora, Donald, and Goofy and caring about and trusting them now
Now ownards to Corona!
So, starting in the forest just before getting to the tower, I opened a treasure chest with an item that gives sneeze protection (I got a shield for Goofy that does the same thing after I finished this world) which...I... Bro, I'm stupid I like didn't get this item my first run through nor did I know it existed, but playing through this world definitely was easier without sneezing Sora, especially the final boss (but we'll get to that later)
Gotta love that Flynn Rider charm.
"So, I've made the decision to trust you."
"A horrible decision, really."
Hi, I'm Flynn I hope you expect me to run away from battles and have Sora, Donald, and Goofy, who are totally my bodyguards, do all the work and make me look good Rider
Rapunzel after getting out of the tower and her enthusiasm is so Sora like, but ngl, I'd say she's a Riku parallel in this segment. Later in this world, they remark that the tower is a prison for Rapunzel. In this moment she has a lot of conflicting feelings.
"I'M SO FREE!"
"I'm such a terrible person..."
"This is so fun!"
"Oh, what would Mother think...? I should go back..."
"I'M NEVER GOING BACK!"
She's being pulled two ways. Part of her is excited to see the whole outside world and ready to live her dream, defying Mother Gothel, while the other part of her urges her to go back to her prison with Gothel where she'll be safe. This is much like in DDD with the Quasimodo and Riku parallel where Riku tells Quasi that it's not because of Frollo's rules or because Frollo said the outside world would harm him, it's because something in his heart holding him back. Most likely, it was from fear. In Riku's case, he said it from experience because he too is struggling with something where it's his heart holding him back, nothing else (probably his feelings for Sora are the thing he won't set free)
I like how kh3 is like, self aware or like, aware of the kh lore like when Donald and Goofy mention Data Sora, or in this case where Sora, Donald, and Goofy don't remember Marluxia because castle oblivion and he's like, "Such a pain. Whatever. It's not like you need to know." Kh3 shows that Nomura remembers the things he set up before.
Also, Goofy: "I think the 'has-been' prefers Marluxia" 😂😂😂
The heartless chariot was just as terrible and time consuming as always because of how much I died.
I did surprisingly well at the dancing section compared to past attempts, so that was cool. Rapunzel and Sora are just so adorable though and Rapunzel with the flowers in her hair is just😔👌
Okay, I like, I love the lantern scene because it's just so beautiful. Like, I just love those shots of all the lanterns and of Flynn and Rapunzel and of Sora, Donald, and Goofy watching them. Also...Flynn lowkey being given the choice between Rapunzel and the crown and basically choosing her
"I should've given it to you before, but I was just scared."
"I'm starting to." And Flynn pushes the satchel away, focusing on Rapunzel, choosing her.
Also, thinking that this part is a parallel to Riku in the RoD because Riku got the strength to protect the one he cherishes most (Sora) and now he's not afraid anymore, even in the RoD. He feels stronger and more confident. For Rapunzel, after spending time with Flynn and traveling, she's not afraid of the world anymore and she becomes more confident. She trusts Flynn and gives him the satchel (which in the movie I believe she originally withheld and hid out of fear of him going back on their promise)
So, then, Flynn and Rapunzel release their lanterns into the sky, and they twirl around each other as they fly up
Seem familiar? It's almost like...
HEARTS IN TUNE BAY BEE
SORIKU PARALLELS
Also, rip Sora, Donald, and Goofy. They just wanted to watch the scenery, but got interrupted by nobodies
Bro, it's really sad, like, I feel so sad for Rapunzel because she really trusted Flynn and Mother Gothel framed Flynn, breaking Rapunzel's heart because she thought it was all genuine, that Flynn really wasn't going to hurt her and meant the things he said. Then, Gothel takes her to the tower
Sora still being able to be awoken from a lick to the face from an animal like in kh1😂
In my first run through of the game, I got to this part with all the heartless and nobodies on the way to the tower and the section between everyone starting off towards the castle and reaching the castle I tried to go through as fast as possible and skipped fighting the heartless and nobodies I could. This time, I managed to clear the whole area after making it my goal for leveling up purposes, so that was cool👍
And now we reach the tower cutscenes and a very niiiiiiice Soriku parallel, which I'll have to put in the next post due to the photo limit
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ITS QUANTUM ANON BACK FOR MORE....I'd love to see a scenario in which Jack and the reader have a scary movie night and the reader can barely handle it, the damn movies are incredibly scary and she gets clingy when she's scared. Jack is very amused. (sounds cliché but it's me when I watch scary movies ok) Scared cuddles and dog videos of calming ensue. (also if you could please put in a tag somewhere or a little quick post saying you got this n tumblr didn't eat it that would be appreciated
Jack Joyce X Reader – Hold Me
A/N – I will never in my life apologise for making Will a meme-loving fuck. I have a big sister, so I know exactly how to be a younger pain in the ass.
