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My Christmas present from my boyfriend 😍😍
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joao felix winning chelsea’s goal of the month bc he was the only person that scored that whole month is sooooo funny
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HORRORDUST NATION COME HERE RIGHT NOW PLEASE?
AM I CRAZY?? AM I CRAZY?? IS THIS THEM?
here’s the spotify link SOBS PLEASE am i insane.
#horrordust#horror sans#dust sans#utmv#undertale#murder sans#horrortale#dusttale#please i’m so serious#shippers unite i need you#it’s 4 am#horror x dust#GRRRRRRR#SCREAMS SO LOUDLY#sans ships#bad sanses#ITS 4 AM I HAVE NO REGRETS
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tooootallyyyyy not writing writing self insert ship fanfiction about Madame Curator nooooo couldn’t be me
why hello totally completely random anonymous anon !!
i would absolutely adore if you actually did write self-insert ship fanfiction and you and Madame Curator (meeee) that totally wouldn’t be lowkey based on reality hahaha no totally absolutely couldn’t be youuuu
also that means i’ll maybe have 3 WHOLE FICS about this blog, and I find that to be a true accomplishment lol
#hiiii everyone#if I wasn’t a ✨mystery✨#i’d scream really really loudly-#GUESS WHOS GIRLFRIEND IS WRITING SELF INSERT SHIP FANFICTION ABOUT ME AND HER?!???#MINE MY GIRLFRIEND IS AND ITS MARVELOUS AAAHHH#ummm but i’m a mysterious mysterious museum curator who is a total silent mystery#so i’m totally totally not saying that#my cryptid status is slipping but idc#can cryptids fall in love??? if not then oops i’m just a ✨mystery✨ not a cryptid oops oops oops#anyways#I totally didn’t say any of that tho bc i’m a ✨mystery✨#ahahaha#ask#the hellsite answers#hellsite hall of fame curator’s bullshit#anonymous#the very best anon to ever exist ♡
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me realizing that my rdr2 hyperfixation is actually a new special interest that is altering the way I view myself and the world around me
#I can’t hear anybody mention anything about rdr2 without feeling excitement in my whole body#god bless my fiancé he’s such a sweetheart I feel so bad for him#he got to hear me scream so loudly with so much excitement just because a podcast we were listening to mentioned arthur morgan#I was like shit I’m so sorry I just got so excited and I got really loud#and he said I don’t have to apologize#he thinks it’s cute#autism rizz strikes again#rdr2#red dead 2#red dead redemption 2#autism#actually autistic#actually autistic adult#actually audhd
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James, I need your books recs, James, please✍️✍️
#I did scream Oh my god loudly when he said aromantic so yes I’m a little bit desperate 🥸#heartstopper season 3#heartstopper netflix#heartstopper#aromantic#aromantism
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TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL FUUUUUCKKKK MY LIFEEEEEEE
#IM SO SCARED#AAAAAAA#IM SCREAMING VERY LOUDLY#im gonna throw up#STOPPP#HELPPP#first day of high school#fym I’m gonna be a freshman??#dude im not ready#gonna go insane#tf2#team fortress 2
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I’m always so fascinated by people’s bad roommate stories. I’m not sure I’ll ever live with someone I haven’t vetted extensively beforehand ever again
#every living situation where i’ve been assigned roommates randomly; i always seem to get one person who is an absolute angel#and 1-2 people who are honestly fucked up#i lived in halls 1 year of undergrad and everyone was kind of equally insane. honestly no one stood out as particularly bad#because everyone was just constantly screaming. i dealt with it by going home most weekends and getting noise cancelling headphones#3rd year of undergrad i lived in a suite which.. honestly was basically an apartment. had a living room/kitchenette; a toilet; a shower room#and 4 bedrooms#one of my roommates i’m still friends with to this day but honestly they were and are kind of a ridiculous person#like they were actively dealing drugs most of the year and their boyfriend was around most of the time and they would bone LOUDLY#and that’s the good roommate. so you can imagine the other two#one of the others.. honestly wasn’t a bad roommate; she was helpful and clean and civil#she was loud as hell though. she used to have attacks of insomnia and decide to rearrange her furniture at 3 in the morning#and we shared a wall. she also had an illegal pet rabbit.#our personalities just didn’t mesh well; like it became clear pretty fast that we were going to spend as little time together as possible#third roommate was loud; rude; annoying and gross. she’d be calling people at 7am just to yell down the phone to them about her problems#i was like who is picking up the phone to this bitch. she also picked up on my homosexual vibes in that way that homophobic straight girls#always seem to have; and was convinced i had a crush on her. and she bought a betta fish (allowed according to dorm rules) and then it died#because she didn’t want to take care of it properly. and she refused to do anything for herself#like she was always breaking shit and leaving it because she didn’t want to email or call maintenance. so then i’d have to do it#because it was always something we specifically shared. like a set of shelves she put a fucking 5lb shampoo bottle on. twice.#in grad school it was almost the same thing. one angel roommate who was kind of messy but otherwise fantastic#she rolled the best joints i have ever seen. and i still miss her cat cali#it was the men that were the problem. one was an international student who left after a month and bothered nobody#like to the point i didn’t notice when he moved out because he was so innocuous#the other two though….. so one of them started hooking up with my favourite roommate and immediately became SUPER annoying#the other one stole shit; left lights on all the time; left fridge and cupboard and freezer doors open; tried to guilt trip me#into giving him my weed; played mariah carey at 2am; never bought a single cleaning product or household item for the collective#unless you told him to…… he was even using my toothpaste at one point. like. sir.#oh and he was always dirtying other people’s dishes and cookware and leaving them in the sink for days. and leaving big chunks of food#in the sink. it was fucking gross#personal
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Me, six-ish hours ago: Yeah, I had the idea for an Avatar Suiren AU pretty much as long as Suiren herself existed, but idk if I'm ever gonna develop it, it's really hard to upkeep interest for it on my own...
