#i’m so over it

[willyoubemycherryy]

𝑆𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑆𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛 (𝐹. 𝑇𝑖𝑔𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑎𝑟)

Unfortunately this is my life right now. I needed my family gone YESTERDAY.

Contains: stressed, stress, stressing, tangible irritation, dysfunctional oblivious family, kissing, hiding, cameo appearance based on my older sister

There wasn’t a breath deep enough you could take to calm yourself down.

Fiyero seemed to be acutely aware of this so he stayed silent as his chest was pressed to yours where you both were glued together, currently hiding from the everlasting season of irritation that was your family and the holidays. There honestly weren’t any words.

The lack of space, the way they stayed glued to your side during most of their stay, the snoring, endless noise, whining, complaining, the way all your brothers seemed to speak in surround sound, all the mess, how nothing was ever good enough for your mother, toppled over with all your unfairly assigned “sister responsibilities”.…you exhale heavily through your mouth as you run your hands down your face. If all the general inconvenience wasn’t enough, you barely got to spend any alone time with the one person who didn’t constantly stress or annoy you. The most you got to do was a peck- maybe kiss- and you had to sneak to do that because if they knew you had a boyfriend after being socially averse your whole life, you know how badly they’d blow it out of proportion- before one of your family members was off wanting to do something or another. Another heavy sigh and with this one, you’re fighting tears. You just want your apartment back, no mess and no noise with no loud family that wears out every welcome you’ve ever given. Peace and quiet. That’s all you wanted.

So, here you were; hiding with your secret boyfriend in the bathroom with the lights off to escape the noise and be alone with the solace you give each other for just a few minutes. You’ve had a headache for days and Fiyero’s been going with everything assumingely unbothered but you know better. He likes the space you two have. He also knows that you truly didn’t want to do anything this year so the look on your face when all your close relatives and siblings literally appeared at your place on Friday for a surprise stay at your place for Christmas week gave him a hint on why you wanted to stay out of the drama for this year. Plus…Fiyero misses you. Yeah, you were there but you weren’t happy. He misses you happy and the flow you both had before it got disrupted. Your folks were nice enough but he couldn’t overlook how…inconsiderate…they also were. Just dropping in without checking in on how you felt about it or if you had any prior plans and then expecting you to accommodate them, didn’t feel right. He can only imagine how over it you really are so that’s why if in this moment all he can give you is silence, he will. Smoothing a hand down your hair, he resigns himself to wait in the darkness along with you until you’re ready but you speak first.

“I want our apartment back.”

“I know. Me too, miss having you all to myself.”

You smile a little at that because it really was lovely with just the two of you. Quiet, calm, and a sweet atmosphere that came with coexisting with the love of your life.

“Don’t get me wrong- i did miss them just-”,

“Not all at once for an impromptu 7 day stay?” You pinch your lips in as a frown overtakes your features, the picture of unhappiness and Fiyero pulls you closer, wrapping his arms around you and rests his chin on top of your head while you pout.

“Exactly.”

You both sigh in tandem, soaking in the one break you’ve had in 5 whole days.

“What else is it? You’ve been more…” Fiyero trails off as he cups your face, peering down into yours. He doesn’t really have to elaborate because you know what he means and you know he won’t judge your answer.

“…they’re just so…needy. They want everything. You should’ve seen the episode yesterday in the shopping center.” You groan remembering how much a season you didn’t plan on participating in has cost you. You didn’t even want to celebrate in the first place. You just wanted to relax, have sex with your boyfriend, and enjoy holiday themed stuff and occasional outings with your friends but nooo you couldn’t even do that.

Sensing your rapidly overwhelming frustration, Fiyero presses a slow, firm, kiss on your lips. Humming when you kiss him back before pulling away.

“Just 2 more days”, he says, squishing your cheeks so your mouth opens then leaning back down to kiss you again but deeper. He swallows your moans as you drag your hand up his back, feeling the muscles there as he takes your breath away. You feel his tongue lave hotly across the inside of your cheek and you almost lose your balance from the jolt of pleasure that shoots through you, other hand gripping his forearm. However, Fiyero pulls away before you can make a scene, resting his forehead against yours as you gasp against his mouth, trying to catch your breath. You barely hear him when he talks through the blood rushing in your ears, heart pounding.