Warnings – None
Rating – T
Life as you knew it had been completely changed since the incident between the Joyce brothers and Paul Serene. Although Monarch Solutions wasn’t as big of a threat as it had been before, Jack and Will still worried about what remained of it. You knew they were also concerned about the threat it posed to Will’s research, and more importantly, to you because of your affiliation with the brothers; maybe if you and Jack weren’t romantically involved, there wouldn’t be a problem, but that wasn’t the case.
Since the brothers needed to protect what remained of Will’s research, in case Monarch got any shifty ideas again, the pair moved into the old community pool building. It wasn’t long after that that Jack asked you to move in with them. Although you would have rather continued your regular life in your previous apartment, you knew it would tear Jack apart to have to watch over Will’s research and you; to spare him any worry, you agreed to stay with the pair.
To be fair, life wasn’t so bad in the dilapidated pool building. Will and Jack respected your boundaries, and even turned one of the old changing rooms into your own personal bedroom; it didn’t go unnoticed by you how much prettier your room was than their shared one which had previously housed Beth Wilder. Every little thing the pair did for you made you love them all the more, Jack romantically, and Will as a little brother.
Despite their efforts however, it was still hard for you to think of the old building as a home instead of a hide-out. You knew you were bad at hiding your emotions, but you hoped that neither of the pair would notice quite how much you missed living a normal life. Jack of course, noticed everything where you were concerned, and that brought you to your current predicament. With Halloween coming up, Jack thought he could bring the holiday to you, since he didn’t dare take you to it; with so many costumes and chaos, it would be all too easy for Monarch to pull some kind of dirty trick he couldn’t protect you from. As such, he’d just offered you a date night, filled with all kinds of the grotesque horror films he loved so much.
He was being sweet. You knew he was, and yet you wished he would stop it and return to being his usual sardonic self; whenever he was overly sweet, you knew it was because he was worried about you and didn’t want you to catch on.
“What do you say?” Jack asked, drawing you out of your reverie.
He looked so apologetically awkward that you had to smile. How could he so suddenly switch from the slick smart-talker you knew so well to someone as insecure as Will? When Jack was being this sincere, you knew you didn’t have the heart to say no to him. Yet, you also wanted him to think you were braver than you felt, which would never happen if he saw how you were during horror films. In all the years of your friendship, you had always managed to avoid the film genre Jack loved so much, claiming horror films were far too overrated, when really you were just too scared to watch them.
Now, in the relationship you had craved for so long, Jack appeared almost bashful in offering to share this piece of himself with you.
“You know what,” Jack said at your lack of a response, “You’re probably right. Horrors are overrated anyway. We don’t have to-”
“I’d love to,” You blurted, sparing Jack any hurt feelings.
His face lit up brighter than any Jack-o-lantern ever could, evidently proud at having cheered you up. “Yeah? I’ll get the movies and meet you at the projector. It’ll be just you, me, and good ol’ Charles ‘Chucky’ Monroe.”
“Great,” You grinned, then once Jack was out of earshot, “Just perfect.”
You sat rigidly on one end of the two-seater sofa while Jack set up an old film projector so it would play the movies on the entire wall the two of you faced, like a cinema would.
“So, which do you want to start with?” He asked distractedly.
“There’s just so much choice,” You answered mechanically.
“I know, isn’t it great? How about the Grudge, or maybe Saw? I bet you can find a few things in Saw that Will would probably invent himself, if he could. God knows he hates people enough to want to torture them.”
