#i’m sleepy rn. is this anything
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i don’t care. i’m gonna be a hater rn. i don’t see what’s so cool or special about having four arms. big whoop. what’s so bad about being able to hold a normal amount of things that you have to mess with that? i think it’s great. i have a great and normal life with only one shoulder girdle, that can fit in most normal shirts with ease. i love having only the average amount of shoulder pain with my one set of shoulders. if i was held at gunpoint and forced to write one of my favorite things that the fuckers up in cloud kingdom has granted me, it would be my body, in all of its single-shouldered glory, two shoulder blades two humeruses two hands aw yeah. it’s so fucking great. FUCK YOU if you have four arms. do not FUCKING interact 🖕
#textpost#ninjago#i’m sleepy rn. is this anything#this is exaggerated btw i just wanted to swear a lot#inspired by me being unable to watch the pilots b4 s1 on my first watch#so i didn’t see why garmadon having 4 arms was such a big deal#i also had no clue why the show kept showing me two random skeletons
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me: dude im not even feeling that tired rn and haven’t for ages oh no oh fuck im probably accidentally faking my disability-
my chronic fatigue, loading ammunition into a massive fucking cannon: damn really bro?
#been so tired these past like 2 days#like not regular gotta lie down tired nah#like i don’t have the energy to do basically anything tired#and again i don’t mean like idk i can’t wash the dishes cause idk i’m sleepy or whatever#i mean like i physically can’t do or say like double the amount i normally can’t#like i’ll know how to do smthn or what to say clearly in my head but i just don’t have the energy to get it out if that makes sense#and that’s not like all of it but it’s one of the worst parts (at least rn)#like i feel like i’m actually going insane cause of this it’s just rlly weird#idek i am also like i gotta lie down most of the day tired#but it’s not that strong idk#this is turning into kinda a vent idk#but it’s fine to rb the actual post is fine#chronically ill#chronic fatigue#disabled
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When I die, I hope my buddies do a trick where they open my coffin, find it empty, and then my body just falls out of the ceiling, and it turns out it’s attached to a fan, so it’s just spinning around, and then the “You spin me right round” song starts playing
I may or may not want my funeral to be a tad silly
#juni rambles#Sleep deprived#silly fun funeral idea for the friends and family#This was actually conjured up awhile back#I think it was cause I saw a funny YouTube comment and was like wait a momento#This isn’t anything to be concerned about I’m just in a goofy mood#While we’re at it can somebody show up in a suit in the distance so people think I secretly worked for the government? Thanks#I’m so sleepy RN
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I accidentally drew the same goddamn pose 3 times lmao. Why is posing legs so hard i always fall back on posing them in the shape of a 4. Also, new freak!! Her name is Jerryjack. More about her + individual images + couple other things below the cut vvv
I don’t think I’ve posted any drawings of her other than her first, but i’ve been drawing rig a lot more like this rather than that first one. More graphic head shape, more upright ears, one eye hidden, mouth hidden by scarf, what have you. I think she looks cooler and is way easier to draw like this, but is a little less sonicy, im sure I’ll find a balance sometime. Rare carrion non-blep, this pose is cool but i did not even try cleaning this up lol.
And jerryjack!! She sucks so bad i love her. They’re Rig’s best friend, known each other since they were kids and learned the trade (killing) under the same mentor. She’s 11 months older than Rig, so she’s about 25ish. She hates consistency, commitment, seriousness, kids, stagnation, compassion, anything boring, and many many other things. She loves anything fun, stirring shit, lying, inflicting blunt force trauma, herself, lockpicking, and money. She’s purely self-interested and does everything she does for funsies. She’s not a part of the postal crew cause she thinks it’s boring and is allergic to commitment but hangs around and ‘helps out’ sometimes. She’s a hitman on her own, and has way more connections through that than rig, occasionally floats jobs her way. Also sometimes places bounties on her when shes mad. Or just cause.
Unlike Jerry, Rig is a very routine and organized person. She wakes up every morning at 6 sharp despite not being a morning person. Miraculously, she and jerry lived together for 2 years and during that time rig ate microwaved oatmeal every single morning and got groceries on tuesdays. All this is to say Rig is very methodical and likes routing and things that are expected. So Jerry lost their shit when rig called them randomly and casually told them that she’s starting a non-euphemistic postal service and also spontaneously took in a couple kids. Naturally, she’s very wary of squabble and carrion, especially the latter. Assassin recognizes assassin, silly recognizes silly, they try to kill each other and then become besties (who still periodically attempt to kill each other). As for squabble, she’s surprisingly fun to interact with, so jerry warms up fairly quick and becomes a truly awful influence on her.
Here’s the first drafts and base. She’s obviously a jackalope but calls herself a hare for some reason. Is part of that reason because i couldn’t think of a pun name other than jack like jackrabbit and ‘jack the jackalope’ sounded a little too stupid for my taste (as if ‘jerryjack’ isn’t stupider)? Ummmmmmm.