Me, as soon as the concept of Suiren and Vaatu bullying Raava together popped into my head while I was typing out that long ass post: Fuck it, new strain of brain fungus acquired–
(Also yeah traditional art being posted for the first time since... 2020, probably. Don't have the spoons to transfer this to digital rn, maybe I will at some point and I'll do a fuckass Spirit World background or smth. We'll see)
First time drawing Vaatu so don't make fun of me, but honestly he's such a funky little guy and rather fun to draw. You just get that main shape down and then go nuts with the frills :) But also, credit where credit is due, scrolling through the Vaatu tag on @shadelorde’s blog really helped, so thank you for that 😊 And I really had no idea what to do with Suiren’s design here, I think I’ve used up all my character design juices on the nine previous iterations of her that exist, so for now she’s in a random dress with her hair down. I’ll probably alter it if I ever do a proper design for her in this verse
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original character#sotrl suiren#vaatu#avatar suiren au#I spent so long typing out tags for this post and tumblr fucking deleted them…#I’m going to go bite into a wall istg#I don’t have the energy to rewrite all of them so… quick summary#this takes place immediately after Suiren frees Vaatu during harmonic convergence#he briefly went all big and then shrunk so he could get a better look at her#while all this is going on Raava is screaming very loudly inside Suiren#Suiren is beyond caring. either Raava shuts up or she gets out. no other option#the avatar becomes balanced by fusing with Vaatu too or the avatar ceases to exist and suiren gets to live a normal life#spoiler alert: Raava does shut up but not for long#Suiren begins regretting her life decisions as soon as the two start arguing inside her#I’m pretty much stealing all the lore Kat came up with in bonded and adumbration lmao. hi Kat#oh also like 10 minutes before this Suiren killed Unalaq#his spiritfucker ass wouldn’t let her get to Vaatu that easily. but let’s be real he stood no chance against her#it’s fine though no one liked him anyway#honestly she did everyone a huge favour#anyway. yes Vaatu does have a tendril wrapped around her shoulders. bc it’s cute okay#damn Suiren how come Nia lets you be the weird lesbian daughter to TWO evil dads??#(yes I’m aware neither Vaatu nor Ghazan are evil. I’m trying to joke here but it’s almost 10 a.m and I can’t think anymore#simply everything is hilarious now)#what else did this used to say…#oh right. nia stop making LoK antagonists obsessed with your OC challenge#the Red Lotus are her parents. Kuvira is in love with her. now she’s being all buddy buddy with Vaatu#only one that’s missing is Amon bc I genuinely do not care for him lmao
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Putting on my big girl pants to be brave enough to post this. (reminding myself that literally no one visits my blog and probably no one will see this) I’m writing for myself. This idea is intended to be a novel of sorts eventually. I’ve literally never written something like this before and I've never taken a writing class I'm just flying by the seat of my pants, so don’t judge to harshly. Uh yeah that’s about it.
If you’re here, oh my gosh! Hi pookie! I hope you have fun reading!
ALSO!
If you read this and like it, please leave a comment! They make me happy. On the other hand, if you’re reading and nothing is making sense, TELL ME! I want to make this the best it can be. (eventually) So don’t be shy to point out mistakes or weird stuff in my writing :)
On that note, I am aware their names are spelled weird, it's a very intentional choice. Her name is pronounced Stephanie it's just spelled really wrong for reasons.
What ya'll are seeing on my blog is a first rough draft. I'm talking, I write it, look it over once to make sure there's minimal grammatical errors and then slap it over here, first draft. What I actually have written on my book doc draft is slightly different and has maybe better writing. What I'm trying to say is that lore may change as you read, but the final version ( which I may or not post here) will make 1000% more sense.
I am a college student who is drowning in work a little, so updates will be kind of slow.