Neither choice really appealed to you, but you didn’t want to spend the next month imagining Will as a murderous sociopath, so you opted for the Grudge, whatever that was.
Not even twenty minutes into the film and you were already terrified by the evil ghost creature that haunted the screen, or in your case the wall. Every so often you would subconsciously reach out for Jack, then snap your hand back, afraid that if you let him hold you, he would feel how badly you were trembling.
You froze at the sound of heavy footsteps, though you quickly realised they were not coming from the speakers in front of you; it had to be Will, returning from the town. He came up the stairs where you and Jack were, lugging a heavy bag of shopping onto the counter behind you.
“What’s going on here?” Will asked, dropping the bag with a thud.
“Horror night,” Jack answered curtly, annoyed by Will’s sudden arrival.
“Huh, cool. The Grudge? Good choice. Not as good as Saw though,” He said a little too wistfully. “Okay, I’m in, scooch over.”
Will forced himself between you and Jack, further cramping the two-seater.
“WILL!” Jack shouted. “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?”
“You’re right,” Will nodded, missing the point that he wasn’t invited. ���(Y/N), do you mind? There’s a chair over there small enough for you.”
“HEY! No way. (Y/N) stay, he’s gonna leave now.”
“(Y/N) stay?” Will repeated disgustedly. “(S)he’s not a dog Jack, and why do I have to go anyway? You’re the one that forgot to invite me.”
“I didn’t forget. This is a date you idiot! Get out!”
“IDIOT? At least I’m not an ingrate. You could have told me beforehand.”
“READ THE ROOM!”
“YOU KNOW I CAN’T VIBE CHECK. Then again neither can you, because you didn’t even pick a romantic horror.”
Jack threw up his arms exasperatedly, “What does that even mean?”
“Films like this are all scare. In a horror like The Boy however, there is a romantic subplot. In this essay I will-”
Jack grabbed Will in a headlock, pulling him up and dragging him to the staircase. Will flailed uselessly, trying to hit Jack’s arms. Finally, Jack pushed him away, nearly tripping him down the stairs, “Out, Will!”
Will grumbled as he stomped down the stairs, “I just came out to have a good time, and I’m honestly feeling so attacked right now.”
On his way back to you, Jack shook his head disbelievingly, “Sorry (Y/N).”
“It’s alright,” You laughed, glad that the commotion allowed you to miss around ten minutes of the on-screen horror.
“Hey, this is your first time seeing the Grudge, right?”
You nodded.
“Don’t worry then, I’ll go back so you don’t miss anything.”
Dying inside a little bit, you gave Jack a quick thumbs up. As promised, Jack rewound the film, picking up where you’d left off before Will had come back. Although you longed to isolate yourself on one side of the sofa again, Jack held up his arm for you to sit under. You smiled meekly, laying against him, somewhat comforted when his arm wrapped over your side.
You thought the film had been scary before, yet with each passing minute further horrors were introduced, each worse than the last. Jack was glad you couldn’t see his face as he held back gales of laughter at your fear of the film. More often than not, he would look down to find you squeezing your eyes shut, and gripping tightly to his thigh, barely holding back whimpers.
When the film started, he had no idea you were so scared of horrors. The idea you were petrified of a ghost story and too afraid to tell him was hilarious. You had literally survived Monarch’s terror attack by his side, yet somehow the evil work of on-screen fiction was scaring you more than previous real-life encounters.
By the end of the film, you couldn’t even look at the screen anymore. You were clinging onto Jack as if your life depended on it, burying your face against his chest to avoid looking. Finally, it was over, and although you clearly couldn’t handle another film, Jack couldn’t resist poking fun at you.
“A real masterpiece,” He said, stroking your arms. “I mean, did you see the detail when the Grudge tore that woman’s jaw off? Just a quick snap and it was gone.”
You cringed, peeking up at Jack so you didn’t have to reimagine the gore in the madness of your mind.
“And what about the part with the kid in the bathtub? That is some good film making right there. Oh, but listen to me rambling on, what was your favourite part of the film?”
You desperately wanted to continue clinging onto Jack and tell him that the only watchable part of the film was the credits which were slowly rolling onwards. Instead, you mumbled agreement about the torn jaw to shut him up. You reminded yourself how excited he had been to share this with you and managed a weak smile that didn’t reflect what you felt on the inside at all.