Anyway, i decided to nix the asymmetrical antlers cause theres a limit to how much asymmetry i should stuff into a set of characters, carrion’s already got the lopped off ear and etc. the back and tail marking is supposed to emulate ribs
I’m still super duper undecided on jerry’s outfit and colour scheme. Every outfit ive thought up so far feels way too simple or untethered to reality in comparison to the postal crew’s, however i think the postal crew is a bit too complicated (or way too complicated in squabble’s case) and too grounded for sonic, so. Idk what to do abt that. And as for their colour scheme, as seen above her first drafts have the same red and green of the postal crew, but seeing as she doesn’t work with them it’s definitely the better choice to diverge from that. Saturated orange is the most tense and unsettling colour to me so i think it suits her off putting nature, but the white and orange combo reminds me intensely of like. 1960s egg chairs. WAIT and ulala space channel 5. And various stupid tech startup kitchen gadgets. Just generally a combo with a lot of nonthreatening and safe associations rather than the warning sign i want. Idk man i’ll workshop it eventually.
Also, cloak rig. Her previous red coat was stupid. Not sure how much smarter this is but it looks cooler. Still doesn’t usually wear it other than in towns to hide her wings or when it’s cold. Also also this is the same fucking pose again
#Sooooooo sleepy rn#so if anything is incoherent it’s cause i’m so sleepy always and forever#doodles#ocs#oc posting#sonic oc#rig the fox-bat#carrion the cat#jerryjack the hare#super awful at getting stuff out of my head so idk how well i explained them or got across their vibe#i like my ocs so much man. so much#i need to post about them more#my art#deadeye delivery
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anyone else hate just having a property they enjoy a lot on the mind and that’s as far as that thought goes? like, you can’t think of it much more beyond “i like this thing and i wanna think more things about it”
#it’s paper girls rn#i wanna think of more than just “i like paper girls#vague thoughts are there but i’m way too sleepy to have anything deeper to think#same with amberprice and pricefield and isobaylin and wolfwren rn#thinking about them but not having thoughts#*pokes my brain with a stick* come on have thoughts
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hmmmmm the idea of buying Skybound pirate Jay,,,,,,,,
and also buying this hairpiece,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and drawing freckles to match how I draw him
Is verrrrrrrry tempting
#I wanna do it so bad#I just might do it depending on a few things#but man I want airjitsu gi Jay with an eyepatch but in his post s8 design so badly#*badly#ninjago where’s my Skybound legacy set where’s my lighthouse seige legacy set wHERE IS IT LEGO-#this is all for a season I claim not to like HSKSHDDJDJD#let’s be honest at this point I like the season but it’s. mmmmm#anyways#not buying anything rn cuz it’s like midnight and I’m sleepy and want other MINIFIGS#I want SO many minifigs#I only have jay and Zane minifigs cuz I keep buying sets with them in it LMAOOOO#jay#jay walker#ninjago#lego talk#spinjitsu screams#Skybound#ninjago s6#minifig#minifigure#lego
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#i am so depressed i cannot keep going like this#i can’t say this on twitter and my journal is across the room so!! rambling here it is!!#it sucks that you can do everything right during the day—drink lots of water; go on a walk; chat with friends; etc.#but night hits and suddenly it’s just you#and there’s subzero actual advice for ways to cope with that#like i want to be dead so bad i am so sick of having anxiety attacks and trying not to throw up because i’m crying so hard#:(#this sucks so bad#and i’m not sleepy at all because it’s only 10pm so i’m just stuck here not wanting to do anything#i just want to stop crying and i miss my mom#but part of why i’m doing so bad is because i’m broke and i don’t have the money to go home or go on a solo trip or anything#and i can’t even say i wish i was home rn bc my apt is my home and i don’t have childhood home or room at my mom’s place…#i need a win so bad#…good lord
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What a cool cat
#keese draws#oc posting#furry#furry art#furry oc#oc#ocs#oc art#first art post on the new blog babeyyyy#I’m still so sleepy tired tho a combined 13 hours of driving will do that to you fjdhfjdh#also idk if it shows but I’ve been trying a new sketching style recently!#oh ya and my family is on vacation rn so expect me to be a bit tired sounding a lot lol#I’m already soooo drained and we’ve bared done anything#but! I got to eat some REALLY good shrimp so hashtag winning#I think we’re going to eat at another place before we go home and I think they have shrimp too so I’m excited#I’m hoping they have breaded shrimp since the last shrimp was rly rly good but I’m in the mood for a good crunch#also tried some clam chowder for the first time and it was ok#I think I would have liked it more if I had smth good to dip in it#we also had lobster and it was so flavorless my dude like wow#but the stake that came with it was rly good and we also got some yummy desert#first time I’ve ever not hated a cheesecake so I’d say it was good#speaking of yummy food tonight we’re having a beef roast and I’m sooo excited it’s one of my favorite meals#I’ve been smelling it for the past several hours I’m going to destroy those potatoes yummy yum#ok enough
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It’s funny that I can only read/write AT fanfic that’s both (a) canon compliant and (b) not too sad by my (very sensitive baby) standards, bc ofc those things contradict each other a lot