(Theres a playlist for this I'll post eventually when there's enough plot to constitute it)
prologue chapter one chapter two chapter three chapter four chapter five chapter six
#new writer and terrified#I will scream loudly if even a single person reads my writing and likes it#also I have no idea how tumbler works I’m so sorry guys#tried to bribe my artist sister to draw my characters for me but she said no :(
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#having one of those nights where I’m so desperate to be out of here that I’m searching prices for plots or land and yurts#why do rent and house prices have to be so high 🥲#like get me the fuck out of here holy shit#I cannot believe that like just a few years ago me and my dad were fine and not I can’t fucking stand being around him#I found out recently he’s been bemoaning never getting to be a grandfather again and I’m like#gee I’m sorry that I have a major medical condition that makes me horrifically ill and all you can focus on is that it makes me infertile#news flash! even if I didn’t have this I never wanted kids anyways!!!#and I can’t get that fact through his head#despite me always very loudly voicing that I didn’t want kids from a young age he’s co Vince’s this is a recent thing#fucking wild man way to show that you never paid attention to what I’ve ever said#also shoutout to never paying attention to how fucking sick I’ve ever been either#but you know you’re the real victim in this situation#I swear to fuck I am getting closer and closer to going no contact when we finally leave#I am for sure going limited contact but like#literally doesn’t care about the suffering I’ve been through in the past 22 years#I am once again reduced to only being a fucking uterus#it’s so fun dealing with the physical pain from said problem the emotional pain of him being an asshat and the dysphoria#I think he thinks the nonbinary thing is just a phase 🫠#I am very much in fml territory tonight#wish it wasn’t a work night I need a fucking drink#I wanna fucking scream and cry and leave and just never come back
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sorry lar i just really like cough syrup ^___^
#aimee.mutuals#i’m so not normal…#i screamed so loudly when the whole marrying talk was mentioned#i lose my mind every time#just like chapter 28#cough syrup talk with aimee
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CON, TRIS AND RIA OMG WHAT THE FUCK
#crossover of the century#i’m not joking#i’m not okay#i screamed#so loudly#i have no words to describe how happy i am rn#connor ball#tristan evans#ria bish#the vamps
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Insert vent post here
#not gonna ramble about it all#but holy fuck why does life need to be so difficult#one stupid thing after another#and I always feel guilty bitching to my friends about things#and there’s the tiny voice in my head telling me I’m annoying them#i wanna scream so loudly but I’m at work and that would be awkward for everyone else#Oakie ramble#pls ignore
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”I don’t want to give Jehovah’s organization a black eye so I have to suffer in silence. Oh the pain! The pain!”
Mhm. Have you ever considered that Jehovah’s organization has given you not one, but two proverbial black eyes, broken ribs, and a concussion over the years; and maybe you should expose them for the abusers they are, if only enough to get yourself help to heal from the abuse you’ve experienced? You’ve got Stockholm syndrome bad, and you’re making it everyone else’s problem. You cared about your abusers so much that you abused me in their name, just because I wanted no part of their organization. Even if I didn’t seek out apostate resources, I wouldn’t have needed them to make my decision to leave because of how much you vented about them to me since I was about five years old. Did you just expect me to stay here and take the abuse like you did? I’m better than that; I’m better than you.
#exjw#ex cult#I woke up and he was venting about it to my mom very loudly so I just went “fuck that”#I could’ve went somewhere in the house to eat but I specifically chose the 20 degrees F screen room so that both of them know#I’d rather freeze than hear one more second of his venting knowing that he is still refusing to get help#Mom wants to watch the convention? Glorious. I’m not leaving my room until he’s done talking. I will not be her deus ex machina#I will not be her excuse to end the conversation so she can watch the convention with me#She can sit there and listen to it; and maybe she’ll grow some reasoning ability and realize#the religion she so piously subscribes herself to is splitting us apart and killing her husband#and maybe she’ll begin to take his triggers seriously and not make passive-aggressive remarks about how she wants to listen#to all the comments and not mute it when an elder who sexually harassed him begins speaking#and maybe my dad will grow some common sense and realize that continuing to go to meetings will ensure he is in a state of trauma#for all eternity#and maybe — just maybe — they will realize that everything they read in my diaries was right#and that they were absolutely positively 100% in the wrong for screaming at me about their contents#and apologize for what they’ve done to each other and to me#But that’s wishful thinking because [first name] “I’m more stubborn than you” [last name] will hold out until it kills him#and my mom is ex-Catholic and convinced the JWs are entirely truthful just because she prefers the possibility of death over hellfire#You can’t make this shit up#I live in a madhouse with crazy people
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i wish i could be as brave as Aled Last
#everyone is screaming so loudly#and i am too#i don’t want that#i want to be subtle and beautiful#it doesn’t matter who hears you as long as the right people do#my first instinct is to make myself into a character#all these bright emotions that people love to see#i’m sick of that#i wish i could be more brave#aled last#osemanverse#radio silence
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