#i’m truly sick

[gettingsilly]

i am going to freak some ppl out so bad but i want leon to use me like a urinal ok i … am not good mentally so anyways . like what if ur taking a long trip with step!dad leon and there’s no gas stations nearby and he yknow . . i literally feel so icky typing this but whatever. i need him.

[enobariasteeth]

okay but reminder they hated this little guy enough to put his life up to a poll

[moonlight-nat]

whatever you do don’t think about the fact that lestat is the last person alive to remember louis as a human and what his family was like and what his thoughts and fears and dreams were before the dark gift

[starqueensthings]

Look at his eyes.

We all damn well know he calculated the odds of his survival in that moment. He calculated them and he knew, and he still did not hesitate.

[ambeauty]

Was it scary when you met your culinary idol and he stared at you like he’d found his? Was it scary when he told you that you are everything else? Was it scary how much he trusted you with everything so quickly? Was it scary when he confided in you for the first time about his brother? Was it scary when he defended you stabbing his cousin? Was it scary when he turned out to be exactly who you didn’t want him to be but different? Was it scary when he apologized to you first? Was it scary when you accepted his offer to share a dream? Was it scary when you didn’t shirk off the way his hands always seem to find their way on you? Was it scary when his focus left you? Was it scary when he asked you how you were feeling? Was it scary when he promised not to let your fail? Was it scary when he gifted you custom chef whites? Was it scary when he asked you to keep his brother’s final words at your expo station? Was it scary when he screamed out for you during the soft opening of your restaurant? Was it scary when he said he was never going to let it happen again? Was it scary when he offered you a third share of his restaurant in an official contract? Was it scary when his mental health started deteriorating in front of you but you still wanted to take care of him? Was it scary when you got an offer for something more perfect and didn’t immediately run away? Was it scary when you tried to find the words to tell him what you were really feeling and couldn't? Was it scary when he demanded you take your place at his side amongst some of the best chefs in the world? Was it scary when you realized maybe you can't leave him because there's too much love shared between you?

Sydney’s never going to grow if she doesn’t learn how to get over her fears. Her fear of failure and her fear of losing the people that she loves. Loving somebody is a truly scary thing but at some point we’ve got to stop running away if what we want and who we need has been right there.

[anothersuperstition]

like five commissions would solve so many of my problems right now …. 🌀you want to commission me🌀…. 🌀you want to look at my pinned post and you want to commission me sooooo bad🌀…….

a few recent commissions ⬇️

been loving leaning into more illustration/poster work and would love to do more!!

[joekeerys]

can’t let go of the horrible feeling that the “larger and more toxic butterflies to come” means sunfyre is actually dead because condal refuses to let aegon have anything good and god forbid his bond with sunfyre overshadows tb in any way

[marisatomay]

cannot even begin to describe the noise that just came out of my mouth

[comradekarin]

music is truly dead I fear… everything is not about the sales, the streams, the debut and numbers in general. numbers are an indicator of how much your music is consumed, yes, not the quality of an artist. it’s about the ART. the TALENT. the dedication in excelling in one’s craft. being a legend used to mean something. now all mfs do is throw numbers around. I complain about taylor swift enough on this account, but i just can’t help but be annoyed at how she is the industry, she is the so called standard, she is better than the rest of the music legends and how is that claim backed? oh, she has the numbers. what happened to putting on an amazing show? what happened to praising vocalists?? what happened to appreciating choreo? what about the art? the meaning, the symbolism, the intentions behind a project… everything is just being consumed like fast food, no one appreciates a good body of work anymore. what artist even wants to be known for out selling and not their talent???

it fucking sucks that someone like taylor is held as a music legend, never before seen, while all MY black legends are undermined and undervalued, all of the obstacles and pushback they faced swept under the rug. being a star used to mean something. being an artist used to MEAN something-

[mickeym4ndy]

can we please stop with the ‘Mickey is objectively a bad person’ shit PLEASE.

I get it comes from a place of holding him accountable for his actions which is fair but going straight to “he’s a bad person” just completely disregards so much of his growth and development, and the nuances of the show.

I get Mickey fans got a reputation in the past for excusing everything he does and yea that’s annoying. But to counteract that by saying “he’s objectively terrible!” is so one dimensional and also completely goes against everything that shameless is about.

the point of shameless isn’t that all of these people are terrible, it’s to show the effect living in poverty has on a person and the lengths that are necessary to go to survive in that life, and the mistakes that ultimately causes people to make along the way.

no shameless character is perfect. that’s the point. even some of the worst things that characters have done have been because they are victims of their circumstances and situations. they are nuanced complex characters that can’t be put into boxes of good and bad

they’ve all done things to hurt other people and themselves. but the point is is that most of them have good within them, but all the factors against them make it harder to let that out.

“He’s a bad person” is a lazy reading of the show that completely lacks nuance in my opinion

[subtlehaz]

Eddie being very confused/ disturbed by Buck not using his key/ asking to come in was straight out of a fanfic

but also Buck was SO gentle the way he purposely ensured no one else was home/ no one would see him so he could have this necessary conversation immediately

[laylakeating]

LAYLA KEATING All American, 6.05

[luminousstardust]

me, after the “you are my tether” conversation: yeah, there’s literally no straight explanation, they are straight up in love with each other.

marisha: *confirms this conversation is when laudna realized she had feelings for imogen*

me:

[bloodibambiidoll]

Wow. I love them. Absolutely adorable boyfriends. I want them in my guts bullying my cervix until I cry:)

[lylahammar]

Tumblr is the last social media I’ve been holding on to and I might genuinely come on here much less after this election because this website is so sickeningly white and it SHOWS

[sneezysubbyboi]

I just had the horniest, messfuckeriest dream ever where I was watching from the top-down someone sneezing uncontrollably from a cold — collapsed on all fours completely disheveled on a white floor; the perfect canvas for splattering the surface with their sickly, light greenish snot as they sneezed and sneezed completely through their nose aiming down. Tissues and inducing tools were strewn about from something that clearly worked a little too well..

And and and they yelped “I-i’m so… s-sick!! 😭” in the most pitiful, whiny voice i’ve ever heard while the poor thing kept making a Jackson Pollock painting of the floor