“I’m glad you liked it,” Jack grinned, having entirely too much fun. “So, what should we watch next? I’ll even let you choose again.”
“I couldn’t possibly,” You squeaked, your throat going dry.
“You’re right, I could see your excitement there. The clear winner is the Grudge Two.”
You shivered involuntarily. Taking the opportunity to scare you further, Jack leaned forward, blowing lightly against your neck. You screamed, jumping up from the sofa and scratting at your neck frantically. Jack fell about laughing at the sight, having the time of his life.
You couldn’t help tearing up a little bit. You weren’t usually so sensitive, but the film had drained you of any usual resilience. You folded your arms, hugging yourself quietly and as suddenly as he had started, Jack stopped laughing, though he was still smiling when he enveloped you in a strong hug.
“Sorry,” he chuckled. “I didn’t mean to upset you.”
“I know,” You whispered in a small voice.
“Hey, did it really scare you that badly?”
You nodded shakily, reminding Jack of when he was barely a teenager and he’d just seen his first horror film; at the time, he was so scared that he spent an hour throwing up before bed.
He stroked your arms soothingly, resting his head on top of yours. “Would a night of dog videos help?”
“Can we watch Turner and Hooch?” You mumbled.
Jack kissed the top of your head, “Every Halloween from now on.”
“Okay.”
“Alright, come on, we’ll go get Turner and Hooch.”
“And Will?” You asked, risking a smile.
Jack groaned, “Will, really?”
“He really likes Turner and Hooch.”
Jack rolled his eyes and heaved a dramatic sigh, “Fine. Will can come too, but he’s sitting on the floor.”
You giggled, “Okay, sure, we’ll see how long that lasts.”
“I mean it,” he grinned mischievously, picking you up bridal style. “He has to stay on the floor, so I can hug my beautiful partner all night long.”
You pecked Jack’s lips, thankful that he was so understanding, “I love you.”
“Happy Halloween (Y/N).”
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Recently reread With Violet Light, and I was wondering, if the other members of the Batfam had rings, which colors of the emotional spectrum would they be and why? I'd love to hear your thoughts!
I wrote ‘With Violet Light’ after asking myself the same question. I remember thinking who in the batfamily would get what ring if any... and while my first thought was to peg Jason with a red ring I reanalysed and realised that everything he does (including everything that his anger stems from) can be linked back to love.
I do think he loves the hardest out of everyone in the batfam. That’s why he gets hurt and aggressive when Bruce is dismissive and it’s why he keeps coming back into the fold despite everything that has happened to him.
Also, after reading some books with Star Sapphires in them, it became VERY clear that the kind of love they deal in isn’t gooey happy fairy story love. They feature jealousy, unrequited love, and (of course) broken hearts. Most Star Sapphires don’t have a prince charming hanging off their hip and most don’t seem to want one.
With that in mind I thought Jason would do well in that girls club.
Bruce I think has one foot in the Green’s corner and one in the yellow. I don’t think he is dedicated enough to either side to be any use to the other. In other words, while he has a lot of willpower he would be a bad green lantern because he embraces and feeds off his fear... and if he had a yellow ring I think his will to fight against fear would likewise counteract it.
So no ring for Bruce. Sorry. He got close (to two in fact) but never quite got the cigar.
Dick might get hope. I think he would be able to sweet talk a blue ring onto his finger is he were at the right place and the right time.
Tim... is tricky. Maybe he has just enough of every one to maybe (if he dedicated himself to it) he could get a white ring. But I think that’s unlikely. More likely he’s happy to sit out of this game of bright colours in space spandex.
Damian could get a yellow. It’s not likely but it could defiantly happen given the circumstances. He both feels and inspires great fear and would be an attractive addition to the corps from Sinestro’s point of view (Sinestro selects all his corp members... he doesn’t leave it totally up to the rings unlike other factions).
FYI: Just in case anyone was wondering why I haven’t brought up the indigo rings (compassion) for any batfam... remember. Those rings go to people WITHOUT empathy. They pick people opposite to their power in order to teach them compassion. Likewise, there is only one orange ring so no one is going to pull that little lottery ticket while it’s bearer still lives.
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