#OH and throw in there no smut#my library is so small 😭#some of my fics are definitely too sad but I wrote them so its different?#blah I did a lot of writing abt how I can’t write today abdbsbndnsb it’s making me mad#mostly just that I like to write until I realize that what I’m writing is horrible terrible disgusting shit trash#jus talkin#adventure time#I just love canon and especially post canon!!!!! it’s so good there’s so much there#I do have a draft of a regular world modern day au and it’s fun to think abt but .. canon is more fun#also I think things feel less sad in the canon universe bc they by nature can’t be 100% exactly like our universe#plus I love my girls being immortal (ish?)…. bubbline ♾️#sorry I’m so sleepy today I’m just sayin stuff how is it like almost early evening rn what’s hallenjng#I hate that I can’t write anything that has like. grit or whatever. like I feel like no one wants to read this elmo baby shit but me#(& i don’t like the way I execute it)#like I wish I could write stuff that’s idk. cool.#that’s it ahdbbdndn
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omg i hope this isn’t a weird question but how often do you have sex? i’m usually good with like 2 days a week but then i feel like most people do it more than that lol
(it’s not a weird question! i’ve been asked this before hehe) honestly it depends on the week!!! i’d say like, on average 2-3 times a week. it usually depends on how horny one of us is, how low my cervix is (if it’s too low i get really bruised up and it makes sex incredibly painful), how much energy we have, etc.. there are weeks where we’ll have sex like 5 times but it’s also important to note that we have sex twice in one day fairly regularly, too. usually if we’ve fucked once the chances of us fucking again the same day are like, waaay higher ahahaha. i’d actually say 2 days a week is more than most people anon!!! we looked it up once, like on average how often do couples tend to have sex and for the majority of people it was waaay less than twice a week
case in point: do what is best and what works best for YOU anon bb <3 if two times is enough then two times is enough and that’s totally fine!!
#i honestly think the results were like once a month or something#once or twice a month#idk i can’t find the study anymore!!!#but i remember us being above the average hehe#ANYWAY twice a week is great!!!#i like it when we keep it around twice a week tbh because any more than that and i start to get really sore LMAO#then by the last time i’m like okay only slow sleepy gentle sex i cannot take anything else rn#hehe c:#i hope ur having a great night anon!!#stay safe out there and stay hydrated too!!#inky.bb#clari gets mail#tw clari overshares
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#ngl yesterday fucked me up#not in a bad way but in a slept till 2 way on someone’s couch then came home and slept some more#now in not tired and it’s sleepy time and nothing is ready for meetings tomorrow but can’t prepare bc everyone else is going to sleep 😭#i don’t regret anything i just am not appreciating how i’m handling it rn#z rambles
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…..I just realized that we were not prepared to go to work…..oh god.
#irl post#tbh I think we were both WAY too sleepy to comprehend anything#the autopilot was working overtime#oof#aaaaah I’m still really sleepy rn too#I don’t want to be here#but we gotta#bluh
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friends in my ask box i see you! i will respond in the morning i promise im not ignoring you 🩷🩷🩷
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Trench Duty
- Siegfried Sassoon (1886-1967)
Shaken from sleep, and numbed and scarce awake,
Out in the trench with three hours’ watch to take,
I blunder through the splashing mirk; and then
Hear the gruff muttering voices of the men
Crouching in cabins candle-chinked with light.
Hark! There’s the big bombardment on our right
Rumbling and bumping; and the dark’s a glare
Of flickering horror in the sectors where
We raid the Boche; men waiting, stiff and chilled,
Or crawling on their bellies through the wire.
“What? Stretcher-bearers wanted? Someone killed?”
Five minutes ago I heard a sniper fire:
Why did he do it?… Starlight overhead—
Blank stars. I’m wide awake; and some chap’s dead.
#ughhhhh I’m so tired#anyway here: a sonnet#it’s very disoriented. you can sort of feel the hopelessness and futility of it through the exhaustion#and the way the events are contemplated in the final couplet but none of it comes as a surprise#idk don’t expect anything good out of me rn I’m so sleepy#just another small note - I think this poem in particular really demonstrates the noticeable theme of darkness#and warped spiritual elements (like he mentions space and dreams and religion a lot) throughout his war poems#poetry#ww1#siegfried sassoon#sonnet#trench duty
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love that there’s two people in my life that heavily influence my mood and I literatly don’t know why??? It’s not even my fault they’re just existing. It can be positive sometimes, but unfortunetly it’s the negative that affects me the most. Oh well shit sucks idk what I can do.
EDIT: Yes this 100% me just capturing a moment in my mood, this was a while ago I am good now 👍 I just didn’t want to forget as I usually do lmao
#ker talks#im fine don’t worry bout me i’m actually chilling rn /gen#sleepy if anything#idk it’s just a common occursnce#i also use this blog to keep track of my terrible moods due to bad memory#so i can show it to a therapist whenever i end up getting one
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wanted to stay up for tfa but it’s not looking good for me😭
#maybe i’ll watch the red carpet im pretty sure it’s going on rn#but i’m sleepy and anything past 2:30 is way too late#theo.txt
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