“Two more days. Okay?”

The rasp in his voice hypnotizes you and you nod belatedly, movements slow and jerky as you repeat dumbly after him.

Mmhm, yeah, two more days.”

Fiyero smiles at how eager you are to forget the past 5 days of disaster through his touch but it’s only 4:11 pm and you have company waiting. You slip your hands underneath his ugly Christmas sweater, feeling the hard ridges of his muscles, tilting your head up with a pleased hum when he meets your lips again within seconds. It’s honestly the best you’ve felt in days, held and being kissed breathless. The only noise being your panting and Fiyero’s low groans. You drag your fingertips down his happy trail- not to start anything, of course but just because his skin is nice- feeling giddy at the way his hands hold you tighter.

“Honey! Are you almost done? We have awkward posed pictures to take!” Rapid knocks accompanied by your older sisters voice make you two spring apart and you fight not to scream in frustration.

“Yeah I’ll be out in a few minutes!” You yell back, craving an empty space more than ever. Huffing one more time, you feel Fiyero nose along your temple before whispering in your ear.

“Two more days?”

“Two more days and not a hour longer.” You hear the footsteps walk away from the door but of course it’s not the end the end of it.

“You should invite your friend! The one that’s been hanging around the last couple of days! He’s ridiculously hot and he’s got an ass that could cause traffic!!” She yells across the distance she walks from the door and your mouth drops in sheer mortification, face hot while you pointedly ignore the shake of Fiyero’s chest as he laughs; clearly very much enjoying your sisters praise.

“I really am all that, huh?

This won’t be the longest two days of your life at all..

[dingledraw]

Lady Antonia J. Crowley

[sparsilees]

‘dumb jock’

‘rubbish liar’

‘hair-trigger temper’

‘spineless pushover’

‘poor table manners’

‘illegible penmanship’

‘unintelligible speech’

‘gauche and uncouth’

‘bit of a blundering buffoon’

‘wears his emotions like a traffic cone’

‘so oblivious he can’t see his own nose’

‘couldn’t organise a piss-up in a brewery’

‘brute forces his way without a semblance of plan’

— harry james potter, as wonderfully depicted by the fandom at large but entirely, fundamentally, unfortunately, out of character

pardon me, but is that an oc born of your poor comprehension and fevered imaginations?

what’s wrong with harry as he is? don’t demean him just to elevate your favourites. if you don’t genuinely appreciate him or his canon characteristics, his actual flaws and strengths—not ones you must exaggerate or fabricate—then why waste your time focusing on him?

[d1lf-loverr]

an angel dies everytime i see vander fanart that shows him with abs and absolutely obscure muscles GIVE THAT MAN HIS TUMMY AND MOOBS PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD (like for younger vander i absolutely understand but ugh he’s so beautiful the way he is)

[handsome-wise-strong]

Hearing Rhaenyra say the line I fear what I have begun after watching the greens spread rumors about her sons, plot for years in advance, usurp her throne, try to keep Rhaenys prisoner, kill her allies, kill her son and cause so much stress that she miscarries:

[snowflake-sage]

Can I just bitch about something for a minute

Irresponsible dog owners have highkey ruined dogs for me

I cannot tell you the amount of times I have been chased by a DIFFERENT dog in my neighborhood. Please, ffs, KEEP YOUR DOG IN YOUR YARD!! I am riding my bike on a public road! Why is your dog running off your property into the street to chase me! I don’t know that your dog is friendly or not, and even if you said it is, I don’t believe you!

I have had dogs literally bite my bicycle, I have had them chase me, my poor mom was walking our own dog on a leash in OUR YARD and my neighbors dog ran INTO OUR YARD, legit up to the front door and their dog tried to attack our dog. On our OWN PORCH!

WHY are so many people irresponsible?? If you have a dog, you need to have something to keep it in your yard, a fence, an invisible fence, walk it on a leash!!

It’s fucking ridiculous, it makes me so mad. You’re putting other people and your own dog in danger, if it’s running in the road it could get hit by a car. Why tf is it outside by itself?? And idc if you claim your dog is friendly, a friendly dog isn’t going to run into someone else’s yard and attack their dog, it’s not going to bite my bike.

Like these irresponsible people ruin dogs for everyone else bc I know people who have put hours into training their dog, and it’s ruined in instance bc someone else’s dog attacked theirs, and now their dog is reactive. It’s so fucking common too, I used to work at a pet store, it’s MOST PEOPLE.

I used to love dogs, now every time I see one I hold my fucking breathe, I legit get so nervous. I am developing a freaking fear of dogs.

And it’s frustrating. I LIKE dogs. I used to want my own dog (not just a family one). Now I can’t imagine myself getting one. Because even if I get one and do everything right, someone else and their negligence could ruin it for me.

I don’t hate dogs, but I’m AFRAID of a lot of them. Especially big dogs, they legit scare me. Small dogs aren’t so bad, but I literally got approached by a random boxer dog today, that’s a big fucking dog dude. It was literally running into multiple peoples yards and through the street. Just wtf.

I just want to ride my bike man, without being scared I’m gonna get attacked by a random fucking dog, im on a public street, why are DOGS CHASING ME?

[starboymuse]

this! florida is and remains a red (republican) state - desantis just signed a law banning abortions after six weeks and yet while the war on woman continues to take place no one has once questioned why races continue to take place in miami.

not to mention said race is filled with little to no fans and is not meant for the general public due to price gouging. it continues to be filled with brands, investors, influencers, athletes and the top 1%. it’s not for “fans” and never has been.

there continues to be a negative light shined onto any discourse surrounding bringing f1 to any middle eastern location while the US is holding 3 races and 2/3 of the states continue to oppress women, violate human rights, incite racist, homophobic, sexist behavior, and are a hub for disbelieving in the need for gun control. but whatever makes the sport money, right?

[holding-out-for-hea]

I’m not over it..

Ya know what ticks me off the most about the Misha thing? It’s not even the opportunism. It’s not even him just being a thirsty scumbag who needs to be validated and adored. I could just dislike him and ignore him for that mess.

It’s that **HE KNOWS** that when he says these things Jensen is going to be inundated with hate and accusations of homophobia. He know a supposed friend is going to be dragged through the mud, because it happens EVERY TIME, and he does it anyway. That’s what pushes me into the ‘I loathe him’ category.

That AND him constantly feeding the cackling heller hyenas made fandom unbearable for a time and the hate that was also heaped on Jared. Those things just make him so irredeemable. He will never stop. He will be a ratchet ass 80 year old on Cameo telling hellers that Jensen was thinking of making a revival with destiel at the center 🤦🏻‍♀️

[dearratboii]

They’re gfs

[texaschainsawmascara]

[writinglionqueen]

Idk if I’m just being like…bitchy or whatever but I’m so over going to Drew’s tag and seeing nothing but “punkintyre” like…let’s not and say we did yall…yall make a Drew fan want to not even go to his tag and that’s sad keep it to your own

[thatgiraffefromtlou]

for all of my beautiful women waiting on part two of the aurora project i just want to update you all. with the results of the election im having trouble focusing on writing. i want to give you the best i can so it may take a little longer than i expected to publish part two. but it is being written and hopefully will be up at the end of the week. i love you all and please stay safe.

[xo-zizi]

Jordan spent the episode acting like a CHILD. Patience revealed Layla’s secret and he got mad at Spencer. Spencer was trying to get him some media shine and the media didn’t wanna talk to him so he got mad at Spencer. They lost last game because of Mac’s plays and he still mad at Spencer. Olivia didn’t tell him about her book before Spencer so he got mad at SPENCER. Anything anybody does, his ass is mad at Spencer. And this show really made me sit there and watch Spencer apologize and say “our beef on the field shouldn’t affect our bond as brothers” as if Jordan isn’t the jackass that took the beef off the field. And no apology came from that??? Fuck y’all bruh

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I hope one day I have people in my life who consider how I feel and actually take preventive steps to not upsetting me. That’s all.

[sukunastoy]

Hey so I’m done seeing all the election stuff. Tumblr isn’t the place I go to deal with election/political nonsense. Tumblr is my safe space. So, follower or not, if it’s constant politics, I’m blocking.

Yes everyone has a right to their opinion.

And I have a right to not have to constantly see it.

[saintsir4n]

having one of the few black characters attack a police officer?! WRITERS WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!